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someone send me ONE hard hour for haechan bc that’s all i got in me rn

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omg.. idk if u saw jaehyuns video w youngji but he is so cute there… i cant stop thinking about him getting drunk like that and getting all needy for u 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 ugh SAVE ME

this felt kinda crazy to write bc he’s GONE but he’s my military wife so i got u guys

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jaehyun was always a little more reserved when it came to pda. it’s not like he never did it, giving you quick kisses to your cheeks or lips. it was even more sparse in public, like he would want to hold you, but get too shy at the thought of other people seeing the two of you. you never minded it, knowing it’s just who he is as a person.

which is why you’re surprised when you’re both at a hangout with his friends, jaehyun suddenly pressing kisses to your neck.

you have to fight back a moan, trying to make space between the two of you. he makes a confused noise, and when you look at him, he looks slightly dazed, hands in fists at his sides. his cheeks are pink as he bites down on his lip, taking in the sight of you. you whisper a question in his ear, “are you alright?”

he takes a deep breath, albeit a little shaky, “yeah… just need you.”

it’s your turn to be confused, about to ask him another question as he tries to pull you on top of his lap. he’s only half successful as you try to get yourself to believe it’s an innocent move, but you can feel how he’s hard in his jeans. he lets out a small groan as you move away from him, whisper shouting at him, “your friends are right over there!”

you know he’s not really listening when one of his hands begins tracing patterns along the bare skin of your thigh. you can barely hear him when he hums, “you’re really pretty, y’know?”

you can feel your skin grow hot before pulling him to the hallway, away from everyone before he can do anything else. you huff, “literally what is going on with you right now?”

“is it so wrong of me to want my girlfriend?” he cages you against the wall, lips hovering over your neck again, “so pretty… just want you.”

it all clicks in your head. he’s drunk, and probably has had more than enough to drink. you start laughing as you push him off of you, looking up to see the exasperated look on his face. he whines, trying to pull you closer to his chest. you let him, and he wraps his arms around your back to try to push you impossibly close to him. “why do you hate me?” he groans.

you laugh again, “i don’t hate you, you’re drunk. you can tell sober jaehyun that he can have me whenever he wants.”

he lights up a little bit at your words, pulling you into one more kiss. he grabs your hand, not bothering to hide how hard he is in front of his friends. you can see him typing on his phone once you both sit down, how to get sober faster so that my girlfriend wants me.

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me finding out we could’ve gotten a full childhood bff haechan fic 😔😔😔 would’ve ate that up so hard

also i realised i haven’t sent an ask to u since june and why is this hella fun. i feel like im living a double life rn 😼

anyway im on anon bc i had to join in on the chemistry complaining… like wdym i have a 60% final exam next week and only three days to study for it right after two other finals that are back to back ha ha hah…

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HEHE i wish i would've finished writing it too 😞 i'll put a little snippet of it just for u under the read more...

I MISSED U THOUGH... i'm like three seconds away from revealing ur true identity tell me that haechan wants me more than u and i'll keep it a secret

everyone whos doing ochem or chem or literally any stem course.. please feel free to complain w me bc i'll complain too... trying to say it's not over for the both of us but i have an exam next week too and our prof just told us to teach ourselves sn1 and e1 reactions haha... lol... so funny... i'm lmaoing so hard.... professor u are so silly!!!!

but here is the little snippet... maybe i can make u feel better 🫂❤️

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first, the intimate haechan vibe ATE

second, despite the horrors i hope u are taking care of yourself today

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first, thank u thank u i’m glad u enjoyed 🫂❤️

secondly i am feeling better than i was when u sent this it was just horrible BUT i’m feeling good today and hopefully i can just. Be normal again and not let a horrible man win over me

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i would thank you for ur service ackshually

HELL YEAH if u guys ever become one of my patients i’ll give u a free fic as a bonus

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wait omg bc same!! it’s so hard making me wanna rip my head off

just learned e2 reactions ohhh it’s kinda over but like not really because i’m telling myself i know what im doing

