#all I do is rot in bed.
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Tbh I don’t think I ever mentally recovered from the pandemic. I’m still. Idk. Floating thru life with no real routine. Shit sucks
#shut up miiiwu/#in 2019 I had no problem waking up going to classes (15hrs a week) going 2nbed and repeating.#once the world fucking shut down and my classes went offline I had to leave the dorms and move basic into my childhood home#and I was so depressed and angry I didn’t really give a shit about my online assignments#then 2020 2021 going back and having stuff hybrid online in person just fucked me up more#like. what was even the point in going#I spent 4 years only to come out of it changing to a 2 yr degree despite having almost enough credits for a bfa#bc I was on the brink of killing myself#and would rather die than spend another year in college#I couldn’t motivate myself to get out of bed to start physically attending class again#I kept failing classes and got put on academic probation#I would’ve been completely fine if the pandemic didn’t happen which is something vastly out of my control#and now I feel like I’ve been socially and emotionally stunted#im 25 but I still feel 20#and I still wish I’d just gone to a Real art school tbh#I didn’t learn shit after spring 2020#which is like a year in to my art classes. fucking infuriating#still pissed off I never got to take a life drawing class (like with nude models)#and I was only a few months into my perspective class when the pandemic hit#so I barely got to learn perspective which I still don’t fucking understand#bc the professor essentially gave up on actual lessons#UGH. like. im 25 now im barely a better artist than when I graduated high school for fucks sake#it feels like I made all the wrong life decisions#like a choose your own adventure book where I went with all the wrong paths and now im never going to get to work in the animation industry#or comics industry or whatever it was I even set out to do.#all I do is rot in bed.#I had a job I hated and im going to have to get another job I hate#that will barely pay bills and I’ll be living paycheck to paycheck forever while the country I live in becomes increasingly hitlerian.#anyways 😻#sui tw
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Yknow that pic where that drunk lady kissed lipstick marks all over her cat? All I can imagine is doing this to the clones each time I get home
POINTS AT MY PET AU
[the pic in question!]
#null rot#cloaked cult member#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#null kny pet au#demon slayer#yandere kimetsu no yaiba#yandere demon slayer#yandere kny#yandere hantengu#Hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#can you tell whos the more annoying of the guys#CATS. AN AU WHERE THEYRE CATS UNDER YOUR CARE AND THEY CARE ABT YOU A BIT TOO MUCH.#ALSO YES THEIR HAIR IS MESSY AS HELL CAUSE YOU HAVE TO GO ALL IN. THATS WHY THE KISS MARKS ARE SMUDGED TOO#theyre less violent in this au since theyre usually at home w you.. theyre just like. super clingy and spoiled#them as annoying ass cats.... the type to call (meow) out for you REALLY LOUDLY if you go behind a door cause youre their owner#what the hell are you doing leaving them alone?????#or the type to like lap over your lap obnoxiously if youre clearly busy. and purposely brush their tail over your face so you focus on them#i can see them being so spoiled and entitled to your attention but antagonize any guests that come by. they want to scratch at them SO BAD#but so they wont get in trouble w you. they listen for now#bro if they get smooches like this whenever you come home theyre THRIVING. what do you MEAN you need to go to bed. HURRY UP.#they just kinda hang around the house or leave for a stroll (to find you) then come back cause they cant miss their daily smoochies#if they miss out? punching the ground. annoying you. waking you up. telling you that you that he's late. dont leave him out or he'll DIE#(he wont)#annoying ass entitled cat boys...... spits
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"what do hands mean about a character?"
Their hands mean they love eachother
(webcomic)
#i almost wrote 'source' instead of 'webcomic'#that's a little twitter brain rot right there ngl#it's so bad on twitter rn yall like#straight up isn't showing my posts to my followers anymore#and art in general does. so much worse when it's actually the artist posting them#like provably art performs better when the artist pretends they stole it...#so so so glad I'm still on tumblr LMFAO#every time i use twitter i take psychic damage#'ohhhh why do you still use it' everyone is asking me this#my job. is to post art#kinda gotta post#I mean. ok that's not my job#you know this and I know this#but it's an important part of my career#its gonna be my job after i leave webtoon tho#god i hope that works#im so scared#LMAOOOO#anyways. these hands look good as hell#i think all the hands i draw look good#caus i love hands#but i loooove drawing hand holding...#the amount you can say with how a hand touches another.#im gonna be thriving with wwl#cause they have to hold hands or hell die#pump it into my veins#ok i can tell my bf js getting annoyed ive had my phone on for 3 hours in bed by#time and time again#adam and Steve#webtoon originals
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hey guys!! just a little update: my uploads may be slow and kinda inconsistent for a bit because i made the lovely decision to get a new full time job on top of being a full time student!! (i had to, unfortunately) i’m doing good, but while i get adjusted to this new packed schedule of mine i have to put this blog on the back burner, because unfortunately steady finances and education comes first over my passions and hobbies :,(
i can at least say that at the moment i’m working on or planning out:
☆ requests (my current top priority!!)
