#after seeing it on my dash for weeks
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So itâs summer and thereâs this kid named Hikaru that died
#astra writes#finally got around to reading it#after seeing it on my dash for weeks#itâs unnerving#in a good way?#i dunno how to explain it#liking the characters tho#asako is my favourite#:))
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Oh good Neil Gaiman finally unfollowed me after all my bullshit I can be even more unhinged now
#It was really funny while it lasted#I think he followed me in 2018 and one day I summoned enough courage to ask him if he meant to follow me or did his son take his phone agai#He said he doesn't remember following me but then HE NEVER UNFOLLOWED after that#Can you imagine posting/reblogging everything thinking that Neil Gaiman is gonna see it. Every time I reblogged old men kissing#FOR FIVE YEARS#I'm finally free#I can post smut now -- (??#I was starting to get a little respect for him after I've done nothing but talk shit about him on my dash for a week and he didn't unfollow#Guess he finally read what I said about the season lolol#Again: I'm getting to my unanswered asks! I'm not ignoring you!#The next ask involves that one fucking 36 pages essay so...I'm still working through that......#Oh the things I do for my asks đ¤Śââď¸
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was discussing children with my friends and one friend goes "we'd probably adopt cause with our genes we'd 100% pass down adhd or autism to the poor kid" and another friend goes "and? that's not so bad is it?" queen you have no fucking clue. i'd rather shoot myself in the head right now than doom an innocent child with my disordered genes
#like yes adhd swag autism swag so cool but also.....oh the horrors of being a neurodivergent child.....i might actually never heal#i'm fucked up for a week after seeing eraserhead baby cause it triggers my childhood traumas so bad. imagine me witnessing my child who i-#love more than anything go through that shit. because of ME. AUGH#btw i'm not AT ALL saying neurodivergent people shouldn't have children like that is NOT my point. let that be clear#i personally just couldn't. and also i'm infertile so i literally couldn't LOL#ok enough oversharing on the dash for tonight i am going to watch movie now#kim#kim.txt#suicide mention //#cw suicide mention#suicide mention cw
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i cant do this anymore. i started going on twitter to read collin and bilatinman kios posts because i admire them. but omfg i dont even scroll the dashboard yet every time i get a glance at it it is the most repugnant, foul thing i have ever come across. Twitter is trying to make me hate white people and i wont let them win #mayofever for life papas burgeria condiment ninja style
#sorry bilatinman kio and collin im only going to visit you guys once a week *cries*#I WISH THEY USED TUMBLR BC THEYRE SO NORMAL AND CORRECT ABOUT SHIT I LOVEEE THEIR POSTS AND OMIGAW.#im saving watching bilatinman kios magical cure love shot pv until after finals as my treat... SO HYPE.#my favorite pv of his is his teach me magical lyrics one and omigawwww *fangasms* I JUST LOVE THIS MANS PVS#BUT YEAH i cant deal with twitter its like radiation poisioning everytime i go to the mines to meet up with my two moe emperors#my dash on twit got all fucked up bc i follow ivan and gus so i got infested with EN hetalia+general twitter and its fucking terrible.#i only want to see the asian posts again
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yurusanta: the â¨gift⨠that keeps on â¨givingâ¨
#thank you cn lxl twt for your hard work#cn lxl twt: the only place with consistent high quality aiyuu fanart and the funniest of observations known to mankind#my birdsite dash is p much just âomg aiyuu necklacesâďź[king yaoi (all 3 of them) lore]ďź[random fandom discourse]ďźâomg aiyuu necklaceâ rn#that qrt i saw of the initial observation post with just the yurusanta lyrics made me laugh ngl#canât believe weâre still getting samishigariya references in 2k24 though#maybe weâll get to see them flirt in last stage??? i swear iâll write an entire novel-length aiyuu fic if they become canon in last stage mv#yeah yeah tempting fate ikik they wonât become canon so easily anyway lmao <-has no faith in loserxloser#lxl is truly the only couple who could get married twice (nonfan and meoto) and still not be canon. smh.#at this point im just waiting for last stage mv so that i will finally have the motivation to update my kissmark tier list lmfao#i havenât looked at it since the julieta album covers⌠hmmmmmm. maybe next week or the week after then#oh welllllll. time to go back to scrolling through king yaoi twts ig#i should really continue to read the o r v novel. why is yjh the og king yaoi when his âcompanionâ is the one who keyboard warriored for him#but mannnnnn. i also really wanna watch the final ll live dvd that came in a few days backâŚ#so many things to do; so little time~~~~~~~~#well. that sure went off-topic real quick. u m.
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Maybe it's because of the time in my life in which I was forced to watch it but I really fucking hate Devil Wears Prada.
Backstory: me, a 20-year-old with a life-threatening eating disorder, was living in a house with 5-8 other girls in the same condition (residential treatment center). Every weekend we had a house budget to go do various normal teen/young adult stuff. Often we'd spend the money on a trip to the movies, but the movie had to be approved by the staff.
