#again like! idk tdlr

[pee-boner-clenching]

outcry can any of my mutuals or even strangers teach me commander again like im a fresh womb newbie im desperate

[jehanjoltaires]

Haha wow apparently all it takes to get my inspiration back for writing is a man who activates my praise kink mid battle and a spicy dream

[ghostforwhat]

when you’re off of work would you please elaborate on your hannibal service top agenda,,, please my family is starving

i don’t want anyone to starve so obviously I will extrapolate on the service top aspect of Hannibal Lecter o7!! I am going to get so carried away and I apologize in advance.

Alright going to start this off by saying I do think they’re vers but only in regards to each other, I think for canon relationships, Will has a tendency to allow himself to be directed while Hannibal loves to orchestrate. With each other, though, it grows increasingly and alluringly complicated. Arguments could be made and subsequently thrown out depending on what part of the show you’re watching and post fall is an entire free-for-all because you can’t tell me two grown men survive murder-suicide via cliff and then settle into the puritanical rigidity of who tops and who bottoms.

Okay that being said, honestly i could make the case that both of them lean more toward making sure whoever they’re with is getting the most out of the encounter (maybe for different reasons; the popular trope of Will’s empathy causing a sort of blissful feedback loop and in Hannibal’s case, it stands to reason the politeness overlaps with a challenging sort of hedonism, he’s in control and playful about it) but I think that specifically for Hannibal, Will’s reactions are what he’s constantly seeking and then hoarding. Like. Will responding to stimuli that Hannibal presents is basically the premise of the show and Hannibal very clearly gets off on that, maybe not anywhere explicitly but we see shots of his pupils dilating, his gaze always caught on Will, licking his lips, all in response to Will reacting to him. It’s very rare he’s outright hungry at the beginning of a conversation or interaction, he seems to maintain a sense of aloofness until Will snarks or baits or replies or even defers and then, it’s as though he’s desperate to see more. I'm not getting into the whole them eating meals together because I'll devolve very quickly but like. just keep in mind the way Hannibal watches Will eat, as though he savors Will instead of the meal he cooked. Right. Okay. He gets caught up in Will’s responses very quickly, enraptured and almost stupid about it and trying to immediately trigger more which!! Goes hand and hand with him doing very uh lets say unique acts of service (the malewife jokes are only half jokes); the breakfasts & dinners, the driving, the caretaking. Yes all that’s manipulative but to Hannibal, that doesn’t negate that it’s still getting him the responses he wants and that’s also maybe why he’s so quick to say they’re friends because he’s viewing it as a form of relationship building and quite frankly, that is the only way that man knows how to build relationships; he sets himself up as a crutch and then breaks your leg and unfortunately at that point, for Will, for Jack, for Abigail, for Bedelia, for Chiyoh, you are too grateful to be standing that you forget he’s the reason you can’t do it on your own. The others I mentioned learn either very quickly or very (in painful irony) rudely that he is only a crutch as long as he enjoys it, as long as he can benefit from holding you aloft.

However. In Will’s case, he tries to remove himself and finds that it’s him who can’t stand and he’s immediately resentful and desperate to take back that ability, leaving another gift, another act of service, for Will to prove that he can still provide it and detrimentally putting himself on the map for Jack and Mason in the process. He’s so eager to have Will’s response, he waits at his own fucking crime scene. Will gives him what he wants and he’s too overwhelmed to respond with any sort of power or immediate selfishness, he runs again. And then. Muskrat Farms and his surrender. I feel like I don’t even need to explain why that backs up my case here, that man is so so ready to rescue and then surrender all because Will’s involved; two things he’s never done in his entire life, they essentially reduce him to this almost pathetic thing and it doesn’t give him pause at all because again, they’re acts of service whether Will wants them at that point or not. Like Bedelia said it best, he’s obsessed, he wants every reaction, every word, every sigh and curse, he’s very single-minded about getting them and he doesn’t care who he has to hurt, himself or others, to get them. Now, combine all that and the cliff scene and tell me that man doesn’t spend every second they’re in a bed together completely and utterly focused on Will and Will alone.

