#acotar x gender neutral reader

[outoftheseine]

-AZRIEL “THE SHADOWSINGER” FIC RECS-

i am so obsessed with him it is not even funny | note: please be aware of the authors’ warnings before reading. fics include canon tw’s like: violence, death, grief. some fics have 18+ content so minors please DNI.

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SERIES - MULTI-CHAPTERS

the trials of aphrodite • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @milswrites (unrequited love, so much pining)

unrequited love | part two • azriel x reader

↳ by @lyssasdrafts (angst)

a field of dandelions • azriel x witch!reader

↳ by @prythianpages (made my heart warm, some angst, smut)

bloodied bonds | sinner’s sacrifice • azriel x rhysand’s sister!reader

↳ by @ellievickstar (hanahaki au, angst)

if it all fell • azriel x reader

↳ by @pellucid-constellations (angst, comfort, i feel for azriel :()

the silent one | 2 | 3 | 4 | azriel x fem!oc

↳ by @feyreswaterybowels (found family, slowburn, angst, fluff, comfort, mute!oc, tw: past sa)

lonesome | part 2 • azriel x reader

↳ by @assassinsblade (angst)

ocean eyes • azriel x reader

↳ by @redheadspark (very fluffy, angsty at times, smut, dad!azriel)

crush • azriel x reader

↳ by @writingcroissant (so so fluffy, smut)

i laugh like me again… she laughs like you | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 • azriel x reader

↳ by @azrielbrainrot (very angsty, grief, violence, torture)

was any of it true? | full throttle | alt. ending • badboy!azriel x goodgirl!reader

↳ by @flickering-chandelier (modern au, angst, happy ending, smut)

pushed to the edge • azriel x seer!reader

↳ by @stormhearty (oh boy hurt me so good)

baker!reader x azriel

↳ by @imaginesmai (so fluffyyy)

and so, the stars aligned | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 • azriel x archeron!reader

↳ by @offthepages

finding home • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @parkerslatte

sweet like sugar • azriel x reader

↳ by @writingsbychlo (fluff, angst, smut)

ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC’S

tiny shadows • azriel x reader

↳ by @xmalfoyweasleyx (fluff)

his shadows know • azriel x reader

↳ by @daycourtofficial (fluff)

he feels safe with you • azriel x reader

↳ by @florencemtrash (warm, fuzzy fluff)

the quiet between • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @thewulf (mean!az, angst, fluff)

you drew stars around my scars • azriel x reader

↳ by @flickering-chandelier (fluff, slight angst)

arcane • azriel x death god!reader

↳ by @serpentandlily (fluff, tw: alludes to sa)

butterfly kisses • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @itsswritten (fluff, suggestive)

threads of hazel • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @itsswritten (oh beautiful angst)

laborious activities • azriel x reader

↳ by @writingcroissant (fluff and labour things)

marriage-life • azriel x reader

↳ by @delulustateofmind (sooo fluffy)

baby blanket • azriel x reader

↳ by @sapphicmsmarvel (fluff)

implode • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @daydreaming-nerd (really angsty)

blinded • azriel x reader

↳ by @lady-of-tearshed (oh so angsty, unrequited love)

scartlet-tipped secrets; peonies, for you • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @angelshadowsinger (hanahaki au, unrequited love, angst)

totally annoying and not funny at all • azriel x reader

↳ by @sillymercury (fluff, little angst, literally idiots in love)

never yours • azriel x reader (lucien x reader)

↳ by @really-fanny-longbottom (angst, stupid azriel tbh, fluff)

let me keep you company • azriel x reader

↳ by @utterlyazriel (so so fluffy)

you found me • azriel x reader

↳ by @pit-and-the-pen (angst, blood, comfort)

pretty little shadowsinger • azriel x reader

↳ by @illyrianbitch (fluff)

happy ending • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @milswrites (fluff and a little angst)

pancake • azriel x reader

↳ by @acotarxreader (fluff, comfort, tw: panic attack)

domestic bliss • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @bat-boys (very fluffy, slightly suggestive)

and yesterday you were here with me • azriel x reader

↳ by @dawneternal (angst, comfort, tw: miscarriage)

(what if?) all i need is you • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @empiresofstorm (whipped azriel, comfort, fluff)

baby mine • azriel x reader

↳ by @thisblogisaboutabook (angst, comfort, fluff, tws: sa and trauma)

calypso • azriel x reader

↳ by @solbaby7 (fav kind of female rage, mentions of blood)

the girl who cheated death • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @utterlyotterlyx (fluff)

the tormented & the unforgiven • azriel x reader

↳ by @lucysstoryworld (very angsty, graphic torture)

tattoos older than you • azriel x archeron!reader

↳ by @surielstea (age-gap, suggestive)

“you were flirting with me?” • azriel x fem!reader

↳ by @thehighladywrites (suggestive, fluff, humour)

[everythingacotarbxm1012]

Cassian as a girl dad, headcanons…

Warnings - devastation of war mentioned, adoption (can be a more touchy subject for some)

When he learns he is having a girl who is OVERJOYED. He wasn't against a boy, but the general also remembers what he was like when he was young.

Once the initial burst of joy fades away he's freaking out. The home isn't kid-proof, what if he messes this up––he's been a fighter his whole life, i don't know how to do hair... how will he raise a kid as a general, i need time off...

Then there's deciding what type of dad Cassian wants to be.

First few weeks he rambles about his options as you both fall asleep, his head on your chest, fingers tracing shapes over your stomach.

Does he want his daughter running around with a sword beating up stupid Illyrian morons, or taking dance classes and painting his nails.

'Cassian, baby,' you ask your mate.

Of course, then again why can't the general be both; nails-painted, hair-braided, dance-class-taking, teach-my-daughter-to-fight, dad...

Cassian spends the next few months learning how to braid hair, cut hair, make buns, ponytails, something twists. But of course if his daughter wants short hair that's okay too...

So what if he is the butt of some jokes from Az and Rhys

The paperwork is the most annoying part. Your patience was always so much greater than his. He was a fighter, not a paper-work doer.

It was all the more complicated considering adoption wasn't exactly common in Prythian, a newer idea many Fae didn't consider.

The added consideration of the devastation from the war against Hybern then dealing with Koschei made for quite a number of babies and children left without families and you couldn't handle that.

It was a bit of a new precedent but one the High Lord and Lady helped guide Cassian and his mate through it all.

The day you finally get to take your daughter home it's a pile of nerves and joy. She has little with her, only a stuffed animal dragon with pig tails and a dress.

Nothing compares to this feeling. Only the snap of the mating bond could be considered comparable. A two-year-old girl with big eyes and tightly tucked wings could bring Cassian to his knees in an instant.

The General of the Night Court, Lord of Bloodshed, undone.

She looks up at him as you pick up your new daughter. You introduce yourself, pointing to Cassian. 'Dada,' you coo.

She keeps staring at Cassian who takes the young girl into his arms, sobbing.

'I would burn the world to the ground for you,' he thinks.

