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chilaios telepathy compilation. btw.
also these ones arent telepathy i just think its fun that they defend eachother + are on the same page about alchohol :
#chilaios#theres probably/definitely more instances of them doing telepathy but ive already stalled so much time for doing my work so#yall can add the ones i missed#dungeon meshi spoilers#????? i guess??????#anyways this is why im insane about that “laios... you get it right?!” line because like. he usually does get it. they get eachother.#theyve reached a point where they can have a whole PLAN sorted out by looking at eachother.#of course chil would desperately hope that LAIOS would be the guy to understand#laios the one chil understands. laios the one who tries so hard to understand chil. laios the one who brings chilchuck out of his spiraling#when no one else will.#of course HE would get it. of course. LAIOS will get it. LAIOS will see through that weird fake. he doesnt see him that way.#..........right?#OH i want to convert some people with this actually so im gonna main tag#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#: ) hello dungeon meshi fandom. in front of you is a table with the papers required to convert into a chilaios shipper. you have 30 seconds#to sign them and if you dont i will personally apologize for wasting your time
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anne rice said "erotica", the fans said "oh hm this is horror and abuse! let's turn this into a deeply upsetting character study about how abuse can create cruel people who perpetuate cycles."
iwtv (2022) writers said "this is a literal fucking saw trap" the fans said "but what if they were in love <3"
#iwtv#amc iwtv#the vampire chronicles#devils minion#daniel molloy#armand#just finished “the spiral is unspooling” and oh god !#don't want to read the vampire armand#but it's also available through my local public library so im gonna read it and then go oh god!#marius. when i catch you marius. MARIUS WHEN I CATCH YOU MARIUS#sorry idc if you're a 2000 year old vampire who constantly feeds on the blood of akasha#im tearing you limb from limb#im ripping your throat out#im actually burning you alive#the things im doing to marius are horrifying in a deeply unsexy way.#there is nothing sexy about the war crimes i am about to inflict on this freak (derogatory)
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something like tim convinces himself that robin has to be a Boy™ and then steph becomes robin and shatters that conviction and all his repressed gender feelings come spilling out, but actually letting go of that conviction isn’t all that easy
if there's no homoerotic tension between you and the manifestation of your alter-ego that you’ve constructed in your mind, do you really have identity issues?
closeups + refs (leyendecker) + bonus:
#sart#dc#probably gets resolved by tim watching steph in action and having not-conversations about his function as a vigilante w bruce and dick#im not sure how to tag this ? bc to me it’s somewhere between a metaphor and tim taking his compartmentalization too far and an actual ship#but ive also been affectionately referring to this as timcest#so take that as you will#tim really has me reaching unparalleled levels of blorbo brain rot#i was in the dairy aisle like man i want to draw tim in a dress but I’ve also never drawn tim in a suit#and things spiraled 😌
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Gore, Violence and Blood under the cut
What a mess
#fop nature au#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop#dale dimmadome#Flowers OC#candy gore#gore#blood#body horror#this really is a mess on so many levels#I wanted to make this situation as difficult as possible for the fairy council to theoretically clear up#everything from the animal to the location to the injury is a nightmare to try and explain#And theres a reason I spent so much time showing the gore getting on his injury. Mans gonna have a rainbow bitemark on his leg forever now#Not exactly easy to explain away#Also I think I accidentally established that Magic was a little toxic so he might have minor blood poisoning lol#Im sure he'll be fine#This is how all gay people are made but the fairies make you forget it#Actually while scripting this I realized how much this looked like the set up for some kind were-deer or were-fairy(??) plotline#which was not the intention but would be a hilarious direction to take the plot in LMAO#Also Id like to mention that flowers is fine. Fairies are functionally immortal aside from magic backup#Itll be healed up like nothing happened it no time#that being said it is still kinda pissed about the skull smashing#Dales got multiple broken ribs plush his leg is in shambled. Absolutely demolished#He's gonna have to get metal implants#You might think 'oh he's gonna opt to get a prosthetic leg now too'#No. Because hes a cowardly little bitch#He doesnt want to get his leg removed if its not absolutely necessary and because he's a nasty little hypocrite#Anyway this will be the start of a very nasty spiral methinks
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i love the tower princes. i love that there’s absolutely no way in hell that this friendship is even remotely good for either of them. love that they assuredly are making each other SO much worse with every second they spend together.
