#again- is tøp emo?

[starboy-at-the-disco]

You underestimate my ability to ship characters who have never met

[blossoms-phan]

i wish I could put into words how much oldies station means to me I’ve done a full wraparound of music fixations and am back on repeat clancy since tour started (I play the cd in my car all the time but the first half or so goes the hardest while driving tbh) but it just like. instantly comforts me? it’s so simple but the lyrics “you don’t quite mind how long red lights are taking” might have shifted my life and perspective soooo much like it’s so easy to get caught up in the little things sometimes but the time will pass anyways. anytime I feel anxiety or just need the reminder “push on through” just instantly comes into my head and i still feel lost in my head a lot of the time but I’m not a depressed 14 year old listening to “before you start your day” at 7am on a cold winters morning anymore so. yeah. push on through ig ✌️

[psychonort]

how does one.. talk on here. i literally tweet everything im thinking can i do that here. i just wanna talk about omg. OMG CAN U PUT MUSIC ON THIS?? OMYGOD U GUYS THIS IS SO COOL I LOVE THIS PLACE

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

OMG YOU SAW THAT??? LMAO OMG. ah THIS IS so pretty!!!!

the new album is sooooo good omg i listened to it earlier tonight. almost cried too ughhh. they just mean SO much to me. they were THE band that saved my life when i was a teen. theres so much song lore with them and clancy as an album rounds out THE era. LIKE THERES ALBUM lore and tyler wrote it all out and the skeleton clique is just insane with how we decode and put together all the pieces of the story 😭. its literally SO indepth and i cant even explain it here without getting rambly.

im beyond proud of how far theyve come. <3.

tyler finally managed to get the burger buns to josh in time for the clancy release day bbq party😅🍔

i’ve been a fan of twenty one pilots for nearly a decade now, experienced 3 album releases, seen them 3 times in concert and not once have they disappointed - lets just say the new album clancy is no exception! 💛

follow me on instagram! @/illustratinghan

[leonenjoyer69]

The sillies :3 and the both colored and not bc I really really like the sketch for this one :3 my old emo playlist has recently creeped back into my life and ofc Migraine by Tøp hits me with this wonderful idea. Also, fun fact, the physical drawing was originally just supposed to be a concept doodle that I was gonna redraw on a different paper but I uh, got carried away..

Anyways!!! Little info dump below the cut on the relationship between the 3 of them bc @dustmint asked about it and I thought I'd share my response here too, teehee

OKAY, SO, HOW JEKYLL AND HYDE ACT TOWARDS HARRY:

I do firmly believe that Hyde fights Harry more Aggressively and outright, on board to do whatever it takes to get rid of him (or at least out of control) , while Jekyll took a bit more convincing (mostly once he was done freaking out over the fact that he's a fraction of a person just like Hyde is). He definitely also hates Harry, but in a more subtle, silent way >:3 instead sorta challenging Harry mentally as opposed to physically, like Hyde wishes to. He's generally more observant and tries to strike when he thinks it best, sometimes his emotions get the best of him tho.

MORE IN DEPTH:

So, once they figure out what/who Harry is from his lil journals in the mind scape, Jekyll may or may not have an identity crisis (he definitely does) but once he kinda gets through that he just feels bad for Harry, being locked away in the mind scape so long and dealing with everything there and such. Plus, Harry is seemingly their whole parts (their previously whole parts, at the least), so Jekyll certainly doesn't want him to die or anything. Hyde doesn't really feel too strongly about him right off the bat, more so just annoyed that Harry took control and now he's stuck in the mind scape with Jekyll.

Though!! Things change once Harry kinda shows his resentment towards the two, saying that he wouldn't be letting them out anytime soon, and revealing how he plans to reverse the potion. This immediately sends Hyde into feral dog mode, trying to use literally everything he can to absolutely break Harry and gain control back. Jekyll is still a bit reluctant for a while, but eventually starts siding more with Hyde, plotting how to gain control back or take care of Harry without killing all of them, bc ofc they don't wanna die.

But yeah, between sending out nightmares, forcing the heart palpitations and such by fighting, or just being a general nuisance (most all of which are usually by Hyde) it's not really surprising that the resentment Harry already had towards them grows lmao.

He does eventually find out that those little phantom strings he can still see around his wrists and such can kinda be used to vaguely control/subdue his other halves. Yeah, he threatens them a lot.