She turns in her father's arms to stare at you holding out the dragon. 'Azwiel,' she says pointing to the dragon stuffed animal.

Cassian later learns that's because Azriel was cool when he flew. Naturally, Azriel is the one to teach her to fly.

You stifle a laugh, Cassian just keeps sobbing.

It takes her a few months to adjust to her new home, but has little trouble exploring.

One night when you and Cassian are both asleep you see her toddle into the room with a giggle. 'Can my fwend bwysis sleep with us,' she asks innocently.

You start shaking with laughter.

Cassian realizes, in that moment, he is way out of his depth.

[dee-writes-smut]

LAZY MORNINGS

FEATURING Cassian x reader

SUMMARY lazy mornings, simple fights, and tender kisses; all gone, all lost without him.

CONTENT WARNINGS major character loss, depression, emotional descriptions of kissing (?)

AUTHORS NOTE happy 100 followers, here's some devastating angst as a thanks! Enjoy! :)

I wanted it all. The lazy mornings in bed, the fight over which movie to watch, the bumping into each other in their small kitchen. The disagreements and the tears and the kisses and their love. For once, I wanted to be selfish, and I wanted to have it all.

The transition from sleep to wakefulness was seamless with Cassian by my side. As the first tendrils of dawn painted soft hues across the room, I would stir from slumber, greeted by the comforting weight of his arm draped possessively over my waist. His warmth enveloped me, cocooning me in a sanctuary of bliss where time seemed to stand still.

In the quiet stillness of the morning, I savored the sensation of Cassian's breath against the nape of my neck, a gentle rhythm that mirrored the rise and fall of my own chest. The faint scent of his cologne lingered in the air, mingling with the aroma of freshly laundered sheets to create an intoxicating bouquet that stirred something deep within me.

"Cassian," I would murmur, my voice still heavy with sleep, "just a few more minutes."

His response was a gentle hum, a silent affirmation of our shared desire to linger in this moment of tranquility a little while longer. With his fingers tracing lazy patterns along my skin, I would bury myself deeper into the folds of the sheets, reveling in the sensation of his steady breath against my skin.

Minutes stretched into eternity as we savored the simple pleasure of being together, the outside world fading into insignificance in the face of our shared intimacy. Each touch, each caress, spoke volumes, conveying a depth of emotion that words could never capture.

Eventually, the call of hunger would rouse us from our languid state, and we would stumble into the kitchen, limbs entwined and hearts full. The familiar rituals of breakfast became a dance of shared moments, each movement fluid and effortless as we navigated the space between us with practiced ease.

Cassian took charge of the coffee, his hands moving with precision as he measured out the perfect ratio of ground to water. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee filled the air, mingling with the scent of his cologne to form an irresistible blend that stirred something deep within me. Meanwhile, I busied myself with preparing the rest of our meal, slicing fruit with care and toasting bread to golden perfection.

The rhythmic clink of knives against cutting boards filled the air, a soothing melody that accompanied our shared silence. As we worked side by side, I couldn't help but marvel at the easy rhythm of our partnership, the way we moved in sync without needing to exchange a single word.

Breakfast would be a simple affair, yet it held a significance that transcended the mere act of nourishment. As we sat across from each other at the table, our eyes would meet in silent communion, words unnecessary as we shared the unspoken bond of love and understanding. But it was after breakfast, when we would return to the warmth of our bed, that the true magic would happen. We would lie there, limbs intertwined and hearts open, basking in the afterglow of our shared meal, lost in the sweet serenity of our love.

No relationship is without its rough patches, and ours was no exception. For all the lazy mornings and tender moments we shared, there were also moments of discord that tested the strength of our bond.

Our disagreements were fierce, fueled by passion and stubbornness. This particular argument had been brewing beneath the surface for weeks, simmering like a pot left unattended until it finally boiled over.

"It's not just about the mission, Cassian," I argued, my voice tinged with frustration. "It's about us. I can't keep pretending like everything's fine when it's not."

Cassian's expression hardened, his jaw tightening with tension. "This is bigger than us," he countered, his voice strained. "The Rebellion needs us. We can't afford to let personal feelings get in the way."

His words cut deep, slicing through the facade of composure I had been desperately clinging to. The weight of his duty hung heavy in the air between us, a constant reminder of the sacrifices we were both forced to make.

We clashed over matters of duty and sacrifice, our opposing viewpoints pulling us further apart with each passing moment. The tension in the room was palpable, like a taut rope ready to snap at any moment.

"I can't do this anymore," I would whisper, tears welling in my eyes. "I can't keep pretending like I'm okay with you risking your life every day."

Cassian's expression softened, a flicker of remorse crossing his features. "I know," he would reply, his voice barely above a whisper. "But I can't just walk away. You know that, sweetheart."

I would retreat into myself, the weight of our disagreement pressing down on me like a suffocating blanket. Doubt crept into my mind, casting shadows on the once bright future we had envisioned together.

But amidst the chaos and confusion, there was also a glimmer of hope—a willingness to listen, to understand, and to forgive. We were two souls adrift in a sea of uncertainty, reaching out for each other in the hope of finding solid ground once more.

Tears streamed down my cheeks. "I'm scared, Cassian. I'm scared of losing you."

He would draw me into his arms, his touch a lifeline in the darkness. "I'm not going anywhere," he would assure me, his voice filled with determination. "We'll find a way through this, together."

In the quiet of the night, with our hearts laid bare and our fears exposed, we would find solace in each other's embrace. Our tears mingled together, a silent testament to the depth of our love and the pain we felt at the thought of losing each other.

And as the first light of dawn crept through the window, casting a soft glow over our entwined forms, we made a silent vow to do better—to communicate more openly, to listen more attentively, and to cherish each other with every breath we took.

Amidst the chaotic ebb and flow of our lives, there existed pockets of pure bliss—moments where time held its breath, and the clamor of the world melted away, leaving only the tender dance of our souls.

Our kisses were a language unto themselves, each touch a sonnet of desire and devotion, weaving a tapestry of unspoken vows and whispered confessions. In the sanctuary of our embraces, I found solace, as if the universe itself conspired to bring us together in perfect harmony.

His lips were an oasis, tender and yielding against mine, kindling a flame that surged through every fiber of my being, an inferno of passion that blazed brighter with each lingering caress. His touch was an electric current, coursing through me with a pulse of urgency and longing, binding us together in a symphony of sensation.

We stole kisses in the most unlikely of places, our love a secret shared with the world—a stolen moment in the bustle of a crowded street, a whispered promise beneath the moon's gentle gaze. Each kiss was a revelation, a testament to the depth of our connection and the fervor of our love.

But it was not merely the physical act of kissing that tethered us—it was the unspoken language of our hearts, a melody of longing and belonging that resonated with every touch, every brush of skin against skin. In the tender aftermath of our embraces, we lay intertwined, our breaths synchronized in the quiet cadence of the night, content to dwell in the sanctity of our shared affection.