[writhe]

having an off day and feeling bad

[siinlight]

My biggest problem art wise is my posing is too stiff.. idk how to add fluidity to the still movement, and it drives me crazy

[anguesinherbalatentes]

hi!! I also want to hear what your ocs think about mine and some interactions ^.^🫶 I want to say that I like your guys, they are very expressive and funny, I love this, zaranee spasiboo :*

HIIIII EEEEEEEEEEE okay okay i have specific scenarios in my head hold awn.

Phil and Tracy first

TO ME THEY ARE JOINT AT THE HIP.If Phil is somewhere Tracy isn’t that far behind etc . They have the same brainless look in their eyes. They’re on symbiosis. They like the same humor and listen to similar shit and Phil has a car so they go on rides and pick up the rest of the jocks. They’re constantly seen with Ted and Damon and some would say they’re even worse than them at times even if they’re not the exact portrayal of what a jock would be. They infiltrate fraternity parties. Idk how but they do. This is a bromance if it was a boy and a girl. They get blasted on canned beer on Ted’s couch and blabber about being conjoined twins in another life. Look at them. Sometimes he steals her pompoms to mock Mandy with . On that account they’re the ones that help her sneak out of the house for parties because her parents wouldn’t let her go otherwise. They both tease her a bunch. Tdlr they suck

Doodle for u lols. He’d fuck with Syd yeah if he’s a war history nut they’ve definitely had convos half drunk about it. Not a lot above that but again Phil’s chummy with most of the jocks even if some send him to hell because he’s annoying <33. They might have drinking contests every once in a while though. They shouldn’t but they do. Syd seems the type lmao

Martha and Barry

Oh these two hate each other. Barry is a corrupt piece of crap and Martha has very likely had to share many of her bounties with this rat otherwise he would’ve busted her ass. I believe they have a silent agreement on some things though. Businessmanship. She gives him half her stolen goods and he buys things with it. That can benefit both of them . Aka

They get blasted off the shits . That’s part of the reason why they secretly dont hate each other but on the surface they’d gladly fistfight to the death lol. They might have a heart to heart sometime but being enemies is a nice pastime for the both of them lol.

Holly hates them all they’re fucking stupid

[shinypokemonshowdown]

Are you accepting of non-traumagenic systems? I know there’s a lot of discourse but I like the blog and happened to come about through non-traumagenic origins and some people are just awful about that and act like everyone who is or supports people like me is inherently bad ;~; I wanna check cuz I don’t wanna overstep boundaries or anything, again I like your blog and I’d like to be optimistic but if you would happen to dislike how I came to exist I can unfollow 😓

I’d understand if you don’t want to answer this publicly because people can be rabid about the discourse surrounding it, as if that’s somehow progressive for the community at all, so like… if you’d rather answer it privately say…. Idk, simplify me to. I’m sorry it’s hard to come up with a thing for this and it’s delaying me- Delayed question anon I suppose if you want to make a post to ask me to message or something, sorry again. I don’t want people to harass you if you’re accepting of people who happen to exist differently, tf2heritageposts is already anti-endo and someone else was and I’d like to think thats a coincidence but if it is I wouldn’t want them and at least the other account to decide you don’t have DID right or something

sorry again this is long, I fear being misconstrued

I want to start this off by saying I'm extremely sorry if I made you uncomfortable by interacting with them, I really don't check the blogs I answer posts with, especially with how many people interact with this blog

However as a system formed from deep truama [a lot of which is hidden from me by other members of my system] I just want you to know I am accepting of you! I know there's a lot of discourse surrounding this subject and I understand both sides, however I personally want to be more accepting of systems formed differently than me and I want to make y'all feel comfortable.