Also!!! Jekyll and Hyde start getting along better, but definitely still bicker and shit occasionally (which tends to piss Harry off a bit, since he's been so fed up with their fighting and refusing to be one for so long, it just ticks him off very easily). Jekyll also feels really jealous of Harry bc of how he seems to be able to fix things so easily (and his blooming relationship with Lanyon ofc)

Anyways!! That's all I got for now lmao. Lots of character development for Harry lately. Man, I really need to start doing stuff with Elias again 💀

Oh also here's a colored version where they're not ghostly:

[xoxoheavenhelpus]

Hiiii Lucky :))) I never know what to ask in these, so I will simply ask: what's good? :) what's the haps in your life right now? What has brought you joy as of late?

HIII STARRYYY!!! me too honestly I never have anything interesting to say in ppls asks.. but honestly the thing that's brought me the most joy lately (aside from tøp and mcr LOL) is probably my friends :3 I finally saw a friend I haven't seen since like last November yesterday and it was really awesome tbh we just drove around listening to music and got coffee with another one of our mutual friends and it just felt so nice. I haven't seen a lot of my friends lately so it was a good break from being stuck at home all the time!!

I've also been really into older or inactive social media sites like myspace grocities vine all thattt, I'm writing my english final on social media addiction so I thought it would be fun to combine one of my fixations w the project so I could actually write something that'll get me a good grade LMAO 😭😭😭

aside from that tho something that will forever and always bring me joy is discovering new music ^_^ I've been really into Thursday Saosin and other emo bands like brand new and also surprisingly Halsey??? I feel like redownloading Tumblr randomly over the summer after like a year of not using it really made me feel nostalgic for music I used to listen to in middle school... which honestly also explains why I've been listening to tøp again. rediscovering bands is always really fun

[midwestingmyemo]

i think the reason I've stopped posting here lately is that I've kinda fallen head over heals with like "og emo" music (FOB, PANIC, TØP, ect) i am WELL aware they're not "emo" but I'm not using 20 different names to describe what I've been getting into ANYWAY since I've gotten back into that (i still love midwest emo btw) i just have nothing to post and I'd feel kinda bad posting ot here as I've made this account very "midwest emo" front so ahhh basically i have nothing to post sorryyysss I'll try and think of stuff but i will be pretty inconsistent unless i fixate completely on midwest emo again anyway thank you for reading:p

[vammppyre]

spotify wrapped predictions

top artist - twenty one pilots

rest of top five - fall out boy, pierce the veil, mcr, paramore

honorable mentions - taylor swift, noah kahan, phoebe bridgers, hozier, panic! at the disco, maybe $uicideboy$ (bc of my sister lolz <3 her)

top song options - anything from clancy (tøp) is most likely; other than that it would be another tøp song (no clue which ; i’m a Whole Artist On Shuffle person)

genre stats - mostly alternative w/ pop, indie, and rap (sis again) unless spotify does their hyperspecific thing they do which in that case. pop punk, emo, sad indie, some variation of pop, some variation of rap

[cataboliiicseed]

HELLO please tell me about your cd collection?? i would love to hear about it genuinely

HAIII BELL!!! i am more than happy to talk about my cds!!!

i included pics of my current collection 🕺!

i’ve been collecting them most of my life. i got given a cd player at a young age which is why i started collecting. as a kid it was mostly so fresh & now hits of summer cds that are still somewhere in the house (also alvin & the chipmunks).

these days i collect them because my car is old and doesn’t have aux or bluetooth so cds and the radio get me through. i’ve included pics of my glovebox, the ones that live in a bag cause i have too many to fit in said glovebox & my current listen. i’ll just list them as they appear and where i got them from!!

gorillaz, the now now- bought first hand. at the time i was listening to it almost daily

gorillaz, demon days- actually belongs to my sister. she doesn’t have a cd player so it judt lives in my car for when we go on drives

twenty one pilots, trench- a gift for my birthday last year. i have most of tøps discography and i was obsessed with it when it released (saw them in concert & everything)

my chemical romance, the black parade- found this one in an op shop. there’s a few i got at the same time, some emo must’ve donated their collection in one go. love this album its one i listen to a lot

panic! at the disco, a fever you cant sweat out- also found in the op shop haul!

panic! at the disco, pretty odd- another op shop haul find. i didn’t listen to this album a load back then compared to the rest of their stuff but its one of my faves now

my chemical romance, three cheers for sweet revenge- shocking news, found this in the op shop haul!

bastille, all this bad blood- at some point during my teens i spend my pocket money on this. definitely glad i still have it, there’s so much music on that album & i still love bastille

twenty one pilots, blurryface- another one i spent my pocket money on!!

twenty one pilots, vessel- another pocket money purchase

fall out boy, folie à deux- found in the op shop haul. didn’t even listen to this album at the time & i forgot i had it until way after i fixated on it and then went through my collection again

fall out boy, infinity on high- another op shop find, very fun find!! was a fave at the time

fall out boy, american beauty/american psycho- op shop haul find!!