Our kisses were a kaleidoscope of emotion, laughter bubbling up between stolen breaths, joy and mirth dancing in the spaces between our lips. Other times, they were a silent plea for reassurance, a whispered prayer against the uncertainties that lingered at the edges of our lives.

And as sleep eventually claimed us, cocooned in the warmth of each other's arms, I knew with unwavering certainty that I was exactly where I was meant to be—loved, cherished, and infinitely blessed by the presence of this extraordinary man in my life.

In the quiet moments of our intimacy, I could feel the weight of his love, an anchor grounding me amidst the tumultuous seas of life. With each kiss, it was as if the world around us faded into insignificance, leaving only the profound connection that bound us together.

Our kisses spoke volumes, conveying emotions too deep for words to articulate. They were a dance of vulnerability and trust, a testament to the depth of our bond and the strength of our commitment to each other.

As our lips met in silent communion, I felt a sense of belonging that transcended the physical realm, a profound knowing that in each other's arms, we had found our home. And in those stolen moments of intimacy, I vowed to cherish every kiss, every touch, as a precious gift from the universe—a reminder of the extraordinary love that bound us together, now and for eternity.

In the aftermath of Cassian's sacrifice for the Rebellion, I found myself adrift in a sea of memories—fragments of our love that seemed to shimmer and fade like distant stars in the night sky.

The lazy mornings in bed felt like a distant dream, a fleeting moment of bliss now shattered by the harsh reality of his absence. I could almost feel the warmth of his body pressed against mine, his steady heartbeat a comforting rhythm against my skin. But when I reached out, all I found was empty space—a cruel reminder of what we had lost.

The arguments over trivial matters echoed in the empty rooms of our home, their echoes bouncing off the walls like ghosts of our past. I could hear the frustration in his voice, the stubbornness in his stance, as we clashed over insignificant details that now seemed trivial in comparison to the gaping void left in his wake.

But amidst the echoes of our disagreements, there were also moments of laughter and joy, the playful banter that had once filled our home with warmth and light. I could almost hear his laughter ringing in my ears, see the mischievous glint in his eyes as we teased each other mercilessly. Those moments were a balm to my wounded soul, a reminder of the love that had once flourished between us.

Yet, even as I navigated the caverns of our shared memories, reality intruded in the form of his family, checking in with concern etched into their every word and gesture. They offered solace, companionship, and a shoulder to lean on, but I found myself retreating further into solitude, unable to bear the weight of their well-intentioned sympathy.

The stolen kisses filled with laughter and longing haunted me, their memory a bittersweet reminder of all that we had shared. I could almost taste the sweetness of his lips, the warmth of his embrace, as we had reveled in the simple pleasure of being together. But now, those moments felt like distant echoes, fading into the darkness like whispers carried away by the wind.

But most of all, I missed the feeling of being loved—truly and unconditionally, in a way that transcended words and defied explanation. I longed for the warmth of his touch, the strength of his embrace, the way he had looked at me as if I were the center of his universe. But now, all I felt was the cold emptiness of his absence—a void that seemed to stretch on for eternity, swallowing me whole.

As I traced the lines of his face in my mind's eye, I realized that I had taken our love for granted, assuming that it would always be there, steadfast and unchanging. But now, as I sat alone in the silence of our home, I understood that nothing in this world was permanent—not even love.

In the quiet moments of reflection, I found myself grappling with the realization that love, no matter how deep or enduring, was not immune to the passage of time or the cruel twists of fate. And yet, even as I mourned the loss of what once was, I couldn't help but cling to the hope that perhaps, somewhere out there in the vast expanse of the universe, our love still burned bright, a beacon of light in the darkness.

[aphroditelovesu]

can you please write gender, neutral, reader, who has ADHD and the yandere Bat boys from ACOTAR react to reader having ADHD I’ve been waiting for your request to open to request this can’t wait to read it ❤️❤️❤️

❝ 🌹 — lady l: i hope you like it, anon! As a person with ADHD, I wrote it based on my experience and things that happen to me, but I know not everyone is the same, but I hope you enjoy it anyway! ❤️❤️

❝tw: overprotective behavior, ADHD, unhealthy romantic relationships, messy writing.

❝🌹pairing: yandere!bat boys/azriel, rhysand and cassian x ADHD!gender neutral!reader.

Azriel

Azriel deals with your ADHD however he can and tries his best to be understanding and not stress. He doesn't like it, but he can't do anything to change it. Don't get him wrong, he doesn't have anything bad against you having ADHD, as he knows it's not your choice, but he hates that ADHD has you.

He hates that he worries about you so much because he's afraid you'll end up getting hurt because of your lack of attention. He has never met anyone who poses as much danger to themself as you do and it irritates him profusely.

Azriel gets tired easily and to try to have some peace of mind, he will always have a shadow with you, to look after you and report any movement of you and others. Even if you get angry about this, he won't see it as anything wrong since he's just looking out for your safety.

He has always been very protective of you since he has never cared for or loved anyone as much as he loves you and when he finds out that you have ADHD this protection becomes unbearable. Azriel doesn't want anything bad to happen to you and will make sure of it.

Azriel hates it when you cause yourself harm and scolds you vehemently and when you are hurt by his words, he mumbles an apology and pulls you into a hug. He can't stay mad at you.

He tries to be as understanding as possible, like when you forget something or even a date, he tries to think about your well-being and doesn't schedule another date again until he's sure you're okay. Azriel will make sure you are always comfortable with something and, if you take any medication, make sure you never miss it and you will always take it.

Rhysand

If Rhysand could remove ADHD from you with his daemati powers, he would have done it a long time ago. But that's not possible, so he tries his best to take care of you and make sure you're well, fed and safe.

He doesn't like being ignored and when he talks to you, he expects an answer, but he tries to act indifferent when he realizes that you are lost in your thoughts and aren't listening to him. Rhys can't blame you for this, so he always brushes it off and says it's okay when you realize what happened.

Rhysand understands you and is as caring and gentle as possible. The way he talks and acts around you really shows how much he cares and wants you to feel comfortable around him, so he will never say or do something that makes you uncomfortable.

He was always overprotective and that didn't change at all when he found out about your ADHD, but it did increase. Anyone who looks, who thinks, wrong about you will be torn to pieces. Rhysand will not allow any harm to be done to you and any attempt will be dealt with slowly and painfully.

Rhys tries his best to look out for you, writing notes or sending you literal mental notes when you forget something, and, depending on the situation, he will have someone look after you so you don't get hurt. He leaves little notes around the house with simple reminders and some more romantic ones, reminding you how much he loves you and cares about you.

He loves you and is protective of you in the same way he always was, the only change will be that Rhysand will become much more suffocating and will invade your personal space more frequently due to your ADHD, constantly fearing that you will get hurt. Rhys values ​​you a lot, but he doesn't trust you completely and so he has to make sure you're okay and he'll do it his way.

Cassian

Cassian loves the fact that you have ADHD. He knows this may seem strange and insensitive of him, but he can't help but be excited because it makes you more dependent on him in his eyes and he loves taking care of you.

