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nina salazar-roberts is such a beautiful case study in comphet and I genuinely think her arc deserves so more appreciation
#female main character who does NOT end up with a guy?? whose arc is about defining her worth around her relationships with men and realizing#she is so much more as a person outside of that#who loves and adores her friends and values every one of her friendships with them with the care and intensity of a romantic relationship??#whose self worth isnt tied to being The Best because she just wants to express herself for HER and make art with her friends#because she loves them and sees the beauty in making something with the people you love even if she isnt the star#and finds the balance between caring about her relationships and having an identity outside of them#of course the fandom hates her. yall can't stand any female character who has a personality outside of her love interest#people who call her bland or selfish or whatever annoy me so much. she's a TEENAGE GIRL figuring out who she wants to be jfc#and is just trying her best and cares so fucking much about the people around her#i love her so much and am so glad she exists as a main character#hsmtmts#nini salazar roberts#olivia rodrigo#also i think liv embodies so much of her in her music#all american bitch. scared of my guitar. enough for you#she's just such a relatable depiction of the messy teenage girl experience
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GUTS SERIES!
ALL-AMERICAN BITCH — hockey player!reader
summary: i don’t get angry when i’m pissed. i’m the eternal optimist.
BAD IDEA RIGHT? — trevor zegras
summary: haven’t heard from you in a couple months but i’m out right now and all f*cked up
VAMPIRE — nico hischier
summary: how do you lie? how do you lie? how do you lie?
LACY — sarah cameron
summary: lacy, oh, lacy, i just loathe you lately and i despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you
BALLAD OF A HOMESCHOOLED GIRL — oscar piastri
summary: i broke a glass, tripped and fell, told secrets i shouldn’t tell
MAKING THE BED — franco colapinto
summary: and i tell someone i love them just as a distraction they tell me that they love me like i’m some tourist attraction
LOGICAL — mat barzal
summary: and now you got me thinking two plus two equals five and i’m the love of your life
GET HIM BACK! — jamie drysdale
summary: he said he’s six foot two and i’m like “dude nice try” but he was so much fun and he had such weird friends
LOVE IS EMBARRASSING — lando norris
summary: i’m planning my wedding with some guy i’m never marrying
THE GRUDGE — drew starkey
summary: my undying love, now, i hold it like a grudge
PRETTY ISN’T PRETTY — jack hughes
summary: but i’d always feel the same cause pretty isn’t pretty enough anyway
TEENAGE DREAM — f1 driver!reader
summary: when am i gonna stop being great for my age and just starting being good?
OBSESSED — mat barzal
summary: i’m so obsessed with your ex. i know she’s been asleep on my side of your bed and i can feel it.
GIRL I’VE ALWAYS BEEN — jamie drysdale
summary: don’t say that i’ve been actin’ different, i’m nothing if i’m not consistent.
SCARED OF MY GUITAR — luke hughes
summary: i can’t lie to it the same way i lie to you, i’m so scared of my guitar.
STRANGER — jack hughes
summary: i cried a million rivers for you, but that’s over now. you’re just a stranger i know everything about.
SO AMERICAN — oscar piastri
summary: when he laughs at all my jokes and he says i’m so american, oh god, it’s just not fair of him to make me feel this much.
#GUTS SERIES🩸#olivia rodrigo#guts#trevor zegras#jack hughes#zendaya#f1 imagine#drew starkey#jj maybank#sarah cameron#jamie drysdale#lando norris#charles leclerc#oscar piastri#x reader#nico hischier#hockey imagine#nhl imagine#tom blyth
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modern au!The Last Of Us headcanons 🖤🍟
(characters: Ellie, Dina, Abby, lev, Yara)
birthdays (the year being 2024)
Ellie - May 31st 2005, she’s 19 years old
Dina - February 8th 2003, she’s 21 years old
Abby - July 15th 2000, she’s 23 years old
Lev - October 31st 2010, he’s 13 years old
Yara - August 24th, 2007, she’s 16 years old
Full names:
Elizabeth ‘Ellie’ Ashley Williams
Dina Miriam Levi
Abigail ‘Abby’ Lee Anderson
Lev Quý Wu (hate to put this but it used to be Lily Quang Wu)
Yara Chún Wu
Now for headcanons:
Ellie plays electric guitar
Dina is a better chef than Gordon Ramsey
Abby becomes a doctor and owns a hospital
Lev is emo/alt
Yara loves Shakespeare plays
Ellie grew up in foster care
Dina was a straight A student
Abby plays basketball
Lev plays Tomb Raider lol
Yara lives for animal crossing
Ellie is good at voice acting
Dina once ate ketchup straight from the bottle for a dare
Abby hates the word froth
Lev has ptsd from a game of spin the bottle lol
Yara is the overprotective older sister that always makes Lev text her where he is, every 30 mins
All 5 of them are best friends and live in the same neighbourhood
Ellie once gave Lev beer and got him hammered, let’s just say Abby never let her babysit lev ever again
Dina likes to travel
Abby adopted Lev after their mum kicked him out for being trans (She didn’t adopt Yara cause they’re best friends and Yaras old enough o look after herself)
Lev tried to get a vape off of someone and Yara caught him
Yara loves the beach
Ellie is the QUEEN of ‘that’s what she said’ jokes
Dina falls off the bed in her sleep because she rolls around
Abby has her nose pierced
Lev spoke in the tiktok language for 2 month straight when he went on it for the first time
Yara has a diary
Ellie taught JJ to swear (his first word was bitch)
Dina swears at Ellie in Hebrew and tells her she’s saying ‘I love you’ and shit 🤭
Abby once didn’t sleep for 2 days
Lev would listen to Nirvana thanks to Ellie
Yara is always cold
Ellie loves ALL the classic rock bands - Nirvana, Green Day, Foo Fighters, Rolling Stones, Black Sabbath, The Sex Pistols, Iron Maiden, AC/DC, etc
Dina listens to Coldplay and The Name Game from American Horror story (Dina, Dina, Dina, Bo, Bina, Banna Fanna, Fo Fina, Fe Fi Mo Mina, Dina!)
Abby won’t admit it, but she is a simp for Rihanna
Lev likes K-Pop lmao, his fav is TXT (he finds their songs relatable 😭)
Yara would like twice (thanks to lev lol)
Ellies lesbian
Dinas bisexual
Abby says she straight but questioning
Levs pansexual
Yaras straight
Ellie would have a twilight phase, and would be team Jacob, but then she hated it lmao
Dina is dyslexic
Abby takes Lev trick or treating on his birthday
Lev watches hearstopper
Yara watches Karen freak out videos
Ellie is so FUCKING picky when it comes to food
Dina always gets headaches
Abby has 2 beers a day
Lev goes on character ai
Yara likes to hide under Levs bed and grab his shoes to scare him (I do this to my siblings and they hate me lmao)
Ellie writes cheesy love songs for Dina
Dina and Ellie have matching tattoos
Abby rarely has her hair down
Lev plays the sims 4 lol
Yara is always tired for some reason
Ellie has 15 bottle of lucozade a day
Dina always has a cup of tea
Abby eats raw onions
Lev thinks he’s hard because he vapes and drinks monster lol
Yara doesn’t know half of the mischief Lev gets up to when she or Abby isn’t there
How I think they look irl (I found these on Google okay don’t judge me credit to the actual ppl)
Ellie:
Dina:
Abby:
Lev (I love Ian Alexander so fucking much LOOK AT THEM):
Yara:
#lol#help#the last of us#the last of us ii#the last of us headcanons#modern au#tlou modern au#Modern tlou#Modern the last of us#Lev tlou#ellie williams#ellie tlou#ellie the last of us#the last of us 2#tlou#tlou2#lev tlou2#tlou lev#yara tlou#abby Anderson#abby tlou#abby the last of us#dina the last of us#dina tlou#dina tlou2#tlou part 2#tlou ellie#lev#tlou2 lev#Yara
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guts ranking part 2 (bonus tracks)
me when i hit the character limit and tumblr says. SHUT UP! but here are my bonus track rankings:
13. obsessed - A GREAT SONG!! oh it's so clever and fun and haven't we all felt this way about our ex's ex?? i loooove the way she delivers "i can't help it i've got ISSUES" and i think the internal rhyme of obsessed and ex is a really catchy hook and i love the chorus. i think this was a great bonus track, i know people said it should've been on the standard edition but i actually think it works better as a bonus track. my one beef with this song actually is that i don't like the music video. i don't understand why it doesn't have more of a story, i feel like this song could've had such a great video with a great narrative (maybe olivia is, like, stalking the ex and trying to imitate everything she does but she plays both roles or something? i guess that might be too similar to deja vu but i feel like the obsessed mv just doesn't feel interesting enough because it's just random clips cut together with performance shots. i wanted more from this video. it was good but i wanted it to be great.)
14. girl i've always been - C i'm sorry i find this song extremely juvenile. it sounds like the kind of song you write when you're like 13 and you want to be the next taylor swift but you don't actually have anything to say. i don't like the vocals, i think the lyrics are all pretty cliche and boring, i really just don't think this needed to be released. if it was one of her instagram videos i think it would be super cute but i just don't think it is album worthy even as a bonus track. plus it's so short it just feels half baked anyway. i think it should've stayed in the drafts.
15. scared of my guitar - C+ i also don't like this song. i don't know it just doesn't do it for me at all. it's not catchy, the metaphor/concept doesn't interest me and similarly to giab it just doesn't feel like it's done. i'll say it, i think teardrops on my guitar does a much better job of integrating the concept of songwriting into the lyrics in a way that feels natural whereas this one just feels cheesy and underdone to me. (and even olivia herself has done better at fourth wall breaks, for example in "can't think of a third line" or "i hate every song i write" -- like those are so much better and well integrated than this song, so i just find this song to be... not that good.) i added a + to the grade for the line "stringing you along" though because i think it's clever.
16. stranger - A I LIKE THIS SONG!! i saw someone saying it felt musically similar to her stick season cover and that the sort of folk/rock influence works really well with her voice and i was like YES! i love her rock delivery but i think her vocal timbre really shines on the more stripped back folksy sounds (see also: my love for can't catch me now) and i think this is an example where the concept of the song is good and she does it really nicely. it's also catchy and can't overstate how much i love "you're just SOME. GUY." this is a really good song in my opinion.
17. so american - B+ this song feels almost exactly like all american bitch to me in that i'm like, it's GOOD! i don't buy it as authentic to her though. like it just sounds like "olivia rodrigo does 90s gwen stefani" which she does WELL but it just feels a little too self-conscious. and the studio chatter at the end actually really bothers me in this song, when i heard the ending i was like ok no dan nigro, STOP. it was cute a couple times but like cut it out. just play the song. but i do like the way that the album opens with all AMERICAN bitch and then the bonus edition closes with so AMERICAN like what can i say, i'm a sucker for a callback and an album that tells a complete story. i like that it's the first true love song we've gotten officially released from olivia and it feels like a bright light that illuminates the way forward after all the pain and insecurity on GUTS and so i APPRECIATE it, and i do think it's cute and catchy, it's just not a 100% slam dunk for me. but it's good.
#olivia rodrigo#holy cow i didnt know i had this much to say but if anyone makes it to the end of both these posts#you have my whole heart. LOL
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olivia rodrigo lyrics that exposed me a bit too much
(yes this is my form of traumadumping its easier than talking abt what happened)
(not all of them are traumadumping tho)
in order of track listing
sour:
“i feel like no one wants me / and i hate the way i’m perceived” (brutal)
“god, i wish that you had thought this through / before i went and fell in love with you” (traitor)
“but i’ve never felt this way for no one” (drivers license) (this is for my girlies at the hscki idk if youll see this but yall are my everything)
“i think i think too much / ‘bout kids who dont know me” (jealousy, jealousy)
“does she know how proud i am she was created? / with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred” (hope ur ok)
guts:
“i pay attention to things most people ignore” (all-american bitch)
“i used to think / i was smart / but you made me look so naive” (vampire)
”feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones” (ballad of a homeschooled girl)
“another thing i ruined / i used to do for fun” (making the bed)
“well sometimes i feel like i don't wanna be / where i am” (making the bed)
“i’m so tired of being the girl that i am / every good thing has turned into something i dread / and i’m playing the victim so well in my head” (making the bed)
“i got the things i wanted / it's just not what i imagined” (making the bed)
“and i’d put myself through hell for you” (logical)
“the way it all unraveled / and all the things you did to me / you lied, you lied, you lied” (logical)
“i wanna get him back / i wanna make him really jealous / wanna make him feel bad” (get him back!)
“god, love’s fucking embarrassing / just watch as i crucify myself / for some / weird / second string loser / who's not worth mentioning” (love is embarrassing)
“i’m plannin' out my wedding with some guy i’m never marryin’” (love is embarrassing)
“trust that you betrayed / confusion that still lingers / took everything i loved / and crushed it in between your fingers” (the grudge)
”and i hear your voice every time that i think i’m not enough” (the grudge)
“and i try to be tough / but i wanna scream / how could anybody do the things you did so easily? and i say i dont care / i say that i’m fine / but you know i cant let it go / i’ve tried, i’ve tried, i’ve tried for so long / it takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong” (the grudge)
“and we both drew blood / but, man, those cuts were never equal” (the grudge)
“there’s always somethin' in the mirror that i think looks wrong” (pretty isnt pretty)
“you fix the things you hated / and you'd still feel so insecure” (pretty isnt pretty)
“you say i’m cruel beyond my years” (girl i’ve always been)
“well, i have captors i call friends / i got panic rooms inside my head” (girl i’ve always been)
“i’d rather be tied to someone, even if they're wrong” (scared of my guitar)
“i make excuses, my friends know the truth is / i’m not as alright as i claim / i say that i’m fine, i tell them all the time” (scared of my guitar)
“and everybody told me it would happen in time / the fire would burn out and all the storm clouds would subside / and i always believed that it was some comforting lie / but it feels nice, so nice” (stranger)
“i cried a million rivers for you, but that's over now” (stranger)
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Olivia Rodrigo Ranking!!! Remember this is my opinion :)
1. All American Bitch
2. Can’t Catch Me Now
3. Lacy
4. Deja Vu
5. Brutal
6. Making The Bed
7. Obsessed
8. Get Him Back!
9. Jealousy Jealousy
10. Stranger
11. Love Is Embarrassing
12. So American
13. Ballad Of A Homeschooled Girl
14. Pretty Isn’t Pretty
15. Scared Of My Guitar
16. The Grudge
17. Bad Idea Right?
18. Good 4 U
19. 1 Step Forward 3 Steps Back
20. Hope Ur Okay
21. Driver License
22. Girl I’ve Always Been
23. Vampire
24. Traitor
25. Logical
26. Happier
27. Teenage Dream
28. Favorite Crime
29. Enough for You
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OLIVIA RODRIGO-INSPIRED MASTERLIST - this is the place where you can find all my olivia rodrigo inspired fics and works! (in album order.)