I never had a dni for this blog because I want shinies to be for everyone, I only ask that people be kind in my inbox (and don't send nsfw/discourse/shiny hate)

TDLR, you're completely and 100% okay to interact and I hope you are doing well!

BIG PSA! This is not an open invitation for discourse and do not be rude to anon! This is a shiny poll blog at the end of the day and I want everyone to feel welcome voting for your favorite shinies

If my acceptance makes you turn away that is fine, please do not be rude, and I wish you all well

[doostyaudi]

I'm back with more ideas :D! So, since of the cool goth skin for Spundle I had another idea. Since their friendship, I thought Shelby could have a Pastel inspired skin. Because of the idea of the two being opposites but still good friends :D! I thought also that Shelby sometimes yaps about her old home in the ocean (similar to Shelly with dinosaurs) and Spundle would just listen. I also thought that if Shelby finds something that Spundle likes; Like a candy she likes for example. (Idk I imagine Spundle like dark chocolate) Shelby would bring it to her as a gift. With Coral (she's a bit bigger than Pebble but smaller than Coal), she often follows Shelby around doing her best to be a good support coral. However, I imagine that Coral was a bit wary of Spundle at first due to the other toons messing and teasing Shelby but Coral loves Spundle. Coral would spin around Spundle's feet in circles, wagging her tail. Maybe even Spundle and Shelby sit, Coral jumps between Spundle and Shelby's laps. Maybe even Coral helps deliver messages/notes for the two :D. I imagine the two (well three counting Coral) they could have sleepovers and hang out quite often. Maybe when it was Spundle's birthday, Shelby would throw her a surprise party and vice versa! If Shelby is in trouble though (maybe if a toon was messing with her or if she could be overwhelmed by a situation or by loud sounds) Coral would run to wherever Spundle is and take her to Shelby. About the mindwipe Spundle episode, I imagine that Shelby was VERY upset. I imagine that it was the first time that Shelby would speak up/lash out to the other main toons. (Similar to an episode idea of Shelby's called "Shell Shocked" where she's tired of the other toons calling her "Scaredy shell" especially when Dandy called her that) However, Dandy didn't like Shelby pointing out that "we're friends! Friends don't do this, friends don't make fun of each other or even hurt each other! Are we even friends at all Dandicus?!" The main toons would be shocked from Shelby's reaction, and this eventually cause Shelby's "Isolation arc". TDLR: Dandy locked Shelby and Coral away in a room away from every toon until she "behaved". This caused Shelby to be "shelled in" or shut in as a toon, Even more shy and nervous than ever before meanwhile Coral is extremely protective of her. Shelby in turn, hates closed doors and the elevator closing due to this. Shelby's close to having a damn panic attack at some points due to this. However, I imagine that when she sees Spundle again after so long, she would get excited seeing the toon that cared about her. But then heartbroken that Spundle doesn't remember her. Even when Spundle was insufferable, Shelby still would do her best to be with her real friend. Spundle would have a sense of deju-vu especially at times especially when Shelby brought her gifts. However, I thought of how Spundle could remember Shelby. I imagine that Shelby and Coral thought were by themselves at the big tree while Spundle was walking by (Shelby not knowing) and Shelby started singing to Coral. The song (that I'd imagine that Shelby would sing often round Spundle, maybe it's their special friend song or something) and Spundle's memories came flooding back with their friendship. When Spundle came towards her and called her "Shelbs", Shelby would suddenly hug Spundle, crying in joy now finally having her friend back while Coral is trying to get in on the hug and licking both Shelby and Spundle's faces.

OH MY GOODNESS... MY SHAYLA... MY SHAYLA.... /ref

Ouh my god they're OS PRECIOUS LORD HELP ME....

Oh my god.... I think Spundle would like dark chocolate... She has pallet for bitter foods me thinks

Also coral IS SO PRECIOUS the coral dog is so everything to me.. Oh my goodness

[doubleedgemode]

Here's what I've been working on for the last few days! And somehow I didn't catch til now that I wrote patience instead of patient...

