#aka please do or i will cry /jay

[bonkdd]

I'm feeling brave so take these Homestar Runner au designs that me and @songfromthe60s made :33

[killakalx]

Riding Jason’s thigh while he’s telling you what a pathetic slut you are

this with ak!jason�� he’ll have you in his lap while he’s sorting out intel, occasionally bouncing his leg just to do it. and he’d notice it turns you on before you do, giving you looks whenever your lashes flutter and hips inch higher up on his thigh. he encourages it when you get too obvious, but not in a nice way of course… “I can’t do shit without you acting like a bitch in heat, huh?”

and he keeps you there, getting off on the friction of his tactical pants and clinging to his shoulders, lets you get a little desperate and whiny before he talks you through it. he’s the type to let you drive yourself crazy when you can’t cum bc it’s not enough stimulation, likes making you beg and cry for him bc the way you whine his name through little gasps turns him on so much <33 too bad he physically cannot bring himself to show how into it he is tho. so instead of gentle coos of fake sympathy it’s “you’re pathetic, y’know that? trying to get shit done and you can’t go five minutes without begging me to fuck you,” and “‘m not helping you, so figure it out.”

if he feels like an asshole (which is pretty often bc he knows you’re into it and he just can’t help himself) then he will talk you through it, but once you stop properly addressing him and get a little too lost in the sensation, he’ll hold your hip. effortlessly at that. gets pissed off that your “please, sir” and “‘m sorry for being a slut, daddy” turns into “please, jay?” and “i can’t cum, jay, i need you,” so he makes you suffer for it. his grip definitely bruises you, and if you don’t fix yourself then he probably ditches the intel to fix you himself. aka you’re not going anywhere until after you go limp and damn near pass out

[minhosimthings]

Oh my god you keep doing my asks!! Even my anonymous ones (which you often think is yuna) so thank you!!! 💗🎀🩰

This time I want to request enhypen reaction to their fellow members/ friends getting too touchy with you

WAIT THAT WAS YOU? damn I feel bad about my baby @yunabi436 who should definitely read this as revenge for making me cry with 4278. Thank you for the ideas darling! Im sorry I'm a bit slow on answering them though!

Jealousy resides in Heeseung's veins. So when his eyes and his mind processed the fact that Jake had his arm around your shoulder, and you were laughing to his joke, all he saw was red. So he'd act cute at first, hooking into your arm and giving you the Bambi eyes and saying he wants to go home, which makes you bid goodbye to poor, confused, Jake who is wondering why Heeseung shot a glare at him. But at home-

"So you want Jake for a boyfriend now do you? Got bored of one dick, now you want two darling?" You'd have no warning, before your back is against the wall, and his dick is rubbing against your pussy, making you whimper pathetically at the friction. Heeseung, when jealous, doesn't waste time in stretching you out. Instead all he does, is rip open your panties, take a moment to stare at your pussy, and then ram his length into you, making you moan, out of both pain and pleasure.

"Don't you ever do that again, you hear me?" He'd growl in your ear, while moving his hips against you at an extremely rough pace. His dick rubbed against your g-spot so well, and the overstimulation from him not allowing you to cum was killing you, but Heeseung wouldn't budge.

Jay knows that you are a person of your own and you can do whatever you like. But a certain amount of jealousy did arise in him, when he saw that Sunghoon and you were sitting perhaps a little too close to each other and sharing a tiramisu too! The jealousy wasn't enough for him to drag you out by the arm or anything, but it was enough for him to ask for a bite of the tiramisu. Right in front of Sunghoon. You, oblivious to his motive, fed it to him, laughing at how Sunghoon comedicaly pouted. You could sense Jay turning red next to you, so you decide to tease him a bit. And then back at home-

"Uh uh no cumming until I say so." Jay had been inside your pussy with a vibrator for a long time, pounding it by pressing his hand deeper and deeper. His trousers and shirt remained stuck tightly to him, making you crave his dick more. "Jay-please ah-ahh." You'd scream making him smirk at you, and increase the speed of the vibrator a bit more. The cold material was making your pussy clench around it, wishing fervently that it was his dick instead.

"You should have thought about begging for my cock before cuddling with Sunghoon." He'd growl in your ear, stopping the vibrator just as you were about to cum, you whimpered feeling the tight knot in your stomach disappear, in turn making Jay smirk against your skin.

Collars were never much Jake's buisness. He actually hated them. He would never hurt his baby just for his own pleasure, if and unless she asked him too. But when Heeseung jokingly kissed you on the cheek for a dare and you giggled, your cheeks turning red, all Jake saw was you in a collar with the chain twisted inbetween his hands.

"Who do you want to fuck now darling?" Jake pulled on the chain of the collar, his cock moving in and out of your pussy. You were suffocated yet high on his touch on your throat. "You- only you ahh fuck Jake!" You screamed, as Jake abused your sweet spot with his tip. "Oh no I thought it was Heeseung." He growled, pulling out his length before ramming it in again, pain flowing through you like a soothing tonic.

Jake tugged slightly on the chain again, and watched in pleasure as you writhed under him, how your thighs were smeared with sweet cum, and how your pussy was taking his dick so well even now. He'd remind you again, on how you belonged to him, and only him.

Park Sunghoon. Aka probably the only one out of the entire hyung line who'd not even let himself near you for a whole year if you even shake hands with one of the members. And Jay accidentally brushing his hand across yours when he's reaching across to get some fruit is basically the end game for Sunghoon. Sunghoon will probably give Jay a piece of his mind in secret to which Jay would ask you whether or not Sunghoon is an absolute simp in secret. And Sunghoon would be almost restraining himself from fucking you on the dinner table.

However he does very sneakily slide his hand up your thigh and massage it a bit too close to your pussy, making you squirm in silence. He would even go as far as fucking you in silence when you guys were watching a movie on the couch with the guys and their girlfriends. He would definitely ask for a blanket from Jay, feigning chilliness and sneak his fingers up towards your panties. The feeling of him cupping your clothed pussy has you whimpering, so you violently stuff some popcorn in your mouth to shush yourself, earning yourself a side eye from Jay and Sunghoon's fingers running through your folds at a maniacal pace.

"You can moan darling." Sunghoon would whisper in your ear, his middle finger repeatedly touching your g spot, "Make them know that you're mine yeah?"

[itsdeniini]

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♡MASTERLIST FOR U, BAE

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hi baes ୨🩷୧ my name is deni, i'm 18 >.<

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ENHYPEN READINGS

#OT7 𖹭

How Enhypen members handle jealousy and possessiveness towards their partner?

How would Enhypen members act if they made their significant other cry?

How would Enhypen members act around their crush? (coming soon)

How would Enhypen members cope with a breakup?

How would Enhypen members ideal dates look like?

#ENHYPEN MEMBERS DYNAMICS WITH OTHER KPOP IDOLS

Stray Kids x ENHYPEN

Aussie Line: Jake, Felix and Bang Chan

How do Hyunjin and Ni-ki feel about each other?

NewJeans x ENHYPEN

How do Haerin and Sunghoon feel about each other?

How do Minji and Jungwon feel about each other?

LESSERAFIM x ENHYPEN

How do Yunjin and Jay feel about each other?

ILLIT x ENHYPEN

How do Iroha and Ni-ki feel about each other?

IVE x ENHYPEN

How do Rei and Sunoo feel about each other?

#HYUNG LINE 𖹭

Hyung line approach to kids

Hyung line emblematic tattoos

Jakehoon turn ons and turn offs

Jakehoon bond

Heejay turn ons and turn offs

HEESEUNG

Heeseung as a boyfriend

Could Heeseung date a foreigner?

JAY

Jay as a boyfriend

Is Jay the type to get back with his ex-partner?

Could Jay date a foreigner?

JAKE

Jake as a boyfriend

Jake's feminine energy and inner demons

Could Jake date a foreigner?

Jake's twin flame (coming soon)

SUNGHOON

Sunghoon inner demons

Sunghoon as a boyfriend

Could Sunghoon date a foreigner?

Sunghoon's twin flame

#MAKNAE LINE 𖹭

Maknae line approach to kids

Maknae line emblematic tattoos

Maknae line inner feminine energy

Maknae line turn ons and turn offs

SUNOO

Sunoo's healing methods

Sunoo as a boyfriend

Sunoo's future paths in career

JUNGWON

Jungwon's dominant emotions in his relationship

Jungwon as a boyfriend

Jungwon's twin flame

Could Jungwon date a foreigner?

NI-KI

Ni-ki's future paths in career

Ni-ki as a boyfriend

Could Ni-ki date a foreigner?

KATSEYE

READINGS

Part I: Concept and Success in the US

Part II: Group synergy and personalities

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#𖹭densunie-readings

[letters2won]

GOOD 4 U!

06; is he bothering you queen?

- 702 wc, half written and smau, small genshin slander

Never have you thought that you would be walking into school hand in hand with Jungwon. You were used to having eyes on you but this felt a little overwhelming.

Jungwon felt you tensed up and gave your hands a light squeeze. You gave him a small smile, “Well.. let’s get this show on the road shall we?”

A lighthearted laugh came out, “We shall my lady.”

The two of you proudly walked the halls, ignoring preying eyes and the soft whisperers being formed around. Nearing your locker, your friends are there chatting amongst themselves about who knows what.