SOUR ʚ brutal (the boys au) ʚ traitor ʚ drivers license ʚ 1 step forwards, 3 steps back ʚ deja vu ʚ good 4 u ʚ enough for u ʚ happier ʚ jealousy, jealousy ʚ favorite crime (rafe cameron) ʚ hope ur ok (conrad fisher)
GUTS ʚ all american bitch (rafe cameron) ʚ bad idea right? ʚ vampire ʚ lacy ʚ ballad of a homeschool girl (steven conklin) ʚ making the bed ʚ logical ʚ get him back! ʚ love is embarrassing ʚ the grudge ʚ pretty isn't pretty ʚ teenage dream SPILLED ʚ obsessed (rafe cameron) ʚ girl i've always been ʚ scared of my guitar ʚ stranger ʚ so american (hughie campbell)
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The Impact Of The Intergalactic - David Bowie Opinion Essay - by Beck S.
This is an essay I wrote about the span of David Bowie's career. I wrote it for a summer school course I took last year (August 2021) for a course called History of Rock & Roll.
My teacher gave nice feedback after he marked it, talking about how it was an "Excellent paper. It charts Bowie's progress throughout his career well, and includes significant detail. I could really feel the passion you have about him throughout. In fact, there is *too much* detail! The paper was supposed to be 3 pages max, double-spaced. Still, this is a good problem to have; better too much than too little."
So...enjoy!!
From his early works like Hunky Dory, to Black Tie White Noise in the 1990’s and stretching over to Blackstar as his final album, David Bowie has rarely had a bad album or song- in my opinion. His career has had ups and downs, his musical creations ranging in the way he would pitch his voice and what instruments he would use, the people he would produce with, and the wild things he would say. Charting David Bowie’s development over time is in fact an interesting journey.
Early on in his dreamy career, Bowie would have done nearly anything- or in fact, anyone- to grow in the music world. Hopping from band to band (like The Velvet Underground), producer to producer, doing whatever he could do to get ‘in’ in the industry. His early albums weren’t taken very highly in their times- especially with the ‘man-dress’ he wore on the British release of his The Man Who Sold The World album. Although, this dress was only the start of the androgynous appearance he would soon be known for, over the course of his 5-decade-spanning career.
The 1970’s were strange, to say the least. He married Angela Bowie at the start of the decade, then welcomed their son Duncan Zowie Haywood Jones a year later. Bowie went on to be hopped up on cocaine. David donned the look of one of his famous personas, The Thin White Duke. The same persona with slicked-back ginger hair, a white button-up under a black waistcoat and paired with black dress pants. The same Duke who called Adolf Hitler one of the first ‘rock stars’ and gave off a lot of faschist energy. He said many statements he’d later apologize for and grow as a better man from, which is good- it’s better than standing by then, or even backing himself up and supporting them. David Bowie called that period the darkest days of his life, and blamed the crazy statements on his horrid addiction and deteriorating mental state. The late 1970’s were more favorable, seeing as it gave the world what was dubbed the Berlin Trilogy alongside Brian Eno and David’s personal friend, Iggy Pop. Made up of three of his albums: Low and Heroes (both in 1977) and Lodger (1978). He moved from Los Angeles to Switzerland, then to Berlin as a further decision to escape his addiction (the reason he moved away from LA in the first place). It was in Berlin, of course, where he wrote his famous song Heroes, about two lovers, one from East Berlin and one from West.
Speaking of Berlin, David Bowie performed near the west of the Berlin Wall in 1987; he played so loud that crowds gathered on the east to listen. At this time, Bowie had no idea he would be the beginning of the city’s soon-coming unifying. After his death in 2016, the German government thanked him for bringing the wall down and unifying a divided Germany.
Music isn’t all he is known for, though it is a majority. He also starred in movies from time to time. Being the titular man in The Man Who Fell To Earth in 1976, Jareth the moody goblin king in Jim Henson’s 1986 Labyrinth film (what is most likely his most famous role), Monte the barman in the 1991 movie The Linguini Incident, cameoing as himself in Zoolander (2001), Nikola Tesla in the 2006 movie The Prestige, and even Lord Royal Highness in Spongebob Squarepants’ Atlantis Squarepantis in 2007, among a few others. David Bowie dabbled in the art of acting, and was not that bad at it. He was good enough to gain a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame, too. Sometimes it bends my mind that my first introduction to my all-time favourite musician was in a Spongebob Squarepants movie, back before I knew who he was, but David Bowie was never one to shy away from foreshadowing. At least one song from many of his albums would hint at the direction he’d go in for his next release. For example, his track Queen Bitch on Hunky Dory foreshadowed his soon-coming Ziggy Stardust. And the Diamond Dogs track 1984 actually hinted at the Philadelphian soul of Young Americans, which is a more famous song of his, which he went on to perform on The Cher Show with its host.
The 1990’s were certainly an experimental time for David Bowie. But to my knowledge, I think the 1990’s was a time for everyone. He married supermodel Iman some days after performing at the Freddie Mercury Tribute Concert, and released the album I named earlier, Black Tie White Noise. It is known to have had a prominent use of electronic instruments, as was his other 1990’s album, Earthling. The early 1990’s greeted David’s first real band since the Spiders From Mars, dubbed Tin Machine. They recorded three guitar-driven albums which received mixed reviews from the masses, but Bowie looks back at this period- as do I- with a certain fondness; “a glorious disaster” he called it, when talking to journalist Mick Brown. Tin Machine is a period I don’t listen to often, compared to his solo stuff, but I don’t press the skip button when it comes on.
Alas, the starman’s career drew to a close as the 2000s rolled in. David Bowie greeted the 2000’s with the birth of his and Iman’s daughter, the beautiful Alexandria Zahra Jones. After suffering a- strange, as it were- heart attack symptoms mid-song during a concert in 2004, he took a hiatus from his career. I say strange because given what I know, he was trying his best to stay healthy at the time. According to my special Rolling Stone edition magazine about David Bowie (released at the start of this year), he was on tour and performing in a really hot arena. But Bowie was sober, and had quit smoking. He was taking medication to lower his cholesterol, and worked out with a trainer. Bowie looked great, and yet he felt a pain in his shoulder and chest, along with a shortness for breath. A bodyguard rushed onstage to usher Bowie off of it, cutting the concert short. He only performed live once or twice after that point, but was set on never going live ever again. And he kept his word on that, unfortunately but also fortunately. Unfortunately, because David Bowie live would have been quite the experience- I wouldn’t know, personally. But fortunately, because I do not believe anyone needs a repeat of the 2004 Reality scare.
I am actually not too fond of speaking of his final years. Nobody really likes to speak of the last years of their idols’ life before their death, so it’s no surprise. Blackstar was David Bowie’s 25th and final album, recorded entirely in secret in New York alongside his long-time producer, Tony Visconti. The album's central theme lyrically is mortality, and seeing as Bowie was undergoing chemotherapy for his cancer at the time, I see it as his way of coping with his incoming death. His producer Tony Visconti called him a ‘canny bastard’, when he realized Bowie was essentially writing a farewell album. Every song on the album is what is considered a swan song, a swan song in question being a phrase for a final gesture of some sort before retirement or death. In this case, death. Over the course of recording the album, David Bowie’s chemotherapy had actually been working and he had an eerie optimism while recording. But by the time they shot the two music videos Blackstar and Lazarus, where he showed off the definite passage of time and cruelty of chemotherapy through sparse and gray hair with sagging skin, he knew his condition was terminal and that this would be a battle he would lose. Blackstar wasn’t the first album to have been made by a musician succumbing to a fatal illness, but in my opinion it is in fact the most beautiful. It’s jazzy, and elegant, showing how at peace he had become with dying.
Blackstar the album was released on January 8th, 2016. Also known as David Bowie’s 69th birthday. Two days later, David Bowie died at his Lafayette Street home on January 10th after living with liver cancer for up to 18 months. Beforehand, he had let it be known he did not want a funeral nor a burial, but rather that his body be cremated and the ashes to be scattered in Bali by his loved ones. His wish was received, and planet Earth was very much bluer and quieter without his colour and wonderful noise.
As I said earlier on, David Bowie’s career came with ups and downs. His mysteriously close relationship with Mick Jagger, his cross with famous underage groupie Lori Maddox, the births of his two talented children, his faschist bender in the 70’s, and final bang of Blackstar in his final year on earth. Through the highs and lows, his career and his music meant a lot to the quote-unquote misfits and freaks of the world, myself included. David Bowie turned and faced the strange, shouted “you’re not alone!” To those who felt the loneliest, he surely spent his career helping those who needed to be themselves, feel more freer and braver in doing so, no matter what they may be when they are themselves. He never went boring, he never went stale, he sang what he wanted and dressed how he pleased, and kept to his word on how much more to life there is when you’re just that; yourself. A year after David Bowie’s untimely passing, his son Duncan Jones accepted an award for British album of the year that was won by Blackstar at the 37th annual Brit Awards. When he accepted it, he made a speech about his father that I will leave here, and never forget. Seeing as it perfectly encapsulates David Bowie’ legacy, and the true meaning of his extraordinary career.
“I lost my dad last year, but I also became a dad. And, uhm, I was spending a lot of time- after getting over the shock- of trying to work out what would I want my son to know about his granddad? And I think it would be the same thing that most of my dad's fans have taken over the last 50 years. That he’s always been there supporting people who think they’re a little bit weird or a little bit strange, a little bit different, and he’s always been there for them. So...this award is for all the kooks, and all the people who make the kooks. Thanks, Brits, and thanks to his fans.” - Duncan Z. H. Jones (February 22 2017, at The O2 Arena in London.)
#david bowie#1960s#1970s#1980s#1990s#2000s#bowie#70s#90s#80s#60s#blackstar#ziggy stardust#thin white duke#david robert jones#labyrinth 1986#duncan jones#iman#starman#hunky dory#black tie white noise#the man who sold the world#low#heroes#iggy pop#mick jagger#tony visconti#earthling#tin machine#the velvet underground
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Papa Louie Scarlett HCs
-Rosabella Ocampo is a 23 year old singer/songwriter and graduate school student who lives with her fiancé, Rudy, in a Powder Point condo. She is widely known by her legal/stage name, Scarlett Heart and is the lead singer/songwriter of Scarlett and the Shakers. While punk ska and playing gigs with her friends are her true passion, Scarlett plans to become a game theory professor in the future. She can mostly be seen writing lyrics for a new song, riding roller coasters with Rudy, climbing trees with Clover, and just vibing with Marty.
-Scarlett is rather bold and seductive, often playfully flirting with others or making jokes about inappropriate topics. I stole this from Rouge, thanks SnapCube fandub for revitalizing my love for Sonic. Alongside her flirtatiousness is her intelligence and desire to succeed, using rules and lessons that she learned from various games to apply to her daily life. Thanks to her love of poker and mahjong, Scarlett has grown to be very analytical and sly in her motives. Out of the shakers, she is undoubtedly the big sister friend as she’s kind of a bad influence on the rest of them and is always subjected to scoldings by mom friend, Janana.
-Rudy calls her “Princesa” because of her Cinderella-like backstory. Her mother was a very kind woman and Scarlett lived happily with her and her father. Her mother died in a roadside construction accident when Scarlett was only 9, leaving Scarlett heartbroken. Her father then married a woman named Moira with two sons, Graham and David, who was emotionally abusive towards Scarlett until she moved out at age 16. Scarlett’s relationship with her dad deteriorated over time and she’s basically disowned them since. She finds solace in Marty and Clover’s parents, who think of Rudy and Scarlett as their own. She also got along with the other Frostfield residents and helped Willow get back into hockey after her infamous car accident (the first one).
-Stan Twitter often makes memes of her because she’s so iconic and quotable. One of her most iconic moments was when she screamed “I wrote this next one about my bitch ass stepmom. Moira, if you’re listening, your hair is limp and you fucking suck!” at the VMAs.
-Music was her escape as a child, hence why she learned to sing and play multiple instruments. However, her stepmother made her play the violin in the school orchestra as opposed to being allowed in a punk rock band. Even though she was concertmaster and first chair, she hated life so badly. Scarlett can play the guitar, bass guitar, violin, cello, drums, the trumpet, the saxophone, the bassoon, the piano, the xylophone, the harp, the flute, the recorder, the French horn, the clarinet, i didn’t even list all of them and I’m tired already. When one of the other shakers has lead vocals on a song, she’ll take over playing their instrument.
-Scarlett met Rudy during their shared freshman year of high school. Hazelnut High’s orchestra department had its annual field trip to Powder Point (based off my actual orchestra field trip!). Scarlett decided to sneak away from her snobby classmates and teachers and have the time to herself. On one particularly large roller coaster, she sat next to a boy with a Mohawk who told her that since he was a Powder Point native, he could more than handle it. He then proceeded to cry the entire time while holding her hand. They realized how much they had in common and kept in contact even after her trip was over. Their relationship is super lovey dovey, yet chill at the same time. Couple goals, but not on the level of Prudence x Cooper x Taylor.
-The shakers got together during the 23rd season of Flipline’s Got Talent. After the shocking elimination of Taylor Morales in the quarterfinals, the remaining acts were merged together. Scarlett and Rudy and Marty and Clover were two sets of pairs merged together. They all got along beforehand and loved Scarlett’s songwriting, so they all wrote an original song together for the finals. Even though they were fan favorites and had lots of support from the audience, Bill and Boopsy’s amazing ventriloquy act was what won the show, with the upset Shakers coming in second place. Afterwards, they were approached by Janana who offered to become their agent, and all they’ve known since was success. Fun fact: Rudy wouldnt accept Clover and Marty into their act unless they beat him and Scarlett at poker. They did.
-The shakers each can speak multiple languages, with Scarlett being able to speak fluent English and Tagalog, Tagalog being her native language (Filipino gang!). She can also speak some Spanish, Japanese, Arabic, Hindi, and Gaelic because she hangs around the other Shakers and Janana so much.
-All of the food, drinks, clothes, and personal belongings Scarlett loves are various shades of red. Cherries, longanisa, red wine, and candied strawberries are her favorite. Her entire wardrobe? Red. Her LED lights? Red. It honestly scares Rudy how red everything is.
