#aku is touch starved

[ssaraexposs]

Atsushi, you're in the middle of a battle. It's not the time to hug your boyfriend

[saaraofthesand]

Forgot to say baby Aku’s hair looked so soft I hope someone petted his head.

[jellyfishoreo1206]

Hiii

Could I request an Aku Punk with a reader who's touch starved?

Have a nice time o' day!!

Aku Punk x Touched-Starved Reader

OWJJEJEHEH THANK UUUU U ALSO HAVE A NICE DAYYYYY

This is my first time writing for touch starved, so sorry if there's any mistakes

Will probably be short

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Body buzzing, you laid on the couch lazily, staring up at the bland ceiling. Every few seconds would you position your body in a different way, an attempt to make yourself more comfortable. Though no matter how many times you did, it didn't seem to work.

Sighing, you decided to just hang half your body off the edge of the couch, everything now becoming upsidedown to you. Boredom is a killer, and it's currently killing you now.

With Aku away with whatever he does at night, you have nothing to do in the apartment. Well, you have lot's of things to do, you just don't have the motivation to do them. You're slightly convinced he's Batman with whatever he does at night, and how long he's usually gone. An image of Aku being in a children's costume of Batman pops up in your mind, crouching down on a building as he attempts to look intimidating. It's very ridiculous but it's entertaining. "Nah, he probably break into the zoo just to pet the foxes if he was Batman though." A few moments passed before you changed your mind, "No he'd definitely steal them."

Suddenly, the distant sound of keys sliding into the lock graces your ears. With an excited gasp, you quickly sit right side up from the couch, facing the front door with a big smile on your face.

When the door opened, Aku walked in, with two bags of food!

"I'm hooome! I brought some burgers."

"Hell yeah!" Good timing as well because a loud grumbling was heard from your stomach, grabbing the bag that has your food in it from Aku as you walked back over to the couch with him following after. Immediately after sitting down you dig out your burger, taking a bite out of it.

A few of the toppings fell out of it, a grumble leaving you as you grabbed a few napkins to clean it up. Usually you wouldn't mind it, but you spent most of the day cleaning and you don't really feel like doing anymore cleaning or having a sore arm in the morning from all the scrubbing you did.

Aku sits down next to you, and without fail, you immediately snuggle into his side mid bite into your burger. And almost immediately he wraps an arm around your waist, snatching a fry from you before popping it into his mouth.

None of you move from your spots, even after you slowly finish your food, you're still in the same spots in a comforting silence with you laying on top of him as he lays there boneless like a fox bathing in the sun.

The warmth that radiates from his body slowly seeps into your body, slowly pulling you to sleep, your grip on him getting a tad bit tighter as you look up at him with droopy eyes.

"Goodnight.."

"..Night."

[inamagicalhallucination]

someone write a 10k fic from atsushi's pov where he's going through it becuz aku doesn't like pda -- any form, not even holding hands, not even the slightest touch

look, atsushi knows aku loves him -- and aku showers him w/ affection when their alone, he's always a kiss away, theyre always connected when its just them

and atsushi isnt starving on affection or riddled w/ doubt on aku's feelings --- but

but he wants to be able to hold his hand, go one dates with fingers interlocked

he wants aku to sit so close to him when theyre together, for missions, for anything really, that their thighs and shoulders brush

its a little unreasonable becuz atsushi loves aku and wants him to be comfortable and aku doesnt make it a secret that he loves and cherishes atsushi and atsushi respects aku's dislike for pda and desire for privacy but still... he still wants

and then a second chapter 10k words from akutagawa's pov where he's going through it becuz atsushi doesn't like pda -- any form, not even holding hands, not even the slightest touch

look, aku knows atsushi loves him -- and atsushi showers him w/ affection when their alone, he's always a kiss away, theyre always connected when its just them

and aku isnt starving on affection or riddled w/ doubt on atsushi's feelings --- but

but he wants to be able to hold his hand, go one dates with fingers interlocked

he wants atsushi to sit so close to him when theyre together, for missions, for anything really, that their thighs and shoulders brush

its a little unreasonable becuz aku loves atsushi and wants him to be comfortable and atsushi doesnt make it a secret that he loves and cherishes aku and aku respects atsushi's dislike for pda and desire for privacy but still... he still wants

followed by a quick 1k pov of ranpo wondering what he's done to be cursed into having stupid friends with stupid partners

[amarillis-is-sleeby]

Ok but in the bsd fandom we need more of:

Bratty Dazai

Touch starved/sweet Akutagawa

Chuuya and aku using their abilities during sex

Oda, lovecraft (sorry not sorry), fukuzawa, junichiro, atsushi, poe, and sigma smut fics

More nsfw fan art (istg I can never find any)

Literally anything about any of the women

Breeding kink atsushi/atsushi in heat

^this but with Natsume (and anything about natsume in general)

Sex pollen fics

Mer characters (hjgnghn maybe I’m just a whore)

Softer fyodor

And more Tecchou content

[erosauriarts]

Hello

There is not enough BEAST sskk or Kunisig/Kunima ((Kunikida x Sigma)) would you create some for the starving fans

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU ON THE SSKK BEAST OMLLLLLLLL.