Yunjin was the first to noticed you two approaching as she offers Jungwon a welcoming smile, “So your y/n newest boyfriend lover boy?” she teased out. Jungwon tried to contain his excitement by nodding his head quickly before looking at you.

All your friends can see the cloud of hearts forming above his head as if he’s from a cartoon show.

More footsteps could be heard appearing behind you guys, but before you got the chance to turn around, another teasing voice popped up.

“See! I told you the Wikihow steps could work! Now look at you all grown up. I might cry again.. hold me Jay!”

Jungwon’s shoulders deflated at the sound of Sunghoon’s dramatic performance. He turned around with his arms crossed with a disappointed look, “Please stop lying on my name… you make it look like i don’t know how to talk to women!”

“That’s because you don’t!” Sunoo chipped in quickly with a raised eyebrow. You let out a chuckle causing Jungwon to glare at you making you fake a cough.

Sunwoo stomach growled and he groaned in embarrassment, “Can we go get breakfast now?” and Soul gave him a comforting pat on the back, nodding as he did so.

Walking towards the cafeteria was noisy but sitting in the cafeteria was worst.. anyone can hear you and Niki going back and forth on the best genshin character.

“OF COURSE YOU A DILUC FAN!! Jungwon i hate to break it to you man but your girlfriend is a walking red flag,” Niki sadly said.

You look at him offended, “THERE IS NOTHING WRONG HIM!! YOU’RE THE RED FLAG HERE… how could you pick Kokomi OVER THEEE Raiden Shogun?!” and Niki decided to stick his tongue out.

“Genshin fans are the worst..” Heeseung mumbled out to himself. You and Niki would’ve lashed out on him but a voice you knew all to well appeared.

“Oh? didn’t think you would manage to move on from me.. let alone move on to..” Your ex, Ricky, trailed off, eyeing Jungwon up and down with a frown, “Him..”

Your shoulder stiffens as the sudden weight of silence takes over. The memories of you losing your mind on your bathroom floor and crying coming back to you as you tried to hold the tears in. Jungwon noticed your discomfort and wrapped his arm around your shoulder.

“Got a problem with that?”

Your teary eyes snapped up to Jungwon, surprised he would even speak up. “She moved on to a better guy, aka ME!” he stated proudly as he pointed to himself.

Ricky eyes visible twitched as he grips his new girlfriend, “You think so? Wait til she starts crawling back to me… THEN we’ll see who the better guy, yea?”

“As if she crawl back to a dirt bag like you” Jungwon scoffed out. Ricky was going to throw another hissy fit til his girlfriend dragged him away.

Jungwon let out a sigh of relief, “Oh my god.. my heart is pounding so fast, that was the scariest thing i’ve ever done!”

He turned around and wiped your tears away. His heart felt like exploding even more looking at your swollen eyes as he whispered to you, “Don’t waste your tears on jerks like him anymore, okay? i’m all you need right now..”

You looked at him awed, slowly nodding your head with him.

“UGH GROSSED! Can yall be love birds somewhere else?!” Jake joked out, covering his eyes. You flicked him off and took Jungwon by the hand.

“Let’s just hurry up and get this day over with.. i have commissions to do later!”

PREV ✩ MASTERLIST ✩ NEXT

╰┈➤ Ricky was the only name i could think of SORRY LMAOO

SYNOPSIS in which you’re DEFINITELY not upset that your ex moved on really easily (spoiler alert: you are!). Yang Jungwon, the student council president is glad your ex moved on because it’s time for him to shoot his shot (just not in the way he wanted.. a win is a win in his book!)

TAGLIST < open > @firstclassjaylee @sincerelyrki @w0nslvr @poollabug @mrchweeee @nanuer @jwonistic @nyfwyeonjun @jiamini @woninluv

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - I’m largely pleased with BL & pissed with Kpop

April 2023 Wk 3

Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying most.

Ongoing Series - Thai

Step By Step (Thai Tues WeTV & Gaga) ep 1 of 10 (MDL says 12, but I think it’s just 10) - Abused intern trope is a go! I wasn’t sure I would like the lead, but he’s totally adorable. Although (I gotta say it) who tf eats a croissant with a knife & fork? Also.. the main couple has good chemistry! Hallyfuckingluya! In fact, the quality of the acting and sound etc is generally superior to a normal pulp. It’s good! This is a good show? How exciting! 

Our Skyy 2 (PondPhuwin) eps 1-2 - Honestly, I was nervous to watch this but I liked it a lot! Doomed soulmates + paranormal time travel to fix the past. I’m happy for the outfits and the dancing (if not the singing). It’s not a bad premise and it’s nice to see GMMTV lean into its high production values for a change. I could’ve watched this as an actually full length BL. Gotta say, Puhwin’s English is so good and v west coast USA accent (international school kiddo got skillz). Meanwhile, loved seeing MarcPuwin again. My Gear & Your Gown disappointing us wasn't their fault. *Hilarious that Marc is side couple in 3 BLs airing simultaneously, that’s a record! (Waves at Marc X1.) I’ll be rating each of these installments separately, as I did the first time around. This one gets an 8/10 from me.

Bed Friend (Sat YT, GaGa & iQIYI uncut) ep 10fin - A very Check Out the series ending. Disastrous sun glasses. King being shy was adorable. Nevertheless I do think the final 2 eps felt a little tagged on and superfluous excess. Ultimately? This just wasn’t as good as the first 5 episodes set us up to hope for. Series review below.  

Pastsenger (Thai Weds Gaga) ep 7 of 12 eps - Cute confession and boyfriends phase. The bit with brothers’ boyfriends serving each other food was kinda charming. Could do without blushing maiden trope. But hey ho. (Waves at Marc X2.) 

A Boss and a Babe (Fri YouTube) ep 8 of 12 - Cute phi/nong convo and teasing, but this is largely boring. I do like that the conflict is all about business loyalty, cubical friendships, and coworker gossip. This is as it should be in an office romance. But I wish the characters were consistent.  

Tin Tam Jai (Tues Gaga & iQIYI) ep 9 of 12 - The boyfriends phase. I just know with this show that the moment it ends I’m going to entirely forget about it. It’s boring.  

Chains of Heart (Sat iQIYI) ep 10fin - What a waste. Seriously don’t bother. It seems to end unhappily, but maybe not, but also who tf cares? 3/10 Series review below, for my sins. (Waves at Marc X3.) 

Future (Thai Sun YouTube & Gaga) ep 5fin - It was Songkran so no new ep until tomorrow. May your New Year be blessed. 

The Promise (Thai Weds YT & WeTV) ep 7 of 10 - the put YT on a week delay off WeTV, so I will watch it next week. I have WeTV but I prefer YT. 

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Unintentional Love Story (Korea Thurs iQIYI) 9-10 fin - Awe a crying kiss. My fav! This one was fine. Not a v good kiss but KBL has to bow to form on occasion. The sides didn’t get much of a resolution. (Although we know why.) It was a solid ending. Series review below. 

Our Dining Table AKA Bokura no Shokutaku (Japan Thurs Gaga) ep 3 of 10 - this ep was a little slow for me, oh I know, that’s what this show is doing, but yeah. Still it’s soft and sweet and wonderful. Why are you not watching it? Go. Now. 

The Eighth Sense (Korea Weds Viki) eps 7-8 of 10 - Honestly? I checked out a bit this installment. Possibly because JaeWon checked out as well. I mean, I understand what the narrative is doing, portraying JW coping (badly) with loss and the complex knot of guilt, love, fear, lust, and shame. But I don’t really feel drawn into a romance when the main characters are separated for most of an hour. I do like JiHyun’s personality shift and aggressive stance on renewing the relationship. That’s fun to watch. And I do love his besties. Of course ep 8 ends with major heartbreak and pain. I expected nothing less from this show. Gotta admit I’m a little mad tho, I wanted it to EXCEED my expectations. 

My Story (Pinoy Sat YouTube) ep 2 of 10 - I don’t like one of the couples (not side dishes, this is a 50/50 split) but I weirdly like Sky’s new arc, even if he’s with someone new. 

Naked Dinner AKA Zenra Meshi (Japan Fri Gaga) ep 2 of 12 - it’s just so odd. I can’t believe THIS is the JBl we get 12 eps of. This one?  Japan, must you? (How many times a year do I type that phrase?)

Finished this Week

Unintentional Love Story - A boy who just lost his job due to faked corruption charges accidentally discovers his ex-boss’s favorite artist, now a recluse. His ex-manager offers him his job back if he can convince the artist to rejoin society. Instead, they fall in love. Gongchan (maknae of B1A4) carried this show (which I don’t expect from the idol element). He was luminous with extraordinarily expressive eyes. That said, he had weak chemistry with his co-lead. But everything else was quietly queerly KBL pristine and beautifully executed, even the conflict. I’m not sure on rewatchability for me, and it didn’t whip me into a verbal frenzy the way some KBLs do but it’s still getting a solid 9/10 

Bed Friend - Office frienamies transition a flaming hot one night stand into a f-buddy relationship, that is essentially built on a puppy/cat dynamic (and kinks into it at one point). Our puppy is loyal, smitten, and protective with endlessly worshipful eyes, while our cat is snarky, prickly, and deeply damaged (ALL THE TRIGGERS). NetJames give lovely high-heat with excellent chemistry and tuned-in performances of surprising depth, unfortunately the story ultimately failed them. Had the show had the strength of its convictions and kept to a tighter, darker, harsher 8 eps it would have been the first high heat to earn 10/10 from me, but once they fussed with it, it dropped to a solid 8/10. Could have been great but they overworked it. Still if high heat is your thing, this one will not let you down. Full review here.