He always loved taking care of you as if you were a child, especially due to your size difference. You will almost always be hidden in his wings and he will be looking at everyone with suspicion. Cassian had become even more protective due to your ADHD.

Cassian tries his best to be understanding and he is very emotional and puts your feelings above him and will take great care not to make you upset, as he hates seeing you mad at him. He is constantly hugging you, because he knows that in his arms you will be safe from all the dangers in the world.

He will always remind you of your chores, leaving notes around the house in places he knows you will look at and will always accompany you wherever you go, to make sure you don't get hurt or end up tripping over something. Your safety always comes first.

If you allow him, Cassian will become your personal bodyguard and follow you around like a puppy. He wants you to depend on him, he needs to protect you, be your hero and he will die inside if he can't do everything for you. It will get to the point that Cassian will offer to carry you anywhere.

Cassian knows it's wrong to think that way, since he knows that having ADHD isn't something easy or cool, but he likes having you dependent on him. He wants to be the only one to watch over you, to protect you and knowing that you have an extra vulnerability makes him ecstatic. He has to take care of you, that's his duty as your mate and as your protector.

[greycloudsinwinter]

Hi I wanted to request yandere platonic inner circle from ACOTAR x gender neutral reader who is the sister/brother of the archeron sisters who was also thrown in the cauldron and turned it fea but smiler to Nesta he/she also got powers like having the ability to rewrite reality like Wanda from Marvel and you could also make one of the inner circle a romantic yandere mate to reader maybe Azriel if you want or any other. I hope it’s not to specific loved your cassian headcanons. 🫂😍❤️

YANDERE PLATONIC INNER CIRCLE X GENDER NEUTRAL READER

YANDERE AZRIEL X READER

🌌you were the sibling of the archon sisters and it was tough to be in there shadow. Especially in making friends your power some what scared people .it didn’t help how protective your sisters were especially elain.

🌌everyone treated you with respect and kindness however you were lonely only ever having your sisters who would fight over who got to spend time with you. Even though there mates became jealous how much time they spent around you they didn’t care because you were there sibling there family.

🌌freyer usually showed you all her paintings befor anyone else and most of them had you in them.

🌌nesta preferred to gossip with you about how annoying everyone is .

🌌elain liked it when you helped her with the garden.

🌌they all had a neutral understanding that you were perfect . When they became mates they encouraged there other half’s to get to know you .

🌌rhysand was the first to come around and agree with his mate that you were the perfect little sister. In away you reminded him of his sister so he became increasingly worried about your safety. That’s why the servants spoke only few words to you.

🌌cassian was reluctant in getting to know you . He was a jealous man to say the least he worshipped the ground nesta walked on and all she did was seek your comfort. He understood that you are her younger sibling but he still hates how much time she spent with you. When he got too know you better (which took 6 months) he realised how extraordinary you were and became devoted to your safety.

🌌mor instantly became friends with you once you came to live under the mountain. She enjoyed telling you secrets of others even though she promised those people she wouldn’t tell a soul . That’s how important you are to her.

🌌azriel was heartbroken after elain found out lucien was her mate and not him. He became depressed and felt his self esteem become lesser then it already was .

🌌but then you showed up , you were shaking like a leaf when you arrived. Clearly traumatised but slowly ever so slowly you came out of your shell . Often spending your nights talking with him under the stars.

🌌when the news goes to the inner circle you and azriel are spending more and more time together. They encourage it they know they can’t keep you from falling in love with somebody so azriel is the perfect solution. He would protect you for life . They knew that. Everyone knew that.

🌌so he became obsessed and devoted completely to you .

🌌he does random acts of service . You hungry? Don’t worry azriel will get you food ! You tired ? Azriel has you in his arms flying you to you bed.

🌌if anyone and I mean ANYONE threatens you he won’t hesitate to kill them . And no one can stop him anyway . After all the inner circle came to an agreement that azriel was perfect for you .

🌌if you try to escape your being dragged back and locked in your room for weeks until you are on your knees begging to be let out for a few minutes.

🌌overall try and stay away from them ALL they believe they have the best intentions for you but in reality it’s a toxic smothering that you can’t escape .

🌌azriel is an delusional and emotionally unstable yandere

Thank you so much for this request ❤️❤️

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unless requested/specified, reader has no intended race or ethnicity and will be tagged accordingly

pls dni with my nsfw works if u are a minor, i am not in charge of controlling the content u consume but all i ask is that u please don't interact w my nsfw content as it makes me uncomfortable

please SPECIFY GENDER WHEN SENDING A NSFW/SMUT ASK as it makes writing smut much easier- writing gender neutral smut is very hard

i will NOT respond to asks that are not in my inbox (for ex: through dms or comments) as they are more difficult to organize. if you want to leave an ask/thirst, please do so in my inbox alone. i will also not respond if you send in multiple asks repeatedly trying to pressure me to write something.

overall please be kind and respectful, i will get to asks as quickly as possible ♥️

these guidelines are subject to change as i will update these rules as i go, adding or subtracting or making addendums as i see fit.

🥀MASTERLIST(s) BELOW CUT🥀:

THE DRAGON PRINCE MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

ACOTAR MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

HONKAI STAR RAIL MASTERLIST LINKED HERE (discontinued)

DEMON SLAYER MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

HAZBIN HOTEL MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

SECOND HAZBIN HOTEL MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

HELLUVA BOSS MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

ATSV/ITSV MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

MARVEL/MCU MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

ARCANE MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

DC MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

SECOND DC MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

MARAUDERS/HP MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

BNHA MASTERLIST LINKED HERE

ART MASTERLIST (ALL OF MY DRAWINGS) LINKED HERE

Lmk if any links arent working, fyi any fandoms that dont have masterlists have yet to be written for/requested! reqs are open and i will be adding more soon!! <3

[fantasyandshit]

Masterlist

If you send in requests please specify the gender of reader- I do male female or gender neutral but am most versed in Female so I will most likely jump to that purely bc that’s how my brain works

Acotar

Azriel

Oneshots:

Something is wrong- Azriel x reader

Tea time- Azriel x reader

Replaced- Azriel x reader

Replaced part two- Azriel x reader/mainly Eris x reader

The tailor- Azriel x male reader

Series:

The light and the dark series( remake) masterlist here-Azriel x reader

Eris

One shots:

My high lady- Eris x reader

I hate you- Eris x reader

Whether you like it or not- Eris x reader

Can I have a cookie- Eris x reader

Mini series:

Replaced part one- Eris x reader/mainly Azriel x reader

Replaced part two- Eris x reader

Lucien

Oneshots:

They’re just so- perfect- Lucien x g/n reader

Rhysand

One shots:

Little bird -Rhysand x reader

Nesta

Oneshots:

My girl- Nesta x fem!reader

Criminal minds

Spencer reid

Oneshots:

You drive me crazy

Be mine?

