#aint no way some of these guys are under 20
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watching bllk real time rn
#'isagi just keep your eyes on me'#or whatever the translation for that gay ass line was#bruh#complaining every time anyone but karasu or oliver is on the screen#im so sorry to every sae enjoyer but idgaf about him#oliver and sendo.........standing a bit close huh#isagi and rin playing out a whole bl with every pass can we Please get a move on#ik im gonna screenshot the fuck out of that one oliver close up#oliver's starting to sound like togame to me#aint no way some of these guys are under 20#yall are pushing 40#nagi pulling out the precure moves#the lack of karasu is really upsetting to me#blue lock
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ITS TIME
TIME FOR THE DRAGOS WALL OF IMAGES AND SCREENSHOTS *UPROAROUS APPLAUSE* Ok but for real For the people that know what this is you already know (Great sentence there Drago glad I can speak English to say stuff like that) but for those that DON'T know This is going to be me screaming and having a mental break down about a game called "In Stars and Time" I highly recommend you DO NOT view under the read more page break if you intend to play this game at any future point in your life, which I would HIGHLY recommend the game is so GOOD AAA Anyways, off to the races!
Actually let me add tags to this post first... And done!
WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN YOU WON'T LET ME YOUR BACKSTORY This sounds like something me and my friends would say to each other when we're being assholes
Game gives us the best party member to control in my personal opinion My personal opinion is I've played this game for like 20 minutes but I threw scissors 3 times against Tutorial Kid I know what I am *Insert that always throws scissors guy meme where he complains about the rock players ruining the metagame*
L bozo sorry m8 YOU'LL GET OVER IT AXFCDHVGJN
I get the distinct feeling that everything will not be fine soon . . . Owie
Time to talk to every bird again!! I am mentally stable I swear the game hasn't already captured my entire soul what no haha
Its the Bastard tm I vaguely know about this character ALSO YES THANK YOU I NOTICED THAT HAPPENING ACTUALLY
So I MAYYYYYYY have gone through this dialogue like 30 times or something to see if anything funny would happen It didn't
Hooray for teamwork!!
DAMN KID DO YOU MIND Also note here from Future Drago Does this one not count as a loop since it tutorials you to restart in the castle? I don't think it increased my loop number
AYO?
WOK!!!!!!!!! Man I really love all of the characters but Bonnie is interesting to me because they are written so perfectly like an actual child Which means I constantly flip between YEAH CHILD ENERGY AND EXCITMENT And get this RUNT AWAY FROM ME GOOD LORD I know it somewhat sounds like I dislike them but no really just more of a testament to how GOOD the writing is
So real game
Mission failed we'll get em next time
Sometimes when the game itself tells you you cannot go further the best way forward is to fight to the death BTW I recommend losing to a normal Sadness some time good reading there
MINOR WORD CHANGE GAME I SEE YOU YOU AINT SLICK
War. War never changes. Went down purely to spite Bonnie for saying smart kid intuition we all stupid here except Odile
This conversation gave me the feels man
Funnyjokespun person! Also Hampter Sif!
End of images for this post but final thoughts at the end of this wonderful loop WHY WON'T ANYONE TOUCH SIF DID SIF ASKING TO STAY WITH THEIR FRIENDS AT THE BEGINNING CAUSE THIS DID THE FUCKING TREE DO THIS MAN?? It has been TEN HOURS and I just finished loop 4 I am so glacially slow (I think) I do basically everything everytime because I love it I refuse to fall into despair! The game will probably change that without my consent in the future though so OH BOY
Alright thats one massive post done how do I like schedule this so I can type more and have them all come out at around the same time...?
#isat spoilers#isat#dragos plays games#really long and overly worded post#actually didn't need that many tags really just the spoiler one was important
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Fluffy February Day 7: Cloak
Fandom: SWTOR
Rating: T
Time: c. 3673 BBY/20 ATC
Pairing: Mostly gen, but there is background Marcus Trant/Elin Garza (which is canon!!)
Words: 1140
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U r my best friend, right?
I’m your brother….I don’t like the sound of this.
He did not have the time of day for this bullshit. And this was soooooo not the day for it.
blood of my blood, flesh of my flesh
Oh my god Kal what did you do.
stole a ship.
WHAT.
Jace Malcom looked frantically around the Senate Plaza. Not today, not today.
not a pub ship. imp.
that . ok that is better. But
Wait.
How are you comming me?
very carefully
KAL.
under the dashboard with my personal comm – yes i kno bad kal
…are you flying?
no my new friend ralph
WAT
gonna defect
WILL HE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE PROMOED TO FIRST LIEU TODAY
grats
NOT if you end up making an intergalactic incident
i wont. the imps have a new cloaking device.
Jace’s mind ticked for a few seconds as Kal’s words registered.
“Shit.” He said it in the middle of the Senate Plaza. “Shit, shit, shit.”
Jace started to march back toward his captain’s office. Then he stopped and looked up at the Supreme Commander’s office, high in the Senate Tower. Then he looked back in the direction of the starport.
where r u
did a pick up on Bomodon, heading to Coruscant btw I got friends in the cargo hold don’t tell ralph.
Wait.
Cloaking device, Coruscant, co-pilot Imp Ralph—
…was ralph’s mission to attack the senate?!
yeah was here to stop him. killed my buddy but we talked it over
WHY YOU NO STOP YET
ralphs defecting! trying to get close – long time to get picked up last time i stopped a guy in imp space. And I got friends in cargo.
Jace had to pocket his comm unit at that point. He – he had to figure out who Kal’s commander of the week was and figure out how Kal ended up undercover. He was not SIS.
Then he pulled the comm unit back out again -- he had questions.
who r ur friends?!
SIS guy named Trant and Elin.
Jace made a face. That named sounded familiar.
Garza?
yah – resistance on Bomodon for last yearish -- they’re making the final push right now. Gotta get her to medical – need you to call it in.
Elin Garza.
Jace knew her. A few years older than he was, and a few ranks higher, really fast – that’s what happened in a war. Everyone flew upward as the war dragged on.
Bomodon – that jarred something in his brain.
Jace shook the word around, like a coin in a bank.
Bomodon, the planet the Empire had invaded 10 months ago. The Pub 45th had been shot down over it, which was the worst mistake the Imps ever made – Garza and her gang of miscreants were making Imp life hell across the entire planet. Jace was smart enough to know there was some sort of back channel to the Midrim planet. Kal had just told him it was SIS, which meant Jace absolutely shouldn’t have known that.
But Elin was hurt.
Ok, that was something actionable.
Jace checked his chrono.
Kriff.
He shouldn’t cancel it.
He had to.
Kark Kal and his misadventures, Jace knew his brother’s nonsense would catch up to him one day.
And it would be the day that Jace was supposed to have his final interviews and conduct review for becoming a first lieutenant. With this promotion, he wouldn’t lose his rank when the war ended. He’d be a ‘real’ officer.
this is why daddy is bald. aint genetics, its YOU
love u 2 man
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…somehow, as with everything that Kal touched, it turned out ok.
Jace followed the chain of command: he double-timed it back to Captain Leuros and dutifully handed over his comm device.
Upon finding out what the ever-loving hell Kal Malcom was doing, the Supreme Commander had ordered his own medical staff to the starport to grab Garza and went there himself to supervise, Jace about three steps behind him.
A holocall to SIS confirmed that yes, this had been Trant’s mission, and yes, he’d had authority from Kal’s commander to use the corporal to evac Garza out in any way he saw fit.
As ordered, the new Imperial shuttle deactivated its cloaking device right over the Senate tower, then came in for a landing.
A platoon of Republic troopers had their blaster rifles trained on the ship as it unloaded its cargo.
First, out of the pilot’s door, came ‘Ralph,’ with Kal’s blaster to his back. Apparently, 'Ralph’ was a Chiss with a busted translator. Then came Kal, who had a black eye and busted lip from his meet-cute with Ralph. The younger Malcom brother was a few inches shorter and about a hundred pounds lighter than Jace, and given everything he’d gone through today, he didn’t look too bad.
As soon as Ralph was taken into custody by the security forces of the starport, Kal dropped his blaster. “Medical here!” he hollered as he motioned them over to the back end of the ship as the cargo hatch slowly opened.
The Supreme Commander’s medstaff swarmed the ship.
Jace actually gasped a little when he saw Elin on the stretcher. She’d lost a lot of weight since he had last seen her – one of his first parties as a second lieutenant, before she went off to the 45th, year or so before they go shot down.
…damn, two years went by fast.
Elin’s leg looked awful – that’s all Jace would allow himself to think about. His gaze jumped back up to her face. Inseparable from her was a lean, tall man, who gripped her hand even as they rushed Elin out of the starport and directly to Coruscant General. As the group ran by him, Jace managed to hear the distinct low tenor say, “Elin – come on, we made it back. Can’t go now. Who’s going to make me look like a fool whenever I tell Bomodon stories?”
That wasn’t normal SIS-Army relations.
Then they were gone.
“Jace!”
Jace spun at the sound of his brother’s voice, and his feet carried him right over there. “Kal, you moron.”
Jace hugged him so hard he heard Kal’s bones pop. He didn’t care. Neither did Kal. “Thanks for the welcome wagon.”
“I like Elin,” Jace quipped, and despite Kal’s injuries, the younger brother smiled.
“Lieutenant Malcom. Corporal Malcom.”
The pair turned to see the Supreme Commander patiently waiting for their reunion to come to a logical pause.
The two brothers snapped to attention, their salutes as crisp as a starched uniform.
The Supreme Commander jerked his chin in the general direction of his office.
The Malcom brothers shared a look and wordlessly followed.
It all worked out. Jace got his promotion. Kal got a commendation. Marcus and Elin got married within three months. Ralph decided that ‘Ralph’ was a good name for a new life in the Republic.
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A/N: Yes, Trant and Garza are canon - they’re each other’s first spouse. It only lasts for 2 years, but it would have been right around this time, after they liberated Bomodon together. Jace probably knew Garza or at least knew of her.
This is the manifestation of an oc I’ve had for awhile now: Kal Malcom, Jace’s younger brother. Kal lacks any of the discipline that Jace has. He doesn’t have the same drive or ambition as his brother; he ends up in the army because he’s sort of directionless in terms of his career, and, well, Jace is there. Unlike Jace, Kal swims through social situations like a fish in water. He’s endlessly charming and has a magnetic personality -- hence why he and Ralph get along, in the end. Kal is smart but a chronic underachiever: the guy who gets ‘does not apply himself’ on report cards. Jace still loves his brother, a lot. He’s sad that Theron never gets to meet him -- or their parents.
But that’s another story.
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@fluffyfebruary @ermingarden, @ayresis, @bluephoenix1347, @starlightcleric, @the-sith-in-the-sky-with-diamond
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I wore flannel out today under my hoodie and i felt wiser and cooler
Work was pretty normal today but the florida traffic situation is so dire that i'm reading entire chapters of Inuyasha at red lights while no cross traffic is happening, but they just never change. Had some more good ass food for dinner and earlier today some stuff came in the mail including new headphones. For context i have been bullied and slandered and beaten like a dog because of my terrible awful 20 year old sony headphones Ive been duct taping for many years. My raid group used to call me poor and throw lit matches at me. But I got some new ones and I fired up the ol Signalis machine to test them and I had the best experience I've had with that game since beating it the first time. I could hear things I aint never heard before. The sound in that game is unbelievable, and there was a recent patch that added PS5 controller support on PC so the lights turn red now and it has the adaptive trigger thing where it simulates a real trigger pull, and as something of a gun guy that shit is soooo cool. It obviously doesnt feel exactly the same but the way its loose and then you have to use a little more force to actually fire is like, fuck man, I'm gonna get the bad ending this time from shooting too many enemies
I'm posting late because I finally finished the big drawing I've been doing for a few weeks now. Its not even super amazing it just had a lot of little parts. I basically drew 4 things on one page and Sai did not like it. I probably shouldnt do that again
I'm starting to draw some of the characters ive been bumping together like dolls in my brain and I'm liking what I've been laying down, good job me. This is a nsfw thing though so you folx may never see them below the neck hehe
Live Long and Prosper
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The Medicated Series: features OC’s with medical issues such as depression, anxiety, physical disabilities such as MS or Rheumatoid Arthritis as well as any other autoimmune disease such as Crohn’s, endometriosis, infertility, etc. (not an autoimmune but you get it)
I feel, as a person with a physical disability, that there is a lack of representation and have always wanted to see myself in y/n stories. Always have and always will.
Cale Makar Medicated Series Master Post:
triggers/warnings: angst, lots of angst im sorry, shaming/degrading disability, medications.
Original Character: Eliza Nicole James, 23 years old. Brunette Hair, Blue Eyes, short and curvy.
Word Count: 5.5k
Part Four:
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Eliza's POV:
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Today marked a week since I had seen Cale, and I was nervous to see him. He had been gone since last Saturday after we had brunch together. It was no nearing the end of the month and I had still yet to make a decision for Joe Sakic. However, tonight I was going to see a game with Becca and I was hoping to not run in to him. Yet, I knew with my luck- we would run into him.
"Hey-" Becca walked in softly knocking and seeing me in somewhat of a fazey in and out nap. She frowned coming over and sitting on the bed next to me. "You ok? Exhausted?" She questioned pushing some hair out of my face. I softly nodded, with a wave of nausea over taking me. She saw the second it happened, because my face turned even paler and I froze as I groaned. "are you sure you still wanna go? I can call Cale and tell him." She offered and I shook my head. "No, we have been or I have been planning on coming to this game all month. I can't back out now." I responded sitting up and feeling a wave of dizziness overtake me for a second before I settled back down. "No, you look miserable. I know you are having a flare up." she stated. I didn't listen to her and instead threw away my comforter and moved out of the bed to grab my maroon sweater that I would be dawning. I did not have a jersey or anything Avalanche related and had settled on a pair of dark jeans, black boots and a knitted sweater.
Becca eyed me as I made my way over to the mirror and saw the under eyes that were transculent to my pale skin. How my eyes were half sagging, and you could visibly see the exhaustion. But no, I was gonna push myself tonight. Even if it meant I'd be stuck in bed tomorrow. "Looks like, we will need to make a coffee run." I mused looking at Becca through the mirror who only slightly nodded.
We had finally made it to the arena with 20 minutes left to spare before puck drop. We had gotten coffee from a local coffee shop near out apartment and then cut stuck with traffic trying to get across the city. It seemed like everybody was out and on there way to the game between the Detroit Red Wings- there apparent rival. We walked in through the gate and we proceeded to make our way to the elevator that I saw in my side vision. "Hi, is that elevator able to take us to the suite level?" I asked a worker who was near us. "Yes it can, third level. Do you guys have a wheelchair that needs to be transported?" The innocent worker asked and we shook our heads. "No I have a disability and need to use it but if not, I can take the stairs. No problem." I stated. They nodded, escorting us over to the elevator themselves and I smiled gratefully through my mask. Yes, I still wear a mask. Covid aint done yet, people! Anywho, we got into the elevator and they wished us a good game. "Well that was easy." Becca said sarcastically and I nodded. People never think to realize that I may be the one needing extra assistance and what not. "Thankgod they didnt make a fuss. I would of gone off on them, if we had to take the stairs." I nodded at her sentiments. I had a hard time with stairs, especially going back down them. Let's just say you get a wonderful view of my behind, not very flattering. We walked towards the suite that Cale had left us room at.
It was the family, friends and WAGS booth. When I objected to it, he told me that I still had the option of sitting in the crowd if it was too much for me. I then explained to him, that since we weren't 'official' because quite frankly, I dont even know what we are but- I told him that it might look weird and feel weird since I did not know anybody. He waved me off, and told her me I could bring whoever I wanted to. He knew I would choose Becca, anyday. "Im nervous B." I said stopping a few feet from the door. "Hey, let me get us some free drinks and then we can go to our seats in the stands. Ok?" she said and I nodded leaning back against the wall outside the door. My phone buzzed with a text and I knew it was Cale.
[Cale: Did you make it okay?]
[Eliza:Yes! Becca is currently getting us some drinks and we are gonna head down to the stands.]
[Cale: Did you decide not to sit in the suite? It's okay if you didn't just curious. I'll tell Mel you aren't coming.] [Eliza: Mel?]
[Cale: Gabe's wife. I was gonna have her greet you and Becca, since she is the Captains Wife and she accepts everybody so I thought it would be nice of you two to meet. I thought you might of been more comfortable, thats all. ]
awe, so sweet.
[Eliza: What does she look like?]
[Cale: Blonde hair, has two kids with her. She's average height.]
[Eliza: okay, thanks. Ill see if I see her, if not were gonna head down. But don't worry about us. I'll touch base later, good luck ☺️]
[Cale: Never, i'll always worry about you. I'll let her know you are there. Are you wearing a jersey?]
[Eliza: ☹️ no I don't have anything avalanche related. I just wore a maroon sweater under my coat. and seariously, focus on your game. Ill survive.]
[Cale: We are gonna change that, but that'll be for another day. I'll check in with you soon. Don't fall please ;)]
[Eliza: I'll try my very best, Makar ;)]
I locked my phone and saw Becca walking out with drinks and a blonde in toe with her, almost identitcal to the shade Becca has. "Uh, who's this?" I quietly whispered to Becca as I took the bottle of water. "This is Mel, Gabe's wife. The captain's wife." Becca explained and my eyes went wide at the realization. "Oh right! Cale mentioned you. Sorry, for causing all this confusion but we actually aren't sitting in here tonight." I explained, trying to move back a few feet so the conversation would end. Mel shook her head and frowned, "Oh no! The girls and I wanted to meet you. But if you prefer to sit in the stands, we aren't going to stop you. Whatever you feel comfortable with." she responded and I was taken back uncomfortably. She knew that I had arthritis and the way she almost said it, came off with a sympathy tone. I really wanted to take her offer, but felt weird since I was not the one to tell her I had arthritis. Sometimes, when people know it before I tell them- I feel weird. Like, somebody had said my business. But I know Cale or Gabe meant well, but still. "How about we just go in and see the view, and then we can leave?" Becca offered and I looked at Mel who was waiting anxiously for me to respond. Becca has been so desperatly trying to get me out of my comfort zone for the past year slowly, and this was just another step I needed to take. I nodded, "Yeah, let's check it out." I smiled and Mel beamed reaching out her hand. I took it, looking back at Becca who smiled at me as we walked in. "I promise we won't bite." Mel joked as I looked around as saw a lot of girls and some kids. I nodded, feeling my breathing pick up a bit. "Hey, Im gonna go grab those two seats and I'll be back. Ok?" Becca said putting a hand on my back and pointing to the seats. I nodded, giving her my water.
"So Cale told me that this is the second in person game you've been to, right?" she asked as we looked out towards the ice. I nodded, "Yeah, I was here earlier this month for the Denver Medical Center tribute." I responded and she nodded smiling. "Yes! It was so heartwarming to see all of them on the jumbotron! and then to hear from Gabe and the team the work that is being done, cannot tell you how inspiring the work that you do is. It was honestly a wake up call for us parents in the group." She exclaimed and I was taken back for a second as I look towards her. She dawned a smile, one that was inviting and warm. I smiled back feeling a little at ease, "Mel! Don't hog her! I wanna say hi." somebody exclaimed pulling me out of my comfort zone.
Another blonde appeared in my view and I stood there as Mel and her laughed at the girl's comment. "Hi! I am Sydney- J.Ts' girlfriend." She exclaimed, holding out her hand for me to shake. I nodded, shaking it. "So I gotta know, how long have you and Cale been seeing one another? We can't seem to get an answer from cheeks himself." She mused and Mel nodded in agreemant. "Yeah, he won't even tell Nate or Gabe. Those three are some of his best friends." Mel added and I felt a wave of nausea wash over me. This was overwhelming. "You and me both. I'd like to know too." I said non chalantly looking back towards Becca who was on her phone. I really hope she could save me from this conversation. "Wait what!?" Sydney asked in disbelief. I nodded, putting on a fake smile. "Yeah, I don't know what we are." I said honestly. "Im gonna go sit down." I added quickly, moving out of there embrace and moving back towards Becca. As soon as I sat down, I began to chug my water. Feeling dehydrated. "You good?" She questioned looking up from her phone and I nodded. "They wanna know about Cale and I but I don't even know what we are." I told her. Shore, we had kissed a few times, but other than that it seemed like we still were friends. Nothing more. And most like nothing more.
