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Happy Birthday, Kanghan!
I may be easy, but I'm not cheap, so I always like seeing how wealth is displayed in these BLs.
Max got Kanghan a limited film camera imported from the United States.
but . . . Kanghan isn't into photography.
Nawa got him a Liverpool jersey, No. 8, from the 2005 UEFA Champions League, but I'm going out on a limb and assuming Liverpool is not Kanghan's favorite team (Messi is Inter Miami now, so forget those European team, and come on over to the United States side of life, sir).
Pimfah painted him a portrait
Which he liked the most.
I think Kanghan likes Pimfah, so obviously he would like her gift, but . . . *put a pin in it*
Kanghan's dad got him the motorcycle, but he picked the model for Kanghan instead of letting Kanghan decide.
Sailom sang Kanghan "Happy Birthday" and grabbed a cake from Kanghan's fridge for him.
Kanghan isn't even aware of what is in his own fridge, so he was surprised that Sailom had asked the staff for it, but he was genuinely thankful for it.
Because it isn't just about liking the person (IF Kanghan does, in fact, like Pimfah), but about the effort. *take that pin out from earlier*
When Kanghan's friends ask what Sailom got him
Sailom answers that he wasn't aware it was Kanghan's birthday (even though they spent the entire day together *put another pin in it*)
And this could be a subtitle choice, but it's interesting that Sailom says he didn't "prepare" anything rather than he didn't "buy" anything.
We know Sailom doesn't have McDonald's money, but Pimfah didn't purchase anything and Kanghan liked her gift the most because it took effort.
AND IT WAS SURPRISING!
But why not skip tutoring, so he could celebrate his birthday with his friends? Why spend all day with Sailom, yet not tell him that it was his birthday? *take the second pin out*
Because he wanted to spend his birthday with Sailom without making it about him. And this possibly started the night before.
The boys didn't leave the school until after 10 pm; then, Kanghan detoured to the restaurant "just cause", so it had to be late when they left there.
A few people have written that Kanghan isn't lonely. He has a grandmother who loves him. He has friends who want to hang out with him. So why did he want to spend the night going into his birthday with Sailom?
Then proceed to spend all night with him the next day?
Because he enjoys spending time with Sailom, sure.
But it's because the time he spends with Sailom is full of surprises.
Every interaction he has with Sailom surprises him. Kanghan, who is bored with his life and money, finds Sailom unpredictable, for good reason.
Sailom brings up a lot of feelings™ in Kanghan because Kanghan never knows what to expect, so Kanghan is acting out in less predictable ways as well.
Because he doesn't know how to describe what is happening, but he knows the feelings™ Sailom evokes in him are real.
And that's what Kanghan is really craving - something real.
He has his kingdom of cardboard and trash.
He could buy anything he wants, so he wants nothing.
His two best friends get him gifts that he doesn't even care about. His father makes decisions for him, so he doesn't have to think. But Sailom gives him something different, something new, something real, and something worth the effort - Sailom gives Kanghan himself.
Sailom has nothing else to give Kanghan but himself. The cake comes from Kanghan's own fridge. The guitar for the song is borrowed. But Sailom gives Kanghan his attention, which is all Kanghan really wants.
So Happy Birthday, Kanghan!
I hope you enjoy your present!
#Happy Birthday Kanghan#Dangerous Romance#aka my entire personality#Sailom already gave Kanghan himself#because that is all he has to give#sailom x kanghan
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skipping my lecture to sit at a coffee shop and draw anime girls while listening to Punisher by Phoebe Bridgers
life doesn't get better than this
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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two
#spike btvs#spuffy#spuffyedit#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#it's terribly simple#you know you want to dance#injuries cw#bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school#(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought#and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble#in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT#like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says#that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's#making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire#and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt#immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS#that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr#i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm
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my most autistic trait is probably that, as someone raised by christian nationalists, I cannot STAND the cheap flimsy potshots antitheists fire at christianity. you guys are Doing It Wrong. you dont even know about the council of nicaea OR christianity's long history of antisemitism. get off the stage you're embarrassing yourself.