Chains of Heart - This was a terrible show, unbelievably confusing, badly subbed, with characters behaving illogically, nonsensically, and heartlessly. What’s worse? The leads had fantastic chemsitry, were willing to do high heat (and do it well) and were pretty! So they squandered a decent cast and some actual production money on a shoddy scrip and terrible directing - what a waste. Seriously, don’t bother. It maybe ends unhappily, maybe not, but you should neither care nor bother to find out. 3/10 

It’s Airing But ...

Love Syndrome (Thai Sat WeTV) stopped at ep 2 of 12 - I’m just not into any aspect of it (except Lee Long Shi and I can watch him in Tin Tem Jai) - saving to binge if the end is solid.

Venus in the Sky (Sat YouTube) pilot/tester?) 0 of 10 - not entirely sure what’s up with this one distribution-wise, but the pilot was classic university-set pulp. I hope it happens because the leads are cute with good chemsitry and I thought it was fun. However, this pilot holds together as its own little short too.

Make a Wish (Thai Weds ?) stars Fluke Natouch (OhmFluke UWMA etc...) & Judo (The Miracle Of Teddy Bear) in a medical-fantasy. About a doctor who sees ghosts and a deity who resides in a Bodhi tree that earns merits whenever he fulfills a wish, based on a y-novel by Sammon (Manner of Death, Triage). Same as above.

Stormy Honeymoon (Vietnam) - 3rd in this series and the ULTIMATE in domesticity. New side couple is cute too. But I’m kinda over the leads at this point. (see comments)

In Case You Missed It

BL Express has a post on upcoming GL. I don’t track this, but they do. 

I decided to hold off and binge Cafe in Love and Destiny Seeker. So I’ll be watching and reporting back after I’ve collected all the eps. I realized that I miss binging BL. That said I have been siting on To Sir, With Love forever. Not sure why I am so reluctant to dive into that one. 

[ Not into Kpop? Skip to “next week.”] 

Peak Time pretty much ended exactly as expected, which was also exactly how it started. Our BL boy Karem got booted for the grave sin of being a, ya know, 2nd gen idol dude bro. But it was the superior survival show. BLK made me cry, so did MASC for that matter. We have discussed this before, I am a sap. I look forward to seeing where Vanner go next. 

Boy’s Planet was ultimately disappointing. I watched some predictions about who Mnet actually wanted to win, and they were mostly correct. With the delightful upset of China scooping the #1 spot. (Delightful bc I am a chaos money who lives for politics fucking with soft power and watching China give the jaundice eye to S Korea for half a decade bc they Hallyued their way into winning the culture war using Kpop, and NOW China is doing what we all knew they would which is... infiltrate. Ultimately? Boy’s Planet was nothing more than an exercise in manipulative editing, they just accidentally manipulated the global vote into Zhang Hao winning. Not to slag off that baby boy’s serious cuteness - I genuinely thought he was great, actually. Frankly, I emerged cackling and mostly just v. disappointed in Pentagon fans. I think they deserve to lose their group for how little they supported Hui. Let’s be truthful? They are likely losing their group or Hui wouldn’t have been on the damn show in the first place. (Cube seems highly disinterested and their 7 year contracts are uppity up.) This is neither the first nor the most extreme version of me being disappointed by Kpop fans. There’s a reason I don’t participate in that fandom. 

In more relevant news to THIS fandom, JiWoong made it into ZB1, which means we will NOT see him or the Kissable Lips pair back on our screens anytime soon (if ever). 

RIP the pretty.... 

Whatever, it is still the golden age of Korean BL. Our Dating Sim happened. We will all be fine. 

Next Week Looks Like This:

Happy Merry Ending starts Weds April 26 on Gaga (with ep 2 the next day) 8 eps total. It looks cute: opposites attract, musicians, giving me Wish You vibes. It’s from the Our Dating Sim’s Kidari Studio. Adapted from the manhwa of the same title (해피메리엔딩) by dorae (도래). Stars Lee Dong Won (main rapper of KNK - yes that’s Semantic Error’s Park Seo Ham’s group) opposite actor Byun Sung Tae. Also stars Kim Kyu Jong (of SS501) and actor Shin Myung Sung (The Heavenly Idol).

The Eighth Sense ends, thank fuck. I don’t think I could take much more of the tension with that one. 

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED)

This week’s fashion hall of shame:

those glasses, both useless and ugly 

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

Leaning into their brand. 

Leaning outside of it but looking sexy AF. Thank you GMMTV! 

What do I always say? I love it when a drama reviews itself. 

All Our Skyy 2: Never Let Me Go (PondPhuwin) 

(last week)

Current Kpop earworm? Winner’s Remember. I got nothing to say about it except it’s great and everyone always seems to forget about Winner but they just keep singing, and that’s kinda the sentiment of this song.

[whydoibe]

Ok so this takes place during the tournment of sources in my dragons rising storm au this is just jay learning what kai meant by seprated aka wyldfrye vs kai who wins who knows in tournment

Jay had just undergone a mental breakdown that caused a storm that set fire to half the forest surrounding the city. Luckily rain followed and put it out jay was numb Cole had hugged him the entire night he wanted his family back but one was apparently separated from his body which just sounded like death anthour didn't rember anything why did nya have to forget everything that's why he was gratefull that atleast Coles here physically present and not dead or broken or having forgot everything if Cole wasn't here or wyldfrye sora and arin he'd have killed someone already. No correction, everyone. Jay walked over to the kitchen, grabbing a bowl of cerial pouring one for each of the kids as they walked over, jay knew Cole well unf that he'd just eat whatever geo he didn't know what he liked Spitz and Fritz were good moral support. The morning was silent for the most part. A couple talks between arin sora and wyldfrye but still so quiet.

"OK, so what are we doing today?" Sora questioned. Jay turned to face her.

"OK, traing and matches," Jay answered the portraits of his friends, feeling suffocating, but it was ok he was ok he hoped.

"Realy you ok jay your being way to quite sensi motor mouth" Cole stated consern clear in hid vioce jay looked towards the portraits silently hoping one of the ninja will jump out of it but atlast that would never hapen.

"I'm ok, just shaken Cole, I'll be fine" Jay mumbled going to put his gi on Flash, a blue tornado than in a near instant jay was dressed his blue and white gi's golden acsents glistening in the sun light. Jay stretched and walked out. Cole had concern written all over his face which only grew when he looked at jays ceral which looked untouched.

"Geo stay here I need to talk to jay" geo nodded in response as Cole followed jay.

"Cole I'm fine realy" Jay stated as Cole pushed him more

"You didn't eat. You need to eat, jay" Jay avoided eye contact but Cole persisted "Jay brother best friend you need to eat I understand you've been through hell but please just eat and promise me you won't go back into isolation like last time."

Jay looked to Cole tears in his eyes "I promise cole" Cole took Jay put him over his shoulder and walked away back to the room placing him at the table instructing him to eat he did reluctantly.

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"Match's begin now every competitor present," robi began jay eyes locked with nyas, her hate plastered over her face. Jay looked back to robi. "So the first match to happen is a classic 1v1 first competitor, the one with flaming heart wyldfrye." Wyldfrye looked to jay jay, put a hand on her shoulder.

"Doesn't matter if you win just try your best" Jay reassured. Wyldfrye nodding. Heading towards the battle ground.

"Vs the burning flame the fire of hope kai smith," jays eyes widding at the name Cole eyes looking upon the battlefield, silent hope radiating off him. As a figure in a red and black gi with wolf detailing emerged a katana in his hands. And jay felt himself want to cry than he noticed other figures one in cyan nya anthour in white and a shorter one in green and horns. Jays eyes darted back to wyldfryes expression.

"Doesn't matter wyldfrye I think i know who to get him back but first win" is what jay shouted seeing wyldfryes arms stop tensing as she ran at him letting the fire rain as kai avoided it shouting fire back the two were at a stand still both equal in power until kai pulled out that dreaded mask wyldfrye couldn't let kai shatter his soul or thier may be hell for her. She looked around at her options either let kai shatter his soul and lose and have that to show for it or she could forfeit no a tactile retreat that was until she turned to see.

Jay no yep jay was holding nya in a meancing position hood down gi had been made tattered and darker eyes glowing yellow and blue a sword drawn to her neck uncomfortably close.

"Kai,"he cried, catching the red ninjas attionion as he turned to look at jay eyes growing wide as he saw his other team mates struck down with out much of a struggle by the fact nun of them had thier weapons drawn he'd had gotten a surprise attack.

"What huh how?" kai cried, confused in his vioce.

" It does not matters," ras cried "focus on the fight"

"Realy kai u can do anything but use that mask or I cut her throught" Jay stated fear creaking into his vioce he didn't like threating nya or cuasong kai distress but if he knew one thing about kai is that his sister was always his priority.

