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Happy Birthday, Kanghan!
I may be easy, but I'm not cheap, so I always like seeing how wealth is displayed in these BLs.
Max got Kanghan a limited film camera imported from the United States.
but . . . Kanghan isn't into photography.
Nawa got him a Liverpool jersey, No. 8, from the 2005 UEFA Champions League, but I'm going out on a limb and assuming Liverpool is not Kanghan's favorite team (Messi is Inter Miami now, so forget those European team, and come on over to the United States side of life, sir).
Pimfah painted him a portrait
Which he liked the most.
I think Kanghan likes Pimfah, so obviously he would like her gift, but . . . *put a pin in it*
Kanghan's dad got him the motorcycle, but he picked the model for Kanghan instead of letting Kanghan decide.
Sailom sang Kanghan "Happy Birthday" and grabbed a cake from Kanghan's fridge for him.
Kanghan isn't even aware of what is in his own fridge, so he was surprised that Sailom had asked the staff for it, but he was genuinely thankful for it.
Because it isn't just about liking the person (IF Kanghan does, in fact, like Pimfah), but about the effort. *take that pin out from earlier*
When Kanghan's friends ask what Sailom got him
Sailom answers that he wasn't aware it was Kanghan's birthday (even though they spent the entire day together *put another pin in it*)
And this could be a subtitle choice, but it's interesting that Sailom says he didn't "prepare" anything rather than he didn't "buy" anything.
We know Sailom doesn't have McDonald's money, but Pimfah didn't purchase anything and Kanghan liked her gift the most because it took effort.
AND IT WAS SURPRISING!
But why not skip tutoring, so he could celebrate his birthday with his friends? Why spend all day with Sailom, yet not tell him that it was his birthday? *take the second pin out*
Because he wanted to spend his birthday with Sailom without making it about him. And this possibly started the night before.
The boys didn't leave the school until after 10 pm; then, Kanghan detoured to the restaurant "just cause", so it had to be late when they left there.
A few people have written that Kanghan isn't lonely. He has a grandmother who loves him. He has friends who want to hang out with him. So why did he want to spend the night going into his birthday with Sailom?
Then proceed to spend all night with him the next day?
Because he enjoys spending time with Sailom, sure.
But it's because the time he spends with Sailom is full of surprises.
Every interaction he has with Sailom surprises him. Kanghan, who is bored with his life and money, finds Sailom unpredictable, for good reason.
Sailom brings up a lot of feelings™ in Kanghan because Kanghan never knows what to expect, so Kanghan is acting out in less predictable ways as well.
Because he doesn't know how to describe what is happening, but he knows the feelings™ Sailom evokes in him are real.
And that's what Kanghan is really craving - something real.
He has his kingdom of cardboard and trash.
He could buy anything he wants, so he wants nothing.
His two best friends get him gifts that he doesn't even care about. His father makes decisions for him, so he doesn't have to think. But Sailom gives him something different, something new, something real, and something worth the effort - Sailom gives Kanghan himself.
Sailom has nothing else to give Kanghan but himself. The cake comes from Kanghan's own fridge. The guitar for the song is borrowed. But Sailom gives Kanghan his attention, which is all Kanghan really wants.
So Happy Birthday, Kanghan!
I hope you enjoy your present!