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U R IN STEM????? omg

YES… 😞

imagine going to the hospital in the future and then BOOM there i am like u would trust the person u read fics from to help u out right 😊

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making myself feel better by thinking that haechan would like a tired stem gf

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VAL I LIYETALLY GASPED THAT FIC WAS SO GOOD!!! you will always be my top writer in my heart idec..

love u always😝

STOPPPPPP i’m blushing and kicking my feet and twirling around in my room thank u haechanniesluvr

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val..... now im curious about hyuck's fic... what was the plot... we (i) need informations to live.... it was so lovely so lretty so everything

i’m the happiest person alive rn THANK U LYV FOR LETTING ME TALK ABT IT

it was basically a summer fling with ur childhood bff haechan and just being able to take a break and enjoy the small break u have with haechan

what i posted was the ending where they end up together after working and talking things out (reader could’ve gotten too comfortable, haechan would’ve thought that there was no real feelings) and they date even if they know they won’t see each other in a month

what i wanted posted with the real fic was a sadder ending where they wouldn’t date because the reader thought it would’ve hurt to be with haechan and not see him, so they break things off before the summer ends and everything is right back to where it started

i posted the sweet version bc i really like how it felt (and bc i wanted haechan like crazy last night) but obvs it’s not summer anymore and idk how people would’ve felt abt how i wanted it to end BUTTTT maybe one day it’ll come back

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thank you for that fic, it made my morning better (i’m going crazy over haechan rn)

of course, i’m glad that i could help (i was literally giggling like crazy while i was writing it like it’s okay val calm down)

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wait i’m kinda nervous… no one perceive me… biting my nails… shaking crying screaming

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a/n: this was originally gonna be a part of something bigger but if i never write it… then i can post this… yeah… yeah…

warnings: established relationship, them having sex for the first time in their relationship, pretty soft actually, dry humping, unprotected sex, no dynamics they just love each other, afab reader

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“you don’t know how long i’ve wanted you like this,” haechan pants out in the air.

you can guess how much he’s wanted it with how his clothed cock is pressing into your thigh, his warm hands keeping you in place on top of his lap. you can’t complain, feeling just as desperate as haechan does as you press kisses to the side of his neck.

it’s hard not to grind down against him, but with how his hands move to your hips, trying to get you to grind down, you figure it’s best to give in.

he lets out a moan once you do, and you try to hide your sounds in the junction of his neck, lightly biting down onto his skin. “y-you’re just so-” a choked moan cuts him off, “i was missing out on this for so long, i can’t believe i let that happen.”

you speak up, trying to ignore how he flexes his thigh against your core, “you finally got me, i don’t know if i could’ve held out any longer.”

you can tell he’s smiling when he lets out an airy laugh. there’s no use in holding out, giving into haechan’s touch as you roll your hips against his thigh. his hands warm your skin, reaching higher and higher up your shirt until they near your chest.

you quickly take off your shirt for him, letting him take in the sight of you. he’s seen your boobs on a few occasions by accident, quickly looking away as he apologizes. but now, he can stare as much as he wants, and maybe, he can touch you.

he knows he needs to when you mindlessly grind down onto him, your nails digging into his shoulders as you get close to cumming. he cups your boobs into each hand, watching your face as he smooths over your nipples with his thumbs. he can feel the warmth between your thighs, almost swearing he can feel you staining his sweats with how wet you are.

pinching lightly at a nipple, he watches you break, becoming weak for him as he helps get you off. he swears he could cum in his pants with how you’re using him like a toy, so desperate to cum. with all the sounds you’re making, mixed in with the moans of his name, the more he wants to be buried inside you.

he’s just not sure if it’ll happen just yet.

you’re close to cumming, not realizing just how fast you’ve gotten close to the edge. you won’t admit it to haechan (because he’d never let you hear the end of it), but he seems to know what to do when it comes to you. it shows with just how eager he is to please you, even as you feel his cock twitch underneath you.