I shifted in my seat, pulling my phone out of my bag after taking off my winter jacket and checked in with the fam who were currently all over the country. My parents were in Southern California for a quick getaway at my aunt's home near where some of my family lived. My oldest sister Jessica lives in Chicago and my middle sister Olivia lives in New York, so we were all over the place. Our family groupchat was very unhinged tonight, seems like we had many texting and drinking happening.
The crowd began to get louder as the players began to take the ice for the national anthem and face off. The family and Wags began to sit in there respective seats, and I sighed as the lights were dimming down. As of right now, nothing in my body hurt. But I was for once, so I was hoping to be able to focus on the game for the most part. Besides the constant nausea waves, that kept coming and going.
Middway through the second period, I left to use the washroom in the hall and that's when I heard some whispers in the next stall. The voice was neither Mel's or Sydney, so it was a complete stranger. "Dude, he's seeing somebody who has a disability. How pathetic is that? I know right, he should of been with you still. They have no future together. I mean, she can't do anything! God, I hope he wakes up and smells the coffee. No I know, god, she's probably faking too." The voice talked and talked and talked for minutes on end as I stood in the stall shaking and feeling tears pour down. I whipped open the stall door, and made my way back to Becca. We were leaving. I whipped off my mask, as my cheeks were becoming redder. I didn't care a this moment about not having it on, I just wanted to breathe a bit better.
As soon as I walked in, I went as quickly as I could to grab my jacket and purse. Becca saw the two flying up behind her and she shuffled around quickly seeing me without my mask. She saw the tears in my eyes, the red cheeks that were not from the mask, and she saw the death glare I only sported every so often. Somebody had made me mad. "Who do I need to kill?" She questioned standing up and looking around for any signs. "No, not right now." I said turning around almost bumping into Mel and Sydney. "Hey, are you okay?" Sydney questioned- genuinly concerned. I shifted away from them and walked past as Becca said bye to both and that she didn't know what was happening. I made my way to the elevator and as I stood there shaking from foot to foot, I saw the girl who had made those comments. She had warm bruntte hair and she was gorgeous. Everything a hockey player would want. Everything I was not, and everything Cale's ex or whatever was.
As soon as the elevator doors opened, I hopped on and shut the doors quickly hoping nobody else would followed besides Becca. I looked down at my phone and turned it off, I did not want to hear from Cale and did not want to see the good times my family was partaking in this evening. Becca grabbed my hand, giving it a comforting squeeze as we exited the elevator walking over towards the door. We heard the faint horn of the second period ending, and I held back tears as we walked out of the arena. I just wanted one evening, where everything went smoothly, but no. That couldn't be. My luck would not allow it.
"Miss James!" I heard behind me as soon as we were about to exit the arena. I turned around and saw Mr.Joe Sakic himself. He walked up to us, leaving whoever he was talking to behind for a quick moment. He smiled his famous and warm smile, pulling me back into the arena. "How are you enjoying the game?" He asked nervously, looking between Becca and I. He could tell I was visibly upset about something, but I didn't want to lead him on. "It's going great! We were just stepping out for some fresh air." I lied, hoping he'd walk away soon. He nodded not really believing what I had to say, and I knew when he opened his mouth next- what he would be asking. "Have you thought about my offer anymore?" He questioned, a hopefuly glint in his eye. I nodded, "Yes, I currently just need a few more days. I promise I will let you know by March 1st." I said truthfully and he nodded. "Well, I will hear from you soon. Have a great evening, ladies." he smiled going back to whoever he was with. I let out a long sigh, as we walked out. We walked all the way to our car without stopping because I just wanted to get home and forget about everything. I wanted to forget that face of the girl who talked shit about me, about the game, about the job. Especially wanted to forget about cale. Even though he didn't do anything wrong, it was only by association. Becca turned on some old disney channel songs, and we drove on out of the parking lot. Let's just say, this playlist was a comfort playlist. No shame in it. We headed out towards the other side of the city, towards our apartment and on the way there, Becca got a call from Cale but she declined it. She declined the three other calls he did, and put him on mute so she didn't see the messages he was sending.
Becca liked Cale and had gotten along well with him since she came home one day to find the two sprawled out on the couch watching how the grinch stole christmas, with Eliza snoozing during the middle portion. She was taken back at how comfortable Eliza was with him, since this was there second hangout in five days at the apartment. She just hadn't been home at all the other time. But she saw Cale look over and wave, and Becca chuckled softly waving back before walking over and seeing Eliza snoozing away. Even in her sleep, she had looked at ease. No discomfort or tension surrounded her eyebrows as she did so, meaning she was comfortable and that's all she ever wanted for her friend. Cale had softly gotten up from the opposite end of the couch, and draped his throw blanket on her before walking with Becca to the kitchen to Chat. Let's just say that if he ever did anything, there would be no way in hell he'd ever be playing hockey again. Cale took that threat very seriously, not underestimating the violence she would evoke in Eliza's honor. But this, this hurt Becca. She knew things could possibly be different after them two walking out on the game, and simply ignoring him by association. She knew somebody must have said something to her face or in passing, Eliza never got that mad. She never pulled out the James Family death glare, one that could kill if possible.
"When we get home, Im gonna take a hot shower before going to sleep. OK?" I said and looked over at Becca who was unreadable. "yeah, no problem. Ill make sure you sleepy tea is ready." becca responded and I nodded. "Thanks." Was all I said as we neared even closer to our apartment. I was exhausted and just wanted to curl up underneath my comforter and block out the world. Tomorrow was Sunday, so thankfully I would have the day to sleep and possibly do some laundry. But we shall see where the day takes us. I rubbed my eyes, frustrated and feeling on the brink of crying. How dare somebody question my health? How dare somebody mcok and ridicule something that is out of my control? Those questions are one's that I will continue to ask for the rest of my life.
I turned on the shower, letting it warm up to the temperature I liked. It was currently 9:50 pm and had planned to be in bed by 10:15 pm, so I would have some time to read before I went to bed. I wanted to get to sleep sooner rather than later, to forget about this shitshow of a night. I stripped down, noticing the bruises and faint scars on my thighs and stomachs from years of self injections that worked and others that did not. Before I started this infusion medication, I had done self injections with a biological medication for about three years before my body started rejecting the medication.
(Biological Medication: A substance that is made from a living organism or its products and is used in the prevention, diagnosis, or treatment of cancer and other diseases)
Biological's are the most popular choice for autoimmune disorders and to see me go throught three different one's in a span of four years, realyl set me back in my so called 'recovery' goal. Now I at 23, I had finally figured out the medicaiton situation and had been on infusions for the past year. Hoping this one would stick. I moved up closer to the mirror and outline a few lines in particular, immedietly feeling nauseas I looked away and hopped in the shower. Thinking about self injections make me feel sick, and I can sometimes get really upset. Like I will cry, shake, and visibly cringe if I am the one to self inject myself. Now Becca or my parents help if they can, for my vitamin b12 injection every week. Anywho, I grabbed the shampoo bottle, not realizing that my hands were shaking. I froze for a second, letting the hot water fall down my back. Tears pooling my eyes, as I tried to open the bottle. Once I did, I went on to wash my hair and grabbed my conditioner and detangler in place of shampoo. After that I quickly washed my body, and then just stood in my tiled walked in shower. The only other thing that would be perfect right now, is a stool or chair. Then I could just sit here and let the water take me whole. Then I didn't have my feet reminding me to get the fuck off of them, much to my dismay. But I stood there longer than I thought I could, sobbing. I hate the way strangers have power over me, I hate how somebody with no knowledge of who I am or what I have endured, could say things about me. I'll never understand the judgment and back stabbing, words could do. I'll never understand why people think they know everything about me, just because my arthritis is one of the first things they judge me on and think im fragile, weak and that is my whole identity. But I am so much more.
Becca's POV:
I heard sobbing and wailing coming from inside Eliza's bathroom, and I stood at the kitchen counter feeling helpess.Feeling uncontrollable anger for whoever said anything about Eliza. I was not dumb, I know some bimbo of a wag said something. Yep, they are a bimbo if they said something without clear cut facts. They didn't know Eliza, who she was and the heart that she has. And now, no one would have that chance, I just know it. Cale was still blowing up my phone after the game had ended. I didn't have the energy to deal with him right now. All I wanted to do was get Eliza to bed and then kill whoever said what they said. I had Mel's number now and she has been blowing up my phone as soon as we left the game.
[Mel: Is she ok?]
[Becca: No. Somebody said something, and one of us is going to go off on that person. Well me, since she's really shaken. but yeah, she'll be fine. give her a week.]
[Mel: What do you think happened? and oh no, that makes me sad. For both of you.]
[Becca: Somebody in the washroom probably said something very stupid and for that, im gonna kill them. Nobody hurts her over something she has no fucking control over. None whatsoever.]
[Mel: I would too, but im trying to think who was not in the room.]
[Mel: It was a wife of one of the players. Her name is Kerry Toews, Devon Toews Wife.]
[Becca: Oh looky there, she's got a name and a ring.]
[Becca: Sorry, im very sarcastic when im angry. E is too but she's in no shape to snap back.]
[Mel: All good, I cant even imagine what's going through either of your heads rn. Maybe thats a good thing lol.]
[Becca: Yep, and please have Gabe to tell Cale to STOP blowing up my phone. I do not want to talk to him right now. He's been non stop since he found out we left.]
[Mel: Yeah as soon as I explained to him what had happened after the game, he was upset. He was confused but more upset than anything. I think he had an idea of what happened and then he took off without saying bye to anybody. That was 15 minutes ago, so he might there or almsot to your guy's apartment.]
[Mel: but yes, I will have Gabe talk to him. Im not sure he can be vry persuaded rn though. From the looks of him, he looked like somebody had put a sword through his heart and yet, he had a fiery look to him.]
[Becca: Yippie, thanks for the heads up.]
The buzzer went off from downstairs,signaling somebody was here. "who is it?" I questioned the front desk. "Somebody is here to see Eliza." Jasmine the sweet front desk attendent explained. I rolled my eyes, "tell him to go away, she does not want to see him." I responded hoping he'd go away. "He said he won't leave until he see's her. He said he'll be here all night. And you know, I don't like anybody here in the lobby past 12." Jasmine explained and I sighed, hitting my head against the wall. "Fine, send him up. Thanks Jasmine." I said before walking over towards Eliza's bathroom. She opened the door just as I was about to knock, she looked exhausted. I knew all she wanted to do was sleep, so I would talk to Cale myself. "Who's coming up?" she questioned and I froze once she walked past me. "Oh um, it's Lucy." I lied as she grabbed her tea and sipped it before walking towards her room, "Tell her I say hi. And apologize that im going to bed." She said stopping at her door, before walking in and shutting it. A minute later I heard a knock on the front door, and I walked over checking the peephole to see a very disheveled defenceman.
I opened the door, giving him an icy glare. "Is she here?" was the first thing that came out of his mouth as I opened the door wide enough for him to slip through. "What do you think Cale?" I mocked, shutting the door. He turned around to face me, and bit the inside of his cheek trying to read my face. "Yes. She is here, but she is sleeping." I said and he read right through the lie. Partially, because I heard some cries coming from her room. As soon as Cale heard that, he whipped his head aorund and looked at her door down the hall. His heart visibly broke on his face, his breathing picked up, and he I could see the internal struggle of either walking to go see her or talking to me. I sighed, crossing my arms over my chest as he looked back at me. I nodded my heads toward the hall and he quickly removed his shoes and coat, literally throwing his coat at me making me chuckle. Oh god, the chaotic mess that he was.
Eliza's POV:
I sat down on my bed, setting my tea on the nightstand trying to get comfortable in my bed. I was currently sitting up so I could read some of my book, and drink tea at the same time. As soon as I opened my book I just stared at the page. I couldn't focus on the words as I tried reading them. Romance filled words were lining the page I tried to keep re reading over and over again for a few minutes before I just let out a frustrated cry. This was a long over due crying session, that needed to be had. I closed my book and moved further down into my bed, covering my head with my comforter. More tears fell from my eyes as I continued to sob. In between my sobs, I did not hear my door open because as soon as I felt a soft hand touch the my back I flung my comforter off and shifted away from the hand. It was cale. A very dishevled Cale, who froze as soon as I shifted away from him. He looked overly concerned, uncomfortable and visibly sad. I shook my head, moving away from him and cursed myself for how small my queen bed was right now.
"Go away, Cale." I said putting the comforter over my head again. "I don't want to talk to anybody right now." I spat as I tried to silently cry. "Im not going anywhere." he said softly, and I slowly pulled my comforter off of me and turned around to face him. I met his eyes, from where he sat at the corner of my bed. I slowly sat up and he took in my fragile state. I looked down, putting my crying on full display. I sobbed as he moved next to me, wrapping me in his arms. He didn't say anything for a few minutes, but kissed my head every few seconds- allowing me to cry in peace. I was now laying on his chest, in his warm arms. I looked up to face him, and I saw the pained look on his face as he looked across the room. His mind running a mile a minute. "Hey..." I said softly pulling his chin towards me. I met his hazel eyes, softly rubbing his cheek to comfort him. He could see how distant I was from him, and was slowly coming back down. He pushed some wet hair out of my face, and tucked it behind my ear. He bent down a bit, and placed a forehead kiss. Trying to comfort me, and it was working.
"What happened?" He questioned, knowing he wanted me to talk. To let him in on what I was feeling and what had happened. I shook my head, "Somebody tried to say I was faking my arthritis. Somebody was saying how I wasn't good enough for you and that I couldn't do anything. Hoping that you would wake up and smell the coffee and see that you have no future with me." I explained and he visibly slumped, his eyes looking down past me. "And she's right. She's right cale. I will never be good enough for you or like your ex or who I presume was your ex on the phone." I added and then he met my gaze. "They had no right. No right to talk about you in any shape or form." He started, "They have no right to talk about us. No right to talk about my so called feelings or thoughts. They have no idea about what I think or feel. So if you are thinking that I don't want to be with you or that I think the same, you're wrong." he paused, "And no one could ever compare to you, not even my ex." he finished. I looked down silently, hoping he'd understand without me having to talk. "Eliza, I want to be with you. I want my future to be with you." He said, now pulling my chin back up so I could look at him. "Then why didn't you ask to be my boyfriend? Why did I show up to the suite without knowing what we were? If we are just friends, then I don't think I can be just friends." I confessed and I tried shifting in his arms but he wouldn't move. "But I want to be with you." he stated and I stopped moving and looked at him. "Then why didn't you ask me to be your girlfriend? Say the words, and i'm your's Cale." I said honestly. His eyes poured into mine, "I didn't ask you yet, because I wanted to make sure you were comfortable with me. That's all." He paused softly smiling, "But without further ado, will you be my girlfriend, Liz?" He questioned, using an old nickname of mine as a kid. I smiled widely, "Ofcourse." I mused bringing my lips to his.
He smiled into the kiss, pulling me as close as we possibly could be without my being on top of him. His soft hands on my back, becoming a tad bit rougher or harder. Throwing me for a loop. I pulled away for a brief second, trying to reposition myself and failed miserably. "Yeah, no this isn't gonna work." I said sarcastically pulling away completly, sitting in front of him and smiling. He looked at me with a wicked grin, he sat up more before pinning me down on my back. Making sure I was comfortable before he kissed me. I giggled into it as he pulled my chest towards his, not neccesarily uncomfortable but just so outta of the blue and foreign.
"Well hello there." I mused softly as he pulled away for a second, I put my hand on his cheek and he closed his eyes. He was savoring this moment. I blushed, dragging my hand down to his chest to where his tie was still fastened. I grinned, slowly pulling it looser and he cocked an eyebrow as he reopend his eyes. I pulled him down, reconnecting our lips before paritng. I smiled, as he rested on his arm, lying down with me. "What if I didn't want you to leave tonight." I confessed and he was taken by surprise for a second before grinning. "I would say I didn't want to leave." he mused before giving me one last kiss before he hopped out of bed.
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Money Heist // t.h.
(a/n) it's been a while, but omg I am so excited to share this fic with you all. It's a bit different, but I hope you like it <3 and the ⇵ means change in time (so either flashback or back to the present storyline)
word count: 8.3k
warning: (fake gun) violence, cursing, alcohol, planned robberies, crime, stealing, lying (including faking trauma, sorry), assumptions of cheating, police, so slight angst but still v fluff, believe me <3
The most important moments are the ones that make you realize there’s no turning back. You’ve crossed a line, and you’re stuck on the other side now.
The day had gone exactly as you had expected. You sat in your uncomfortable chair, ignoring the cracking of your spine as you dealt with all the same-old customers. Receiving deposits and loan payments, cashing cheques, issuing savings withdrawals, getting yelled at as any of the before mentioned did not manage to work out as planned… it was hell.
The air conditioner in the building had been defective for a week now, and still, nobody had cared enough to call for a repair guy. It hadn’t been a problem at first, but it was slowly becoming that as you were trying to cool yourself down with some scraps of paper, you could find around your desk. You had already received several complaints, as if it was your fault, from people standing in line that it was too damn hot in here. Well, bad luck.
Because of this, it was also very strange to see three men walk into the bank, all dressed in thick jackets, gloves and… ski masks?
Before you could even begin to comprehend what was happening, one of them pulled out a gun from underneath his jacket. The few people around in the bank quickly scurried away into the corners of the room, a few pathetic squeals escaping them. The two other men pulled out their own weapons, and the middle one spoke up with a fake southern drawl.
“Now we aint want no trouble here, so just keep to yo’self and we will be on our way.” He locked eyes with you; at least that’s what it felt like for a second before he had made his way to you. You tried to stand still, ignoring your trembling hands and fast-beating heart. But, of course, this had to happen on a Wednesday afternoon, one of the moments where the bank was at its slowest. And without a doubt, it had to happen right after you had told your co-worker to go and have her break now, at the coffee shop a block away. You had had to convince her that it was okay, that nothing ever happened on days like this. There were four people in the bank, excluding you, so there was really nothing to be worried about.
And of course, it was the one coworker who never kept to her time. Whose 20-minute breaks somehow always ended up being over an hour-long, meaning she would stay gone for a long time.
The man strutted toward you, his shoulders broad and confident. You had just been finishing up with a client, and at the sound of the three men, the poor woman had fallen down to the ground at the side of the counter. From where you had been sitting, you could just about see the top of her perm peaking out. The man stopped his walk a few feet away from you and looked down at the woman. She had clearly gotten the sign and ran off to the other three customers, who were now huddled together in a corner, under the supervision of the two other masked men. You did notice, though, that they didn’t seem to be very bothered by the horrified venerable.
You also just noticed the duffle bags the man in front of you held, and you couldn’t help but flinch at the moment he threw it on the counter. There was glass separating you, but he was still carrying the firearm.
He leaned in, ticking his finger on the glass, telling you to lean forward.
“You gon’ open up that door for me, sweetheart?” He jerked his head toward the door at the end of the row of counters, separating the waiting space and the bank tellers’ desks… but most importantly, also the vaults.
You nodded quickly and made your way over to the door, ignoring the panic button on your way there. You weren’t panicking, after all. The door unlocked with a click, and the robber casually made his way through.
It being a small bank in a middle-of-nowhere town, where nothing ever happened, the security measures were minimal. The only cameras that worked were the ones at the main entrance, and they had the parameter of… not enough. Inside, the only security measure really was you and your supposed nerves of steel that you didn’t really hold on to.
Well, there was one more camera in the building, right at the entrance of the vault, but it was more for the show ever since it stopped working two years ago. It meant that once you were behind that door, no one could see or hear what you were doing.
“I thought you would go with an Aussie accent,” you said, opening up the vault door with your key card. The man pulled off his balaclava, storing it in his pocket and unzipped his jacket.
“Yeah, I chickened out. But you,” he pulled you close, “you did brilliantly.” And with that, he closed the gap between the two of you. There was not a doubt in your mind to kiss your boyfriend back. When you pulled away, his words still puzzled you.
“I didn’t do anything, though,”
“I wouldn’t say that, darling.” He kissed you softly again before stepping into the vault. “Do I have to remind you that you’re the brain behind this whole operation?”
⇵
A year ago, you would have never expected yourself to participate in the robbery of your own workplace, yet here you were. It had all started when Tom walked up to your counter, handing you a cheque of 6.90 dollars. The small amount made you raise your eyebrow, already wondering if you would give in and ask what the story behind this was. He could see the confusion in you and responded to the unasked question.