BEAST SSKK AND KUNISIG HCs

SSKK Beast Headcanons!!

Aku confessed first but it sounded more of a mission. Atsushi misunderstood and took it way too seriously. When Aku was able to find the correct words, Atsushi nearly imploded from embarrassment.

Atsushi love language is touch and acts of service. He does that thing that cats do and keeps giving Aku dead birds. Aku tells him to stop, it makes people uncomfortable, Atsushi misunderstood and started bringing live birds.

Aku likes to holds hands a lot. Atsushi assumes its because he’s clingey, but it’s actually because his hands are freezing. Atsushi is a little portable heater, and Aku just attaches to him like hair to a balloon.

Atsushi and Aku have no idea how money actually works. They keep trying to pay for shit with things and it gets them in trouble. Atsushi however manages to get things this way, and Aku doesn’t know what he’s doing wrong.

Aku convinces Mori to allow him to take Atsushi to the farmlands. Atsushi keeps threatening to eat the cow if someone tells him to leave Aku’s side. (He won’t, but that is one less cow lol)

Aku sleeps in wierd ass spots, usually up high. Atsushi finds him, and lays on top. Example: if Aku is laying in a tree, Atsushi will lay on top and his limbs will dangle.

Atsushi won’t wear other clothes. Aku has to basically box, cheese, and string him into the shower. Atsushi is more likely to bathe if Aku does it for him. (He can do it on his own, he’s just busy and wants Aku’s attention.)

Atsushi yowls when he’s mad. Only Aku has caught him doing it, and no one believes him when he tells them the White Reaper is more catlike then they think.

After Atsushi rehabilitation at Mori’s orphanage, he can finally work at the agency. He does really well with his coworkers but won’t leave Aku’s side. Fukuzawa ends up giving up, and that's when Atsushi decides that he doesn’t need to be stuck on Aku all the time. Poor Mr. President.

Atsushi does really well with the no-harm rule. If he sees Aku fucking shit up though, he will also cause havoc.

Kunikida X Sigma Headcanons

Note: I have not considered this at all. I took a lot of time to think about how they work together.

How they got together:

Kunikida at first was not interested. He would give Sigma a look and walk off. Sigma just assumed it was because he was an ex-rat. He just focuses on becoming a detective.

Dazai makes Sigma one of his underlings and often works with Atsushi the most. In some cases, Sigma needs to work with Dazai and Kunikida. They don’t work well at first because they keep tripping over each other. They do not communicate well. Kunikida doesn’t get mad at him, though he is a little frustrated it keeps happening. After the case, Sigma offers to get to know each other a little better. Kunikida offers to do some training together to try to find a middle ground so they can work with each other effectively.

They have a good understanding of right and wrong. Sigma opens up about being manipulated and Kunikida promised him he would never. It’s against his ideals. Sigma took that seriously, and had a strong respect for Kunikida.

The training they do actually works really well. Atsushi and Sigma are able to train together. Sigma asks Kunikida more private training to try to catch up and Kunikida obliged. It was all fine till Kunikida pinned him, and they stared at each other. This was the moment they caught feelings, and Ranpo walked in. They try to explain it, but Ranpo thinks it’s funny.

They got really awkward with each other for a bit. Kunikida starts unraveling that Sigma messed up his life plan. Dazai starts picking up that Kunikida is a mess, and starts picking on him. Kunikida blows up and basically has a nervous breakdown. Confessing that he likes someone, he wants to change his ideals and plans to consider the possibility of being in a relationship. Dazai did not do the right thing, and just teased him.

Kunikida keeps running into Sigma. Literally, he can’t stop tripping into him. Sigma accuses him of doing it on purpose, but in all actuality, Kunikida is fated to trample Sigma.

Dazai figures out that those two have this fling after Sigma helped Kunikida up. He sees them staring at each other and was like “:O these bitches gay… GOOD FOR THEM” and now has a twisted obsession to get them together.

Dazai convinces Kunikida that Sigma is in trouble, and Kunikida doesn’t question that Dazai told him to get the closet. Dazai locks them in. Kunikida and Sigma realize this is a trap. Dazai had switched the doorknob, so the lock was on the other side. Sigma pouts that Dazai manipulated him again, and Kunikida comforts him. (He is so gonna beat the shit outta Dazai.) Sigma is the first to confess, and Kunikida nearly blew up. His response was just syllables, and Sigma thought it was cute. Kunikida calms down and returns the confession. They start to plan their first kiss. They end up freaking each other out because they are getting ahead of themselves. It wasn’t till the next day they were released. (Dazai forgot)

Sigma sees Kunikida stress out, and ends up just kissing him there. The nerves start to die down. After the worst of the worst got out of the way, they were making a better effort to talk. Sigma enjoyed the fact that Kunikida was a good man. Sigma didn’t keep up his guard around Kunikida and it started to become aggressively obvious.