before you can stop yourself from being embarrassed, you whine out, “haechan… gonna cum… ‘m gonna cum…”

his eyes zero in on you, watching how your face contorts in pleasure. he has to bite back a moan of his own as he watches you, realizing this isn’t just another dream he’s had of you like this. you’re real, right on top of him, warm and pliant as you cum on his thigh.

he soothes you, running his hands along your back, pressing kisses to the top of your head as he tells you how good you are to him. haechan realizes you’re still grinding down on him, letting out soft puffs of air. he looks up at you, a curious look on his face as he sees your embarrassed one.

you watch as he tilts his head, giving you a teasing look as you whine. “can you just- ugh-“

you push at his shoulders, holding him against the couch as his wide eyes stare up at yours. you try to keep your composure as you ask, “would you want to… would you like to- i mean, do you wanna have sex with me?”

it takes haechan exactly ten seconds to respond, watching as his face morphs from shocked to desperate all at once. he moves to lean up to kiss you, but you push him down once again, kissing him softly. his hands hold your sides, letting you take what you want from him.

you pull away, not looking directly at him as you ask, “is that a yes?”

“please,” he whines, trying to pull you back to him.

you’re quick to oblige, kissing him once more. your hands move to the hem of his shirt, fingers dipping under the shirt to touch the soft skin of his stomach. you feel him twitch under your touch, one of his hands shooting to hold your wrist.

you look at haechan, ready to ask if he’s okay, but he shakes his head before you speak. “i’m okay, it’s just… it’s been awhile since anyone’s touched me like this… it’s nice when it’s you.”

you can feel your body warm up at his words, kissing his cheek before moving to kiss his jaw. he’s letting out small whines, growing more eager as your hands explore his body. while one of your hands travel up, one hand moves to squeeze his bulge, watching in awe as his whole body shivers.

haechan’s grip on you tightens, his head falling back into the pillows, “you don’t know how much i’ve wanted to fuck you.”

you tease him a bit, your hand dipping under his sweats only to find him with no boxers on. he laughs sheepishly as you tut, moving to take his sweats off.

for the first time since you started dating haechan, you watch his cock slap against his abdomen, leaking precum and pink at the tip, waiting for your warm walls to wrap around him.

he groans when you stare for too long, covering his face with an arm. laughing, you press a kiss near his hip bone, watching his cock twitch with need. “you’re so pretty, haechan, all for me.”

he lets out a sound of embarrassment before you move to kiss him again. your hand slowly wraps around the base, just squeezing as you get a feel for him. his hips try to fuck up into your hold, but you ask him to slow down. you go back to kissing him slowly, letting his patience wear thin as you jerk him off.

it’s a few moments later when he lets out a small whimper, one hand moving to stop yours. you look at him, his lips swollen and cheeks flushed, his hooded eyes looking slightly embarrassed, “if you keep doing that, i-i’ll-”

“o-oh. yeah, i’ll stop, just-” you shuffle to sit right back on his thighs, “can we… can we do it like this?”

he sits up straight, biting down on his lip as his eyes rake over your body. even if you tell yourself not to get shy in front of your boyfriend, your best friend, it’s not easy. especially with how you can visually see his length twitch.

he eventually responds, “yeah… this is perfect… no complaints from me…” one of his hands move to grope at your boob, watching as you arch your back into his touch, letting him take what he wants.

when you move to sit right on top of his length, he lets out a shaky breath, eyes fluttering shut as he grips onto the sheets. “i don’t…” he starts, “i don’t think i’ll last long.”

you smile down at him, “it’s okay, haechan. you already made me cum from just your thigh, it really can’t get more embarrassing than that.”

he laughs, one hand subconsciously moving to hold yours, “it wasn’t embarrassing though! it was the best thing i’ve ever seen in all my years of living!”