“It was a bet.”
You gave him an unimpressed expression, typing information from the cheque over into your computer. Of course, you wanted to know what the damn bet was, but it wouldn’t have been professional. But again, Tom could read you. He had played to your interest and curiosity, and he knew it.
“I had bet that I could get the number of the cutest person here,” he leaned on the counter, a smug grin on his face. His fingers were toying with the pen on his side of the window barrier. The little metal chain clinked as it hit the surface.
“Right, and since you can’t get your own number-”
“So you think I’m cute, love?” Oh right, he had been wearing glasses because he had looked up at you from behind them. That mischievous twinkle was always there. You could have seen it as a warning, a red flag, but instead, you saw it as a light signal. A firehouse spotlight welcoming you into an entirely new world.
“That’s not what I meant,” you tried to play it off cool, “And you know you’re really wasting everyone’s time here, people have better things to do than stand in line at the bank,” you finished off the transaction… well, almost. Right before you were about to finalise the process, you paused and looked at Tom.
“Am I correct to understand that you were supposed to get the money if I gave you my number?”
“Well, yeah��” Tom’s confident grin had subsided.
“Then, since you have not fulfilled the task, I cannot, in my good conscience, accept this cheque transaction, I’m sorry, sir,” with a polite smile, you slipped the piece of paper right back to him. He looked at it, dumbfounded, then back at you. In the background, you could hear someone laughing, but you ignored it. “Have a nice day.”
He looked at you, mouth open and eyes wide, before stepping aside. He must have not dealt with a lot of rejection in his life, you felt like. You were about to press the button to call the next client in line when he popped right back up in front of you.
“When do you get off?”
“Excuse me?”
“Off work, when do you finish? I would really like to take you out tonight if that’s alright.” His cocky facade had lifted, and you could see a softer side to him. His smirk changed into a genuine innocent smile, and he had taken off those dumb sunglasses. He was bouncing his leg up and down while waiting for your answer.
“At five,” you mumbled, angry at yourself that you had given in, “but if you make me wait-”
“I’ll make it worth your while,” he winked, bringing back that smugness, and then he was finally on his way out. As you pressed the button announcing the following number in line, you could see him walk out through the glass doors. He was with someone, probably the H. Osterfield that had signed the cheque. From your distance, you couldn’t make out much more besides the fact that he was taller than Tom.
You had just enough time to look away before Tom noticed you staring. Yeah, he had gotten you hooked.
And it only got worse after your “date”. He had taken you out to a restaurant. It was a small Italian place, where one paid more for the atmosphere than for the food (which was still good). You spent the whole night talking and laughing. He had this way about him that he made any interaction effortless. It was his charm.
Maybe because of this charm, you had no apprehension about going back to his place when he suggested it. On the other hand, maybe because of that same reason, you had easily broken your own rule not to kiss on a first date… or anything beyond that.
You weren’t sure if you had preferred it if it had only been a one-night thing. If you had woken up in his bed and there wasn’t a full breakfast waiting for you in the kitchen, if you hadn’t found him standing at the stove, flipping the last pancake, wearing nothing but his boxer shorts and a quirky little apron. But all of that had happened, and you had eaten your pancakes, and before leaving, you had scribbled your phone number on the whiteboard on his fridge.
He called you that afternoon, asking if you wanted to meet up again that weekend.
To dwell on old decisions didn’t do anyone well, but you still wondered if you should have said no. And if you had, where would you have ended up then? Most definitely not where you were now...
⇵
“Oh, ye-hes!” Tom clapped his hands at the sight of the money. An unimaginable amount of beautifully, evenly stacked bills. He gave you one more kiss on the cheek before he stepped inside, grabbing the first stack nearest to him. You watched him for a second, enjoying the money, which he obviously noticed.
“What?” he chuckled nervously, most likely feeling a bit self-conscious.
“Nothing, you’re just cute.”
“Not as cute as you,” he quipped back, “but c’mon, we don’t have much time.” That was true. You were working on a tight schedule. You got to your knees and got to work. You didn’t have much time, but silence always bothered both of you.
“Did you ever think I would be up for this?” you asked him, counting out a few 100 dollar bills.
“No fucking way.” Tom chuckled, stuffing some of the money in the bag.
⇵
As perfect as the beginning may have been, a few months into your relationship, you had realised something was wrong. That Tom was definitely hiding something from you. Well, you had a hunch about it. There were the secretive phone calls in the middle of the night, the meet-ups “with his friends” he wouldn’t talk to you about… of course, your mind had gone to the worst-case scenario, that he was cheating on you. A few arguments had erupted from those accusations, but it wasn’t enough of a reason for Tom to tell you what was going on.
That should have been your sign to leave. To pack up and go. Your clear exit to get off the highway. But you stayed. Not even because you believed you could forget about it and make it work. No, fuck that. Your stubbornness would not have let you leave it as it was. You needed to know what was happening.
So, one day when Tom had told you he was off to meet up with his friends, you had decided to just follow him. Not really sure what to expect. It could have been anything. You could have ended up at the outskirts of town, breaking up some weird drug deal, or you could have banged on his motel room door as he was fucking his side chick.
But none of that happened.
Instead, you had followed him outside of town to a storage facility. It was there that you found him, with his friend Harrison and his brother Harry. At first sight, it seemed like you had encountered a crime investigation. Whiteboards filled with information, red strings connecting it all. Around them, boxes with...things. Expensive looking things.
Except, it wasn’t an investigation. The whiteboards were filled with plans, plans for their own crimes.
It had taken them a moment to realise they had an audience. The three men looked at you, almost terrified, as you stared back at them with that same fear. It was too much to take in. You were stepping back in terror. You would have run away if it wasn’t for the fact that you had frozen in shock.
“Fuck, y/n,” Tom got up from his chair, got to you, and quickly pulled you away from everything.
“What, what is all this?” you tried to stay calm, but there was no way to hide the anxiety you were feeling. You had seen it all. The intel, the stolen goods, the guns. Yet there he was, Tom, standing right in front of you, holding your trembling hands. It didn’t make any sense.
“It’s not what it looks like, I promise.”
“Bullshit, Tom. Do you really think that low of me? What the fuck is all this?” Your gaze shot up to his eyes. They were filled with panic. To have gotten caught in the act, most likely. Expecting that you would rat him out now to the cops.
You stared into each other's eyes and you waited for him to explain himself. Say that it was just a joke or something, that it wasn't real, but he didn't say a word. And in a way- that's all you needed to know.
“I fucking knew it,” you said, stepping away. “I fucking knew it!”
“What?” He didn’t even attempt reaching out for your hand again.
“I knew that Rolex wasn’t a fucking inheritance.” You pointed at his wrist, where the shiny watch was wrapped around. Like a child with a stolen cookie, he hid his hand behind his back, not wanting to give you any more evidence of his wrongdoings.
“I promise, I wanted to tell you.”
You ignored his statement, asking your next question, “do you even know how to fix a car? Or was literally everything you told me a lie?” You should have known better. There was no fucking way a mechanic could afford the shit he bought sometimes. But he had always managed to tell you he had just used some of the money from his parent’s inheritance. How stupid could you have been, honestly?
“I have never lied to you. I promise.” He stepped toward you again, his words and posture conveying pure desperation for your attention. “The only reason I did not tell you, is because I was scared you would leave me. Or that it would bring you into danger. I can not lose you. I just can’t. Please believe me.”
“Well, I’m here now, so you better tell me everything or else I’m walking out that door and you’ll never see me again.” As scared as you may have been of this new revelation, you wanted to know what was going on. Maybe out of all the choices you had made in this relationship, this had been your downfall. Perhaps you should have just walked away and forgotten about Tom, about what you had seen that day, but you couldn’t. Something, possibly fear, had glued you to the cement ground of that damned storage facility.
“y/n-” He didn’t want to do it. He didn’t want to pull you into any of it. But it was too late for that. You had gotten caught in his web of trouble the second he spoke to you at the bank counter.
“I’m serious. You tell me what the fuck it is that you and Dumb and Dumber over there are doing right now.”
He begged you with his eyes not to make him, but you didn’t listen. So, he told you everything. How it all had started years ago, in high school. When they were just three kids off the street, getting high off the adrenaline and risk that petty theft, pickpocketing and shoplifting bought them. Then, as they got older, they had realised that they were actually good at it. That they could make some serious profit out of it. And so, the planning and the preparation came in as they started to rob bigger places. The more Tom told you, the more you began to connect the dots.
The Robinson Jewel heist… You had read about it in the papers. A jewellery store had been robbed a town over, almost everything had been stolen. The culprits were never caught.
You clutched onto the silver necklace he gave you for your birthday. It must have been only a few weeks after that robbery.
“I’m sorry, okay. I understand if you want to leave.” He said as he finished his story. The regret was evident in him, which you appreciated, but it wasn’t enough. Your grip on your necklace got tighter as you tugged at it. The clasp dug itself into the back of your neck, but it stayed put.
“I can’t do this.”
⇵
“Woah, wait,” you stopped Tom as he was about to put one of the currency straps in a bag, “that’s a dye pack.”
“How do you-”
“There is a little discrepancy here, see?” you pointed out the little sign of the money hiding an explosive packet of blue dye. Tom looked at it, then threw it aside before reaching out to kiss you passionately.
“You know, I love you so fucking much,” he mumbled with his lips barely leaving yours. Your only reply was a half-smile and a kiss in return.
⇵
To this day, you could never be sure what made you walk up and knock on his door all those weeks later.
It had been tough ever since you decided to walk away from the storage unit, walk away from Tom. You hadn’t even turned back around, and it was probably for the better. Otherwise, you would have seen him standing there, under the bright lights in the narrow corridor. His shoulders slumped in defeat. What you did hear, though, as you were nearing the exit, was the echoed scream of frustration and the banging of what could have only been a fist against a metal lock-up.
You had tried to go back to normal as if this had been like any other of your previous breakups. But none of your previous exes had been career criminals. And none of them had been Tom. You had never felt the same way about them as you did for him. He was different, in good as well as bad ways.
Maybe because of this, you had felt so horrible. Days seemed to be never-ending. Working at the bank had become unbearable. Your manager, who had already been a disgusting pig, only seemed to get worse. It was that day that you had seen him basically harass your coworker, that you were done with it.
And so, when Tom opened his door that afternoon, he saw the last thing he ever expected to see at his doorstep again- you.
“Rob me,” you said, your heart beating a million miles an hour. He looked stunned, his mouth twitching, eager to speak up, but he was speechless.
“Rob my bank.” You told him again.
“What?” You were still standing at his threshold, the street outside empty, but you could never be too safe, so he let you step inside. “Are you serious?”
“I’m done with it. The place is a shithole and my manager is a perv. Go rob it. I can help.” You had no idea what made you decide on this, why nothing in your brain tried to stop you from approaching Tom again, suggesting this idea, or leaning in to kiss him passionately.
After that reunion, you spend the entire night in bed, scheming. You were coming up with ideas on how to successfully perform the heist while Tom brushed his fingers through your hair.
“You know, this is going to be dangerous, you could get into some serious trouble,” he murmured against your neck before kissing your sweet spot. You nodded with a mumble. It was late, and you were both tired, about to fall asleep. But the last kick of adrenaline was still running through your veins. That adrenaline that you always felt when you were with him. That feeling that made “right” and “wrong” just one big blur.
“I don’t care.” You said, assured of your words.
Just like that, everything changed.
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And two months later, you were in the vault, picking dollar bills out of the packs to stuff into a bag. Tom checked his watch, pushing the last few bills down to fit inside. With a sigh, he got up, and you followed him, a surprisingly light duffel bag in each hand. He held the vault door open for you.
Once you had reached the entrance to the main room of the bank, he put his mask back on and pushed his fake gun into the small of your back. You tried to get into the mindset, giving the few innocent bystanders in the room a show. Trying to think what it would be like if this was a really dangerous situation for you, you tried to get your heart rate up a bit, look scared and clammy, shaking all over.
Tom opened the door and made you walk in first. He pushed the door hard, slamming it against the wall. You could see the lady, the one who had been at your desk earlier, jump up at the loud sound. A part of you felt a bit bad to put these people through all this stress and chaos, but you knew they were safe and nothing was going to happen to them. It was fine.
“And now, throw the bags to the front,” Tom was back in his role and dug the pistol into you, and you did as he said, trying to make the bags look heavier than they were. You bend over and threw them onto the floor, making them slide through the room. Harrison picked one up, Harry another.
Tom passed you and slapped your ass firmly. You jumped up with a shriek, not having expected that little stunt from him.
As Tom grabbed the remaining bags, Harrison and Harry ran off, and you finally ran to the hidden panic button. It was no fancy system. The doors didn’t automatically lock. The only thing that happened was that the police would receive a transmission, telling them to show up. The officers weren’t the fastest in the town, so it would take them at least ten minutes to get to the street. By that time, there would be no sign of the boys. Nothing they didn’t want to leave behind anyway.
You could see the group of terrified people push their bodies further into the wall as Tom walked by them. He didn’t even glance at them. Just like his accomplices, he ran off into the street. No one in the building moved. In silence, everyone waited for the sirens to boom through the city, a melancholy of screeches accompanied by red and blue lights.
As you waited for the police cars to arrive, you tried to calm down a bit, preparing for the upcoming part of the heist. The part where you were needed to lie your ass off.
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“You know what,” Tom laughed, a slice of pizza in his hand, “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say this kind of turns you on.” You were at his place, just eating take out on a random evening, doing what you usually did when there was nothing on tv- working on your elaborate heist plans. Tom had, for sure, never expected you to be so involved in any of it. And he couldn’t deny that it was bringing a lot of joy out in him, seeing you like that.
“You wish,” you burst out in a fit of giggles, trying to not choke on the bite of pizza you had taken moments before.
“To say I don’t would be lie,” he winked and took another bite. You finally swallowed down your own piece of dough. You took one more deep breath, making sure you were stable, before speaking up.
“I mean, sure, the idea that my boyfriend is a hot-shot criminal is pretty hot. And have I had weird Bonnie and Clyde fantasies? Maybe-”
“Really?” Tom shot up straight in his seat, his eyes basically bulging with curiosity. “Fantasies, like… dirty stuff?”
“I was joking, you dumbass,” you threw a piece of the crust at him, which he caught in his mouth. You couldn’t even pretend- that was impressive. He enjoyed eating the nicely baked dough, but you could see the disappointment written on his face.
“Do you have any…” you raised an eyebrow at him, curiously, “you know, fantasies?” It never hurt to ask.
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The police arrived faster than expected. All 40 seconds earlier. The traffic lights two blocks away must have been on green. Lucky bastards. But it didn’t matter, for the culprits, to their knowledge, were far and long gone.
You were still standing behind your counter, staring ahead at the “exit” sign, trying not to blink, making it look as if you were in shock. Then, an officer walked up to you. He was lanky and young-looking. His moustache, or the poor excuse of one, counted barely five hairs.
“Ma’am?” he asked. You blinked slowly and looked at him. “Can you step out from behind the counter, please?”
You nodded your head, a bit shakily, and slowly made your way to the door. The police officer did not bother to meet you at that door, making you walk up to him.
“I will ask you a few questions now, if that’s alright?”
You nodded again, wrapping your arms around yourself. The officer, whose name tag said “Jones”, looked down. “Would you like a blanket maybe, ma’am?”
“No, thank you,” you spoke in your weakest voice possible, “I just- uhm, I think I need to sit down.”
“Of course, of course,” Jones took you by the elbow, a gesture you despised but didn’t comment on considering the circumstances, and then he led you to the row of chairs in the waiting area of the room. You sat down, and Jones sat down next to you, keeping a chair of space between you. He leaned with his arms on his knees as he spoke to you. He had a soft voice, very soothing, making you understand why he was the one on the job to talk to you: "the traumatised bank teller".
“Can you tell me what happened?”
“Yes, yes. Of course.” You blinked, pretending to think for a moment as if you had not prepared this speech weeks in advance. “I was working the counter, uhm making a deposit for Mrs. Deller.” You turned around, looking for the old woman, “that’s her.” Jones followed your hand, taking a mental note of the lady. She, like everyone else, was being questioned by a different officer. You couldn’t help but notice that Mrs Deller’s officer was much better looking than Jones.
“So I was helping her with the deposit and suddenly these people walk in- three of them.”
“What did they look like?”
“Uhm, well, they were wearing masks, so I don’t know, but they were pretty tall. And they were all wearing those kinds of jackets- I can’t really explain it but they looked pretty heavy and uhhh- oh god, what was it, shit!” You slammed your hands on the two chairs at your sides in frustration.
“Let’s come back the jackets later, maybe,” Jones tried to calm you down, which you appreciated, “what happened next?”
“Oh, so they walked in,” you coughed, “and one of them walked up to me. The other two I guess were taking care of everyone else in the room, I’m not sure, I was kind of panicking when I saw the guns.”
“Guns?” Jones asked.
“Mhm, I don’t what they were but they were pretty big,” you showed an average size with your hands. “So the guy, I think it was a guy, at least he sounded like a guy but these days you never know, it could be someone with just a very deep voice or some kind of technology-”
“The individual.” Jones interrupted you, trying to get you back on track.
“Right, so he, they, whatever, walked up and made me open the door for him.”
“Did you press the panic button?”
“I mean, I wanted to but he was looking right at me and he had a gun- oh god, I’m so fired,” you leaned down, covering your face with your hands and let out a heaving cry.
“Ma’am, it’s ok, calm down.” Jones was doing his best, you could tell, which did make this all a bit harder, but you were far too deep in it to stop or turn back. Instead, you took a few deep breaths, trying to “calm down” as Jones suggested and continued telling your story. The best thing about being the only one with access to the vault and having no other kind of evidence as to what might have happened behind those doors was that you could make up any kind of shit that you wanted.
You coughed again. “I led him to the vault. He had his gun in my back, telling me to hurry up or he’d shoot me. At one point, I actually heard a click-” you reached for Jones’ arm, “officer, what if he comes back to kill me?” You looked at him with panic-stricken eyes, or at least what you hoped would look like panic-stricken eyes.
“Nothing is going to happen to you, ma’am. You’re safe now, but please, you need to tell me what happened. Did he make you pack the money?”
You were thankful for his suggestive tone because it let you just go along with what he already thought happened. So, you nodded, pursing your lips as if attempting not to burst into tears, giving these self-entitled men the illusion as if you were trying to stay strong for their sake or some kind of bullshit like that.
“I had to put it in loose, into all these, what do you call them, duffel bags.”
“How many bags were there?”
“Four, I think, but at one point he might have started packing one as well, I’m not sure, I tried not to look him in the eyes.”
You kept talking, making up more random things as you went on when another officer walked in through the glass doors, four duffle bags in his hands. Everyone in the bank looked at him, confused. Finally, the officer walked up to the captain, who had been standing in the corner, not really doing anything.
The two men whispered, looking at and in the bags as if suddenly sixty thousand dollars would magically appear in them.
“Why does it smell like that?” you heard the captain say.
“I found it in a trash container sit, they must have tried to get rid of them.” The officer explained. Then, they turned and walked up to you.
“Ma’am, are these the bags you had to pack?”
“Uhm,” you stammered, looking at the bags, “y-yes. I recognise that rip in this one.” You pointed at the rip that you had made yourself some time ago. It was pulling the handle almost apart in two even pieces. The officers looked at each other, speechless.
“Officer?” you asked, as innocently as you could manage, “what does this mean? Where’s the money?” You looked at Jones, hoping for some kind of answer. He hesitated, looking at his superiors, but eventually decided to tell you.
“It seems that the perps repacked the money? And left these bags behind, ending their trail, possibly.” You could hear his unsure tone. It was just a bleak theory. It wasn’t entirely wrong, though.
“What? So is the money lost now? Are they gonna get away with it?” You bit the inside of your cheek, trying to get some tears to come out. It was almost working, but you didn’t need it to be exceptionally believably. Just the teary look of the corners of your eyes was enough to fool them.
“We’ll get them, don’t worry.” The captain told you. You smiled weakly in response, letting your arms wrap around yourself again tightly. The men towered over you, talking and mumbling to each other. Evidently, you had been dismissed with nowhere to go. So, you looked straight ahead, at the counter. The glass separator mirrored the entrance of the bank. You could see more police officers walking around, talking to the other four witnesses. They were all wearing identical trauma blankets, even though the heat had not subsided one bit in the room.