-Her voice would either be Jessica Sanchez from American Idol or Gwen Stefani from the No Doubt era. She also covers a lot of No Doubt songs during their concerts. Speaking of covers, the shakers like to sing classic rock songs as well as modern day hits. Scarlett has the vocal range to do Ariana and Mariah Carey justice.
-Her and Marty are best friends. They’re both on the same wavelength and will most likely have the same reaction to memes, like word for word the same reaction. They usually have to get Rudy and Clover out of trouble most days. I love their chaotic, yet chill energy, like the types that just sit and observe and quietly make funny comments to each other.
-She determines whether she likes you or not based off of how good you are at mahjong or poker. If you suck enough to let her win, she’ll love you forever but if you match her in ability, she’ll respect you but kinda fear you as well. If you refuse to play altogether, she hates you. She’s a game theory student, so playing any board game with her is grounds for disaster because she’ll use her weird psychology and tricks to win all the time. Ironically, she sucks at video games. Even though she loves games of chance, she’s hugely against casinos and betting, instead trading small trinkets like food or makeup.
-At the Cheeseria, she set up a poker table, a mahjong table, and a pool table for the entertainment. They unfortunately had to get rid of the Uno table because somebody (ahem, Jojo) got a little too heated over a match with Papa and Wally. And by “got a little too heated”, I mean that Jojo literally got in a fist fight with Papa and lost.
-All she watches are telenovelas. Don’t ask about The Office or Game of Thrones, all she knows is stuff like Rubi and Maria la del Barrio.
-She doesn’t like musical theater except for Phantom of the Opera. She has taken a few roles as Kim in Miss Saigon, but secretly regrets it because musical theater is so much harder than just a regular concert. She still respects theater actors, but will never again sit through Anything Goes.
-She is the only one of the workers who has managed to successfully punch Guy Mortadello. Koilee and Rudy came close, but Scarlett landed an especially hard punch to his nose. Next to being engaged and forming Scarlett and the Shakers, she says it’s the third happiest day of her life. Now, Guy Mortadello is extremely scared of Scarlett and will cry if he sees her or hears her song on the radio (which is all the time).
-She has a tattoo of a heart of her hand along with a crown. On three of her fingers are a yellow Diamond, green clover, and blue spade.
-Scarlett is absolutely gorgeous and badass, I always kept rewinding Papas Cheeseria just to see her and Rudy in the opening because I had crushes on them both. Anyways, stan Scarlett for good grades (it’s not working though I’m still failing two classes)
#flipline studios#papa louie#flipline#my hcs#scarlett and the shakers#scarlett#scarlett uses Stan Twitter#scarlett has punched guy mortadello#she’s so gorgeous istg#scarlett is funny in an unproblematic way#yes I stole the game theory professor thing from crazy rich Asians#scarlett has all the draw 4s in uno
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LANA DEL REY LYRIC MASTERLIST
Below the cut is a masterlist of lyrics from Lana Del Rey’s Various songs & albums from 2012 to 2019 ( Norman Fucking Rockwell, Lust for Life, honeymoon, Ultraviolence, Paradise, & Born to Die ). These can be used as Verse Titles, Memes, and overall Quotes/Lyrics. There are a total of ~843 different lines.
As to be expected some lyrics are explicit and contain references to drugs, alcohol, and sex among other adult themes.
NORMAN FUCKING ROCKWELL (2019)
norman fucking rockwell
You fucked me so good that I almost said, "I love you"
Cause you're just a man, It's just what you do
You talk to the walls when the party gets bored of you
Why wait for the best when I could have you?
You make me blue
mariners apartment complex
You took my sadness out of context
I ain't no candle in the wind
I'm the board, the lightning, the thunder
[i’m the] Kind of girl who's gonna make you wonder who you are and who you've been
Maybe I could save you from your sins
Kiss the sky and whisper to Jesus
You lose your way, just take my hand /You're lost at sea, then I'll command your boat to me again / Don't look too far, right where you are, that's where I am
They mistook my kindness for weakness
Catch a wave and take in the sweetness / Think about it, the darkness, the deepness
Even in the dark I feel your resistance
venice bitch
The summer fades away / Nothing gold can stay
Paint me happy and blue
If you weren't mine, I'd be jealous of your love
fuck it i love you
I like to see everything in neon
Maybe the way that I'm living is killing me
I moved to California, but it's just a state of mind / It turns out everywhere you go, you take yourself
Dream a little dream of me, make me into something sweet
Fuck it, I love you / I really do
Wish that you would hold me or just say that you were mine
If I wasn't so fucked up, I think I'd fuck you all the time
California dreamin', I got my money on my mind
Drugs is in my veins, running out of time
doin’ time
Summertime, and the livin's easy
I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit
Take this veil from off my eyes
My burning sun will, some day, rise
Ornery, scandalous and evil, most definitely
I'd like to hold her head underwater
love song
We go so fast, we don't move
I'm a star and I'm burnin' through you
Be my once in a lifetime
[I] would like to think that you would stick around
You know that I'd just die to make you proud
Touch me anywhere 'cause I'm your baby
I believe that you see me for who I am
Is it safe to just be who we are?
cinnamon girl
You try to push me out but I just find my way back in
There's things I wanna say to you / But I'll just let you live
If you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did
Kerosene in my hands, you make me mad, I'm fire again
how to disappear
The waves came in over my head
All of the guys tell me lies, but you don't
This is how to disappear
Cuts on his face 'cause he fought too hard
He's in over his head
He moves mountains and pounds them to ground again
I think about those years
I'm always going to be right here / No one's going anywhere
california
You don't ever have to be stronger than you really are
I wanted to reach out, but I never said a thing / I wanted to call you, but I didn't say a thing
This is crazy love, I'll catch you on the flip side
We'll do whatever you want, travel wherever how far
You're scared to win, scared to lose
Changing like the weather, oh, that's so like you
the next best american record
My baby used to dance underneath my architecture
We gave all we had
'Cause we were just that good / It was just that good
Whatever's on tonight, I just wanna party with you
You made me feel like there's something that I never knew I wanted
We lost track of space / We lost track of time
It's you, all the roads lead to you
I see you for who you really are
the greatest
I miss dancin' with you
Those nights were on fire / We couldn't get higher
We didn't know that we had it all
But nobody warns you before the fall
Don't leave, I just need a wake up call
I guess I'm signin' off after all
I want shit to feel just like it used to
I guess that I'm burned out after all
"Life on Mars" ain't just a song
bartender
Sometimes girls just want to have fun
The poetry inside of me is warm like a gun
I'm just tryna keep my love alive
Hold me all night
Our love's alive
Baby remember, I'm not drinking wine
Our love's sweet enough on the vine
Wearing white for their tea parties
Meditating in the garden
I love the little games that we play
When at last the day is done / I grab my keys
They don't yet know where I reside
60 miles from the last place I hide
happiness is a butterfly
Do you want me or do you not?
I heard one thing, now I'm hearing another
Happiness is a butterfly / Try to catch it like every night
It escapes from my hands into moonlight
Every day is a lullaby
If he's a serial killer, then / what's the worst that could happen to a girl who's already hurt
I'm already hurt
I guess I'm cursed
Looking into his eyes, I think he's already hurt
Don't be a jerk, don't call me a taxi
Sitting in your sweatshirt, crying in the backseat
I was one thing, now I'm being another
I lose myself in the music
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but i have it
Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts
I've been tearing around in my fucking nightgown
Writing in blood on my walls
The ink in my pen don't work in my notepad
Don't ask if I'm happy / You know that I'm not
At best, I can say I'm not sad
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
Church basement romances
Calling from beyond the grave
Like a goddamn near sociopath
She couldn't care less, and I never cared more
There's no more to say about that
There's a new revolution / A loud evolution
Born of confusion and quiet collusion
A modern day woman with a weak constitution
I've got monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off
LUST FOR LIFE (2017)
love
Look at you kids with your vintage music
You're part of the past, but now you're the future
Signals crossing can get confusing
You get all dressed up to go nowhere in particular
Doesn't matter 'cause it's enough to be young and in love
The world is yours and you can't refuse it
Seen so much, you could get the blues but that don't mean that you should abuse it
It doesn't matter if I'm not enough / For the future or the things to come
lust for life
In these stolen moments, the world is mine
Keepin' me hot like July
We're the masters of our own fate
A lust for life keeps us alive
My boyfriend's back and he's cooler than ever
There's no more night, blue skies forever
They say only the good die young
There's no stopping now, green lights forever
13 beaches
I don't belong in the world / But that's what it is
Something separates me from other people
Everywhere I turn / There's something blocking my escape
It took thirteen beaches to find one empty
I'm camera ready almost all the time
But I still get lonely
Let your memory dance in the ballroom of my mind
It hurts to love you / But I still love you
I still love you, it's just the way I feel
I've been dying for something real
Finally I'm fine
In the white sunshine
You can still find me if you ask nicely
Underneath the pines with the daisies, feeling hazy
cherry
Real love, it's like feeling no fear / When you're standing in the face of danger
It's like heaven taking the place of something evil
I fall to pieces when I'm with you
And all of my peaches are ruined
It's like smiling when the firing squad's against you / And you just stay lined up
My rose garden dreams, set on fire by fiends
And all my black beaches are ruined
white mustang
Packing all my things for the summer
Lying on my bed it's a bummer / 'Cause I didn't call when I got your number
But I liked you a lot
Slippin' on my dress in soft filters
Everybody said you're a killer, but I couldn't stop the way I was feeling
Caught up in my dreams and forgetting
I've been acting like armageddon ['cause you] Held me in your arms just a little too tight
Summer's meant for loving and leaving
I was such a fool for believing / that you could change all the ways you've been living
You're gonna hit me like lightening
summer bummer
It's never too late to be who you wanna be
Leave if you wanna leave / Stay if you wanna stay
I got a feeling in my bones / Can't get you out of my veins
You can't escape my affection
Wrap you up in my daisy chains
Let's skip the games, let's quit the playin'
Between you and me I'm usually single
White lies and black beaches
Miles in between us
We traveled for weeks, just to escape your demons
groupie love
You're in the bar, playing guitar / You're in the club, living it up
It's so sweet, swingin' to the beat
I know that you're doing it all for me
Every time you look up I know what you're thinking of
Time after time, writing my lines
This is my life, you by my side
Key lime and perfume and festivals
Taking our dreams, turning them to things
It's like magic, babe, isn't life wonderful?
in my feelings
I'm smoking while I'm runnin' on my treadmill
I'm cutting up roses, could it be that I fell for another loser
I'm crying while I'm cummin' / Sobbin' in my cup of coffee
Get that cigarette smoke out of my face
You've been wasting my time
Talk that talk, well now they all know your name
There's no coming back from the place that you came
You got me in my feelings
Talking in my sleep again
Who's tougher than this bitch
I'm feeling all my fucking feelings
I'm laughing as I'm taking my prisoners
In the smoke they can hear me coming
If you were me, and I was you / I'd get out of my way
Got me feeling so blue make a mess of the love
coachella - woodstock in my mind
For a minute it was Woodstock in my mind
They put out the warning tensions were rising over country lines
I turned off the music tried to sit and use it
All of the love that I saw that night
What about all these children and what about all their parents
What about about all their crowns they wear
Wrapped up like garland roses 'round their little heads
I'd trade it all for a stairway to heaven
I'd trade the fame and the fortune and the legend
Critics can be so mean sometimes
Doesn't take a genius to know what you've got going and to
Got a million things I wanna say
What is it all for? Will it be okay
god bless america - and all the beautiful women in it
Take me as I am
Only you can save me tonight
There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
You let me in, don't leave me out or leave me dry
Even when I'm alone i’m not lonely
I hear the sweetest melodies on the fire escapes of the city
God bless America, and all the beautiful women in it
Take me as I am don't see me for what I'm not
With you I've got nothing to lose
when you talk that talk with those lips I'm most certain in hell
when the world was at war we kept dancing
Don't forget your pearls and all of your horses
As you make your way across the pond, don't forget your curls
Memorize them in a little song
Shake it up, throw your hands up and get loose
Is it the end of an era?
It's only the beginning
If we hold on to hope we'll have a happy ending
If you find you're in a foreign land don't make too much noise
Don't try to be funny / Other people may not understand
beautiful people beautiful problems
Blue is the color of the planet from the view above
Long live our reign, long live our love
Green is the planet from the eyes of a turtle dove / 'Til it runs red, runs red with blood
We get so tired and we complain 'bout how it's hard to live
But we're just beautiful people with beautiful problems
Warm is the body of the girl from the land he loves
My heart is soft, my past is rough
Something close to like a sugar rush
But is it wasted love? / It's not wasted love
But we gotta try every day and night
tomorrow never came
Hey, what you doing?
Baby don't ask me why
On that side of paradise
If I had my way you'd would always stay
I'll be your tiny dancer, honey
I waited for you / In the spot you said to wait
In the city, on a park bench in the middle of the pouring rain
I just wanted things to be the same / You said to meet me out there tomorrow but tomorrow never came
I wish we had stayed home
I could put on the radio to our favourite song
heroin
The rumbling from distant shores sends me to sleep
The facts of life can sometimes make it hard to dream
Grab me by the ribbons in my hair
Life rocked me, ultra-softly like the heavy metal that you wear
Flying to the moon again / Dreaming about heroin
Probably gave you everything And took your life away
I put you on an aeroplane destined for a foreign land
My hopes that you come back again / And tell me everything's Okay
I want to leave, I'll probably stay another year / It's hard to live when absolutely nothing's clear
Something 'bout this weather made these kids go crazy / Something 'bout this sun has made these kids get scary
I'll be lying if I said I wasn't sick of it
Taking all my medicine to take my thoughts away
I hope that I'd come back one day
Don't know what it is that makes my head get crazy
change
There's something in the wind I can feel it blowing in
Lately I've been thinking it's just someone else's job to care
Who am I to sympathize when no one gave a damn?