“which isn’t even a long time, you’re just too horny for your own good.”

he reaches up to kiss you, soft and gentle, contrasting the current situation you both are in. there’s a pleased look on his face when he pulls away, “i’m glad that i’m doing this with you. it’s been… it really has been a long time coming.”

“we were so stupid for waiting this long. we both knew what we wanted, too. it wasn’t even a secret to anyone.”

“like all those times i’d catch you staring when my shirt lifted up just a little,” haechan adds.

“you just ruined our sweet moment! so what if i stared at you so much? you did the exact same! like you wouldn’t have to cover yourself with a pillow when you got hard in front of me!”

haechan huffs, “you caught me literally just that one time!”

“you’re lucky that i...” you cut yourself off, softly smiling as you look away.

he smiles, cheeks turning a darker shade of pink. he whispers out an i love you, too.

you become aware of how much he needs you when he grinds you down on him. he looks up at you, “can you help me?”

“of course.”

you move to take off your panties, failing to ignore his hard stare. he's seeing you bare for the first time, so warm on top of him as you wait for his next moves. as much as he's desperate to fuck you, there's a softness in his eyes, almost as if he were falling in love all over again.

groaning out in embarrassment, you move to bury your head in his neck, but haechan pulls you right back. he lets out a quiet laugh, shushing you softly as he pushes his hips against yours. he grows quiet once his cock rubs against your slit, feeling just how wet you are. he looks at you, eyes hazy and glazed over at the thought of finally being able to be inside you.

"let me know if you want me to stop, just... i want this to be good for the both of us," haechan whispers, trying hard to keep control.

"i want you to do whatever feels right. if it's with you, then... you've known me for long enough."

he shuts his eyes at your words, and you can feel how his cock twitches against your cunt. you reach a hand up to his cheek, watching as he rubs his face against it. you call out his name softly, telling him that you're ready. he takes in a deep breath as you position yourself over his cock, slowly lowering yourself down.

a whimper gets caught in his throat when his tip enters, his grip on your hips tightening as he tries to keep himself together. it only gets worse for him as you take more of him in, the sweet sound of your moans only spurring him on. all he can think about is you, the feeling of you, the love he holds for you, and how he only ever wants to do this with you.

you bottom out, nails digging into his shoulders as you grind down on him, cries of his name filling the air. haechan can feel that he's close to cumming, his cock twitching deep inside you. he can't help it, not with how you look, how you feel, how you say his name. you're perfect in his eyes, and he's been wanting this for too long for it to end too early.

so he does what he knows best: talk.

"i can- i can barely think right now, but-" a groan leaves him as you try to move on top of him. haechan stops you, holding your hips as he tries to calm himself down. "i've needed this for so long, i spent too many night dreaming about fucking this pretty pussy."

you shiver on top of him, letting out a whimper of his name when he reaches a thumb down to your clit. haechan lets out a pretty cry when you tighten around him, "you needed this too, didn't you? i know it's harder for you to say it, but you need me just as bad, right?"

you mouth the word yes, not knowing if haechan can see you or not. it doesn't matter, you know he knows what you think. it's apparent in the way he kisses your shoulder before gripping your hips, beginning to bounce you on top of him. "too many times i spent dreaming about this, dreaming about having you so needy for me. i wonder if you thought of me too? thought about me being wrapped around your finger, ready to do anything you asked me to?"

he stops speaking in order to moan out at the feeling of you, humming against your skin as he tries to press kisses onto your shoulder. he can't help but be loud, quickly giving up as he ruts up into you. "i would do anything you asked me to," he continues, "i wanna make up for all the lost time."

he can feel you start to slow down, growing tired of being on top of him. he slowly moves you to lay down on the couch, moving as quick as he can to bury his cock in his warmth. that's when you give up, openly moaning out to haechan as you feel his cock hit your sweet spots.

he whines when you clamp down on him, feeling his cock throb with the need to cum.

that's when you really look at him, realizing just how much you've held your feeling back from him. haechan always poured his heart out to you, and you fought hard to keep up with him. he always appreciated it, always told you to take your time, that there was no rush.