#morgans magical musings#cultural christianity#ex christian#text#“dae invisible sky fairy” grow up oh my GOD#jesus wasnt even a historical person! everything you know about how this religion was formed is FROM CHRISTIANS and therefore full of BS!!!#theres so much material there but no. we gotta say the old testament (aka jewish) god was a warmongering bastard. ROLLS EYES.#“the bibles only mention of abortion is how to preform one” if you seriously think this is a valid argument you have never met a christian#in your entire life. get off the stage!!!
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I know that Clover's gender is up to interpretation (the devs DID say so themselves) but I still feel weird when people make them exclusively male or female LOL Like it's TECHNICALLY fine??? but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
more in tags as usual because I am a yapper. i am so sorry for having strong opinions about gender and representation. i am usually more fun than this 🥲🥲🥲🥲
#whenever ppl talk about clover being male it feels like they are unconsciously reinforcing gender roles???#vague sexist vibes yknow#this is such an innocent thing to complain about but i dont care!! i am a HATER!!!!!!#I think it bothers me so much because it reminds me of how Kris was treated and is STILL being treated. “well in my headcanon he is a boy”#again its technically fine!!! the devs said its cool and i wont hate anyone for it. but its still so weird yknow#especially cus most ppl reason them to be a boy because “well he likes guns and thats a boy thing!!!!!!”#“his design looks like a boy but his animations are like a girl”#“he is a cowBOY and he looks masculine so-” shut up i will stick your head down a toilet#many people think its an obvious fact that they are male.#whenever the cast calls Clover by he or a boy in fan content I can feel my entire face shrivel up#“THEY WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT!!!” aka the curse that keeps me from enjoying anything thats just made for fun#i think its a case of self-insertiritis... even though clover is their own separate person as is UTDR's tradition#bonus points if they make them a boy so they can ship them with kanako without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨#🤨🤨🤨🤨bonus points if they make them female so they can ship them with flowey without being gay 🤨🤨🤨🤨#female clover is actually rare and not nearly as problematic. i can tolerate female clover because luckypatch is such a rare ship anyhow#this does not even mention the weird ships with martlet and ceroba. yeah its the monster girls only. and in those theyre also a boy#never starlo or dalv which thank god but. guess why. go figure#ive had people headcanon martlet knowing clover as a kid and dating them later? i do not need to explain why thats grooming LOL#the undertale yellow fandom on reddit. is so bad. god. do not go there#i know its filled to the brim with teens who have the media literacy skills of a wet piece of paper and their minds in the gutters 24/7 but#cmon.#the things they have done to ceroba and martlet. the curse of being women. girlypops i am SO sorry you do not deserve it#undertale#undertale yellow#uty#clover#ceroba#martlet
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look what you made me do [x]
#gallery; the prettiest person | self#roy mustang#envy#envy fma#envy fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#[ this is what I've been working on ]#[ it entered my head yesterday ]#[ husband helped me with the edits ]#[ aka gave me pointers about what to do ]#[ the last one was the most fun ]#[ there are a few TS songs that are entirely roy mustang ]#[ waolom is one ]#[ lwymmd is another ]
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Hey y'all! Slightly weird question, but you know I love making and giving themed gift sets: Do you have any recommendations for board books or picture books with a sunshine or lemonade kind of theme? The set so far is a pink and orange and yellow quilt, a plushie sun, and a pair of pink and yellow baby booties with lemon slices all over them. It's good as-is, but I think if I can find a book to tie them all together it'd be even better
#the person behind the yarn#it doesn't have to be sunshine themed I guess something spring themed would also work?#but the quilt is honestly more summer than spring#and the baby this set is for is in the part of California I used to live in#aka the Land of Perpetual Summer#I mean right now they are getting a lot of rain so not quite so summer right this second#but most of the time! most of the time it is summer there even when it isn't chronologically#the vibes of this baby set to me are sunshine and joy#and maybe I have learned something about myself and my personal associations with the color combo of yellow and pink while making it#(for example: did not know I like yellow or pink at all but I do! especially together!)#so it's entirely possible this is not a universal or even common color association#but I'm sticking with it anyway lol
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"As for the government of the kingdom, [Edward V] had complete confidence in the peers of realm and the queen."