Change is a powerful thing people are powerful beings
Maybe by the time this song is done I'll be able to be honest, capable
Holding you in my arms without letting you fall / When I don't feel beautiful
Maybe it's enough to just be where we are because
Everytime that we run we don't know what it's from
There's something in the water I can taste it turning sour / It's bitter, I'm coughing but now it's in my blood
get free
Finally, I'm crossing the threshold / From the ordinary world to the reveal of my heart
Take the dead out of the sea and the darkness from the arts
I'm doing it for all of us
All my birds of paradise who never got to fly at night
It feels like I've got a war in my mind, I want to get off but I keep riding the ride
I never really notice that I had to decide to play someone's game or to live my own life and now I do
Out of the black, Into to the blue
Gone is the burden of the crawling way of being
We're not in your right mind
There's no more chasing rainbows / Their arches are illusions
You try to touch them, there's nothing to hold on to
HONEYMOON (2015)
honeymoon
Don't go 'cause truly there's nobody for you but me
We could cruise to the blues
The history of violence that surrounds you
There's nothing to lose now that I've found you
There are violets in your eyes / There are guns that blaze around you / There are roses in between my thighs
music to watch boys to
Singing soft grunge just to soak up the noise
I've been sent to destroy
I know what only the girls know
Lies can buy you eternity
terrence loves you
I don't matter to anyone
I lost myself when I lost you
I won't change you for anything
Isn't strange that you're not here with me
I know the light's on in the television
god knows i tried
Sometimes I wake up in the morning, To red, blue, and yellow skies / It's so crazy I could drink it like tequila sunrise
Dance around like I'm insane
I feel free when I see no one, and nobody knows my name
God knows I live / God knows I died / God knows I begged, borrowed and cried /God knows I loved / God know I lied /God knows I lost / God gave me life / And God knows I tried
Sometimes I wake up in the morning, to red, blue and yellow lights
On Monday they destroyed me, but by Friday I'm revived
I've got nothing much to live for
Light up my life
high by the beach
Look at you looking at me
I know you know how I feel
Loving you is hard, being here is harder
I don't wanna do this anymore, it's so surreal
I can't survive if this is all that's real
All I wanna do is get high by the beach
The truth is I never bought into your bullshit
You could be a bad motherfucker / But that don't make you a man
Now you're just another one of my problems / Because you got out of hand
We won't survive we're sinking into the sand
Don't need your money to get me what I want, i’ll do it on my own
Everyone can start again
Not through love but through revenge
Through the fire, we're born again
Peace by vengeance brings the end
freak
Flames so hot that they turn blue
Palms reflecting in your eyes, like an endless summer
That's the way I feel for you
If time stood still I'd take this moment, make it last forever
Screw your anonymity
Loving me is all you need to feel
Talk till we both turn blue
Life makes sense when I'm with you
Looking back, my past, it all seems stranger than a stranger
It's like I told you, If you stay, I'll stay
art deco
You're not mean, you just want to be seen
Want to be wild
A little party never hurt no one
You want in but you just can't win
Shining like gun metal, cold and unsure
When they all say hello you try to ignore them
You put your life out on the line
religion
Everything is fine now
Let's sleep in the dark's day
All our minds made up now, all our beds are made
No one's out of time, no chips fall wherever they may
Leave it all behind, let the ocean wash it away
It never was about the money or the drugs / It never was about the party or the clubs
'Cause you're my religion, you're how I'm living
When I'm down on my knees, you're how I pray
Hallelujah, I need your love
Everything is bright now no more cloudy days
Even when the storms come, in the eye we'll stay
No need to survive now, all we do is play
salvatore
Everything looks better from above my king
Like aqua marine, ocean's blue
All the lights are sparkling for you it seems
I adore you, can't you see, you're meant for me?
Summer's hot but I've been cold without you
the blackest day
I don't really wanna break up
It's not easy for me to talk about a half-life in lost dreams
And not simple, it's trigonometry
It's hard to express I can't explain
Ever since my baby went away it's been the blackest day
Because I'm going deeper and deeper, getting darker and darker
don't wanna talk about the things to come
Looking for love in all the wrong places
I got you where I want you
I'm falling for forever
I'm playing head games with you
24
There's only 24 hours in a day, and half as many ways for you to lie to me
Half of those, you lay awake with thoughts of murder and carnage
If you lie down with dogs, then you'll get fleas
Be careful of the company you keep
Lie like you lie
Love like you love
There's only 24 hours in a day and half of those you lay between the sheets with me
Give me your heat
Give me your diamonds
And my crooked lust
You count to three while they're all dying
You're hard to reach
You're cold to touch
swan song
Why work so hard when you could just be free?
You got your moment now, you got your legacy
Let's leave the world for the ones who change everything
Nothing could stop the two of us
Let's just get lost, that's what we want
With just one wave it goes away
Dive in, dive deep in dark blue suede
Rushing up from the water where the ice meets
And you've been gone so long, you missed everything
Say good night to the life in the world we live
don’t let me be misunderstood
Don't you know no one alive can always be an angel?
When everything goes wrong, you see some bad
But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
Sometimes again it seems that all I have is worry
I want you to know I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems and I get more than my share
Baby, I'm just human
Don't you know I have faults like anyone?
ULTRAVIOLENCE (2014)
cruel world
Share my body and my mind with you
There's not anymore I can do
And I like my candy and your women
I'm finally happy now that you're gone
Because you're young, you're wild, you're free
You're dancing circles around me
You're fucking crazy
I love your women and all of your heroin
Everybody knows that I'm a mess
ultraviolence
I was filled with poison but blessed with beauty and rage
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
This is ultraviolence
I can hear sirens
He used to call me poison, like I was poison ivy
I could've died right then
He hurt me but it felt like true love
[Jim] taught me that loving him was never enough
Crying tears of gold, like lemonade
shades of cool
My baby lives in shades of blue
And when he calls he calls for me, not for you
I can't fix him, can't make him better
I can't do nothing about his strange weather
I can't break through your world
Your heart is unbreakable
He prays for love, he prays for peace
brooklyn baby
They say I'm too young to love you
I don't know what I need
They think I don't understand
I think I'm too cool to know ya
You say I'm like the ice I freeze
You say I'm too dumb to see
They judge me like a picture book, by the colors, like they forgot to read
I think we're like fire and water / I think we're like the wind and sea
If you don't like it you can beat it
You never liked the way I said it
If you don't get it, then forget it so I don't have to fucking explain it
I get high on hydroponic weed
Yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool but he's not as cool as me
west coast
That's why I'm leaving you for the music
I push it hard you pull away
I'm feeling hotter than fire
There's no one else that brings me higher than higher
You say you miss me and I wanna say I miss you so much but something keeps me really quiet
sad girl
It might not appeal to fools like you
He's got the fire and he walks with fame
Being a bad bitch on the side
We've been around when he gets high
pretty when you cry
All the pretty stars shine for you
Am I the girl that you dream of?
You make me feel like your whole world
I'll wait for you, babe, that's all I do
I'm pretty when I cry
All those special times I spent with you, my love, they don't mean shit compared to all your drugs
Like my memories, I don't need that
Don't say you need me when you're leaving
money power glory
How are we supposed to get there
That's not what this bitch wants
I want money, power and glory
I wanna take you for all that you got
The sun also rises on those who fail to call
My life, it comprises of losses and wins and fails and falls
fucked my way up to the top
Lay me down tonight in my linen and curls
I fucked my way up to the top
This is my show
I'm a dragon, you're a whore
Mimicking me is a fucking bore to me
Lay me down tonight in my diamonds and pearls
Tell me songs at night about your favorite girl
Need you baby, like I breathe you
old money
Where have you been? Where did you go?
Those summer nights seem long ago
But if you send for me, you know I'll come / And if you call for me, you know I'll run
Sunsets, small town, I'm out of time
Will you still love me when I shine from words but not from beauty
My father's love was always strong / My mother's glamour lives on and on
Yet still inside, I felt alone for reasons unknown to me
black beauty
I paint my nails black / I dye my hair a darker shade of brown
I paint the sky black
It suits the mood of your soul
Nothing, my sparrow blue
Life is beautiful but you don't have a clue It don't make sense to you
Paint the house black
My wedding dress black leather, too
You have no room for light
Love is lost on you
I keep my lips red, they seem like cherries in the spring
Darling, you can't let everything seem so dark blue
guns and roses
Heavy metal love of mine
I should have learned to let you stay
You didn't want me all the time but you were worth it anyway
You were so much better than the rest of them
Out of all the others you were the honest man
I should have learned to let you play
I wasn't the marrying kind I should have done it anyway
Back to the promised land
I can feel it coming in the air tonight
I can see you bathing in the summer light
You got game boy
florida kilos
They're special, just for you
Loving you is free
I like it down way low
Prison isn't nothing to me, if you'll be by my side
Sun in my mouth and gold hoops
We could get high in Miami
PARADISE (2012)
ride
I've been out on that open road
Singing blues has been getting old
You can be my full time, baby, Hot or cold
Don't break me down
I've been travelin' too long, I've been trying too hard
I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast / I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind
So, I just ride
Dying young and I'm playing hard
Drink all day and we talk 'til dark / That's the way the road doves do it, ride 'til dark
I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy / I'm tired of driving 'till I see stars in my eyes
I look up to hear myself saying, baby
american
Play house, put my favorite record on
Flirting with the girls like you're so pretty
You make me crazy, you make me wild
Be young, be dope be proud
Drive fast, I can almost taste it now
I don't even have to fake it now
You're way ahead of the trend
Honey put on that party dress
I don't really want the rest, only you can take me there
I don't even know what I'm saying but I'm praying for you
cola
My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola / My eyes are wide like cherry pies
I got sweet taste for men who're older /It's always been so it's no surprise
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
I wear my diamonds on skid row
I pledge allegiance to my dad, for teaching me everything he knows
Don't treat me rough, treat me really nice
body electric
Jesus is my bestest friend
We don't need nobody, 'cause we got each other / Or at least I pretend
We get down every Friday night
Mary prays the rosary for my broken mind
I sing the body electric / I’m on fire
My clothes still smell like you and all the photographs say you're still young
I pretend I'm not hurt and go about the world like I'm havin' fun
blue velvet
She wore blue velvet / Bluer than velvet was the night
Softer than satin was the light From the stars
Warmer than may her tender sighs
Ours a love I held tightly
Feeling the rapture grow like a flame burning brightly
But when she left, gone was the glow
I still can see blue velvet through my tears
gods & monsters
In the land of gods and monsters
I was an angel living in the garden of evil
Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed
Shining like a fiery beacon
You got that medicine I need / Fame, liquor, love, give it to me slowly
Put your hands on my waist, do it softly
Me and God, we don't get along
No one's gonna take my soul away
Headed towards a fucked up holiday
Fuck yeah give it to me, this is heaven, what I truly want
It's innocence lost
I was an angel, lookin' to get fucked hard
Life imitates art
Dope, shoot it up straight to the heart please
I don't really wanna know what's good for me
God's dead, I said 'baby that's alright with me'
When you talk it's like a movie and you're making me crazy
If I get a little prettier, can I be your baby?
You tell me life isn't that hard
yayo
I like the snake on your tattoo
I like the Ivy and the Ink blue
You have to take me right now / From this dark trailer park
Put me onto your black motorcycle
Fifties baby doll dress for my 'I do"
It only takes two hours to Nevada
I wear your sparkle
You call me your mama, Let me put on a show for you daddy
Let me put on a show
Need you like a drug
Hello Heaven / You are a tunnel lined with yellow lights
bel air
Gargoyles standing at the front of your gate
Trying to tell me to wait, but I can't wait to see you
So I run, like I'm mad, to heaven's door / I don't wanna be bad
I won't cheat you no more
I've been waiting to meet you / Darling I'm waiting to greet you
The violentest kind of love anywhere out there
Mon amour, sweet child of mine, You're divine
Didn't anyone ever tell you / It's okay to shine?
Don't be ashamed / Walk in the way of my soft resurrection
I know your name
Lead me to war with your brilliant direction
Grenadine sunshine, and it fades sublime
BORN TO DIE (2012)
born to die
Feet don't fail me now, take me to your finish line
My heart it breaks every step that I take
I'm hoping that the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets / Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night /Can you make it feel like home if I tell you you're mine?
Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don't know why
Keep making me laugh / Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on / Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words, this is the last time
Lost but now I am found / I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get / Scared that I couldn't find All the answers
off to the races
I can't deny the way he holds my hand and he grabs me / He has me by my heart
He loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart
Swimming pool Glimmering darling / White bikini off with my red nail polish
Watch me in the swimming pool bright blue ripples
Light of my life, fire in my loins / Be a good baby, do what I want
Gimme them gold coins, gimme them coins
Facing time again at Riker's Island and I won't get out / Because I'm crazy, baby
I need you to come here and save me
I'm your little scarlet, starlet, singing in the garden / Kiss me on my open mouth, ready for you
But he got a soul as sweet as blood red jam
And he shows me, he knows me, every inch of my tar black soul
He doesn't mind I have a flat broke down life / In fact he says he thinks it's what he might like about me
Slipping on my red dress, putting on my make up / Glass film, perfume, cognac, lilac fumes
Says it feels like heaven to him
I'm gonna stay and pray with him till the end
I trust in the decision of the law, to watch over us
I'm not afraid to say that I'd die without him / Who else is gonna put up with me this way?
I need you, I breathe you, I'll never leave you
They would rue the day, I was alone without you
You're lying with your gold chain on, cigar hanging from your lips
blue jeans
Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn
But you fit me better than my favorite sweater
That love is mean, and love hurts
I still remember that day we met in December
I will love you 'til the end of time / I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby can you see through the tears?
When you walked out that door, a piece of me died
I just want it like before
video games
Pull up in your fast car whistling my name
It's you, it's you, it's all for you
I heard that you like the bad girls honey, is that true?
Swinging with the old stars, living for the fame
Kissing in the blue dark
He holds me in his big arms / Drunk and I am seeing stars
diet mountain dew
You're no good for me but baby, I want you
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Baby, put on heart shaped sunglasses, 'Cause we gonna take a ride
I'm not gonna listen to what the past says
I've been waiting up all night
Take another drag, turn me to ashes
Maybe I like this roller coaster, maybe it keeps me high
Can we hit it now low down and gritty
national anthem
Money is the anthem of success/Money is the reason we exist
He says to "be cool" but, I don't know how yet
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Summer's in the air and baby, heaven's in your eyes
I'm standing over your body, hold you like a python
You said to "be cool" but, I'm already coolest
Do you think you'll buy me lots of diamonds?