I have been thinking quite a lot about my thoughts on "baby" A.B.A, as I have been seeing a bunch of other people's cool concepts for it. Let me explain the drawings in order and detail, under the cut for your convenience:

1.As we have officially seen, she didn't have a proper baby or child form, looking close enough to how she appeared in the classic games. Still, I imagine her stare is more innocent and somehow looks more tired, scared and disheveled than her current self. I have seen concepts of cool older A.B.As with labcoats, but felt an slightly oversized one was fitting for a barely newborn homunculus that is absolutely alone and confused :(. She grabbed it from somewhere in Frasco, possibly one of her creator's spare coats, but, it being found all torn up and a bit bloody isn't a good sign of whatever happened before she was born... Kept her official just awakened leg sutures, but added some more to drive home how she's a frail, just born frankenstein-esque creature. I hope the neck one is visible. Oh, also, her head key's a bit shinier and cleaner! Idk you, but when drawing this I just wanted to give her a big hug :(.

2. I mentioned Frasco's intriguing ghosts here. Were there before A.B.A was born? If so, coupled with her ability to see ghosts, one could think they at least were a sort of human(ish) interaction for her, but I love to suffer so my headcanon is that they have.. complicated feelings about her. TDLR they find her annoying weird cause... She's A.B.A, and while they're civil and might have shared some chats and moments, the ghosts can get kind of fed up and ignore her. Also they probably have their own deep ghostly business to attend. Sorry. Also, because again I love to suffer, Based on the ghosts wearing what seem like old-timey clothes, I headcanon that they can be mentally old-fashioned and, while NOT fully responsible for this (as again. A.B.A is A.B.A, she gets on troubles and obsessive warped up views of living on her own), their stuck mindset influenced A.B.A to (not that unlike Elphelt) think being a super duper good wife is an important goal and... Being SO into the idea that (her idea) of romantic love will be a panacea for her. Geez this went on and got sad. If it makes you feel better, I based off the little sad A.B.A on sad-looking seal pictures.

3. Eh, this is a short one, just me drawing classic A.B.A to compare it with how I draw my younger design. Slightly more confident, still as pathetic, of course. Even though Paracelsus' head came out much smaller than it should have (:/) I'm very proud of how this one drawing came out!

4. Lastly, as a bonus, my take on a barely formed, not yet born A.B.A. As I've mentioned sometimes, (real life alchemist) Paracelsian homunculi were transparent before they were fully formed, and I like the idea. She's just very small also. Don't ask me about the key, idk how that works, I just wanted to add an A.B.A design piece so it didn't look I just slapped an unrelated humanoid doodle in my post, haha.

[aomaoe]

I'm absolutely obsessed with your art style. Can I ask how you draw proportions and likeness so well?

oh ym god i'm insane in the most positive way huh!?!?! 😭😭😭 this is literally SO sweet, i have no idea how to like..!?!? react?!

I'm so glad you like it!! 🥺 so with proportions and likeness.. honestly I'm not sure. I can't mentally visualize things, so my sketching process is a lot of repetitive scribbling until I get it to look right. In the past I've done figure sketching, adn i would 100% recommend! It helps give you an idea of shape and movement with the body.

I recommend Line of Action! They have timed courses, including a class course that i think goes through them all.

To add to the above, I like to consider weight and gravity a lot. Everyone has a center of gravity, so imagining their feet on the ground in whichever pose you have them in helps a LOT with making it feel more natural.

For getting likeness.. I'm not sure at all beyond trying to translate an actors/persons facial structure into my style. That is also a lot of trial and error, really, and first passes don't always look right.

A good example is my first Steve from ST drawing, going back.. my original sketch looks NOTHING like him. But as i rendered, I applied more of his facial structure. From his eye shape, to his nose, his mouth, his jaw, etc. Applying this technique every time i drew him just make it closer and closer, but I also wasn't trying to draw realistic. I kept it within the confines of my style.