"According to the Crowland continuator, [Elizabeth Woodville] seems to have taken the king's place in listening to his council immediately after Edward IV's death. It does appear that she expected to have some role in her son's kingship, and the Crowland continuator’s report of the letters sent to her by [Richard of Gloucester] indicates that she had good reason to expect to be able to work with him and the other councillors: 'the duke of Gloucester wrote the most pleasant letters to console the queen; he promised to come and offer submission, fealty and all that was due from him to his lord and king, Edward V, the first-born son of his brother the dead king and the queen'."
"[However], in what was Gloucester's first coup, Edward V was separated from his household and Woodville advisors. When the young king questioned the move, Buckingham was reported to have told the boy 'It is not in the business of women but men to govern kingdoms'. The blunt remark referred to the authority of Elizabeth Woodville as queen and the power she must have anticipated within the new political climate left by Edward IV's sudden death [...] While the veracity of this scene is questionable*, the words attributed to the duke no doubt seemed plausible to Dominic Mancini who believed they exemplified the popular sentiment held by men [...]."
-Dominic Mancini, The Usurpation of Richard the Third / J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503 / Alexander R. Brondarbit, Power Brokers and the Yorkist State, 1461-1485
*One of Mancini's key sources seems to have been Edward V's own doctor, John Argentine, who attended to him in the Tower. It's very likely that he was the one who recounted this scene to Mancini, which suggests that it should probably be considered more credible than not.
#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#wars of the roses#15th century#english history#my post#Croyland wrote that 'The counsellors of the king - now deceased - were present with the queen' so yes#He clearly seemed to view Elizabeth as taking on Edward's role after his death#Which is striking since her son - the new King - hadn't even arrived in London yet let alone be crowned#It's also interesting that Richard wrote letters to *her* rather than the rest of the council and that she was the final deciding authority#when it came to her son (she was the one who wrote to him for his military escort) - it's a clear indication of who was seen as important#This is also reflected in 16th century chronicles like the claim that the Archbishop of York gave Elizabeth the Great Seal#We don't know if this is true - the Archbishop was definitely opposed to Richard but More may have embellished or invented the story#But either way it reflects the perception that Elizabeth would have a major role in the realm's governance during her son's minority#Which makes sense as Edward V would have been used to his mother governing for him as part of his council his whole life#It's also interesting to compare the impression we get of Elizabeth's role with that of former kings' mothers in late medieval England#Because that can help us understand her activities (and perception of them) within proper context rather than purely in isolation#From what I understand kings' mothers could be very influential (eg: Joan of Kent) but were almost never visibly/directly associated#with the governance of the realm. It's striking that the most extreme and arguably the only exception - Isabella of France - assumed#her unofficial regent-like role only after literally deposing the former King aka her husband in the most atypical situation imaginable#So it's striking that Elizabeth *was* visibly and directly associated with it despite her situation being entirely standard; despite the#lack of precedents; and despite the physical absence of her son. Especially since she was effectively the king's mother for only 20 days#I do think it's possible to argue that it says something about her power as queen#(Edward *did* give her unusual positions of authority either way) and may also suggest a more direct personality on her part#It may also explain why historians were/are so readily prepared to believe that she wanted to 'usurp the sovereignty' to quote George Buck#Ofc this is my interpretation based on my (limited) knowledge - feel free to correct me
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@void-of-unparalled-chaos did you see me going through Epic the musical tag on your blog? It's because you infected me. I am no longer sane. Because of you posting about Epic I went and watched both streams recordings on youtube and am currently making my way through literally every video about Epic on Jay's channel. I am obsessed. I ranted to my parents for an hour and then started sending memes to my friend who barely has any context. I am vibrating through walls. There is something fundamentally changed in me now. I am losing my sense of humanity. Please if you ever want to infodump and have someone to share your freaking out - message or tag me. I need to know every single detail and I'm too bad at noticing the motifs and instruments myself. Someone save me
