#all might would be 10000% supportive

[luneariaa]

Hi there!how are you?! Could you write hc about the life of ash lynx x (fem)reader in which they've get rid of dino golzine? Please take your time and thank you!!

hii OMG so sorry this took quite a bit of time to do!! 🌻 had to revisit some BF stuff just to refresh my mind lmao,,

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and i'm doing quite well THANK YOU DEAREST ANON!! 💕💕 hoping you're doing well too!! 💖💖💐💐 and i tried my best w/ this so i'm sorry if it's not to your liking!! :")

. dividers by @/cafekitsune ! 💛

first things first, of course, life would be way more peaceful as ever for ash. he doesn't particularly need to feel worried as much. his guard is still up at times ofc, but not as bad as bef.

which means he is able to see you freely now.

and like, he might leave the whole gang/mafia stuff behind, just to try pursuing a normal life with you.

with your constant support ( and maybe sometimes he wouldn't admit it ), he'll get through it well! <33

and i couldn't really decide but-- i feel like he wouldn't need much studying anymore anyway bc of his IQ level :")

buuuuut if he ever did, he probably would've wanted to take the same classes as you do if possible. i mean, he isn't that, yk introverted or anything. he still possesses the feeling of deep mistrust toward people, and i feel like maybeee it's smth he might do.

but yeah i also feel like he would try to actively avoid the whole school stuff. he wouldn't want to be asked with unnecessary questions about his past, lifestyle, etc.

he already wishes to live a normal life, after all.

and like, i somehow able to imagine him working as a barista/waiter of some sort for some reason?? idk why.

anyway, life would still be much better despite on whatever he decided to do ( away from the whole old stuff he experienced ).

he's still healing himself; both physically and mentally. and whatever your role might be around this time-- either as his best friend or even as his girlfriend, you would've support him either way.

just know that ash appreciates you a LOT. even when sometimes he doesn't even know on how to express it that well :")

okay so if the romance route happens somehow, he would be taking you out on a casual date during your break days or even his. depending on your schedules.

but his protective and cautious instinct is still present as always. he wouldn't want anything to potentially harm you when he's trying to move on from his old life with you.

his trauma and his past still haunt him at times, so he's just so, so lucky and grateful that you're there with him even during his lowest moments.

if he ever works or something, you probably will join him so you both work together in a way ( if it's smth you're able to do ).

you both def would live together if you two finally got some stable jobs ( or if you're still studying somehow, part-time job then ); separating the bills smth like that so you both would pay in a fair amount for the monthly rent and even for the groceries stuff.

omg dunno why but the idea seemed comforting-

he wouldn't mind for anything else bc if it meant to live a normal life with you, then so be it.

eiji and shorter would def pay you both a visit occasionally 10000% ( idc this will be my canon now )

i wanted to add more but i'm quite short on ideas rn :") TY FOR REQUESTING HIM OMLL <333

@luneariaa. do not repost; reblogs are alright. all rights reserved.

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Audio Drama Sunday - 2nd June ✨

I feel like I haven’t had lots of listening time this week, but what I have heard has been amazing!  

🌲 @hellofromthehallowoods (154) ohh I am such an arachnophobe but I loveddd the return of LEM. Clem selling Danielle out sure is a CHOICE but tbh Danielle has such Ethel vibes this season that I assumed she was who Clem was going to visit when she was introduced. If anyone can stare down all 8 of Ethel’s eyes, it’s our girl Danielle. I want her to blow strawberry smoke in them from her new sexy cigarette holder. I had been wondering how the other boat could possibly house our nautical murderer but they can fly!! Duh! Imagine being stuck in a room with futuristic Vermin Supreme while there’s a vampire outside?? Bonkers. 

I’m SO desperate for the next episode to find out the results of Shank autopsy!! Shelby better get 60000 apologies from the other pigs in the room…… 

🧳 Travelling Light @monstrousproductions (23) system administrator??? what does that MEAN? I really thought they were going to kiss this episode 🤭 What a lovely story of conservation and love for nature!!! 

👁️ @malevolentcast (42) I am OBSESSED with Yorick’s jaw snap. What a fun sound effect. I honestly can’t be coping with these situations Arthur gets into. A rapier?? Internally?? Sir. Please. You do too much. 

🎙️WTNV (249) I know I say this all the time… but the weather really did slap this episode.

🖥️ The Magnus Protocol (18) This one was genuinely unsettling. I can’t believe the neutral response from the autopsy guy?? Literally ‘felt cute, might delete later’?? I would be taking myself straight to A+E to wait 23 hours for a mental health review??? 

🍎 @notquitedeadpod (XXXX) AAAAAAAH. SUCH a good episode and SUCH a good ending to the season!! Ohh the acting was SO good. It hurt me to hear Neige like that. Alfie’s rage and panic and despair were so palpable. The scenes at the facility were perfectly gory. I guess the benefit of having a 10000 year old vampire boyfriend is that he’s survived without cars and electricity before and, by God, he’ll do it again. I am wishing Eira nothing but impeccable and easy planning and writing for the next season! I can’t wait!!! 

👻 @tellnotalespod (S2E11) eek! I feel very weird writing about something I’m in but just want to share how excited I am to be a part of one of my favourite shows 🩷 a huge thanks to Leanne for having me!!!! 

Today is the last day to support @monkeymanproductions' crowdfunder for their next show Waiting For October! They're so close to their goal!!

