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eloise175 · 2 years ago

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Cedric: I sleep with knives under my pillow.

Reynold: Weak. I sleep with a sword.

Callisto: Hah. You’re both pathetic.

Cedric: What killer weapon do you sleep with Mr. Badass?

Callisto*smiles proudly*: Penelope.

#I needed to put my big three in some kind of interaction #the three babygirls have united.#mansplain manipulate malewife #manwhore and manslaughter too #Reynold may have a bat at the ready as well #Cedric absolutely sleeps with some kind of weapon #those years of dealing with Callisto’s absolute failures of grimreapers did something to him #Callisto still has his sword right by his bedside #but Penelope is definitely the deadly weapon #ah yes Penelope the killer weapon #*chef's fucking kiss*#penelope eckart #penelope eckhart #callisto regulus #reynold eckart #reynold eckhart #cedric porter #penelope eckart x callisto regulus #penelope x callisto #villains are destined to die #vadd #death is the only ending for a villainess #death is the only ending for the villainess #death is the only ending for the villainess incorrect quotes

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trans-estinien · 7 months ago

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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.

#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before #is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people #i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this #was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something #“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries #“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet #“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART #i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself #i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are #my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing #im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that #shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them #i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like #in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism #i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all #not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing #(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason

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seilon · 6 months ago

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I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious

#kibumblabs #I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to #menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life #not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal #because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just #expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’????#this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc.#anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but #i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery #i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS.#and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you #but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s #this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is #similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know #doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either #minor temporary or unlikely)#grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t #or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives #cw menstruation

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enderspawn · 2 years ago

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me when i. when i. me. when uh. me when i. uh.

#been drawing some today and figured i could post these bc i like em #they were more... practice? sketching something wo lines w a big blocky brush kinda deal #but i REALLY like the chip one and i might as well put the jay one too fjdkslfj #jrwi #riptide #my art #chip #jay ferin #og post #wait ah fuck the earring. oh well #hes wearing it on the wrong side for fun and profit this time okay

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sysig · 7 months ago

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Totally unaffected by this gesture of affection, definitely (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #The Captain #ZEX #Forgive the quality lol I wanted to make them pretty but then- Well you know lol #Dandelions <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 #You know it's bad when you start getting excited about the most mundane little signifiers <3 #Dandelions deserve way more love than they get anyway it all balances out #I just hghh it's such a simple setup but there's a lot of feelings that can be expanded upon!#Like would Zelnick know about dandelions cultural ties?? He grew up on Unzervalt - unless someone brought some with them!#Or explained it I guess - but also Unzervaltians seem like scrappy underdogs sprouting up in the sidewalk cracks to defy the Ur-Quan too #Feels like it would actually mean a lot to him if he knew their symbolism!#But even if he didn't - they're Earth Flora! A piece of his home that /should/ just be mundane and everyday and not a big deal but it is!!#I legit teared up at Zelnick appreciating a blue atmosphere ah <3 #He loves Earth so much wah <3 The naturalistic storytelling in his internal monologue are genuinely So Good #And then y'already know I love ZEX gifting him flowers lol I really do need to finish that one comic I posted the preview of it's cute!#Any little way that he engages with human courtship is The Cutest to me <3 Trying so hard to impress his love!#Trying so hard to cross that cultural gap agh it gets me bad! Seeing humans as more than just pretty somethings to be enjoyed at a distance #ZEX's pride also gets me bad hehe but I really love when he uses his intelligence to try to relate and understand #See humans as complex individuals both personally and in different cultures! He gets so distracted so easily hehe silly ♪#Also I don't know if I have anywhere else that it'd come up but agh gods his and Zelnick's conversation about the eventual fallout of ZEX's #kidnap attempt - Literally The Best like ugh!! ♥ I /tried/ to write something half that exact and eloquent and it's just right there! Gah!!#S'beautiful s'so good fjdslafd I'm love I'm love

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silent-hills · 1 month ago

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I've finally moved out. I accomplished everything I've wanted this year and yet the events that have transpired have been so bad that I'm floating through everything.