They start officially started dating. Regardless of Kunikida’s ideal rule to never date a coworker, he can’t separate from Sigma.

Cute things they do:

Sigma is not a morning person at all. Kunikida wakes up at 6 am every day. He notices Sigma struggles to wake. He gives soft kisses on his brow and makes his coffee.

Sigma often debates Kunikida about topics. They have a lot of things in common, but Sigma thinks Kunikida tends to be self sacrificing. This is often the main topic of their debates.

Kunikida actually really likes Sigma’s hair. He loves to brush it after a bad day. Sigma doesn’t quite understand why Kunikida wants to deal with that mess but loves the attention that he gets from it.

Kunikida taught Sigma to cook. (Something Sigma is embarrassed to admit has no idea how to do). Sigma likes it when Kunikida comes up from behind him and helps him cook that way. He plays dumb, and Kunikida is actually worried he has memory problems.

Kunikida’s love language is acts of service. He loves doing Sigma’s laundry. Sigma assumes it’s because he loves being able to smell him, but Kunikida just really like laundry.

Kunikida loves to guide Sigma with a hand to his back. Sigma will get upset and lift Kunikida’s hand to his back. Kunikida found it weird at first but later found it second nature to touch Sigma’s back when he started to read Sigma’s mood.

Neither are romantic. They actually really suck at it. They try to be romantic but it ends up going really bad and they end up just spending alone time together. They work better just existing together than trying to set up the scene.

Kunikida started using pet names, and Sigma gets flustered. If Sigma starts barking at Atsushi or Dazai, Kunkida will just tell him, ��Hey darling, let's not.” And Sigma is tamed. Sigma can’t say anything verbally to get Kunikida to stop lecturing Dazai. He ends up dragging Kunikida to private and kisses him. Kunikida and Sigma would come back kinda scruffed up, and returns to work.

[solsticelosthermind]

Bc you have so so many wips, do you have a favorite rn? Or one that haunts you the most?

Ooooh this is such a good question in that my initial answer was akin to a pterodactyl screech. All of them? The amount of effort I’m expending to not just start word-vomiting right now— scratch that, I need you to know that I had to talk myself out of making this post unbearably long by adding chunks of each wip. I’m chewing on the bars of my self-made enclosure. Ace, I adore you. I’m going to be unbearable for this ask I’m so sorry.

That being said, I’ll stick to SSKK since that’s what the other post became, which does narrow it down. Um. Slightly.

The brainrot today is focused on the self-cest aku thing because of a certain someone’s tag last night and the discovery that?? It’s?? Not even really a tag on ao3?? Except. I’m not so slowly turning that into porn with not only feelings but like, plot, so someone should save me from myself

Sad fic- thusly titled since I was not doing well when I threw that scene together, and I just. Need to fix it now. Except I made it worse the last time I went in there and now I’m that one drowning in my feels gif every time I open it.

Soul/mates and Ability share are probably on par with each other for how often I think about them, but Ability Share is much closer to actual writing while Soul/Mates is long stream of conscious run on sentence style outlining for a fic that’ll be so much longer than I originally intended. (Who’s surprised. No one.) Ability share began life as literally just a scene where Akutagawa’s injured and Atsushi forces him to take the tiger to heal, and then I went, “how the fuck would he do that actually,” and now it’s basically soulmates part 2. Soul/mates itself is. Well. Soulmates. Actual mates because tiger, possibly omegaverse, I haven’t decided. But most of the notes there are about how they could come to terms with it, develop as individuals and a partnership, and how Atsushi would ruin it mid-mission-going-sideways by screaming something horrendous and how Akutagawa shuts right the fuck down because he’s just. Kind of been waiting for it to blow up in his face. And how I want them to be able to share power by the end. is this literally the same fic twice? Maybe so. Two cakes meme goes here, except it’s just me, cackling maniacally, while being buried under 5000x wips

Touch is what I was toying with finishing next because it’s. Well. There’s a lot there, honestly, and the idea of exploring/developing intimacy tickles me. It’s literally just, “He’s never known a touch that doesn’t hurt. I can fix that,” while simultaneously ignoring that maybe you need something to touch that isn’t you doing the hurt for once. Which he? Yes. Everybody’s touch-starved. I love the initial snippet for this so much. Atsushi’s so tired and Akutagawa’s so weird but he’s still trying already and Dazai’s a little shit.