☆ some requested c.ai bots
☆ the next part of subj3 called “blank spaces”, which will span from the rest of the reader’s high school career to the end of college
☆ a longgg mcd x reader fic called “kismet” (that will have laurance as the love interest)!
☆ maybe some more sims?? i love love making them but i will see if i have the time sighh
but anyways! thought i’d let y’all know what i’m up to and why i haven’t sent out any more requests </3 i hope you’re all well and staying warm & safe! love you all!!
#☆ star’s rambles#guys if i could rot in my room and write about blocks all day i so would#but unfortunately#this is the way of the world#my bank account is crying#i’m crying#jk i’m okay#or am i#like i’ll get so much money as a waitress#but at what cost#someone please buy me a cabin in the woods so i can be a whimsical writer shut in#if someone could do that for me i’ll give you a big smooch on the lips#pls and thanks#ok i’m gonna lay in bed and contemplate life while attempting to gain some motivation#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
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So my mom's in the hospital
#she's getting surgery tonight but if that fails they need to do something else#she's in high spirits via texts but i still worry#just needed to get that off my chest so i dont rot in bed the rest of the day#kinda took a shotgun to any motivaiton/happiness i was having today (not her fault at all. just... yeah)#runic rambles
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if you need to bed rot then do it in isagi’s clothes so he’s less upset about it when he comes home and sees you <3 applies to barou too btw
#sora.txt#you: hi i bed rotted today :3#barou: 🙂 Why Are You Doing This To Yourself#*sees you in his clothes all cute* man Fuck#isagi just stares at you like ☹️ baby…#but also sees you in his clothes and is fighting insane demons he loves u sooo bad ur sooo cute to him 😔#u CANNOT keep getting away with this
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I need to post this to artfight, and also polish it a little- the colors and designs are so utterly off- but for now here’s the wip :] @allyheart707
#potatoe rambles#unless u don’t have the turtles listed on artfight- pffthhffjfh#trying to find an animal ear for all of them was hard#oh my god I should’ve given mikey floppy dog ears what am I doing#so that’s another thing I need to change#I just wanted to let you know I’m making it because it’s been rotting away in the art iPad for some time now#mutual horror#remeber when you were a kid and you got super into tea sets and was only allowed to put water in it cus you were a menace that would have#‘tea parties’ everywhere including on your bed? no? just me?#well that’s why they have water in their tea cups#cannot trust the toddlers with hot liquids I’m afraid
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#shadowpuppet#lmk shadowpuppet#I totally wasn't giggling and laying on the ground and kicking my feet like a seven year old when I was doing this#even though I am burnt out from drawing that doesn't mean the brain rots stops#there are other ways to spread the shadowpuppet agenda#guys there is only one bed in the campervan do you know what this means- (explodes)#for anyone who is curious: all of these lego sets are part of the Lego Friends series (circa 2010s)
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Hii!!
Can i ask some sampard content? I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOUR ART STILE AND SKILL 💔💔💔/pos
WEEEEe TYSM!!!1!11!
this is a perfect opportunity to open my csp file reserved for sampard and sampard alone
they are cat and mouse, tom and jerry lookin ass
#sorry to literally all the other reqs in my inboxxxxxx im just doing em when i have motivation which is very inconsitent so 🙏🙏🙏#im on my sampard bs rn#but i should be going to bed so thats gonna have to be it for today lol#honkai star rail#sampo koski#gepard landau#sampard#doodle#my art#i have had this file going since may 3rd#i have a date for the day my sampard brain rot started#isnt that beautiful#now i can have an anniversary for them too
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you should be allowed to be as depressed as you want during winter why do I gotta go to work let me rot inside all day
#omg kiera no one cares#if i didn't work all I'd do is lay down and skip meals and maybe dress up just to go back to bed#but noooooo i have to get up and open the school and take care of kids#i should be allowed to rot!! let me rot!!!