These are a lot of words for me to just say I wing it.. but, at least it gives SOME insight.. LOL

That first drawing was actually done in a bout of art block, and it helped me BEAT my art block in the end. I struggled a lot, but sometimes the destination is worth the frustration of creating :]

tdlr, use references!! practice!! consider real life!!! idk what else. LOL just have fun!!! ive been drawing for a long time now, so sometimes these things just take time but when you actually practice.. it helps TONS... (i really need to do figure studies again— maybe a master study or two— im so bad at colouringfDSKFLDS)

[maroonangels]

~ my heartbreak high season 2 opinions ~

tdlr; these are MY opinions and I am in no way saying I’m 100% right about things or that having a different opinion is wrong - also they’re kinda all over the place sry

// season 2 spoilers below obvi //

I lowkey liked sashas character this season 😭 I know I KNOW okay she was annoying with that missy thing & some other stuff but other than that she was kinda just a walking meme and the scenes with her & quinni at the end were sooo cute imo

as much as I love malakai/amerie - amerie needs to work on herself like.. a lot

also malakai get your ass BACK on that plane and come home thx <3

Idk what was going on with darren when it comes to them & quinni this season but all that aside I did really like darren this season

as much as I wish they looked more into quinni’s arc I think her being so independent and unmasking goes along with the shorter scenes she got (also she was fighting with her friends and it’s ameries pov so like yeah makes sense)

I really wish we got more cash & harper scenes since they’re living together now

cash’s name origin has me crying my eyes out

spider & missy unironically one of my favorite ships of the show

however that shit with spiders mom- good fucking god I would also be a total dick if my mother told me I was destined to be a monster

wish we got more missy lore tbh

also wish we got more ant lore but I loved him & harper together, they were sweet okayyy

loved & hated the love triangle

loved rowan & malakai at first but then amerie got involved and I just.. idk I liked some of her and rowan’s scenes together (yk before ep8) but it felt shitty of her to get with rowan

then again amerie annoyed me a lot this season so I might be biased

the way she’s so self absorbed just like in s1 is actually a bit painful, like did you learn nothing??

HOWEVER the abortion storyline did make me cry and her & malakai & harper need more scenes together immediately because good god were they tugging on my heart strings

stealing all of harper’s wardrobe btw

woodsy teaching harper to drive?? mother is mothering

finale was fucking wild but i honestly loved it

voss getting arrested was the BEST decision the writers made with his character

the new editing styles they used??? to die for. I love when shows do that type of stuff

this season honestly felt a lot more interesting than s1, obvi love s1 but s2 just has so much more fun & fluid stuff imo

they set up so many plot lines for s3 I NEED them to renew it right now

[bonnieura]

You've probably been asked this before but: why Kennedy?

I love this question!! And yes ive been asked it before way too many times for my own good LOL. honestly its a question i myself dont rlly know the answer to. Not even I know how this hyperfix started .. im p sure it had smthng to do with clone high tho. I was fixated on the character jfk then it sort of just snowballed from there i guess haha

If i had to list down some reasons hes just a really fascinating figure to me in general,, his medical history especially i find the most interesting. Something abt how hes widely considered the most robust/vigorous president when in reality it was the opposite ..theres so much misinfo concerning his life and political beliefs that i just HAD to get into it lol. I was drawn to the mystique regarding his legacy to the point i cldnt help myself but dive into his [unfortunately] sensationalized life. I wanted to know what made him so great to the eyes of the public but after a few months in i had already realized that its just bc hes considered a martyr. I find his social power and affect on the 60s zeitgeist to be so incredibly fascinating,, he literally inspired a generation [i feel like this is fact.. or else he wldnt be as famous as he is] and i just needed to know what was so inspirational lol. idk im yapping right now but tdlr theres so much vagueness surrounding kennedy's life that i just really needed to get into it and see for myself. again i dont really know exactly why i got so into jfk but if i had to guess these wld be the reasons