[ithinkabouttzu]

BoB Reaction to you having a bad anxiety day

Requested by the lovely @liebgotts-lovergirl 💗💗

Genre: romance, sad fluff

Warnings: Anxiety, anxiousness

Description: The BoB boys reaction to their s/o (you) having a bad anxiety day

Dick Winters

he could just tell you were having a bad day. He would be SO good at listening to you and he would never judge you for a second. He always tries his best to give you good advice, and is going to be there to support you 10000% he just wants to see you smile!

Lewis Nixon

He would try his best to understand what you’re going through and would try to find the root of your anxiety. I think you guys would have a long deep conversation about it and he’s definitely willing to do ANYTHING to eliminate your anxiety or at least minimize it in anyway he can

Carwood Lipton

MASTER listener and comforter. He is such a good person to talk to about this stuff. He would be there just rubbing your back and holding you gently while you tell him what’s bothering you. It hurts him to see you go through any kind of pain and he is by your side ALWAYS, plus he always gives the best forehead kisses when you’re sad.

Joe Toye

Lowkey becomes the biggest softy when he sees you sad or anything like that. He would shoo anyone away if you just want to be alone with him to talk, if you don’t wanna talk then he’ll just sit there and hold you, with bunches of kisses , and he’ll make sure reassure you how much he loves you and how amazing you are.

Joe Liebgott

It breaks his heart. He can just tell when you’re having a bad day coping and he can see when you have an anxiety attack. He just wants to take all that away from you because he loves you so much. He will be there to hold you, sit and talk with you, WHATEVER you want to do, he’s down for it, anything to make his bae feel better - he’ll do it.

Bill Guarnere

Mans is READY to beat WHOEVER might’ve caused your anxiety to get bad. Definitely offers to be your personal therapist LOL, but if you just call him randomly in the middle of the night he’ll listen to you so attentively, he’ll always be there to support you, physically and mentally. But again he’ll kill someone if they’re the cause of your anxiety.

George Luz

George will probably try and make a joke to get your mind off of it at first. But he’ll sit there and listen to you so seriously and you can just see that he cares, I think he would just rub your hand while you talk to him and when your done he would give you the most loving hug ever. He’d probably suggest you guys go watch a movie or something to get your mind off of it afterwards.

Bull Randleman

he is the biggest sweetheart when you’re anxiety gets bad, he’s so comforting and he’s guaranteed to give you the best cuddles and advice of your LIFE. He’ll hold you and let you get all your feelings out before telling you how much he loves and cares about you. He’s just so kind and caring to you that afterwards you feel so much better

Eugene Roe

Master listener and comforter #2. If you start crying he’ll prob get a little teary eyed, because anxiety sucks and you don’t deserve it. He’ll just hug you, strong and loving while stroking your hair. Gene would tell you how sorry he is that you’re feeling down and makes sure to give you infinite kisses. Also remind you that whatever you’re going through, you’ll get through it.

Floyd Talbert

Tries his hardest to be there for you, but physically he’ll be there 100%. Kissing you, holding you, anything. Emotionally it might be a little bit harder for him but he’ll make sure you know that he’s got your back anytime ever. He’ll just sit there quietly and let you spit all of your feelings out while he rubs your shoulder

Skip Muck

I think he would be such a good person to talk to about this kinda stuff. If he saw you sad he would try to cheer you up in anyway possible, or if he saw you having a panic attack he would take you somewhere private where you could calm down. I think y’all would end up having a deep conversation about just anxiety in general and he’ll be sure to let you know that you can talk to him anytime about that stuff!

Don Malarkey

He would be so heartbroken to see you in pain or sad. This man is a total sweetheart and would do anything to make you feel better. He would just rock you side to side in a long hug and repeat the sweetest loving affirmations to you, he would sit and listen to you completely and remind you how important you are to him and the other guys.

Babe Heffron

He would just sit there with the saddest look on his face when you tell him what’s going on. He just wants to tell you it’ll be okay and everything will get better, but I think the bear hug he gives you says all that and a million other things in one. And when y’all are done with the hug, He’d just grab your face and make you look into his eye, before kissing you passionate and lovingly.

Frank Perconte

I think at first he’d be angry for you, because you don’t deserve that at ALL and if anyone made your anxiety worse he will literally come for them. But in the moment he’ll settle down and just let you have the floor to say whatever you want in that moment. He’d have open arms for you and if you need him, he’ll always be there for you!

Shifty Powers

Poor boy literally his heart just shatters when he sees the heartbroken expression on your face. He’s here for you to confide in and you can always find comfort in him, he’d make sure to listen to you and give you the best cuddles on the planet. He’ll also reminds you how much he cares about you and how special you are to him.

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A/n : hiii everyone!! this is my first reaction i’ve done for BoB so i hope everyone enjoys it!!! if you have any requests or any others i should add just let me know!!!! <33

[melancholysway]

TMNT Headcanons: Toxic Traits [Pt II]

bc i can AND I WILL

Leonardo

LECTURER KING

if you do something wrong, just like he does with Raph, you’re getting a lecture

if you burn yourself by accident, he’ll go on a whole tangent about how you have to be more careful

it comes from a good place, but he’s so stern when he talks and sometimes seems angry it’s just ???

not only this but he’s more your mom than a boyfriend

like the man will tell you shit your mom would

“you can’t come it’s too dangerous” “it’s too dark for you to be outside”

which yes it’s nice that he’s being aware and protective but he also gets pissed when you don’t listen to him??