#my $20 carved headboard from FB marketplace is my sole treasure ahes perfect #personal #i dont know how to describe everything thats happened to me other than it being Shakespearian #if youve been following me since the late 2010s... first of all hey i hope youre doing well. second you must kind of know how big of a deal #this is for me. probably only if weve ever talked before though. idk

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cypric-rat-hyperfixation · 2 years ago

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As my following grows and as I meet more and more people who have rats, had rats, know someone who has/had rats, and love rats...

increasingly I wonder if/when a day will come... a day that I'll express rat enjoyment to someone and they'll enthusiastically ask me if I've heard of This Funnie Little Rodent Blog they like, figuring I may already know it or will enjoy it if not...

and it's.. my blog... and then I have to come out as popular Rat Tumblr blogger that they follow and now know IRL.......

#/lh #I'm saying this like it's some big deal but I'm just exaggerating for comedic effect adjfgsbkdfj #no idea what the likelihood on that looks like. based on statistics of people estimating statistics? probably likelier than we all think #anyway that time I posted a survey for a university research project here and you all wound up comprising 2/3 of our sample was so funny #I had to actually say in an academic research paper that one possible flaw in our study #was bias that may result from 2/3 the sample having come from a niche and extremely specific demographic of people #due to the fact that they flocked in from One Of The Researchers' Substantial Online Following Centered Around A Particular Theme #And Selected Specifically To Have Only A Certain Kind Of Person On It Via Boundaries And Blocking #literally you all made up 98/150 respondents (but that's assuming all digital responses were from y'all-- we had 52 paper responses)#ah but the research symposium was the best. in the paper I was able to remain that generic about it #but at the research symposium. well it's a glorified science fair. so participants have their own stations set up and observers tour them #as the participants speak to their audience; directly providing a summary and then answering any questions #some of the audience/observers are faculty and most are fellow students #so real scholarly scientific types yeah? so they had questions. thoughtful questions #long story short I confessed to numerous listeners throughout the day that the sample's bizarre gender ratio is probably my fault #around 57% women; 21% nonbinary adults; 17% men-- an unusual proportion #so I had to academically tell my professors... underclassmen..... my classmates....... acquaintances.... foes..........#... that I'm big famous in Rat #and it was so. djkjSBCJXHQKRIGAJFSHF

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zincbot · 2 months ago

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christ alive this can't be it dog

#(knocking on my brain) hey bud. hey bud. what's with all this #idk what happened to make my state so fragile but it's absolutely nuts how quick things can turn o #around on me #i was locked in misery for days and then on wednesday i was suddenly feeling like everything was great #and i could turn everything around. and then on thursday i was like: ah well maybe not but i can still- maybe i can still-#anyway i'm back in the misery. shortest swing of my life i hated that can i get out of here for real now #see it's so bizarre because it's like i have a crafted layer of things i enjoy plastered over a well of swirling dark water #and i'll like hear a sound or have a thought and then i have to frantically run around trying to shore up my defenses #cause a hurricane of bad feelings starts whipping at me #it's so nuts how end of the world this feels when i know it's not a big deal. seriously calm down #i'm still doing all my regular shit i'm just finding it a little difficult to create. and my desire for physical feeling is very strong #but lord above i gotta get my shit together in here it's not habitable

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designernishiki · 2 years ago

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tbh out of the games I’ve played all the way thru thus far (0, 1, 2, 3) I think y3 is by far the strongest in regards to kazumaji content/implications, at the very least when it comes to majima’s feelings and displays of affection and whatnot. like. it’s legitimately hard if not impossible to adequately explain some of majima’s actions in this game as anything other than being out of way-beyond-platonic love for kiryu and it makes me want to slam my head against a wall and scream