#HE FUCKING FOUGHT GOD AND WON#he is so messed up#if anyone talks for me for longer than ten minutes we WILL end up discussing Odysseus torturing Poseidon#he couldn't afford therapy and chose the next best thing#aka torture the person who inflicted the most trauma on him#...my friend says it is not in fact the second best thing after therapy but ANYWAY#the gods will have to add “don't use the windbag as a jetpack to break the sound barrier” to the instruction for it after this#absolutely obsessed with the way the gods twice told Ody “all you have to do is not open this bag”#and twice he saw Poseidon and went “You know what. Actually I will.”#it's three am and I literally can't fall asleep because my head has the entire musical stuck in it and the songs are playing simultaneously#help
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YOU CANNOT HAVE AN EEVEE/RIOLU TEAM AND HAVE THE SAME DADNOIR BELIEFS AND NOT EXPECT ME TO LOSE MY SHIT OMGGG. SHAKING YOUUUU. op we are friends now. YOU CANNOT ESCAPE.
Hey @jsab-fujii you gave me literal cardiac arrest because, um, I was actually working on this lil pic right when you sent your message (and I was going to shyly post it but now I can just attach it to this?). Do you happen to have psychic powers? Or maybe we're just this in tune already that we were thinkin' about each other at the same time? Either way it's magic and I'm so honored. Anyway!! I have been obsessed (putting it lightly) with Ribbons and Aimilios for the past few days. I am utterly in love with them and your art, which is amazing btw!! I think that Echo and Ribbons, if they ever got to actually talk, would be fast friends even though their personalities are very different. Eevees gotta stick together!
Now, I wonder what these two could be having so much fun chatting about?? <3
#fuji thanks for calling us friends omg!!#i hope that i did ribbons justice with this doodle cause i adore her!!!#also i am astonished/blessed to have found another person that has very similar taste in content aka eevee/riolu and dadnoir#dusknoir is... ngl my favorite character in the entire game i love him so much#also you are VERY much allowed to order a cease and desist on this since i didn't ask to doodle ribbons#dang maybe i shoulda messaged first??? sorry#pm me if you want it removed cause that's fine no biggie#anyway i hope u are having the best day !! <3#eevee/echo#eevee/ribbons#pmd2#pmd eos#my art
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I am once again being completely and totally normal about double life,,
#aka not normal at all#just the way that pearl acted#i just#akskxskcdkxncd#a person like pearl who thrives on companionship winning the season about companionship makes sense#but to do it with no allies??#not even the person she was forcibly connected to#no wonder she's always so attached to her dogs!!#they were all she had the entire time!!#i could write an entire essay on this#oh my god#double life#life series#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon
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tfw i ask my hairdresser for a mullet and they give me some fucking??? bob?? they did NOT ask before chopping off half of my hairs length
#yes i showed a reference#yes i said i was growing my hair out#but no its short now oh well#im not even being dramatic this shit is SO UGLY#'but quarzy its just hair??#yeah aka my entire fucking personality
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It's 2.30 am, I woke up just to get some water, my hereditary weak larynx decided to kick in and not let me swallow and instead let all the water just flow straight into my lungs, I hack it out, throw up on my kitchen floor and sprain my shoulder while doing so. I just wanted to have a drink and go back to sleep
#weak larynx aka it just sometimes cannot constrict enough to swallow ig#so I end up choking on shit way too often#and now my entire arm hurts#personal
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i’m sorry it’s just so wildly funny to be called pathetic by the weirdo who’s spent years pretending to be romani and jewish, tied themselves in knots over whether they were taught yiddish by family or if they never got to learn because said family died, and spent time creating ghoulish holocaust backstories for invented relatives on reddit rather than spending that time going to therapy
