#again thanks for ur words!

[chronic-monachopsis]

In regards to quitting smoking, I would try to find something that's more important to you than the temporary relief smoking gives. For me, it was getting steadily harder to breathe. And as "no shit" as this is I really wanted to Not Suffocate And Die so I stopped. I'm quit two (three?) years and I'm not gonna lie I still think about it. But nowhere near as often as I did when I was smoking. I pretty much only remember it when I see/smell someone else smoking. The guy next to you is kind of minimizing how easy it is to slip into more than five. Also, different people take different time periods to quit. It took my grandmother 16 years or so and it took my brother about 5, so be patient with yourself. It's okay if you quit and then smoke again you can always quit again. There's room for error. Just don't give up on /yourself./

Oh hey! thanks for the words!! Its def been difficult since ive been smoking since i was around 15 (which looking back... fucking yikes?? really big mistake)

Its been my unhealthy crutch, so its really hard to let go of it and rid myself from that mindset! When i went into the vape shop, i was actually trying to tell the worker that ive gone from five a day to TEN. but i was interrupted and then felt kind of stupid for being there LMAO.

I definitely want to give them up soon though, cigarettes over here cost me something like.. €14.30 a box ?? which is.. just way too expensive for me personally. there is a permanent dent in my wallet from it all. im also at the point where my lungs are just wheezy and it generally makes me feel shitty.

also congrats on your 2 (3??) yrs free! thats huge! i hope i can at least be off them by December, so wish me luck LOL!!

[brighteuphony]

@kohnnors-blog

@thatsalamanderguy

YES. COME TO THE DARK SIDE. (We bully hot men here :))

[tojiscrack]

to my all little liars!! (edit: wtf happened to my english? 😭)

we’re at 24.6k words rn 😟 if you plan on reading it next week, i recommend you read it on the weekends when there’s no school or work for you waiting in the morning 😀

calling in the troops rn ‘cause there’s still one final scene i have to write and it’s gonna be LONG (this isn’t including the bonus scene btw) but it’s extremely important for the story to continue, and without it, the rest of the story literally cannot go on 😭

we’re locking in guys. it’s 100% gonna border 30k words for sureee. sm has happened in that ONE chapter and i literally cannot wait to release it for all of you, you have no ideaaa

gonna go to bed and then wake up, study, break, write for the fic, repeat. had to randomly drop an update here cuz i’ve been edging you guys for so long i’m sorryyy, but it really is nearly here <333

edit: fck it guys i’m writing it rn (the immediate comments got me motivated)

[spaceratprodigy]

Ooh palettes 🥰 Jasper and Faith in either Malabar squirrel or cherry pie?

@darkfire1177 — [ palette prompts ]

✨ The Unplanned Variables ✨

[donnyanne]

chapter 3 is out today as promised!!! finally to the part everyone's been waiting for i think hehe. hope y'all enjoy!!

[basketobread]

Lunara has quickly become one of my two favorite Tavs to see on this site, your art of her is adorable and often hilarious. I think my Lolthsworn Divination Wizard Tav, D'rylla, would be fascinated by her

REALLY???? AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NOOOO IDEA HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME TO HEAR LOOOL ❤❤❤ best thing ever is hearing that my number one favorite oc can also be loved by other people it's such an honor IDFSHDIUFD <333

ALSO YESSSSS!!! I CAN JUST IMAGINE THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN THE TWO!!! lunara would be super weary cuz lolth-sworn but like... it adds flavor it adds drama don't worry about it HAHAHA also d'rylla is SUCH a cool name omg...

[fatuismooches]

Hello smooches! Before I begin, I wanted to say I LOVED your fragile reader story! And I can’t stop rereading everything you write about dottores beloved because it makes me feel so fluffy inside🥹🥹. Though I was expecting a sad ending it still made me cry like a baby and now I wanna fight but also hug you for how freaking talented you are!!! I swear I wish I could write as amazing as you do!

Now back to business, (ANGST) I had this random thought of fragile reader going blind due to their illness. Like it started slowly, so reader would randomly bump into things or trip causing Zandik or the clones to lightly scold them for being so clumsy but also make sure they’re okay. Or struggling to read one of the stories to little zandy due to how strangly blurry the words were.

And once one of the clones who was assigned to check their health, quickly noticed the deteriorating sign of the readers sight. This of course led to Zandik doing multiple tests and scans, coming to conclusion this was part of the disease fragile reader has. Preforming eye surgery on his beloved wasn’t an option either due to how frail their body was and it would cause far too much strain, therefore deemed too risky.

This would of course lead to fragile reader going fully blind and more in an upset state. Now officially no longer able to see those beautiful red eyes of his, or marvel at his creations.

Dottore however, despite being disappointed by this new obstacle, he doesn’t give up finding a cure. Going the extra mile to have fragile reader escorted around the halls of the lab by one of the clones and having them memorize the place so they don’t bump into walls or randomly end up in dangerous rooms. They would even round some of the edges of tables and desks so fragile ready couldn’t hurt themselves by bumping into it and ensuring all dangerous objects were out of the walk way. Though fragile reader wouldn’t be able to go in the lab anymore due to so many sharp objects and tripping hazards they always find themselves somehow inside leading to the clones panic and escorting them back to their room.

I like to imagine zandy too holding readers hand while escorting them around or even foxttore tugging on reader’s leg and leading them back after getting lost.

