#airas life

[airas-story]

So, things are really rough right now. My roommate and best friend is in the hospital and not getting better, my cat is now sick (almost an exact year since my first cat got sick and passed away and while this isn't the same, my brain is having a hard time accepting it), my car broke down and I'm not sure how much it's going to cost to fix it but it's also my only way to and from the hospital, my younger sister is going THROUGH IT right now and I don't know how to help her, and I'm just... trying to handle it all and am not sure how well I'm managing.

I'm in this weird space where I keep jumping between trying desperately to avoid real life via writing (yay for escapism) and being too emotionally exhausted to do anything at all, much less writing, and trying to sleep it all away (yay for sleep).

(Real life is getting done in between the two, but it's, uh, a process.)

That is to say, I'm probably going to be sporadic with my tumblr drabbles for a little while. I might be sporadic with everything fandom related, for that matter, depending on where I am in my escapism via fiction or escapism via sleeping everything away cycle.

Anyways, that's what's going on in my life right now. That being said, today is a 'try to sleep everything away' day, so I'm going to go do that and hope I wake up tomorrow feeling a little less like I'm drowning.

[susomel]

perfect pweety gorls

[clownmitts]

may i request... a humble piece of aira....she is m y baby and we've got her innthe anime now she deserves to be doted onnwith fanart.... also love ur momakaruns theyre adorable... ur art looks like itd taste like those peach gummy candies. mmm slorp

Thank you so so much!!💞💞🥹🥹🥹 Here is the queen herself, it pisses me off all the hate she is receiving, that's our leader!!!!

[weeklyhiiai]

sunnytrip summer 🍋 hiiais! - ☄️

[duckthevillain]

"Watch dandadan it's peak" HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH SHIT WHEN I CAN BARELY SEE THROUGH MY TEARS

YES THIS IS ABOUT EP 7

Edit: i'm never letting tiktok make me hate a female character again. Aira you the goat

Spoilers below

Everytime I convince myself I'm over it I think back to that little girl... I don't even want to think about what could've happened to her gang I can't

[srasdoesthings]

Damn Aira, you get 4 parents?

Very much parent-teacher meeting from hell

[cubesugarss]

HAPPY VERMILION DAY !

[choshasan]

someone's prolly pointed this out before but....

BRO...

"iM sO pReTtY eVeRyOnE lOvEs Me"

Writing this as a watch ep. 6 of Dandadan;

I fucking HATE her. She prolly won't, but I hope she dies 💀

And yeah, knowing this kind of anime, she'll prolly become like super useful at some point and join them and power of friendship and shit but maaaan.. fuck her.

Edit; spelling.

[mitzysmitzy]

no because the manga made me tear up. the anime made me full on BREAKDOWN.

they were able to take this already tragic backstory, and made it even MORE horrifically heartbreaking. And in such gorgeous animation too!!!!

Im actually not going to be okay what am I supposed to do after this holy shit.

[starcatchingsnake]

…thinking about the impact being shown someone else’s life and death, dying yourself, being violently brought back to life, and then inheriting that person’s aura and powers would have on a person.

Specifically Aira Shiratori, how would witnessing someone destroy their whole being for their child, only for it to amount to nothing, change a person, how would the trauma that she experienced continue to live on through Aira?

Would she begin to hate the smell of Seiko’s cigarettes because the heavy cloud of smoke makes her forearms itch, and her eye burn with phantom pains? Would the ash invade her lungs and would a child’s scream pierce her ears?

As she breathes in the scent would she even realize why her body has tensed, as in preparation for a battle? Or why her heart rate has skyrocketed, why she’s now clutching at her chest, eyes darting around frantically for the source of her unease?

Is that part of why she’s distanced herself from the Ayase household? Why she holds Momo at an arms length when she’s grown closer to the rest of their friends? Is the smell of burning which clings to Momo’s clothing why Aira remains reluctant to grow close? Because no matter how hard she tries, that pain and indescribable panic always surfaces whenever Momo’s near?

How long would it take before all of these new sensations and constant anxiety over the simplest of things broke her? How long until she’s begging to be let go of all of this?

[kusukomi]

Aira hate is so uncalled for ‘cause to me she’s just Kusuo and Kokomi’s love child (her personality, his psychic powers, and combined appearance)

[airas-story]

Fighting the battle against the brain weasels tonight, who are busy trying to convince me to do the thing that I know (think? hope?) I'll deeply regret come morning. Not sure if I'm winning or losing right now.

[neptunesailing]

got inspired to do an aira study a bit ago

[beescribblz]

I haven’t seen anyone say this yet..

I haven’t read the manga for Dandadan so I don’t know if she stays this way, but Aira gives me major Kokomi vibes. Like I’m sure that some of her lines are almost beat for beat the same as Kokomi’s.

[happytripper]

love that kohaku is strange but if you're ever in a situation where you can make kohaku the normalest in the room by comparison i think you should do it because the 16yo trained assassin being outweirded is very funny to me .

[neolxzr]

WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN THE MF FROM DANDADAN IS ALSO NAMED AIRA SHIRATORI