That weekend in particular, we all voted to go see Crank, but the staff decided a movie about a guy seeking thrills so he wouldn't die of no adrenaline was too dangerous to expose a group of eating disordered teens/20-somethings to. They got us tickets for DWP instead.
When I say we tore them all a new one when we got home...
Sure let's send a group of vulnerable girls to see a movie about the fashion industry where one character is on an ice-cube and paper diet (guess how many of us had done that and were triggered beyond words) and another is constantly derided for being a size 4 (how many of us were crying at the thought of becoming that size) and is later praised for dropping to a 2??
Seeing our very real traumas played for laughs soured me forever on this movie. All us girls sat down and wrote a letter not only to the staff who had made us go, but to the producers of the movie themselves for somehow managing to both glorify and trivialize the very behaviors that we were trying to NOT let kill us.
A couple of us left the theater in fucking tears. We bitched about it for weeks. I am apparently still bitching about it after almost 2 decades (much better with regards to the eating disorder though, thankfully). Seriously what the fuck is this movie.
#not tagging the movie bc i don't want to start discourse but i very much needed to bitch after seeing it on my dash a bunch this week#thank you for letting me rant#tw ed#i miss those girls#we were such a squad#adding it to my filter list actually#i'm gonna improve my mental health if it kills me
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Woah I met the producer of mouthwashing at this game event
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#vent#putting this here on main where less ppl involved will see bcs i just don't want that attention#(dots to hidr if ppl don't want to see this)#...........................................................................................................................................#.............................#..............#just stop. please im begging everyone to just stop. im begging everyone to just stop.#i get im not at all part if the people that ate effected by this im not at all but god please this is such a big game of#bad telephone and lack of one on one communication that didn't need to be made public#please i dont want to be unfollowing so many people please#are we going to enter an era of be careful whos posts you like or reblog bcs its part of 'the erong side'?#its selfish of me i know its so fucking selfish of me to be begging for this to stop but please#please the person has made an apology. the frustrations of everyone has been made and heard#im just begging everyone please just please don't make this something thats going to haunt this#fandom and community for weeks or months or forever#please goddamit please i enjoy so many people that have been just a part of this or been rebloging things about this and#i get it i get that this is upsetting that shit didn't go how anyone wanted but please i dont want go unfollow some of you#why is everything going to shit#why is everything falling apart#its so selfish of me to be this upset about this. its so messy on both sides everything about thos is so messy but god damnit why WHY#are we making this something so big#its selfish of me to say but please god please i come here to escape. i come here to have fun. im in these discords to have fun.#i have so much fun here and now everyone is just angry#i just wanted to reblog some cute art that came on my dash. i just wanted to eish someone well after seeing they needed space#i don't want to be so on edge about who i âshould and shouldn'tâ interact with#everything went to shit for me. yhen it got better. then back to shit. and finally it was getting better and now its all went to shit again#but this time its everyone everywhere and in escapable#the only awnser is to just log on. disappear for s while. but god i just vame bsck i JUST came back and god i just want yhis all to stop.
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#(( ooc. ))#.... so#if youre wondering why ive been so absent lately. ots bc im dealing with stuff like that. on top of handling everytuing around the house#and additional super stressful family drama#health scares caused by stress#the works. i feel like im a constant state of mindfuckery and i have been since we moved#thoght things would improve after getting away from MIL but apparently not#ive been so exhausted and stressed and pain has bee. spiking so bad#im really trying to be here bc writing has always been a calming thing for me like a fun distracting hobby#to get my mind off irl things but everytime i open up a reply i start crying#bc the words arent there and im too tired to even tupe bc im running myself ragged#and on top of that im dealing with hubby and whatever the f is up with him and the weird#180s he does where 1 second hes the sweetest most attentive guy ive ever known and the 2nd#im crying and apologizing for doing sometjing weong and i dont even inderstand what i did but hes upset at me#and somethings suddenly my fault#or im begging him for help around the apartment or smth#idk. i am really trying to be here i swear i am. i miss you all. i miss the stories we're writing together#i miss by bbys and wanna weite with them bc theyve been loud and active but i iust cant type what i want to#a single paragraph is taking me hours to get out no joke#idk. sprry for dumping all this on the dash out of nowhere im just kinda flailing right now and offkilter#gonna head off to bed and see if an actual good nights sleep for the first time in a week helps with my brain and makes things make sense#hope you all have a goodnight. sorry again for this#negative tw#negativity tw#venting tw#personal tw
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the kind of only looking at each other when the other isn't looking sort of dynamic though ...