Dottore or one of the clones would have reader place their hands on his face allowing them to feel every scar and crevice, and brushing their fingers against his fluffy hair. He would even take fragile readers hand and place it over one of his creations (the safer ones), allowing them to figure out what it is.

Anyways have a wonderful year and thank you so much for the Dottore thoughts I’ve been inhaling them in as of it were oxygen. 💝💝

AHHH!! ❤️❤️ Thank you so so much!! I'm really happy you enjoy my Dottore hehe the goal is to make you feel very very fluffy!! >:) Here's my obligatory *hugs you* ofc ewjfbww I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY BUT PLEASE. I JUST LOOKED AT YOUR ART AND IT'S SO DELICIOUS I'M GONNA EAT IT?? I WISH I COULD DRAW LIKE THAT DOTTORE LOOKS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING?!?! (BUT REALLY YOU'RE ALWAYS WELCOME FOR THE DOTTORE THOUGHTS!!)

But omg this whole brainrot is just... 💔 It's just one of those things you'd never thought would happen to you. Your illness had already taken so much from you, that you thought it couldn't steal anything else... you were wrong of course, fate had never been kind to you. You didn't pay much attention to the developing blurs or black spots, just chalking it up to being tired or whatever. However, the segments are extremely attentive to your sudden changes and don't let anything slip by them. Although this time it is already too late. There is nothing that can be done that wouldn't hurt you even more, and so you lose your visual window to the world. And though the segments and Dottore try to comfort you, what can they say that could make it better? Nothing would ever make up for losing such a crucial part of your life. They can only hold you as you cry about how scared you are to lose them. And how you want to wake up every day to them but now a part of that is taken away, no longer being able to see their beautiful faces.

In the beginning, without your sight, you have the need to either consistently hear Dottore's voice or hold a part of his body to feel reassured, otherwise, you feel terrified and alone. You don't want to be by yourself, you end up falling asleep on a segment or Dottore every night. It's very hard for you to navigate but thankfully your lovers are very patient and understanding. You miss going into the lab and bothering them with the experiments but at the least, you can listen to their voices. Their voices become much more special to you after losing your vision. You really start to notice how each of them has different tones, pitches, inflections... and how these things can change. Since you can't read their expressions or body language anymore. You love each of their voices immensely. And their warmth too... it makes you feel reassured. (They make sure to warm their hands just for you.) Unfortunately, the places you can walk around to are a lot more limited due to the fact that Dottore's lab in general is a whole safety hazard. Good thing is that Zandy is always willing to help,, I imagine he's always the one to read to you now... maybe you can't see his drawings anymore but he always takes your hand and places it over them... excitedly telling you about his childish drawings that you love so much!! Giggles the Puffttores as well... dozens of them crawling up your leg to stop you... they and Foxttore will defend you to the DEATH.

You definitely become a lot more touchy, and the clones won't stop you from touching them all over if that will make you feel better. Aww you guessing his new inventions 🥹 It would totally become a guessing game and he'd refuse to give you any hints! And even though you may not be able to see his beauty anymore, you vow to never forget the picture of him in your head.

[shibaraki]

having the time of my life being goofy with this fic lmao

[ottosbigtop]

god your art is so cool....like at least once a week a post of yours gets sent to this psychonauts fandom server I'm in and we all spend a good amount of time rambling about the comic and then stuff the comic makes us think about.

So uhhh, yeah your art is great and I love your aged up designs and tbh your AAC au and just your way of drawing the campers in general has impacted everything from how I view the campers to how I handle my own ocs and fuck holy fuck I love your art and your au and your comics and your camper designs and uhhhh

*'splodes from excitement*

!!!!!! WHADDAHELL!!!!! Thank you for sharing this!

I don’t often think about the fact that people might be Observing my art when I’m unaware, it’s super cool to know yall like sharing my stuff around <:] n I’m happy that my funny self indulgent au can be that influential for you, my brains been occupied with other stuff more lately but that au is very close to my heart so that means a lot ^_^

[sassatello]

if we buy more than 1 item at the same time from your shop, do we have to pay for shipping once or shipping for each item?

you pay for shipping once if you get everything from ur cart at once.

if you made the mistake of paying separately, you will pay for shipping twice. if this happens, please dm me and i will either refund the extra shipping OR you can get something from the shop for free

[james-spooky]

this is a test

[haetrack]

okay well umm so HELLO!!!!!

isn’t this crazy… 1000 followers??? 1000 people who want to keep seeing my work??? literally last month i was saying thank u for 500 followers and now i’m here?? i was gone for a bit and came back to this GENUINELY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!!

after i post jaehyun’s part of the series i will be opening up my requests so start thinking of some crazy ideas and i WILL!!! write them out

honestly thank u all for supporting my works and giving me nice feedback all the time like i really wouldn’t be posting if it weren’t for u all… i’m glad that u guys enjoy what i put out and i will keep putting out more for as long as possible :p

[fluxweeed]

hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.

if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!

awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.

idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛

ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!

[3416]

maple leafs forever

[cherrysnax]

and maybe im sensitive and maybe im easily agitated and maybe im reminded how little of us it really is on this website but seeing white mfs call this place the white website without a sense of irony or shame is pissing me off

[allgather]

if we have plotted/started to plot and i disappeared just know that my ocd episode is starting to ebb and i will be capable of holding a convo soon <3