#i checked your twitter bro i didn’t lie about my entire heritage for clout#do you not think people deserve to know what the fuck you’re doing this time#which one of us made actual jewish people feel judged?#which one of us is obsessed with pre hays actresses pretending to be other races too?#gotta respect you being upfront with those interests buddy ol pal#i’m just saying your parents (if they’re not dead this week according to your lies) need to give you a stern talkin to#come and collect your fucking child they’re acting up online again#quill to paper#personal#adina/dean aka littlegreenfag
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I've been very jack & hsr rotating around in my head but I suddenly remembered riliane & allen and I got sad over tragic twins
#out of roses (ooc)#was riliane a terrible person?#yes; however she was 14 years old and lost both her parents & they faked her twin brother's death post their dad dying & then#she was possessed by a demon and lost her memories of her twin bc of the exorcism and then her mom died before she turned 14 and she was#possessed by another demon right after the funeral and her not dead twin came back to the palace as a butler but she couldn't remember him#and thought it was so cool that he looked like her so he was her favorite servant and then bc of the demon of pride she became a terrible#ruler and took momey from her people and they were starving and suffering while she was in her palace and then her fiance#broke the engagement bc he fell in love with a girl from another country and so she went a little insane and started a war and also her twin#was also in love w the girl and she ordered him to kill said girl but when he got there she was already dead#and then the people revolted v justified honestly and her twin went “not my dear sister” and helped her escape after revealing he was in#fact her “dead” twin so they chamged clothes and she escaped and he was thrown in prison instead by his adoptive sister#also he killed his adoptive dad by riliane's order too & his adoptive sister knew that he had taken riliane's place but allen refused to#admit it and so he was executed in her place and then afterwards riliane ran to a convent run orphanage and met a girl who was besties w th#w the girl she ordered dead bc her fiance broke up w her and they became friends and then one night riliane#now named rin; was doing confession by herself at night and confessed to all her sins & that she was the “daughter of evil” and then she#went to the beach w a message in a bottle bc of a story allen told her when they were kids and her nun friend overheard and followed her for#revenge bc her friend died bc of riliane but as rin was releasing the bottle out to sea the ghost of her twin brother appeared and stopped#the other girl from killing her and instead her friend cut her hair and riliane was basically “reborn” as rin and her friend took the secret#to her grave#and rin became a nun and eventually took over the orphanage and raised so many kids and when she was old and sickly the kids all came back#and asked if there was anything they could do for her & she just said she'd like to know if the person she sent a letter to received it#and the kids all went trying to find that out but didnt learn anything until they found an old man who told them her story & how she was the#daughter of evil and that the person she wanted to hear from was already dead & so the kids went back to her deathbed and told her that the#person (aka her dead brother) had replied “yes” (bc the message in the bottle was her asking him to forgive her&if theyre reborn to play#together again) and then she said thank you and she died#plus then theres the entire deal of the theatre of the dead & she becomes known as the waiter and allen's soul was like inside a doll but#like not that he was possessing the doll bc the doll was another sin & he was just like a prisoner??????
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I decided that I want to be happy in the saddest way possible so I'm re-reading Noragami again! It was my fav manga for literal years, I stopped reading it around 2020 because it was making me too sad (and like, I already had enough with what was happening in my life) but I've always intended to pick it up again eventually. I somehow managed to NOT get the ending spoiled so wish me luck on this read I have no idea what is coming for me.
#last night i was reading the bishamon arc listening to girls' generation - aka literally my entire personality in 2015#not to romanticize my teen years but i miss when my biggest worries were when my fav manga was gonna release a new chapter#now everyday i wake up and there is a new Horror#noragami#noragami re-read live blog#yes i'm going to become a noragami blog again what about it
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