#Happy Birthday Kanghan#Dangerous Romance#aka my entire personality#Sailom already gave Kanghan himself#because that is all he has to give#sailom x kanghan
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skipping my lecture to sit at a coffee shop and draw anime girls while listening to Punisher by Phoebe Bridgers
life doesn't get better than this
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Everlasting A5
#when I tried to post this tumblr signed me out of my account???#all that work and I wasn't even happy with it halfway through but now I love this thang. yay#X's clock hand has no gears on it for lore reasons and not because I didn't wanna draw it I swear#this is actually the first time I've drawn both Abram and Abel. Abram was a darling to draw and Abel had his face redrawn 14 times#I believe it's physically impossible not to make Adam look real pretty in literally anything. plus I took tattoo liberties and I like em#he's barefoot in my heart but unfortunately I cannot draw feet.#anyways. justifications:#Time Duck as an abno has its event centred around what one perceives it to be - a rabbit or a duck#this links to Fau in how it can be unclear when it is her and when it is the Gesellschaft. who she is at any one point is somewhat up to yo#and I think it links very similarly to the A5 - are they truly all one in the same#or are they different people with the same - or similar enough - starting points#especially for X - which is why he's the goopy-est - is he simply Ayin once again or has he changed to the point of being his own person#that goes for every loop's X as well. can the same shape change enough in ones eyes to become an entirely different animal#also the time theme and Fau's corrosion quote 'Thus. You cease to move. Trapped in the stopped time. For eternity'#is an obvious reference to the time loop shenanigans at L Corp HQ#they are all trapped by him in the same 50 days. never to move forward with the rest of the world. for a practical eternity#also doomsday clock on Fau's corrosion is a reference to how A and D keep paralleling eachother and probably know eachother from somewhere#the tremor on the E.G.O is like how each thing that happened brought him closer to the brink [aka the stagger threshold]#and the sinking on the gift [gestures at Abram]#plus the mechanical theme connects to how Ayin looked towards the seemingly infallible idea of the machine in his time of need#fanart#ayin lobcorp#abram lobcorp#abel lobcorp#adam lobcorp#x lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#🌑🌘🌗🌖🌕#NEVER DRAW GEARS PLEASE JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ONE IT IS NEVER WORTH IT
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I know that Clover's gender is up to interpretation (the devs DID say so themselves) but I still feel weird when people make them exclusively male or female LOL Like it's TECHNICALLY fine??? but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
more in tags as usual because I am a yapper. i am so sorry for having strong opinions about gender and representation. i am usually more fun than this 🥲🥲🥲🥲
#whenever ppl talk about clover being male it feels like they are unconsciously reinforcing gender roles???#vague sexist vibes yknow#this is such an innocent thing to complain about but i dont care!! i am a HATER!!!!!!#I think it bothers me so much because it reminds me of how Kris was treated and is STILL being treated. “well in my headcanon he is a boy”#again its technically fine!!! the devs said its cool and i wont hate anyone for it. but its still so weird yknow#especially cus most ppl reason them to be a boy because “well he likes guns and thats a boy thing!!!!!!”#“his design looks like a boy but his animations are like a girl”#“he is a cowBOY and he looks masculine so-” shut up i will stick your head down a toilet#many people think its an obvious fact that they are male.#whenever the cast calls Clover by he or a boy in fan content I can feel my entire face shrivel up#“THEY WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT!!!” aka the curse that keeps me from enjoying anything thats just made for fun#i think its a case of self-insertiritis... even though clover is their own separate person as is UTDR's tradition#bonus points if they make them a boy so they can ship them with kanako without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨#🤨🤨🤨🤨bonus points if they make them female so they can ship them with flowey without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨#female clover is actually rare and not nearly as problematic. i can tolerate female clover because luckypatch is such a rare ship anyhow#this does not even mention the weird ships with martlet and ceroba. yeah its the monster girls only. and in those theyre also a boy#never starlo or dalv which thank god but. guess why. go figure#ive had people headcanon martlet knowing clover as a kid and dating them later? i do not need to explain why thats grooming LOL#the undertale yellow fandom on reddit. is so bad. god. do not go there#i know its filled to the brim with teens who have the media literacy skills of a wet piece of paper and their minds in the gutters 24/7 but#cmon.#the things they have done to ceroba and martlet. the curse of being women. girlypops i am SO sorry you do not deserve it#undertale#undertale yellow#uty#clover#ceroba#martlet