Raphael

sucks at providing emotional support

like if Raph can’t handle his own emotions wtf do you think he’s gonna do with you😭?

like he can hug you or hold you, but he's not the best at kind words or reassurance

raph is 10000% all about touch and action, he doesn't really use his words to help you

because he sucks at emotional support, he will always deal with his own shit alone

and don't pry either or he's gonna get annoyed

if he doesn't wanna talk about it, don't try with him

"bUt i CaN FiX Him!" chile- anyways so

like pick me choose me omg

no

let him get through it, if he wants to talk about it, he will

if he doesn't, he doesn't.

Donatello

obsessive?

and NOT in a good way

like will constantly call and text you, triple text quadruple text

if you tell him to back off a bit he’ll literally be offended

“but I love you :(“

which is cute, but still.

some people need their personal space :/

jealous, and in a bad way

like if you have guy friends he's not gonna wanna hear ANYTHING about them

even if they're really good friends, he doesn't want to hear about it

stalks your social media to see who you're hanging with or what you're doing, not because he doesn't trust you, but just because ;-;

Michelangelo

okay like Donnie he's obsessive too

but he will actually come over unannounced

tries to convince you to hang with him instead of your other friends

jealous of you hanging or talking with his brothers, he thinks you'll leave him for them everytime you say hello or something

i already said he's clingy, but HE'S CLINGYYY 24 hours 365 days a year

thinks you're gonna break up with him everytime you get upset or in a fight when it's literally never the case

like you could tell him that you have to cancel plans and he automatically thinks you're gonna break up with him??

gets extremely jealous of human guys, because he's sort of insecure about his image and always, ALWAYS thinks you're gonna leave him for a "normal" guy even after you tell him (very often might i add,) that you wouldn't do something like that.

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If you're still interested in having more headcannon ideas for quirk Izuku au, maybe have one where Izuku's quirk is similar to AFO's quirk? But he's not biologically related to him?

I AM S O SORRY THAT THIS TOOK ME A GODDAMN MONTH TO GET TO!!! SCHOOL AND MY BRAIN ARE FUCKED! BUT IT’S SPRING BREAK, I GOT NO SLEEP LAST NIGHT, I AM IN A LONG CAR RIDE, AND I BROUGHT MY GODDAMN CHEMISTRY HOMEWORK BECAUSE MY PROFESSOR IS AN EVIL, CONDESCENDING BASTARD, SO LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO-

:)

So, izuku’s quirk is kind of like a mix of Monoma’s and AFO’s, where he can borrow someone’s quirk after a five finger tip activation, but while he’s copying it, they can’t use it. His time limit is 10 minutes per quirk and he can hold up to 20 at a time

Todoroki’s conspiracy theory senses are going crazy

Izuku is so tired

Please help him

He was ostracized and bullied as a kid for having a, “villainous” quirk

See. I’d love to say that he borrowed bakugou’s quirk before the U.A. Entrance exam, but I know he wouldn’t

He does borrow present mic’s though :)

Mic is watching through the screens and sees Voice being used. He is ✨shook✨

AND SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW THIS LITTLE LISTENER IS GOING TO UTILIZE HIS QUIRK

Dude, this quirk would practically be perfect for izuku! He’s so good at quirk analysis and he was so excited when his quirk manifested

He gets to understand and utilize several quirks through the use of his own????? That is so cool!!!!!

Inko was so excited for him! She was so proud of her son’s analysis talent when he was just a 4 year old, and as he grows, it just gets more impressive!

She’s also distressed that most of the world doesn’t see how good izuku is, but she’ll be there for him in any way she can be!

Fuck Aldera middle. All my homies hate Aldera middle

Aizawa is so shook when he first sees izuku using Voice as well though. He’s just, “hizashi, did you have a child you never spoke of???” No, shouta, he did not

It’s even better the first time izuku borrows Aizawa’s quirk

The man is quaking

Okay though, if Monoma were to copy izuku’s quirk, he would be so mad😭 this class A bastard got his quirk just more powerful?! Asshole!

But I also think Monoma, shinsou, and izuku would be naturally protective of one another in this U.A. Due to all the bullying they faced for having “villainous” quirks

The chaos those three would get up to

I love it so much

No, but just,,, the entire izucrew being unhinged is so important to me🥹

Whenever someone is quirkist towards one of them, the others are out for blood. Mainly izuku and Uraraka. I love them so much. They just

IZUKU HAVING FRIENDS WHO LET HIM BORROW THEIR QUIRKS😭😭😭😭

Mic 1000% asks to see his analysis notes

I am of the belief that mic is a quirk theory nerd. This is very important to me and I will not be proven wrong.

Mic being izuku’s mentor? Is this partially because I need dadmic to survive and I project onto izuku? We’ll never know!

But dude, just. He’s so supportive and he canonically has a 5/5 intelligence, and he cares so much, I’m so fyvubjnyfrstgugyg

Imagine all might working with izuku who has this quirk though. He’d be so shook

“Young Midoriya, have you heard of a story of two brothers-“

And izuku 10000% starts talking theories, but no, like he told Shouto and Aizawa-sensei, he is not related to the infamous super villain, please stop asking

Imagine izuku borriwing AFO’s quirk though? Would all the quirks AFO stole go with it or would it be like a clean slate? And if izuku borrowed his quirk and stole someone’s quirk while using it, would he be able to keep them or would it transfer back to AFO when izuku’s quirk ran out of time? I need answers

Toru asks izu to borrow her quirk a few times though! She’s so excited to be able to be seen again! Even only for 20 minutes!

