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Ghost: RITE HERE RITE NOW Haunting Cinemas Worldwide June 20 & 22
#i'm back apparently! ♡#i got ghovie tickets and life feels good again#THE SECOND GIF COPIA'S HAIR IN THE SECOND GIF THE BOXING ROBE HIS EYES HIS EYES AHHHH#ok i'm fine i'm fine i'm f-#hope you enjoy these! 💜#the band ghost#ghost band#ghost bc#ghost the band#papa emeritus iv#copia#rite here rite now#ghovie#papa emeritus 4#papa iv#papa 4#ghost copia#popia#my gifs
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Utterly Defeated (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#<Sticking to my tag so they're all together ♥#Dexter Favin#Max Vyer#But really that's ZEX in there! What's left of him anyway ;;#ZEX#Hhhhhhh it was so goooood and saaaaad <3 <3#Helix is a tragedy - on repeat in my mind ad infinitum#I made most of these upon initially reading - and then I had to sit on them through all of October!! Can you imagine the impatience??#I've been absolutely chomping at the bit for these hhhhh feelings!!! So many!!! Max's eyes and ZEX being behind his single remaining ;;#Dex wanting him to be safe and knowing he used to and now he can't offer it anymore I jifdsahfdjsaf#Have I mentioned I love them lately I love them <3 <3 All of them! Dex and Max and ZEX! And DAX I'm sure ZEX misses him so badly#In a way it was good that I had a bit more time to set it down and come back - I reread it very recently hehe <3#I still get teary at some scenes ah </3 It's so beautifully sad#But it also gave me some time to finish ZEX starting to shape the word ''Max'' and then back off it ahhhh it hurts!!#The rest were at least all lined at the time - came back in to tone some recently but they were all ''finished'' October 1st ah#Especially of Dex waking ZEX to call him by his title hhh they both just want peace so badly but it looks so different to both of them#Lingering on his scar and then carding through his hair <3 Comfort and softness and it's all not enough#His scar is quite fun to draw as well ah - scars tend to be like that haha ♪ The stitches and discolouration give it a unique look!#And the way his hair pulls back from it ah#I had a lot of fun with his hair hiding his bandaged eye as well - just barely peeking out always just enough of a reminder#And all his lying-down poses - his hair is fun to pose like that as well#One of the original Landel doodles of ZEX talking about what Hell would look like for a VUX really struck me as well#Dex can't help him in so many ways ehn </3 He wants to! But he wants Max and he just can't have him anymore#Hhhh it was such a good read <3 <3 <3 Thank you again to Zarla it really made and still makes me happy to read it ahhh ♥♪#Now that I've (finally!) gotten my thoughts out I can read the other!! Yay!!
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gmm is back in 4K, who cheered!!!
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#rhett and link#good mythical morning#good mythical summer#AHHHH#so happy they're back#and in high quality???#they're even prettier#i'm gonna be insufferable#wow#also Stevie calling them boys again#it feels like christmas or my birthday#lol#i don't even know if tumblr can handle 4k screenshots but whatever lol#my post
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#baby's first webweave#Cole Cash#Image's Grifter#Guy Gardner#Stephanie Brown#John constantine#abusive parents and the legacies they leave behind#characters who are beaten down by the world around them long past their shitty childhoods but they all handle it differently#very different characters across the board but the parallels guys#the parallels#I feel like this is incoherent because I had way too much stuff on hand for this but there's a picture limit#so I kept editing it#and now I don’t want to look at it anymore#there's a version of this with Slade Wilson and his kids in my brain#but that's honestly a whole separate post#its crazy that guy's dad is the only one who sees his kid not being a piece of shit and goes :) good for you#everyone else is like damn I was hoping you'd be worse#I might delete this actually#ahhhh#the guy and Cole stuff has actually been in my brain for years because I read their 90s series' basically back to back#and their family stuff really is interesting to compare#they even have quote unquote perfect brothers#Cass also could have gone here but her dynamic with her parents is a little different
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I can slowly feel the new hyperfixation taking over my body, mind, and soul.