Tiger and his Hounds, though. That’s probably my baby, now that I’m thinking about it. I go back to that terribly regularly and just re-read what I’ve got written and scribble more notes for how I could progress. It’s a re-write. Ish? It’s. Oh how do I even?? The file is about 9k right now, but the only two scenes actually written are what if Atsushi stayed after Akutagawa collapsed post-Moby-Dick, and then Dazai and Atsushi running into a very pissed off Chuuya and Akutagawa. I want to work my way through the entire series, but kind of sideways? The opening scene is Atsushi at an unconscious Akutagawa’s side going, what changed? Why did he save me? And then deciding it doesn’t matter, but it does. And it does change things, because Atsushi’s looking at him differently. And then I want him to run into Akutagawa and Chuuya and dazai in situations between the big scenes. I want Chuuya to adopt him the same way I believe he did Akutagawa. I want Chuuya to be angry and Dazai to miss him. I want Akutagawa to be able to be seen. I want Atsushi to be the terrible little gremlin he is while also accidentally pulling all four of them out of the mud they’ve been drowning in through sheer force of will. I just. I love this. So much. My bullshit summary in this wip is: One sided enemies to frenemies to friends to lovers plus found family like woah. And it’s just—What if Atsushi realized everyone around him is also fucked up? What if he loved them anyway? What if. He realized he’s loved anyway? What if—what if I just posted a snippet because I do not have any self control at all.

The need to post the entire wip is strong y’all. I love this fic so much actually? how am I just realizing this.

“Hey, Ryuunosuke, how long d’you think before this one’s mine too?”

Atsushi scrunches his face up as whatever was brewing on Akutagawa’s face instantly wiped clean. He darts a glance at Dazai, and then focuses on Chuuya. “Preferably never. I am made to deal with the jinko entirely too often as it is.”

“And why, exactly, would the lad end up ‘yours’” Dazai asks with a brightness Atsushi could’ve pegged as fake even without his extra senses.

When Chuuya laughs this time, it’s an ugly sound. Akutagawa swears under his breath, which is all Atsushi needs to brace for whatever’s next.

“‘Cause he will,” Chuuya drawls. “That’s the fun part of your new stray being a kitten this time.”

Dazai matches his tone as he asks, “Oh?”

“See, dogs are loyal. Can’t help it, even when it hurts. Especially when it hurts. Takes a lot for a good dog to bite back. No matter how much you deserve it.” Chuuya’s smirk goes cruel as he put his back to the corner and watches Dazai watch him. A knee migrates up onto the bench, and Chuuya rests his elbow over it. He flicks his opposite hand at Atsushi.

“Cats, though? Cats ain’t built like that. They’re picky little shits. How long d’you think that shine in his eyes is going to last when you have to earn it? How long before your tiger boy decides to come run with the dogs you beat to shit and ditched? How long before you’re all alone again?”

Dazai opens his mouth, but Atsushi beats him to it. “I won’t,” he says quietly.

“That so?”

Atsushi curls his belt around his fingers as he meets Chuuya’s hard gaze. “I may not know why you’re so upset with him, but I know he’s trying to be different. That’s enough for me.”

Chuuya makes a face, wry and full of pity. “When he breaks you, kid, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

Atsushi can’t help but huff a humorless laugh. “Can’t break what’s already broken.”

[6tsushis]

☆ 〜　sskk headcanons !! 　　(ﾒ﹏ﾒ)

warning: tooth rotting fluff! your teeth will rot.

　they make LOTS of bets, constantly having random competitions, like who can find something at the convenience store first

　akuta isnt the best with words, so he'll outline sections from books and show it to atsushi to explain his own feelings

　theyre both touch STARVED, touch RAVENOUS. theyre both hesitant to initiate contact but once they start cuddling, they never stop

　akuta will buy atsu flowers, and is an expert on flower language. meanwhile atsu just picks any flowers that have akutas 'color scheme'

　atsu was floored when he saw akuta's apartment for the first time, literally refused to touch anything because he was worried about getting it dirty

　atsu purrs. akuta is in love with it and cant sleep soundly unless he has heard atsu purr atleast once that day

　they both have frequent breakdowns, and try to comfort eachother. mostly this consists of hugs and forehead kisses

　atsu hates his body. he hates the fact that his scars are so obvious, the skin on his side looking as if each atom was stitched together messily. he didnt want to wear anything less than a long sleeved shirt and pants around akuta for a long time, until he had a breakdown and wound up being comforted by akuta and now is okay being less clothed around him <3

　akuta ALSO hates his body, due to the fact that no matter how hard he tries he cant get to a healthy weight. atsu makes sure to shower him in compliments every second he can no matter how embarrassed akuta gets

　when atsu found out about the full extent of what daz did to akuta, he was so mad that he avoided daz for like a month, and only started talking to him again after forcing daz to give a halfassed apology (with a ukelele/j)

　atsu is super jumpy, so aku always makes sure to alert atsu when hes near so that he doesn't get scared when aku touches him

conclusion: they're the cutest little eeps. eepy.

　　\(^ヮ^)/　endー　✧　

[dollettecxre]

aku silly

The type of person to kill in battle without mercy, but watch his step to avoid stepping on ants.

He would never admit it, but he loves fluffy animals. Sometimes he treats Rashomon like a pet.

He buys gifts for Gin as often as possibly, but will immediately snap at her if she tries to show appreciation.

Touch starved. Will not let you touch him.