#tlt#the locked tomb#ntn spoilers#my art#anyway ever think about how the empire of the nine houses is pretty much singlehandedly being run by ianthe#and not only are the 2 people who are supposed to outrank her no help at all#they're actually actively detrimental to the empire's functioning as they are both deep in their depression spirals#and won't stop trying to start the apocalypse like they wanna start the apocalypse so BAD!! and ianthe doesn't even want to#be saving the world. girl wants to be villainous. she's stopping the apocalypse with an air of 'UGH i have to do EVERYTHING around here'#you really can't blame her for needing a chew toy. luckily kiriona is right there and she's basically a professional chew toy.#she's used to it. who knows what she'd even do with herself if no one was chomping on her. so it works out!! (not)
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Morro is like those eggs you try to perfectly crack open except your thumb slides in and destroys the yolk, leading you to drop everything else onto the pan messily because you might’ve made a small mistake but it made all the difference.
Lloyd is like when you find an egg so ugly looking and and dirty that you don’t want it, yet its the only egg in the batch that cracks smoothly, leaving you to eat one of the best eggs ever made.
Nya is like when you keep tapping an egg on a corner/counter yet the shell is so hard it won’t break or give you something to help you break it. You’ll never find out what’s inside.
Zane is like those eggs you crack open easily and happily, only to be disappointed when the yolk is missing. So you try to make do with what you have, when it’s the only egg you have.
Kai is the eggs that must be gently cracked open, bit by bit to reap the riches inside. Yet sometimes what lies inside isn’t enough. Its not fulfilling enough. The egg was not big or not flavourful and it left a bad taste in your mouth.
Jay’s the eggs that broke in the package, spilling across all the others and covering them with everything it is. And if you don’t like it it’s something you must accept, because it cannot go back to what it once was. It wasn’t strong enough then, and he isn’t strong enough now.
Cole is the eggs that are pure white, clean as can be. The shell is hard, yet not too much so that it’s difficult to break. The crack is perfect as he’s split open into two halves, only for half of the inside of the eggs to spill off the pan, making a mess no one wants to clean.
Pixal is the eggs that was one too many in its bunch, one too many eggs that were given, leaving it the only unwanted one everyone wants to throw away or feed to another when you don’t want nor need it.
Harumi is the egg that is barely holding itself together, almost breaking under all the tension and pressure it faced as it was jostled around recklessly as if its owner did not care, let alone know, how fragile an egg can be. The egg is covered in cracks, and its almost like its insides might spill, but it clings on desperately together to fulfil its purpose.
Skylor is an egg that gets left behind. The egg that was forgotten in its nest as the rest are shipped away, the odd one out no one needed.
Echo is that one egg left in the package, yet you buy a new one as you forget the old one waiting to be used before it rots into nothingness.
Yes, this is completely and utterly about eggs.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago lloyd#ninjago nya#ninjago jay#ninjago kai#ninjago cole#ninjago morro#ninjago zane#ninjago pixal#ninjago skylor#ninjago harumi#ninjago echo#echo zane#harumi jade#lloyd garmadon#morro wu#nya smith#nya jiang#zane julien#kai smith#kai jiang#skylor chen#jay walker#pixal borg#cole brookstone#eggs#i was actually craving eggs and its 4 am so like#let me off#this was actually about eggs at first but the i spiralled
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frequently what happens is I'll be drawing a comic and think, huh. I wonder what shoes a 14th/15th century cardinal would wear. I bet they had fancy rules about it, and the answer will be in a 500 page book about the early modern cardinal. I'll think, 'WELLLLLL since I'm already here, I'll check out this other chapter that sounds interesting,' and then I'll find out that the vatican is literally hazardous to your health, but from that point on I'll be locked in for the entire book. I'll start reading through all the citations while checking to see what else some of the contributors have written. the comic has been forgotten entirely because I need to know more about the hats.
#my folder on the knights templar and other military-monastic orders is MASSIVE because i keep spiralling into other areas of#research. same with the cardinals. i will Keep Going until i hit an insurmountable wall#i have like. several books about syphilis in the medieval/renaissance era because i disagreed with something someone said#and then had to follow that up with reading about malaria throughout history#i may have to actually learn latin for this one and. well! if i must. then i will#i wont be happy about it but i'll do it (<<< someone who absolutely does not have to do this in the slightest)
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me, spiraling: I'm broken. I will never be normal. I am a failure. Nobody could ever love me. I'm monstrous worthless creature and I should have been killed for my sins long time ago.
me trying to connect this to anything factual I've done in my life to warrant this kind of opinion of myself: hm. I've overreacted sometimes to things that hurt me. And got hurt when people abandoned me. I'm sure this is the act of ultimate evil. Nobody worse than me has ever existed.