Supernatural

Non romantic Winchester bros

Oneshots:

The true monsters-Winchester sister

Skz

Felix

Mini series:

Can’t be late part 1

Marauders

None romantic

One shots:

You saved me-sirius black sister

———

Please send requests! I want to have plenty of ideas from y’all! Please check my other fandoms post at bottom of page for what fandoms I write for

[somewhere-in-the-rain]

Hi, if you’re seeing this you probably have an unhealthy obsession with fictional characters. Yeah, me too.

Currently reading: The Odyssey, Weyward

My fandoms (and where I stand on discourse)

The Empyrean: I adored Fourth Wing and I enjoyed Iron Flame. I support every decision Violet Sorrengail has ever made. If you did not like this book, then this is not the blog for you.

ACOTAR: I am pro Feysand, Inner Circle and Gwynriel. I’m neutral on Nesta.

Crescent City: Bryce is dead to me after HOFAS.

Also: Throne of Glass, Shatter Me, Red Queen, Caraval, OUABH, Grishaverse, The Bridge Kingdom, The Folk of the Air, The Hunger Games, The Inheritance Games, Ali Hazelwood, A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder, His Dark Materials, Divergent, Truly Devious, Powerless, The Song of Achilles

Taylor Swift, Halsey, Olivia Rodrigo, Bastille, Maisie Peters, Chappell Roan, Ed Sheeran, Gracie Abrams, Sabrina Carpenter, Billie Eilish

Bridgerton, Downton Abbey, Friends, How I Met Your Mother, Brooklyn 99, New Girl, Maxton Hall, The Witcher, Merlin, The Vampire Diaries

Marvel, Star Wars, Hamilton

About me

⭒ british ⭒ bisexual ⭒ slytherin ⭒ she/her ⭒ aquarius ⭒ introvert ⭒ reader ⭒ writer ⭒ feminist ⭒ atheist ⭒

I am a lover of toast, Greek tragedies, dogs, and overthinking every situation. My biggest pet peeve is people who think Wuthering Heights is a romance.

I like to write really long posts about tiny details in fantasy books, probably because I took GCSE English Lit too seriously.

I am chronically online and enjoy laughing at the shouty people on Twitter (I have never once called that app X and I am not about to start now).

Incorrect quotes: @stupidlybookish

Find me on ao3: lostinthehaze

Dividers by @saradika-graphics

Mildly interesting posts

The Empyrean as shitposts

Gender equality in the Empyrean series

Overprotective Xaden

Xaden’s letters

Why I don’t think Violet is a truth-sayer Part 1

Why I don’t think Violet is a truth sayer Part 2

Fourth Wing bonus chapter (Xaden POV)

Please feel free to send me random asks; if you’ve been following my blog for a while you will know I love to give my opinion on things.

[atlasthegreatest]

- Atlas Masterlist - [Requests are open]

▪️Male reader

▫️Female reader

🔲 Gender neutral

🔳 Male/ Female Oc

Avatar: The Legend Of Korra/ The Last Airbender:

Asami Sato:

🔳 - War of Hearts- I, II, III, IV, V, VI, VII, VIII, XI, X , XI

Avatar Korra:

Butterfly Effect

Lin Beifong

Katara

Suyin Beifong

Mako

Bolin

Azula

Senna

Kya

Kuvira

Percy Jackson:

Annabeth Chase:

🔲- Strategic Minds and Wild Hearts

Percy Jackson

Jason Grace

Thalia Grace

Piper McLean

Hazel Levesque

Nico DiAngelo

Sally Jackson

Silena Beauregard

Drew Tanaka

Harry Potter :

Hermione Granger

Harry Potter

Narcissa Black

Lily Evans

Daphne Greengrass

Narcissa Black

Ginny Weasley

Fleur Delacour

Penny Haywood :

- Baby Problems

Cassandra Vole:

▪️- Unexpected Surprises

▪️- Tme Wrap: Bizarrely Adventures!

Scream:

Sidney Prescott :

- ▪️ Flight or Figth

Tara Carpenter:

▪️ A Nigth Out

Gale Weathers

Sam Carpenter:

▪️A Nigth to Remember

Fairy Tail:

Erza Scarlet:

🔲- A Taste of Love

Natsu Dragneel

Grey Fullbuster

Lucy Heartfilia :

🔲 - Friends…? Friends.

Mirajane Strauss

Juvia Lockser

Irene Belserion

Attack On Titan:

Mikasa Ackerman:

-▫️ Fake It ‘Till You Break It - I

Eren Yeager

Historia Reiss

Annie Leonheart

Pieck Finger

Jean Kriestean

Sasha Braus

Hange Zoe

Marvel Universe:

Natasha Romanoff:

▫️A Hero’s First Flight

▪️Breaking the Chains

Laura Kinney:

▪️Into the Wild

▪️Into the Void

Jean Grey

Emma Frost

Wanda Maximoff

Maria Hill:

▫️A Hero’s First Flight

Cindy Moon:

▪️ The Bat, The Spider, and The Mutant

Gwen Stacy:

▪️ Tangled in the Web

Felicia Hardy

Mary-Jane Watson

Ororo Monroe

DC Universe:

Cassandra Cain:

▪️The Bat, The Spider, and The Mutant

▪️The Super’s Bats

🔲- Silent Glances and Secret Smiles

🔲- Shadows of the Past — Birds of a Feather pt.2 — Weight of Memories pt.3 — Weight of the Past pt.4

▪️Shadows of Grief

🔲- A New Begining

▫️ Quiet Echoes of Love

▫️ Cracks in the Shell

Helena Bertinelli:

▫️Under the Spotlight

Barbara Gordon:

▫️- Cards on the Table

Dick Grayson

Poison Ivy

Kara Zor-El:

▫️The Flight of the Owl

Wonder Woman:

▪️The Wonder and the Guardian of Themyscira

▫️Unseen Bonds

Cassandra Sandsmark

Zatanna Zatara

Talia al Ghul:

▫️Duty and Devotion

▫️ A Not-So-Quiet Visit

Lady Shiva

Starfire

The Vampire Diaries/ The Originals:

Caroline Forbes:

▪️ Late Night Talking

Katherine Pierce:

🔲- Blood Ties

Rebekah Mikaelson

Hayley Marshal

Bonnie Bennett

Hope Mikaelson:

🔲- Bound by Blood

Davina Clare

Freya Mikaelson

The Witcher:

Cirilla of Cintra

Geralt of Rivia

Yennefer of Vengerberg

Acotar:

Feyre Archeron

Nesta Archeron

Morrigan

Elain Archeron

K-pop/K-drama girls (to add more):

Aespa:

Yu Jimin:

▪️ Where it Begins

Red Velvet:

Bae Joohyun:

▫️ Nobody Knows

Park Sooyoung:

🔲- The Way You Make Me Feel

Ive:

Ahn Yujin:

🔲- Bound by The Distance Between Us

Twice:

Sana Minatozaki:

🔲- Operation: Sweet Serenade

Katseye

Le Sserafim

Girls Generation

All of us are dead

Doona

Manhwa/comics ( to add more):

Navier Trovi :