The pen at the counter had fallen, now hanging off its chain pathetically, still swinging a bit. You let your eyes focus on it, zoning out, ignoring everything else that was happening around you.
Or so you made them think. In your hazed state, the officers didn’t bother to keep their voices down as they strategised.
“They must have repacked the money in something, taken off in a car? I wouldn’t be surprised if they had a getaway around the corner, now trying to get as far away from here as possible. We should probably contact other stations, just in case.” You knew for a fact that that was wrong. Harry had to get back to work, so maybe he had taken a car to make the drive across town, but he probably walked. Harrison was supposed to take the line 5 bus, planning to go to the gym still, and Tom was- right outside?
You saw his reflection in the glass, and your head shot up. What the hell was he doing here? His long black coat was now, of course, gone, and he was wearing ripped jeans and a t-shirt. His curly hair was slightly messy.
He was standing outside, arguing with an officer that stood on the lookout at the door. You could hear him shouting.
“What’s going on?” He looked inside through the glass doors. “Y/n!? y/n!”
You got up, trying to turn your frustrations for him into a look of worry or relief. When he saw you, he very courageously and stupidly, pushed by the officer and walked inside quickly. As he stepped in, he bumped against poor Mrs Deller, apologising.
“Sir,” Jones stopped him quickly, “I need to ask you to step outside.”
“Like hell, I will,” Tom was really a moron, but you loved him for it. His attention was only on you.
You walked up to him. He hugged you tightly, bringing his hand up to brush through your hair. “What are you doing here?” You asked.
“We were supposed to get lunch, remember? I was coming to pick you up, and I saw the police cars- are you alright?” He pulled away just enough to look into your eyes.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine.” To this, he smiled lightly. For an outsider, it might look like a smile of relief, a boyfriend just happy to know his girlfriend is safe, but you knew better. It was that mischievous smile you had fallen for. The knowing look that your plan was working.
He hugged you again.
“Sir,” it was the captain speaking now, “you are trespassing on a crime scene! I need you to leave immediately.”
“Fine, fine.” He let go of you, and with a theatrical sigh, he said to you: “I’ll see you later, ok, love?”
“Actually, I’d really like to go home now, please, if there aren’t any more questions?” You directed the question to Jones, who nodded.
“We will contact you if there are, miss.”
You nodded to his response, and holding Tom’s hand, walked out of the bank.
“You just can not stop being a show off, can you?” You laughed when you turned the corner where Tom’s car stood parked. He took his keys, and the old Toyota clicked open.
“Whatever do you mean?” He said innocently, opening the car for you. When you stepped inside, you could see that the guys’ jackets, masks and fake guns were lying on your foot mat. You kicked the things around to make space and pulled at your seatbelt.
“I mean, you’re a complete idiot for coming back. And bumping into Mrs Deller! What were you thinking? What if she recognised you?!”
“But did she?” Tom shrugged nonchalantly, checking his mirror. “Oh c’mon, y/n, it was just a bit of fun, it’s fine.”
“Idiot,” you just huffed out, crossing your arms. Tom started the engine.
“Yeah, yeah, you said that already. Now, come on, let’s go get lunch. Wanna get some pasta?”
“You know I do.” You leaned over the gearshift to kiss his cheek, and Tom, with his shit-eating grin still plastered over his face, drove off.
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The police spend the rest of the day talking to possible witnesses. Speaking to the other individuals who had been at the bank did very little. In a state of panic, none of them could remember anything. Mrs Deller, a seventy-year-old woman, could barely make a word come out of her mouth.
The bank was located near Main Street, where many businesses were located, with plenty of people walking around any day of time. There were hundreds of windows pointed at the bank, and yet, at the end of the day, after conducting hundreds of interviews with people who had been shopping or having lunch in the vicinity, or had just possibly been walking by the bank, nobody had seen the three suspects walking in or out of the bank.
The CCTV cameras were merely pointed at the door, showing an area no wider than a few feet right at the entrance, not giving any intel on what direction the culprits might have come from or runoff in. Inside the bank, there was nothing to go off of either. The timestamp of the vault showed it had been opened twice during the day, a few minutes before opening hours and during the heist. According to the automatic log, it had been then closed about 15 minutes later. There were no working cameras in the building.
It was official. Miss y/n, the bank teller, was the only witness who could give any helpful information about what had happened that day. And unfortunately, it was not enough to pursue or even find any leads.
But one thing in particular unsettled the cops. The bank teller had explicitly told them that she packed the money into duffel bags and unpacked it from their wrapping. Meaning that sixty thousand dollars in separate bills had been stuffed into those bags, and yet, they were found, probably not much more than fifteen minutes later, half pushed into a trash receptacle. Besides a few loose one-dollar bills, completely empty.
The reasoning was pretty simple. Distraction and diversion. Duffel bags were not exactly the most inconspicuous items. So the perps must have repacked them into something less obvious.
But how did they manage to repack them so quickly?
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The next day you were woken up by a door slamming shut. It didn’t bother you too much since you had gotten used to it ever since you started staying over at Tom’s place more often. His brothers and Harrison often treated the apartment as theirs, coming and going as they pleased.
“Wakey wakey,” Harrison slammed his hand on the door of the bedroom, “eggs and 60 grand.”
“That doesn’t even rhyme,” you said, still half asleep. You sat up straight, rubbing the sleep out of your eyes. Tom was, with his limbs splayed out in every direction, still sound asleep, soft snores escaping his mouth every now and then. You patted his chest lightly but to no effect.
“Tommy, get up,” you shook him at his shoulder now. He looked so peaceful, a bit messy, but certainly, he did not look like a person who had robbed a bank at gunpoint just one day ago. Sure, the gun he pointed was fake and could do no damage, but the mindset was there. A mindset you two now shared, in a way. You were just as eager that previous morning to go to work and get it rolling.
Tom had, on several occasions, asked you if you were sure you wanted to do this. Unofficially and indirectly trying to get you out of trouble before it was too late. But you didn’t care. You had found a side of yourself you never knew existed. The planning, the scheming, it was exciting. It gave you a high like nothing else. And now it was over, and it was done, and you were lying in bed with him like nothing ever happened.
Harrison banged on the door, and the noise finally woke Tom up. He jumped up startled, his hair poking out in every which way.
“I’m up, I’m up!” he shouted at his friend.
“So get your ass out here, then!” Harrison shouted back. You glanced at the clock on the wall. It was just past eleven. You had spent the entire night celebrating and drinking and only went to bed around 3, so it was a pretty good night’s rest.
Tom found his underwear, and you found a clean shirt (of Tom’s) to pull over your head, and wrapped in each other’s arms, you walked out into the living room.
There, where one day, so long ago, you had stumbled in to see Tom flipping pancakes in his boxers and an apron, you were now met with the view of Harrison, standing at the kitchen counter, in dark green overalls, three black trash bags left on the counter in front of him. Harry was sitting on one of the bar stools, sipping on his morning tea.
“Well, let’s see it then,” Tom said enthusiastically.
“I thought I’d let the lady to the honors.”
You didn’t need to hear it twice. Quickly, you untangled yourself from Tom’s embrace and walked over to the counter. The smell was not the freshest, but it didn’t matter.
“Are you sure you took the right ones?” Tom quipped.
“Fuck off," Harrison slapped the back of Tom's head, "next time you can get up at five in the morning to pick up trash.”
You opened the bag nearest to you and stuck your hand inside, and Harrison shut up. Harry put down his mug, and all three men looked at you in anticipation. When you pulled it back out, your fist was filled with hundred dollar banknotes. The four of you erupted in a choir of elated cheers.
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The plan was pretty simple. Tom would walk in with you to the vault, four empty duffel bags in hand. Well, almost empty, because there was a role of trashbags inside one of them.
Once in the vault, the two of you quickly stuffed as much money as you could in the trash bags, besides some of the smaller banknotes, to tuck into the duffels. Afterwards, instead of heading immediately back to the front room of the bank, you turned right, heading to the back exit. It was barely ever used since it led to a small alley filled with trash containers shared with a Chinese restaurant.
The container was full, but you stuffed the money-filled bags behind it, ensuring it wasn’t visible to anyone who didn’t care to look for them. While you did that, Tom filled up the duffel bags with some of the less gross looking waste that had been thrown out.
“This is actually disgusting,” he groaned, closing up the bags. “I don’t think I’ll ever get rid of this smell.”
“I know, but you can buy yourself the fanciest of shower gels once we have this money.”
“Remind me why we need to do this? Why not just go with the money in the bags and run for it?”
“Because the police, while incompetent, are not complete morons and anyone will notice three guys carrying giant duffel bags around town.” You explained to him. He knew this very well, of course, but just needed to hear the motivation to not hurl at the smell of the rotting Kung Pao Chicken.
Once that was done, you headed back into the bank. The boys ran out with the trash while you pressed the panic button. As you waited for the police to arrive, your accomplices ran to the next alley to take off their masks and jackets. Tom took them and stuffed them into his car, which was parked not far away, while Harry and Harrison emptied the trash out of the bags into another container, leaving the bags, and the remaining money somewhat visible from a distance. Once satisfied with their job, they walked out of the alley, taking their separate ways. Harry was crossing the street as a police car turned the corner. He even shouted out at the driving officer for not looking out.
The money behind the trash container between the bank and the Chinese restaurant remained there, untouched but by far not forgotten, until the following day.
At five am, still a bit drunk, Harrison got up and made the drive over to the headquarters of the Sanitation Department. A friend of his, Biggy Q, let him borrow his truck, knowing better not to ask questions when it came to Haz. Besides, Harrison promised him to complete the first half of his shift, so he could not be bothered what he needed the damn garbage truck for.
Harrison didn’t have an official uniform, but a basic green overall was pretty easy to obtain, and at five in the morning, not a lot of people would be bothered about it. He drove through the city, picking up garbage bag after bag until he reached the alley behind the bank. There, just like y/n had told him, was the jackpot. He took it with him into the cockpit, dumped the rest of the trash into the bag and drove off. He met up with Biggy Q a few minutes later, giving him back his truck. Q definitely gave his friend a few strange looks when he saw Harrison take out three bags from the front of the truck, but again, he knew better than to ask questions.
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Even though it wasn’t even noon yet, the champagne was taken out of the fridge, and it popped open with a bang. The cork flew out into the ceiling, almost hitting the light, but none of you cared. You didn’t even bother bringing out glasses to drink from. Tom took a large sip right from the bottle, most of it spilling over his chin. He then handed it to you, and on an empty stomach, you knew it would immediately go straight to your head.
Harrison almost drank half the bottle, but having done what he had done that morning, you all decided it was well deserved. Especially since Harry then poured his part of the champagne over Harrison’s head. Instead of cursing out, the blonde leaned his head back, letting the alcohol pour straight into his open mouth.
You had done it. You had actually done it. There were sixty thousand dollars on your kitchen counter, just sitting there, waiting to be spent. Nobody but the four of you knew where the money could have gone or what had happened to the perpetrators. The heist would become a mystery that ghosted the town in rumours.
The following week you had to still play a pretty intense role, pretending that the events of the heist had had an impact on you. The people working around you had to believe that what had happened that Wednesday afternoon traumatised you to the core, giving you a perfect excuse to quit your job and file for generous compensation.
On your final day, Tom was there to pick you up. Still behind the wheel of his trusty grey Toyota. The 60 grand was safely stored in several international deposits, ready to be used on a rainy day.
“How does it feel to be a free woman?” He joked before pecking your lips in a sweet kiss.
“Makes me want to do something really bad.” You replied, kissing him right back, this time with more fervour.
“What did you have in mind?”
“I was thinking about those little fantasies you had, that you told me about, I was thinking of making them come true.” You smirked, sitting back in your chair.
“Fuck, you’re gonna be the death of me.” Tom’s eyes widened, his cheeks heating up visibly in a tone of pink. He pushed the gas pedal and drove. You laughed, pleased with the effect you had on him. As he drove, he let his hand wander to your thigh, and you happily let your fingers tangle with his.
“What are you smiling like that for?” Tom said when he glanced your way. You hadn’t even noticed you were grinning as you were.
“I love you,” was all you said.
“I love you too.” Tom smiled back.
All your life, you had heard that love made people do stupid things, but would that include armed bank robbery? Could that hold up in court? Probably not, but you really could not care less.
The End
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BOTW (and AOC) GUYS: RANKED BY HOW HOT THEY ARE
get ready for some heinous opinions! so im ranking the guys in botw by how hot they are and im taking No criticism. idk if i forgot anyone but i tried
check it out under the cut
sorry but this twink is just. average. like Painfully average. hes like white bread. therefore he gets an average score. i can appreciate hes a cute lookin guy? but like. thats it. if u fancy link u probably like mayonnaise. he looks like mayonnaise. grow a fuckin tache or smth dude for the love of god. 5/10 very normal.
ok im a diehard bird simp but like... this boy is fuckin ugly lmao. hes pretty at the same time tho? nice smile, nice eyes, nice voice but yellow eyebrows? green eyes? red makeup? clown. he’s a bird clown. tho i guess some ppl find clowns hot so this one’s for the pennywise crowd. 5/10. he’s a 10/10 in my heart tho.
now this is a MAN. u got the good smile, the strong arms, the r i p p l i n g m u s c l e s. he is a man u can trust. his arm hair is a bit wild but if u dont like his incredible facial hair, then.... idc. 7/10. they made a rock handsome. thats impressive. 3 points off for the forehead vagina tho. dont like that.
hot fucking damn. this is what we in the biz call a raging dilf. he looks like the kind of dad that never grew out of his punk rock phase. idk how i feel abt the broken traffic light look but its fine. just look into his gorgeous eyes and listen 2 his deep gravelly voice as he tells u to fuck off and leave him alone. perfection. the voice already makes him like 20/10 but the mullet is fucking awful and he should be penalised for that. 8/10. grow a fringe like the rest of us.
ah the shape of water... ok yeah the fish is fuckable ill grant u that. hes All fuckin torso tho and his eyes r constantly pointing in different directions which is not the Most Flattering Look and he Will hit u with his head handlebars and it will hurt. the 24-pack aint half bad either but i always get this feeling that he looks like he skips... some kind of day. not arm day, not leg day, but... some kind of day. maybe brain day. 8/10. sharp teeth are always sexy.
10/10. i dont fuckin care if u hate his hair- this man probably invented the most effective hairspray in existence just to make that happen. respect him. u cannot deny hes hot tho like theres just Something about him. the confidence... the attitude... i worry about revealing his eyes tho. theres a 50% chance it will not work in ur favour and he’ll just look heinous. full 10/10 tho. old robbie is also not bad 2 look at if ur not a coward but he Might leave u for an easy bake oven so like. watch out for that.
well the queen saw something in him??? i genuinely fear the idea of ever getting to see his chin from under that magnificent beard tho. he’s probably got the jawline of a russian power lifter. anyway for an old guy hes not lookin that bad so long as u dont mind a receding hairline. ill b nice. 5/10. for a king u could do worse. ill be taking complaints about this take in my dms. bring a bat.
where do i begin. i love beedle. i rlly do but theres.... so much going on. personality is a 10/10, business skills are 10/10/ haircut is -50/10 and the crop top....? well ill give him 10/10 for confidence. 4/10 im sorry he is just a Lot to look at. he looks like rock lee tried to become a slutty pirate king. shonen jump will have a lot to answer for.
the colour scheme is... better than revali, tho i didnt realise how obnoxious it was until i actually got a good look at him. ive never seen a bird look so top heavy before but this mans got 5 kids so i have nothing but respect for my king. kass is for the dilf crowd that like the dad bods. 8/10 he is quite nice to look at ngl. he’s like revali but light mode.
ok yunobo is very cute i wont lie but the hair is just massively disarming. idk its all i can think about. is this a goron emo phase?? is that what that is?? ive been staring at it for like 5 minutes and i still cant work out if i like it or not. 5/10 he is a humble lad.
under all that gear kohga could look like willem dafoe x50 and id still find him attractive. he cant be hot tho. he just cant be. like looks wise he has to be 1/10 under that there is no way this man could feasibly be conventionally attractive and tbh i like it that way. banana boy gets 6/10. hotter than revali. revali looks like a clown but kohga looks like the entire fucking circus
there is nothing unattractive about bolson. 10/10. sha-ding
i hate the hair i hate the hair i hate the hair i hate the hair SO fucking much but the voice. he has to be hot under that gear with a voice like that. if hes not well. just close ur eyes. the voice will take care of the rest. 8/10 the crack in his mask actually makes him look sexier and i dont understand how that can happen
????????????????????????? he looks. like an old man? i swear those big wingy bits are his eyebrows but i cant Quite be sure. why would a tree need eyebrows. ??/10 keep ur questionable gifts to urself
-100000/10 who the fuck let this budget pokemon npc in here. he looks like he should b leading team ganon across the kanto region. he probably draws those lines on his face to make himself look older and listens to mother mother. im gonna punch his third eye. no this is not a biased opinion
#botw#breath of the wild#aoc#age of calamity#link#revali#teba#sidon#daruk#astor#prince sidon#hestu#kohga#sooga#yunobo#kass#bolson#beedle#legend of zelda#robbie
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[slides u a $20] for gas but also for writing ask game. 2, 10, 16, 22?
oh woah thanks, that's a half gallon less of gas that i gotta pay for ;P
2. Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project
SSEL Chapter 3 needs finished and I've been having a ton of fun with writing that one !!! (also have to fix/rewrite a bunch of crap in chapters 1 and 2 😪 but hey theyre written at least!!)
I have a couple of tabletop guy fics on the docket as well. one of these is about reading fucked up books in a library in a cursed city trapped under the ocean. the other one is about smoking weed with your buds at sorcery school
10. How would you describe your writing process?
"Organic", I guess. I deluded myself into thinking I was an 'architect-archetype' writer and then I grew up and realized that was a false dichotomy and also if I didnt just start writing i would never make anything. So now I write, plan, write some more, plan some more. I seem to have gotten into a pattern of going on 10-15k writing benders for a few weekends and then returning to dormancy for a couple of months. This is possibly the best way for me to take advantage of brief periods of hyperfixation and also avoid writing burnout
16. Tried anything new with your writing lately? (style, POV, genre, fandom?)
Uhh, I would say getting back into it was the new thing I tried lately?? i guess ive only been a writer again for like 6 months (other than, admittedly, a fuuuuuckton of text-only tabletop). i hadnt really done much since early college. but now i do and thats very sexy of me
22. Do you reread your old works? How do you feel about them?
I mean I reread some of my old text rp stuff sometimes... theyre fine. it aint bad!
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seven wonders [request]
Pairing: Young Daryl Dixon x Young Reader Song: Indigo Night – Tamino | Requested by @sweatywildpanda Warnings: Language, FLUFF Summary: You had never met someone quite like Daryl Dixon before, his outlook on life seemed bleak and you made it your job to show him not everything in life is as sad as he made it out to be. A/N: THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST but also thank you for making me obsessed with a new song! I hope you all like it! – Requests are open!
You had been watching your friend throw herself on her new boyfriend Steven all night, every time she did you seemed to tip back the bottle of vodka that you coddled for most of the night so far. You were promised a party and so far you got a fire in a trailer park with about 5 guys, all far to obsessed with themselves to hold a conversation of any sort of meaning but it was almost like the god’s had heard your desperate plea as just as you gave up any hopes of a good evening, two men showed up... one was a little older than you but the other seemed around your ages and immediately caught your eye.
You ignored the interaction between Steven and the older boy and kept your eye firmly on the other, other than the obvious good lucks, he intrigued you, the way his slightly shaggy hair seemed to go unwashed, the way he held his shoulders as if the world laid on them heavily, slightly broody in the face as he watched in the interaction between the man he arrived with and your best friends boyfriend. His eyes scanned the rest of the circle before landing on you, taken back by the fact you were already looking at him, you offered him a warm smile not sure if it was the flicker of the fire or if the boy had a slight red glow to them as a result of your gesture. He looked away quickly but you couldn’t keep your eyes off him as you watched him walk away from the circle and plant himself under an old tree, fiddling with his fingers.