Wears socks to bed bc his anemic ass is cold 24/7

Gets lost easily. Requires detailed directions when being sent on missions or he will end up in Texas.

He is not very good at reading.

[lnkedmyheart]

Long post so under the cut.

1. Shibusawa has been brought back to Yokohama by Fyodor who wants to use Shibusawa's ability to eradicate all ability users by triggering a singularity by merging the abilities collected through Shibusawa's ability and Dazai's ability and he is also in search of the book. Dazai decides to infiltrate the antagonists and becomes a sort of double agent.

2. Shibusawa's ability creates a fog world of sorts that not only cuts off the location from the rest of the world (hence why Yokohama disappeared in a fog on the map) but also turns the area into a ghost town. My theory is that it turns into a ghost town something like silent hill where the actual area with the non skilled are shifted to another reality and so to them it was just a normal day/night. Meanwhile the skill users end up in a ghost town version of the area where they are forcibly seperated from their own ability that turns on them. When Shibusawa's skill is removed the two world combine again and people end up seeing these mysterious suicides of skill users. The only way to take back your ability in the fog world is to defeat it by breaking the stone. The fog however will only end when the skill user, shibusawa stops it.

3. The agency all have to beat their abilities, the main cast is Kyouka, Atsushi and to an extent Akutagawa, both Kyouka and Atsushi have to come to terms with what keeps them from truly accepting their ability. This is why Aku and Kyouka are able to use their ability soon after defeating it. However Atsushi despite defeating his ability doesnt accept it till he is confronted by his vision of the past and the reason for the Tiger. It was protecting him.

4. Shibusawa was actually already dead after Atsu gave him a high five to the face, he was a walking singularity, now I dont remember if it was ever explained in the novel how Shibusawa's ability worked but when Fyodor slashed his throat he made him confront his own death which led to him turning into that crystal horned beast thing.

5. Meanwhile the dragon thing happening with Dazai and Chuuya was like this: Dazai knew Fyodor planned on releasing the singularity as well as unleashing Shibusawa, so he stuck the antidote behind his teeth and joined forces with Shibusawa and Fyodor as a double crosser. The issue was there wasnt one traiter here, there were 2. Both Dazai and Fyodor intended to double cross Shibusawa. When Dazai was stabbed with a poisoned knife his ability merged with all the abilities that Shibusawa had collected and created a singularity because what happens when all abilities meet a nullifier? The dragon was the singularity being manifested. Chuuya was brought in by Ango because Chuuya would not have been affected by Shibusawa's fog and he has fought another singularity before. Meanwhile Agatha tried to nuke Yokohama cause...uhh. Before the fight Ango tried to stop Chuuya because it would mean he would die as Dazai was most likely already dead but Chuuya knows Dazai and since his "Dazai is being a menace" senses were tingling he went in and made the dragon deepthroat a building. He then punched Dazai cracking the pill in his mouth forcing him to swallow it and the poisoned knife to be forced out of his back and Dazai decided to let his gay out cause Chuuya was barely concious and he has not recovered from that "Ew" at 15. The reason they floated was because singularities fuck with space and time. Then Dazai shoved chuuya down and claimed he was protecting him from Shibusawa's fog even though he knows Chuuya wont be affected by said fog because he is a touch starved moron who needs excuses.

Sidenote- Its established beforehand in the manga that Dazai has ways and means of telling Chuuya what his plans are and then Chuuya makes the decision to follow through on them.

6. Fyodor doesnt fight his ability even though his ability seperates from him possibly because he isnt in conflict with it as he says.

7. Atsushi defeats Shibusawa and allows the tiger to once again strengthen him and protect him against Shibusawa. With both Shibusawa and the dragon defeated and the fog having lifted with Shibusawa's 3rd death, Fyodor falls back. Dazai goes back to meet up with the golden trio where Atsushi reinforces that Dazai is a good person, which is important here cause Dazai did just spend an entire movie playing the bad guy even if his intentions were good. Dazai doesnt value himself. (Also according to an omake Shibusawa designed the white fits for Dazai and Fyo and threatened to cry if they didnt wear them so in universe explanation as to why Dazai changed right after the fight).

8. Chuuya is found by Aku who is told by Chuuya that Dazai is safe. Its implied that Dazai might have brought Chuuya's hat back to him (no other hat has a more important lore) and left it far from him cause he probably had to be an asshole to counteract the gayassery from before. Either that or Chuuya's hat has magic frisbee properties.

It sets the stage for the future events, Atsushi having come to terms with what the Tiger stands for, a good more solid base for the incoming sskk team up, establishing Dazai and Chuuya's dynamic more and highlighting how disturbingly well they understand each other, sets up Kyouka's backstory, gives us both the events where Fyodor witnessed how crucial Chuuya can be in a fight with Dazai as well as corruption's power, sets up the future reveal of zskk, it also established the kaiju style singularity events. It wasnt written by Asagiri but he did write some parts and monitored the whole thing.