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look what you made me do [x]
#gallery; the prettiest person | self#roy mustang#envy#envy fma#envy fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#[ this is what I've been working on ]#[ it entered my head yesterday ]#[ husband helped me with the edits ]#[ aka gave me pointers about what to do ]#[ the last one was the most fun ]#[ there are a few TS songs that are entirely roy mustang ]#[ waolom is one ]#[ lwymmd is another ]
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Hey y'all! Slightly weird question, but you know I love making and giving themed gift sets: Do you have any recommendations for board books or picture books with a sunshine or lemonade kind of theme? The set so far is a pink and orange and yellow quilt, a plushie sun, and a pair of pink and yellow baby booties with lemon slices all over them. It's good as-is, but I think if I can find a book to tie them all together it'd be even better
#the person behind the yarn#it doesn't have to be sunshine themed I guess something spring themed would also work?#but the quilt is honestly more summer than spring#and the baby this set is for is in the part of California I used to live in#aka the Land of Perpetual Summer#I mean right now they are getting a lot of rain so not quite so summer right this second#but most of the time! most of the time it is summer there even when it isn't chronologically#the vibes of this baby set to me are sunshine and joy#and maybe I have learned something about myself and my personal associations with the color combo of yellow and pink while making it#(for example: did not know I like yellow or pink at all but I do! especially together!)#so it's entirely possible this is not a universal or even common color association#but I'm sticking with it anyway lol
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"As for the government of the kingdom, [Edward V] had complete confidence in the peers of realm and the queen."
"According to the Crowland continuator, [Elizabeth Woodville] seems to have taken the king's place in listening to his council immediately after Edward IV's death. It does appear that she expected to have some role in her son's kingship, and the Crowland continuator’s report of the letters sent to her by [Richard of Gloucester] indicates that she had good reason to expect to be able to work with him and the other councillors: 'the duke of Gloucester wrote the most pleasant letters to console the queen; he promised to come and offer submission, fealty and all that was due from him to his lord and king, Edward V, the first-born son of his brother the dead king and the queen'."
"[However], in what was Gloucester's first coup, Edward V was separated from his household and Woodville advisors. When the young king questioned the move, Buckingham was reported to have told the boy 'It is not in the business of women but men to govern kingdoms'. The blunt remark referred to the authority of Elizabeth Woodville as queen and the power she must have anticipated within the new political climate left by Edward IV's sudden death [...] While the veracity of this scene is questionable*, the words attributed to the duke no doubt seemed plausible to Dominic Mancini who believed they exemplified the popular sentiment held by men [...]."
-Dominic Mancini, The Usurpation of Richard the Third / J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503 / Alexander R. Brondarbit, Power Brokers and the Yorkist State, 1461-1485
*One of Mancini's key sources seems to have been Edward V's own doctor, John Argentine, who attended to him in the Tower. It's very likely that he was the one who recounted this scene to Mancini, which suggests that it should probably be considered more credible than not.
#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#wars of the roses#15th century#english history#my post#Croyland wrote that 'The counsellors of the king - now deceased - were present with the queen' so yes#He clearly seemed to view Elizabeth as taking on Edward's role after his death#Which is striking since her son - the new King - hadn't even arrived in London yet let alone be crowned#It's also interesting that Richard wrote letters to *her* rather than the rest of the council and that she was the final deciding authority#when it came to her son (she was the one who wrote to him for his military escort) - it's a clear indication of who was seen as important#This is also reflected in 16th century chronicles like the claim that the Archbishop of York gave Elizabeth the Great Seal#We don't know if this is true - the Archbishop was definitely opposed to Richard but More may have embellished or invented the story#But either way it reflects the perception that Elizabeth would have a major role in the