[trashbins-stuff]

Hello. I have seen that you have been tagged by @neobixiscool on one of their posts. I am planning to make a rant post on them. If you can provide some background info and your side of the story, that would be great. If you feel uncomfortable discussing this, that's ok. Have a good day/evening.

rub hands together like flies. my time has come/silly 😋😋

and thank you for coming to me :3 i appreciate it/gen also i get to go all cabby on this hehe

oh and, im not really hurt-hurted by them, i feel like mocha (mochablogger), liam (moonmxple) and mac (blairdrawzstuff) are most affected. They did have a book with my character in it but in a different universe or something (without my consent nor credit btw). Anyway under the cut is my observant. Honestly i think i might have jsut make the rant post for you lmao hrgbnhe 😭😭

the background/before:

mocha was working on a little story and xe said we could be in it! so obviously me and my friends signed up for the fun, not really expecting anything, the story was called "The Traumatized Cup", thats when we first meet him.

In one of the chapter mocha had introduced rubix, at first i didnt really think much about him, i was just aware of his presence, i do notice him and mocha started to become friends and i thought that was great :)

something that you should probably contact cuppy for more info:

so rubix (or according to rubix, "jasp" was roleplaying) and mocha were friends on facebook, and they roleplayed there i think, this i just know but apparently he said crap about liam (mocha's platonic partner and my best friend). Mocha is very sensitive and even in roleplay xe's still uncomfortable with what rubix said

"bezel's" divorce headcanon (and possible influence on further problems):

i heard people talked about it but never knew where it came from, but thne i found out and,,

tdlr; 1st one is about mocha and rubix, i dont know if mocha consent to it. 2nd one is uh a bit weird i i guess like he could have ask facemoji to make another one ;-;. 3rd ah yes the divorce that i had heard about!/vneg

rubix said bezel forced him into making the 1st one, even if thats true, rubix said the divorce was bezel's headcanon but hes the one that decided to post the 3rd one ("okay i asked facemoji again..")

seem kinda sus not gonna lie..but what do i nose right :-)

bezel probably influence more but even after all these months im still not sure if he really did do those things, idk lul, it is pretty weird that bezel's blog was a sideblog though (liam told me)

heres a bunch of words with link attach, those r my opinions lmao:

these u can just click to read so i hope thats okay

on wattpad he have a book in which he painted mocha, hazel and blair as manipulative (admittedly his writing was good, he could have used it for something different though)

he also uses some of our characters (such as mocha cuppy, hazel, blair, harp, blueberry, winter, bin (mine btw), seedling, galaxy journal,...etc) he did the delete that book tho, anyway heres more screenshot proof (credit @moonmxple )

mocha asked liam and neobix said its cringe

i remember this one also

the one where he tried to ban pet name and online dating (in 2023) (check the comment and other reblogs also theres alot, its practically a goldmine/silly)

and can i say he barely knows our friend group? like sure he knows mocha but hes trying to fit into our group (very poorly)

please read what cass wrote in the comment (thanks cass for speaking out about it ily)

the ask i sent him

NOT to get all bitchy here but mocha blocked you therefore you literally dont appear anywhere on xer dash, you're out of xer life and xe had no reason to pester you, not everything has to be about mocha. You guy's relationship (or supposedly lack there of) had change but honestly? thats okay they dont have to like the same people that they liked yesterday. You might think you know that's them but it wasnt, mocha in real life is kinder and better than the version inside of your head and they're happier now and its so sad that you cant see (because you're blocked)

and again, not everything has to be about YOU

he also made it all about HIM like excuse me ???? can i not complain for little bit without you coming in and nag about your problem ??? if you're suffering go talk to someone dont talk to online strangers ??? :)))???????