After yet another drink of the vodka, you pushed yourself from the chair and headed in his direction, thinking about the way your friends told you how annoyingly open you were when it came to meeting new people, joking how one day you’ll stumble upon your death because of how outgoing you had become. The thought made you laugh a little as you approached the mysterious man, his eyes slowly scanning your body before he met your smile once more. “This seat taken?” you joked, pointing to the spot beside him. He offered nothing but a shake of his head and you took that as your cue to sit down. “Im Y/N by the way” shifting into a more comfortable position, you offered your hand to the boy, hoping to put a name to his face.
“Daryl” he grunted, ignoring your hand. Your heart seemed to flutter at the bass of his voice, taken back by how masculine he sounded, fiddling with the hem of his shirt.
“Nice to meet you, Daryl” you spoke softly before leaning against the tree, letting out a small sigh. “What brings you here?” you could tell your presence threw him off guard, possibly annoying him with how you just wouldn’t let the silence settle.
“M’ brother” he answered, a little defeated pointing in the direction of the man he came here with. You glanced over at him and watched how he held himself with cocky arrogance, your eyes rolling as he dramatically threw his hands in the air, telling some bullshit story to make the boys that gathered there laugh. “You?” you allowed a small smile pass your lips as he attempted to seem interested in your story, like you were his.
“I’m third wheeling!” you joked, pointing in the direction of your friend who remained on Steven’s lap, you could have sworn you heard the man scoff in amusement but you weren’t entirely sure. “She has Steven, I have cheap vodka!” you joke further but heard nothing from the man as he allowed his head to drop back to the hem of his shirt.
It stayed quiet for a moment as you drank back some more of the alcohol, almost emptying your bottle but the quiet was too awkward for you, you shifted slightly to face Daryl a little more, his gaze not leaving the button he started to pull at on his flannel. “You ever heard of the seven wonders?” you asked him with far too much enthusiasm, recalling back to a conversation you had with your mother about the subject, the one that made you utterly obsessed with the idea of seeing them all. You caught his confused gaze as he ever so slightly lifted his head in your direction, his eyes not leaving that stupid button. “Really? They’re like the most beautiful sights in the world” you gushed, your hands telling a story “ The great wall of China, the great pyramid of Giza?” A sigh leaving your lips at his silence, you shook your head ignoring his look “That’s what I wanna do, I wanna get out of here and travel, see the Seven wonders of the world!” your voice fell soft thinking about your dream, your eyes darting from star to star as you imagined yourself standing in front of the obnoxiously large Jesus statue in Brazil.
“Travellin’ aint all that” he muttered under his breath but it was loud enough to catch your attention.
“You travel a lot?” you questioned tilting your head slightly to capture more of his expression. Daryl just hummed in your direction, slowly nodding his head. “Must have seen a lot of beautiful places” you added, your interest fully peaking knowing he had seen much more of the world than you had.
“Ye’ don’t mean nothin’ though. Not when the world is full of shit!” he spat back at you, confirming his annoyance. You were taken back a little by his words, shaking your head disagreeing with him.
“You’ve got it all wrong!” his eyes met yours when you spoke, ready to bite back at you as to why he was in fact right but you cut him off “The world isn’t shit, it's the people in it.” The words fell out of your mouth almost too easily, like you had experienced your words first hand without seeing what the world had to offer you. He thought about how naïve to the real world you seemed but he couldn’t bring himself to break your perfect vision of the world, he figured you would figure that out on your own one day.
“So wha’ makes em wonders?” redirecting the conversation to avoid breaking your heart, his eyes finally allowing him to get a good look at you, you seemed to sway with the wind the strands of hair that fell from the poorly executed bun danced with you. He took note of the way your legs seemed to be scuffed with the dirt you sat on, thinking how dirty your dress might look once you stand up. He found it odd that you paired such a delicate dress with such stocky boots yet he liked it, it confused him for a moment, never really caring for fashion but he liked the way it looked on you. Finally he noticed the way your eyes seemed to drink up the light of the moon as you stared aimlessly into the sky, being careful not to be caught under your gaze. You laughed a little at his question, like he had fallen right into your trap. There was nothing more you loved to talk about.
“Well, they’re old right, so how people managed to build such magnificent statues back then is insane, like impossible insane! We now, would need machines and technology that just seemed like black magic back then!'' Anyone could hear the passion in your tone as you bragged about these ancient monuments, it almost made Daryl forget about the bad he had seen in the world and allowed himself to see the world through your eyes.
You watched the light in Daryl’s eyes flicker out as he came back to his dull reality, it made your heart sink a little before an idea sprung into your mind, like it was your mission to change this man’s outlook on life. You reached out for his hand and though he flinched when you touched him, he didn’t pull away instead he allowed you to guide him to his feet and drag him away and towards a small hill that surrounded the trailer park. As you walked, you couldn’t help but notice how rough his hands were. You thought he was far too young to have such calloused hands; no man in their early 20’s should have such aged hands. You didn’t let it distract you too much as you continued to tug on his arm to make him walk a little faster as you walked up the hill, finally you let go of his hands once you reached the top, a satisfied sigh signalling the end of your journey. You sat down on a patch of grass and patted the patch next to you, signalling Daryl to sit beside you. He just sighed at your demand but obeyed his orders and slummed himself down next to you, leaning back on his hands with his legs stretched out.
His eyes followed yours, settling on the view that the hill provided, a body of water seemingly flowing perfectly still and the light of the moon reflected right on its base as the grass and water weeds surrounding it played with the wind. “If the world was so shit, we wouldn’t have this” you whispered, not really caring if Daryl heard you or not, only saying it for your own peace of mind. He remained silent as he took in every detail of the scene, his bleak view on the world gaining some colour the more he watched. He broke his concentration to take in your expression, wondering if it matched his, it didn't it looked so much more peaceful, like you had found where you belong in the world, like everything ever made sense. Daryl looked over his shoulder the sight of you seemed to be overwhelming, it was only then that he acknowledged the fact you had chosen to sit with him and not partake in the group ‘fun.
“why ya wastin’ ya time wi me? Any one of those guys would break their back just to hear ya talkin bout this shit” you scoffed at his question, your eyes fallen onto him now with an amused smirk creasing your lips.
“The world is full of pricks like them. It’s not every day you get to meet guy’s like you.” It was like his heart had skipped valuable beats when you spoke, swallowing a lump that formed in his throat.
“Na’ I ain’t worth ya time!” His words were shaky as he tried to leave your gaze but you never let him, your hand resting on his leg as you did.
“No, you're worth more” you whispered before your eyes wandered back to the view you sat before.
He wasn’t sure how he let a complete stranger come into his life and completely flip the way he saw the world but he was glad he did. He sat up a little, now crossing his legs hoping not to disturb the way you hand laid on his thigh teasing himself with the thought of placing his hand over yours and eventually he bit the bullet and did just that, his eyes now following the ripples of the water finding it fitting as he felt ripples of warmth flowing through his blood stream as he held onto your hand.
He sure as hell liked seeing the world through your eyes.
#daryl dixon#daryl dixon x reader#daryl dixon fanfiction#daryl x you#daryl dixon x you#daryl fanfiction#daryl dixon x y/n#daryl dixon imagine#the walking dead fanfiction#twd daryl dixon
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3-E + KARASUNO + 1-A FRIENDSHIP GROUPS
Just a heads up that I don't really know that much about BNHA. Most of my knowledge comes from fanfics, tumblr posts and my bestie so some of these headcanons might be a bit OOC
Nagisa + Hinata + Midoriya
So I’ve already made posts about Nagisa, Hinata and Mido being the ultimate cinnamon roll trio who are the loves of my life, my sons and if anything happens to them I will kill everyone and then myself
Let me adopt them, please let me adopt them
I mean it is canon that Mama Midoriya is single right?...jk jk ... unless 👀
These precious babies are literally the sweetest guys ever and everyone’s ultimate hype men
They have their own protection squads and at least five people who have a crush on them (these bois be making people question their sexuality like it’s a past time)
They can also turn feral at any given moment and revert back to normal in a second
They act like its no big deal but they have legit traumatised people before
I know that Nagisa and Midoriya are ✨ notebook buddies ✨ but I like to think that Hinata keeps a volleyball journal like Kageyama (like the adorable boyfriend he is) and shows it off proudly to them and Nagisa and Mido are so proud of their tangerine bestie and they teach him how to make notes and analyse like they do and are just so pure (ILOVETHEMSOMUCHYOUHAVENOIDEA)
It’s a legit hazard to have them in the same place because the intensity of the combined smiles of a baby sunshine crow, baby sunshine snake and baby sunshine bunny can wipe out anyone in a 10 km radius
But what a way to go, am I right?
Also, I’m adding Yamaguchi here because he’s a sweetie who can and will end someone if they try to mess with Tsukki the people he cares about
Do not under any circumstances try to mess with the trio that is Nagi, Yama and Mido because they know all of your secrets and are not afraid to use that to their benefit
Isogai + Daichi + Iida
Did you mean: Dad Friends
Someone help them
It aint easy being a teen parent but they make it work
Also I’m a total simp for all three of them like Iida is everything I want IDKY I’m not saying its the glasses but its totally the glasses
Can and will do the disappointed dad stare. It is effective.
These three meet up to despair about their schoolmates and within five minutes one (or all) of them is getting a phone call because someone needs to be bailed out of jail
Isogai and Iida are class rep goals just saying
They love their classmates but why are they like this
Daichi: *watching Noya and Tanaka egg on the Terasaka gang to let them connect sleds on Yoshida’s motorbikes and go speed racing down the mountain* I ask myself that everyday
Just...someone give them a vacation and some aspirin because they need it
But not for too long because they are the few responsible ones
Midoriya: *mumbling* That’s funny considering that Iida tried to murder someone in cold blood
1-A members not aware of the Hosu Incident (so basically everyone except for Mido, Todo and Glasses Sonic): WHAT?!
Karma: Really? That’s weird. Nagisa tried to do that as well
3-E members that didn’t confront Takaoka: WAIT WHAT?!
Karasuno: *paling* who the f*ck are these people…
Fuwa + Nakamura + Kiyoko + Ashido + Aoyama
The ultimate shippers
Listen, look me in the eyes and tell me that Shimizu Kiyoko doesn’t ship her team and that she does not have a group chat with all of the other managers where they gossip about who’s dating who. Look me right in the eyes and tell me that does not happen.
These people know all of the gossip
Well actually Nagisa knows all of the tea in 3-E but Fuwa is a close second
Ultimate wingpeople
Kataoka + Ennoshita + Momo
I don’t want to say mum friend but they are the most responsible ones if Isogai, Daichi and Iida aren’t around
They are beings to be feared, you dont wanna cross them
There was once a time when all three of them are angered and everyone still has emotional scars to this day
The only ones who can control the chaos
Can also smack talk people like a pro
Have soft spots for the cinnamon rolls
Just imagine the three of them sitting around one of those circular umbrella tables outside of a cafe wearing matching sunglasses and drinking smoothies out of a straw as they judge everyone
Kimura + Hinata + Kageyama + Kirishima
GYM BUDDIES
Listen, there are athletes and there are athletes™
These boys are the latter
They race all of the time
I’m not kidding
Everything is a race
Arm wrestles galore
Hazama + Tsukishima + Tokoyami
Masters of snark
Looks like they can kill you, can actually kill you
Hang out with each other to get away from the stupidity of everyone around them
Hazama and Tokoyami are just chillin’ talking about demonic sacrifice and Tsukki’s like ‘you guys are more tolerable than the feral children I’ll stay here’
Literally have no cares at all
If you approach them they will make you cry
Chiba + Hayami + Kageyama + Todoroki
The chill kids
All they do is vibe in the background
They’re entire friendship is just *blank stare* *eye contact* *small nod*
And you know what? That’s valid
Are also totally willing to hide a body 24/7
Todo convinces the other three that his theories are legit
Terasaka Squad + Nishinoya + Tanaka + Bakusquad
CHAOS
That is it
Do I need to go on?
Kurahashi + Kouda
Soft bbys
Would die for them
Go on bug hunting expeditions
Hang out at petting zoos
Kurahashi has fallen in love with Kouda's bunnies as she should
Are proud parents of every single furry and crawlie critter on the E-Class mountain
Dont worry Nagisa gets to keep his snakes
Go to pet stores and animal shelters
pure cinnamon rolls
Maehara + Tanaka + Nishinoya + Kaminari
Best hype men
Praise each other like no other
Maehara and Calamari keep on getting annoyed because everyone keeps on pretending to not be able to tell the two apart
They can it's just that it's fun to mess with them
Karasuma + Ukai + Aizawa
The ‘I came here determined not to get attached and now I’ve adopted a gang of teenagers’
Are literally one second away from becoming alcoholics
Are constantly ready to ‘subtly’ brag about how their students are improving in training
Karasuma and Aizawa go over sparring procedures and Ukai is just like ‘your students have WEAPONS?!?’
Tsundere but parents
Best Dads
They love their kids
But dont tell anyone that
It’s okay they know anyway
Will deck anyone that hurts their chaos children in any way
Koro-Sensei + Takeda + Yagi
PROUD PAPAS
THEY LOVE THEIR KIDS SO MUCH
THEY CAN SPEND 1284720 HOURS BRAGGING ABOUT HOW AWESOME THEIR KIDS STUDENTS ARE
HAVE WALLETS WITH THEIR PHOTOS IN THEM Yagi’s is just 20+ pictures of Midoriya but shhhh
*Todoroki’s conspiracy theory senses tingle*
They could be at the groceries but they’ll still find a way to brag about their kids
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Memoir - What You Don’t Know Series (2/6)
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader
Summary: remembering your past
Warning/s: flashbacks, angst, deaths, car crash, drunk driving, not proofread
Word Count: 1.9k
A/N: i added a character. im thinking of timothee chalamet as Elio. If you’ve watched Call me by your name, elio aint that young here. Y/N and Elio is in their 20s :3 this chapter is focused on what happened to y/n before she started actin up
Series Masterlist
Previous Chapter
For you, home doesn’t mean a house that you lived in so you can sleep, eat, shower, and whatnot. You always believed that a home was being with someone you love and loves you back. A home is with the person or people that you feel most safe and comfortable with. You only had two people for that matter. It used to be only one person but Steve happened. Home for you was with your father or with Steve. It doesn’t make any sense now because one is dead and one turned out to be a major asshole.
Maybe that’s why you’re currently sitting on your father’s grave. Maybe that’s why you left New York so you can grieve to your father’s grave. Doesn’t matter if he’s dead. He’s always been there for you and you would never fail to believe that he’ll still be there for you even if he’s dead.
You have always been a daddy’s girl. Your mother was the one who works for the family while your father is a house husband. The two of you were inseparable, always up to no good and your mother would always chastise the both of you but your father would calm her down and the three of you would just spend the time with each other. It was a picture-perfect family… Until it was not. A car accident. A fucking drunk driver. A guy stupid enough to drive a fucking car under the influence of alcohol. Your father was going to pick you up from a skating session at the ice rink but he never made it. The drunk bastard was going so fucking fast that the impact killed your father in an instant. Just like that. Just one blink and your father’s life is taken away from him.
Your father has always been your rock but when he died, your life went to shit. Your relationship with your mom wasn’t there if your father isn’t in the picture. The two of you would only have the chance to interact because of the picnics that your father would prepare whenever your mom gets a day off from the hospital. Being a doctor takes a ton of your time, you guessed. But that’s it. You never had the chance to have a one on one with her until your father died. It didn’t end well...
[Flashback]
I can’t believe this. He’s dead. He’s really dead. Why? Why?!
“You need to save him!” you yelled at your mom but she only shook her head, eyes glassy with unshed tears.
“Y/N… He’s gone. I did my best. I want him alive as much as you do but life can be full of surprises. May it be a good one or a bad one.” She makes a move to embrace me but I slap her hands away, still not believing anything of this. Not believing the words coming out of her mouth.
“Don’t fucking talk to me like I’m one of your patients.” You hissed at her. Why isn’t she hurting like you were? Did she not care for him at all?
“Don’t talk to me like that, young lady. I’m still your mother-”
“Are you? Are you really? You never acted like one-” You couldn’t finish your sentence because of a stinging pain you felt on your right cheek. She just slapped you...
“You don’t get to tell me that.” Her voice was raising and you could see her face contorting into an angry one.
“You don’t get to act like you're the only one here who’s affected by his death. He’s my fucking husband, for fuck’s sake. I’ve been with him longer than you have and you… You just have to fucking take those shitty ice skating classes and for what? I don’t see why he’s so keen on supporting you with that. Look what it got him. He’s fucking dead because of you and your stupid classes.” Her voice was laced with so much distaste that you almost flinched at it. She was seething and it was all directed towards you. Your mother being disgusted by you wasn’t what broke you but her words did. The idea, no. The fact that you’re the reason for your father’s death is what broke you.
You eyed your mother with surprised and guilty eyes and made a step back away from her, shaking your head as the tears escaped your eyes. Your mother’s face morphed into a guilty one and she went to reach for you but you stepped further away.
“No.” You hissed.
“Don’t fucking touch me. Don’t fucking come near me ever again. I fucking hate you!” And with that, you run out of the hospital. Leaving your parents without looking back.
[End of the flashback]
Looking back at it now, you knew that you acted a bit out of hand and were being really selfish with your mother. You weren’t the only one who lost a family. Yeah, you lost your father but she lost her husband. She lost the guy that he fell in love with. They’ve been together for a long time and it must really suck to lose your lover. But you were a kid who’s mourning her father’s death and she definitely shouldn’t have put the blame on you. It fucked with your brain a lot. Like a lot. Having your mother tell you that you’re the reason for your father’s death deals great damage to a person. Especially a teenager.
Having your father die when you’re young also deals damage to you. You don’t know if it was your father’s death that made you crave older men’s approval or something but you know that his death gave you some kind of daddy issues. Putting yourself in situations with older men because of it, making you even more fucked up.
Craving their approval is unhealthy and can be dangerous if you find yourself with someone who’s manipulative because they can use that to take you for granted. It doesn’t really matter anymore because every single one you dated turned out to be the same type of people. Everyone used you and threw you out after they had their fill. Every single one of them. You thought Steve would be different but that one stung like a bitch. The way he treated you like a child… Those hurtful words that he used… Maybe he’s right. If it keeps happening to you, maybe the problem is you.
Maybe you’re still that kid that liked seeing his father proud of her and the moment that you failed to do that anymore because he died… Maybe you’re just stuck at that. You’re so hung up on making your father proud that you jumped on the chance of making every single older man proud of you. Nevermind them taking you for granted. You’re too blinded by your determination to fill that empty hole inside your heart to even notice.
“Hey, graveyard neighbor!”
Too occupied with your own thoughts, you don’t see the guy from beside your father’s grave until he calls out to you. You turned to see a young man sitting just a few feet away from you, one hand waving at you while the other was supporting his weight as he leaned back. Loose curls falling down his forehead as he smiled and nodded at you.
“I’ve never seen you around here. Though, I only ever started going here last month…” he mumbles, scratching his chin as he seems to be deep in thought.
“Is that your father?” He points towards your father’s headstone. You looked at him with a questioning look before nodding, turning your head to run your eyes over the stone. You never really got the chance to go to his funeral or to visit his grave because you ran away from your mother. You were too proud to be caught running back to her so you didn’t risk visiting your father. Come to think of it now, you’ve been really immature. You still are… According to Steve, you’re no woman. You’re just a little girl with a lot of issues.
You felt something touch your side and you were once again pulled out of your thoughts by the guy who found himself sitting beside you.
“According to your face, he seemed like a great guy.” He gives you a playful smile that you return. “He is… He was. He really was.” You nodded before hugging your knees and resting your chin on it.
“Your father?” Your voice was quiet as you pointed towards the headstone that was beside your father’s.
He nodded before standing up and slapping his father’s headstone. “Yep. The old man died last month. I always warned him about eating too much sugar but the old man never listened. Always saying shit about living what’s left of his life freely.” He chuckled before rubbing his palms on his jeans and offering you a hand.
“I’m Elio”
You took his hands and shook it before standing up. “Y/N.” You give him a polite smile.
“Nice to meet you, Y/N. So, how come I’ve never seen you here before?” He asked with a tilt of the head and a teasing smile.
“I’m from New York. Just visiting here for some time.” You shrugged. How long were you even planning on staying here? You don’t really have a place here. And you for sure don’t want to see your mother. Not yet, at least.
“New York, huh? I have a small job there but I’ll be staying here for some time too. Gotta mourn my pop’s death with my ma.” He chuckles at his own words before shaking his head and poking his forehead slightly and smiling wildly at you.
