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“I don’t know who I am anymore, Grace. I don’t even know what I am.” “You are and always will be the man we love.”
Travis Wilder from The Last Rune by Mark Anthony
#'ill draw all of his iconic outfits' i said 🤡#'itll be quick and simple' i said 🤡#i started these in november.#alas i dont regret it#travis wilder#the last rune#lgbt books#digital#fanart#original art#really started these with no plan whatsoever but by the end i think i had a nice groove going :')#so happy i got to read this series. will likely draw a few more things from it#so watch out!#book fanart
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more lazy pathways art because i've got a Disease in my brain
#MUTUALS GO AWAY. MUTUALS DONT LOOK. PLEASE FOR MY SAKE#pressure roblox#pressure#sebastian solace#p.ai.nter pressure#painter pressure#sebpainter#pathways#anyways GOD GOD GOD GOD im gna regret posting these in the morning. ALAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#some of these feature art ive included in other posts. thats cuz i draw all my doodles on one big canvas all together and am too lazy#to crop them better. lol.#art tag
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i love finding star trek stuff in antique stores sm
just got a Captain Sisko figurine from the Tribble episode and it was only 8 bucks !! yippee!!
#i love you original series outfit sisko#also its so funny how buff these figures are. bro is RIPPED#regretting not getting the other two tbh. but i wanted to save my money 😔#i hope someone else appreciates Movie Geordi and the Garak who did Not look like Garak#i would have loved and appreciated them but alas. i am a stickler for not spending money when i dont *need* to 😔😔
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hot dilfs in your area!
In another world, they teamed up when they were young, falling apart while growing together. In this world, the Red Hood is a crime lord and Roy Harper works three jobs: one during the day, one at night, and one that occasionally requires trick arrows and red kevlar. In a city so flooded with darkness, there are too many masks to keep track of. One person can easily turn into two, and two relationships can turn into four. Things can burn just as quickly as they start, but any child of Bruce knows what it’s like to dance with death. It’s practically a right of passage for entering the capes world. OR: Jason, while fighting for control of Crime Alley, hires a red-haired escort to gather intel on an opposing force. Except, Jason isn’t Tim: he can’t think first, feel second. Every action he does is born from his heart, and Roy Harper just so happens to be at the centre of it.
jayroy, ongoing (currently at 5k), rated e
i finally gave in and posted chapter one of my sugar daddy/undercover roy au! you can read it here if you're interested :3
#reesesfics#i always get so nervous posting fic links on tumblr fsr lmao#jayroy#but alas here we are!!!!#lets hope i dont regret this 🙈
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Video by shesasolarbeing on Insta cause apparently unlike TikTok they don't like putting watermarks for their creators. Go check them out!
Friend sent me this and my first thought was @kianamaiart 's magical girl series. Or rather, AIKA REAL??!?1?!1
#idk bout that last sentence i just thought the post needed a punchline. especially for the tangent im about to go on#seriously though seeing people do cool stuff makes me look at the reflecting art through a whole new lense like I have stars in my eyes#love love love when people express themselves in cool ways like this#it's like my previous “dressing crazy” post and all the tags on it. humanity and art and expression are so awesome i love it so much#people are cool man#okay now what actual tags do i put on this#...DO i put actual tags on this?#uhhh#i dont wanna be a magical girl#am i allowed to use that tag? idk hopefully ill be let know if not#black hair#self expression#expression#hair#people being cool#instagram#i regret putting the @ there lol. hate interacting with folks online unless its under my own post#feels like im pulling someone out of a conversation#but alas i want to send people to check out other cool peeps so i will bite the bullet#nobody pay attention to my tangents down here lol
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I think I'm gonna start strangling everyone who says IF is a rip off of Foster's Imaginary Home for Friends
#if movie#the concept is similar but THATS IT#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!#god forbid two things are about imaginary friends#i dont remember much of fosters but imo the comparison is UNJUSTIFIED#* mine / txt#fosters home for imaginary friends#<- i am going to regret main tagging that but alas. i must. for archival purposes.
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Please forgive me for being...silent-esque in the DMs - my social fuel tank is just literally on E and has been for days, aka its making my anxiety awful when it comes to social things. Its 9pm and i long for nothing more than bed.
#never thought id regret leaving my previous job#where i had a manipulative horrible sexist and fatphobic boss#and worked for a company whose morals were a facade for corporate greed#but alas#i am so fucking emotionally and mentally drained every! day! now#ugggh#like dont get me wrong! i LOVE the team im a part of now#everyone is amazing#i just...am not cut out for this#my anxiety is so through the roof its ridiculous#and like#i keep telling myself 'oh youll get used to it'#its been...3 weeks 🙃🙃🙃#yours in good faith && ooc
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Hey yeah artists if you’re considering getting into a fandom for a series that takes place in a culture you’re unfamiliar with, I just wanna say: Don’t Do That To Yourself.