"Don't listen to him focus on the mission" nya cried struggling in jays arms jay almost collapsing into sobs as she cried he hated this.

"Wait, stop, no attacking outside of matches," robi called.

"Sorry kid I have my reasons for this just let me finish ok" Jay asked robi looking worried "OK here's the deal you want to date my student u let me do this ok" Jay sneared as wyldfrye turned angry. Robi flew away. "Now were was I kai I will hurt your sister if you don't forfit ok hot head" Jay sneared in the most villans vioce he could muster. Kais eyes burned with fury he hopes and got his awnser kais body bursting with flames as he ran at jay with fury and rage.

"You don't hurt my sister jay. You made a promise to never do th-" kai stopped as he realised he crossed a line. Robi, knowing he, is disqualified, and ras's silent rage herds across the lands. Jay smiled as he saw recognition flash into kais eyes and then sorrow. "Jay" he states collapsing as Cole dropped down. Running to kai as the fire was taken from his friend and given to wyldfrye jay dropped nya hearing a thud and silently apologising. Running to kais unconscious form lifting him up with Cole.

Taking his friend back to the room. He was watching kai sleep relief falling over him that if they could save kai than surely they can save nya. Jay walked over to the screen clicking it. Waiting for a moment than "Jay any news" pixal asked jay looked for a moment at the wierd red and orange marks on pixal

" Yes but what happened to your face" Jay questioned pixal stood still for a minute

"I was cooking for spitz and Fritz, and apparently, my cooking is not as good as Coles"

"OK, so oh ohhh, you had a food fight," Jay giggled, calling over Geo and Cole as they looked at pixals face they couldn't contain thier laughter

"It was more like a food asualt," she corrected, calling spitz and frotz over from reading comic books and talking the snake and formling smilies widding as they noticed geo and Cole saying hi and talking with Cole and geo for a while until pixal told them the adults needed to talk. "So what was the news jay"

"Well kai also forgot everything" Cole stated calmly causing pixal to nearly short circuit at the calmness

"That is bad so nya and kai don't rember anything" Jay smiled much to pixals confusion.

"Just nya at the moment, kai remberd at least something from his past after I jogged it a little," Jay stated vioce turning guilty after the last word. Geo placed a hand on his shoulder, knowing jay probably felt like he'd actually harmed nya physically instead of just an empty threat.

"So kais back that's go-" pixals attion turned to something off screen "Hey wait don't touch that jay will kill me if you break it"

"Pixal everything ok" Cole questioned

"Yes fine talk soon" she stated Turing off the call.

Jay turned to face kai again until kai jolted awake crying about nadkan much to jays shock.

[bringmefoxgloves]

i want to get more into saw/saw blogs b4 X comes out - what r some of ur fave saw blogs

Hi! You caught me at a good time (one where I have energy) so let's see if I can pump this out. I am in no way an authority on the entire Saw fandom so I will only be talking about my little corner of the internet. Please forgive me, my beloved followers, mutuals, and other owners of posts I have loved in this very small fandom-because I may forget some of you. The brain fog sometimes gets the best of me and if I did a full complete list, it would be.... It would be so long. This is in no way in order of best or worst, and sometimes I just have no words for why I love a person's blog.

@turnipoddity - Oh, what an artist! Every single post I see, love it. So excited to see an artist acquiring the Saw brainrot.

@bloodcoveredgf - Luna! Also just all around funny & good posts in addition to the Saw insanities.

@dracofelin - Jay has such good writing, and will make you love the ship of Mark Hoffman/Peter Strahm (coffinshipping).

@thefoulbeast - Simply put, Will's art makes me want to bite my own arm off. If you're interested in the video game Pathologic, his blog is worth a follow for that too.

@bathroomtrapped - I sometimes get the honor of previewing Larry's art mid-construction (because with all those colors and layers, it looks like building a house) and even half finished, it blows my socks off <3

@sawtrapz - Kaz, oh Kaz (!!!), Kaz gets my brain clicking about some of the rarepairs of this fandom and I will always spin your boygirl Adam in my head.

@cl0wnb0yyy - Will is just a great person in the fandom, also if you like Midnight Mass or NBC's Hannibal.

@ispyspookymansion - Kora looms large in the Saw fandom in my mind so it would be impossible to assemble this list without him.

@3razyswfangirl / @kiramillet - Kira's pixel art is amazing!!! Bunny <3

@tibby - Take a look through Tibby's saw meta. You won't be disappointed.

@allegedly-writer - Contrary to Jack's url, Jack can sure damn write! He just posted a fic and guess who it's for <3

@hansy-pansy-art - OUGH another amazing amazing artist. Also currently in a Red Dead Redemption moment, which I love.

@piddgeon - Speaking of RDR.... Mercury! Ah, just. (Chef's kiss) of a human being.

@samwis - Jami, who hears all my most insane horny thoughts who is such a mainstay in my corner of Saw fandom.

@romanromulus - Adam writes fics that will make you scream and cry into your pillow at midnight.

@tapeworrmart - Just. Ough. Art that I dream of one day hanging on my wall.

@vanilladella - a.m.'s art is my discord header. Enough said.

@carouselcometh - Remy is hilarious and also you need to read his series on Ao3.

@onehandkilling / @fatmasc - Shlomo... What do I say? Just go. Follow. Also threw in their fat fashion blog because YES!!!

@angel-trapped - Téa, you absolute legend. Origin of angelshipping (to me) (aka Lindsey Perez/Allison Kerry)

@sawtrapx - Liv, such a fun human being!!!

@starlightsailfish - Star's Saw Warrior Cats makes me dance in excitement.

@iinsawdious - Adrien is the best champion of the Adam & David (Saw 0.5) & Specs (Character from the Insidious franchise, also played by Leigh Whannell) are family hc. I love his enthusiasm!!

@adrianicsea - Adrian! Just. AH!!! Adrian's Sleeping with Ghosts series was perhaps my first introduction (outside of Adam romanromulus) to the sheer brilliance of Saw fandom writers.

@dodddraws - Dodd's art is.... I'm just at a loss for words, scrolling back through his blog. So much nsfw goodness.

@sawvhs - Rar's art is so so so iconic.

Okay I have to cut this list off here, jfc. There's others I should probably put on here but I'm getting tired and sweaty and my hands are hurting. Follow these people, check who they're reblogging from or who is reblogging them, go forth, prosper anon. Welcome to the Saw brainrot.

[urszn]

please read this post regarding double take and dear diary, thank you.

also please note that at the moment i only write for enhypen!

⋆ LEE HEE SEUNG

none at the moment

⋆ PARK JONG SEONG

SMAU | START AGAIN you left a long time ago. you never intended to come back, you wanted leave the old memories behind. But after rekindling your relationship with some old friends, you decide to comes back for your senior year of highschool. Everyone seemed to have found new interests and friends…and he’s still the same person. After making new friends and your life seeming to have come back together until you suddenly gets two messages, one being from him, “jay: are you messing with me?”

⋆ SIM JAE YUN

none at the moment

⋆ PARK SUNG HOON

SMAU | POPSTAR GF after sunghoon gets forced to go with his friends to a concert he ends up bumping into a crying y/n aka the person who was supposed to be on stage performing, not knowing what to do he hugs her out of pity trying his best to comfort her, perhaps he shouldn’t have? because the next day he wakes up to one million followers on twitter and instagram and a text from y/n’s manager asking him to fake date her.

ON HOLD SMAU | DOUBLE TAKE in which sunghoon is the most popular guy in school and everyone is in awe of him, including you, well you were until he broke your heart by cheating — after two years of not seeing each other you transfer back to decelis high but this time better than ever…and sunghoon ? he needs to get his reputation back up and you’re the only way to get him back on top. of course theres a problem, your new boyfriend.

⋆ KIM SEON WOO

none at the moment

⋆ YANG JUNG WON

SMAU | PICK ME in which y/n debuts in the group new jeans and ends up getting the attention of her seniors jungwon and niki, as new jeans and y/n get more attention, y/n starts being considered a it girl ! which leads to a host asking enhypen what new jeans members are their favorites…. “y/n!” they both say in sync.

SMAU | R00M 505 IF YOU’VE EVER been in hybe academy you would have heard of lee heeseung and R00M 505 — R00M 505 being the detention room. — lee heeseung was a well known troublemaker, once he graduated everyone felt at peace knowing they wouldn’t have to worry about him anymore. one day jungwon finds himself at R00M 505 thinking nobody would be there…wait what?!? “i’m lee y/n”

DISCONTINUED SMAU | ENHAPATCH in which y/n runs the infamous twitter account “enhapatch” while also being an idol and ends up being on dispatch with the yang jungwon.

ONESHOT | GOTCHA ! a short written oneshot of you and jungwon being a cute couple

⋆ NISHIMURA RIKI

SMAU | PICK ME in which y/n debuts in the group new jeans and ends up getting the attention of her seniors jungwon and niki, as new jeans and y/n get more attention, y/n starts being considered a it girl ! which leads to a host asking enhypen what new jeans members are their favorites…. “y/n!” they both say in sync.