“How do you feel about coffee? My treat.” He grins.
Elio seems like a fun guy to hang around with and he’s been nothing but nice. He seems about someone your age too so there’s no issue there… It can be a good distraction from real life. Having a friend sounds really nice right now and Elio has one of the friendliest smiles that you can’t help but agree to his offer to get some coffee.
Steve knew he messed up. He was so scared that you would actually leave him for real but the moment he stepped foot on your shared apartment, he felt somewhat relieved. All your things were still there. He knew you didn’t have a lot so he’s confident that you would come back. You didn’t have anyone else. He knows that you need him. He knows how you’re codependent to him. As selfish as it sounds, he’s thankful for that side of you. He’s thankful that you’re somehow messed up like that because that assures him that you’ll never leave his side. No matter how bad your fight was. You’ll come back to him. You always will.
Seconds. Hours. Days. Weeks have passed but you’re still nowhere to be found. You still haven’t come home to Steve and he’s starting to think that he may actually have done it. Where would you even go without him? Have you found another old man to cling onto? Steve knows he has no right to be mad. It’s his fault. He’s so used to being the righteous Captain America that he couldn’t believe the fact that he would be able to make a mistake. He couldn’t believe that he made a mistake with you. He just wanted to help you and be there for you but he failed. His confidence is gone and the realization hits him. You were gone and you might actually not come back.
And it’s all his fault.
#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers imagine#steve rogers oneshot#steve rogers angst#steve rogers#angst#captain america#captain america x reader#captain america imagine#what you don't know
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Nine Percent Scenarios for @ninepercent._.forever on IG
Cause she chose majority soft pics, so here is a soft group pic of the boys uwu <3
Cai Xukun
Can I just say one more time, silver hair Kunkun is *chefs kiss*
Alright, for this, I’d imagine that Kun was attending your graduation (high school or university, whichever you’d like) and when it was finally your turn to go up and take your paper/medal/diploma, etc; Kun would instantly smile, pointing at you/wave at you when you turn around to face the audience. I would also feel that Kun would brag about you to the people around him (if it’s your parents then he’ll be like ‘she’s so amazing’).
“That’s my girl!! Yeap!! That stunning, breath-taking, kind-hearted, smart girl is mine. You go sweetheart!!”
Chen Linong
OMO LOOK HOW SOFT NONGNONG IS WITH THAT CAT!! I DIE
Alright!! For this one, I feel that you guys are roommates and were heading back when you guys noticed this cat that doesn’t look alright. Nongnong (being the animal lover he is) would go over to the cat and pet it. When Nongnong said that the cat seems to be sick, he would suggest to bring it to the vet; which you agreed, without question.
After getting checked, the vet gave Nongnong a prescription and Nongnong just held the cat in his arms, soothing it and telling it that it’ll be alright. Upon the sight, you just can’t help but die of cuteness and just had to take a picture of him.
“Don’t worry lil guy, I got you. You’re going to be just fine!!” *insert is uwu smile*
Fan Chengcheng
Alright, alright, for this pic of Chengcheng, I feel that he was bored at home and was like “Hey!! (Y/N)!! Let’s go out!! I’m bored” and since you were also just being a couch potato (mind you, a hot couch potato), you were like “ehhh, I don’t see why not”. Especially when Chengcheng is the one picking you up and dropping you back.
So, the two of you went out the whole day. Had brunch together then went to the mall to do some window shopping/actual shopping, whichever one you are. Afterwards, you guys just decided to walk along the streets for a bit before going back home. Along the way, it started to snow and you were mesmerised by it and didn’t noticed that Chengcheng was staring until you turned around to see him (cue the pic).
“Isn’t it pretty Cheng?”
“Sure is” (looks at you)
Justin Huang Minghao
I SWEAR!! JUSTIN CAN LOOK 20+ IN ONE MINUTE AND 16 IN THE NEXT. LIKE HOW?!
Anyways, I imagine that you guys were just hanging out since it was finally winter break. So, Justin decided to celebrate your winter break by inviting you to join him for a little outing. Like, he’s so full of energy, he wants to go out and just move!! So, the two of you were now walking along the park when you started to feel tired from all the walking and decided to take a break by just sitting down on a bench, looking at the beautiful scenery in front of you. When Justin decided to sit next to you and look at you and you were a bit taken aback when he gave you that face (the picture).
“Wh-what are you looking at?”
“You. I never noticed how much your eyes are glowing. It’s pretty. And not to mention your smile. It’s just contagious. I hope that you would smile often from now on”
Lin Yanjun
Alright, I have no idea why she chose this pic of Yanjun. Clearly, you wanted to kill me huh, Aliya? Anyways, we’ll see what scenario I got
For this specific pic, since my dear friend wanted the boys to either be your guy friend/boyfriend, this is what I came up with. You and Yanjun were childhood friends; with Yanjun being like 4-5 years older and was the heir to a company which you decided to apply for. Of course, you still had to go through interviews and everything; Yanjun believes that you can never take the easy way out.
However, the difference between you and your co-workers is that Yanjun would always asks you about your job at the end of the day which he knows that you worked hard since he heard it from your supervisor. Working under Yanjun was tough but he would never give you work that he knows you can’t handle and every now and then he would definitely treat you by taking you to your favourite restaurants/cafes at the weekend.
You have been working so hard and slowly climbed your way and was now Yanjun’s secretary. However, there were definitely some workers that were jealous of that. They’d be like “how can she become his secretary?” “just look at her! She doesn’t even look that good” and many more. But, it never really bothered you since you knew that dealing with those people are just a waste of your time and childish.
Unfortunately, it didn’t last long. Sure, you tried your best to not care. But when those people started being physical, it was just too hard to handle. You were constantly dozing away and easily distracted that Yanjun himself became worried. He would asked you every now and then but you didn’t tell him, you didn’t want to bother him since he was basically “shouldering” your expenses.
But fear not!! One day, he finally caught the workers red-handed. You were just about to get lunch for both you and Yanjun when the elevator didn’t work and so, you took the stairs. However, those jealous workers caught you, some of them purposely bumped into you, making the food you brought fall onto yourself. But little did they know that Yanjun was passing by since he forgot to handover a document to his management team. At first, Yanjun was already ready to come in and fight. But when he saw that it was you, he didn’t hesitate one bit. He shouted at the workers, scaring them and you.
To say that the workers were scared was an understatement. Nope, they were petrified at this point. Yanjun was walking down the stairs, hands in his pockets and his gaze, colder than ever. He went to your side, asking you if you were alright but all you could do was let out a little hiccup. Noticing your state, Yanjun pulled you into a hug, looking back at the workers and told them that he’ll deal with them later and he hope that they have cleaned their belongings from the office.
“OI!! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?!”
“Sshhh, are you alright? Is this why you’ve been dozing off lately?”
“J-jun...”
“ *sigh* I’ll deal with all of you later. Oh, and I hope that by the time I call you to my office, all of your belongings are packed”
“Is alright, I got you (Y/N). Please tell me the next time this happens”
“B-but...you just fired them?”
“(Y/N)...you’re too sweet sometimes, you know that? I hope you know that things like this shouldn’t be taken lightly. I care about you, you know. Now c’mon, let’s get you cleaned up and I’ll order some food for us, your favourites, kay?”
HOW DO I WRITE SO LONG FOR HIM?! AND WITH THIS KIND OF SCENARIO!! AGGHHH CURSE MY WRITING
Zhu Zhengting
Mama Ting holding a big fluffy panda?! Welp, time to fly over to visit him (JK)
So, I feel that the two of you were hanging out all day, just a normal day of at your place, cooking, baking and watching TV shows/films all day when suddenly, the sun finally sets and it was night time. Since the both of you were too tired to cook, Zhengting suggested you guys have dinner at a nearby restaurant which of course, in the end, mama Ting paid for everything.
Whilst walking you back home, you both saw this place with a claw machine and you just so happen to see a huge panda in there. Determined to get it, you spent quite a pretty penny on it but failed to grabbed it. However, mama Ting decided to step in and get the doll for you. Which he finally did, after 7 tries.
“Th-the panda...Let me have the panda...please!!”
“Step aside (Y/N), I’ll get it for you!!”
“OMO!! TING!! YOU GOT IT!!”
“I GOT IT!!! Uhh, can I cuddle with it until we reached your home?”
“Is alright, since you got it, it should be yours”
“Eh?! Really?! I’M GOING TO GET TWO NEXT TIME!!”
Wang Ziyi
Can I say, Ziyi, multitasking to a new level man!!
So, for this pic, I thought that it’s been a while since you and Ziyi went out to grab a bite or catch up because he was very busy. However, since it was your birthday, he really didn’t want to cancel anymore plans. So, instead! He just cancelled meetings and all but he still brought a few work with him; works that he can easily finish in a short amount of time. Though he would apologise first-hand that he still had some unfinished business to take care of before you even got a chance to ask him.
“I’m really sorry that I had to bring some work with me today, (Y/N)”
“It’s fine Ziyi. I’m just happy that you even had the time to take me out”
“It’s your birthday. I wouldn’t miss it for anything else. Even though I’m technically somewhat working right now”
“I said it’s fine Ziyi. I’m happy that you’re here to spend the day with me”
“Aishh, you’re too nice (Y/N). Eh, eat up, the food will get cold! I just need to sign a few of these then I’m all yours for the day :)”
Xiao Gui
It’s been a while since I saw a soft Gui but hey!! I aint complaining!!
For Xiaogui, I feel that you finally graduated from university and was on your way back home. Well to be exact you were already back, it’s just that Xiaogui hasn’t had the time to see you. But!! He made it his mission that when he does see you, he would give you a surprise that you would never thought of.
He texted you saying that he had some free time and would like to meet up at the park that you guys used to hang out back in school. But little did you know that when you walked by the park, you saw Xiaogui, sitting on the stairs with a bouquet in his hands, a smile slowly formed on his face the minute you came into his sight.
“Kai (Wang Linkai, yea), wh-what’s all this? Are we going somewhere? OOH!! Is it for a special someone?”
“They sure are. You!”
“That’s...wait?! Me?! Wh-what?!” *cue blushing mess*
“Of course!! Congratulations on finishing your degree!! I’m proud of you (Y/N). Sorry that I have been very busy but, I wanted to do something special since you always send me something special. So, dinner?”
“I’d love to!! Thank you Kai!!”
You Zhangjing
Zhangjing in a suit!! YIKES!!! I NEED TO BREATHE!! PHEW!! OKAY!! ONTO THE SCENARIO!!
So, this is another slightly hard scenario to think of. But, here goes nothing. So, I imagine that you guys decided to have a date night since it has been a while you guys had like an actual proper date night. HECK!! Zhangjing even went all out and booked your favourite restaurant and brought out his suit for crying out loud!! Anyways, the date night, as you’d expect, was lovely. Zhangjing made sure that you get whatever food/drink you’d like then of course, Zhangjing being the responsible gentleman he is, brought you home. However, on you way back, you guys saw this bush with roses on them. And you know what Zhangjing did?
“Hey (Y/N)!!”
“Hmm? What is it Zhangjing?”
“Roses are red, violets are blue. I may not be able to rhyme but there is nothing prettier than you”
“OMG ZHANGJING!! STAWWPP!! Or more like, stop asking Yanjun for pick up lines for crying out loud!!”
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Ver 2.0? Turning Point?
I can't really identify to which point in my life that i started to doubt myself but im pretty sure that it was because of UP. Damn, that school, my uni. It do really have the ability to make you feel small; i was in a disadvantaged side when i entered it, you know. I was acquainted, no we did not really talked one-on-one, but i heard when we did introductions - Pisay, UP High, science comprehensive schools, Xavier University, who wouldn't be intimidated by that when you came from Col. Ruperto Abellon National School (who would know where that is? I was lucky enough for a teacher recognized it and my classmates be like 'ahhhhhh,' .....really?! I dont even know where xavier is, it just sounds cool). Another thing is that, i wasn't a stem shs graduate - a leverage(?) or excuse (?) that i always use for them to know that i am at disadvantaged side here, not their competitor, probably a NOBODY. They, being stem graduates, have capstone projects you never thought that they have at that age, but i would hear them saying that it was publish in this journal (whatever, idk the journals lmao, i dont even understand their studies 2nd lmao, but that was some smart shit you know, a shit that makes me feel pathetic for being too proud of my what? Correlational study from inconsistent surveys?!!! Wtf, wtf, wtf). But it was a very good peer pressure you know, i kinda turned it that way. Being left behind, being on the rock bottom, i have no other place to go but up. It wasn't the goal, like making or taking the top spot, i just need to survive.
Inevitably, the exams came. I had hard time adjusting chem but math was kind to me. Who would have thought that i would get two 1.0 at my math subjects for the first semester, the sem that i thought i would barely pass. I was even a CS for that sem. Who would have thought? Our first chemical engineering subject that involves computations was on the list the next semester and the first exam, out of 100 i got something like 20ish. WTF. THAT WAS MY FIRST FAILED EXAM. but no, never did cry but tears were flooding inside. So apparently, i have to focus more on this subject and i did. Some were still failing, but i raised my average up. We also had physics, my first ever physics. I really love physics that time or that sir rommel is just a very good professor. I got the highest score on our second LE, everybody else did fail. Small victories. Not that they lose, but i just won. But i heard one time they were talking about me re: passing the physics exam and even getting a high score. They were uhm.. a guy i really look up to cause his good, the other was a girl that idk but i think she didn't like me back then. They were friends but eventually the girl transferred uni because who cares why. i heard the guy saying something like sin.o gid na si franklin nga taas iya score man, maybe even worse than that, i still look up to the guy even until now. But wtf. I really took it in that time, like i wanted to cry but did not. With all that, i got a fair grade at physics. I still got 1.0 at maths that sem and even maintained being on the CS list. S M I L E. BECAUSE WE HAVE A MIDYEAR CLASS. VERY EXHAUSTING FOR SOMEONE WHO DONT WANT ANYTHING BUT JUST ADJUST, SURVIVE, AND FIND MEANING OF BEING A UP STUDENT. It was just one subject and it was math, but i got 2.0?!!! I have no excuse to that, i am very grateful for the family who accommodated me. After midyear class, i did got sick, it sucks, really sucks. I wanted to file an LOA for the next academic year, it is the only thing i can think of for me to go back on track (i haven't said that my parents pushed me to graduate with latin honor and i wanted to also for my resume to look good because everything else in me is effed up). I really wanted to pause and be free for a while but i also wanted to graduate on time (mostly because i want to give the bitches who dared to have expectations be put on my shoulders not the satisfaction, but the audacity to tell them 'i aint did it for ya') so i asked mama. THANK GOD, SHE DID SAY NA KUNG ANO LANG KAYA MO, AMO LANG DA IH 😭😭🤧🤧 so i enrolled, but went to school late, haven't attended the school opening but all is good. I did kind of reset, just enough for me to face school again.
Second year, it was fucked. I did really love coding on octave and doing sheets at ms excel though. On that year, we have formed the che 103 bagsak group. Together with two of my classmates on 103 and math 55, we became buddies after failing che 103 on the first LE, another 30 over 100 exam hahahahaha. We made bawi just enough for us to pass the subject hahahahahuhu. I have thermodynamics sub, i barely pass. Thank G na wala ko nag removal. If ever i did, i am so sure that i wont make it. My GWA for that sem was not enough for me to be a CS. Who cares? I still did, actually but mama was never been too pushy since then, even since after midyear, after getting that 2.0 grade from the only subject i am good at. Btw, my math 55 for first sem, second year, was 1.25. Not a 1.0 but still, it's good. Second semester that year was when pandemic hit so there's nothing much to tell. I was, sorry but i was really, glad to be away from school for a while, not until for a while became forever. Virtual university set-up was very hard. With too much from taking in whatever i see and hear on my surroundings, even just at home, everything is difficult. It is very hard to find motivation and discipline in studying when i was surrounded with people who do nothing. Even to this point i am writing, everyday is like a battle, but is mostly an internal one. Self vs self, a war no one knows who will win. So the confidence, the tower of knowledge i did build, exponentially went down. I did really well when i was in grade 10, i did my best that time and it can be seen at the achievements i had that year. Being consistently on top 1 the whole year, placing second on division MMC (even getting the highest score on the written elimination round for the whole cluster), doing well sa physics under maam andico, placings on cluster journalism competitions - it was like a record best, best record (?) Whatever. But it wasn't enough you know, i eventually came fourth like wtf. I had read from somewhere Newton saying like the two years when he did write the three laws of motion and the calculus stuff were the two best years of his life, and it kept me thinking that what if mine already passed? That it was when i was in high school?
But, back when i was in school, every time that i was belittling myself or even at random times that i would feel nervous for nothing, my classmates and close friends would say na:
Uno mo man ang Math, uno mo na na (it was a one or two time thing, what if chamba lang to???)
Ikaw man highest sa first le sa thermo (it was really an absolutely one time thing, i barely passed that sub)
Alam ka man sa physics (i was just invested on physics and maybe nachambahan lang na ang ginpractice ko solve kay parallel sa exam ni sir)
Alam ka, d ka lang confident (OKAY???!)
I was ignoring those shit cause who cares if i did really good that time. Yeah, it felt good but it wasn't fulfilling. Satisfied but not happy. But with recent events, i think i would be changing. This post will be a written contract that i will push to be better, to start trusting myself, and build that confidence glow behind me; to believe that i am bright and i can hack it, whatever it may be.
For coherence, i would itemize na lang all of the events that brought me to epiphany lol
It was Friday, 17 Sep, when Dean, in our plant design subject, gave an activity for us - to come up with solutions that would address problems he presented. 1 off grid island community (either you address the water, electricity, and phone reception/signal problem under a 100k budget) and 2 vinegar packaging with a 500 mL volume and should cost less than the cost of vinegar. The due's on Monday, 20 Sep. The challenge is that you should come up with an idea that is not the same with those who already turned in their proposed solutions. I haven't turned in mine until Sunday afternoon. We are 23 in class, hence there should be 23 proposed solutions for each problem. However, only 20 or 21 turned in their solutions and as a student who decided to do it three days after the sheet was given, i was at the second to the last of the entries hahaha. I have limited choice since a lot have been proposed. And ngl, i did entered my idea for the first problem at Sunday evening and for the second problem it was on the afternoon of the next day. Those were basic solutions cause who am I? Am just your basic guy.
Tuesday, 21 Sep (#NeverForget #NeverAgain), class again for plant design (PD). Dean discussed stuffs which im ngl, i did not listen because im bored (not until he said 'we'll have a 5-min break and we'll have a quiz after that' like wtf, how will we do our quiz???!). After the short break, I did study cause i panicked as hell, he presented the prospects of the course, that we will be divided in groups and that the leaders were chosen based on the solutions they turned in the activity previously given. So there's no quiz, i was calm the whole time after that until my name was called. Like wtf??! Your basic guy will be a leader???! Hello!!! So i chat people, asked them if it was a good thing (course it was!!!? So dumb right?!). And then, i asked another leader and she agreed to my argument that we should only be divided into six instead of seven as what dean has decided. So i chatted dean (pic below). I just accepted the role half-heartedly.
As leaders, we should be hiring people for our team and we should make pubs. I dont have a canva account to help me do pubs. I made mine at MS ppt HAHAHAHAHAHA but im good so its cute. We were assigned with projects and i get to have the 4-member team. The vacant roles were project maven and liaison officer for a 3-member team. In my pubs, i included scrummaster as position to be filled, cause who am i to lead?! So yeah, that's it. I did the pubs Wednesday and I submitted my resume Thursday (third to the last hahahaha but my resume's cute hahaha).
Thursday. So i had this invite by a classmate to join the Shell event long time ago. He was reaching out for someone to ask Dean for his approval because Dean did not replied to the email he sent. So, i volunteered. I really want this competition cause this will be my first and maybe last competition as a UP student. So i DMed dean and blah blah blah he asked for selection process. I relayed the message and apologize to them for being me because i was thinking that it was me who made him come up with the decision of having the team be selected. Like, wtf i was just asking for his approval. Getting kicked out of the team was not my intention. Those whom i chatted that night were telling me that it wasn't my fault blah blah blah. So i half-heartedly agreed to them.