#started#my adventures with superman#smallville#had a chokehold on me#it’s coming back I can feel it#it’s in my bones now#god I love Superman when they actually make him a good character#bees are good#hyperfixation#lois really is just grown up luz noceda#love them so much#ahhhh
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shuake rite of passage is like. spending most of the entire game going 😐🤨🤔😳 at their banter/flirting/dates. being intrigued when the normally silent protagonist exclaims a heated "this isn't 'trivial'!" about his one and only rival's life, completely independent of player input. accepting the undeniable fact that 'our light' is basically a love song from protag's point of view to said rival. finding out about proof of justice ova. watching proof of justice ova. watching proof of justice ova again. going insane at the fact that the normally silent protag who never cries, cried over their rival in public. the fact that he was thinking about him before bed. realizing the one active, 'selfish' choice and wish protag had always involved his fated rival in some way, again completely independent from player's views on said rival.
and then becoming lucid for one second and finding out you just dug yourself into a shuake rabbit hole and theres no getting out
#aishi.txt#highly specific but surely im not the only one#clutching my hair cry-laughing they drive me insaneeee ahhhh#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#i got into vanilla p5 in 2020 and never got so invested in shuake like. it was there. it was the popular ship#plus i didnt actually see it for myself#2-3 years later coming back to the royal additions was.... a thing that made me widen my eyes at a lot of points. in a good way#like fckkkkk i can see why people like them frfr#the fics can be so quality and amazing too when you know where to look#novel length and accompanied by art 😭 you can feel the passion#one thing about coming into the fandom relatively late is discovering gems like this TT blessed
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#actually yeah remember that time i had swine flu#i had a 104 degree fever and was terrified to go to the hospital#not because of the hospital but because i'd have to manage my parents' emotions and anxiety while i was there on top of being sick as hell#i locked myself in the bathroom refusing to let my dad take me to the ER#and only gave in when he promised he wouldn't tell my mom#and then his girlfriend told my mom. they fucking lied#and then. you guessed it. i had to manage everyone's emotions while we waited for the ER to do literally nothing#the swine flu tests were super unreliable and i got a false negative. they sent me home with some antibiotics and called it a day#then sheepishly called a week later when the second test came back positive to basically ask if i was still alive#swine flu fucked me up for a long time. but it didn't warrant an er visit#and it certainly didn't warrant my parents fucking breaking my trust like that#i know they only told my mom so they didn't have to deal with her going off after the fact#which is such bullshit. that's the kind of thing a parent is supposed to take and shield their kid from#not break their trust so you get it easy#but of course. if my dad had been one to take my aversion to my mom seriously then. then he and i wouldn't be going on 4yrs of no contact#because a looooot of things would've had to be different for that one thing to happen#god i have so much anger for my parents. so much grief#my mom's been surprisingly silent (all things considered) in the near month i've been no contact with her#and it's not like seeing the disgusting emails and voicemails from her feels good but... but they're almost better than nothing.#they're sort of love. in a way. not really... but. but it hurts to know how hard my dad fought to get through to me#and to have spent the past 4yrs with my mom rubbing in my face how she'd never be like him and Just let me go. how she'd fight.#being told that at the time didn't feel like love. didn't feel healthy. and now seeing that she didn't even fucking mean it.#she prided herself so much on being the one who Loved Me More. really hard not to see it for the performance it was now#makes me wonder if my dad really actually did love me as much as he said. not that it was much but. it was more. it was something#i know he's not capable of change. even less capable than my mom. but. i really miss my dad right now.#(glad i can still remember what his voice sounds like. so i don't have to go listen to one of those old voicemails he left me)#even considering that the memory that brought this all up was him lying to me and betraying my trust#being no contact with my parents...i'm finally the orphan i always have been#personal#ahhhh therapy's gonna be JUICY this week 🤣
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something about dealing w a depressive episode while i do not have the space or time to process how i feel is getting to meeeee auuugghhhhhh i don’t have the space 2 cry abt jack shit and iiiii don’t know what to do about it
PLUS!! PLUS PLUS my routine still isn’t back to normal and won’t be until next week and it’s making me lose my damn MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#esmé sillies#being autistic with a want for MY routine is the worst thing 2 b right now#like yes ok i knew about the before hand last week but i want it to be over#idk . i’ve been feeling a tad bit disregulated and i’m trying to hard to cling onto any normalcy#i want my dark room back i want my privacy back i want my bed back#dear goodness someone hold me n squeeze me or something i need to cry my eyes out#it’s become a really bad habit to engage in emotional self harm and AAHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHGGGG I NEED TO STOOOOPPPPP GAAAAHHHHHHHH#(<- imagine me falling on my knees n grasping my head dramatically)#anyway . i’ll delete this when i remember abt it n get embarrassed by it LMAO#ignore any typos i hate typing
