#all euphoric
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#i was ghosted by a person who was really important to me#First it didn't really affect me#Now that more than a month has passed#I realize that I miss them very much#I dream about them even and I wake up so fucking sad#I know it's best that we don't talk anymore but#I miss them#and to think that they are with someone better kills me#Because to be honest I didn't deserve them#My mental illness causes my perspectives of a person to change very radically when they do something I don't like#and I hate that because I can't help but change my attitude towards them#I took it for granted that they would talk to me again as usual#but I think I've been blocked#I don't even dare to send them a message#I know they deserve someone better but at the same time it hurts me not to be me#In such cases I resort to stuffing myself with clonazepam#I want to sleep and not wake up to turn off my mind and not think#I hate myself so much for not being a better person#bpd#bpd vent#tlp#I'm having fits of crying and despair out of nowhere and I hate feeling like my head is completely disoriented#The worst thing of all is that at first I didn't seem to care and I had been feeling fine?#as if nothing was in my mind as if it were blank#It's contradictory because I acted as if nothing had happened#all euphoric#and now I'm falling into reality.
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I will entrench myself in literature this year no matter what the fuck it takes
#forgot how euphoric it felt to just be seen by a piece of writing#I’m excusing myself for last year bc I was having the busiest semester of my life & then traveled shortly after#so I didn’t make reading a priority#but no more. i have to consume more this year. it makes me feel so good whenever I’m down in the dumps#it’ll be hard in tandem w all the other shit I’m juggling but I’ll make it work#I’ll make it a priority for my mental health lol#just like I have to pop my vitamin pills every day I have to READ MORE to STAY SANE#teen me consumed so many books & i wanna go back to that. full on literature girl for 2024#p
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Hello. I would like to request either old soft ginhiji or desi / bollywood ginhiji. Though anything you draw is a blessing, so I will be happy with anything honestly, lol.
hello op i don’t think you realise the amount of brainrot your ask has inflicted upon me
ive had desi gintama dormant in my brain for a while so thank you for unleashing my brainworms. More will come soon
#dedicated to all my fellow indian gintama fans: i gotchu#everytime i get into something new there is a period of time where i desify everyone involved#this time has come once again#bollywood dramafication of gintama#this is euphoric to me i have so much silly shit to show off soon hehehehe#HOPE YOU ENJOY#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#gintoki x hijikata#hijigin#hijikata x gintoki#gintama#ok bye#nimki talks#ask doodles
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THE MOMENT NAOMASA REALIZED THE EXTENT OF WHO ALL MIGHT ACTUALLY IS
For refrence; a side by side comparison of how Naomasa knows All Might vs how Toshinori is when he actually lets loose
#bnha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#naomasa tsukauchi#it was at this moment naomasa realized#toshinori isn't just a good guy who wants to do good#but an absolute freak of a man who NEEDS it#the first time in Naomasa'a entire life he's seen Toshinori's eyes actually light up and him smile out of sheer euphoric joy#and he's realizing he really never had a chance at keeping Toshinori out of the battle#he's realizing nobody ever had a chance at getting All Might to back down and accept retirement#Toshinori is awkward and soft spoken among people#for he does not know how to fit in there#he tries but he always seems a bit uncomfortable or distracted#but there- right there- Toshinori is THRIVING#Toshinori is a deranged feral individual who is damn right terrifying#naomasa is realizing that the entire time everyones been unaware how much of a monster the symbol of peace really is#because toshinori is tame#he's on their side#he's the symbol of peace and hope#it's like thinking you have a pet golden retriver#only to realize you have a dog that's built to hunt bears#and watching your once percieved golden retriever#tear into a monstrousity that had you quacking#like its the most natural and right thing in the world to them
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I put together some fun earrings with the overabundance of charms I had lying around, and I immediately felt euphoric~!!! ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡
Some extra pics below cause I was just too excited!!!
#euphoric happy bounces#plus a bonus for you all~!!!#love ya <3#me#trans#trans nsft#nsft#t4t nsft#transfem#mtf#happy noises#eeeee <3
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I feel like the bigender identity fits Sanji a lot and I've seen a lot of trans women, trans fem and other headcanons, but there's something about Sanji embracing both genders and preforming them - sometimes separately, sometimes together - that just resonates with me a lot.
#sanji#with his more masculine presentation#it does feel very genuine to me#the problem is that he represses his feminine side#and that is expanded in morimo island#what i mean is that sometimes its not about feeling dysphoric about how you present yourself#sometimes is about the euphoric felling you are dening yourself#because of fear and internalized prejudice#and i feel like thats exactly what his 40s design show to us#allowing himself to perform gender in all the ways that feels right to him#bigender#non binary#one piece#sometimes he wants to feel like a lady in a dress#with lucious hair and pretty makeup#and sometimes he wants to feel like a guy in his suits#sometimes its a mix of both and sometimes is none#its fluid and beautiful in a unique way#but the key is him lerning to allow all of his sides to be presented
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#my godddd 😮💨❤️🩹#life is so beautiful you guysss#bless Sufjan's fucking precious mind😮💨🩷!!#everything written‚ produced and recorded by him + all the artwork and essays also by him!! he's everything!! ❤️🩹#the entire album sounds both familiar and new (like Goodbye Evergreen is literally how The Age of Adz goes from Futile Devices to Too Much!#sounds very atmospheric and melancholic and bittersweet but also dreamy and euphoric. and very gentle#and there's a sense of urgency and helplessness but the album ends in a very hopeful note which is so beautiful!!#lyrically is so impressive and breathtaking. man the way he feels everything so deeply 🫨❤️🩹#stunning compositions + so much heartbreak and existential despair and unsettling imagery and self-sacrifice#and distress and personal atonement and resignation and so much HOPE and LIFE and LIGHT#and also religious devotion (shocker i know lol)#and the Neil Young cover (shoot me!) is better than the original lol it's just so sweet and hopeful 💐#i really loved it so much!!#sufjan stevens#javelin#📓
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Tis the season…
#you know what I mean. it’s a national holiday to them. it’s all of their snap story. euphoric.#omgcp#i speak#omg check please#jack zimmermann#eric bittle#omgcheckplease#check please#omgcp polls#kent parson#Spotify wrapped
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"My favorite assassin!"