Friday came, yesterday, the interview. I am very anxious for someone who will be the one asking the applicants lmao. I already have been interviewed before for college applications and somehow remember the feeling, nerve wracking, whatever. To calm my nerves, i listed questions which i never got to ask properly btw, but at least i have concrete ideas on what to ask. The first interviewee was my very closed friend and so we just laugh and laugh and laugh HAHAHAHAHA. IDK if dean saw it but who cares. And the next and next and next. 3:30 passed by fast and guess what??? YOUR BASIC GUY HAS THE MOST NUMBER OF APPLICANTS TO THE POINT THAT DEAN CUT MY LIST. IT WAS EXHAUSTING BUT VERY FLATTERING. I FEEL SO HONORED. i really thought and very scared at the thought that no one will apply to me but wtf, just wtf. Ranking my applicants was damn hard. 1 i have a dream team but one was cut by dean; 2 this could make my friends mad; 3 this will be the group for the whole year; 4 i am really exhausted. But still, i submitted the list. I was hoping for the people i chose to choose me back. Only two out of three did, i am forever grateful.
Still on Friday, the classmate who invited me to the Shell thing and Dean had a zoom call and discussed about the competition. That classmate told dean what i told him the other day that i might be the reason for the decision of having the selection process done. He told me this through a voice memo, katamad daw magtype. A voice message that i played over and over again. Dean actually find me interesting (?), Invested (?) Idk exactly but the classmate told me na 'may nakikita daw talaga sya sayo. Na grabe ka ka-practical as a person like yung ideas mo daw sa plant design napakasimple lang pero napaka practical to the point daw na madami nag apply sayo kanina. And then, you need more confidence lang daw talaga' so ig, you basic guy is a practical guy now. It's just flattering.
Now, whatever happens, i must meet those expectations right? This could be a lousy motivation but what is if there's none? I dont know why im writing this. I just thought i should get my thoughts out. Ver 2.0? Turning point? Let's just do good 😌
PS I put this on my bio on FB, guess im getting more public, and if you happened to read this because you saw the link on my bio, send me a message about you thoughts.
PPS if your initials are JTZC, these have been my week and i miss you even though you're not interested in me anymore, you are hard to forget
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Can you talk more abt ur fandoms ocs? I like your writing a lot and would like to know more abt em
Oh my goodness I’m 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you’re SO sweet thank you!
Well, I have quite a few and some have their own deeper lore stories that go with them. If you guys want more information on them, I can do separate posts on all of them. But Here they are! I’m so excited to share my babies with you!
More is under the cut. The Picrew I used is here.
Ikemen Revolution
Black Army Side
Corrin Fukui
Age: Appears to be in mid-early twenties
Hair: Brick white
Eyes: Blood Red
Height: 4′11
Any other Qualities:
Draconic features -- She’s literally a dragon but not by nature
Curved Opalescent Horns
Shimmery opalescent tail
Wings that also shimmer in the light
retractable?
Pointed ears
Easily frightened by loud noises and sudden movements
stunted growth
Hoards blankets and comfort items
writes in a journal every day
its one luka got for her and she refuses to write in anything else. she pours her heart out on the pages, and all her memories
she had a brother! but he passed away because of the magic tower :(
turns into a gIANT DRAGON
ICE ICE BREATH BABY
Was found by Luka while on a patrol near the forbidden forest, lost and afraid, so she was taken in
Had amnesia at first
She actually is an experiment of Amon and she managed to escape
Excellent at sewing and gardening
Sufficient with baking
She’s for Luka! The way they fell for each other was a slow, gradual trust, and mutual understanding. She saw him as a man, as he was, and nothing else.
Sometimes is called Corri
gentle hearted and innocent
but not as innocent as you’d think
she’s a dragon, and she’s a greedy little one
Ophelia Dae
Age: 24
Hair: Crimson red
Eyes: Jade green
Height: 5′8
Any other Qualities:
A skilled swordsman, and one of the Chosen Thirteen
9 of Spades baybeee
While she is more accustomed to short swords and sabers, Phelia is a magic user! But she isn’t really in agreement with Ray with his stance on magic
BOMBASTIC AS HELL
BISEXUAL
“Is he bothering you Queen?”
Trans
Was friends with Ray and Fenrir while in school, and was just as much of a hellraiser as them
she was there when the day things went dark happened and was almost taken but that day is a blur for her
phelia REFUSES to talk about it
she still has nightmares
raised by a single mother
TRIVIA! She was an old fire emblem oc i had and she was the daughter of Arvis -- so if you squint when she uses magic you’ll see Valflame
joined the army probably because Fenrir was too, and she was inspired by him
she joined for her own reasons but he made it easier for her to do it too
his passion was what made her fall for him in the first place
has a personal vendetta against the magic tower for what they did to her and her friends
AND CORRIN JEEZ
will sacrifice herself if necessary to the cause
PROBABLY HAS ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF IT
Bruh girl
Amira Nasiri
Age: 22
Hair: Chocolate brown
Eyes: Turquoise blue
Height: 5′3
Any other qualities:
My version of Alice! Difference is that she’s Persian
That’s it
She’s just as spunky as Alice
however she responds with being called Alice a little different
she’s adamant about being called Amira
At some point she just accepts Seth does it to distance himself
also an avid baker like alice
pISTACIOS
BAKLAVA
Amira is just Alice except she’s just my take on her.
She has the same vibrant spirit as Alice
and I personally consider Seth the canon route for REASONS
just ask me why fjgdfgjksd
Red Army Side
Azul Flores
Age: 25
Hair: Raven black
Eyes: Wisteria purple
Height: 5′0
Any Other Qualities:
An old friend of the Queen of Hearts
like she met him when she was 8 years old
fought his bullies when they would give him a hard time when he was a kid
they dated for a WHILE
did NOT work out
HARD CHILDHOOD
Ambitious, hard working young woman who was married into a high standing family on the Red side. Her mother was a teacher and gained the attention of one of the Chosen Thirteen on that side, and got married
Azul is NOT the officer’s daughter. She’s his step daughter
Has had extensive studies on the History of Cradle and of the Red Territory.
Wants to be a Cradle Historian
Works for the Red Army as a personal assistant to the queen
UNINTENTIONAL
THEY ACTUALLY CANT STAND EACH OTHER
Unless....
Look their story is very dramatic and it hurts me every day so please stay tuned with them.
CUT THROAT BITCH
YOUR DEVIL
DEMON
Heckles Jonah like its her job — she knows him better than anyone elsd, if anyone knows his bs, its her
Bad resting bitch face
Actually really shy, and quiet when in different surroundings
A sweetheart and will cut a bitch for you once she knows u
She is perhaps one of the most transparent, honest, genuine person. there is no bullshit with her. she will tell you her honest thoughts with you
Cerise Nam
Age: 19
Hair: Berry Pink
Eyes: Petal Pink
Height: 5′2
Any other qualities:
Her mom came to Cradle from a far off place, and set up a food and pastry shop in the Central Quarter. Met her dad. Been there since
They live in Black Territory
She works for her parents and works with the pastries/desserts
loves making desserts from where her parents are from
She knows the Queen of Hearts VERY well since she makes the best mille feuille
Got a job from him actually, and works for the Red Army Headquarters kitchen
Loves to cook and bake!
a little naïve, but she’s a realist
youngest of FIVE kids!!
Morning girl
She may be petite but she can HEAFT heavy bags of flour/rice/dry goods
Met Zero by accident, and crashed into him while in town
love at first sight for her. how can you fault her?
she thinks he’s dreamy... and sweet...
does she flirt with him a little? Cerise can’t help it...
She and Zero have more of a hidden relationship because she fears her parents won’t approve
family stuff -- and she understands
RED ARMY OFFICER?? BLACK TERRITORY GIRL
look im cheesy
dont worry it works out
zero has to consider himself and his own personal stuff too so its a little difficult
Non Army Suitor(s)
Lucile Lidell
Age: 20
Hair: Straw blonde
Eyes: Aqua blue
Height: 5'1
Any other qualities:
She and her twin, Noelle, are the actual descendants of the original Alice
Inherited unusual hairpins that were from cradle
More of the 'modern woman stuck in the wrong time' kind of gal
Rebellious
Noelle and Luci: partners in crime
Short skirts galore
Does not give a singular shit of what MEN think of her
Wants to be taken seriously
Sometimes acts like an airhead in order to get attention. She's actually pretty somber as a person and prefers to be in the background as her sister takes the stage
loves her sister more than anyone else in the world
When she and Noelle fall into Cradle, they kind of hightail it and live in the woods with Harr and Loki
Sticks with Harr since he's literally the least threatening man ever
First man to feel safe around
"Excuse me he said NO pickles!"
Will cut a bitch for him, or use magic -- luci will hurt someone if they even think a bout looking at him wrong
Loves to make clothes
'I mended the holes in your cloak for you...' 'Bye Harr, be safe and have a good day.'
'Welcome home, I missed you.'
Puts up a tough girl front but she's just a big softie just like him
Doesn't realize she has a crush on him until shit starts to hit the fan
Actually very vanilla tbh but wants to spoil her bf
Ikemen Sengoku
Ito Tsunade
Age: 26
Hair: Straw Blonde
Eyes: Molten Gold
Height: 5′5
Any Other Qualities:
Graduate student at the same university as Sasuke
got stuck in the storm with him and Mai, and was tossed into the sengoku era
but she got separated from Mai
Met Shingen first much to her luck because uh.... lets say Tsunade is aint the sharpest tool in the shed
HEAD EMPTY
ZERO THOUGHTS
AIRHEAD
her aesthetic when she gets there?
TITS OUT
BIG HONKERS BIG TATA
HOT
her head might be empty but her tits are fat and they will protect you
Music nerd — loves traditional Japanese instruments, especially the difficult ones
Specializes in girl metal in modern day
eventually proves herself and plays some sick chords for the takeda/uesegi forces
she has entertained them for now
puts sake away like a monster
when she meets sasuke, she finds comfort in the fact he’s also lost with her, so she clings
asks him how to protect herself from shingen bc he’s horny lolol
genuinely thinks sasuke is hilarious
also does NOT realize she’s in love with him until the gravest of grave happens
her name was UNINTENTIONAL
Aibana Hinata
Age: Presents in his early-mid twenties
Hair: Black Midnight
Eyes: Haunting gold and vermillion
Height: 5'3
Any other qualities:
The concubine of Nobunaga
Please know I made him a long while before the other guy was dropped so I’m just gonna offer this little gay boy
Nobunaga bought him from a brothel after being so intrigued by him. Hina entertained him so well that he was set for life
A RIGHT SNARKY BASTARD
HE KNOWS HE’S PRETTY AND CAN GET AWAY WITH MURDER
Likes to challenge Nobunaga in battles of wits
board games
debate as pillow talk
swordplay if the lords will entertain him enough
Bisexual as hell
Gender? Don’t know her
He uses all pronouns
True pronoun: princess
ONLY EXISTS IN A UNIVERSE WHERE THERE IS MAI
Nobunaga/Mai/Hinata........
Unless.......
Smart, and educated
former geisha
he can read! and write!
LOVE FUCKING WITH HIDEYOSHI
if there is mai, he would bond with her like no one else
he would be her best friend
her confidant
genuinely adores her
even if she is pursuing nobunaga, he doesn’t resent her ... he just wishes that she would find room in her heart for him too
puts up a tough exterior
a softie.....
#ikemen sengoku#ikemen revolution#ikerev luka clemence#ikerev jonah clemence#ikerev fenrir godspeed#ikerev seth hyde#ikesen sasuke#ikesen sarutobi sasuke#ikesen nobunaga#ikesen oda nobunaga#ikesen mai#ikesen mc#ocs#corrin fukui#azul flores#ophelia dae#cerise nam#ito tsunade#aibana hinata#girlsgaystheys#kawaiimikamagic#ikerev#luci lidell#sage's ocs#ask sage
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PIES’ FIC RECOMMENDATIONS FOR JUNE 2020
Click HERE for the amazing fics I read in May 2020!
NOTE: If you’ve got an incredible fic that you are super proud of or if you think that I should read something you’ve read, PLEASE SEND IT TO ME! I’m really big on StevexFem!Reader, BuckyxFem!Reader, WandaxFem!Reader, CarolxFem!Reader, and Stucky fics!!! (And of course any fics with gender neutral readers is ALWAYS welcome :) )
If you do end up reading these fics, please tag me if you reblog them or comment on them!! I’d love to see your guys’ reactions :)
PS. if these links dont work for some reason, please let me know so I can update this list because I was very distracted halfway through making this so it might not be perfect!
SPECIAL MENTION FIC/POEM RECOMMENDATION
Okay so I’m not doing this because I’m trying to give myself a shoutout however, @wxstedhexrt and I have been collaborating in a poetry inspired fanfic collection called Falling! Tis a BuckyxFem!Reader series and if I do say so myself, it’s fucking adorable.
The real reason I’m mentioning it is because @wxstedhexrt‘s poems are some of the most real and gorgeously written things I’ve ever met so please give them a look!
She has this series on Achilles and Patroclus, this collection about the word Silver, gorgeous poems from last year (involving Icarus, Apollo, and Helen of Troy), and so many more!!! Check out the tag #poetry or #mywriting on her blog!!! Send her some love :)
ANYWAYS BACK TO THE FANFICS!
1. Homecoming by @scentedsongrebel | Steve Rogers x Desi!Reader “You bring Steve to Mumbai to meet your family“ Yall want some wonderful representation in your fic reading!!??? READ THIS ONE! It’s so fucking wholesome and I love the whole story line of Steve learning more about his partner’s culture so that he can impress her family. Fucking adorable. 100% fluff with a wonderfully diverse reader and author!!!!
2. Iced Tea by @kaunis-sielu | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader I don’t think there’s an official summary for this fic ( @kaunis-sielu pls correct me if I’m wrong) BUT LEMME TELL YALL. I AM A SUCKER FOR BIKER FICS. WE LOVE BIKER STEVE. This was 100% FLUFFY and we LOVE IT. Amazing job!!!!!!
3. let me show you by @moteldwelling | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader bucky gives reader a “redo” on her first time, and takes her virginity. Listen here people. This smut took my soul and dragged me to hell and back. I am a SUCKER for Bucky fics but this one like took my life away. We love a man who makes sure his lady is having a good time when being intimate with her!!!!! we stan a good boi. Anyways if I keep thinking about this fic, I’mma need to go shower so I’mma end this here. Go read for yourselves and then cry with me about why Bucky Barnes isn’t in our lives. 18+ readers only of course! 100% HOT. FUCKING. SMUT.
4. Under the Rainbow, Draga mea by @binkysteebnpewter | Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader Again, I don’t think there’s an official summary for this (pls correct me if I’m wrong @binkysteebnpewter) and YES, I KNOW i put this in my May recommendations but I finished reading the series in JUNE so it is HERE AGAIN and DESERVES to be HERE AGAIN BECAUSE WE LOVE FICS WITH 100% GAY SHIT AND LOVE <3 I am a fucking sucker for the love that Wanda and this Reader have together. If you’re not convinced, ask @wxstedhexrt how much I cried reading it lol. anyways an amazing series that I will continue to go back reading again and again because i LOVE wlw fics <3
5. Oh no, that’s bad by @andyl394 | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader You’re a college student, you’re mad angry, Bucky ruins your paper, that’s not good is it? I read through this 20-part series like there was NO TOMORROW and god DAMN. We love hilarious social media AUs but this one really killed me. I always love Bucky who is soft and shy in fics but the Bucky in this fic was a LITTLE SHIT and i had so much ANGST. Anyways, if you read this fic, you may want to slap the characters BUT I PROMISE THERES AN ADORABLE HAPPY ENDING!!!! 100% INCREDIBLE
6. Home by @evanstush | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader It’s been 2 years since the last battle and it’s now Morgan’s 7th birthday, and well, Tony being Tony, he prepared a small party for her little girl, inviting everyone from the team, including you. So Kate decided to rip my heart out with this fic and have me on my knees sobbing so that’s cool. That’s it, that’s all I have to say. JK, this fic actually is like half and half FLUFF and ANGST but lord is it worth it. Kate, you know I adore you so much and your fics play a big part in why! God this girl deserves more love on these stories because holy shit I’m DEAD.
7. Baby Self by @honeyloverogers | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader Alternative to Babies! Assemble, What if it was you that got turned into a baby instead? YALL WANT FUCKING FLUFF!?!?!?! 1000000000% FLUFFFFFFF AND CUTENESSSSSS (with like a little bit of a piece of shit lady who comes around but like its cool because a baby says fuck lol) THIS WAS A FIC WRITTEN LIKE NO OTHER. I LOVED IT SO MUCH. IT WAS SO PERFECT. Think of endgame and that moment when Scott turns into a baby??? Yeah now scratch that and think of Y/N if SHE turned into a baby and the avengers couldn’t figure out how to turn her back right away so now everyone has to take care of this baby HGOIDHFOISHFOISDHF the baby fever was so real in this fic ughhhhh <3
8. Insecurities by @evanstush | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader You’re 7 months pregnant, and you can’t help be so insecure about some things. And here’s Kate again bringing me back to life with more wholesome fluff and a wholesome husband who loves his wife so fucking much and ugh i- i read this fic over and over sometimes and it just makes me realize how much i want this adhfoiasjdfoi <3 I aint pregnant but if I WAS i would want this steve to be comforting me ugh 103874203847% FLUFFFFFFF <3
9. Requested fic (idk if it has a name??? sorry) by @donutloverxo | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader Request: Hey, as for the headcanon requests how about Steve giving a lift to a girl in need when it's raining heavily or smth? I don't know where this idea came from 😅 Did yall need some confirmation that Sarah Rogers raised her son the fucking right way?!?!? WELL HERE YOU GO. THIS MANS OUT HERE BEING AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART <3 ugh we love wholesome drabbles really <3 amazing workkkkk!!!!!
10. Leather and Lace by @queen-kass-the-writer | Steve Rogers x AFuckingKickAssFem!OC :) Steve Rogers hardly expects anything to come out of a sleepy night at his new favorite dive bar until a pristinely dressed little lady saunters into the bar with a delicate smile but a wicked uppercut. Biker!Steve x Helena Alright so this is a little different than the above fics because THIS IS AN OC FIC :D now if any of yall know me I don’t tend to read OC fics HOWEVER Kass is INCREDIBLE at churning out fics. I had gave her an idea of a Biker Steve fic and like BAM she made it :O (seriously i don’t know how that is... to have an idea... and actually produce it?!??!) It’s a hilarious story of Biker Steve being head over heels Helena which is adorable (and a character named after me being Bucky’s shithead date lol hilarious) YALL BETTER READ THIS SHIT BECAUSE IT’S 100% WONDERFUL
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Okay so I know that this list is FAR shorter than my last recommendations list. I suckkkkked at reading fics this month lol. I’m definitely going to try and read more in July so here’s to hoping! Love you all a ton :D
#Steve Rogers#steve rogers x reader#Bucky Barnes#bucky barnes x reader#wanda maximoff#wanda maximoff x reader#fic recommendations#pies recommendations list#pies june recommendations#steve rogers x y/n#bucky barnes x y/n#wanda maximoff x y/n
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(Split Ends) RP Log: Cravs, Riylli, and Rising revisit Baldur in Limsa Lominsa.
Cravendy Hound - After entrusting Baldur, the ill-fated boy, to the healers based in Limsa Lominsa, the trio decided to head back to the company...at Crav's insistence, really. Every extra second spent in the maritime city was a second too much. And so, after taking the aetheryte home, we find the three on the company lawn.
Riylli Aliapoh lets out a stretch as they arrive, a bit groggy from the teleporting. "It's a shame you missed it Cravs, Rising ran in while I was castin' one of my spells and I knocked her a clean 20 fulms in the air!" She said, grinning with a bit too much pride. She then seemed to remember Rising was still there. "...By the way, you okay?"
Rising Lotus was patched up after their encounter as well, her right arm was coating in bandages, along with some other patches along the exposed skin of her body. She winced with each step, the healers picking all the needles from her form and now leaving her body to do the rest of the healer. She merely grumbled as Riylli spoke to her, putting her weight on her spear to take some of it off her leg.
Cravendy Hound: "Magic and melee don't mix, Riylli. But, er, 'ow are ye 'oldin' up, Risin'? That injury ye got looked somethin' fierce."
Riylli Aliapoh rubbed the back of her neck awkwardly, taking that as a 'no'. She turned back to Cravs, deciding to ignore the issue like a mature adult. "So... Y'wanna tell us what that was all about? Why're you goin' so far to help this guy's kid?"