fall out boy, save rock and roll- op shop haul find!!!

my chemical romance, danger days- my brother found this one in an op shop for me

will wood and the tapeworms, everything is a lot- bought this one online when he dropped the last of the original pressings a few years back. its signed but the signature is rubbing off a bit

will wood, in case i make it- i got this one when i backed the album when he was fundraising for it

the libertines, up the bracket- i think my mum gave this to me, i’ve never listened to it lol

janelle monáe, the archandroid- dad gave this to me. one of my favourite albums of all time

sara bareilles, whats inside: songs from waitress- this was a pocket money buy. i think i bought this before i actually listened to the waitress musical? so it was my introduction to it and then waitress was what made me fall in love with musical theatre

the hush sound, like vines- found this in a record shop. was very excited, i was playing one of their songs on repeat at the time

pulp, different class- mum gave me this one as well

the breeders, cannonball- my dad got it for my brother who didn’t want it and i slid in like hi, yes i love the breeders, this is mine bye.

troye sivan, wild- a pocket money buy. i really wanted blue neighbourhood but they only had this ep so its what i got

sara bareilles, the blessed unrest- another pocket money buy, i had a huge sara bareilles phase at some point in highschool

the scary jokes, retinal bloom- bought this one in one of the packs when the album was about to be dropped. gawd i love the scary jokes

the scary jokes, burn pygmion!!! a better guide to romance- what i listened to todayyy. probably my number one album ever this was a christmas gift!!

theres two fob cds i skipped cause they’re just a compilation & cd that all the songs on are on my other cds.

theres so many more that have come and left my collection but this is where its at now and i can’t waiiiit to find more!! especially w my damn car. NOW TELL ME ABOUT YOURS (please ^3^!)

[mbat]

ok yeah re: the tags on my previous reblog asking why everyone thinks tøp is bad: i looked it up and literally every answer was 'it just wasnt my kind of music and therefore its bad'

also they think he sounds whiny and like an emo teenager. ??? let bro have mental issues damn, again it doesnt make the songs bad, it just makes it not your thing.

[judethebrood]

PT 1/2~~

Violet. Grilled cheese. Frog hat. Weather. Papillon. P.T.V. Stardust. Insomnia. Horse & fish. River. Thor. Costumer service. Hairdye. Backyardigans. French Music. Weed guy. Emo poser. Tiddies. Art school. Dogsitting. Vomit. "The water tastes like rocks". Depression messes. Cranberry and turkey sandwich. Jealousyyy. Alèjandro. Bat pin. Bus stop. Rocks. Wildfire. Walls. Thorns. " Only it would never work out". Stars. "Cherry love bomb". Monster Ultra Red. Boba. Death's head moth. Bedroom door. Dagger?? Teal boots. Hugs. King for a day. Veggies. Minifridge. Mullet. Amber. Telephone lines. Super freeze. Haunted. Vamps. " Like...4 albums". Fishnets. Theatre kid. Lipstick for 3.5 hours. Welcome to the internet. Jude law. Binder hell. Septum. Swimming. Mutual hate. Penguins have teeth. Grunge is emo. Summer house. MCRX. 4:53:42:19. Headfirst. Second wind. Goat. Crop top. Comicon. Scars. Woodpecker. T. Eyebrows. Moo. Prom. Slush. Canadian brownies. January 20th. "Like 5 concerts". September. California. Leeches. German shepherds. Adam & Loki. Shower. Layer up. Asthma. " My ribs just hate me". Paper basket. Toonie. Seperation. Trophy father's trophy son. July 25th. Purple shades. Space hoodie. " Body type is a scam". Pickle jar. Sander's sides. Heather. "Where are yoouuu? ". Bathtub. Bird island. March snow. Tattoos. 2 a.m. " Mail you a hot dog". String lights. Scythe. Red marker. Apple music. Art school. Clown car style. Cowboy. "Well, that was racist". Aspen or Ash. Licence plate shirt. Bird skull. Vulturing?? "Are parties fun?". "We're the same fucking person". Streetlights. Yuzu. Halloween. Haribo sour snakes. Knapweeds. September 22nd. iPhone. Lollipop. Nosebleeds. Tigertail. Chocy milk. Trout. Burrito. Trailer park. Brown. Snackies. Trail. Passport. Lesbian-Trans pipeline. Brendan Rogers. Miraculous. ICP. House. W33d. Default Carmel. Shane SMH. Peanut allergy. Lofi. Roleplay. Dermatologist. Southern accent??? "That's the autism". Blue hair. Dahlias. "K-pop in the kitchen". Filters. beans. Internet tsk tsk tsk. Fishing. Toque. Thrifting. Clay. Barbed wire tatts. Caffeine. Magnus archives. This is home. Markiplier. Twix. Streetlights. Chocolate rum. Pugs. Maple ice. X box. 5 am. Rattlesnakes. Gee. Clown. Red hoodie. Showers. Hair bleach. The till. Alexa. Me-crow-avé. " tHeRe'S A BeE??" Trash bears. Cartman. The bus. Bleeding hearts. Sushi. TØP. Aussi lemonade. Pencil case. Nymeria. Ouisau. Paper stars. Bucket hat. Closing shift. Cards against Humanity. Finals. Mt. Dew. Psoriasis. Poodle. Handyman. Little Italian Grandma. Dead horse. Mr.Clean. Hank. "Is that the Anti-Christ??". SunChips. Sewing. Mugs. "We have the meats". Aquarium. Grocery store sushi. IT chapter 2. Wallet. "You can't murder him, he's my ride tomorrow". Bloodwork alone. Doctor's note. Till. Vegan restaurant. Mango. Sleepover again. rose gold headphones. Annual Tuesday sale. Chocolate crossiant. Ukulele. August. Chicago. Baseball babysitting. Selfie spill. Photogenic. The sixth sense.