He helps Shouto gain control over his fire as well! And helps Tokoyami with dark shadow!

They’re all such lads 😭

But after he goes pro, izuku helps start the movement to protect and help people with “villainous” quirks, no quirks, and just generally frowned upon

He speaks out on the bullying he faced and so does Monoma! I’d say shinsou does, too, but I think it’s just the unanimous assumption that he’s going underground, but who knows!

Inko is so proud

Mic is so proud

Aizawa is so proud

Nezu is so proud

I’m so proud 😭

Mina and kiri are also big in this and kiri talks about his experiences

Mina, kiri, izuku, and Monoma get permission to have anti-bullying seminars at U.A.

Izuku is super nervous to do public speaking, but Mina, kiri, and, in his own way, Monoma help hype him up

Monoma also needs a slight pep talk, but tries to play it off like he’s doing everyone a favor

He is. You’re doing great, Monoma, ya funky lil shit, I love you so much 😭

Izuku finally having friends after the hell that was Aldera is so important to meeeee

People who stand up for him when bakugou is being an asshole!?!?!? Aaaaaaaa

Izuku’s hero suit would have to be super versatile and mei is so excited to work on it and plan with him

Sorry this is so short, but I hope you liked it!!!!!!!

Thank you so much for the ask, I love this so much! It would be such a good quirk for izuku! Like, his analysis skills would just be turned up times ten because he’d be able to use other people’s quirks and he’s just be able to geek out about it, and he’d be so excited 😭

[infinite-orangepeel]

#14 On the post you just reposted

hi anon ! thanks so much for submitting this one and thank you to @steddie-interactions for creating this ask game ♡

this accidentally became not so safe for tumblr as I was writing it soooo minors close your eyes and the rest of you: there's some light filth in this one for sure....proceed with caution. also there's baby girl steve on high sooooo again do with that what you will :)

14. Do you think Steve would join Corroded Coffin or only be a fan?

Hmm. This is a tough one, only because I can see it both ways.

If we're going solely off of his canon character, I imagine he'd be just a fan. I think he'd attend all the shows, help Eddie with his eyeliner before he goes on stage, and drag Robin and Nancy to every single gig. He'd make signs, brings flowers, and wear CC merch 24/7. Total supportive boyfriend, for sure. He loves seeing Eddie in his element (and especially loves the sex they have afterwards when he's still high on the performance adrenaline).

However (and I like this idea just as much), if we're going slightly OOC and really playing up the baby girl energy--he's 10000% joining the band.

Steve would start out as a devoted groupie, make eddie fall stupidly in love with him, hook-up with him backstage, and once eddie finds out steve can sing (really well), they sign him on as a fully-fledged member of the band. and steve wears some pretty wild stuff on stage. he loves to tease the audience, loves to press up close to eddie while he shreds on the guitar, loves to flash his lace panties "accidentally" for the crowd. loves feeling eddie's cock swell up against his ass when he leans his head back on his boyfriend's shoulder to sing the song he wrote about him. he's a gorgeous, high energy mess of lace, leather, glitter, and gloss. and eddie can't help but be completely infatuated and transfixed by him. encourages steve to push the envelops even further by fingering him on stage while he tries to hit a high note--he's not wearing any panties under his skirt so they get quite the view...

and bc i love thinking about/making mood boards for these types of things. here's some baby girl rockstar steve inspo of how i imagine he might look on stage....

@jjoesjonas i'm 99.99999% sure you'll be into this lol

[dumbass-tumbler-cryptid]

What would happen if Spider cut his life short to gain freedom in death? Perhaps he found out or overheard from a conversation Miles had with uncle Lyle that he is not planning to let his son leave. Not any time soon and decided that he just cannot take the prospect of that?

I don’t like when Spider gets hurt but I like the concept of him sorta getting revenge on Miles by showing him that what he’s done only murdered his child, instead of protecting them. There is a vindictive victory in that.

Content warning for mentions of suicide and self harm

Hi, so I’ve answered questions like this before and to be honest I’m not very comfortable with them. Please don’t feel bad for asking your question, I’m not triggered by it in any way. I just don’t enjoy thinking about a child (or anyone for that matter) killing themselves and i don’t really see killing yourself as a form of revenge against someone else. I’m more of a live in spite of it all kind of person. Would Spider’s death hurt Quaritch. 10000%. But would it hurt him more to see Spider escape, heal from his trauma and live a happy fulfilled life with the Sully’s? Would it hurt him more to live with his guilt over what he’s done and know that his son is living a good life that he will never ever get to be a part of. Yes absolutely, I think that would hurt more.

Also just because I’ve had a rough mental week with recent current events here are resources for anyone who is struggling:

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

I know things are scary right now but please don’t give in. I was rewatching a movie I saw years ago and nearly cried when I heard them say, “if you believe there is no hope then there will never be any hope.” Defeatism and despair is how we all lose. Finding your people and living in spite of it all, living to make better days is how we win. So please take care of yourselves everybody.

Sorry if this post hits too close to home. I do want this blog to stay fandom related so people have a space for escapism and fun. But I also know I have queer, gender non conforming and p.o.c fans that might be going through it right now and with the up tick in suicides this past week I’ve been really worried about everyone. I might not actually know any of you but I do still care and just really hope you’re all okay as you can be right now. 💙💙💙💙



[scalamore]

Social FYI post: Kakaopage

So I see on various social media spaces the immense hatred of KKP lately, because their anti-piracy task force, P.cok is going around and throwing DMCAs at scanlation and translation groups. There's been more anger towards them lately because every time a series is axed or unexpectedly cancelled, western readers have a tendency to blame everything on kakaopage.

