#against my will. for uni work

[hauntingblue]

Good morning!! rise and grind!!! It's 6 am time to hustle

[reds-skull]

Finished the batch of animations I downloaded last time, might do some with Ghost next because I already have his model...

[widevibratobitch]

do i really want this relationship to continue tho if i genuinely feel worse after every interaction with her and she is in 89% responsible for my already precarious self esteem crashing and plummeting most severely in the span of just three years?

[belleandsaintsebastian]

okay. just a warning bc this week is looking to be pretty shit so apologies if my posts are more melancholy or frenetic or insane. PROMISE i’ll make it up to u all by posting cool fun things after friday is over :,))

[raymondshields]

Man, knowing that I'm less than two weeks from my last final is really shaking me because I have so many things I said I'd do after I graduate and they're very close now!!!

One of them is going to be leaving all the discord servers I don't talk in and also pruning following / friends lists like hell and back. This will allow me to finally come off invisible on discord, and it'll be nice to have discord statuses available to me again ;~;

[robotpussy]

yea we are never making progress ever the more people I talk to about unions and striking the more I keep hearing the same excuse of "they're selfish, they should just find another job if it's not paying them well/the conditions are bad" because last night my cousin called the people that work for national rail and other train services doing a walk off/striking are selfish for doing so and when I tried to explain to her that no act of striking the workplace is selfish when this is done to change the workplace for EVERYBODY not just those striking she started saying I'm doing too much over a "fake scenario" because she said would never strike when I wasn't even addressing that I felt like I was in a twitter arguement but in real life because at this point it's willful ignorance if you try to flip over the tables and say what I'm fighting for isn't even real when you just said people that strike are selfish....

[lover-of-mine]

It's been weeks but I'm still always thinking about the AI writing dude that got caught lying about how he trained it because his AI was using omegaverse terminology and the only place it's used heavily enough for it to have an impact was ao3 because not only omegaverse exposed him, if you add a character named Steve, the AI will automatically create one named Bucky and that's the funniest AI thing I've ever read and I took 3 courses in uni about AI.

[inkykeiji]

me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect

ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr

[cantsaythetword]

I think I've just accepted 2024 is gonna be kinda shit lmao

[raksh-writes]

Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗

[nerdie-faerie]

Also everyone is betting against me retaining my accent and instead coming back sounding more America post camp

[itsflorasdiary]

who the fuck makes 5pm a deadline.

[tevintersnakes]

a quick comparison of a comparison I'd done last month (19-Apr-24) while getting back into the knack of drawing my guy

[hella1975]

why pay for a gym membership when you can go back to the countryside and move bags of concrete for FREE 😍

[after-perfect]

I just got over Covid a couple of weeks ago and now I’m sick again. Ugh.

[thepandalion]

and today in "why is fandom so antisemitic" just blocked two more followers in my sideblog, which makes it about 10 of what would have been almost 35 followers over a couple months. because the "all israelis are evil" bs is really big in mcyt circles.

also haven't watched the new season of hc because I don't want to touch the fandom anymore and enjoying things alone isn't as fun when you know there's a fandom. but also the fandom is full of people that wish I was dead so I dont want to be there either. which means right now the only things in my life are the jewish bloggers I follow (love yall) and doing daily challenges in microsoft solitaire. and university ig but it's the weekend and Im trying not to think about my homework rn

also gave up and made a "btw Im israeli plz stop following me if u want me dead" post on the sideblog. hope it works ig.