Overdose and dyin' on our drugs and our love and our dreams
God can only, I need somebody to hold me
Boy you have landed in the land of sweetness and danger
dark paradise
All my friends tell me I should move on
I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
Loving you forever, can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on
there's no remedy for memory your face is like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is hunting me and telling me that everything is fine / But I wish I was dead
Every time I close my eyes it's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
When you find true love it lives on
There's no you, except in my dreams tonight
There's no relief, I see you in my sleep
Everybody's rushing me, but I can feel you touching me
radio
Not even they can stop me now
Their heavy words can't bring me down
Boy I've been raised from the dead
No one even knows how hard life was
I don't even think about it now because i've finally found you
Now my life is sweet like cinnamon / Like a fucking dream I'm living in
Baby love me cause I'm playing on the radio
Pick me up and take me like a vitamin
'Cause my body's sweet like sugar venom
I heard the streets were paved with gold
How do you like me now?
carmen
It's alarming, honestly how charming she can be
You don't want to be like me, don't wanna see all the things I've seen
The boys, the girls, they all like [Carmen]
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes /She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean
It's alarming, truly, how disarming you can be
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Tyin' cherry knots, smilin', doin' party favors
Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on
million dollar man
You said I was the most exotic flower
Holding me tight in our final hour
I don't know what you do, it's unbelievable
Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you
I love you honey, I'm ready, I'm ready to go
How did you get that way, I don't know
You're screwed up and brilliant, and look like a million dollar man
So why is my heart broke?
You got the world but baby at what price
It isn't that hard [boy] to like you or love you
If you're going crazy just grab me and take me, i’d follow you down
summertime sadness
Dancin' in the dark in the pale moonlight
High heels off, I'm feelin' alive
Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight
Oh my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare
Honey I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothin' scares me anymore
Think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the mornin' sky
Kiss me hard before you go
I'm feelin' electric tonight
I got that summertime sadness
this is what makes us girls
Remember how we used to party up all night?
Sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life
Drinking in the small town firelight
Teachers said we'd never make it out alive
She starts to cry, mascara running down her little Bambi eyes
We all look for heaven and we put love first
Don't cry about him
That's where the beginning of the end begun
Everybody knew that we had too much fun
We were skipping school and drinking on the job with the boss
Baby's table dancing at the local dive
Drinking cherry schnapps in the velvet night
Screaming, "Get us while we're hot, get us while we're hot"
A freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens
Crying 'cause I know I'm never coming back
without you
Everything I want I have
I even think I found God in the flashbulbs of the pretty cameras
Hello, hello ca-can you hear me?
You're so good, your love is deadly
Tell me life is beautiful
They all think I have it all
I'm nothing, without you
All my dreams, and all the lights mean nothing without you
My life is sweet like vanilla is
Gold and silver line my heart
Can you picture it babe the life we could've lived?
Boy, you're so dope
We were two kids, just tryin' to get out
Live on the dark side of the American dream
We would dance all night, play our music loud
When we grew up, nothing was what it seemed
lolita
Would you be mine / Would you be my baby tonight
Could be kissing my fruit punch lips in the bright sunshine
'Cause I like you quite a lot, everything you got don't you know
It's you that I adore,[though] / I make the boys fall like dominoes
Kiss me in thedark tonight
I know what the boys want, I'm not gonna play
Never was in love, skipping heart beats with the boys downtown
Topple you down from your sky forty stories high
Shining like a god, can't believe I got you inside
I want to have fun and be in love with you
I know that I'm a mess with my long hair and my suntan, short dress, bare
I don't care what they say about me, what they say about me
You make me happy
lucky ones
Let's get out of this town, baby we're on fire
Everyone around here wants to be going down
If you stick with me, I can take you higher, and higher
It feels like all of our friends are lost / Nobody's found, found,
I got so scared, I thought no one could save me
Every now and then, the stars align / Boy and girl meet by the great design
Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones?
Everybody told me love was blind / Then I saw your face and you blew my mind
Boy get into my car, got a bad desire
You know that we'll never leave if we don't get out now
You're a careless con and you're a crazy liar
But baby, nobody can compare to the way you get down
Tried so hard to act nice like a lady / You taught me that it was good to be crazy
Feels like Falling in love for the first time
SINGLES
burning desire
Every Saturday night I get dressed up to ride for you, baby
I drive fast, wind in my hair, push it to the limits 'cause I just don't care
You ask me where I've been? I been everywhere
I don't wanna be no where but here
I've got a burning desire for you
Every Saturday night I seem to come alive for you
Your hands were on my hips, your name is on my lips
Over over again, like my only prayer
dont’ call me angel
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain't got me right
I appreciate the way you watch me, I can't lie
I fell from Heaven, now I'm living like a devil
You can't get me off your mind, I appreciate the way you want me
god save our young blood
Damn, look at the sunrise / Glowing finish line
Made it in record time, hey, baby, we made it
My head's faded, headlights dilated
Baptized in blue skies
Roll the window down, reach out, feel around for new life
Damn, you and those green eyes
We can never stop movin', we see nothin' but the green lights
God save our young blood
Climbed up the tree of life, kicked out of paradise
Living good, doing evil is the toss of the dice
She's an angel and a devil of her own device
Baby save me one last sip while you strip on the beach
I'll save you in the waves if you swim too deep
looking for america
Took a trip to San Francisco, didn't work, so I left for Fresno
Pulled over to watch the children in the park / We used to only worry about them after dark
No bombs in the sky, only fireworks when you and I collide
It's just a dream I had in mind
That's another place and time
So many things that I think twice about before I do now
once upon a time
I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream
I know you, that look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream
season of the witch
When I look out my window, many sights to see
So many different people to be
When I look over my shoulder what do you think I see?
Oh no, must be the season of the witch
shades of cool
My baby lives in shades of blue / Blue eyes and jazz and attitude
When he calls, he calls for me, not for you
He lives for love / He loves his drugs, he loves his baby too
But I can't fix him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather
You are unfixable, I can't break through your world
He prays for love, he prays for peace
Your heart is unbreakable
you must love me
This isn't where we intended to be
We had it all, you believed in me, I believed in you
Certainties disappear
What do we do for our dreams to survive? /How do we keep all our passions alive
Deep in my heart, I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess, what I'm feeling frightened you'll slip away
How can I be, any use to you now?
Give me a chance, and I'll let you see how / Nothing has changed
young and beautiful
I've seen the world, done it all
Hot summer nights, mid July when you and I were forever wild
Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful? / Will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul?
I've seen the world, lit it up as my stage now
Hot summer days, rock and roll the way you play for me at your show
And all the ways, I got to know your pretty face and electric soul
Dear lord, when I get to heaven, please let me bring my man
All that grace, all that body, all that face, makes me wanna party
He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds
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Lover (2019) Sentence Prompts
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How many days did I spend thinking ‘bout how you did me wrong?
Lived in the shade you were throwing ‘til all of my sunshine was gone
I couldn’t get away from you
In my feelings more than Drake
Your name on my lips, tongue-tied
Free rent, living in my mind
But then something happened one magical night
I forgot that you existed
I thought that it would kill me, but it didn’t
It isn’t love, it isn’t hate, it’s just indifference
Got out some popcorn as soon as my rep started going down
Laughed on the schoolyard as soon as I tripped up and hit the ground
I would’ve stuck around for you, would’ve fought the whole town
Would’ve been right there, front row, even if nobody came to your show
But you showed who you are
Sent me a clear message
Taught me some hard lessons, I just forget what they were
Fever dream high in the quiet of the night
Bad, bad boy, shiny toy with a price
You know that I bought it
I’m always waiting for you to be waiting below
Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes
What doesn’t kill me makes me want you more
It’s new, the shape of your body
It’s blue, the feeling I’ve got
It’s a cruel summer
It’s cool, that’s what I tell ‘em
No rules in breakable heaven
Hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine
We say that we’ll just screw it up in these trying times
We’re not trying
Cut the headlights
Summer’s a knife
I’m always waiting for you just to cut to the bone
If I bleed, you’ll be the last to know
I’m drunk in the back of the car
I cried like a baby coming home from the bar
Said, “I’m fine,” but it wasn’t true
I don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you
I snuck in through the garden gate every night that summer
Just to seal my fate
I love you, ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard?
He looks up grinning like a devil
We could leave the Christmas lights up ‘til January
This is our place, we make the rules
There’s a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?
Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close?
Take me out and take me home
You’re my lover
We could let our friends crash in the living room
I’m highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you
I’ve loved you three summers now, honey, but I want ‘em all
Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?
With every guitar string scar on my hand
I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover
My heart’s been borrowed and yours has been blue
All’s well that ends well to end up with you
Swear to be overdramatic and true
You’ll save all your dirtiest jokes for me
At every table, I’ll save you a seat
I would be complex
I would be cool
They’d say I played the field before I found someone to commit to
That would be okay for me to do
Every conquest I had made would make me more of a boss to you
I’d be a fearless leader, I’d be an alpha type
When everyone believes you, what’s that like?
I’m so sick of running as fast as I can
I’d get there quicker if I was a man
I’m so sick of them coming at me again
If I was a man
I’d be the man
I hustled, put in the work
Shake their heads and question how much of this I deserve
And they would toast to me
What’s it like to brag about raking in dollars and getting bitches and models?
It’s all good if you’re bad and it’s okay if you’re mad
I’d be a bitch, not a baller
They paint me out to be bad
It’s okay that I’m mad
I’m ready for combat
I don’t want that, but what if I do?
Cruelty wins in the movies
I’ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you
I jump from the train, I ride off alone
I never grew up, it’s getting so old
Help me hold on to you
I’ve been the archer, I’ve been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling, but who could stay?
I search for your dark side
What if I’m alright right here?
I cut off my nose just to spite my face
I hate my reflection for years and years
I pace like a ghost
The room is on fire, invisible smoke
All of my heroes die all alone
They see right through me
Can you see right through me?
I see right through me
All the king’s horses, all the king’s men, couldn’t put me together again
All of my enemies started out friends
His footprints on the sidewalk lead to where I can’t stop
His hands around a cold glass make me wanna know that body like it’s mine
He got that boyish look that I like in a man
I am an architect, I’m drawing up the plans
It’s like I’m seventeen, nobody understands
He got my heartbeat skipping down 16th Avenue
Wanna see what’s under that attitude
I want you, bless my soul
I ain’t gotta tell him, I think he knows
I’ll make myself at home and he’ll want me to stay
He’d better lock it down or I won’t stick around
Good ones never wait
He’s so obsessed with me and, boy, I understand
Lyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh
We could follow the sparks
I’ll drive
Where we gonna go?
You know I adore you
I’m crazier for you than I was at sixteen
I’m lost in the lights
Ripped up my prom dress
Running through rose thorns
I saw the scoreboard and ran for my life
No cameras catch my pageant smile
I counted days, I counted miles
It’s you and me, that’s my whole world
They whisper in the hallway, “She’s a bad, bad girl”
The whole school is rolling fake dice
You play stupid games, you win stupid prizes
We’re so sad, we paint the town blue
Voted most likely to run away with you
My team is losing, battered and bruising
I see the high fives between the bad guys
You are the only one who seems to care
The damsels are depressed
Boys will be boys, then where are the wise me?
Darling, I’m scared
No cameras catch my muffled cries
I don’t really wanna fight, ‘cause nobody’s gonna win
I think you should come home
I’ll never let you go, ‘cause I know this is a fight that someday we’re gonna win
She’s a bad, bad girl
High, like your friends were the night that we first met
Went home and tried to stalk you on the internet
I’ve read all of the books beside your bed
Cold, like the shoulder that I gave you in the street
Cat and mouse for a month or two or three
Now I wake up in the night and watch you breathe
Kiss me once ‘cause you know I had a long night
Kiss me twice ‘cause it’s gonna be alright
Three times ‘cause I waited my whole life
I like shiny things, but I’d marry you with paper rings
I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this
You’re the one I want in paper rings, in picture frames, in dirty dreams
In the icy outdoor pool, when you jumped in first, I went in too
I’m with you even if it makes blue
Takes me back to the color that we painted your brother’s wall
Without all the exes, fights, and flaws
We wouldn’t be standing here so tall
I want to drive away with you
I want your complications too
I want your dreary Mondays
Wrap your arms around me, baby boy
Drunk on something stronger than the drinks in the bar
I rent a place on Cornelia Street
We were a fresh page on the desk, filling in the blanks as we go
As if the street lights pointed in an arrow head leading us home
I hope I never lose you, hope it never ends
I’d never walk Cornelia Street again
That’s the kinda heartbreak time could never mend
I get mystified by how this city screams your name
I’m so terrified of it you ever walk away
Jacket ‘round my shoulders is yours
Memorize the creaks in the floor
Back when we were card sharks
I thought you were leading me on
I packed my bags, left Cornelia Street, before you even knew I was gone
You called, showed your hand
I turned around before I hit the tunnel
Sat on the roof, you and I
You hold my hand on the street
Walk me back to that apartment years ago
We were just inside barefoot in the kitchen
Sacred new beginnings that became my religion
Saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts
Flashbacks waking me up
I get drunk but it’s not enough
The morning comes and you’re not my baby
I look through the windows of this love even though we boarded them up
Chandelier’s still flickering here
I can’t pretend it’s okay when it’s not
I dress to kill my time
I take the long way home
I ask the traffic lights if it’ll be alright, they say, “I don’t know”
What once was ours is no one’s now
The only thing we share is this small town
It was a great love, one for the ages
If the story’s over, why am I still writing pages?
My heart, my hips, my body, my love
Tryna find a part of me that you didn’t touch
Gave up on me like I was a bad drug
Now I’m searching for signs in a haunted club
Our songs, our films, united we stand
Our country, guess it was a lawless land
Quiet my fears with a touch of your hand
Paper cut stings from out paper-thin plans
My time, my wine, my spirit, my trust
Tryna find a part of me you didn’t take up
Gave you so much, but it wasn’t enough
But I’ll be alright, it’s just a thousand cuts
I love my hometown as much as Motown
Something happened, I heard him laughing
I saw the dimples first and then I heard the accent
They say home is where the heart is, but that’s not where mine lives
You know I love a London boy
He likes my American smile
Like a child when our eyes meet
Darling, I fancy you
I guess all the rumors are true
Boy, I fancy you
Now I love high tea
You can find me in the pub
We are watching rugby with his school friends
Show me a gray sky, a rainy cab ride
Babes, don’t threaten me with a good time
God, I love the English
Doesn’t have to be Louis V up on Bond Street
Stick with me, I’m your queen
The buttons of my coat were tangled in my hair
I didn’t tell you I was scared
That was the first time we were there
Holy orange bottles, each night I pray to you
Desperate people find faith
Now I pray to Jesus too
Soon you’ll get better
You’ll get better soon ‘cause you have to
I know delusion when I see it in the mirror
You like the nicer nurses
You make the best of a bad deal
I just pretend it isn’t real
I’ll paint the kitchen neon
I’ll brighten up the sky
I know I’ll never get it, there’s not a day that I won’t try
I hate to make this all about me, but who am I supposed to talk to?
What am I supposed to do if there’s no you?