So this is an information post!

Misinformation: KKP axes series Answer: The publisher axes series Kakaopage is an online distributor, not a publisher (although they do have some shares/involvement in some series) and are for the most part, an online platform to share content. They're a platform that allows anyone, from novices to big publishing houses to post their content in an easy and accessible way. Other such platforms include Naver or Ridi.

To give an example, Kakaopage is like Amazon, or Barnes and Nobles (USA bookstore), or even wattpad. They host a ton of stuff, but don't necessarily own it. Back in 2017, it was reported that for all content sold, the revenue is shared between Google Play (30 %), Kakao (20 %), and the publisher (50 %). The publisher then distributes those profits to the manhwa teams.

As part of their agreements with various publishers, the p.cok anti-piracy task force was created to stop piracy and illegal distribution. Their intent is purely to keep things to the official sources, to make sure the publishers (like DAON, D&C, Carrotoon etc) get paid to pass on to the manhwa teams.

As such, over the past few years, Kakaopage has invested tremendously in legal ways to read their stories in various countries:

Korea

China (Podo, Lehzin)

USA or "english speaking countries" (Tapas, Tappytoon, Radish, Webtoon, manta etc)

Indonesia (KKP indonesia)

Japan (Piccoma)

Thailand

Tappy France

Tappy Germany

etc Misinformation: Kakaopage doesn't care about your language/country Answer: Slight truth, but the more accurate answer is "the publishers don't care about your language/country" As one might notice, this isn't a very comprehensive list of countries. That's the point. Kakaopage and the Korean publishers don't care about their readers in low-readership countries (or continents) like South America, Africa, the middle east, India, Vietnam, or the Phillipines. Because simply, it's too much to invest in countries/languages that won't have high enough readership. So they focus on the "richer" countries to invest in, with translations and localization. They literally do not care about readers not in their list of localization/countries, as these readers would not pay for their services in the first place. Capitalist societies do not want their products out there for free, and that's what piracy is - people reading for free when they could be paying to support the original authors. Misinformation: Supporting officially is expensive!! Answer: Not really When you break it down, not really. on the KKP app, if you want to rent a chapter for 72 hrs, it's 200 coins. If you want to permanently buy a chapter "collect", it's 500 coins. 5000 coins = $4 on the app store 10000 coins = $9 on the app store, etc. Basically, if you want to collect a chapter, with the lowest tier = 5000 coins = 10 chapters = $4 ----> 25 cents per chapter. If you purchase on Tappytoon, I believe it comes out to about 35 cents per chapter If you purchase on Tapas, I heard it's around 30-40 cents per chapter? back to KKP: Now, as each chapter is 25 cents, imagine how that's distributed: 12.5 cents to the publisher, and 5 cents to KKP to host it. For each YM chapter purchased on KKP, which costs a reader 25 cents, DAON Entertainment gets 12.5 cents to split amongst Hayeonnim, Hyeyongnim, and the other staff. Yikes. For a 100 chapter series --> $25 to read it on kakaopage --> $12.5 goes to DAON to distribute to the manhwa team. That's not much per person. If we're lucky to get a physical release, I believe it's about $10 USD for 12 chapters for the YM physicals in KR. For Villains are Destined to Die, or Stepmothers Marchen, who have physical ENG releases, someone told me it's about $15 for 6-8 chapters (needs verification) Back to the webtoons: imagine, 100 people read 100 chapters on aggregate sites instead of one of the official routes: Hayeonnim and Hyeyongnim have already lost $1,250 in royalties/income from the series. from bato alone i see a chapter can have about 55K views. I'm not sure how to translate "views" to "readers", so lets arbitrarily say each chapter is read by 10,000 people internationally who for whatever reason, don't read officially. So 10,000 readers x 100 chapters at 0.12 cents each = loss of $125,000 of income for the manhwa teams for a series with 3 seasons released. Bottom line is, if you can support and want to support, it would be a good idea to. No one's forcing you to, but think of your favorite authors and artists ---!

Sources: https://www.techinasia.com/kakaotalk-launches-kakaopage-digital-content-marketplace

[jess-moloney-malarkey]

Hi there! I’m 10000% sure that Jess hate blog is run by Hannah known as jamiebowerserenity on Instagram because it’s appeared when she shut down all her accounts and blogs everywhere. Am I wrong??? What a coincidence!!! 👺

I’ve seen several people speculate that it might be her, but idk. The hate blog started in like fall of last year I think? I don’t recall exactly when all the Hannah stuff went down, but I thought it was after that. And the way the hate blog writes and the way Hannah wrote don’t really align in my opinion. And I feel like Hannah was fond of Jess and always supported every little thing related to Jamie, at least publicly. I don’t think she would devote a whole blog to dunking on Jess and other fans.

That’s just me personally though. I have my own suspicions on who might be behind it for various reasons, but I’m not going to publicize it just in case I’m wrong and slander someone not involved at all. Anyone’s guess is as good as mine though so maybe you’re right. 🤷‍♀️

[hcdidterms]

Hi there, different anon from before, i'm a programmed DID system before you start saying i'm policing survivors. I really can understand the want to belong and feel accepted when you have trauma that is so horrific and feels so isolating. I don't want this to come across as an attack on you or how you cope. I personally wouldn't use the flags, and that's my perogative - and at the end of the day if you or others want to use them, that's your choice too. I really just want to remind you of something, that I think is important.