you feel it come crashing down on you.

you love him.

haechan can barely form any thoughts other than pleasing you, so when he hears a small whisper of his name, he has to focus. he looks at you, eyes slightly widening as he sees the tears in your eyes, a soft smile on your face before you moan out. you try to compose yourself again, locking eyes with him, and you speak just loud enough for him to hear, "i really do like you, haechan. everything, all that you do. i like it all."

haechan cums, gritting his teeth as he fills you up with his cum. his head falls to your shoulder, and you can hear jumbles of words spilling out of his mouth. thank you- i love you- i can't- just- please. in a rush of emotions, haechan reaches down to your clit again, fingers moving messily to get you to cum with him.

it doesn't take long for you to cum, back arching and your chest pressing against his as you cry out his name. he tries to watch you, but his eyes shut as you slightly overstimulate him, whines and huffs of breaths coming out of him.

the both of you stay in the same spot, haechan collapsed on top of you as you run your fingers down his back. you can feel his cum seep out of your cunt. a small noise of discontent escapes you, and haechan whines in annoyance as he forces himself to get up. he looks down at you in wonder, the sight of you ruined by him almost turning him on again.

you tap his thigh, calling his attention. he hums, waiting for words that never come. he smiles, though, used to it all as you huff out. he reaches down, cupping your cheek before pulling you into a kiss. your mouth moves slowly against his, enjoying how he melts into your touch.

you pull away to catch your breath, your eyes fluttering shut with how tired you are. you don't need to see haechan to know he's smiling at you, you can feel it radiate off of him.

"you know, i really like you, too," haechan smiles. he can't help but move to press kisses all over your skin: your shoulders, between the valley of your chest, your stomach. he loves it all. you whine out, trying to push his head away. he laughs before settling his head on your stomach, one hand moving to trace patterns on your thigh.

he's quiet for a few more moments, but never being able to stay too quiet around you, "i mean it. you know how i feel, i tell you in every moment i can."

he sighs when your fingers brush through his hair, "it meant a lot for me when you told me how you felt a bit ago. i literally came when you said it, i couldn't hold myself back."

you laugh, haechan whining as he rubs his face against your skin, "thank you, for everything. for forgiving me, for letting me in your life like this."

you hum, "i don't think i'd be able to keep myself away from you. you just... always seemed like so permanent in my life."

his breath begins to even out, and you think he might fall asleep. you let your eyes close, a dream coming to dance around in your mind. before you can, though, haechan rushes up to kiss you one last time. he giggles into the kiss, and you can't help but laugh back, arms wrapping around his neck.

this is where you're supposed to be.

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hi

ive been haechan a e

haweadchan

le hacan

dognhuck

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VALLL I MISSED YOU SO BAD I HOPE YOURE OKAY 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

HAECHANNIESLUVR ITS YOU

missing the mark pfp rn

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ur back ur back ur back!!!! - me, giggling and kicking my feet

im so good and im loving new york!!! just been exploring and making friends and eating good food and trying to decorate an apartment and getting my brother/roommate’s cat to love me 😽

how are classes? how are u doing in the stem world? i know ur putting ur all into it and it can be so exhausting but i believe in u!!

please dont push urself to write the jaehyun fic until u feel completely up to it! school comes first 🫡 then some other things and then maybeeeeee silly jaehyun fanfic can come like fourteenth or something

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MY BEARRRR HIIII i missed u too just so u know i’m also kicking my feet and twirling my hair and blushing and giggling

OMGG i’m so happy for u i would literally be so happy to have such a big place like new york to look around in… also… tell the cat i said hi…

classes are GOOD kinda like a little bit… like obviously they’re hard but i kinda like that i have to think even though i have to actually think u know

just for u i’m gonna move up the jaehyun fic from fourteenth on my list to maybeee like seven

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how the drabble i wanna post is gonna look like next to all the halloween fics tomorrow