SMAU | SEND A SELCA Before their debut Niki was known as “the guy who likes y/n” and Y/n thought otherwise. after seeing how y/n debuts in a sm entertainments new girl group, Niki accidentally posts on enhypens official account asking his long-time crush to send a selca and doesn’t expect her to actually send a selca.

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[jiabeewrites]

You Don't Know What You Mean To Me

(barbara gordon/oracle aesthetic made by @aesthetics-and-fuckery, aka me. Do not steal!)

Pairing: Dick Grayson x Barbara Gordon, Barbara Gordon x pining!fem!reader, Jason Todd x reader (friends with benefits)

SONG: Jolene (But It's Gay) cover by Reinaeiry

SUMMARY: You're in love with Barbara Gordon. Problem is, she's engaged to her boyfriend, Dick Grayson.

HOW TO READ: Each set of lyrics is kinda like a divider! each section of words/blurb between the lyrics are a part of the whole story, although there may be timeskips. You can find more stories like this one by looking under the tag #ryn writes songfics

CW: lack of y/n, she/her pronouns, pansexual reader, pining, kinda not-happy ending, self-sacrifice (?), reader's vigilante name is bluejay, cigarrette use, mentions of drinking, nudity, suggested sex but not explicit

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene I'm begging of you, please just leave your man Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene Please just leave him 'cause I know you can

You watched, dread filling your stomach, as he knelt down on one knee, and as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

You watched as everyone applauded and cheered, and as he slid the ring onto her finger.

You watched, and then downed the rest of your drink. You needed to get out of there.

Your beauty is beyond compare With flaming locks of auburn hair With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green "Blue?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you be my maid of honor?"

You turned around to look at her.

"You're my best friend. And you don't have to wear a dress."

You smiled.

"Anything for you, babes." Your smile is like a breath of spring Your voice is soft like summer rain And I just want to be with you, Jolene

"Blue, what do you think about this one?"

Barbara had managed to convince you to go dress shopping with her, even though you told her that you were more of a suit kinda gal.

"It's beautiful, Babs. You look great."

Everything looked beautiful on her. She was beautiful.

She laughed.

"Sometimes I think you're just saying that."

You smiled, trying not to show your discontent.

"Never, babes."

I think about you and I weep 'Cause there's nothing I can do to keep From crying when you call his name, Jolene

You walked towards the balcony, and found your best friend there. Puffs of smoke circled Jason's face, and once he noticed you, he held the stick out to you. You accepted, and took a deep breath.

"You good?"

"No."

He huffed out a dry laugh.

"Yeah, I didn't think so."

He didn't say anything after that.

He didn't need to. He already understood how you felt.

And I can't easily understand Why you would settle for that man 'Cause you don't know what you mean to me, Jolene

Once Dick finally accepted that you weren't going to wear a dress to his wedding, you and Jason ditched him and rifled through a rack of leather jackets.

After a few minutes of silence, you spoke.

"Why did she say yes?"

Jason shrugged.

"Even you admitted that she loved him, Blue. Why wouldn't she say yes to somebody she loved?"

"She deserves so much better, Jay."

"That we can agree on."

He looked at you, and your eyes held tears.

"C'mon. Let's go get a drink."

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene I'm begging of you, please just leave your man Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene Please just leave him 'cause I know you can

The next morning, you groaned. Your head was pounding, and as you sat up, you felt the cool air kiss you naked skin.

Jason's arm was around your bare waist, and once you blinked away sleep, you could tell that he was naked, too.

You pushed his arm off you, and shook him awake.

"Ugh, did we-"

"Yeah. I think we did." He groaned.

"Not again..."

The two of you sat in silence.

"Thanks, Jaybird."

"No problem, Blue."

Now you could have your choice of men But I could never love again 'Cause you're the only one for me, Jolene

You sat at your table, and Jason set a cup of coffee down in front of you.

"You need to talk to her."

You scoffed.

"Little late for that, don't ya think?"

He raised an eyebrow.

"Do you want to tell her after she gets married?"

"There's something called keeping your shit to yourself."

He rolled his eyes, and then took a sip out of his mug.

"You and I both you that you are terrible at that."

"Oh really? Who kept her love for a certain redhead all to herself for years because she didn't want to ruin that redhead's happiness?"

Jason gave you a look.

"Bluejay. You need to slow down and think about your happiness for a second."

You looked down at your mug.

"Fine. I'll talk to her."

I had to have this talk with you My happiness depends on you And whatever you decide to do, Jolene

You sucked in a breath as a familiar ringtone echoed across your bedroom.

"Hey."

"Hey. Jason said you wanted to talk?"

"Yeah...Babs? I love you."

"I love you too, silly."

You sighed.

"Not...not like that. I love you, Barbara."

All you heard was silence.

"How long?" You hated that edge in her voice.

"Years. But Dick confessed before I could, and then I didn't want to ruin your happiness, so I just kept it to myself. I was gonna tell you, that night, but then Dick proposed and-"

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Have you been faking our friendship the entire time because you loved me?"

"No, Babs, I swear! I still want to be friends...I didn't tell you earlier because I didn't want to ruin what you had. You looked so happy every time I saw you with him, and I love you too much to ruin that for you. You deserve to be happy, Barbara."

"But so do you!" The edge in her voice was gone, replaced by thick emotion.

You smiled sadly.

"You being happy is enough for me, babes."

You could hear her crying on the other end.

"Blue...I love you so much. I-I'm sorry I can't love you in that way, I'm sorry that I don't know how, I-"

"Babs. It's okay. Marry Dick, live a long life with him. If he makes you happy, then I'm happy."

You paused, and hovered your thumb over the red button before changing your mind.

"I love you, Babs. I always will."

"I love you too."

And you hung up.

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene I'm begging of you, please just leave your man Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene Please just leave him 'cause I know you can

"Do you, Richard John Grayson, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish from this day forward until death do you part?"

"I do."

"And do you, Barbara Jean Gordon, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish from this day forward until death do you part?"

She took one last glace at you.

You nodded.

Her happiness was enough for you.

She smiled at you, eyes full of tears and gratitude. Then she turned back to her fiance, who looked confused.

"I do."

"Then, if there are no objections?"

Barbara snuck a glance at you, but you just smiled sadly at her.

"Then with the power vested in me, I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride."

Jolene Oh, Jolene

A/N: This is my first time writing something really depressing, I kinda cried while writing this...hope you enjoy!

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[heeracha]

ep 48. / ep 49. — the fight. / ep 50.

buy one, take me. — l. heeseung

synposis: with his best friend asking him for help because said best friend was scared he wasn't "boyfriend material" enough, heeseung looks for flower shops for his best friend's girlfriend. thankfully, jake knows someone from the university who has an aunt that owns a flower shop, you. now, heeseung messages you and shyly, but shamelessly asks if he can get any promos or discounts to which you shamelessly answered him, "buy one, take me". heeseung doesn't pass on this, of course. after all, you are pretty damn cute.

pairing: heeseung x flortist!fem!reader

content/genre: college au, slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): swearing, of course. two idiots aka heey/n fighting. jaycha lmAO,, crying lmao, unproofread

note: i hope i satisfied the angst in your hearts KGHBFSJHSD oki see u ep 50 <3 the playlist

“heeseung,” the called boy hears and he turns around, seeing his best friend’s girlfriend with puffy red eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks. months ago, heeseung’s heart would break and he wouldn’t hesitate to fix ae-cha’s by giving his. ae-cha hugs him and heeseung freezes, not knowing what to do, feeling awkward. “jay and i fought.”

“i know,” heeseung says, hugging her back, patting her back awkwardly. fuck, months ago, he wouldn’t hesitate to have her in his arms, but now, it just feels so wrong. “look, ae-cha, uh,” he says, pulling away as he looks at her. “jay’s here, let me just—”

“no, please,” she cries, sniffling. “i can’t look at him, i was horrible to him.”

“look, he’s looking for you. that’s why we’re here. we just separated because he thought he saw you somewhere.” heeseung says. “he just wants to find you. he was rushing to find you, he didn’t even get to wear his glasses, i’m pretty sure he’s not wearing any contacts right now.”

“heeseung, what if he hates me?” ae-cha says and heeseung shakes his head, placing his hands on her shoulders.

“he doesn’t, okay?” heeseung says. “look, just talk to him. you can’t avoid any fights in a relationship. this is one of the many fights you will be having and that’s fine, as long as you two still make sense, okay?”

“okay.” she mumbles and heeseung nods, grabbing his phone as he calls jay, but no answer. “you’re right, i’m being silly.” she softly says and heeseung sighs. “thank you, hee.”

she leans in, hugging heeseung as he hugs back, patting her back. “you’ll be fine,” he says. “i’ll stay with you until jay…” heeseung trails off, seeing a familiar pair of eyes that had saved him from his heartbreak a lot of times. “shit,” he curses, not failing to catch the way your tears pool in your eyes. “i’ll call jay, i have to go.” heeseung says, pulling away as he doesn’t bother to look at ae-cha when you take a step back, turning around and walking away from him.

heeseung runs, chasing you as you rush your walking. “y/n, flower,” he calls when he’s finally near you. he holds your wrist and you only shake your head, pulling your wrist from his hand as you avoid his eyes, but he sees your eyes have let the tears go, the streetlight shining against your wet cheeks. “no, no, no. let me explain, flower.”

you bit your lip down, letting out a whimper as you suppress your sobs down. “no, please, flower. it’s a misunderstanding, let me explain.” he says, putting his arm around your waist as he pulls you against his chest, kissing your hairline. you give up, shaking your head. “look, jay and ae-cha had a fight—”

“so, you took your chance to pounce on her, okay.” you say, pushing him away and heeseung’s doe eyes lightly widen as he shakes his head. “heeseung, please, just—” you let out a sob, your hand coming up to cover your mouth as you close your eyes.