Asides from the running gag of no one knowing what BSD is about, can anyone please explain to me the plot of dead apple I am stupid please help

[bsddtextposts]

chuuaku

chuuya: *wrapping his arms around akutagawa* it's gonna be okay.

akutagawa:

akutagawa: why are you squeezing me with your body?

chuuya: ... it's a hug, akutagawa. i'm hugging you.

[jellyfishoreo1206]

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TRANSFORMERS

Meeting Mirage ;)- P1, P2

BUBO SERIES

❤️🖤Meeting Gavril🖤❤️

HC of dating Daniel and Nostre

Snippets of Life with the BUBO Characters

Comfort series-Gavril Pt. 2, Angelo, Daniel, Aku Punk, Nostre

Touch-starved Reader x Aku Punk

Date Night with Gavril

Making cheese with Gavril

TEAM FORTRESS 2

Medic with an Alt! Reader (Both Romantic and Platonic headcanons)

PRESSURE

Slice of Life: In which Sebastian and Painter escape Urbanshade and live a life on the surface with Y/N, Sebastian experiences what he missed out on during his time at Urbanshade. Sebastian Solace x Reader, Established Relationship! Now posted on AO3 (ON HIATUS)

Home? (Pt. 1)

Comfort (Pt. 2)

Shush (Pt. 3)

Fun in the Sun (Pt. 4)

First Light (Pt. 5)

Tending (Pt. 6)

(Credit for the dividers goes to @cafekitsune)

[yokohamapound]

Hello there! I absolutely love your content you write the boys so well 😭 if you are taking submissions could you do one convincing the BSD boys to have a massage? These guys are so touch starved istg 💖💖

Ooh, I love this! I know some guys who could really do with letting go of some tension...

Characters: Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuuya, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, Kunikida Doppo

Contents: gn!reader

Dazai Osamu

Dazai doesn't need much prodding to laze around and let someone pamper him, but he will balk at paying for it. The ADA pays okay, but Dazai's a cheapskate at heart. He doesn't see why he should pay for someone to give him a massage when his darling partner could just do it for free.

He pouts when you insist he should get a proper massage. Who knows what kind of muscle tension he's carrying? Dazai doesn't exactly look after himself—he sleeps in strange positions, regularly stuffs himself into bins and barrels, and generally has terrible posture.

The only way to convince him is to buy the massage for him as a gift or something.

"Thank you, bella, but they won't be able to get all the kinks out."

Terrible puns aside, Dazai falls asleep the minute he lays down on the massage bed, only waking up to squeal when the massage therapist digs into a particularly deep knot. You can hear him from the waiting room.

"H-harder!"

The receptionist at the massage place gives the door an alarmed look. You stare at your phone and pretend not to have heard anything.

When he comes out, he's as limp as a wet noodle, practically sparkling with relaxation.

Nakahara Chuuya

The only problem with getting Chuuya to have a massage is him finding the free time. He's also picky about who he lets put their hands on him. Not that he's worried about anyone being able to hurt him, of course.

He chooses an expensive treatment, probably a deep-tissue massage followed by hot stones or something. And it'll be a couple's massage session. If he's doing it, you're doing it too.

Probably at an onsen or some kind of spa place. A Port Mafia executive doesn't go to the dodgy place down the street, after all.

He grunts whenever the massage therapist finds another tense muscle, gripping the edge of the bed so hard the wood creaks. It feels like the therapist is drying to grind his muscles to dust. When he looks across at you, he scowls.

You're lying there in a state of bliss, your massage therapist's oiled hands gliding gently across your back. Why are you getting the light treatment?

Fuck it. He's a man. He can handle this.

Despite the therapist trying to roll him out like bread dough, he is pretty relaxed by the time they've laid hot stones on his back.

"Guy's lucky I didn't deck him," he grumbles sleepily.

"Sure thing, babe."

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Okay, so there's no way you're going to convince Aku to let some stranger lay their hands on him. It involves three things he hates:

1. Being vulnerable.

2. Strangers touching him.

3. Being naked.

The only way this is going to work is if you take a massage course, maybe throw in some aromatherapy too, and learn how to give a proper massage yourself. Even then, it's going to take a lot of wheedling and reassurance to convince him.

"No."

"Please? I really need to practice."

"Use someone else."

"Do you want me touching someone else's naked body?"

"..."

And so on and so forth.

When you finally wear him down, his thin, pale back is as rigid as a bowstring, practically vibrating with tension when you put your hands on him. He flinches, then grows even more tense. You warm some scented oil between your hands—mint, because he doesn't like citrus smells—and smooth them gently down his back.

It takes a while of that for him to start to relax. He keeps his head twisted to the side, watching you out of the corner of his eye.

Aku doesn't like you seeing him without his clothes. He knows he's scrawny, and doesn't see what the appeal is. He's always waiting for the other shoe to drop and for you to mock his appearance. It takes a lot of patience.

By the time you've worked your way up to his neck, gently kneading out the sailor-worthy knots from the amount of tension he carries, he's breathing easier. He might have let his eyes drift shut, although one hand will still be clenched in his coat, just in case.