I have spent the last three hours researching Hanfu underwear just so I can draw one (1) goddamn work of fanart
Learn from my mistakes. Save yourself before its too late. Run away.
#why yes this IS about MDZS what else would it be#I want to download the information Directly Into My Brain but Alas#this goes for writers too plz save yourselves#I dont regret it but I do hate how hard it is to find english resources on this topic
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Brick and Mortar ohhhhhh
#yotsuyu goe brutus#ff14#stormblood#stb#nemiarts#blood cw#girls when they kill jifuya and other pdfiles as a warning to the doman state < 3333333#and frame it as Yotsuyu's ghost with a rag face covered tall yokai accompanying her#those thta survived bc they were more like- u know the person who cleaned and had nowhere else to work or a family who regreted giving up#their child. nemi was really the party helping with nuance to Yotsuyu's anger#but if it was an offender or someone who truly did not give a shit/a client who mistreated the workers and took advantage to abuse well#nemi took the bandages off and you're dead lol#im pro sex work btw the place where Yotsuyu was trapped is unethical as they took her pimped by her family and def so many other women#look up about how fucking poor children were bought by brothels and groomed into this life in irl japan that's clearly what the devs were#going off from. the houses in kugane seem to have protections and agency placed in contrast?#i do think that sex worker in ala mhigo working on her own saying she only takes locals and people of the resistance as clients def focuses#difference in systems#this whole thing is a rage against an abusive exploitative system lol#yes i know the shitty line by hien was inserted by localization. doesnt change they just moved jifuya than to consider making a ruling or#something to make sure such shit wouldnt be repeated. the way enw rolequests for doma are dont help this
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i was so close to buying a kirby otamatone today you have no idea
#if it was any less than 45 dollars it would be in my hands tonight but alas. too expensive for me#i dont regret not buying it per say. but i do regret that it was over 40 bucks#such an amazing thing that is only available to the rich and powerful (people that have not spent all their cash on them to buy splatoon 3)
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I posted 105 times in 2022
29 posts created (28%)
76 posts reblogged (72%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@/thechekhov
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I tagged 97 of my posts in 2022
Only 8% of my posts had no tags
#one piece - 26 posts
#mcyt - 12 posts
#bnha - 10 posts
#hermitcraft - 9 posts
#captainsparklez - 9 posts
#favorite - 9 posts
#critical role - 9 posts
#trafalgar law - 8 posts
#tinfoilchef - 7 posts
#art - 6 posts
Longest Tag: 94 characters
#like theres so many gold in his vids like duckling duo and the first time he played with crumb
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Its been a month since my last 'i miss tfc' post and i still miss him
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Outer Wilds in r/place
It was an honor fightjng with these peeps o7
(I dont have pics of the 2nd location might be good to look at the atlas if you guys want to see it)
Also, timelapse of our project! Has spoilers for the first 22 mins
youtube
35 notes - Posted April 5, 2022
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Its TFC missing hours o(-(
I wish for more grandpa content but at the same time its because of his health...
Hoping for his well-being
37 notes - Posted June 13, 2022
#2
Bruh why is law spreading his legs liks that bjeezus
93 notes - Posted July 4, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
(My #1 was a grieving post for TFC heres the number but i dont feel comfy putting it here)
2,932 notes - Posted August 13, 2022
Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#tfc hc#I really did love him huh#Tinfoilchef#Cant believe 3 posts missing him were my top posts... i dont regret it but my no 1 i do regret#I didnt think it would reach a lot of audience#I thought only fellow tfc enthusiasts would see it#Alas#if you were tagged im sorry 😭#i only saw the tags as i posted
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Yes, it happens.
Please, if you are at the start and noticed it, take it very seriously and try your best to cut it out. It became an addiction and an obsession, and it literally destroyed my life.
I lost more than a decade to it, and thanks to it, I will probably lose what is left. It is not funny or quirky. It is miserable, I won't ever get those years back, and whatever else years I decide to live suck because I built nothing to go off of.
And then you go back to daydreaming because your life sucks more than when you started with it years ago.
And differently of being addicted to drugs, if you ever share about it with people or ask for help, nobody takes it seriously.
And let's be honest, it is shameful. Out of all the things to get addicted to?
At the same time, while you can avoid drugs in your house. And keep junk food out of your house if you over eat or something, there is no running away from your brain.
After one point, you won't be able to stop, even if you desperately want to.
Not even professional help could help me.
Do not make the same mistake I made.
Live life.