realm's governance during her son's minority#Which makes sense as Edward V would have been used to his mother governing for him as part of his council his whole life#It's also interesting to compare the impression we get of Elizabeth's role with that of former kings' mothers in late medieval England#Because that can help us understand her activities (and perception of them) within proper context rather than purely in isolation#From what I understand kings' mothers could be very influential (eg: Joan of Kent) but were almost never visibly/directly associated#with the governance of the realm. It's striking that the most extreme and arguably the only exception - Isabella of France - assumed#her unofficial regent-like role only after literally deposing the former King aka her husband in the most atypical situation imaginable#So it's striking that Elizabeth *was* visibly and directly associated with it despite her situation being entirely standard; despite the#lack of precedents; and despite the physical absence of her son. Especially since she was effectively the king's mother for only 20 days#I do think it's possible to argue that it says something about her power as queen#(Edward *did* give her unusual positions of authority either way) and may also suggest a more direct personality on her part#It may also explain why historians were/are so readily prepared to believe that she wanted to 'usurp the sovereignty' to quote George Buck#Ofc this is my interpretation based on my (limited) knowledge - feel free to correct me
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@void-of-unparalled-chaos did you see me going through Epic the musical tag on your blog? It's because you infected me. I am no longer sane. Because of you posting about Epic I went and watched both streams recordings on youtube and am currently making my way through literally every video about Epic on Jay's channel. I am obsessed. I ranted to my parents for an hour and then started sending memes to my friend who barely has any context. I am vibrating through walls. There is something fundamentally changed in me now. I am losing my sense of humanity. Please if you ever want to infodump and have someone to share your freaking out - message or tag me. I need to know every single detail and I'm too bad at noticing the motifs and instruments myself. Someone save me
#HE FUCKING FOUGHT GOD AND WON#he is so messed up#if anyone talks for me for longer than ten minutes we WILL end up discussing Odysseus torturing Poseidon#he couldn't afford therapy and chose the next best thing#aka torture the person who inflicted the most trauma on him#...my friend says it is not in fact the second best thing after therapy but ANYWAY#the gods will have to add “don't use the windbag as a jetpack to break the sound barrier” to the instruction for it after this#absolutely obsessed with the way the gods twice told Ody “all you have to do is not open this bag”#and twice he saw Poseidon and went “You know what. Actually I will.”#it's three am and I literally can't fall asleep because my head has the entire musical stuck in it and the songs are playing simultaneously#help
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I am once again being completely and totally normal about double life,,
#aka not normal at all#just the way that pearl acted#i just#akskxskcdkxncd#a person like pearl who thrives on companionship winning the season about companionship makes sense#but to do it with no allies??#not even the person she was forcibly connected to#no wonder she's always so attached to her dogs!!#they were all she had the entire time!!#i could write an entire essay on this#oh my god#double life#life series#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon
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tfw i ask my hairdresser for a mullet and they give me some fucking??? bob?? they did NOT ask before chopping off half of my hairs length
#yes i showed a reference#yes i said i was growing my hair out#but no its short now oh well#im not even being dramatic this shit is SO UGLY#'but quarzy its just hair??#yeah aka my entire fucking personality
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YOU CANNOT HAVE AN EEVEE/RIOLU TEAM AND HAVE THE SAME DADNOIR BELIEFS AND NOT EXPECT ME TO LOSE MY SHIT OMGGG. SHAKING YOUUUU. op we are friends now. YOU CANNOT ESCAPE.
Hey @jsab-fujii you gave me literal cardiac arrest because, um, I was actually working on this lil pic right when you sent your message (and I was going to shyly post it but now I can just attach it to this?). Do you happen to have psychic powers? Or maybe we're just this in tune already that we were thinkin' about each other at the same time? Either way it's magic and I'm so honored. Anyway!! I have been obsessed (putting it lightly) with Ribbons and Aimilios for the past few days. I am utterly in love with them and your art, which is amazing btw!! I think that Echo and Ribbons, if they ever got to actually talk, would be fast friends even though their personalities are very different. Eevees gotta stick together!