This won’t go back to normal, if it ever was
It’s been years of hoping
I keep saying it because I have to
You’ll get better
We were crazy to think that this could work
Remember how I said I’d die for you?
We were stupid to jump in the ocean separating us
Remember how I’d fly to you?
I can’t talk to you when you’re like this
Staring out the window like I’m not your favorite town
I’m New York City
I still do it for you, babe
They all warned us about times like this
The road gets hard and you get lost when you’re led by blind faith
We might just get away with it
Religion’s in your lips
Even if it’s a false god, we’d still worship
The altar is my hips
We’d still worship this love
I know heaven’s a thing, I go there when you touch me, honey
Hell is when I fight with you
We can patch it up good
Make confessions and we’re begging for forgiveness
Got the wine for you
You can’t talk to me when I’m like this
Daring you to leave me just so I can try and scare you
You’re the West Village
You still do it for me, babe
You are somebody that I don’t know
Taking shots at me like it’s Patrón
Damn, it’s 7 AM
Say it in the street, that’s a knock-out
Say it in a Tweet, that’s a cop-out
I ain’t tryna mess with your self-expression
I’ve learned a lesson that stressing and obsessing ‘bout somebody else is no fun
Snakes and stones never broke my bones
You need to calm down
You’re being too loud
Can you just not step on my gown?
You’re coming at my friends like a missile
Why are you mad when you could be glad?
Sunshine on the street at the parade
You would rather be in the dark ages
Making that sign must’ve taken all night
You just need to take several seats
Try to restore the peace
Control your urges to scream about all the people you hate
Shade never made anybody less gay
We see you over there on the internet
Comparing all the girls who are killing it
We figured you out
We all know now we all got crowns
I blew things out of proportion, now you’re blue
Put you in jail for something you didn’t do
I pinned your hands behind your back
Thought I had reason to attack, but no
Fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves
Chemistry ‘til it blows up, ‘til there’s no us
Why’d I have to break what I love so much?
It’s on your face and I’m to blame
It’s all me in my head
I’m the one who burned us down
It’s not what I meant
Sorry that I hurt you
I don’t wanna do this to you
I don’t wanna lose this with you
It’s all me, just don’t go
Meet me in the afterglow
It’s so excruciating to see you low
Just wanna lift you up and not let you go
This ultraviolet morning light below tells me this love is worth the fight
I lived like an island, punished you with silence
Went off like sirens
Tell me that you’re still mine
Tell me that we’ll be just fine even when I lose my mind
Tell me that it’s not my fault
Tell me that I’m all you want even when I break my heart
I promise that you’ll never find another like me
I know that I’m a handful
I know I never think before I jump
You’re the kind of guy the ladies want
There’s a lot of cool chicks out there
I know that I went psycho on the phone
I never leave well enough alone
Trouble’s gonna follow where I go
One of these things is not like the others
When it comes to a lover
I’m the only one of me
Baby, that’s the fun of me
You’re the only one of you
Baby, that’s the fun of you
I promise that nobody’s gonna love you like me
I know I tend to make it about me
I know you never get just what you see
I will never bore you, baby
There’s a lot of lame guys out there
We had that fight out in the rain
You ran after me and called my name
I never wanna see you walk away
Living in winter, I am your summer
Hey kids, spelling is fun!
There ain’t no I in “team”, but you know there is a “me”
You can’t spell “awesome” without “me”
School bell rings, walk me home
Sidewalk chalk covered in snow
Lost my gloves, you give me one
“Wanna hang out?” Yeah, sounds like fun
Video games, you pass me a note, sleeping in tents
It’s nice to have a friend
Light pink sky, up on the roof
Sun sinks down, no curfew
20 questions, we tell the truth
You’ve been stressed out lately, yeah, me too
Something gave you the nerve to touch my hand
Church bells ring, carry me home
Rice on the ground looks like snow
Call my bluff, call you “Babe”
Have my back every day
Stay in bed the whole weekend
My love was as cruel as the cities I lived in
Everyone looked worse in the light
There are so many lines that I’ve crossed unforgiven
I’ll tell you the truth, but never goodbye
I don’t wanna look at anything else now that I saw you
I don’t wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you
I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night
Now I see daylight
Luck of the draw only draws the unlucky
I became the butt of the joke
I wounded the good and I trusted the wicked
Clearing the air, I breathed in the smoke
Maybe you ran with the wolves and refused to settle down
Maybe I’ve stormed out of every single room in this town
Threw out our cloaks and our daggers
Because it’s morning now
It’s brighter now
I can still see it all in my mind
All of you, all of me, intertwined
I once believed love would be black and white (but it’s golden)
I can still see it all in my head
Back and forth from New York, sneaking in your bed
I once believed love would be burning red
It’s golden like daylight
You gotta step into the daylight and let it go
I wanna be defined by the things that I love
Not the things I hate
Not the things I’m afraid of
The things that haunt me in the middle of the might
You are what you love
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What was the best job you've ever had? I’ll let you know in 20, 30 years. Would you rather open a used clothing store or an antique store? Hah, you really asked this to the history nerd. Antique store, for sure. It’d be awesome to meet collectors or just anyone into antiques, really, and get to hear about their interest for whatever item they’re looking for. Do you think you would want to own a gift shop? No, just because I wouldn’t want to own a business to begin with. I’d have no interest in running it. Have you ever wondered if your friend was an alien? That thought literally never crosses my mind for any of my friends. Do you have a troublesome medical condition? I have scoliosis but it’s not very troublesome. It’s not super bad so I just have to always watch out for my posture and make sure I’m sitting up straight.
What's your most annoying neighbor's name? I have neighbors with a very loud, constantly crying baby; some days I find it annoying (especially when I have to work), but honestly I’m a little bit genuinely worried and disturbed because the baby’s cries are so raw and so bad in the morning and evening that I’m giving them the benefit of the doubt and thinking that maybe the baby has some sort of condition that puts them in pain most of the time, so that lessens the annoyance down to zero. Other than them, I can’t think of any other neighbor. Would you have started a business in high school if your parents had let you? I wouldn’t know what to sell or pitch in the first place, so no. What sport would you have joined if your parents had let you? I had no interest in sports. I did want to pursue table tennis, but my old school didn’t have a varsity for it. Do you have any tough life decisions to make soon? Yeah, for sure. Life is gonna get real crazy real soon. At what time of the day do you usually have the most energy? In the last few weeks it used to be midnight and beyond that, but I’ve been cutting back on sleeping very late. My body clock is still adjusting to the change, so these days I can’t really tell when my energy is highest yet. Do you consider yourself gifted and talented? I have several soft skills I can be proud of, but nothing super showy like knowing how to play guitar or being able to draw. Do you love your enemies? I don’t have any. Magenta, aqua, or coral? Coral feels like the most soothing color to me. Do you like the color orchid? That’s a color? I always thought it was just a flower lol. Checked it out and I’m not a big fan; it’s too bright for me. Would you rather be a wedding photographer or a nature photographer? Probably nature. Trees and flowers and animals can have several takes, but you can’t fuck up wedding photos so that’s a bye for me. Have you ever had an ulcer? I haven’t. Do you have a canker sore right now? NO it’s finally gone, thank goodness. I had the worst one last week and it lasted for like four days; it was super super awful and I ate so little then. Are you interested in health and wellness? Not really. There are times I’d consider joining a gym and planning out a diet just to be extra healthy, but those plans have obviously never become a reality. Would you ever be a fitness coach? No, I’m very unqualified. Do you ever question whether something that makes you uncomfortable is a good thing or not? Only sometimes, and only for very particular scenarios. Like sometimes I’ll examine why I’m often uncomfortable around Gabie’s friends and question if it’s a problem with me, or if we really just have very different personalities for my liking. Usually though, I don’t question and just go ahead and think that things that make me uncomfortable aren’t good for me. Do you think for yourself? I try to, but sometimes I’ll add other people to the equation. Do you live life on your own terms, or do you do what everyone tells you to do? A little bit of both. I’m still scared of being completely independent and do appreciate a second opinion. When was the last time you spent time with God in nature? What color is your bike? The family bike is blue and grey. I don’t have my own. Are you due for a hike? Eh, I wouldn’t say I’m due. I’m not desperate for one, but it would be nice to do one of them again sometime in the future. Do you ever wonder why some people think they're better than others? I only wonder this for people who think they’re better but actually aren’t. Do you have too many hangers? No, we have enough. Have you ever created a themed scrapbook? No. All the album scrapbooks we have in the house were made by my mom; she made one for each of us kids. Pilates or yoga? I don’t know, I’ve never given either a try. How often do you eat dessert? I don’t get to these days since I haven’t been out in a while. But back when Gab and I would eat out, I usually wanna grab something sweet after pretty often. Do you own a pair of cute workout pants? No. What's the trendiest item you own? Probably my clothes. I always make sure I’m up-to-date with them. Do you get irritated by people who lack common sense? Not really? Sometimes I’m one of them so I’ll give other people a chance if they’re a bit slow lol. What's the best drink you've ever had at Starbucks? I don’t experiment with my drinks. I just get my usual caramel macchiato and for me it’s already the best. Did you pull an all-nighter last night? Nah, far from it. I slept for 10 hours. When was the last time you wrote an essay? March 20-something. Do you enjoy writing essays? If I enjoy the topic, then yes. It can be a bitch writing about something I could not care less for. Do you enjoy learning? Sure! But again it depends on what’s being taught. I wouldn’t sign up for a calculus class, for one. What is the most dominant color in your closet? Black or white, for sure. Do you own anything periwinkle? Yessss. Gab gave me artificial flowers a few years ago and they were periwinkle. I still have them on my drawer. Do you know anyone who is colorblind? Nope, I don’t think so. What is your favorite fairytale? Not into those. Do you ever wonder why Americans celebrate St. Patrick's Day? No, it doesn’t cross my mind since I’m unfamiliar with it to begin with. Do you have any Irish in you? Not at all. What is your favorite name that starts with a Z? I don’t know many names but I do like Zia. Have you ever felt like you were going to throw up while you were at school? Sure. What color are your running shoes? I have several but they’re all white. Do you wear hoodies? Sometimes. I only wear them on my lazy days in school though. How many pull-over hoodies do you own? Two. Do you own a princess crown? I owned a tiara as a kid from my 7th birthday party, but not these days. I don’t think my mom kept it around when we moved. Do you love anyone? I love a lot of people. What's your birthstone? Diamond.
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Tag Game!!
I was tagged by @gretavanfic and @bigthighsandstupidguys , thank you, lovelies!! 💛
1. What is your middle name?
Starts with G lol
2. How old are you?
20
3. When is your birthday?
Dec 2
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Everyone is putting like moon and sun and rising and I have no idea what that mean lmao, sorry! I think I’m a Sagittarius though
5. What is your favourite colour?
Orange or Yellow 🧡💛
6. What’s your lucky number?
Don’t really have one, but I always tried to be #10 on my volleyball jersey
7. Do you have any pets?
An old border collie named Riley
8. Where are you from?
Canada! 🇨🇦
9. How tall are you?
Like 5’7 ish
10. What shoe size are you?
Usually 9.5 or 10. I got big ass feet :(
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Way more than one human being needs
12. What was your last dream about?
I went to IT chapter 2 last night so safe to say I was having some freaky clown dreams all night lol
13. What talents do you have?
Um, I can say the alphabet backwards, which is super random lol. I can also kinda play guitar, bass, ukulele, and harmonica, but I’m not very good at any of them yet lol
14. Are you psychic in any way?
I used to think so when I was little, but not so much anymore
15. Favourite song?
Ooh, this is hard. Right now I really love When The Curtain Falls by GVF, but I would say an all time fave might be Forever in Blue Jeans by Neil Diamond because it reminds me of my mom
16. Favourite movie?
Oh, also a tough one! I think either Rocky IV or The Sandlot
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
Jake Kiszka, obviously. But in all seriousness, anyone who is genuinely kind that I feel comfortable and happy around.
18. Do you want children?
I never thought so, but now a bunch of my older cousins are having kids and they’re pretty cool, so maybe one day if I found the right person to raise them with
19. Do you want a church wedding?
No, even though my mom will kill me if I don’t lol
20. Are you religious?
I was raised Catholic, but I don’t consider myself religious anymore.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Yes, I’m asthmatic af lol, and prone to breaking my fingers playing rugby
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
No, I am a well-behaved child
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
I met the magicians Penn & Teller if that counts haha
24. Baths or showers?
For practical purposes of actually getting clean, showers, but I l o v e baths
25. What colour socks are you wearing?
Black
26. Have you ever been famous?
No
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
While I daydream about it frequently, realistically I know I would hate it
28. What type of music do you like?
Literally the most random taste in music, it changes all the time. I don’t even have certain genres that I like, just certain artists or albums from a variety of genres
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
Yes. I was very drunk lmao
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Three normal ones and a body pillow
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
On my side cuddled up with the pillows
32. How big is your house?
Typical white suburban neighbourhood house
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
I typically pout in the kitchen for 10 minutes before I give up and make something completely inappropriate for breakfast lmao. Usually grilled cheese. This morning alphagetti. I hate breakfast so much lol
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope. No desire to.
35. Have you ever tried archery?
Yes, we did it in school a few times
36. Favourite clean word?
Love
37. Favourite swear word?
Idk if it’s a swear word, but I say ‘goddammit’ a lot
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
Not long, I’m a sleepy bitch. Probably 24 hours
39. Do you have any scars?
Yes
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
In 9th grade I found out this guy had a crush on my and told literally everyone but me lol
41. Are you a good liar?
I don’t lie very often, but mostly because I am a terrible liar
42. Are you a good judge of character?
Yes. I frequently get such strong vibes off of people and I can tell right away if they’re the kind of person that’s gonna stress me out
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
Not well
44. Do you have a strong accent?
I guess I probably have a Canadian accent, but not super strong. The region I’m from has a pretty neutral North American accent
45. What is your favourite accent?
Certain regions of Irish accent are so beautiful. Like Hozier’s accent
46. What is your personality type?
Quite shy, but generally very kind
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
I have a shirt that I got for work that was like a hundred bucks and I never wear it cause I sprayed foundation on it once and now I’m scared I’m gonna ruin it lol
48. Can you curl your tongue?
Yes
49. Are you an innie or outie?
Innie
50. Left or right handed?
Right
51. Are you scared or spiders?
Not really scared of them, but I don’t like them to be close to me if that makes sense
52. Favourite food?
Probably burritos
53. Favourite foreign food?
Mexican
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
Fairly clean
55. Most used phrase?
I really don’t think I have one?