Just one step each day is enough, keep moving, after years things will build on one another and you will have something as long as you keep putting in the work, while daydreaming will bring you nothing but bitterness and emptiness.
Effort and failure may hurt, and the rewards might not ever be as interesting as the ones in the dreams, but at least they are real, and pain beats feeling nothing.
I just saw a thing that was like if you fantasize too much you’re releasing enough dopamine that you won’t be motivated to actually do anything or live your life because the fantasy feels almost as good with none of the effort and it can essentially become an addiction that messes with your ability to perform daily tasks or maintain/develop real relationships……………… awkwardddd
#musings#to me it started when i was a kid because we moved to a place with no kids for me to play#so i just stayed in my room on my computer#me who before would stay all day playing on the street nagging my friends who liked video games and so on to go out with me#and slowly i became a shut in#after i was done with school i barely talked with people for a few years#studying and work were all online#to the point i started to forget how to speak my mother tongue#sometimes i wonder how my life would have turned out if we didnt move to this isolated place#or if i had siblings#or if i was a stronger person#would i have written that book?#learned to play the guitar?#have a bachelors?#have a family?#alas#you only have one chance at life#only go through your 10s 20s 30s once#dont do what i did#live life#let me not even get started with the regret of not having been there for the people i love who passed away#friends#family#and having no way of making up for it
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I love drawing Aris as sif so much she's so cutsies. It almost makes up for the horrors of having to draw her as sif. Almost.
#rat rambles#eternal gales#stars posting#I will live in a state of not rly understanding everyone's hatred of lineart until I do sprite redraws#I get it now. this is hell#it doesnt help that I have to improv poses and expressions and stuff a thing that Im not good enough at style emulation to do well#I was going to try to do all of sifs battle portraits with aris but Im like 3 hours in and only done with 5 of them I am not strong enough#tbf in theory the rest after the first 7 shouldnt be as bad since I can just edit the first ones but I dont wannaaaaa#I Do have ideas tho. alas.#Ive just been thinking oh so hard abt her expressions throughout the acts#also abt her going through the horrors in general#for the first two acts she isnt smilely like sif is instead having a very determined look#but after that she becomes a lot more like. innitentive I guess?#basically imagine she's like completely stuck in her own head at that point and is barely processing the things around her#she also gets her only smile within this set being her buff/heal animation where she puts on a fake smile to try to meet her pretend#shes ok and paying attention quota#its not helping. its only making the others worry more.#I have the least ideas for act 5 but I think it'd be fun to maybe have her actually make eye contact with the camera for those?#shes looking off center for all her other ones so I think itd help set the tone of oh god fucked up shit is happening#also she tends to mask more when stressed so.#in general its just very fun thinking abt the ways aris would handle things differently than sif#for one she doesnt have as many side quests where she gets nosy and regrets it due to a mix of her being so fixated on solving the loops#and her just generally being bad at reading most ppl leading her to not rly noticing or caring abt stuff that sif would#mainly she doesnt get the confession side quest despite sier still trying every loop because she didn't rly realize how important it was to#sier and just sorta assumed it was not that important in the grand scheme of things#but she Does have a similar side quest with mase where she gets to have a self hatred spiral <3#in the house shed sometimes catch mase secretly pick some stuff up when shes not looking and if she asks at the end hed say that he was#going to make something but didnt get everything he needed. this leads aris to assume itd be some tool or weapon or smth like the bomb#so if she went around and found all the spots where he collects stuff in one loop shed be able to ask again and he'd reveal he wanted to#make matching bracelets for everyone. and aris would get frustrated and upset and then freak out because she got mad and spiral
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There's also the impulse to be like "women ain't shit" but that's a lie I love our women. Not women as a whole's fault that one of them turned out a selfish bastard of a coward.
I just need to find a woman who doesn't treat me like That. Get me a good butch. I need me a good butch.