bro cant even read a long paragraph post like go back to elementary school lmao, also reporting ppl just because they use their right to not forgive you is such a sore loser move, it make you sound like petty six year old (also max be spitting facts tho)

bro brought out HIS right (reporting mocha, which he actually cant do if he doesnt have a valid reason) while ignore MOCHA's right (not forgiving him, which isnt a valid reason for him to report xem). The definition of petty is literally complain way too much about unimportant things that could have and should have ended already

"you dont have to relate to everything you see on the internet, somethings are simply not about you" :)

did you know that to report someone you have to click alot of buttons??

common salad W &lt;3333

oh yeah, this doesnt have links but jasp/neobix is being so casual abt bezel's death but also uses it as a way to make people feel bad for getting upset with what he did

Sorry for playing the dickhead role, but you wouldn't be laughing if you knew how we felt about every single one of you. (why it sound serious all the sudden lol)

why i still doubt (uh and heads up, galaxy brush, kodu, cuppy,..others who think @/rubixisanidi0t was saying the truth, im not saying he isnt but you cant blame me for not trusting can you? please skip this part if you're sensitive):

naw so if this was suppose to be jasp then whats jasp motive lmao :/..he dont gain anything from this + who tell people their secret plan publicly?? + how did jasp know about rubixs hallucination?? rubix please dont tell such personal things to jsut your friends and please just talk to an adult in real life. And jasp, dont let these kind of things on the internet its not safe/srs

this is just straight up weird and also why did neobix/jasp said "old friend" like hes rubix?? when he supposedly told rubix and i quote "yeah.. Soo.... This person named @/mochablogger seemed like some cool person, and when I tried to talk with them... Nothing happened, so when I figured they didn't care... It all happened at once." neobix/jasp and mocha werent even friend to begin with why was he SO obssess over getting mochas forgiveness when they supposedly barely interact much??

aint it a bit weird how this is supposedly jasp/neobix but why would they make this video??? it???doesnt make any sense?? and like were rubix and jasp still good friend??? why wood bezel make jasp of all people do it??? unless yk

HOL UP, WAIT A MINUTE..if rose jelly dated rubix but rubix tunred out to be jasp then..WHO IS ROSE JELLY ACTUALLY DATING??????

if @/neobixiscool is suppose to be jasp then how did he get a screenshot for a show rubix was making???

i translated it and head up. it has death threat in it

you know, if someone stole my account and ruin my reputation i wouldnt be following them and be mutuals with them :)

i appreciate him saying hell save us but like..why would @/neobixiscool linked the real rubix's yt and discord knowing full well that the real rubix was there and could told joiners the truth??? that seem kinda dumb ngl also on the channel you can find a video called "waitng for forgiveness" which @/neobixiscool had talked about. and lets do a bit of timing here, if rubix really was telling the truth and havent been on social media since his alst post on @/rubixcuix (last posted in august) and the divorce arc and the roleplay thing and EVERYTHING had started in september, and if the yt belonged to rubix, then he shouldnt have known that mocha didnt forgive him and make that video????? bc he wasnt suppose to be there since august??? bc if anything he shouldnt be waiting for forgiveness bc if jasp really did steal his tumblr account then its not his fault?? like i find it absoltuely HILARIOUS that the evidence agaisnt what rubix said was on both the account @/neobixiscool AND @/rubixisanidi0t's PINNED post?? and it boggles my mind how no one talks abt this???/lh/nm i mean its quite obvious maybe im jsut really observant though idk

if you got your account stolen and jasp supposedly brought back a wattpad book, i dont think you should be continuing it?? and didnt you said your reported him on wattpad?? on the same account where the book is?? why are you acting like "yes i did promise them this and im fully aware of what happen even though i supposedly havent been here since august and i will continue this book" has it hit you?

uh yeah so these are just my silly little takes, but hey! what do i nose? :-)

[babys-nsfw-thoughts]