Pride flags have obviously been used in various communities for a long time (you don't need a history lesson, i get that), and they have good connotations. while i can understand the want to maybe reclaim aspects of your trauma, I really want to speak - if not to the creator of this blog, but the people who might use the flags, and remind them that sharing information about your programming if you are a survivor is inherently dangerous online.

I 100% believe it should be talked about, and there are great online communities that exist for that (though they obviously need to be monitored like any other community, even more so than normal ones in fact). I just want to remind people that telling strangers on the internet who can contact you that you have been through something that makes you inherently vulnerable to outside influence and abuse can be so dangerous, and to please be aware of this if people are going to use the flags.

I also wanted to quickly bring up the idea of programs being something to celebrate. I'm understanding that that is not the point of this - i've read your post, and I understand your POV. I just want to suggest that potentially having a flag of something does create an identity of celebration around it - I know for example that certain programmed alters in my system would take this sort of flag and then use it to reason that their programming is something to be proud of, or not to be changed.

I think there is this blurred separation in the RAMCOA survivor community between celebrating the fact that you have survived and are a survivor - and celebrating the identities that may have emerged from surviving. I know I for one am 10000% proud and vocal about how much my alters have survived - but that does not mean that I am celebrating what they survived and the identity that they had to take on to survive. Creating flags seems like these programs are part of someone's concrete self and identity - and I hope you can see how this could be seen as anti-healing rhetoric and anti-change? In making a program part of an alter's identity, it could make them feel like they can't change, they can't deprogram, they can't move forward.

I completely agree that surviving is something to be proud of. But I am struggling to see where celebrating and broadcasting intimate trauma details (because it is intimate trauma details - knowing which programs someone has survived gives out a lot of information that can easily be used against people) helps survivors - which surely is the whole point.

Again, I want to reiterate that I am not attacking you (the creator), or the people that may have reblogged or identify with this flags. I just really want to, speaking survivor to survivors, reach out and remind everyone to please make sure to critically engage with HC-DID material and resources, and do what's best for you to heal and survive. Don't let your programs paint you in a corner (not pointed at anyone specifically). you're all so much more.

Sending genuine support from another survivor. I hope you can take this as the constructive feedback that it is meant as, instead of an attack - as that is far from the intention of this ask. Take care <3

We've already expressed that our flags arent meant to be used in public so not gonna reiterate

And obviously if your alters use our flags to prove that it's good or normal they were programmed you should just - yk - block us??? We're not forcing you to use these???? I truly don't fucking understand you people going "erm ita bad because [personal reasons]"

It's the goddamn internet, block buttons exist. We're not fucking forcing you.

Also AGAIN, it's not fucking broadcasting it's supposed to be used in private

You're telling people to do what's best for them but while writing this you didn't stop to think for a moment that *this* is the best we can do to heal at this moment.

We don't have access to professional help, even if we did there aren't any *DID* specialists in our whole country, let alone ramcoa specialists. THIS is the only think that's helping us

Being "out and proud" about being programmed is the only thing that's helped us.

Even though I've responded in a rude way we have taken in this constructive criticism, thank you

Take care

-Dani

[thistlecatfics]

I am obviously going to ask for Narcissa in therapy?? Maybe either during the first war, at like the start of her marriage, or post second war?? Or at any point in her life really idc I just wanna see it happen

Narcissa in therapy!! 

Honestly I think the idea of her being in therapy during the first war would be kind of like the sopranos (a show I’ve never actually seen haha) where she’s actively involved in all of this illegal stuff but careful to never let the therapist have the obligation to break confidentiality. 

She’s going to therapy for support about fertility and her miscarriages because she’s still not pregnant, and it’s a huge amount of pressure. 

I could see her going for a super psychoanalytic therapist, which I’m extremely not an expert on, but it’s all about uncovering the unconscious with the aid of the analyst, but I don’t know enough to really mock up her therapeutic journey with one. 

(Why did I pick a type of presenting concern *and* a therapeutic modality I have no knowledge about??) 

(I don’t work with moms and motherhood!) 

I think in this case, as soon as she has Draco, she immediately drops therapy and is like “Everything is fine! I have no other problems!” 

Because that’s not the most interesting answer (and you’ve been waiting all this time!), let’s try post second war -

Her world has just been ROCKED. Let’s go with fanon where she is under house arrest, and Lucius is in Azkaban. She is not terribly repentant. She is angry that Draco is (very healthily!) pulling away from her. 

I could see her getting really depressed. She’s isolated. She just went through something super intense and now it’s a whole lot of nothing. I could see her shutting down pretty severely. 

(I know sometimes people write Narcissa as so powerful and capable and I think that’s true! But I think everyone has a breaking point, and she hits hers after the war, when all the deadly choices are over, and she just has to… live? Without anything that gave her life meaning?) 

I could see Draco forcing her to get a therapist (partly because she’s starting to treat him like her therapist, and he’s like “I 10000% cannot do that.”) The therapist comes to Malfoy Manor (obviously) and operates somewhat non-traditionally. I could see them walking and talking rather than sitting together, because there’s no privacy issue on a giant manor where she’s alone with her husband’s peacocks. 

The therapist would need to start with a lot of behavior stuff – “You’re going outside. You’re going to write letters. You’re going to invite people over. You’re going to clean. We’re going to do it together.” 