- 🔳 Honor me of this dance

Penelope Eckart

Samantha Wilkins/ Atom Eve

Mark Grayson /Invincible

Video game girls ( to add more):

Laura Croft:

🔲- Between Adventures — Beneath the Surface pt.2

▪️ Treasures of the Heart

▪️ A Game of Hearts and Ruins

Jill Valentine:

▪️Through Fire and Ruin Against the Clock pt.2

Haley Carter (Stadew Valley):

🔲- Daylight

Sadie Adler (Red Dead Redemption)

Sam Giddings (Until Dawn)

Kitanna (Mortal Kombat)

Sonya Blade (Mortal Kombat)

Claire Redfield

Ada Wong

TV Shows/ Series (to add more):

Miraculous Ladybug:

Marinette Dupain- Cheng/ Ladybug

Kagami

Chlöe Bourgeois

Arcane/League of Legends:

Caitlyn Kiramman:

▫️The Edge of Loyalty

Mel Merdada:

▪️ Alchemy of Minds

Luxanna (Lux)

KD/A

Got/HotD:

Rhaenyra Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

Alicent Hightower

Teen Wolf:

Lydia Martin

Kira Yukimura

Allison Argent

Bridgerton:

Daphne Bridgerton

Francesca Bridgerton

Kate Sharma

Fate: The Winx Saga:

Bloom

Stella

Flora

Scooby-Doo: Mysteries S.A:

Daphne Blake

Power Rangers:

Rpm:

▪️Reunion Amid the Chaos

Naruto ( to add more):

Hinata Hyuga

Sakura Haruno:

▫️A New Tide

Tsunade Senju:

▫️Quiet Storm

Kushina Uzumaki

[thehighlordishere]

𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞, 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫.

Call me King or user

Welcome to my blog. I also take request and submissions. You may ask for anything of the following; requests, submissions, someone to talk to, a question, advice, etc.

DISCLAIMER BEFORE YOU INTERACT

ACTS OF HATE, CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM TO OTHERS, RACISM, SEXISM (both ways)BEING A MORALLY BAD PERSON AKA ALL ABOVE AND MORE IS NOT ALLOWED HERE

Request are open, preferably state which gender you would prefer to be used, or I will just use gender neutral , not taking any spicy requests right now, ask away your wants.

Rules under here with master list

-mainly write for fantasy books aka Sarah J but I do repb some anime stuff

-I will write for any gender x gender

-I am cool with poly relationships (please say if separate or not when asking for multiple)

-romantic, platonic, and open to yan, but most likely won’t do dark yan, depends on request

-platonic x under 18! Only, no romantic with adults and minors

-Minors are free to read here but be cautious

-I mainly write for male reader or gn! Reader, i can write fem

-No smut but suggestive is fine

-no incest, dark characters, no grape from the characters, etc. however you can request comfort for these scenarios besides incest

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 (and prompts)I mainly just write acotar but I will reblog other works with credit that I like

[fleurdelislily]

hi!! making a post to talk about requests again and get specific about who I write for, what I’m comfy writing, etc.

nsfw or sfw is fine!! gonna deal with requests on a case by case basis and if something makes me uncomfy I just won’t respond. don’t take it personally, I just know I wouldn’t give your prompt justice bc it’s not something I’m into :)

for now I only write x reader, not character x character. I am more than happy to do multiple characters x reader tho!! and I’m fine with platonic, romantic, or family relationships :)

unless specified in the request I’m going to write the reader as female, just because I’m writing kinda from my own perspective? I don’t feel comfortable writing male reader because that’s not me and I wouldn’t do it accurately!! gender neutral/non-binary reader is completely fine though, it may not be perfectly accurate but I will do my absolute best and if I write anything wrong I’m open to corrections :)

now for the fandoms I write for!!

-once upon a time

-legends of tomorrow (may do more arrowverse depending on the request!)

-kaleidoscope

-succession

-severance

-schitts creek

-friends

-bridgerton/queen charlotte

-reign

-merlin

-the vampire diaries

-the originals

-outer banks

-acotar

-harry potter

-manifest

if you have any other shows/movies/books you’d like to see on this list let me know and if I’ve seen it I’ll add it!!

[scapinoz]

A GUIDE TO MEMOIR, intro.

“ i would rather be in your arms for forever and a day than to sit the throne of a thousand kingdoms. ”

— li. they/them. south asian. zhongli luvbot. feeding my gambling addiction. thousand of ocs. adrian tepes enthusiast.

— masterlist. requests. ocs.

— what i write for,

genshin impact. honkai starrail. castlevania. jujutsu kaisen. tgcf. bungo stray dogs. moriarty the patriot. jojo. house of the dragon. game of thrones. acotar.

— who i write for,

male readers, female readers, gender neutral readers. oc x character.

— what i write,

canon events, high school au, mafia au, modern au, yandere, anything as long as it’s sfw.

— things to keep in mind;

I mostly write for my ocs, and there’s like a lot of them. i have my own life to tend to, so sometimes the requests may be a bit delayed. please don’t go around stealing my work as your own.

— how to request;

please send me a scenario with the character you desire, instead of just saying “can you write something for (insert character)?” specify the gender of the reader and whether you want a canon scenario or an au one.

[xcalciumx]

Requests | Everything You Need to Know

It looks like a lot, but I've highlighted the main points, pretty general stuff <3

My requests are always open, unless otherwise stated. You can access it by pressing the big button that says ‘what’.. 

Do NOT be afraid to ask. I'm introverted and so socially awkward so I know how it feels, but we can't live life like this my g.

I write sfw, nsfw, fluff, angst - ANYTHING!!!!

My works are usually x readers. I write female readers by default but if you want it to be gender neutral? Bet, say less.

Most importantly: I will never shame you for what you request but know that if there’s something that I don’t feel comfortable with or is a bit too much for me, then I may not do it. I think that’s a given though! 

What do I write for? 

If I've written something for the fandom/character(s) on here before then it is veryyyy likely that I will write for them again.

Below is a compiled list of stuff I enjoy or have consumed in the past and would/could probably write for.

Marvel Cinematic Universe, Harry Potter/Marauders, ACOTAR, Venom, Spiderverse, Deadpool, various others like literally could be anything (Movies/books) Supernatural, Daredevil, Teen Wolf, The Umbrella Academy, Moon Knight (yes pls), Sweet Home, most mcu series, (tv series) Genshin Impact, Detroit Become Human (games) Attack on Titan, Demon Slayer, To Your Eternity (i will cry), Tokyo Revengers, Salaryman's Club (animes)

And even if something isn't here, feel free to ask. There's so much stuff I haven't included/forgotten to add here.

[xvreadsbooks]

Lonely - azriel

azriel x gn reader

genre: angst to fluff

warnings: cursing, alcohol use

sorry for the wait anon ♡

anon : hi! just read happy endings and loved it! I was wondering if you could do one where Rhys and reader are together but he breaks up with her after he meets feyre and reader and Azriel start spending a lot of time together and fall in love?

From the moment his feet touched the stone I knew.

He was different.