Rising Lotus: "...I'll be fine. Kinda a feel like layin' down." she glanced at Riylli, nodding afterwards "Aye. I'm curious 'bout that too."
Cravendy Hound: "I'm still confused 'ow a cactaur of all things made it to La Noscea. Could be a freak accident, but somethin' about it doesn't sit right with me." She sighs in thought, brow knitted and bothered. "....Ah. Uh. I guess I owe ye all an explanation."
Riylli Aliapoh plopped herself down on the step, ready for a story
Cravendy Hound: "Oi, get up! I-I'm not gonna bore ye with all the details," Cravs stammers. "Look. I made a promise to the kid's father. 'is dyin' wish was to see his son grow strong, with his own strength."
Riylli Aliapoh tilted her head. "...Y'know... It aint really his own strength if we had to step in to help... You sure you should be meddlin' like this? I mean, it was just a little cactus thing"
Rising Lotus "...Someone might not want that. I remember the merchant mentionin' somethin' 'bout some folk not carin' for him or his family or somethin'." she shrugs, wincing in pain afterwards "...also cactuar are from Thanalan, don't know how one would of gotten there."
Cravendy Hound nods to Riylli. "I agree, and originally, I just wanted to see if 'e was doin' okay. But this cactaur business...I think someone /else/ is meddlin' with 'im. And if we meddle to remove the meddler, then it'll cancel out, right?"
Riylli Aliapoh 's ears perked up in interest. "Y'mean someone left that cactus out there to take the kid out? Who exactly was this kid's sire? Why's he got so many enemies that would go so far as to try and kill his kid after he's already gone?"
Cravendy Hound shifts in place, heat under the collar. Unusually, she speaks slowly and thoughtfully, as if the wrong word could set off a mine. "Kid's father was a pirate captain, but one with...'onor, I suppose. Steal from the rich, give to the poor. Which lead 'im to rob from the same, powerful set of targets."
Cravendy Hound: "If ye got raided by Captain Thorne, ye didn't -just- lose yer shite. It was a kind of...a mark. A blow to yer pride, and that didn't sit well the rich."
Riylli Aliapoh thinks about this for a moment. "...So if we know who the targets are, why don't we just hop over an' kick their teeth in? Bet that'd gettem to stop messin' with the kid!"
Rising Lotus huffs, closing her eyes tightly for a few moments before glaring at Cravs. "...So what's gonna happen when these powerful targets learn we're helpin' the kid? Last thing I need is to be marked like the boy, or if they learn we work for Heartwood an' create problems for the others."
Cravendy Hound: "That's step one. Gotta find who's still got it out for the kid, out of a handful of options." She then turns to Rising. "As long as we don't do anythin' illegal we should be alright. And we can threaten to expose 'ow they torment a kid to keep them from doin' anything to us."
Cravendy Hound: "Nothin' illegal, alright? That means even if they're an ass, we can't just kick their teeth in." Cravs lectures to Riylli.
Riylli Aliapoh frowned. "It aint illegal if they're a bad guy! And ain’t kickin' teeth in how pirates settle their differences anyroad?"
Rising Lotus tried to give Cravs a skeptical look, but just ended up grimacing from the shift of posture, then just looked exhausted. "That ain't how it work if you're rich. Can get away with anythin'."
Cravendy Hound: "That's not 'ow the law works! And while that may be 'ow we settle problems on water, on land...under the Admiral's stink eye, we'd probably cause more trouble doin' that."
Cravendy Hound: "The rich still 'ave their pride. I'm thinkin' if word got out that the bugger pesters a goddamn child for 'is late father's legacy, it'd be enough to twist their arm."
Riylli Aliapoh looked to Rising, then to Cravs, and then up to the sky as she let out an exasperated sigh. "...Y'see? This is exactly why we Miqo'te got our own rules..." She grumbled, before finally looking back down. "Fine! We'll do it your way! But if any of 'em tries to swing at me it's fair game, yeah?"
Rising Lotus grumbled, pretty much done with the day. "Well in the case it does go tits up, we can handle ourselves much better than that boy I 'spose."
Cravendy Hound nods. What an exhausting day. "...well. Ye look like ye could use two days worth of sleep, Risin'. That's all I 'ad to say."
Riylli Aliapoh hops to her feet and dusts off her pants. "Alright! Just gimme a shout whenever you get a lead or whatever. Always happy to lend my skills to a good cause!" She flashes Cravs a grin, and very pointedly tries not to look over to the wounded Rising
Rising Lotus "...Aye. You know how to reach us. Though we ought to expect somethin' worse than a cactuar next time." she sighed and started making her way toward the door.
(Cravendy Hound) seems a good place to timeskip to next scene? any last posts and then :P )) (Rising Lotus) I'm good!)) (Riylli Aliapoh) (Timeskip ready! (Cravendy Hound) AAAHH that outfit!!! )) (Cravendy Hound) the blade harness xD )) (Rising Lotus) Oh yeah I don't think you've seen her in it yet!)) (Riylli Aliapoh) (No fair, its so hard to get glams for Riylli ;-; (Cravendy Hound) it looks extremely good )) (Cravendy Hound) *timeskips in same outfit* xD )) (Cravendy Hound) HERE we can at least start in the company so it doesn't feel like, literally seconds after xD )) (Rising Lotus) Guess we'll have to have a fashion montage for Riylli at some point)) (Riylli Aliapoh) (Yknow what, its totally canon that RIylli only has one set of clothes (Cravendy Hound) ahahaha )) (Riylli Aliapoh) (Oh, I DO actually have a glamour change! (Rising Lotus) so pick out something new then we can figure out how she got it!)) (Riylli Aliapoh) (alakazam (Rising Lotus) mask (Cravendy Hound) fjkdslf just the gloves?! )) (Riylli Aliapoh) (Theyre bandages ^o^ Shes been practicing the fire spell! (Rising Lotus) Damn I thought you were just going to throw that mask on xD))
Cravendy Hound - A week later, Cravs has reached out to Riylli and Rising for company (or maybe help?) again. It's related to the business in Limsa Lominsa, and she's wearing her disguise dress again. Oh boy.
Rising Lotus was eyeing the bandages wrapped around Riylli's hands. "...How's that fire spell going?"
Riylli Aliapoh grins to Rising. "It's goin' well! I got the basic formula down, just gotta work on intensity and duration!" She beams proudly, giving Rising a bandaged thumbs up.
Cravendy Hound: "That...looks painful."
Riylli Aliapoh gives a mock bow. "You gotta suffer for art y'know"
Rising Lotus couldn't help but smirk at Riylli's enthusiasm. "...We'll get it down before you touch anythin' we fish up..or the lava." she turned her attention to Cravs, holding back a snicker at seeing her dolled up again. "You find out more 'bout the boy then?"
Cravendy Hound: "Seems ye got some more sufferin' to do then," Cravs notes in a bright tone.
Cravendy Hound: "Right, the Baldur business - I narrowed it down to a couple of names. But that's as far as I can go gatherin' information out 'ere. Thought it'd be more efficient to ask the kid 'imself. Which means." Cravs gestures to her outfit. "I'll need some escorts to talk for me once we're in Limsa again."
Riylli Aliapoh was clearly enjoying the attention, but quieted down to let Cravs speak. "Why not just talk to the kid as Cravs? If he's lost his sire, it... might be nice for him to know he's still got people close to him out there..."
Rising Lotus "Hmm...'spose maybe she doesn't want him to turn her in for the gil? If he really needs to be supportin' him an' his mom anyway." she shrugged. "Doesn't look like the type to sell out someone who's helpin' him though."
Cravendy Hound went as white as a sheet at the suggestion. "A-ah, that's...Uhh, we've got, um. A misunderstandin' between us. If 'e knew it was me, 'e'd flip out for sure. Trust me, it's easier this way." Cravs clears her throat and then hurries out before Riylli or Rising can ask further.
Cravendy Hound - The trip over is pretty awkward. If the subject was brought up again, Cravs would simply pick up the pace and pretend not to hear. And, once the trio were in Limsa, her lips were sealed, clarification frustratingly out of reach. That said, she was definitely walking somewhere with purpose.
Rising Lotus gave up askin' fairly quick, she knew she wouldn't get anywhere at the moment. She'd pry it out of her later though, one way or another. "So... you know what he'll be up to today? Or you jus' hopin' we run into him?"
Riylli Aliapoh wouldn't bring it up again, at the very least smart enough to see Cravs didn't want to talk about it. Instead, she would offer fun facts of things she had learned so far in her research. "...So, did you guys know that a forge runs hotter than lava?"
Cravendy Hound mimes holding something heavy and swinging it around. And to Riylli's fact, she gives the miqo'te a doubting look. Really?
Riylli Aliapoh nods. "Yeah! Turns out lava is only like... half as hot as your average blacksmith forge! It aint even hot enough to melt iron! Makes my job easier, but it's kinda disappointin' y'know?"
(Riylli Aliapoh) (Thank you for subscribing to Lava Facts)
Cravendy Hound desperately wants to ask if that's how Riylli has been testing her fire shield spell - by dunking her hands in a forge. Cravs moves her hands around as if dipping them in something.
Riylli Aliapoh tilts her head, unable to figure out the mimicry. "Can't you like... at least whisper or somethin' when were alone? Surely they don't got ears everywhere?"
Cravendy Hound looks around and finds it acceptably empty. "Did ye dunk yer 'ands in the forge to test yer spell?!" She whisper-yells.
Rising Lotus narrowed her eyes at Cravs "...So he's... carrying somethin'.. then puttin' it in the oven?" she seemed to be combining the conversations. Then Cravs actually spoke. "Oohh you're talkin' 'bout that. I hope you didn't do that, use a fire or somethin' first Riylli."
Riylli Aliapoh blinks at her. "What? You crazy? What if the spell failed?" She said, shaking her head. "Nah, I've been usin' a campfire! Got a problem with the magic runnin' out too fast though..." She muttered, rubbing her poor cooked hands
Cravendy Hound stifles back laughter, and pats Riylli on the back. There there.
Rising Lotus: "I can get ya some cream for that. Know a gobbie that makes some quality stuff. Don't worry it works too, used it after gettin' a nasty burn from some giant bug sparyin' me with gunk."
Riylli Aliapoh grumbles and glares up at Cravs at the treatment, but lets it slide since she couldn't tell if it was meant to be mocking or not. "...That'd be great, thanks. I don't gotta pay for it, right?"
Cravendy Hound: "Bug....gunk? Bug gunk...That sounds. Hm." Cravs raises a brow at Rising but doesn't say more.
Rising Lotus "Well I ought to considerin' how you made me a pin cushion on our last outin' together." she snickered a bit, the first time she cracked a joke about it. "But nah, he owes me one anyhow. Next time I'm up there I'll grab ya some." she gave Riylli a firm pat on the back.
Riylli Aliapoh grumbled again, but couldn't really argue back. "...Thanks." She muttered, not exactly enthused about all this back-patting she was receiving
Cravendy Hound had earlier given Rising a notepad with names written in it. One of them, hopefully, belonged to the person who was harassing the kid. Her heels clicking on the docks, Cravs would eventually lead the little crew to a dusty corner of Limsa where the kid (B) was presently practicing his form with the ax.
Cravendy Hound - The heavy ax is far too big for the kid. Every swing pulls him comically forward with the weapon. He stops his 'practice' and looks up at the approaching trio with a wide smile. "I remember you two! You helped me with that monster the other day."
(Cravendy Hound) more back pats )) (Cravendy Hound) i demand more )) (Rising Lotus) I feel like Riylli and Rising would have back pats that would eventually devolve into a hitting contest)) (Cravendy Hound) actually cravs and rising would have to squat down to pat Riylli's back ahah - otherwise it'd be a head pat )) (Riylli Aliapoh) (Cravs and Rising know it's too dangerous to headpat Riylli, they'd probably get bit (Cravendy Hound) sometimes my tall friends would use my head as an arm rest.....annoyed me, and yet I can see Cravs doing that to Riylli lmao )) (Rising Lotus) I've done that to my shorter friends before xD))
Riylli Aliapoh perked up as she got recognized by the kid, offering him a friendly wave. "Hey! How are you holdin' up after all them needles?"
Rising Lotus watches the boy fling himself with his strikes, smirking with every swing. "Aye that was us." she eyed up his weapon for a few moments. "You ought to get somethin' a bit lighter by the way, gonna leave yourself open if you take too long liftin' your weapon."
Cravendy Hound - The kid bashfully itches the tip of his nose. "I'm doing fine, thanks to you all...Woke up on the softest bed I've ever been on in my life, healing expenses all covered." Baldur's eyes drift over to Cravs, and then back to Riylli and Rising. "Oh, I plan to! I'm just using this old thing because it was the only thing I could afford. Once I earn enough, I'll buy a better one...after everything else, haha."
Cravendy Hound turns away, avoiding eye contact. It's overkill given that she's wearing a mask.
Rising Lotus eyed Cravendy, she had to pay for the needle removal out of her pocket. "...well I'm sure them healers were excited for the chance to de-needle someone. Don't see many cactuar over here after all, bit strange." she nodded as he brought up upgrading his armor and weapon. "A good set of armor is jus' as important as a good weapon, smart thinkin'."
Riylli Aliapoh nudged Rising with her foot to try and bring her back to the task at hand, snatching the list out of her hands. "Hey, so... Were kinda lookin' into something, think you might be able to help us out? You know any of the names on this list?"
Cravendy Hound - Baldur nods enthusiastically, dreads bouncing on top of his head. Admiration for Rising and Riylli is practically gushing from every inch of the kid. "So that was a cactaur? I've never seen one before."
Cravendy Hound - Baldur snaps into attention. "Oh, right away! I'd be thrilled to help you two out. Let's see..." He takes the list and scans it. "Only this last one. Mindred Rot. She's who I go to if I need a loan."
Rising Lotus "Aye, I grew up 'round them, used to hit them with sticks then ru-" she glanced at Riylli as she bumped her and had the list snatched away.
(Cravendy Hound) dfsd hit them with sticks and run???? chaos child )) (Rising Lotus) She didn (Rising Lotus) didn't have toys or anything xD Played with bugs and lizards and cactuars))
Riylli Aliapoh raised her eyebrow at the name. "...'Mindred Rot'? Well that's a bad guy name if I've ever heard one." She said, nodding along until she remembered Cravs' full name. "Er... Right, anyroad, what's she like? If she lends you money she can't be that bad, right?"
(Riylli Aliapoh) (Poor riylli about to learn the horrors of capitalism)
Cravendy Hound - Baldur smiles as he hands the list back to Riylli. "Oh, yeah, her name's pretty rotten. But in some ways...she looks after me. No one else'll give my family loans."
Rising Lotus "You need to get out of the woods more..." she shook her head at Riylli's comment. She hummed at Baldur's words about the woman. "Hmm, how generous of her."
Riylli Aliapoh wrinkled her nose. "Honestly I'd rather get out of the woods less... How in the world do you lot handle that salt in the air?"
Cravendy Hound - Baldur's gaze wanders to Rising's axe, and then to Riylli's staff. "So, you two must be adventurers, huh? You think you could teach me a thing or two? Punch better, smarter, harder? Oh, and! I didn't mean to be rude." He turns to Cravs. "Who's your friend?"
Rising Lotus Grinned, giving him a nod. "Aye! Do a lot of guard an' merc work. Takin' me all over, mostly back an' forth between Idyllshire an' places though. This one is still gettin' her footin' for it though." she snickered a bit as she eyed Riylli. "Oh, an' that's Singin' Gull. She's uh...a great singer an' has to save her voice most the time. We're guardin' her on her...singing journey?"
Riylli Aliapoh puffed her chest out. "Yup! Name's Riylli, Warrior of Earth!" she declared proudly, possibly forgetting Cravs and Rising were in earshot. "I'm a master of earth magic, but I'm sure I could give you some tips! Oh, and this is..." She trails off, staring at Cravs as her mind blanks on what her alias was. Thankfully Rising was there to have her back, though the Roegadyn still earned herself a glare from her little comment
Cravendy Hound 's frown twitches slightly. Singing Gull the Singer. Really? But she goes along with it anyway.
Cravendy Hound - Baldur's mouth forms an 'o' in awe. "Idyllshire? Never even heard of the place. Sounds cool though...And magic? How would I even start?" He turns back for a second to rest his rusty axe against a crate, and then hops right back into the conversation. "Like, just think really hard and magic happens? Hrrrghhhh.."
Riylli Aliapoh shook her head at the kid. "Nah, it aint that simple. It's more like... Y'know how you can move your fingers with your mind? You basically do that, but you move your aether about instead, and get THAT aether to move the aether OUTSIDE of you, and... Honestly I might not remember all the lessons, it's kinda just a reflex at this point. But you shouldn't be wastin' your talents on magic anyroad! You're a highlander right? You're gonna have plenty of muscle when you grow up, you should use-
Riylli Aliapoh -that instead!"
Rising Lotus could talk for hours about Idyllshire, but she resisted and tried to steer the conversation back on topic, which of course meant giving Riylli a light smack to the arm to get her to focus up. "Anyway, you know were we could find this Rot lady? Gull here is lookin' for gil for her next performance an' were hopin' to find some donations."
Cravendy Hound - Baldur is trying so hard to follow Riylli's explanation, but it leaves the poor kid's brain all tangled. "Huh, what? Huh? Uhh, oh, you want to meet Miss Rot? She's usually really busy so I have to schedule in advance. But I can ask if she's free to meet you all next time."
Riylli Aliapoh sighs. "Y'mean we gotta come all the way out here again..? Fine, I guess... Not like we can just go kick the doors down and demand to talk to her after all..." She muttered, offering a small glare to Cravs out of the corner of her eye
Rising Lotus cleared her throat, glaring at Riylli as she glared at Cravs "We'd appreciate that, jus' say that..uh..an up an' comin' singer is lookin' for fundin'. " she gave Baldur a nod, hoping that selling Cravs like that would make her the perfect target for a loan shark.
Cravendy Hound looks similarly annoyed, but shakes her head no to Riylli. It's not like they could go in there with wild accusations anyway - seemed worth strategizing over first.
Cravendy Hound - With the night fast approaching, Cravs motions with her hand to signal her intention to head home. Without bothering to wave goodbye to Baldur, she walks on ahead.
Rising Lotus watches Crav hurry away. "Uh sorry..." she put her hand to her mouth to muffle her words "Sort of a diva that one. Good luck out there lad!" she gave him a thumbs up before hurrying after 'Singing Gull'.
Riylli Aliapoh sighed once for not being allowed to rampage mindlessly, then once more as Cravs walked away without saying bye to the kid. She offers Baldur a wave. "You keep practicin' okay? We'll come by and see you again later, and maybe I'll share some of my adventurin' secrets with you!"
Cravendy Hound is a good distance ahead. As she passes by a stranger, there's some kind of odd collision that ends up tripping Cravs. Her mask drops off and rolls a few ilms forward as the stranger awkwardly, but quickly, makes their escape without even a sorry.
Cravendy Hound scrambles to recover the headware and fasten it back on. By the time Riylli and Rising have caught up, she's still kneeled over on the floor, troubled.
Riylli Aliapoh pretty much has to run to keep up with Cravs' long-legged walking, blinking in confusion as she notices her state. "H-Hey, you alright?"
Rising Lotus hurries to catch up to Cravs, quickly stepping in front of her to shield her face as she glanced around. "Aye..did you know that man or somethin'?"
Cravendy Hound: "I'm fine. Rattled is all." She whispers as she wobbles back up and takes a deep breath. ".....no, I didn't recognize them."
Rising Lotus looked around at the few bystanders eyeing the scene. "Maybe it'd be best to get out of here...before there's a chance to cause more of a scene." she said the last part in a whisper. Last thing they needed was the yellow jackets upon them.
Riylli Aliapoh raises her arm up seemingly to try to comfort her, only to hesitate and lower it back down. "...Let's talk outside of the city, all this salt is starting to make me sick..." She says, awkwardly attempting to give Cravs an out
Cravendy Hound: "...Right. No point in worrying about it now. Let's just get out of 'ere." She mutters.
#ff14 rp logs#Split Ends#riylli aliapoh#rising lotus#Cravendy Hound#*rubs hands together*#slowly but surely all of my disaster dominos are lining up
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