#all because of my wellbutrin

[felixies]

hello so as you know i was in the hospital for a few days but what you don’t know is that when i got discharged i ended up being taken back the next day in an ambulance. i’ve been home now for a week and my body is still healing and recovering but i am doing a lot better!! i’m still very uncomfortable so being on my laptop is hard but i will be starting the @createskz queue again tomorrow, of course i will not be starting it from where i left off (i’d be queueing for days if i did that) but i will try to go back as far as i can. i’m sorry i missed so many posts and if this ever happens again i will make sure to ask for help!! thank you all for understanding 🥺

[campbyler]

how are you guys doing?

honestlyyy we have both been going through it for a minute which you guys probably have picked up on from our very unplanned absence on here 😗 our work schedules have just been so crazy and we have had some personal stuff going on at both ends so we have been existing in a kind of default state of complete and total exhaustion for like a month i fear. but we are now 1. medication twinsies which is so silly of us actually and 2. getting therapized on the regular so hopefully we will both feel more normal soon and get our creative energy back and be more active online again 🥳 (thea is also actively being blown away by the hurricane right now so everyone please manifest that she stays safe and dry and doesn’t end up floating away down the gulf because i would miss her and be so sad.) thank you for asking i hope you’re doing well! 🫶🏽

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[beesorcery]

google how do i tell my dad that the reason i keep bringing up elon musk's transphobia isn't that i've got gen z political tunnel vision that makes me blind to his "innovation" in electric cars but because i am desperately crying out for you as the father of a trans child to feel just as outraged and angry as i am that that man has so much power

[hackfurs]

well i cant get help from my family so i figured i'd ask here. i need to restock my allergy meds and its 25ish for a 3 month supply, but i dont have enough to cover it. i bumped my comm stuff again earlier so if you wanted something to help me pay for my meds i'd really appreciate it :c

[anotherpapercut]

people acting like there isn't still very much an active stigma against cannibas and cannibas users is going to be my joker origin story

when i go to the doctor they still put cannibas use under the tab "substance abuse". not even just substance use. it is fully assumed that people who use cannabis, even as a prescription medication, are abusing it. just because you're friends with a couple of dumbass stoners doesn't mean that we've abandoned the idea as a culture that weed is a bad and scary and dangerous and highly addictive drug that will ruin your life if you use it once

[halogalopaghost]

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[pandaemoanium]

been wondering why i've had huge mood swings lately till i realized that i haven't taken my meds properly in days lol

[otvlanga]

Wellbutrin era over it’s time for strattera 😍

[granbu11]

My life is falling apart again but because I cannot understand how to function as an adult

[anxiousgaypanicking]

If each side had a theme song, what would it be?

my music taste recently has been so weird and skewed that im going to use that as a reference in order to defy expectations

remus: a look in - kwite

roman: paper bag - fiona apple

janus: dont blame me - james marriot

virgil: skeleton bones - mccafferty

logan: bigmouth strikes again - the smiths

patton: wellbutrin - primrose

[grimandghoulish]

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[deoidesign]

I was scrolling and saw your art and it made me really happy because I realized you made time and time again!!!

It’s literally one of my favorite things I’ve ever read, so cool!!!

This is so sweet, thank you for sharing!

It's sort of "illusion breaking" so to speak, to think of my art being both out there in a way that someone could happen upon it, and then further that someone may happen upon it twice, and finally that on doing so they find it recognizable...

I always think of myself and my work as something that sort of sits behind the curtain. The idea that it might take up space in this way is unreal!

This is the kind of thing that means more than you could imagine.

So thank you!

[seilon]

in other news I took a risk and got medium-light wash jeans for the first time in many years and it feels really weird wearing them but i think they look pretty good

[dex-starr]

Ugh I really need actual adhd meds and not just Wellbutrin only.

My brain isn’t handling it well and I know I’m just tiring myself out more than normal

[lazorsandparadox]

Okay i should probably mention some good things about being on wellbutrin. Im finally not tired all the goddamn time, and i have a much better grasp on time. So now i can wake up at reasonable times and have many fewer instances of just losing an hour or 2 of time without realizing. I can actually make plans AND execute them, as opposed to just saying im gonna do something and then not doing it even though i want to. If it didnt make everything feel wrong and bad and worrying id probably say wellbutrin is the most effective medication ive taken so far. Its just that the wrong and bad part happens to overshadow everything else in a way that cancels out. So maybe if i can get an antianxiety on top of the wellbutrin ill finally be able to function properly? At the very least having a medication on hand that could stop a panic attack or derealization episode if i have one would make me feel better enough to relax