“no,” heeseung softly says. “y/n, flower, listen to me. i don’t like her anymore. it’s you. it’s you or no one, flower. please, let me just explain.”

“four years,” you say, looking up at him. “four fucking years, heeseung. that’s how long you’ve been in love with her. and while you were sulking and crying over her, i was at the side, admiring you from afar. she was the reason why we became close in the first place, heeseung. because of your feelings for her, you opened up to me. who do you always go to when you cry over her? me. i never said anything and you didn’t even notice that it hurt. heeseung, you literally passed your pain to me. and then what? a few months of us being friends, you suddenly like me, not her?”

“that’s unfair,” heeseung says. “i did my best to prove to you that i love you and not her. just listen to me, please—”

“that’s all i ever did, heeseung.” you say, wiping your tears off your cheeks. “don’t call me or whatever, okay?”

“flower, you’re just mad, please. let’s cool down and—” heeseung’s voice cracks as he tries to resist his threatening tears coming out of his eyes. “flower, i understand, i’m sorry, but please, just listen—”

“i’m tired of believing your sweet words.” you say and heeseung looks at you. “i… i just don’t—”

“you don’t trust me?” heeseung says and you look at him.

“i did.” you say. did, past tense. “it was the biggest mistake.” 

heeseung’s heart breaks all over again. he presses his lips into a thin line, looking at you. he takes in a deep breath, “then what the hell are we doing here if you don’t trust me?” heeseung says and you look away, shrugging. “why are we even trying this if you don’t trust me, y/n?”

y/n. not flower.

you look up, seeing him looking at you as one tear escapes heeseung’s eye. you wanted to apologize, let him explain, take him in your arms and for you to talk about things like you two always do. but maybe… this was better. instead of facing the problem of being away from him, maybe this is better.

so, without saying anything, you take a step back, turning around your heels as you walk away from him. heeseung, this time doesn’t chase you, he just watches you walk away.

a/n: dont mean to be a bitch but i hope i made yall sad with this :(

[stealanity]

더보이즈 ✩ THE BOYZ REACTION : to their s/o asking for another kpop group member's number.

genre : fluff, maybe a tiny little angst

a/n : since my 3 top bg are performing together (I CLEARLY WANT TO SCREAM RIGHT NOW) aka enha, txt & tbz, i wanted to write this reaction! hope u will like it!

상연 ✩ sangyeon

don't understand why you came to him all lovey dovey

with doe eyes and big big smile on your pretty lips

don't understand either why you're so clingy suddenly

then the fateful question : « what do you need? »

smile when your pretty hands come to rest on his cheeks

« baby please, do me a favor, ask for heeseung's number for me before your collab stage.. »

but frowns at your sudden question

don't understand why you need heeseung's number so bad

his heart helps a little in his chest, imagining the worst

maybe he wasn't good enough for you?

seeing the worry in his eyes made you regret your request

so you come gently strew his face with butterfly kisses, whispering little i love yous in his ear

« sangyeon, heeseung just looked kind and nice. you don't have to worry, the man i love is you and only you. »

can't hide his smile and the blush on his cheeks

camouflaging his face in the crook of your neck after positively nodding his head

제이콥 ✩ jacob

« cobie, can i ask you something? »

too bad, you knew he would never tell you no

even for the silliest things

the precious angel in him always made him accept

« sure honey, whats up? »

when you asked him in a small voice, enhypen jake's number, he thought he misheard

then he asked you to repeat, confirming that you had just asked for the number of a boy other than him

but it didn't bother him more than that, just nodding his head

even though he didn't understand why you wanted jake's number

he understood even less when you came to cling to him, kissing his cheek

when he seemed completely lost

« what was that for? »

the smile on your lips warmed his heart, making him want to hug you, like a teddy bear

« just to remind you that, just because i'm asking for another boy's number, doesn't mean i'm looking for something else. i have you, and you are perfect to me, i don't need anything else. »

and he felt like he was falling in love with you again, smiling like a fool

영훈 ✩ younghoon

you were quietly in the living room

watching tv with him

zapping to find something interesting

when you stumbled upon the show presented by the prettiest mc : park sunghoon

younghoon, not interested, kept changing the channel until he heard you moan and steal the remote

he suddenly felt very interested in the program

and you too, which made him roll his eyes

« honey, can you ask sunghoon's number for me? he looks so cool and cute, i want to talk to him. »

your question made him bugger, making him frown as he pivoted his face towards you

« why do you want his number? not like you want him to be your friend or something. »

you shrug your shoulders, your eyes riveted on the screen, tilting your head slightly

« he's tall, cute and handsome. totally my type. »

a shocked laugh left his lips, falsely offended by your words, a wounded hand against his heart

« i'm also tall, cute and handsome. »

slip his arms around you after that, pulling you against him as a little hint of jealousy dawned in him

feel his heart melt in his chest when your eyes land on his

your fingers playing with the strands of his ebony hair

« yes, i know. that's what i said : totally my type. »

and then a small kiss on his cheek

making him realise that you're truly the love of his life

현재 ✩ hyunjae

« and why the hell do you want jay's number? »

he felt deeply attacked and shocked for you to dare ask him for the number of another boy

even more if it is someone other than his group's members

acts like a dramaqueen, placing his hand against his heart, mimicking fainting on the sofa

fake crying when you dare to answer him that jay has a better dress style than him

and above all that he looks cooler

proceed to sulk in your bedroom, hugging a pillow against him with his lips in pout

he was jealous, but he would never admit it

he's still jealous, even when you climb on the bed to come around his waist with your arms, resting your chin against his shoulder

« you should go cuddle jay, not me. »

moan in pain when your hand crashes violently against the back of his head

ready to retort, until you silence him by kissing him, making the tips of his ears blush

« he may be cooler than you, but he will never be you. you're my loser lover. »

can't help but want to punch you so hard and kiss you so bad at the same time

주연 ✩ juyeon

« juyeon, can you come here? »

when you ask for something

juyeon can't help but make all your wishes come true

whatever it is, he will do anything to satisfy you

but this time, your request left him perplexed

« why do you want yeonjun's number? »

shrugging your shoulders, you looked up at him for a few seconds

trying to cover up the smirk emerging on your lips

« mhhh.. have you seen his aotm performance? he's amazing, i can't help but watch it on repeat. » (true fact honestly)

and currently, he frowns again

because why the hell you watch yeonjun's aotm, when you should watch his

he feels disappointed, crossing his arms against his chest while clearing his throat

as you try so hard to keep from laughing

« and what about my atom? do you like it as much as yeonjun's? »

feels even more disappointed and betrayed when you said no, shrugging your shoulders

but don't notice when you get up to walk towards him, putting your hands on his cheeks

lifting his head to look at you, smiling tenderly

« yours? i love it even more lee juyeon, you're amazing, and you will always be my favorite. »

케빈 ✩ kevin

he looked disoriented, when you jumped on his bed so early in the morning

when you should be peacefully asleep

but no, you had to scroll on twitter, finding new pictures of hueningkai

making you hop on the bed, your hands hanging on his arm

« i absolutely need you ask hueningkai his number for me, i need it. »

raising an eyebrow laughing, he ends up taking your hands off his arm, almost knocking you out of bed

which did not prevent you from continuing to whine for hyuka's number

« why do you need it so bad anyway. »

rolling your eyes coming to stick to him, pretending to think

« i mean, look at him. he's handsome and supra funny. »

he couldn't believe his ears, raising his arms to the sky

asking beyonce what he could have done wrong to deserve this

« dude, i'm literally your handsome and funny boyfriend. »

looking up at him, you nodded, giving him the most beautiful smile

« ahh, you're right. you have something he doesn't have. »

looking at you with a victorious smile, he bulged his chest

« what? charisma? »

a bulged chest which you hastened to bang, give a flick to his forehead

« foolishness. »

뉴 ✩ chanhee

« jungwon's number? but.. since when do you have a thing for jungwon? i through your bias was sunoo. »

in fact, chanhee was right

maybe you had a penchant for sunoo's infectious smile

but that was before your heart was taken by jungwon's smile

with pouty lips, you begin to say : « yes but.. yang jungwon' smile.. »

rolling his eyes, chanhee played with your hair, bored because of this conversation

he was not jealous, at least not too much

because you used to talk about other people together

but he can't stand the fact that another smile than his

could make you ask your boyfriend for another boy's number

unbelievable !

sighing lightly, before you lift your head to him

chanhee offered you the sweetest of his smiles

the one that capsized your heart and blushed your cheeks

and you come to peck his lips once or twice, snuggling in his comforting arms

« nevermind, forget what i asked you. »

raising an eyebrow, chanhee gently stroked your arm with his fingertips

« why? you know, i don't mind asking him. »

but you shook your head negatively, camouflaging your face in the crook of his neck

« no, no need. the only smile that matters to me is yours. »

making his heart beat 300 miles an hour

큐 ✩ changmin

« can i may know why? »

changmin definitely couldn't believe what you just asked him

did you really just ask him for the number of his favorite mc?

aka choi soobin?