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hi, I don't use tumblr often, but i when i do, i always check your account to check if you posted something. LIAB is amazing. i truly have no words. i have read a LOT of fanfics from very different fandoms and i can confidently say that Leaving It All Behind is the best one i have ever read. the world you've built around the main characters is so deep, and realistic. even though benders are not real, it feels like i'm reading about true events. you describe the horrors of war and trauma so well. i'm actually very, very impressed. i happen to be a person that suffers from ptsd and other mental illnesses and and the way you portray traumatized characters is very realistic. i know you always say that the main characters' recovery is unrealistically fast, but don't worry about that. the way you describe zuko and sokka's feelings is perfect. their recovery doesn't seem rushed. it just looks like they're adapting and learning how to deal with it fast (we have to remember that the war is still very much happening and sadly they don't have a lot of time to deal with everything that happened to them). i'm so grateful i found your work. it's truly amazing, i hope you won't give up on writing when you finish the LIAB trilogy. have a good day/night
AWWWW OMG THANK YOU <3
seriously this was so kind I’m still in shock. I’m so happy you think the healing arc is realistic because I try to balance the stories pace with the characters struggles and emotions (some of them make it DIFFICULT haha) but I’m always worried it doesn’t translate well.
I have a lot of fun writing LIAB & I’m really glad you like it so much. I hope I continue to make you proud & thank you so much for this amazing ask you made my day <3
#This is so validating you have no idea ahhhh#I have read so many fics where the chatacter (zuko lol) has gone through extreme trauma or torture and he gets rescued or escapes#& then it’s like after a quick patch up job he is essentially back to normal#Which… no. lol. I can’t do it!#Trauma follows a person whether they like it or not & everyone copes differently to it#So even with zuko and sokka going through so much they’ll both handle their trauma completely different#I try to show that lol so I’m glad you like it#I am totally worried about the upcoming battle though#Cause shits about to get really rough#But we are in a fun arc right now (as fun as liab can be it’s a fic about children fighting a war so idk… I’d say 25% fun 75% angst)#So we have a few more fun chapters idk 4/5 and then we are on the home stretch#Idk what I’ll do when it’s over this has been so much fun and I’m so sad it’ll come to an end this year#But thanks again for this amazing ask#Its comments and asks like this that pets the head and makes me feel like a good author lol#Gets me fired up to finish the fic!#Wohoooo thank you !!!#Deansnoodle#Zukka#liab#ITF#RIA#ask#Leaving it all behind
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look i like v3 and udg a lot but i miss the thicker linework so much i mean the difference in these two sprites is catastrophic. it's so. clean....
#hi guys#hi monokuma#monokuma#he's there#danganronpa#i just talk so much#i love the “griddyness ”.. i suppose#of the past entries#like thh and sdrp2 ahhhh the thick lines r so good it feels so good#the thinness of the newer ones makes me so sad why are we clean we are danganronpa#dirty it up :( make the line thickness never match#add density back 2 dangan!!!#why is he huge in the 2ndpic wait#look at the baby#now look at the big baby#micetalk#im sick and delirious is it kinda obvi
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I wish I could post some of my photography from today, but it's a bit too specific so I don't wanna dox myself shkfkgkg but ahhhh man I love taking pics whenever I go to the city 🥰
#i love taking pics when im w other people#cause theres a group mentality w taking pics yknow?#<- like if you see someone take a pic of smth your brain is automatically like 'ah! i should take a pic too!!'#but i picked my phone particularly for the camera#so inevitably the other person always ends up being like#'ill leave the photography to you. send the pics later?'#the pics i took today are such good wallpaper material#but unfortunately im p attached to my f1 backgrounds#but my friend said they were good wallpaper material#and i finally got back home and checked and ahhhh not to brag but my framing is so good :)#*also abt my day out 🤭#i love classical music and its so cool seeing it live BUT#unless its a loud dramatic piece(ex. Holst's Mars) or one you know pretty well#oh my god it puts me to sleep i feel so bad 😭#its just too cozy and dark in the concert hall and i kept feeling myself drifting off#also i will say. i usually think that: European city architecture > american city architecture#but theres some really beautiful historic buildings in my city#and i realize its really silly for me to think that theres no great sights in america bcs#i get that same 'wow' feeling whenever i see certain buildings here#catie.rambling.txt
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Y'ALL. this pic is from yesterday
#rhett and link#matching#instagram story#SCREAMING AND CRYING#first of all#link's hair is SO SHORT#wtf#the sides are so short you can see his whole ear#and even the mullet is not so mullety anymore#link whyyy#i'm gonna need 1 to 3 business days to get used to it#okay i'm back to normal lol#ohhh also link's new glasses? i think i like them but they still feel too big for his face#and his tattoo is filled in!!#anyway gonna shut up about link now#they both look so good ahhhh#i just can't wait for gme next week and to stare at them in real time#btw it's one of the interns pic i think they had a last day of summer intership this week#my post
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Magenta.