#â   ⥠  ⺠  jupiter  :  đ¨đ¨đ.#saw fanart where you see two characters look at each other with so much love and adoration in their eyes ... only when the other wasnt#looking at them. thats my kind of brand#thats the kind of love somewhere i imagine myself into having.#broooo the crushing. the ANGST OF THIS. thinking its not requited but man it so IS...#good evening dash its not getting out of my mind any time soon#have messages to get to sending#AND to reply to. im sorry if anyones confused about that.#i am. very excitedly. off for a WHOLE WEEK after tomorrow (technically my longest holiday of the year so far#im planning on doing smth super long in the work universe for xmas u see .... )#if i dont come out of my week next week feeling accomplished ill be sad :')#big love to u alll! ill be in ur dms soon (this is a threat full of love <3)
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dash tempting me to start bridgerton, my stand in and we are. house md too. i just want to watch my silly little shows why does my brain have to be a bitch
#I HAVENT WATCHED A SHOW IN WEEKS#haven't watched non-pc stuffs actually#i have time to watch i just. can't????#i watched 10+ malayalam movies in 3 days last month after so long (<- guy who was procrastinating)#and now im back to watching nothing again#uagshsussushsj i just wanna WATCH#it has been weekssss i just want to see my silly little shows instead of just. dash watching </////3#want to watch and gif msi so bad ughshssu#naomivents#rants
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tumblr dashboard if you donât shut up about ISAT i am going to kick a baby
#in stars and time#YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE A FUCKING PHYSICAL MELTDOWN ON RELEASE WEEK#AND FUCKING GO UNCONSCIOUS FOR THREE DAYS#AND WAKE UP IN THE HOSPITAL AND FOR SOME FUCKING REASON *EVERYONE ON THE DASH* IS SUDDENLY OBSESSED#WITH SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN WAITING A YEAR AND A HALF TO PLAY#AFTER SEEING *ZERO* HYPE#good for insertdisc they deserve success and hype#prologue was kino#i just want to PLAY MY TIMELOOP GAME
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whereâs that post thatâs like âthe power of a single mutual obsessing over A Thing is more powerful than any advertising campaignâ
anyway @willowfernn itâs YOUR fault Iâve started watching good omens, i hope youâre happy
(because i am happy, iâve only seen the first three episodes so far but i really like it!! :D)
#good omens#after many weeks of seeing these two guys on my dash. i finally get it. i can See. they are very cute#itâs also been hilarious so far. canât wait to get my heart ripped out eventually!!!#i donât know What happens but I know Something happens
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If you had told me when I started writing Mora that I would eventually find it to be kind of tragic I'd say absolutely not, but alas here we are
#MUN. ooc#( the dash only sees a small chunk of the mind rot hell ive been in these last couple of weeks after my third eye opened#what can i say tho... i love flawed gods. the inherent contradiction of it )
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watching mutuals from the same fandom but slightly different groups inside it vague about each other or post abt how the other blocked them is so. hm
#I'm like sipping tea in the corner watching the whole thing unfold#usually it's like one post and done#but earlier this week there was a whole back and forth#like i could see posts one after the other on my dash clearly abt each other#guys why do we fight đ we're all clowns here. love and light and classic lit superpowered twinks on planet earth
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anyways! itâs herohei hours~~~~~~
#start the new week r i g h t with herohei and nghy!!!!!#truly the âeveryone supports nghyâ song of all time~~~~~~~~~~~~#waiting for nagisaâs next mv though~~~~~~ i hope ymk illustrates it~~ she hasnât illustrated any omoiai song mvs after all so~~~~~~#i wanna see nghy in ymkâs artstyle again⌠they were s o o o o o cute on the sukiitai album cover#manifesting a nghy duet for the next album (delusional) what if itâs called âheroine and princeâ. or even âheroine and chefâ. w h a t then#let lxl be nghyâs fairy godmother in this trying time p l s im beggingngng those two idiots are obsessed with nagisa lmao#still thinking about that interview post-1st izumo collab where they talked about how they successfully converted nagisa into their fan#ânagisa def became our fan. no doubt about it.â âletâs confirm it with him when we next meet himâ ok losers#w a i t (cursed) what if nghyâs first duet turns out to be them going on a date to a lxl concert in their uni arcâ#we already have toxic yuri julieta x julieta (chuucon) s o we can totally have childhood friends julieta x julieta too in nghy r i g h t â#though help i think a nagisa solo about a mundane âim a loyal sicks⌠b u t i now have julieta tendencies and i h a t e it helpâ crisis#would be very v e r y funny too. j. just imagine him picturing himself being princess carried by aizo despite being like. 10cm taller. l o l#âŚwhat am i even thinking how did i go from herohei to nagisa julieta crisis.#(alsooooo being toxic on main w o r k e d lmfaoooooo i havenât seen hiyoship twt discourse in the hours since i posted it)#h a p p y l u c k y s m i l e h o o r a y ~ !#ig big brother truly is đď¸watchingđď¸ but hey my dash is purged so im not complainin~~~~~~#anyways!!!!!! herohei and its nghy uni arc hints triumphs all!!! enjoy your week ok byeeeee#the dude from gamushara
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