56. Most used word?
Completely. I say it like to agree with someone or acknowledge what they’re saying
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
Depends what I’m getting ready. For school or something I don’t really care about, maybe half an hour. For work or going out, probably over an hour.
58. Do you have much of an ego?
I don’t think so
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
Suck until I get bored and crunch it lol
60. Do you talk to yourself?
Yes, a concerning amount. Like full conversations with myself at full volume, constantly when I’m alone.
61. Do you sing to yourself?
Occasionally
62. Are you a good singer?
Not really
63. Biggest fear?
Never learning how to make meaningful connections , pushing all my friends away, and dying alone.
64. Are you a gossip?
No, I hate it! My friends try to tell me about people we went to high school with, and I just genuinely don’t care and don’t want to know lmao
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
Idk what classifies as a ‘dramatic’ movie, but I guess the Rocky movies again
66. Do you like long or short hair?
I love long hair, I’m so jealous of people with really long hair. Mine grows so slow :(
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
Maybe, if I thought really hard about it? I can barely remember Canadian provinces lmao
68. Favourite school subject?
I always really loved some topics in science, but then hated others. I was probably best at English.
69. Introvert or extrovert?
Introvert af
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No, even snorkeling freaks me out. The ocean is some scary soup
71. What makes you nervous?
Pretty much everything lol. But mostly any social situation where there’s people I don’t know, or I don’t know exactly what to expect.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Really depends where I am. Usually no, but if I’m outside then usually yes, and after watching It last night, yes lol
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
Depends who it is and what the mistake is
74. Are you ticklish?
Honestly, not really
75. Have you ever started a rumour?
Not intentionally
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
Kind of? At work they have like hourly leaders who are in charge of the sales floor, and I did that a lot, but it’s not really a lot of power or responsibility. Also babysitting I guess
77. Have you ever drank underage?
Yes
78. Have you ever done drugs?
Honestly, this is gonna sound so stupid, but I’ve never done anything other than alcohol and cigarettes. I actually high key wanna try weed, but again the whole ‘not knowing what to expect makes me anxious thing.’ Not even so much that I’m nervous to try the drug but that I’m nervous to try to buy it or get it, even though it’s fully legal in Canada and there’s a dispensary on every corner lmao
79. Who was your first real crush?
The first one I remember was a boy named Evan in first grade
80. How many piercings do you have?
Just my ears, and I rarely wear earrings so I always have to stab through them again when I do
81. Can you roll your R’s?
No, and I can’t whistle either! Which is deeply infuriating!
82. How fast can you type?
Fast enough to not look foolish
83. How fast can you run?
Not fast at all. I’m asthmatic and out of shape lmao
84. What colour is your hair?
An ugly medium mousy brown. I always wanna dye it a little lighter, but I go to the hairdresser like once every two years so it would look stupid when it grew out lol
85. What colour are your eyes?
Hazel-y greenish
86. What are you allergic to?
All sorts of environmental allergies; dust, pollen, animal hair, etc. I’m always sneezing and watery eyes lol
87. Do you keep a journal?
I carry a notebook, but it’s more like an agenda than a diary
88. What do your parents do?
My dad owns a drywall company and my mom is a stay-at-home mom, but she volunteers a lot now that we’re older
89. Do you like your age?
No. I think that being in your late teens and twenties can be really stressful because you feel like there’s certain things that you should have accomplished or experienced and it can be very overwhelming, feeling like you’re competing with all your peers to get your life together
90. What makes you angry?
Rude and disrespectful people
91. Do you like your own name?
Not really
92. Have you thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
I’ve definitely thought about it but I don’t really have specific favourites
93. Do you want a boy or girl for a child?
I don’t have a preference. I’d probably like to have one of each
94. What are your strengths?
I think I’ve become a lot more kind and open-hearted in the last few years.
95. What are your weaknesses?
I feel like I have let fear dictate my entire life, and there’s so many things I haven’t done because I’ve been afraid. I need to step outside my comfort zone more often.
96. How did you get your name?
There was a character on a TV show called my name that my parents liked
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
Not that I am aware of
98. Do you have any tattoos?
I changed the question because scars was an earlier one. I have two tattoos on my right arm
99. Colour of your bedspread?
Because it’s summer, I have a lighter blanket that’s light blue. My winter duvet is navy
100. Colour of your room?
Light blue
That was LONG lmao but really fun! I’m too lazy to bold the questions so sorry if it’s hard to read!
Tagging: @frcmthefires @sweetkiszkadreams @okietrish @sammyscherub @gretavanbobatea @jake-thomas-kiszka @mr-stank-i-dont-feel-so-dank and anyone else who wants to do it!!
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rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to know better
tagged by @laurels-things thanks! you seem like such a nice person!
i. nickname?
lui or simply lu
ii. zodiac sign?
scorpio
iii. height?
165 cm... I'm not sure if I'm below average height on my country, but I believe brazillian people are pretty short. I may be the shortest amongst the boys in my class but I'm the tallest amongst the girls (except one girl who is nearly 180cm i stg) and as a nonbinary person this is a good place to be, i think.
iv. hogwarts house?
hufflepuff :D
v. last thing I googled?
amongst or among — i was unsure if i was using the word correctly sjbshsbshsvs
vi. fav musicians?
THE BEATLES (all 4 of them, but john lennon speaks to my soul in ways i can't describe... the way he makes me feel is something out of this world)
david bowie
elton john
brendon urie from panic! at the disco
the boys from green day
aaand i have mad respect for some soundtrack musicians bc i eat these up constantly. i like ramin djwadi, michael giacchino, ennio morricone, danny elfman, jonny greenwood (yeah i know he's from radiohead but i haven't listened a lot of stuff from this band yet and his phantom thread compositions are SUCH A BOP), hans zimmer and i've been also listening to the score of the shape of water by alexandre desplat (i like him, but jonny greenwood was ROBBED) so maybe that'll be a future fave. also i love a lot of composers for disney animated musicals but if i start i won't ever shut up. but i love almost all of the disney soundtracks.
i would say some time ago whoever wrote the songs for the smiths which i believe includes morrisey, but i recently found out he is extremely right wing and i don't think i can still like someone with these kinds of inhumane views on people&society... i'm disappointed
vii. song stuck in your head?
currently bad boy (the beatles' cover of the song), john's vocals make my pulse speed up since the first verse
viii. following?
2234 nfbdjdbjdsbjshs but i think most of the people i followed years ago are no longer active, i must go through the list and try to do a spring cleaning or something
ix. followers?
408... and like half of these i gained only the last two months or something... and i don't know why shdbsjbshsbs maybe it's the beatles thing
x. do you get asks?
i don't, but that's ok because i don't know if i have a lot of interesting things to say... but if you wanna get something off your chest, go ahead, i love to listen to/read drama 👀
xi. amount of sleep?
tricky question because it constantly changes, sometimes i don't sleep at all bc i have to leave the house at 5h20 in the morning to go to uni and i stay awake until late and when i realize i have to go shower already dhsbshbshsvshs and then when i come back i sleep for like... 10 hours or smth or i don't bc i got stuff to do and i accumulate sleep and then there will be a day of the week i'll just shut down for 15 hours. mostly i try to go to bed around 23h and wake up around 4h45, so that makes it almost 6 hours .
xii. lucky number?
never noticed any particular number that favors me
xiii. what are you wearing?
t-shirt, shorts, it's hot as hell here
xiv. dream job?
don't have one, just want one that won't consume me so i have time to do stuff i'm actually interested in
xv. dream trip?
also don't have one
xvi. instruments?
flute, some percussion, some guitar, i wish i had actually studied music besides the basic stuff... i still wanna learn to properly play something and not just beat some bongos during carnival
xvii. languages?
portuguese, english, bit of spanish only cause of the similarities with portuguese and 4 years of classes in middle school...but still, can't speak or write, only read and listen
xviii. favorite songs?
oh my god... ok...
i was making this in list format but it got way too big... it's still big i'm sorry
the beatles: i want you (she's so heavy), strawberry fields forever, across the universe, oh! darling, and your bird can sing, tomorrow never knows, mother nature's son, yer blues, golden slumbers, i am the walrus, i me mine, long tall sally (little richard cover), you can't do that, what you're doing, ticket to ride, rain, eleanor rigby, happiness is a warm gun, i'm so tired, blue jay way, for you blue, in my life, anna go to him (cover).
david bowie: time, cygnet committee, unwashed and somewhat slightly dazed, tvc15, life on mars, young americans, queen bitch
panic! at the disco: that green gentleman, she had the world, build god then we'll talk, nearly witches, emperor's new clothes, bittersweet, nine in the afternoon, northern downpour, behind the sea, stall me, the piano knows something i don't know
green day: jesus of suburbia, brutal love, hitchin a ride, blood sex and booze, give me novacaine, whatsername, last night on earth
the smiths: this charming man, panic, how soon is now
elton john: goodbye yellow brick road, bennie and the jets, rocket man
queen: somebody to love, killer queen
strawberry swing - coldplay
welcome home - radical face
joão e maria - chico buarque
barbara rose - jonny greenwood
bachianas brasileiras no 5 - heitor villa-lobos
le festin - michael giacchino, camille
rains of castamere - ramin djwadi
unchained melody - a lot of versions from a lot of artists
another day - paul mccartney
meu erro - paralamas do sucesso
flor de lis - djavan
love the way you lie - rihanna&eminem
man! i feel like a woman - shania twain
xix. random fact?
well, it's not really a fact i think... i'm moving (again) but this time is to my father's house because my mum is moving to the south of the country... and i'm so fucking scared because we aren't close at all (i met him when i was 14) i mean, he seems nice enough, all of our interactions have been mostly pleasant but his wife (and probably he himself too) is a bit conservative in the brazillian traditional white family way (she's white cause she's a southern. i know yall think all latinos are poc,,,, but that's not true) but then again, that's something i had to live with all my life so i can handle casual homophobia and racism and sexism... but it will still be so weird cause i never been away from my mum too long (i'm... a momma's boy). i'm going next week i think, wish me luck.... (also he's got two dogs who won't leave me the fuck alone, i get out of the shower and they drool all over me, they know i'm a beta so they keep getting on top of me and since they're HUGE and i'm such a weakling i can't even get them off me and i can't scold them with a strong voice, i just can't do it... i mean, don't get me wrong i like them... but... they like me way too much and keep making me dirty.. i hate being dirty)
xx. aesthetic?