#there are a few things im certain about in this life#1. taxes suck#2. theres many good people bad can be relative#3. im an ancient soul and dudes i REALLY want to quit playing human on hard mode and go feral#like i did at joshua tree the san gabriel mountains and the coast#like give me 3 weeks even just on my lonesome to recalibrate before i gotta go back to being an upright ape#life feels so good when im not forced to participate in human constructs i never signed up for#or maybe i did back in the void in which case baby wtf were you thinking coming down here?#like ahhhh#existentialism can be fun
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it’s my birthday today :3333 :DD
#everything is WACK#i kinned deku too hard and cried all week and then mustered all my strength to defeat my local villain#(this week has been SO CHAOTIC and i wanna write all about it but also i’m so tired from talking about it agdjfjd AH#but i organized a meeting with my bosses and some other girlies on behalf of all the girlies i work with#to make our bosses hold our resident creep accountable and hopefully get him fired :D#this guy has been making my life hell for like a year and has been creeping on this new girl and ahhhh#ah it just feels good to put all the pieces together and make a big deal and realize our bosses have our backs!!#but i literally cried so much this week like it was not easy!!!!! AH#it was so weirdly emotional and stress inducing but it felt good to really be heard ☺️#anyways being nonbinary + masc i feel kind of distant from my womanhood most of the time but this week i’m like!!!! yes yes yes girlies#anywhoooo#<3#perbsonal
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Ok though its actually kinda nice to see some of my earliest rps... 15 year old me just having fun 🥺🥺🥺
Might go digging more later. Don't rly feel like getting That into it tonight lol
#speculation nation#the funny thing is that back in 2013 u could still edit people's posts#which with rp i used that to delete old responses so that the posts wouldnt get too long#for the purposes of rp this worked WONDERFULLY so the threads wouldnt get too long on dashboards#but it's also kinda insane to remember that we could just... do that. change posts. fuckin wild Genuinely.#but ahhhh baby me's early writing... so nostalgic#i had 3 characters in this roleplay group. had a lot of fun for the time that i was there#since then tho i havent done any roleplay blogs on tumblr. only ever done one on one roleplays with a select few people#and dnd lol. which counts for the roleplaying aspect.#but for the Writing experience. rp was very definitely a huge thing for the development of my writing.#feeling a little bit emotional almost thinking about the many many words ive written in my life to get to my current skill#ten years ago i was 15 and just messing around with some characters i enjoyed#and now here i am with 663k words uploaded to ao3 and thousands of kudos across all my works#kinda makes me emotional. ive come a good ways since then.#and i have MORE PROGRESS TO GO 💪💪💪💪 i will keep at it. bc at the end of the day i just really love writing.
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I ran!! it happened!! the app worked (mostly, set it to 15 minutes and seems it's aiming for 30-ish so I'll continue the mission tomorrow) and I'm back into "ah yes oh no everyone's fucked up" mode.
legit felt so good, even though I once again lost all shape I may have gained recently.
#the pale imitation of an original thought#zombies run#ahhhh it feels so good#i missed this a lot#back to hopefully daily now though
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