Fifty years under a mountain would change anyone, but this was something good – good and wonderful and warm and sincere and I wondered if the stars in his eyes had always shone so bright. He felt alive in a way I had never experienced before. A part of the male standing in front of me, the person I thought I knew so well, had come to life.

I had lost hours, days, dreaming of the day he returned.

But my feet refused to move.

And then Morrigan was rushing past me, tears streaming down her face as her cousin opened his arms to her. Over her shoulder I could see the relief flood his face when I began to move. Relief as I hugged him and welcomed him home. Relief as if he thought I would be angry.

But how could I?

It was not his fault he had found his soulmate and it was not me.

////

The first time we met, I knew she had no idea. No clue who I was, and certainly no clue who she was to Rhysand.

Was I jealous of her? A part of me, maybe, but it was not an angry, all-consuming jealousy it was just. . . wistful. A melancholic fantasy of a future not meant to be.

However, that did not mean I wanted to see them together or hear her write, "Rhysand is the most handsome High Lord," over and over. I decided to find a quieter place to read to be alone with my thoughts. 

There were several small libraries around the House of Wind other than the massive library dug into the mountain below us run by Clotho. They were all fairly large with a broad selection, but because the House could bring you whatever book you wanted, the room you ultimately picked had no consequence.

So, I wandered to the next floor to a room I barely recognized, and settled into a chair I had never touched before with a book I could not focus on.

Even with my thoughts as scattered as they were, it took far too long for me to notice Azriel's presence in the room. But opposite the seat I chose, there he sat  – relaxed and serene on a settee close to the fireplace. The edges of his brown eyes crinkled as he smiled – a rare, small smile that faded slightly as I met his gaze.

"Sorry—" I gathered my book and made to stand "—I didn't realize you were using this room."

He quickly shook his head, motioning with one hand for me to stay seated. "No, I don't mind." His eyes scanned the cover of my book before darting back up to my face. "Interesting story?" He asked, head tilting slightly.

I shook my head, all of the words I had read already a blur in my memory.

He set his book to the side and silently rose to his feet. "Sit. I think I know of one you will like more."

////

It was late, far too late to be sitting in the dining room, but here I was – the only one awake with my mind and its ceaseless thoughts. Despite the passing weeks and days they refused to settle; I could not sleep more than a few hours at a time. If that. And this was far from the first night I had wandered from my room once it felt too suffocating and stagnant.

The House lit the fireplace once I opened the door and left a spread of food on the table as soon as I slumped into the chair. Maybe it sensed the direction of my thoughts because it set down a drink soon after.

But I could not focus. It was that night – always the same damn night replaying over and over.

The first time I saw Rhysand in fifty years and we spent the hours reminiscing and weeping over the years passed and the time that would never come to be. The topics we discussed, the horrible things he did to protect his people, they kept me up with the moon and nauseous under the sun.

And I was miserable. Because despite everything, even after agreeing to end things, a part of me was still angry I was not the one. I was not the person who lit the stars in his eyes.

Selfish. My mind chanted constantly. Selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish selfish selfishselfishselfish.

I wanted to scream. Cry. Drink the night away. Hit my head against a wall. Anything to forget the fifty years of waiting and the weeks since that night. That stupid fucking night.

The chair across from me slid away from the table. Through misty eyes I watched as Azriel snagged my glass from across the table and took a deep drink.

"Sorry," I sniffed, wiping at my eyes with the palms of my hands.

"You have nothing to apologize for. I should be the one apologizing, I am the one who disturbed you."

I huffed a laugh – more of a harsh exhale from my lungs than anything – and leaned back into the chair.

Awkward, tense minutes dragged by in silence. Not the tranquil quiet I was desperately seeking. No, this was strained and suffocatingly loud.

"Why are you here, Azriel?" I asked finally.

He lowered the cup, shadows flickering around his hands.

"It can get too quiet when you are alone."

////

How I got to the bank of the Sidra from Rita’s with no memory of it all was a mystery.

But somehow Azriel had found me.

I suppose he was Rhysand's spymaster.

The familiar shadows that trailed behind him and danced along his skin blended perfectly into the darkness around us as he settled on the grass next to me, making it look like parts of him simply did not exist. He looked as comfortable here in the dark as he did on the couch the first time I used his library.

Brushing the dirt from his hands, he waved off the drink I offered him. "One of us has to fly us home."

"Thanks," I said, staring blankly down at the half-empty bottle.

Azriel nodded, his face tilting to the night sky above us.

"I'm sorry."

I took another sip, raising an eyebrow. "For what?"

"For the fifty years. For what happened between Rhys and you after."

I frowned, "You lost him for fifty years too."

"I lost my brother and got my brother back.” His eyes settled on my face. “You lost someone who will never come back."

"Did you come here just to give me more reasons to drink?"

He chuckled lowly, getting to his feet. I squinted up at him as he stretched, some of the brighter stars still visible through the webbing of his wings.

"No. Come on, I'll take you home and tell the House to run you a bath."

////

I was on the end of his settee when he wandered into the room carrying two plates of food.

"Cassian informed me you haven't eaten yet today."

"Welcome back from your mission," I said, turning to the next page in my book.

"It’s past lunchtime. You need to eat."

"You're back sooner than you said. Did it go well?"

Carefully setting down the plates on the side table, he tossed me a glare. "It went fine. Now, eat you little shit."

I glared at him over the book before setting it aside with a sigh. "As long as you eat too."

Silently he sat down next to me and reached for a plate only once I had grabbed the one I wanted.

"Do you like the book?"

"I do."

////

Watching them murmur together under a beautiful night sky, the dance, the looks – it felt like pins underneath my fingernails.

And no matter what I did to distract myself at the party, something was still bothering me – hovering over my head like a weighty cloud and pulling on each footstep I took.

Sipping on my drink, I turned away from the balcony only to nearly bump straight into an inebriated Cassian.

"Aha!" He exclaimed, eagerly reaching for my empty hand. "Azriel! I found them first!"

Next to him, Morrigan laughed at the stunned look on my face, plucking the cup from my grasp before the Illyrian or I could spill it. She waved farewell as Cassian pulled me deeper into the crowd. Deeper and deeper until we were close enough to the band that I could feel the notes echo in my bones, and he spun around and sketched a bow.

"I hope you won't hate me forever for forcing you to dance."

I shook my head, but damn it all if his smile was not contagious. The music’s  tempo sped up and he grabbed both of my hands, spinning us into the first of many dances. The two of us – joined by Morrigan once or twice –whirled the hours away, and it took all of my focus to keep up with the drunken Fae.

Only once the crowd around us began to dwindle did Cassian leave my side, saying he wanted to get another drink.

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you from Cassian quicker." Another Illyrian stepped into the space Cassian had just vacated.

Azriel held out his hand in silent offering, and without hesitation I placed my hand in his, allowing him to tug me closer. Before all of this we had not been close. We did not share the brotherhood ties Cassian, Rhysand, and he did, but over the last few months our own bond had forged from the countless hours in our library, the nights neither of us could sleep, and the sleepy mornings afterwards.