(I also see the unconditional positive regard being important here but also really hard. Who could this therapist possibly be if not someone who was impacted somehow by the war? Unless they hire someone from outside of England?)

Then, doing the trauma work. Oof. 

I could see her doing a long series of EMDR sessions with a few core beliefs with different roots – “I am alone” might be an obvious one to start with (and boy oh boy would it bring up some memories of Andromeda leaving!). “I am a bad person.” “I’m defective” (you know that beautiful exterior is compensating for some deep self-loathing.) “I’m trapped/I have no options” (connected both to Voldemort’s time in the manor and also her childhood.)  

Once the trust is built and she’s doing better, moving into a relational approach could be SO powerful but also so tricky. (“Narcissa, you know I’m a halfblood. When you say things like xyz, it actually impacts me.” Advanced level therapy stuff there!) 

Either way, I hope this therapist is getting a ton of supervision on this case. She’s going to need it! 

[gwandas]

Maybe I'm a little more optimistic (or stupid?) but I feel like Sarah might be building up to a brief separation for Nessian where Cassian has to choose between her and Rhys. There are some theories about her ruling over the Dusk territory and the Valkyries residing there. I feel like living away from Rhys would be good for both of them.

Like I just don't think Sarah hates Nesta while giving her so much and basically any new person who meets her likes her and has nice things to say about her. And Cassian not saying I love you to her, not sticking up for her or at least trying to deescalate the situation is VERY weird. Like she has so many people where the guy is always 100% behind his mate. Dorian and Manon (kind of a weird pairing for me, ngl) are not even together and I'm 100% sure he would stick by her if she decided to go on a random killing spree for sport.

I understand Cassian has known Rhys basically his whole life, but that's your mate, man... wake tf up. I don't need him to pick a fight with every person who sneezes in her direction, but some support in front of everyone would be nice.

Once again I feel like Elain will be the only ACOTAR lady that will get a decent man. Sarah will have to work really hard and retcon absolutely everything we know about Lucien to make him an asshole.

What you just laid out is what my realistic, best case scenario is. I'm not holding my breath for a Nessian breakup (even if I do think he should go die in a ditch) but I was assuming it would get better/healthier once they were finally together. The HOFAS bonus chapter makes me hopeful or hopeless depending on how optimistic I'm feeling that day.

I fully agree with you in the sense that I cannot interpret that BC another way. Narratively speaking, why SJM would double down on Nesta's conflict with the IC other than as set up for something like her leaving, forcing Cassian to choose, etc? It's such an insane decision to have the first glimpse of mated Nessian in three years be... that, only for it to be meaningless in the end. But all that hinges on the assumption that SJM is a logical writer who remembers to tie up loose ends and doesn't retcon stuff willy nilly -- and that's where all my pessimism lies... in her writing tendencies. I think it's telling that when Bryce goes to return the Mask, Cassian is there and all seems fine, which makes me think it's just going to get brushed under the rug. It could go either way!

I think SJM has a love-hate relationship with Nesta -- she thought Nesta deserved whatever the fuck ACOSF was but you are right she loves her now that she's been "redeemed." Loves her enough to let her keep her powers/control of the Trove, give her Gwydion, give her the star connection with Bryce and make her the focus of the crossover. It's even more telling to me how many fans try to downplay all of that too. Wanting other characters to have the Trove/Gwydion, claiming the crossover was meaningless or that Azriel was more important than her - all desperate efforts to gaslight themselves into believing Nesta's story is over. Ultimately, those theories wouldn't exist if those fans didn't believe all the things Nesta has are important.

At this point I just want to know what the next book is because that's going to determine whether or not I should give up on Nesta ever getting a happy ending. Nessian is 10000% endgame, I know that, I just want to believe in it is all.

[bisluthq]

Travis gives huge yes men vibes particularly when it comes to her career and music choices, probably because he doesn’t think he’s qualified to give her critical feedback or whatever and wants to be as supportive as possible, same way she’s not gonna tell him how to play football better lol, but I think if he genuinely disagreed on smth in their relationship he would tell her where as Joe might be quiet and grow resentful

that’s kinda what I think - I think Joe gave way more feedback on the art (which wasn’t really needed because she has other people who could comment on that) but ignored real shit. (Also I sorta believe DeuxMoi saying he was apparently super scathing of her short film Oscar plan because I can… see him being like that if he wasn’t living up her ass by then, since it was yk an objectively silly idea). But I don’t think Joe would have complained about behaviors/shit that annoyed him (and we all have shit that annoys us in our partners) hence the quiet resentment. Whereas Travis would be like “yay baby let’s go get that Oscar, you’re so good at this stuff!” but would 10000% say something about behaviors that he will eventually find annoying or shit he hasn’t appreciated thus far. It seems really, really healthy.

[bunnimew]

Which of your OTPs would go watch the Barbie movie and enjoy it? I'm watching it tonight, so just wanted to pop in and ask.

Hey, Anon!

Short answer: All Of Them.

Obviously Pitch and Jack would be into it. For different reasons, but that hardly matters.

Seifer would either secretly like it or very loudly like it depending on the day and what point he's trying to make. Squall is, in the general sense, up for anything.

Goku would be all about it. Sanzo would tolerate it, all the while pretending he doesn't care.

Suzaku would be 10000% invested in all of the emotional moments. Lelouch would hate watch it because it's branding and a massive corporation, but then end up invested, too.

Peter and Wade are into damn near everything, and there's no reason Barbie would be excluded.