If you want to join me in brainrotting over Gortash, you can find me on my bestie's Baldur’s Gate 3 discord server, Baldur's Taint!
#bg3 datamine audio#enver gortash#lord enver gortash#the dark urge#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bro stoooop you're gonna make me blush#not me spending extra time to make the album art thumbnails#i've been listening to all of his they voice lines recently and it's very euphoric :)
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so, i came out as queer to my class and told my teacher i go by logan and use he/they pronouns
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hi he said this in june 2023 rolling stone interview podcast:
"In the lockdown I wrote about the best part of 40 songs," he told Rolling Stone. "So this album was a cross-section of all the different styles that I'd done to that point, which is what I liked about the album. Pretty Boy was a bit like the electronic thing and then there was the Ballad thing and then there was the '60s thing and hen there was like a bit of a jazz thing with Council Skies. So I pick the best things that brought me to this place so far. But there is an acoustic album, as well, which is very stripped back – which I started recording actually recently before I came away [for his current US tour with the High Flying Birds]. And then those years are very heavily guitar bass stadium rock album.
“There is an acoustic album as well, which is very, very stripped back, and which I started recording recently,” he revealed to Rolling Stone: “And then there’s, a very heavily guitar-based, stadium-rock album.”
Rolling Stone then asked the obvious question – why didn't he release that one first?
"I don't know," replied Noel in a rare public display of uncertainty. "I've been proved right anyway in this decision because the album's [Council Skies] been received amazingly well. And better than any album I've ever had so far, so I've been proved right in that respect. But why didn't I go with that? I don't know. I guess because I didn't really know if stadium rock was going to be allowed anymore because of COVID and all that. I didn't know if there was going to be a tour or any of that s*** – things have changed drastically.
"But the guitar album, I'm looking forward to recording," Noel added. "But it's time I did an acoustic album, because I've got a lot of songs that are quite harrowing – they've obviously written in the time of the breakup [Noel is going through a divorce from his wife Sarah MacDonald after 22 years together]. So I want to get that out and then do a euphoric guitar record."
#this is the first noel gallagher interview i listened to after hearing council skies#everything else twisted me up but it was all right here at the beginning#im screaming#i’ve been looking for this quote forever and totally forgot it was this early#and this is where he says the breakup songs are on the acoustic album#god lockdown had he writing three albums worth of songs like fuckin 92/93/94#2023#council skies#ng interviews#eighth album speculation#this is where i got that council skies was not his breakup album#good grief that’s been driving me batty i thought i’d made it up#euphoric rock hacienda nostalgia beegees i’m connecting the dots
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finally got to the season 5 finale of house and excuse me,????? house didn't sleep with cuddy??? it was a hallucination???? no detox???? chase and cameron wedding???? while wilson took house to the psych ward?????? parallels???????
#how do the writers manage to keep making episodes that have me audibly gasping#it is such a euphoric feeling realizing that the writers have tricked me once again#genuinely makes me feel like im tripping on something#this show is a literal masterpiece#a work of art#i genuinely need to take a moment to process all that#house md#house 5x24#5x24#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#lisa cuddy#rixtria rambles
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Thinking about these Logan production arts for Evolution for very super normal reasons
#x men evolution#logan howlett#this is fine we're all fine don't even worry about it#I need to go back to dressing like this it's so gender euphoric
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Just ONCE I want to see Will and Hannibal go absolutely feral and fight each other. Think Red Dragon but slightly less lethal. I want to see them biting and clawing, giving each other dislocated joints and broken bones and cuts and bruises, leaving bleeding bite marks and scratches on each other. Is that too much to ask?
#Why do I feel like it would genuinely be good for their relationship#Like getting all their aggression out on each other and just letting the pain and anger thrive for a minute#I bet it would feel euphoric in the end#idk#dont listen to me i have no idea what im talking about#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal nbc#hannigram#hannibal and will#hannibal crack#they would definitely fuck at the end but thats not the point of the post
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frustrated. Sometimes it seems like my mom is sooo scared of the idea that I could be a tboy. I'm not even saying I am I do like my labels but I'll literally make a joke about her saying son of a bitch like 'oh don't call yourself a bitch' and she's like well you're not a boy. You're not my son. Man. I think about sometimes I wonder if I would have wanted to be hehim in some ways sometimes and I wonder if the reason I don't even bother to consider it is her
#tide of consciousness#Regardless I'm Not boy I like genderfluid and genderweird and there's a Lot#But maybe in there one of them is boy. But I don't know if I'll ever know for sure if I would or not#Hard to tell if being perceived as masculine being euphoric is a Thing or just me wanting to shunt any girlness#Maaan#The fact I think about it so much and the fact it bothers me so much probably means something but whatever#My mom who is generally very accepting but like with all parents it is Complicated#She's very very anti-man. For understandable* reasons. I just think Maybe it fucked me up a little bit#*Understandable as in a lot of shit has happened to her not that I necessarily agree
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semifinals my beloved. semifinals my beloathed.
#they bring me the most joy and the most sorrow.#something so unbelievably tragic about being *almost* there.#and something so unequivocally euphoric about knowing you have a chance to win it all.
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