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#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd dazai#dazai fanart#wholesome#he would also tell you to get someone else to do your work#and to lay around all day~#and I think he’d approve of bed rot#naps draws#naps doodles#bsd characters supporting you <3
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you wouldn’t think having a good time would be so goddamn hard
#simblr#starsignchallenge#you know that mdd feeling when enjoying something for a little while is almost more painful than just not doing it at all#because once you stop the knowledge that something inside you is broken and your joy is so fleeting sets in#and you're helpless? i think that's what yves feels all the time#if it was up to him he'd just rot in bed without end#because it's much easier than existing and learning to love it then suddenly having your brain strip it all away#that's why his room is full of clocks!#i think it'd be interesting if he collected them to symbolize the loss of youth to depression
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#embarrassment#not gonna comment further because i cba#usually i wait for someone else to post this stuff so i can just rb#but im impatient and wanna go to bed and not forget lmao#i wanna say im surprised by all the random celebs coming out the woodwork with this kind of shit but i really am not#elon musk#nick jonas#receipts#nah im actually just soooooo#like i dont actually care pr like nick jonas is the thing#i should not be talking about this in these tags but oh well#anyways point is i could say a lot but im gonna keep it simple#basically i dont care. and i hate being on twitter because it literally is just brain rotting material on their#like my own personal rage bait. but i also have this incessant need to know about this shit#so i am in a never ending toxic cycle lmao#like id rather know that not and i definitely dont Live on there like i do tumblr#and it does have its plus sides too#but oh my goooodddddd#idk what im saying its 2am pls forgive me i just wanted to post this then sleep and here i fucking am#on the longest rant to ever rant#n e ways#me: im not gonna comment further#me 2 seconds later: comments further#lmaoooo
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*sits down at bar
*slides over a $20 monopoly bill
"I will take a Ladynoir romance hurt/comfort angst fic. 100k+"
*bartender sighs
#anyways can i please have that#like yes i want all sides of the love square#but sue me i got that ladynoir brain rot#i just want to read them kissing and cuddling#is that to much to ask for#i cant find a good one on ao3#its always marichat or adrinette#i want ladynoir when do we want it NOW#i should go to bed and stop posting about ladynoir#i really hope everyone reads my tags jist to see how unhinged i truly am#barking at ladynoir
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good news I got that bullet out I can speak me truth
Charles wears a collar to let Erik choke him with it, maybe some binds BUT ALSO maybe some consensual mind control, happily making Erik tie him up in a sense then letting him get a full look like “well, wonder what you could do while I’m like this :)” who knows. anyways gonna get my bullet wound sewn up since Erik just yanked it out of me
good morning beautiful inbox of mine i see youre trying to kill me before 10AM
#nsft#snap chats#this the type of greed seen in the bible IM SCREAMING SO LOUUUDDDD#none of you read past these tags. please im indecent#im bookmarking that first one ........ i have diabolical imagery with that one i might subject everyone to later this week#MAYBE. we know how i get when i say 'i wanna draw that' <-i dont <- BUT I REALLY WANT TO <- or if it too naughty i hide it#metal cage just made me shrivel BUT I ALSO SEE THE VISION. thats part of the vision i think ENOUGUH--#part of the appeal of erik's magnetism is the danger OF the metal and how tight it can squeeze charles .... //devious hand wringing//#wait the collar name bit tho For Erik am i devious for wanting 'magnus' to be on it. i like that being charles' nickname for erik..#on that note charles goin round callin erik his like. Playroom Name in public is the funniest shit i imagined LIKE DAWG#DAWG I KNOW YOU DONT CARE IF PEOPLE NKOW /YOUR/ KINKS BUT BRO#sorry just reminded myself of the funeral scene from 92 where charles finally calls magneto 'erik'#and i just imagine the gang going 'wait his names been erik this whole time wtf is magnus about then' Like Professor ......#anyway no one look at me i fear im gonna be having indecent thinkings all day. or at least until lunch#thank you all for waking me up this morning i kinda wanted to rot in bed but i cant be a freak if i do that can i#also i have class. in twenty minutes. //screaming//
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