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chiropteracupola · 6 months ago

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Creamthing d'or passant reguardant, by a sheaf of arrows percée ...and Montjoy also.

[creamthing is the creation of the inimitable @samsketchbook; despite this choice of adjective, I have nonetheless tried my best at a little heraldic creamthing]

#em draws stuff #creamthing #le roy d'armes des françois (dit montjoye)#<- look who has a montjoy tag now. only montjoy tagging because this is kind of nonsense.#sometimes the mood is creamthing heraldry. who can explain it who can tell you why.#midway through this piece I had a Weeping Session over the meaningfulness of like. Most of my art actually.#and then I took a break and redid the colors with sort of a red-yellow-blue forced focus which helped a lot #and also I decided that if you Believe in your silliness then it can be Meaningful Intertextuality.#the journey of creamthing. the journey of montjoy. creamthing as a pelican in its piety.#spent a Lot of time on heraldry wikipedia and then ancient archival scans of heraldry encyclopedias to try and get the description right #heraldic language is Hard and I still definitely didn't get it right but I Tried. and I like how it turned out :)

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moongothic · 4 months ago

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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives

Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy

Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it

#Moon posting #Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem #IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka #Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED #I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually #IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it #MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth #Then you imagine that dattebayo #And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others #Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man

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withasideofshakespeare · 7 months ago

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#shakespeare #polls #woah! more Shakespeare polls??#I’m in a very Shakespeare-y mood right now #as a neurodivergent queer and disabled person #my answer is all of the above #I might have to sit on this one actually #I *think* my answer is Edmund

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icewindandboringhorror · 17 days ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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if i just told you i love you would this world change

#witch hat tag #orufrey #these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was #some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that #like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god #aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it #ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this #the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings #“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want #to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you #maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me #i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life #until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to #NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*

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dinoserious · 2 years ago

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lightly chewing on de again. disco buggys

#disco elysium #sketch #anthro #insect #ive been wanting to do a replay fir a while but never actually been in the right mood for it. maybe i can finally get arounf #*around to that #also beetle harry has been floating around as an idea in my head for ages now. here he finally is #hdb is like seven different animals to me #edit: when ur ten min silly doodle gets more notes then most of ur other recent work -_-#but such is the way of Posting. sigh

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canisalbus · 10 months ago

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heya, queer person from america here and just wanted to say that i absolutely adore machete and vasco so much and your art style and basically everything about your page. genuienly keep on scrolling through the tabs for machete and vasco to see anything i missed (btw have you thought of making like a specific tag for just art of them? i know you already have one for stuff pertaining to just them but it would be lit to just have an art tag of them!) . anyways to close out this message. i love the gay dogs because i too am gay but sadly not a dog.

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#“am gay but sadly not a dog” is a mood #thank you! I'm delighted to hear you like them! and the art!#I considered making a separate vaschete art tag at one point but then doubted whether it was needed #right now the fastest way to filter for vaschete art is to look through the 'own art' tag #it should all be in there #but then again it doesn't include gift art of them... maybe making that tag isn't a bad idea actually #I'll try to get around to it soon #answered #anonymous

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mayhemspreadingguy · 2 years ago

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Beautiful Nightmare 🖤

#the time to draw Nightmare has finally come #but I really need to stop staring at it and finally post it. no more changes. brain stfu for a sec please i need to get things done #ok ok so the image of handsome mr nightmare with clawed hands stained in shadows was sitting in my head for a long time #and I finally got into the mood to draw it and then I didn't finish it in one sitting and new day new mood right #so his expression softened a bit compared with the sketch but I hope he still looks playful and sinister at the same time #and I couldn't resist giving him sharp little teeth for extra bite xD #actually I feel like biting something right now. am i going feral? perhaps I should make myself a dinner. maybe. yes #ughhh #ok alright so #mayhem art #nightmare #dreamling #dream of the endless #morpheus #hob gadling

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kyouka-supremacy · 1 year ago

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Panel of all time

#atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd dead apple #mine #q.#23/02/23 #27/02/23 #They are. They are so so cute actually this panel makes me melt ajchvlucbakjyhvcsajhvc #It's the... Vague feeling of domestic tbh. Something that's so familiar and usual between them that can be used to light up the mood #The saying “Everything surrounding us right now is strange and confusing and scary but this. Our abilities competing.#This is familirar. This is reassuring. Your existence alone is soothing for me.”#And it's just 🥺🥺🥺 GOD I love them #I feel like it's in this kind of panels that you can really see that Akutagawa loves Atsushi.#Of that kind of love he keeps deep hidden in him and he knows he will never voice and it will never be #But it's also there deep and hidden to keep it safe you know?#Akutagawa is already used to suffer anyways; unrequited love isn't going to hurt him more than other things did. He can handle it.#But it's also that thing that may have him say “I'm human. This is the proof of my humanity.”#No matter that others don't see him as human and never will #It also uses to ground him. To look at Byakko and Rashomon fight with an amused look on his face.#So yeah THEM!!!!!!!!!!

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moeblob · 3 days ago

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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).

I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".