#spiraling isnt factual!!!!!!!!!!!!#spiraling doesn't take evidence!!!!#spiraling is spiraling in lies!!!!!!!#there's no actual reason to think badly of yourself if you've never actually done anything monstrous!!!!!#shit parents accuse you about are not monstrous!#theyre just lying to darvo you!!!!!!!!!!#aftermath of abuse#child abuse#psychological abuse#cptsd
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one day fans will realize that treating real people like fictional characters and fictional characters like real people is, at the core of things, The Problem
#luke newton#nicola coughlan#polin#lukola#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#bridgerton#the invasive speculation like you're doing meta analysis of a plotline and not REAL LIVES is deeply uncomfortable#people in real person shipping communities have to come to understand that they are not in fact a fan of the real people#you do not know and will never know the actuality of these celebrities you are a fan of#realize NOW that you are a fan of their PERSONAS and absolutely nothing else#and that the purpose of shipping is not 'oh they'll get together' (so i'm RIGHT) but instead 'i enjoy this dynamic'#the pressure of validation from people who owe you nothing is what makes fans upset#not real people's actions that harm no one#which means you hurt your own feelings and then spiral in circles about how you didn't get said validation#when you were never owed it and choose to put the onus of responsibility on others behaving how you want#and not placing the responsibility on YOURSELF to have reasonable expectations and respect the people you claim to stan#build the bridge and get over it#some of y'all mad disrespectful like these celebs don't straight up hate you for how you behave#as they are well within reason to do so
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all of this is just giving misogyny lol
Living in denial, thinking, surely it gotta be some reason other than misogyny? But I got nothing
I imagine it's internalized for a lot of people so maybe they don't notice? it's just that it really grinds my gears lmao. Several times before I wanted to complain about it but the Maizuru slut shaming/mom shaming was the last drop
I don't think I've seen a single comment in my notes in older posts about how she treated Izutsumi, only about how she traumatized Toshiro.
In the posts about Laios and Falin's past I've only seen either general "I get how it is but I hope they can make up" up to feeling sorry for his father, but when there was a focus on his mother the comments became "no wonder he was traumatized look at what she did" "this woman had issues"
I'm really over here TRYING to find any other reason why there's different reactions but people just have this expectation that women are either perfect or evil??
#On that note nobody cares about how the female characters get mistreated either#but everyone gets SO PISSY when its a male character#<- people were more worried about how Laios was traumatized by Falin's treatment than by her actual treatment#I'm really on a spiral#I didn't know I was this sheltered from avoiding fandom#dunmeshi complaint
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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We’re totally getting Tommy saying something about Eddie ‘being around all the time’ aren’t we!
#and buck will try to tell Tommy that Eddie’s not in a great place right now#and Tommy will say yes but Evan we need time for just us and buck will agree#and he’ll start to stop inviting Eddie to everything#creating a distance between them#and Eddie will have his spiral about Catholicism and being gay#and buck will figure out that Tommy is Eddie lite and that actually that’s not what he wants#that he wants what he’s had with Eddie all along - family and home and having each others back#and he’ll never have that with Tommy#but eddie is straight so is it better to be with Tommy and try to make it work even if it’s not what he wants#meanwhile eddie will go to Texas as part of his journey - he’ll reunite with Chris and they will heal#and Eddie will come out#buck will miss Eddie while he’s gone and break things off with Tommy because it’s not what he wants and it’s not fair to lead Tommy on#Eddie and Chris come home and buck and Eddie fall back into what they were before only it’s slightly to the left - it’s more flirty and#the space that had grown between them is closed and they’re more in sync than ever before#and then something happens that leads to confessions and they get together#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#anti bucktommy#buddie#Tommy is a plot device
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You know what I really want if I’m being real?
I actually want them to develop Adler’s character. Because we’ve already seen the stoic, stone cold, emotionless sort of man that we fell in love with regardless. We know he’s that guy. We know he’s the baddest. But are they actually going to give us more to work with? Will they develop who he is as a person or are they going to keep it monotonous? Are they going to show us his human side? Something? Anything? Please? So many of us have busted our asses trying to further develop a somewhat realistic personality for him. Please give us something. They did it for the modern warfare boys. Give us more back story. Tell us more about his ex wife. Anything. They know he’s a fan favourite if they’re smart they would.
#call of duty black ops 6#Russell Adler#I’m probably not even making sense am I#I’m just spiralling at the reality that it’s finally almost here#this is really happening#and I’m excited but actually so nervous#I’m desperate for them to get this right#I’m also lowkey not too thrilled about his hair in most of the content I’ve seen so far but that’s okay I can manage that!