« nothing in particular, he just looks funny, and sweet, and fucking handsome. and t a l l. »

pretend to yawn when you tell him this, going back to his occupations

and even when you beg him lightly he refuses

no he said, and when you ask him why

he answers : « because soobin is mine. »

and you're the one in shock now, pretending to sulk

but at least now you won't ask for the number of any other boy than him

because deep down, changmin was just extremely jealous

which made him come and take you in his arms, placing a kiss on your shoulder

turning you around, coming to put a million kisses on his face

« maybe soobin is yours, but you, you are mine and only mine. »

he couldn't help laughing, before smiling tenderly at you, placing a kiss on your forehead

« i am completely and totally just yours. »

finally, you were the one who was jealous now

주학년 ✩ haknyeon

« uh? »

he seemed lost when you asked him for taehyun's number

blinking several times trying to realize if this was all real

but when he asks you why, you suddenly seemed dreamy

your chin stuck in the palm of your hand

« for several reasons : he looks funny, cute and surrounded by good vibes. it just seems to be nice to hang out with. and more important point.. »

sliding your hands in front of your chest, your eyes looked big while miming the bulging muscles of his torso

« this. »

haknyeon looked suddenly shocked, the tips of his ears blushing

as you watched him out of the corner of your eye, scrutinizing his reactions

he was way too cute, observing his own torso

that you got up to come the back hug, placing a kiss on the bridge of his jaw

« you know.. i also have a bulging chest. »

his remark making you laugh, you nodded positively

as he swiveled towards you, giving you the opportunity to let your chin rest on his chest, as you smiled at him

« i know, and this torso will always be my favorite. and the boy who has it. »

선우 ✩ sunwoo

when he feels your body collaspe on his back

he feels really happy to have his baby hugging him

but when he heard you sigh incessantly

he understood that you had something to ask him

so he swiveled, now finding himself on his back, you lying on him

« what do you want. »

a smile appeared on your lips, as you assumed an innocent look, which made him raise an eyebrow

« my cute little boba boyfriend, could you ask for enhypen's sunoo number, for your cute little soulmate? »

raises his eyebrows even more after that, a nervous, mocking laugh escaping his pretty lips

because he thought you were joking

when you weren't

« wait, you're serious? »

seeing the serious way you looked at him, he understood that you were serious

then a jealousy invaded his whole body, crossing his arms against his chest

« why? you already have a sunwoo in your life, isn't it enough for you? »

a crystalline laugh left your lips, which made the tips of sunwoo's ears blush despite the pout on his lips

that you hastened to kiss, before resting your chin on his hand

« he's just cute, but of course, you're cuter than him. and above all, i'm in love with you, dumbass, not with him. »

에릭 ✩ eric

you were both quietly installed in the living room

you working on your homework while he relaxed himself, playing the console

when you remembered that tweet you saw this morning

continuing to do your homework, your voice suddenly distracted him from his game

his head swiveling towards you with a shocked expression

« and why do you need beomgyu's number? »

he was not jealous, or at least not yet

but when you shrug your shoulders

replying that beomgyu looked really funny and always in a good mood

he felt his stomach tighten

and you see out of the corner of your eye, his pouty lips, tearing you a sweet smile, melting your heart

« hmm.. yea sure.. »

his voice sounded so sad all of a sudden, that you bothered to leave the table to sit on his lap

kissing his cheek tenderly, hanging your arms around his neck

« look at your sad face, are you jealous? »

he looked away, just wrapping his warm arms around your waist

a little laugh left your lips, stroking his hair softly while whispering

« you're the sunshine of my life, eric. no one will ever replace you. not even choi beomgyu. »

tbz main masterlist !

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[otakuminami]

I needed Dick and they delivered

Spoilers

OMG They delivered a great start to Dick’s arc. Like I got worried for a second that after Rocket’s plush arc, Dick’s might suffer as well. In a way I’m happy that it started, but like I cared more about what was happening in this episode than I did in Rocket’s arc.

For starters, Flying Dick Grayson (aka Dan Danger) is back. I’m just in love with the idea that Dick goes back to being a Flying Grayson every now and then. I live for more acrobat acrobat Dick Grayson, even though we see him as an acrobat Nightwing. I just need more performances from Dick is that too much to ask?

Also I was screaming for a net. I know he doesn’t need one, but you know

Trauma

Anyways, I love the whole enforcing not only the acrobat part of Dick’s character but also the detective. I feel like we don’t really get to see enough of him being a detective anymore (from any of the bats really) so I’m glad to see it here.

I love how they sat next to Clark and was like “Superman” without looking at him. Like they could have just been like “hey Clark got a minute?” But they had to be dramatic I love it!

Clark is not giving into peer pressure

Good for him!

This reminds me he’s kinda like Bart now.

I love how that’s how they got the entire group back together again. It worked seamlessly.

Kaldur took a needed month off (I think he should have taken more but sometimes having too much time off is bad too).

“Wyynde loves the look” made me laugh so hard

Also is Admistad wearing a Red Robin outfit or is it just me? Did Tim become Red Robin?

When I was watching them all get together, I was thinking don’t get Miss Martian involved please, and I’m glad they didn’t. Do you know how much trauma she would be in if she heard there might be a chance her husband is alive? Like I know he is alive but like she’s still mourning him and I feel like that’s something you tell someone when your absolutely sure.

Barbara mentioned as an amazing hacker! Love it!

Also the Bart Allen is missing alert. I’m like amazed that they do that. I’ve never thought about it but do you know how useful that could be. I wonder what other times that has been used.

I’m also crying because Jay had to call in to find his speedster teen

I’m crying think about when he decided to say he was missing. How long did he wait? Did he think he was with the outsiders for a bit? Did he have yo call the outsiders to find out he wasn’t with them?

But back to Bart’s time traveling adventures

His thought to go run and grab a collar and put it around Lor Zod’s neck with a determined look on his face like this isn’t the jokester he pretends to be. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this but Bart is almost like a completely different person than the one he acts. I’ve noticed this back in season 2 and I’m kinda glad that they remembered it because I don’t really see this type of character a lot.

When Lor Zod put a collar around Bart’s neck, I screamed. The trauma he faced when he was younger and all the effort he did to change the future only to then be placed back into the same position he was in made me want to yell at the unfairness of it.

I really hope we get to see some memories/backstory/trauma of Bart’s future. Like I know it’s probably not important but I would like to see more of him.

Also Lor Zod is basically abusing Bio ship. He needs to just get his ass kicked by someone already.

Maybe Miss Martian

The fight between the OG team and Klarion was pretty cool.

Also baby Teekl is so cute!!!

Klarion’s opening speech about contacting him only to stop when he realized who it was got me laughing hard. Does he do that every time? How many times does Teekl interrupt him when he does it? Are people intimidated by it? When I saw it I was like yeah ok Klarion you think you’re scary.

Magic School bus? I wonder who’s going to be Miss Frizzle and who’s going to be Arnold?

Phantom girl finally wakes up. I wonder how she is going to get them out without getting caught.

Also I’m getting the vibe that Ursa is going to be more of a threat to them than Dru and I don’t know how to explain it.

Also Conner thinks he killed Clark? Poor Conner. He’s suffering and he doesn’t remember everything.

Does he remember who M’gann is?!?

Also House of Luther,

I almost died.

But they mentioned Kara!

Indirectly but still! She’s in the universe!

At the end when they found signs of life in Kaizer Thrall, at first I thought it was Kara because she was mentioned and also they’re doing Kryptonians.

But then they said human and male and 11 and I was like who could that possibly be? We were all hoping for Wally to return this season but that can’t be him unless he de-aged but that’s highly unlikely even with the powers of a speedster because it’s kinda odd to do that.

I absolutely have no idea who this could be.

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL

April 2023 Wk 2

Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying most.

Ongoing Series - Thai

Bed Friend (Sat YT, GaGa & iQIYI uncut) ep 9 of 10 - My biggest concern is that Uea left his sister in that house with a known abuser. Meanwhile, the office teasing was cute. I’m thinking that the final two episodes were mostly added to deal with the backstory resolution of the family drama, and to add a sappy proposal thing. I’m not necessarily mad about it, but I do think there’s probably would’ve been a better tighter story at 8 episodes. 

Future (Thai Sun YouTube & Gaga) ep 4 of 5 - There is nothing to this show but softness. Also we visited my old exclamation to the BL gods: please don’t make them act crying. It’s so difficult to watch. That said I still love this  stupid show.

Pastsenger (Thai Weds Gaga) 6 of 12 eps - Wow. Sides kissing. Brave high school kid! Also mains. Wait. What is happening? 

A Boss and a Babe (Fri YouTube) ep 7 of 12 - Having a rich boyfriend sure is clutch. Boss is smart to ingratiate himself with his boyfriend’s gaming team. Also there is no doubt that they are complete and total boyfriends, the most boyfriendly boyfriends ever. 