[starboy-at-the-disco]

I’m fufkinb DONE <- guy who is going 2 keep going for the foreseeable future

[nerdinessadiction]

I survived the Twenty One Pilots hiatus

May 17, 2015 - July 11, 2018

[phantaloon]

did I understand a single thing in Saturday? absolutely not but it's still a fucking bop™

[froggayzfartz]

Hi again Starry!!💖⭐️ lets start it off strong with more good luck for today💕✨🫧🌲🐕🩵✨🫧🥂💞🩵🪼💕

Omg jake webber is a youtuber he also streams on twitch and makes music :3 hes got autism (hell yeah) hes kinda punky kinda emo. He blew up on tiktok like last halloween making spirit halloween videos with johnnie guilbert. He does food reviews and hauls and vlogs, anything really, hes hysterical and i love his music. he made the song about 7/11

Oh man that would be so fun!!😄😄 i wont give up hope🫡🥂

Woah he used to be like 1 hundredth the size of what he is now! Thats so cool! Idk much about plant care I cant be trusted lol id be like phil when dan left and his plants turned crusty😵‍💫 with my lack of knowledge. The rose quartz!!🩷 i love that for him :))Gotta have traditions like that to make your place feel homy. I have a big fat crystal in my window but tbh i have no idea what it is 😂

Pardon my crusty window and why does it low key look like chocolate cookie dough😆id like to know more about that stuff. Ps are those lil forest spirits? From that movie?

Das crazy you had snow on halloween thats such a vibe! I normally dont get snow till spring either like around february. I live in washington so its very much rainy foggy all the time. Twilight weather if you will😆 we dont get that much snow tho

Aw man yeah the skeleton clique makes some of the best fics!! Ive read yours and just a few others but their so locked in my brain ill go back to them. They can be so calming. Yours has gotta be one of my faves😄 i watched this guy on youtube read his old mcr fics from middle school and it was so good i wish i had written fics back in my hay days it would be so funny to look back at XD

Oh yeah my toe walking is actually probably from when i was in gymnastics as a kid (they trained us to run on our toes)🥴 i was in it for quite a while. i forget about it sometimes. it became a habit i guess

Its been making my days more fun too😁

Mew 🐈‍⬛heheh💕

Yeah i wouldnt be able to buy them either im pretty much broke 24/7 but i appreciate them from a far

Also that tøp playlist you sent is going in my tøp asmr playlist i have on youtube i love it ty💞

Lovingly (isnt that what people say lmao)😆

Jude🫶

Howdy, Jude! What's good? :)

(this is a modified version of the game "what doin'", in which you ask your friends "what doin'?" and it facilitates a conversation. I never know what to ask about in asks, so I'm playing what doin'. But I figure asking "what doin'?" would probably provide a boring answer like eating food, so I modified it to "what's good?" which pretty much opens up the floor for you to talk about what ever is good in your life right now :)). Sorry if this seems very autistic, I'm probably very autistic, and I decided to embrace it today.)

Omg hiiii Starry! (Idk if thats cool i love all your names lmk) :3

Im so glad u sent this im also very autistic so i have a hard time initiating conversation. 😆 As for whats good in my life right now hehe um🤔 my cat 🐈‍⬛ (as always). OH and dans mullet lmaoo. Got my lisence recently besides that just basking in the winter depression currently drawing and playing totk🙂. How about you?🥴 How are you doing whats good in your life right now? Id love to know🫶

[singrate]

it’s 8pm on a sunday and i’m lying in bed with the lights off because my head hurts and i’m going to throw up. life is great thanks for asking