#my characters #oops i fell in love #can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am #also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad #and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable #and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker #what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer #and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still #thats like a nickname from his phone name #and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying #because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away #and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up #also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it #karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul #paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station #but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates #hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it #hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable #which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him #and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend #and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact #and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place #anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames #i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl #also also final note on this ig #since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and #doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful #ok i lied final note on them is #for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well #and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately

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sergle · 2 years ago

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nailposting time: i’ve been fiending for a goldenrod color, but i also can’t be spending money right now, so i mixed one up custom. and she is beautiful

#sergle.txt #nailposting #nail polish #tell me this doesn't rip ass.#so the yellow/orange Goldenrod is a custom mix obviously but the shimmer on top #is ORLY's 'citrus got real' color #from the breathable line #which I actually haven't worn on its own yet but it's so sheer and nicely Even that it works great on top of other polishes #and it FUCKS severely on top of yellow #it looks great in full sun obviously but I like shimmers even better in the shade. they look even smoother #tbh I've been on a shimmer kick recently (I have more pics. for later) just bc of how they look good in diff lightings #ik holo is the mood right now but it loses its luster if you don't have a direct light source on it

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moonlightblueandicegrey · 2 months ago

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I have to admit something...

I don't like lava.

Here. I said it. I don't like it.

I never did.

AND

I dislike Kailor and Jaya as well.

#i have no problem with lava shippers and kailor shippers #this is just my opinion #i don't hate those ships i just don't like them that much #hate is too much #i prefer plasma bruise glacier pixane... yeah #lego ninjago #ninjago #desired reality #reality shifting #bruise ninjago #plasmashipping #plasma #ninjago glacier #ninjago pixane #ninjago kailor #ninjago lavashipping #jay walker #kai smith #cole brookstone #zane julien #pixal borg #skylor chen #nya smith #ninjago jaya #jaya #i don't like lava because i prefer plasma and i see Kai and Cole as brothers mostly #i don't like Kailor because of the betrayal of the lack of content and i also don't like the vibes and yes i know it's a canon ship #also I don't like Jaya because it seems forced and i don't think that Jay and Nya actually match.#I'm sorry but i also find Nya annoying... She is just getting on my nerves although i must admit that she is an admirable character #I'm in a bad mood right now as you probably noticed

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t3chborb · 8 months ago

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I'm one year older today, so I figured I gotta wrap a present or two~

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... Wait...

... I got it backwards, didn't I...

... I'm supposed to be... uhh... the one opening gifts today...

... Oh, how incredibly silly of me...

Welp, I'm sure Ramattra doesn't mind~

#Borb's Scribbles #Overwatch #Ramattra #Unholy Abomination #rest in pepperonis my blog's rating #fr tho my bday is the time of year when i allow myself to be completely unhinged and self indulgent in art #bc may as well treat myself right?#my victim this year is our poor ramram #and i just so happened to be in the mood for something more... extreme... this time #i doodle sin every once in a while #tho it's been YEARS since i made sin that i would deem “finished art”#this is the first one of those i'm actually proud of #and HOT DAMN I did not realize just how much power i have in my hands-#shit i may just have to draw polished sin more often #because if i don't draw what i wanna see who will???#i have been disrespectfully staring at the other variants for way too long now-#...oh yeah did i mention there are rated e variants of this?#because OF COURSE there are #kinda wanna post them but tumblr would probably crucify me for showing robot schlong #welp ya'll just gonna have to live with that i guess lol #jk jk bear with me while i wrap my head around a website that allows this stuff to be posted-

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pushing500 · 1 month ago

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omg i just binged all of a mechanitor's message. love it sm. hows paul doing??????

He is not enjoying himself very much. Without a techist ideology, all four of the prisoners are disgusted by their new nutrient paste diet, and Mechi and Kwahu won’t even give them any coffee to wash it down!! How rude.

No more miraculous recoveries from Paralytic Abasia, either. That seems to be a one-time trick that grandpa Paul can’t repeat. Sucks to be him. He shouldn’t have gotten himself captured again.

I’m so glad you like the story, too!! <3

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frogayyyy · 5 months ago

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so has anyone got any idea what the fuck we're supposed to do in this general election? particularly when you're in a constituency where a vote for anyone except labour is a vote for the tories and a vote for labour is also a vote for tories (ie. tory policies.)

"democracy" it's an actual joke

#(eg. voting green would be 'splitting the vote' etc etc)#might have a little cry on the train!#i know what i said about tactical voting but honestly what's the point #the thought of voting labour right now makes me sick #but #like genuinely me voting green is helping the tories win #what the fuck #can you tell i'm in a terrible mood today 💀#just adding that of course i'm glad i actually have a right to vote and i acknowledge that's more than some #still basically useless though #i am absolutely not saying you shouldn't vote. i'm just calling out how fucked up our electoral system is

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yumedoca · 9 months ago

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Was supposed to be drawing today but stuff happened and now I'm not in the mood so I guess I'll be watching UY movie 5..

#stuff refers to the monthly torture aka periods #i woke up to the worst pain ive had in a long time #it was so bad i had to take painkillers which i dont usually do #because of that im fine now but im scared about the situation once it wears off #oh right and because of usual mood swings i had an entire dilemma in the morning which basically went like 'WHY DOES GOD HATE WOMEN?'#« this is kinda funny now that im better but the statement still stands #im sorry but i needed to get this out of my system #wouldve put it in the actual post but im too embarassed..

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