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rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"
and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers
they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)
#yaku is in his head so much about that#he thinks his snake form would be gross right? right????#eiden might give me Wet Hole privileges when i look like this carefully crafted human avatar#but if i revert to my original body there's no way anyone would ever want to ..be with me... like that? right???#meanwhile eiden's just got that sly look on his face in the corner waiting for yakumo to make the proposal#i can't imagine any of the clan members being particularly freaked out about yaku in snake form.....#all the yokai are immediately eliminated from Grossed Out pool. like. that's them. they know how it be#then you got the ppl who have lived way too long to be shocked by a sweet little snakewife being more noodley than usual#rei and quincy fall into that category most likely. blade by association because . well. blade.#he's gonna make a Yakuchan Snake sculpture and it's gonna be extra cute so yakumo doesn't feel shy about his snake form anymore#(actually it's going to freak yaku out even more and he's gonna spiral thinking that he's uglier than he ever imagined)#(and he's gonna run away feeling more insecurity while blade is SUPER CONFUSED because he captured his cuteness perfectly??)#(eiden's gonna have to reconcile another misunderstanding. sorry eiden. artistic differences are rough)#and you have the general Kinky Fuckers like eiden oli and morv#morv won't care as long as you feed him LOL#and eiden and oli are just sideeyeing excitedly like. snake? snake??? can we. can we try that 👀#i imagine that the only people who might express hesitation at first are edmond and dante#eddie would probably cave though once he realises it is IN FACT still yakumo in there. and he can fully consent#(then we give way to Kinky Fucker Edmond. Welcome to the party eddie!)#hmm... dante... never really thought about him and snakekumo...#how would that even go DOWN? like what is even the siTUATION here? how did we get here??#dante catches sooley who has a tiny snakekumo in his mouth??? a tiny lil guy who was lurking in his palace for some reason???#hm. warrants more thought exploration. we'll come back to that another time.#nu carnival yakumo
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POV: Your girlfriend has finally returned from her assignment. But, she has grown a will of her own and she despises you. And it pains you to see that she is so much happier without you. If only you were smarter and never handed her over to Ketheric. Maybe she would still love you because she was the only one in this world who ever did, even if it wasn't real.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#orin#orin the red#orin and minthara are such tragic characters#they are both so incredibly lonely and crave for nothing but love and acceptance#i have my own reservations about this ship#but i do believe that if minthara was never tadpoled#she would have actually come to love orin all on her own#can you imagine how different orin might be to experience true genuine and unconditional love?#to have someone by her side who saw the same beauty in murder as she did?#to have someone who was actually and truly devoted to her?#sadly - minthara and orin would only ever bring out the worst in each other and they would go on a downward spiral#but at least they would go down the spiral together
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Hi @naffeclipse I'm very normal about your fic. Have some frantic midnight sketches as extra kudos along with some tag rambling :)
#my ârt#crush depth#crush depth spoilers#fnaf#tw blood#tw drowning#idk how many others apply#anyways this is midnight crow coming out of the shadow realm to scream at you#first of all a cs ramble is on the way I'm still recovering from that fic too#im biting you naff im biting you so dang hard#I don't even know much about iron lung besides watching a play through but damn do you make me want to know more#just. where do I even start. the atmosphere is established so well and even though there was such a small space to work with I FELT it#I felt the claustrophobia I felt the walls and the console and the single dim lightbulb as my only solace in this death trap#the THOUGHTS#poor yn had so much time to just get lost in their head and spiral pretty much constantly#the dread. the constant overhanging dread of knowing there's a 99% chance they're not getting out of there alive and at this point#they just want to accept it and let it end bc there's hardly anything to go back to if they live#naff. look at me. reading some parts made my chest actually tighten with dread. it was so well done.#this poor human just buried in existential horror and just wanting it to end in a slightly less painful way#and the unknowable beings trapped outside who absolutely REFUSE to let that happen#god those eldritch fish were trying their hardest but just couldn't get in#yn was trapped inside while they were trapped outside and I just#I am EXPLODING the more I think about it#thinking about when they thought they were drowning and tried to breathe again#wanting to die but still having that instinct to survive#asking to be ripped apart but still cherishing their last breath of air#I'm shaking you I'm shaking you I'm dying on the floor#ough.#I'll never mentally recover from this and I want you to know I genuinely get inspired by your writing#this has been midnight crow ramblings. I just hit the tag limit. have a lovely night.
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