Tin Tam Jai (Tues Gaga & iQIYI) ep 8 of 12 - I’m pretty much fast forwarding anything to do with the main couple I just find them so boring. Although my beloved side dishes have disappeared. So I guess I am watching it for the faen fatal? 

Chains of Heart (Sat iQIYI) ep 9 of 10 - Whatever. Good sex scene tho. Bummer about the, ya know, story. 

The Promise (Thai Weds YT) ep 6 of 10 - ON HIATUS UNTIL APRIL 19.

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Our Dining Table AKA Bokura no Shokutaku (Japan Thurs Gaga) ep 2 of 10 - It’s just the best. It’s so sweet. Yutaka’s little smile because the kid likes him and wants to cook with him is probably the warmest most endearing thing ever to happen in JBL. 

Unintentional Love Story (Korea Thurs iQIYI) 9-10 fin - sorry I won’t have a chance to watch this until early next week but I promise to post about it! 

The Eighth Sense (Korea Weds Viki) eps 5-6 of 10 - Hyung mistakes made by constantly acting EXACTLY like bf in front of their friends is very cute. I don’t have much to say a this time. Narrative and characterization is unfolding as expected, staying tense as we get little nuggets of backstory. Lines will be crossed, one way or another. The trot part was VERY funny. Also we got us a on screen rep of a fairygodBLer. These two kiss well but all I can see when they do is how much pain is incoming. I don’t know what was up with the ending but we do have 4 more to go, so I don’t think we are actually in an H3:MODC situation. 

My Story (Pinoy Sat YouTube) - It’s a bit frenetic, camp, crazy, and outrageous, but I’m not mad about any of that because it’s classic Pinoy BL. So I think I’ll keep watching. This is the same characters as My Day. Which means they did break up the main couple from that series. So if that’s going to traumatize you, be aware. There are a lot of storylines going on. And I’m just not sure BL from the Philippines can handle this much at once, they may have bitten of more BL than they can chew. 

Naked Dinner AKA Zenra Meshi (Japan Fri Gaga) - Japan is so weird. I mean that in a good way (but also sometimes in a bad way). Also sometimes just weird. Also embarrassing and cringe. I’m going to watch it but I don’t like it very much. 

It’s Airing But ...

Love Syndrome (Thai Sat WeTV) stopped at ep 2 of 12 - I’m just not into any aspect of it (except Lee Long Shi and I can watch him in Tin Tem Jai) - saving to binge if the end is solid.

Venus in the Sky (Sat YouTube) pilot/tester?) 0 of 10 - not entirely sure what’s up with this one distribution-wise, but the pilot was cute, classic university-set pulp. I hope it happens because the leads are cute with good chemsitry and I thought it was fun. However, it totally holds together as it’s own little short story too.

Make a Wish (Thai Weds ?) from WaGa Creative staring Fluke Natouch (OhmFluke UWMA etc...) & Judo (The Miracle Of Teddy Bear) in a medical-fantasy. About a doctor who sees ghosts and a deity who resides in a Bodhi tree that earns merits whenever he fulfills a wish based on a y-novel by Sammon (Manner of Death, Triage). Same as above.

In Case You Missed it

Cafe In Love 10 eps finished its run.

Destiny Seeker 10 eps also finished its run.

A First Love Story is on Gaga now. It’s my favorite BL short ever made, check it out. It’s wonderful.

Next Week Looks Like This:

Starting:

04.18 Step By Step (Thai WeTV & Gaga) - 10 eps office age gap, I am all in! 

04.19 The Promise is back!

Finishing: Bed Friend, Chains, Future

I might start watching Destiny Seeker or Cafe in Love, or both.

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED)

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

En of Love franchise leaning into its brand (Future the series)

I love their friendship and their bromances and this was an adorable moment ... but now I want these two to lead out a BL together. 

I love an “accidental” outing (both Boss & Babe). 

Calling out tropes and characterization, as ya do.

Passing along the familial obligation of care. 

 (all Bed Friend) 

(last week)

Current Kpop earworm? Block B’s Very Good, I TOLD you I’ve been dipping into the well a lot recently. I really miss Kpop’s 2nd gen insanity phase. 

[glitchstoxicwaste]

SLASHERS WITH AN S/O DOING THEIR EYELINERRRR SPECIFICALLY MICHAEL AUDREY MYERS AND BILLY "RAT IN THE ATTIC" LENZ CAUSE THEY'D LOOK FINE AS HELL IN EYELINER AND AIN'T NO BITCH GON TELL ME OTHERWISEEEE

Couldn’t ignore this anymore! Sooooooo I went ahead and got pictures as well!

Another thing that’ll have a second part eventually!!

Also, how in the FUCK do these people do their eyeliner so well?? The fuck????

Slashers with Eyeliner! PT. 1

PT. 2 Coming Soon

Slashers

TW: Slashers looking FABULOUS with eyeliner that you did! Tommy’s is long, pussy and prostitute are said once

↓Continue under the cut!↓

Michael Myers!

Tilts his head in confusion.

Show him a picture of the one you wanna try on him.

“Please Mikey? You’ll be even more badass while killing, totally disrespect your victims by being a baddie ending their life looking better than they could wish to look!”

He shrugs.

Aka: GO FOR IT!

So what do you do?

Something simple but would make his eyes pop!!

Cause let’s face it

His baby blues?

They are beautiful as fuck

You cannot say I’m wrong!

Your choice:

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Jason Voorhees!

Pamela is wary at first

She thinks it’s your way of saying he’s ugly

She tells Jason that’s what she THINKS

So you have to explain that it’s just you having a pure mind and blow them away with a compliment

“I just know that Jay would rock eyeliner and be absolutely adorable and bad ass too, show he’s not an evil monster but an absolute baddie!”

Pamela is sold

Jay takes his mask off and plops you on his lap

Something small and subtle, but suits him as well

What you do:

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Norman Bates!

He asks you in a way

He stares at you while you apply your eyeliner

He then asks shyly if you’d make him a “pretty boy”

“Baby, you’re a pretty boy without makeup on.”

“But… I wanna FEEL like a pretty boy…”

How can you refuse him?

You can’t.

So you look on Pinterest for something he would like

He chose:

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Brahms Heelshire!

Your eyeliner went missing

If just have been Brahms

Venture into the walls, yousee him trying -and failing- to put on eyeliner.

You would call it cute -and it is tbh- but he’s making a huge mess

Once you confront him his reasoning is kinda funny

“I wanted to try it and see if you’d like me more…”

You take off what he did and do a little wing

He demands you do a design so you do

What you do:

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Billy Lenz!

Bro, he is fascinated as fuck by it

You wear it sometimes (or a lot depending on who you are)

And he’s seen others wear it

He wants to try it now

You find your eyeliner missing -Brahms 2.0?-

About an hour later Billy pops up and pokes you.

“D-Did Billy do good? Is… i-is piggy proud?”

You chuckle softly and remove some of the mess on his face

You add a sassy ass wing to make his eyes pop

What you do:

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Thomas Hewitt!

He freezes

That question was out of the blue

And in front of the others… oh god he doesn’t know what to do

He’s stuck because he does want to but doesn’t know how everyone else would react

Luda Mae gives you a quizzical look

“What’re you tryin’ to say about Tommy?”

You go to explain a bit but Hoyt cuts you off

“Makeup ain’t gonna fix that train wreck”

Queue Monty and Hoyt laughing

Queue an angry Y/N

They stop laughing the second Luda Mae’s wooden spoon is smacking them both, you being the one who is holding it

“Tommy is handsome WITHOUT makeup and a mask, you both look and smell like the exact thing spewing out your mouth, a prostitute’s crusty ass pussy.”

Tommy flushes and agrees to the eyeliner

So you add some PIZZAZZ to it

You decided to do:

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Bo Sinclair!

Hard NO at first

Fuck no

Absolutely not

No way in hell

That’s YOUR thing, not his

Pester him a lot, never ending

Still says no

Pout and start to fake cry OR say that Lester will do it because he’s more of a man than Bo will ever be and he will agree

Do the most simple and tiny thing or else he will get mad

You decided:

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Vincent Sinclair!

He will get self conscious at first

Explain it’s for creative purposes

Tell him you just wanna practice

Say you do better in others than yourself and that he is beautiful without it

“I’m not saying you aren’t handsome honey, I just wanna use you as my canvas for my eyeliner because I work best on others than on myself.”

He will eventually agree

You do something bold and extravagant like:

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Lester Sinclair!

He will agree right away

Happy to help

Thinks it’s cool and has wanted to do it but was shy to ask

Preppy and happy when you ask

Babe will legit flaunt it

You wanna show him off and use his face to practice makeup?

Do it

Legit just hold up your makeup when he isn’t busy or leaving soon and he will sit down and close his eyes happily

Do anything

You blow Bo and Vin away by doing:

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Asa Emory!

Glares at you

Why do you wanna do makeup on him?

That requires taking off the mask

That’s dangerous (my phone autocorrected “dangerous” to danganronpa… wtf????)

Just threaten to do it on someone else and he will agree with a groan

He’s a formal man

So you do something more formal and simple for him

But also you add a little zing

You do: