#against my will. for uni work
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hauntingblue · 1 year ago
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Good morning!! rise and grind!!! It's 6 am time to hustle
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jadejasiones · 3 months ago
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based on this ask which haunts my brain so bad, all the time 24/7 365, I had to quickly get it out of my system otherwise I'd explode
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phil-lestifer · 8 months ago
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Had a 25 hour sleepover with my friends, came home and my dad talked to me about politics for 4 hours (can't leave or he guilts me into believing I don't care about his opinion) and then when I tried to tell him I was proud of myself for trying to fix my sleep schedule by aiming for 1am he called me a pathetic failure and refused to see how this made me feel awful and now I'm in bed with my cat how's everyone else's day gone?
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widevibratobitch · 10 months ago
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do i really want this relationship to continue tho if i genuinely feel worse after every interaction with her and she is in 89% responsible for my already precarious self esteem crashing and plummeting most severely in the span of just three years?
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pvlvsdog · 3 months ago
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UM HI WELCOME BACK WHAT
Hiiii!! Sorry for being dead hhhhh but I’m back^^
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leo-regulus · 1 year ago
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Man, knowing that I'm less than two weeks from my last final is really shaking me because I have so many things I said I'd do after I graduate and they're very close now!!!
One of them is going to be leaving all the discord servers I don't talk in and also pruning following / friends lists like hell and back. This will allow me to finally come off invisible on discord, and it'll be nice to have discord statuses available to me again ;~;
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lover-of-mine · 2 years ago
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It's been weeks but I'm still always thinking about the AI writing dude that got caught lying about how he trained it because his AI was using omegaverse terminology and the only place it's used heavily enough for it to have an impact was ao3 because not only omegaverse exposed him, if you add a character named Steve, the AI will automatically create one named Bucky and that's the funniest AI thing I've ever read and I took 3 courses in uni about AI.
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inkykeiji · 1 year ago
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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect
ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr
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nerdie-faerie · 1 year ago
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Also everyone is betting against me retaining my accent and instead coming back sounding more America post camp
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itsflorasdiary · 1 year ago
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who the fuck makes 5pm a deadline.
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tevintersnakes · 1 year ago
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a quick comparison of a comparison I'd done last month (19-Apr-24) while getting back into the knack of drawing my guy
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after-perfect · 2 years ago
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I just got over Covid a couple of weeks ago and now I’m sick again. Ugh.
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thepandalion · 1 year ago
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and today in "why is fandom so antisemitic" just blocked two more followers in my sideblog, which makes it about 10 of what would have been almost 35 followers over a couple months. because the "all israelis are evil" bs is really big in mcyt circles.
also haven't watched the new season of hc because I don't want to touch the fandom anymore and enjoying things alone isn't as fun when you know there's a fandom. but also the fandom is full of people that wish I was dead so I dont want to be there either. which means right now the only things in my life are the jewish bloggers I follow (love yall) and doing daily challenges in microsoft solitaire. and university ig but it's the weekend and Im trying not to think about my homework rn
also gave up and made a "btw Im israeli plz stop following me if u want me dead" post on the sideblog. hope it works ig.
#its also wild bc I do fandom art on that blog and people love it#even my dad thought it was awesome enough to commission me for his own work stuff once! thats awesome#I got paid for the art I did for him with a merch hoodie from the fandom#and I love it and I love the art I did and I love the original content its based on.#but I cant even watch the new season without thinking about how I want to liveblog but cant because liveblogging attracts attention#and fandom attention scares me now. half a year ago I worked nonstop to get any amount of positive attention in the fandom#I stopped family dinners to watch new episodes and liveblog half an hour after the sessions were out to get people to see my posts#and now. I want none of that#a month or so ago I joined the community discord. the people were so nice to me#and then I went to the vent channel. bc someone mentioned there's i/p stuff in there. its all anti-israel#to the point I felt uncomfortable staying there despite never saying a word about where I'm from beforehand. almost felt unsafe to be there#just... that fandom prides itself on trying so hard to be wholesome and safe after the dsmp fandom ended up so toxic#and here they are wishing I was never born#because I never would have been born if not for this country. my grandparents on my dads side met in the resistance against the british#my parents met at uni. they never wouldve met if not for this country#I wouldnt be alive if not for this country and while I dont like the government I love this country so much#Im just so sad#ישראבלר
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adore-gregor · 2 years ago
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How being sick messes with your mental health is sometimes worse than the illness itself honestly 😕
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whoviandoodler · 16 days ago
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#im not even involved (other than following the situation) and im so goddamn done with uni#i mean ig specifically this one egomaniac professor but shes such a nightmare she's making everything so much harder than necessary#she fully went and threatened students to do what she wanted in the span of 48h or fail her class#and now its been days of shitty emails from her (that i havent read) and shes now targeting the student who made the email-#-to complain to the dean or whoever abt the prof's unacceptable behaviour#bcs theres a mole in the chat who keeps sending everything to the prof like an absolute. i dont even have the words#i neither followed the threats nor am i involved in dealing w this nonsense (other than signing smt defending the targeted student tmrw)#bcs im too ill and disabled to muster up the energy#but also privileged enough that i can afford to not finish the year on time and to not scab#bcs i was already planning on it for other reasons and live w my parents etc etc#its all just. im so tired of the whole thing#of living with the looming future moment where the prof retaliates bcs she cannot deal w the slightest disobedience#like a cartoon villain#she already hates me and im so tired#im lucky at least that if push truly comes to shove i could leave uni and still be fed and clothed as such#my parents arent. great. but they wouldnt kick me out over it#but also i dont want to have wasted countless hours and four years of my time and not have a degree at the end#esp since i cannot work and dont have an alternative to offer to them#idk man. i already have to go vote today and then sign that stuff tmrw and i will have to crawl to manage it#it does help slightly to know im in the right here and that even if only 16 percent of students said no to her one was me#the one thing ive been set on as sb who couldnt be involved in the protests is to not actively go against them#and at least ive stuck to that#and also that this is one professor out of how many who's decided to be just an absolute shit of a person#and who's always been a shit of a person and will continue to do so until she finally leaves#to be a shit in a private only environment
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nataliescatorrccio · 4 months ago
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Bursting in tears in public is kinda eembarrassing of me, but it has happened twice in the last 3 years
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