See, Aku, that wasn't so bad, was it?

Kunikida Doppo

My god, does this man need to find some way to unwind. You may have noticed that he can be highly-strung and neurotic. Honestly, hard to blame him with his coworkers, but he's also very Type-A as a person.

Thankfully, Kunikida's ideals mean he is also very focused on maintaining his health and wellbeing. He won't ignore aches and pains, because they could well develop into more serious issues further down the line and that's not very ideal, is it?

Sadly, he's also wary of taking suggestions because of Dazai's penchant for coming up with bogus health advice. Kunikida is rather gullible, sometimes. Massage does have well-documented health benefits, though, so this shouldn't be a problem to convince him.

Just make sure it's pencilled into his schedule.

The main issue comes when it is actually time to relax. I'm convinced that Kunikida doesn't really know how. He has a couple of relaxing hobbies, like fishing, but even then he keeps a straight back and his mind is usually busy while his hands are idle.

He finds it very difficult to switch off, and the poor massage therapist is trying to massage the equivalent of a plank of wood. And when they look up, Kunikida is still trying to work—he needs to maximise every possible moment, after all!

"Sir? Sir! Are you checking your emails??"

"Yes, I have to keep on top of my inbox."

"Put the phone down, sir."

[swordsxandxshadows]

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙳 𝙾𝙵 𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ?

                                                                  hands

the brush of skin on skin makes you go insane. your touch starvation is getting out of hand, no pun intended. you have a mental list of every time you've touched them and you'll come up with more excuses to expand the list. bodies were made to fit together and you think theirs would fit yours nicely. oh to hold, to be held.

Tagged by: Stole from @kathexismania  Tagging: @eternalronin​, @iamyourdarksyde, and whoever else wants to steal ;3

[yuugen-benni]

Hellooooo call me Dia, what do you think of a Hc for Chuu and Aku inspired by Houseki no Kuni ?? Like, Kongo is a ability user that allows you to have practically an army of Gems, so reader is a gem and boys fall in love with them ( gn!reader).

YESSSS I LOVED THIS i love you Dia!

Kongo, a mysterious and isolated Ability user with an army of Gems who recently allied himself with Mori Ougai. His Gems, also treated as his children, are the ones who carry out the missions while the master takes care of paperwork and meetings

No biggie, it was Mr. Emo boy's first impressions

But when you and Akutagawa were sent on a joint mission and honestly he was impressed

Both the fact that you are not human and his agility.

But then came the denial:

''No no no! It's stupid to be in love with a Skill '' he repeated that wanting to forget what he felt, but luckily it didn't work and it was visible.

Now, he will be more protective than he already is and hates to see people get too close.

He will unwittingly be the type of person he admires without realizing it will refuse to admit it.

It will be more touch starved than it already is for fear of causing cracks.

As an executive, he was one of the first to know about you and your teammates and OH MY GOD

Your shiny and dazzling hair hypnotized him

Who wouldn't fall in love with you, a beautiful gemstone literally.

He didn't even care that you were a skill, after all he's seen everything in this life.

Since you work in the PM, he doesn't like being sent on missions with you, because he's too afraid of gravity squashing you like an ant, even though you're technically immortal he'll still feel awful.

I would CERTAINLY buy some accessory with the type of your gem just to ''match''

[whorefordazai]

bsd boys with physical affection

ft. dazai | chuuya | atsushi | aku x gn! reader

genre: fluff, comfort

warnings: none

a/n: this was completely self indulgent because my love language is physical touch and this bitch is starving 😔

Dazai

This man is so touch deprived but in a way that he hides it very well. Sure, he’ll touch and pester everyone—he’ll even sleep with women.

But it’s not the same as being touched by someone you love.

So you basically flipped a switch in his brain when he realized he loved you—and that he suddenly craved your touch more than anything else in the world.

Good job, y/n🧍‍♂️Now please show him love☺️

As far as physical affection goes, he’ll do just about anything. Cuddle? Yes. Making out? Yes. Pecks, cheek kisses, hugs from behind? Definitely.

He can be clingy—but also be detached so quickly. Sometimes he gets insecure—what if he’s not good enough for you?

During those times, please stay with him. You don’t even need to say anything.

Be the big spoon. Wrap your arms around his shoulders, with his back pressed against your chest. He’ll be reluctant to do it at first, laughing it off as “this is quite funny!”

But when you show him you’re serious, he’ll simply nod and melt into your arms. He feels this warmth in his heart—something he’s never felt in his life. It’s different—it’s scary. But he loves it.

Kiss his forehead🥰 it would have to be during an intimate moment though—not necessarily sexual. Lightly push his bangs away, and place a soft kiss on his skin. His eyes will light up.

Wash his hair in the bath. He likes taking bubble baths the most—just the two of you sitting with each other in the bubbly water. Sometimes hours go by and you’re still in the tub.

“Dazai, we’ll get all pruny if we stay in here!”