BROS I FINALLY GOT TO EAT ASS

It was weird but not horrible? Like embarrassment 10/10 love that, being squished by ass 10/10. Although the smell was 100% not expected, it was like sharply sweet? Idk if I’m gonna do it again but hey that’s what trying new things is about! Also exploring a part of my partners body he doesn’t let me see let alone touch very often was so nice I got all the warm fuzzies :)

Tdlr: ass was ate, vibes 10/10, experience 5/10

[sleepy-vix]

What are your thoughts on fanfic as a reading genre/its legitimacy

I adore it but for some reason a lot of people find it to be less valid

hmm interesting ask.

okay, first of all, i used to really like fanfiction back in 2020 but now i dont like it anymore bc i dont have any large fandoms im into and im too lazy to look for good ones, so i cant strongly say that its incredible, wonderful, etc etc 😭🫡

as for its validity as reading... well, ofc im going to say it's valid bc logically you're still reading words.

but... i for one think that the quality of books being published nowadays are just so trash and i think thats due to readers (especially booktok/stageam users) thinking fanfiction writing is the best form of writing ever- which annoys me alot... (ofc im not saying that all fanfics have bad writing, but its just that fanfictions usually follow tropes and same plot lines as many others so... yeah. iykwim 😭)

honestly if you love fanfiction thats very good for you bc yes its fun and its so cool to read abt ur fav characters again and again but when fanfiction-style writing starts bleeding into the world of "literature" (published books) and is praised as being awesome works of writing.... it makes me want to combust into a billion little glitchy bits (bc its alrdy happening 😭)

idk... i dont think im the best person to answer this bc im actually heavily biased towards fanfiction as a form of writing/reading (tho i love people who read it. you're valid for reading it, i love that it makes you happy!!)

TDLR: it is valid but i for one dislike it

i would love to see other people's takes on this though, since my thoughts are all over the place and subject to change.

tysm for the askk!! ✮

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Sims 4 RGB Villains #2

Back again with the Sims 4

Today, I made all of the villains get jobs. Can't have them be broke/j

Boogie = Babysitter (I know, it's ironic lol/j)

Samhain = Mortician

Sandman = Reaper (Happen after the Grim Reaper called him)

Wat = Athlete

Grundel = Freelancer

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Then, more romance happen, mainly between Boogie and Samhain. After lots of manual and autonomous flirting, Boogie (now having a high romantic satisfaction with Samhain) ask him out on a date. Keep in mind, this was like 3 am in the game setting, but then again Boogie is a vampire in this.

They went out to the local bar in Ravenwood and just when I was planning on taking things slow with the two, Boogie straightup KISSED SAMHAIN USING A MISTLETOE

(It wasn't even winter, it was spring lol)

Afterwards, the two drink and talk about their interests until suddenly Samhain got an uncomfortable buff saying that he needed to use the bathroom and throw up in the toliet, probably cause the drinks that he ordered were the plasma punches. Despite that, the date went great (at one point, Boogie asked to extend the date longer). And they had their second kiss before ending the date (despite the fact they did the mistletoe kiss, the game doesn't count that as their first kiss, so technically the second kiss is the first).

Afterwards, Samhain headed to work while the rest stayed home. Then when Samhain returned home, he immediately went back to flirting with Boogie. I recently installed this mod called Sweet Moments by maplebell that allowed the two to noise bump each other.

And finally, Samhain got Boogie to do a transcendent woohoo with him.

(They used the couch to do the woohoo in, idk why. Like I brought them there to use the bed, but whatever.)

This is the one time Boogie was turned from corporeal to incorporeal and it wasn't a painful process that had him screaming/j

In contrast, Grundel was being a tsundere/toxic person to Sandman, causing their relationship to go down very low in both friendship and romantic. And Sandman has to meet up with his sugar mama to get cash (please don't question why he couldn't say no).

Meanwhile, Wat is living his best life haven gotten a promotion after the first day of work and has several contacts on Cupid's Corner.

TDLR: LOVE WINS/BAMHAIN WINS! :D