The music began again – a gentler melody this time – and the two of us began to sway. The crowd began to murmur and Azriel slowly moved so the both of us could see the spirits beginning their path across our sky.

"Thank you, Azriel," I murmured, my head falling to rest against him.

Because it was finally quiet.

Spending the last hours next to Cassian, the music strong enough to break mortal eardrums, the first Starfall I had enjoyed for fifty years, I had not noticed the calm beneath it – the peaceful, gentle tranquility I had been seeking.

But here it was so obvious. Now, in this moment, with Azriel standing right in front of me.

He turned from the sky, his beautiful face awash in an ethereal glow, the wonderous stars reflected in his eyes, and smiled soft enough to stop the moon in its path.

It would not come to me until hours later, moments before I fell asleep in my bed, what exactly had felt so off. Seeing them together, it had hurt less than I expected.

////

The space on the couch in front of the fireplace was familiar, the pillows relocated from other rooms, and the dusty bookshelves full of fingerprints and book-shaped outlines.

Azriel shuffled across the rug, setting down a stack of books on the floor next to his side of the couch. Still reading, I shifted from my position to give him space to settle back down and get comfortable before resting against his side. His arm draped around me, his fingers resuming their light strokes against my skin.

"Why," I asked, as the question formed out of the blue in my mind. "Why did you do it all?"

He hummed, the smell of old ink and pages floating through the room as he flipped open a new book.

"Because you are far too lovely to be lonely alone."

The Moon Song - Walker Burroughs

Orange Hoodie - Angus Maude

if there is anything that ever takes you out of character in the writing please let me know.

[aphroditelovesu]

can I make a request of ACOTAR Love letter 💌 yandere Bat boys x gender neutral reader. Reader cheated on the them and the bat boys writing a letter to reader please about the betrayal I think they would be fuming and could you make reader their mate 🥰💙💙💙

Azriel

Dear (Y/N),

I write these words with a heart burning with fury and jealousy, a pain that tears through my soul like a sharp blade. How dare you betray me? How dare you look at another when my love for you is so deep, so burning? When you are my mate?

Every thought, every sigh, every beat of your heart belongs to me and me alone. My life is an altar dedicated to your love, but now, I feel as if you have desecrated it. Tears of pure hatred fall from my eyes as I write this letter, for the sight of you in the arms of another is unbearable.

You belong to me, and I belong to you, tied by a bond that transcends the Cauldron and the Mother herself. I would do anything for you, my sweet and stupid mate, even if it means destroying every obstacle that stands in our way. You are my mate, my reason for existing, and no one else can touch you.

The darkness that burns inside me now is the fire of jealousy, burning and consuming everything. If you think you can cheat on me and get away with it, you're wrong. I will take necessary measures and punishments for you and the son of a bitch with whom you betrayed me.

Remember, my dear, what happens to those who dare to intrude on our love. You are mine, and nothing, no one, can ever take you away from me. I will make sure of it.

From your mate,

Azriel.

Rhysand

Darling,

As I write this letter, my heart is torn with pain and desolation. I can only imagine what led you to betray our connection, our deep bond that I thought was eternal. The jealousy that burns in me now is like a wild flame, devouring everything that was beautiful and pure in our love.

When I met you, you became the light of my world, the reason for my existence. I was willing to do anything for you, to fight against all the forces in the universe to keep you safe and happy. However, upon discovering your betrayal, my world collapsed.

I feel as if a sharp knife has been plunged into my chest, tearing me apart from the inside. Every thought, every image of you with another, is like an unbearable torment that torments me day and night. How could you do this to me? How could you betray me like that?

The jealousy, fury, and disappointment I feel is overwhelming. It consumes me, and turns me into something I barely recognize. I wish I could go back, and stop this from happening, but I know I can't. The past cannot be erased. However, I can't help but love you. My heart belongs to you, and even though it bleeds in pain, it still beats for you. Maybe this is a curse, maybe it's the fact that you are my mate. But still, I love you.

I don't know what the future holds for us, (Y/N). If there's some way to rebuild what we had, to find our way back to each other, I'd be willing to try. But the pain I feel now is overwhelming, and I don't know if I will ever be able to overcome it. If I will ever be able to forgive you.

From the High Lord of the Night Court,

Rhysand.

Cassian

My flame,

How hard it is to express what I feel right now. The fury close around me, and my mind twists with jealousy and anger. How dare you, my beloved? How dare you betray me? My heart, which once beat for you with a burning passion, now twists in agony.

I feel a fury taking over me, a fury that only you can ignite or extinguish. You are my mate, and I am your mate. But by betraying me, you lit a fire inside me that threatens to devour everything I know. Betrayal, a dark shadow that infiltrated our bond, tearing my heart to pieces.

Don't you dare think you'll get away with it. Every false step you take, every look you give, will be observed by me. No place will be safe for you, no refuge will escape my reach. I will not show you mercy.

You are mine, and I am yours. I would do anything to protect what is mine, even if it means damning your soul and damning my own. But you have already condemned us by choosing to be touched by another who, by the way, will be handled by me.

Remember, my (Y/N), that your place is by my side. And I will be sure to make you understand that.

From your fucking mate,

Cassian.

[greycloudsinwinter]

Hi could I request yandere high lords from ACOTAR profile x gender neutral reader. ❤️🥰😊

YANDERE RHYSAND X READER

💫 he probably met you through amarantha when she was ruling the night court.

💫he had none and suddenly you came out of no where a simple servant bending to amarantha’s will whenever she asked.

💫when ever he felt alone or that everything was too much he would go to you . Your words and gentle touches gave him great comfort.

💫loves it when you open up too him or when you both sneaked away to watch the stars . You made him want to live not just because of his court.

💫he had heard stories from his mothers about love and how strong and amazing it was . So it was strangers to friends to lovers.

💫you would often spend many nights together whenever he could get away from amarantha .

💫once she was dead though he wanted to go public . He wanted to show the world how much he loved you . But when you declined only saying that you wanted to be lovers in private. His heart shattered.

💫he would question himself . All his insecurities would come to light. He knew he was know ones first choice especially after all that had happened but he thought you too shared a more deeper bond together.

💫if you say you wish to part ways wanting to not be in a relationship with him because you wanted to find your mate . He would snap. His sanity was like thread now.

💫he kept you hidden in the court of dreams and starlight . If you wanted to stay private that is fine… now you will have him and ONLY him with you .

💫makes you dependent on him but he also worships you .

💫his rivals are mysteriously disappearing. Some say they just saw shadows and then they disappeared?…

💫you try and escape he will BREAK your legs . Like I said he wants you dependent on him but don’t worry it’s just a reminder in case you try and leave him again.

💫he does want a child or children but if you don’t he will be sad but he will live with it. He loves you more then the stars after all as long as you are both together.

💫he is a desperate and worship yandere

💫one of the better yanderes to have because he will let you have freedom as long as he is with you . But if not he worships you in private where no one knows you exist…

Thank you for this request ❤️❤️