He’ll just simply hug you from behind and nuzzle his face into your neck. “Time flies when you’re with the person you love.”

That’ll shut you up ◕3◕

With his back pressed up against your chest, he’ll lower his head a little bit so that you can massage the shampoo into his hair.

He’ll sometimes fall asleep because the comfort of your body against his and the cold air hitting his neck is too cozy to ignore.

His head will lower itself onto the crook of your neck, and he’ll curl up to you under the soapy water. He’s boney and lanky but please—wrap your arms around him and hold him tight.

He deserves it.

Chuuya

Another touched starved mf🥰

Unlike Dazai, he’ll be a tiny bit more hesitant to initiate physical contact with you. Mostly because he doesn’t wanna get attached too quickly.

As for physical affection—anything goes. But he’ll most likely be the big spoon when cuddling. It makes him feel a sense of pride and he likes feeling protective of you.

Hug him—with your head on his chest or in the crook of his neck. And he’ll hug you back. He’ll hug you so tightly with his muscular arms.

He’ll take off his fedora and put it on the back of your head to cover your face deeper into his chest.

His hands will securely wrap around your waist and he’ll rest his head with yours.

Chuuya’s good at hair so he’ll want to help you with yours. Where it’s straight or curly—he’ll make an effort to wash/dry/take care of it.

Acts of service is his love language—so taking care of you is his way of saying he loves you.

But of course, he’ll let you braid his hair or try different hair styles on him.

Even though he’ll act like he hates it at first, saying stuff like “you’ll ruin my beautiful hair” or “you’re a terrible hair stylist”—once your fingers weave through his hair, he’ll quite down and lean into your touch.

This man is so scared of getting attached because everyone he’s ever loved—has either died or left him. So please be patient. When he’s sure that he wants this—he’ll love you the hardest.

When he’s happy, he’ll grab your waist and swing the both of you around in a circle. It’s silly, but who cares🤷‍♀️ it’s just you and him against the world.

Atsushi

He’s touch starved, but doesn’t realize it.

He’s kind of scared of physical contact because of his trauma. So he’ll sometimes flinch when you try to initiate touching at first.

Don’t be mad at him in any way—he’ll feel so guilty and damaged that he can’t take a simple touch.

So be patient with him.

Start off slow—just casually holding hands or hooking arms. Sometimes pat his hair or caress his cheek.

Kisses🥰

Spontaneous kisses always catch him off guard—whether it’s on the lips or cheek. He loves it the most when you wrap your arms around his neck and put your lips onto his.

One time, your fingers slightly tugged his hair and he let out a small moan.

He was so embarrassed LMAOO

Because he’s never moaned into a kiss before😰⁉️ please assure him that you’re very flattered.

In fact, he noticed that every time you kiss him—you now tug his hair to get that same reaction. He can’t resist 🥰

The first time he realized you loved him so much—he sobbed his heart out.

Once he warms up to you, he’ll absolutely adore you. Expect to be the big spoon. He loves it when his body is over yours, his head on your chest while your hands weave through his hair.

Akutagawa

How do I explain this one 🧍‍♂️

He’s basically one of the most painfully touch starved people in bsd.

He hates being touched, so warming up to you will be extremely hard. So you both would have to already have a secure partnership even before it becomes romantic.

Just like Atsushi—start slow. Maybe when you both are alone, brush your pinkies together. It definitely won’t go unnoticed.

After hard missions, when the both of you are alone—softly pat his hair and say “good job, Ryu. I’m proud of you.”

He didn’t realize how badly he wanted to hear those words from your mouth until you had said them.

He can’t explain it—but he feels this strange warmth in his chest. His face feels hot whenever you’re around.

He didn’t know what it was at first, so he went to the pm infirmary like “my face gets hot when I’m around this certain person. I am positive they are trying to curse me🧍‍♂️”

HAHA the pm nurse had to break the news to him💔

Moving on—

If you guys were in a very secure and stable relationship (as far as stable goes in bsd), you’ll share the same bed.

At night when you’re sleeping, he’ll be awake. The room will be silent except for your gentle snores. He can’t help but admire your beauty in the pale moonlight.

And that’s when he feels the safest touching you.

He’s ever so gently use his thumb to softly glide it around your cheeks, or the bridge of your nose. His hand will slightly hover over your hair and glide along your arms.

If he sees goosebumps arise on your skin while he’s doing that, he’ll chuckle to himself. He has that affect on you, even when you’re sleeping?

His eyes won’t leave you until he reluctantly falls asleep.

Now, as we know, Aku despises baths. Being vulnerable without his coat—he absolutely hates it.

But he’ll warm up to you when you wash his hair in the tub. He won’t let you inside, so you’ll have to sit on the edge with his back facing you.

Taking baths are a tiny bit more tolerable ever since you suggested using black bath bombs. The kind that covers the water in deep colors, hiding his body.

He won’t admit it, but when your hands massage his hair with soap—it’s like a heaven he’s never experienced. Taking a bath is now something he looks forward to💗

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