Now, I wonder what these two could be having so much fun chatting about?? <3
#fuji thanks for calling us friends omg!!#i hope that i did ribbons justice with this doodle cause i adore her!!!#also i am astonished/blessed to have found another person that has very similar taste in content aka eevee/riolu and dadnoir#dusknoir is... ngl my favorite character in the entire game i love him so much#also you are VERY much allowed to order a cease and desist on this since i didn't ask to doodle ribbons#dang maybe i shoulda messaged first??? sorry#pm me if you want it removed cause that's fine no biggie#anyway i hope u are having the best day !! <3#eevee/echo#eevee/ribbons#pmd2#pmd eos#my art
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can't post about this where the guy im crazy over or whatever can see it but man hey <- on his third drink kind of crazy that i really did think like wow im never gonna recover from the horrible things this guy did to me and he's gonna fuck with me forever cuz he's like or whatever only to realize hm no actually i Can actually decide to just. get better. and ignore that shit and live my own life and find people who actually care abt me and aren't like yk abusing me to get their rocks off or whatever... crazy...
#be not afraid#im nicer now and happier#and im not banned from a thrme park for threatening to kill people so thats somwthing right#coming up on 1 year since moving out aka the nest decision and probably the only reason im not out here with stab wound scars or smthn#never date a mf whos entire personality is being mean on tumblr and lying about heing popular man.#i love my friends i need to put them in my little ptri doshes forever and i#unfortunatelt am kinda down bad for this giy huh#qoke up to just#one of the nicest messages ive ever received out of nowhere and was liek oh so thats what its supposed to be like#not the#yk#isolating you from ur friends or choking u or getting u fucked up enoufh to pass 9ut#thank god
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i’m sorry it’s just so wildly funny to be called pathetic by the weirdo who’s spent years pretending to be romani and jewish, tied themselves in knots over whether they were taught yiddish by family or if they never got to learn because said family died, and spent time creating ghoulish holocaust backstories for invented relatives on reddit rather than spending that time going to therapy
#i checked your twitter bro i didn’t lie about my entire heritage for clout#do you not think people deserve to know what the fuck you’re doing this time#which one of us made actual jewish people feel judged?#which one of us is obsessed with pre hays actresses pretending to be other races too?#gotta respect you being upfront with those interests buddy ol pal#i’m just saying your parents (if they’re not dead this week according to your lies) need to give you a stern talkin to#come and collect your fucking child they’re acting up online again#quill to paper#personal#adina/dean aka littlegreenfag
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I decided that I want to be happy in the saddest way possible so I'm re-reading Noragami again! It was my fav manga for literal years, I stopped reading it around 2020 because it was making me too sad (and like, I already had enough with what was happening in my life) but I've always intended to pick it up again eventually. I somehow managed to NOT get the ending spoiled so wish me luck on this read I have no idea what is coming for me.
#last night i was reading the bishamon arc listening to girls' generation - aka literally my entire personality in 2015#not to romanticize my teen years but i miss when my biggest worries were when my fav manga was gonna release a new chapter#now everyday i wake up and there is a new Horror#noragami#noragami re-read live blog#yes i'm going to become a noragami blog again what about it
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would you still love me if i was a worm snake
idk sometimes you just want to draw a big eye. the fun of this is really that i just started on a dark canvas and went for it with very little sketching or planning and just kinda fucked around with the gouache brushes trying to get to the image in my head. and i remembered that csp does timelapses so
#aka celeste actually meets his boyfriend#though truly celeste should be much smaller here#this space snake is hundreds of miles long#truly incomprehensibly massive#you can see for about half a second there i thought i might do dragon pupils#that didn't last#i also got so lazy about the scales so fast#doodles#dnd#oc: celeste#asmodeus#...technically#celeste/asmodeus#in my most self indulgent futures for celeste he gets to be the only person to know about ahriman#specialest lad in the entire multiverse
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take me back
#just dreamed I spent an entire day with my pastor aka one of my favorite men and person ever#we played basketball but with stupid challenges that he insisted I try to challenge him in#we ate some food and talked a bunch and poked fun at each other bc man if his laugh isn’t one of the best#we watched some tv and I laid against his side and his arm was over my shoulders#it was so comfortable. would’ve fallen asleep if he didn’t start talking again 😑#warmest most safest most fun and easy dream I’ve had in so long#really feels like my church dad sometimes#he’s the best :’)#nobody’s listening L
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