Frank likes soft things. He's never tried to hide it. He'll die defending every little girl's right to be whatever she wants to be. Stephen would be less dramatic about it, but he enjoys a good story.

Steve is the most supportive, best babysitter ever and would watch it in solidarity. He wouldn't be afraid to say he liked it, either. Eddie might wait for it to come out on VHS (Haha, the 80's version of wait for cable) but he's not the kinda person to shy away from liking whatever he likes.

Kylo would pretend he hated it but only because he has to pretend to hate everything or his emo score goes down. Hux wouldn't know about it until someone played it when he was in the room, and he'd try to ignore it, but get invested, and then have to pretend he doesn't care because if he cares someone can use it against him.

Zagreus would be excited to see it. Thanatos would wonder if Zag really wants to use the two hours he has for him to watch a movie, but okay, they can watch a movie. Than would be open to it, whatever.

...Kamui and Fuuma would just be happy to have a date night. They might even be more excited to see Barbie, since it's unlikely to have anything in it that might be a Problem for either of them.

Merlin would be thrilled, Arthur would pretend he wasn't. Kentarou would be thrilled, Takeshi would pretend he wasn't. Gideon would be game, Harrow would pretend she wasn't. etc etc etc

Barbie is for everyone ❤

Thank you, Anon! I hope you enjoy the movie tonight! We have been waiting for theaters to empty out before going to see anything (Only just watched Spiderverse this week 😂) but I'm sure we'll watch it eventually.

Have fun!!!!

[zorua-adorable]

okay, so the other day I got Hortensia and Veyle’s A support and IT WAS SO GOOD! it was literally the perfect ending for their support chain in my opinion

that moment towards the beginning where Hortensia said “I still don’t know if I can ever really forgive you. And maybe once we do get to know each other, I’ll decide I actually can’t stand you after all”... THAT FELT LIKE A WEIGHT LIFTING MY CHEST! because their B support left me with this sinking feeling that they were just gonna have Hortensia fully forgive Veyle right away, and I feel that would have ruined the support chain

but they DIDN’T, and that just made it feel all the more realistic to me. (I should have had more faith in my girl than that)

also that bit at the end where she says “I think if we can understand each other... this wound of mine might actually heal. So let’s get to healing, Lady Veyle”... 10000/10, gut-wrenching, soul-encapsulating, taking over my brain

[thegingerjedi]

ok I want to know more about Errant Kingdom, and also if you care to tell us a little about Aoife please ❤️

oh, Errant Kingdom is a... visual novel? Choose your own adventure? It's a game I kickstarted way back in the Before Times, created by Lunaris Games. They also made When the Night Comes, which I enjoyed. We were promised multiple story routes, good queer romances, minigames, and more. Well, the devs got tired of working on it and presented a "finished" game back in the summer of 2023. I played it and got so mad I determined that I was going to take their barebones story outline and characters and make something more robust. I, of course, didn't finish it. But I did create a pretty good outline of what story beats I would change lol.

Here's a snippet of my Ambassador OC, Nora, with Erik Nystrom, the exiled but extremely loyal knight. She is currently playing detective, trying to figure out what actually happened that got him exiled, but is 10000% crushing very hard:

He waited for her to finish her next note, or maybe he waited to compose himself again. He looked at his tankard, considering whether he should take another sip of his beer.  Then Nora did something that surprised even herself: she reached for him. She gently coaxed her hand between his and the stein, urging him to let go of it. She half expected him to recoil at her touch, or gruffly push her away to drown his sorrows some more, but he didn’t. Instead, he laid his hand flat on the table, palm up, and intertwined his fingers with hers. When she looked up to his face, his amber eyes shimmered and looked right at her.  “Take your time,” she soothed, putting down the pen and bringing her other hand to his, enveloping his large, calloused hand in both of hers. Her heart beat so loud she was sure he could hear it, too. If he did, he made no indication of it. He let out a shaky breath and brought his other hand to hers, vaguely pushing the stein out of the way as he did so. He rubbed his thumbs over hers and slowly lowered his head to press it to hers. “Thank you,” he whispered. “Of course,” she replied, squeezing his hands in hers.

And Aoife! Aoife is my extremely good paragon Shepard who's always just one wrong word away from a panic attack. She's a Sentinel in game, but I headcanon her as a field medic turned medical doctor. She's a plant nerd, smuggles greenery into the Normandy any chance she gets, and is studying for her doctoral exams in ME2.

And she romances Thane because I said so.

I love her so much you get a SECOND snippet, but this time from my Mass Effect file:

If he’d thought about it, Thane probably could have sent Aoife a message instead of visiting her quarters in the loft. But he’d been curious to see her space, and hoped that he might be able to see her more relaxed there than in life support. He was honored that she trusted him to see the scared and anxious parts of her, but he wanted to see her relaxed and comfortable, too.  He knocked on the door. “It’s open,” Aoife called from the other side, sounding distracted, but calm. It opened and he stepped inside, hands clasped comfortably behind his back. And what he saw took him aback: dozens of plants adorned every available space. Many of them flowered - vibrant pinks, purples, reds, and yellows showered the room in color. But most of all, the room was green. Green and full of life. And humid. He coughed uncomfortably, “Hello, Aoife.” “Thane!” she replied, voice bright. She popped up from the lower level among a collection of books and datapads scattered on the floor. A pencil rested in her ear, and her hair hung in a loose, messy bun. She walked over to him in her bare feet, and took the three stairs to where he stood, “What brings you here? Is everything alright?”