#like this whole game just has dramatic example after dramatic example of majima going way above and beyond for him #saving him when he doesn’t even know he needs it- being there for him despite him being too stubborn or prideful to ask- pulling big stunts #using basically all of the men under his command just to greet kiryu and show him respect and eventually a good time-#it’s implied that it’s a widely known rule to majima’s men that kiryu is to be helped in any way necessary by them #majima gets between a rock and a hard place politically/in clan dealings and regardless of what option would’ve maybe been the safest for #him or most profitable he sided with kiryu. when he got framed kiryu knew he was being framed because he knows majima would’nt betray him.#kiryu tells him to look after daigo as his right hand man long-term and he does. kiryu tells him to stay back in kamurocho and keep the #entire Tojo clan in check and he does. no questions asked.#can you imagine majima being so soft and pliant with literally anyone else as to basically go ‘I want to go down there and help you directly #and I think that’s what you need but ah well I know you’re stubborn so I’ll just do whatever you want me to do’#with literally anyone else #the mad dog himself just. rolling over like that. instead of arguing for what he wants if not Taking it #god they make me insane #this game is doing things to my brain #yakuza 3 #y3 #kazumaji #goro majima #kazuma kiryu

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beaneburrito · 3 months ago

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a little bit of wizard smooching

#tav is also a wizard - the mystra earring! eww my bad lol #ah well its early days right? they don't know any better yet.#just out here making new tavs to romance npcs no big deal #this is the game for me now

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theophagie · 3 months ago

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I'm not good at this staying away from social media on purpose thing. Anyway cringe diary time but whenever I'm with my friends and the partners topic comes up I'm left 🧍‍♂️ because oftentimes they lament things that honestly sound good to me... and then I reflect on what kind of relationship I would be comfortable in in general and go "mhhh yeah let's just be sympathetic and say nothing else right"

#''we see each other so little :('' ''how little'' ''like twice a week :(('' ''ah. that's. rough.''#<- *thinks that meeting once a week/every other week with little to no contact through any other means would be an ideal deal*#idk man i just work here!!! and it's not a matter of commitment issues because i Would be committed to that and blah blah blah. just.#i don't think i'm able to put out what's generally expected in these things. emotionally and feeling-ly. big doubt.#and i'd haaate to have someone constantly all up in my business and be needy and expect things from me and shit #and even if the chance came around and someone was like ''yeah absolutely i'd be fine with that''#i'd be Terrified of them eventually expecting more anyway... *cat hiss*#idk. tldr. committed not romantic romantic but something maybe idk relationship is where it's at for me #but i'm afraid that outside of specific spaces the general public ain't ready to hear about those. and even then. Well.#(--_--)#mytext #i am not above fantasising about being someone's emotionally unavailable boygirlfriend #and ruining their life for a little while because they like me too much for their own good though i'm afraid. kek #i mean. i won't say already been there done that because. COMPLETELY different circumstances there not similar to this in the least. But #Anyway! BYE again see you on sunday for real this time for the la. for the last. for the last b//nha chapter....... uuuoogghhhh............

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supercantaloupe · 1 year ago

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ah yeah it's saturday and the school year's started. explains the protesters on my way to the metro station

#i passed someone holding a 'washington commits infanticide' side and i was just like. ah sidewalk prayer is back on again yeah?#*lives next to a planned parenthood #*school has a regular and well-attended 'sidewalk prayer' event on saturdays where people go and pray the rosary/protest outside it #happened during the summer too but attendance massively ticks up when students are on campus #pp posts up volunteers outside with hi vis 'escort' vests to help people Trying To Get Healthcare avoid too much harassment every week #i guess the people who just show up to pray are annoying but not disruptive. the people with angry signs and shouting suck ass though #it's annoying that they all treat pp like an abortion factory still though when that place does literally so many other things #they have a big banner out front advertising primary care services #and they'll see you for migraines. internal medicine. stuff like that. not just reproductive health although of course that's important #like honestly of i didn't already have an appointment booked across the city i'd probably move to seeing doctors there #hell of a lot more convenient. even if you have to deal with the demonstrators outside. but at least they're usually constrained to saturday #i wanna talk about me

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cicadagaze · 2 years ago

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