farm aesthetic..... idealistic farm aesthetic habshabaha like marie antoinette's pettit chateau. also the whole pretty odd aesthetic and strawberry swing by coldplay aesthetic
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LM5 SENTENCE STARTERS
(( collection of ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY EIGHT sentence starters taken from LITTLE MIX’s fifth studio album ‘ LM5 ’ . ))
001. THE NATIONAL MANTHEM . ‘ made up of magic . ’ ‘ pray to the goddess . ’ ‘ don’t break your promise . ’ ‘ thou shall be faithful and honest . ’
002. WOMAN LIKE ME ( FT . NICKI MINAJ . ) ‘ i always say what i’m feeling . ’ ‘ i was born without a zip on my mouth . ’ ‘ i like my coffee with two sugars in it . ’ ‘ insecure , but i’m working with it . ’ ‘ i made a few mistakes , i regret it nightly . ’ ‘ i broke a couple hearts that i wear on my sleeve . ’ ‘ my mama always said “ girl , you’re trouble . ” ’ ‘ every time we touch , you make me feel weak . ’ ‘ i can tell you’re shy , and i think it’s so sweet . ’ ‘ we can get a takeaway and sit on the couch . ’ ‘ love it when you turn me on . ’ ‘ greatest of all time , ‘cause i’m a chameleon . ’
003. THINK ABOUT US . ‘ do you think about us ?? ’ ‘ i think about you . ’ ‘ one touch is all i want . ’ ‘ i look in your eyes and the whole world stops . ’ ‘ i promise , i won’t let go . ’ ‘ it’s fire when we touch . ’ ‘ can you feel my body now ?? ’ ‘ you don’t even know all the things i wanna do . ’ ‘ need your love . ’ ‘ ain’t nobody else you know , it’s all about us . ’
004. STRIP ( FT . SHARAYA J . ) ‘ take off all my makeup , ‘cause i love what’s under it . ’ ‘ don’t give a fuck , i’m over it . ’ ‘ sexiest when i’m confident . ’ ‘ i don’t owe you nothin’ . ’ ‘ it’s your life , go get it if you want it . ’ ‘ lovin’ my figure like , “ aw , yeah . ” ’ ‘ i ain’t scared anymore . ’ ‘ i know i’m a hot bitch . ’ ‘ gotta do what you want , if they love it or they don’t . ’ ‘ love who you wanna . don’t give a damn if it’s a man or woman . ’ ‘ you gotta love who you are . ’ ‘ don’t let social media tear you apart . ’ ‘ that money won’t buy you what confidence will . ’
005. MONSTER IN ME . ‘ every time that we touch it’s dangerous , this spark is more than chemistry . ’ ‘ every night we fight and it’s hot like hell , but it feels like heaven between the sheets . ’ ‘ every time we let go i scream and i call for more . ’ ‘ touch me . ’ ‘ why don’t we kill each other slowly ?? ’ ‘ the monster in me loves the monster in you . ’ ‘ hold me . ’ ‘ squeeze a little tighter , ‘til we can’t breathe . ’ ‘ beautiful killer , cut me deep . ’ ‘ every night we fight and it’s hot like hell , but i love the way that you make me scream . ’ ‘ every time i let go , i cry and i beg for more . ’ ‘ it’s so beautiful , the hell that we both made for each other . ’ ‘ i know it’s so wrong , but baby just touch me . ’
006. JOAN OF ARC . ‘ i make myself feel sexy . ’ ‘ fan of myself , i’m stanning myself . ’ ‘ i love me so much , i put my hands on myself . ’ ‘ tonight it’s only me that matters . ’ ‘ i don’t need a man . ’ ‘ if i’m loving you it’s ‘cause i can . ’ ‘ i don’t want your cash . ’ ‘ i spare no enemies in this dress . ’ ‘ i love me so much , can’t keep my hands off myself . ’ ‘ drop your man down like you don’t want him no more . ’ ‘ drop it so low that your thighs get sore . ’
007. LOVE A GIRL RIGHT . ‘ that boy’s so scandalous . ’ ‘ he was cheating on the low in the club all night . ’ ‘ she’s all alone wonderin’ if he’s coming home or not . ’ ‘ you know , i’ll be watching you . ’ ‘ she’s the baddest thing to ever happen to you . ’ ‘ don’t make me have to hurt you . ’ ‘ i know right now we’re cool , but if i ever hear you mess this up , i’m comin’ after you . ’ ‘ don’t you treat her wrong . ’ ‘ you’re about to lose her love . ’ ‘ she means the whole world to me . ’ ‘ all she wants is your loyalty . ’ ‘ you better not risk it . ’
008. AMERICAN BOY . ‘ he breaks my heart . ’ ‘ i know he thinks about her when he plays guitar . ’ ‘ he says that i’m the one , but she’s the one that got away . ’ ‘ i don’t mean to get so caught up and insecure about all the things you say . ’ ‘ i don’t mean to be jealous . ’ ‘ i must drive you mad . ’ ‘ i wanna know who’s on your phone . ’ ‘ i wanna know if you’re at home . ’ ‘ if you’re at home , baby , are you alone ?? ’ ‘ are you alone ?? answer your phone . ’
009. TOLD YOU SO . ‘ be honest , how are you feeling ?? ’ ‘ have you been crying again ?? ’ ‘ breathe out . ’ ‘ that boy was just playing pretend . ’ ‘ you wouldn’t listen . ’ ‘ he’s never gonna love you like we do . ’ ‘ he’s never gonna find no one like you . ’ ‘ just come ‘round mine tonight , i got wine and makeup wipes . ’ ‘ i’ll hold you . ’ ‘ we can put the kettle on , talk about how he’s not the one . ’ ‘ i’m never gonna say “ i told you so ” . ’ ‘ to be honest , his best friend was hotter than him . ’ ‘ you’re better than someone who lies and cheats . ’
010. WASABI . ‘ wake up , change your mind and drop me . ’ ‘ love to hate me . ’ ‘ spit me out like hot wasabi . ’ ‘ praise me , shame me , either way you talk about me . ’ ‘ i love the way you talk about me , look at how far it got me . ’ ‘ what the hell do you know ?? ’ ‘ i’m glad to be your inspiration . ’ ‘ who’s the topic of your conversation ?? ’ ‘ all the ugly things you say . come and say them to my face . ’
011. MORE THAN WORDS ( FT . KAMILLE . ) ‘ when you think you’re alone i’ll be like a ghost behind you . ’ ‘ when you can’t find the things to say you know i’ll give my words to you . ’ ‘ you’re a part of me now just as much as i’m a part of you . ’ ‘ i find peace in every story you told . ’ ‘ i think of you , i’ll never be alone . ’ ‘ i need you more than words can say . ’ ‘ you save me in ways that i can’t explain . ’ ‘ you’ve always been there for me , now i’ll do the same . ’
012. MOTIVATE . ‘ we switching every kind of pose up . ’ ‘ he give it to me any way that i want it . ’ ‘ he never let me down when he go lower . ’ ‘ the way that he touch me , no i can’t get enough . ’ ‘ he motivate me , yeah that’s my baby . ’ ‘ i’m catching feelings . ’ ‘ he gon’ get it when he get home . ’ ‘ that’s my baby . ’
013. NOTICE . ‘ it’s been a while since you noticed . ’ ‘ i feel like you’ve been losing focus . ’ ‘ undress me just the way i like it . ’ ‘ i don’t think you know what i’ve been doing . and what i got on for you to take off . ’ ‘ i don’t think you notice . ’ ‘ i don’t think you care . ’ ‘ what’s the point of wearing nothing if you never notice ?? ’ ‘ there’s sex in the air . ’ ‘ i’m not covered up in lace to wait around . ’
014. THE CURE . ‘ i lost my faith . ’ ‘ i’ll be better on my own , believe me . ’ ‘ i made my peace with all of the sorry and now i’m living for tomorrow . ’ ‘ i was a little bit lost but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ i was a little bit hurt but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ i was a little left out but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ the tears fell down but they don’t anymore . ’ ‘ i was a little messed up but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ i was a little locked out but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ i was a little far gone but i’m not anymore . ’ ‘ it’s alright now , baby i got the cure . ’ ‘ this happiness was always inside me . ’ ‘ this happiness was always inside me , but lord , it took a minute to find me . ’ ‘ i’m putting all my troubles behind me , i only need my heart to guide me . ’ ‘ i’ll learn to love again . ’
015. FORGET YOU NOT . ‘ i’ve been out here looking for space . ’ ‘ i need you babe . ’ ‘ it’s no fun being hot on your own . ’ ‘ before you move on , i got something to tell you . ’ ‘ in the club , boy , i’ll forget you not . ’ ‘ when it’s late at night , i know it gets so hard . ’ ‘ if you need somebody , i’mma give you that love . ’ ‘ i wish that we could chill like we used to do . ’ ‘ felt like there was no one in the room except me and you . ’ ‘ i’m passing people in the street wishing they were you . ’ ‘ sorry that i had to let you go . ’ ‘ maybe my friends they were right all along . ’
016. WOMAN’S WORLD . ‘ baby , you’re not just a pretty face . ’ ‘ she’s over worked and underpaid . ’ ‘ if you’ve never shouted to be heard , you ain’t lived in a woman’s world . ’ ‘ don’t you know a change is gonna come ?? ’ ‘ there’s a whisper in the water . ’ ‘ just look at how far that we’ve got . ’ ‘ this ain’t the way it’s gotta be . ’
017. ONLY YOU . ‘ dancing with your silhouette in the places that we met . ’ ‘ tryna find you in the moon . ’ ‘ paris never feels the same , when the streets all call your name . ’ ‘ so i hide in crowded rooms . ’ ‘ once upon a time we had it all . ’ ‘ i’m broken here tonight and darling no one else can fix me . ’
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chapter 6 paragraph iv
I still saw him—just not as much. More and more he spent nights with Kotku and her mother at the Double R Apartments—a transient hotel really, a broken down motor court from the 1950s, on the highway between the airport and the Strip, where guys who looked like illegal immigrants stood around the courtyard by the empty swimming pool and argued over motorcycle parts. (“Double R?” said Hadley. “You know what that stands for, right? ‘Rats and Roaches.’ ”) Kotku, mercifully, didn’t accompany Boris to my house all that much, but even when she wasn’t around he talked about her constantly. Kotku had cool taste in music and had made him a mix CD with a bunch of smoking hot hip-hop that I really had to listen to. Kotku liked her pizza with green peppers and olives only. Kotku really really wanted an electronic keyboard— also a Siamese kitten, or maybe a ferret, but wasn’t allowed to have pets at the Double R. “Serious, you need to spend more time with her, Potter,” he said, bumping my shoulder with his. “You’ll like her.” “Oh come on,” I said, thinking of the smirky way she behaved around me —laughing at the wrong time, in a nasty way, always commanding me to go to the fridge to fetch her beers. “No! She likes you! She does! I mean, she thinks of you more as a little brother. That’s what she said.” “She never says a word to me.” “That’s because you don’t talk to her.” “Are you guys screwing?” Boris made an impatient noise, the sound he made when things didn’t go his way. “Dirty mind,” he said, tossing the hair out of his eyes, and then: “What? What do you think? Do you want me to make you a map?” “Draw you a map.” “Eh?” “That’s the phrase. ‘Do you want me to draw you a map.’ ” Boris rolled his eyes. Waving his hands around, he started in again about how intelligent Kotku was, how “crazy smart,” how wise she was and how much life she had lived and how unfair I was to judge her and look down on her without bothering to get to know her; but while I sat half listening to him talk, and half watching an old noir movie on television (Fallen Angel, Dana Andrews), I couldn’t help thinking about how he’d met Kotku in what was essentially Remedial Civics, the section for students who weren’t smart enough (even in our extremely non-demanding school) to pass without extra help. Boris—good at mathematics without trying and better in languages than anyone I’d ever met—had been forced into Civics for Dummies because he was a foreigner: a school requirement which he greatly resented. (“Because why? Am I likely to be someday voting for Congress?”) But Kotku— eighteen! born and raised in Clark County! American citizen, straight off of Cops!—had no such excuse. Over and over, I caught myself in mean-spirited thoughts like this, which I did my best to shake. What did I care? Yes, Kotku was a bitch; yes, she was too dumb to pass regular Civics and wore cheap hoop earrings from the drugstore that were always getting caught in things, and yes, even though she was only eighty-one pounds or whatever she still scared the hell out of me, like she might kick me to death with her pointy-toed boots if she got mad enough. (“She a little fighta nigga,” Boris himself had said boastfully at one point as he hopped around throwing out gang signs, or what he thought were gang signs, and regaling me with a story of how Kotku had pulled out a bloody chunk of some girl’s hair—this was another thing about Kotku, she was always getting in scary girl fights, mostly with other white trash girls like herself but occasionally with the real gangsta girls, who were Latina and black.) But who cared what crappy girl Boris liked? Weren’t we still friends? Best friends? Brothers practically?
Then again: there was not exactly a word for Boris and me. Until Kotku came along, I had never thought too much about it. It was just about drowsy air-conditioned afternoons, lazy and drunk, blinds closed against the glare, empty sugar packets and dried-up orange peels strewn on the carpet, “Dear Prudence” from the White Album (which Boris adored) or else the same mournful old Radiohead over and over: For a minute I lost myself, I lost myself… The glue we sniffed came on with a dark, mechanical roar, like the windy rush of propellers: engines on! We fell back on the bed into darkness, like sky divers tumbling backwards out of a plane, although—that high, that far gone —you had to be careful with the bag over your face or else you were picking dried blobs of glue out of your hair and off the end of your nose when you came to. Exhausted sleep, spine to spine, in dirty sheets that smelled of cigarette ash and dog, Popchik belly-up and snoring, subliminal whispers in the air blowing from the wall vents if you listened hard enough. Whole months passed where the wind never stopped, blown sand rattling against the windows, the surface of the swimming pool wrinkled and sinister-looking. Strong tea in the mornings, stolen chocolate. Boris yanking my hair by the handful and kicking me in the ribs. Wake up, Potter. Rise and shine. I told myself I didn’t miss him, but I did. I got stoned alone, watched Adult Access and the Playboy channel, read Grapes of Wrath and The House of the Seven Gables which seemed as if they had to be tied for the most boring book ever written, and for what felt like thousands of hours—time enough to learn Danish or play the guitar if I’d been trying—fooled around in the street with a fucked-up skateboard Boris and I had found in one of the foreclosed houses down the block. I went to swim-team parties with Hadley —no-drinking parties, with parents present—and, on the weekends, attended parents-away parties of kids I barely knew, Xanax bars and Jägermeister shots, riding home on the hissing CAT bus at two a.m. so fucked up that I had to hold the seat in front of me to keep from falling out in the aisle. After school, if I was bored, it was easy enough to go hang out with one of the big lackadaisical stoner crowds who floated around between Del Taco and the kiddie arcades on the Strip. But still I was lonely. It was Boris I missed, the whole impulsive mess of him: gloomy, reckless, hot-tempered, appallingly thoughtless. Boris pale and pasty, with his shoplifted apples and his Russian-language novels, gnaweddown fingernails and shoelaces dragging in the dust. Boris—budding alcoholic, fluent curser in four languages—who snatched food from my plate when he felt like it and nodded off drunk on the floor, face red like he’d been slapped. Even when he took things without asking, as he all too frequently did —little things were always disappearing, DVDs and school supplies from my locker, more than once I’d caught him going through my pockets for money —his own possessions meant so little to him that somehow it wasn’t stealing; whenever he came into cash himself, he split it with me down the middle and anything that belonged to him, he gave me gladly if I asked for it (and sometimes when I didn’t, as when Mr. Pavlikovsky’s gold lighter, which I’d admired in passing, turned up in the outside pocket of my backpack). The funny thing: I’d worried, if anything, that Boris was the one who was a little too affectionate, if affectionate is the right word. The first time he’d turned in bed and draped an arm over my waist, I lay there half-asleep for a moment, not knowing what to do: staring at my old socks on the floor, empty beer bottles, my paperbacked copy of The Red Badge of Courage. At last— embarrassed—I faked a yawn and tried to roll away, but instead he sighed and pulled me closer, with a sleepy, snuggling motion. Ssh, Potter, he whispered, into the back of my neck. Is only me.
It was weird. Was it weird? It was; and it wasn’t. I’d fallen back to sleep shortly after, lulled by his bitter, beery unwashed smell and his breath easy in my ear. I was aware I couldn’t explain it without making it sound like more than it was. On nights when I woke strangled with fear there he was, catching me when I started up terrified from the bed, pulling me back down in the covers beside him, muttering in nonsense Polish, his voice throaty and strange with sleep. We’d drowse off in each other’s arms, listening to music from my iPod (Thelonious Monk, the Velvet Underground, music my mother had liked) and sometimes wake clutching each other like castaways or much younger children. And yet (this was the murky part, this was what bothered me) there had also been other, way more confusing and fucked-up nights, grappling around half-dressed, weak light sliding in from the bathroom and everything haloed and unstable without my glasses: hands on each other, rough and fast, kickedover beers foaming on the carpet—fun and not that big of a deal when it was actually happening, more than worth it for the sharp gasp when my eyes rolled back and I forgot about everything; but when we woke the next morning stomach-down and groaning on opposite sides of the bed it receded into an incoherence of backlit flickers, choppy and poorly lit like some experimental film, the unfamiliar twist of Boris’s features fading from memory already and none of it with any more bearing on our actual lives than a dream. We never spoke of it; it wasn’t quite real; getting ready for school we threw shoes, splashed water at each other, chewed aspirin for our hangovers, laughed and joked around all the way to the bus stop. I knew people would think the wrong thing if they knew, I didn’t want anyone to find out and I knew Boris didn’t either, but all the same he seemed so completely untroubled by it that I was fairly sure it was just a laugh, nothing to take too seriously or get worked up about. And yet, more than once, I had wondered if I should step up my nerve and say something: draw some kind of line, make things clear, just to make absolutely sure he didn’t have the wrong idea. But the moment had never come. Now there was no point in speaking up and being awkward about the whole thing, though I scarcely took comfort in the fact. I hated how much I missed him. There was a lot of drinking going on at my house, on Xandra’s end anyway, a lot of slammed doors (“Well, if it wasn’t me, it had to be you,” I heard her yelling); and without Boris there (they were both more constrained with Boris in the house) it was harder. Part of the problem was that Xandra’s hours at the bar had changed—schedules at her work had been moved; she was under a lot of stress, people she’d worked with were gone, or on different shifts; on Wednesdays and Mondays when I got up for school, I often found her just in from work, sitting alone in front of her favorite morning show too wired to sleep and swigging Pepto-Bismol straight from the bottle.
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