#speculation nation#id love a good butch who can pick me up and help move my furniture#and who is so sweet and treats me like im someone valuable (& not immediately replaceable ...)#the bar is actually so low. god why do i keep ending up dating assholes?#ex before this ex wasnt an asshole. i was the asshole in that situation.#but that's where the whole. wanting to find someone right for me comes in.#god 'ex' really is such a vague term for me. i got bad ex goth ex uhh other good ex but still sucked#nothingburger exes 1 2 3 4#and the gay awakening ex who i really shouldve given more attention to but unfortunately i was a stupid 16 year old#and broke up with her for my bad ex. alas.#and then theres milquetoast ex and uhmmm. well i actually dont know what im going to label my most recent one.#i dont think it's fully sunk in yet what happened. bc it really was so sudden.#i last saw her on thursday and everything was normal and nice. just like pretty much the whole of the 6 months with her.#and then she started hanging out with the coworker i guess. and the rest is history.#i think she lied about being busy spending time with friends to excuse why she was so distracted on the weekend.#she was probably busy spending time with that girl. who she apparently feels like shes suffocating if shes not in the same room as her#it does suck in a lot of ways. but also with her friends. i was trying rly hard to spend time with them and be liked by them.#one of them's moving into my building this next year. across from my unit. so i wonder how thats gonna go.#my ex mentioned how she'd be spending twice as much time here then just last saturday.#and now. well. like fuck she's coming in here anymore. but i wonder if i'll see her going to visit her friend.#id been kind of excited for it. looking forward to spending time with a neighbor too. but probably not anymore.#i do wonder what her friends will think. i hope she tells them the truth and they chew her out for being such an asshole.#literally breaking up with me over text. who fucking does that??? she didnt have the guts to hear me cry???#i'll make sure she sees the full force of my displeasure when she drops my gifts off tomorrow.#she used to like how rough around the edges i am. well she's gonna see just how rough around the edges i Really am.#i kind of. dont really want to see her. but i also do. i want her to look me in the face and talk to me#to see who it is she's dropping. to see how it has affected me. even if she didnt see my heartbreak as it happened.#i laid into her Hard so she knew just how badly she hurt me. so that she would feel even a fraction of my hurt.#so she would feel Guilty. she apologized over and over. said she knew she'd regret it. but she just Had to do it.#'this will be my life's regret' then why'd you do it? fucking impulsive dumbass. what bullshit.
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nevermind bruh they increased the manga price by $20 overnight :(
#my stupid visa gift card wasnt working so i was going to buy it this morning but alas#ill keep my money i guess 😩#i HATE making impulse buying descisions so i dont regret purchases which is good (also last time i bought something too fast it was a scam#but then i miss out on stuff rip#well i still have 2 packages on the way to be excited about so idgaf (<-does gaf but. what can you do)#alanposting
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ANOTHA ONE. Ghost, Guilt, and Hunt for Dante??????💕
LOL THANKEE
Ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?
Sooooooooo they invented being haunted on account of the Horrors. I haven't talked much about her so I will take this opportunity to give the What Is Wrong With Dante rundown- She had a twin (most fauns do), Deya. The two of them were close, both of them just a little alienated, living amidst mostly satyrs, Dante especially, being a wether, and not one that even does it 'right'. They were out in the wild, the two of them and another family member, a cousin or something, just for fun, an easy thing to do post-cataclysm: there's more wild than not. But other things live in the wild, and griffons are territorial. It didn't end well, all of them injured, Deya left behind, allowing the other 2 to escape. Dante did... not want to leave Deya behind, but couldn't physically do anything, and the person they were with got the two of them away at the cost of Deya's life. After, the other person told a technically true but warped version of what happened, simultaneously claiming heroism and deflecting blame such that it seemed to fall on Deya.
And Dante did Not take that well. And the other refused to change, doubling down when confronted about it (it's their own kind of processing, that blindsided refusal). And nobody believed Dante. And she got angry. And in one of many arguments over a relatively short period, they implied that if Dante didn't shut up, she'd be left with Deya. It was an empty threat, but Dante had been physically healing, not sleeping, mourning, and seething for the past week, and believed it. But also, she wanted to believe it, because she'd been itching with the kind of thing that requires violence. So she took just a little longer, seethed just a little more, and decided actually, fuck that. And became a murderer.
Guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?
And well, the thing about making decisions out of feeling is that sometimes they are the wrong one. She knew what killing them would mean, and accepted the consequences, superficially, at least. She cut her own hair with the same blade she used to kill. But it sticks with them more than she thought it would, and it changes more than they expected. He's altered. She doesn't try to hide it- not that she could, with what short hair on a faun means, but regrets it. She doesn't avoid it, but is ashamed nonetheless.
Hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?
And i mean, you know. She's hunted by her actions and her choices. By loss and by rage. By things that are his fault and things that aren't. Her hair is like a scarlet letter, a sign that says KEEP OUT. She was alienated before, but now?
#ask#ocs#HEHEHEHE. ANYWAY#dante is relatively new but i love her and also hes done nothing wrong ever in her life. dont worry about that#uhhh but actually im like. she made that decision and it seemed like the right one at the time#because she needed to do SOMETHING and was scared and alone and grieving and uncertain and SO FUCKING ANGRY#but also. instant regret. you should not have done that#and this fucking guy. who i havent named. like he was ALSO mourning and processing Events. he wasn't great but he wasn't EVIL#alas. get fucked idiot. she's eveything#also alas. faun lore. but don't worry about THAT (<- would love to talk more about that)#also THANKS BESTIE. SMOOCHA U
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