#absolutely sobbing at 2 AM
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Who elses ap teacher is going absolutely crazy with the homework since the exam is coming up. Sir why would you give us three days over the three day weekend for a youtube video and an entire page of notes on it, 20 multiple choice questions and 80-120 sentence 12 page hand out. This is not right bro 😭
Not to mention Im also in AP Art which is just self explanatory.
#ap euro#advanced placement#college board#homework#ap exam#man what the fuck#absolutely sobbing at 2 AM#where my procrastinators at#AP art#horrid class#do not take
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finished tpn
#no words none absolutely no words go read it right now#maybe because its like almost 2 am right now and im so sleep deprived but i wanted to just finish it i sobbed real tears#i dont cry while reading manga or watching anime like. ever#ending got me man. was not expecting that#tpn#the promised neverland
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i live a healthy, balanced life. i eat a bowl of ramen for breakfast, a microwaved burrito for dinner, and then at 2 am i devour an entire head of lettuce
#and baby. its 2 am#LETTUCE TIME!!!#its so fresh and crisp...#ohhhhh maybe ill get myself some ranch to dip it in....#the ideal evening is watching a sad show while doodling and lettucing#absolutely unprompted#my body: vegetable... please..... one vegetable#me: burrito?#my body: no.... vegetable...#me: uhhhh Soup?#my body: oh god im begging you... a vegetable...#me: ohhhhh i see. So Much Lettuce All At Once#my body - sobbing: what the fuck#FUCK IT WE BALL!!!!
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"This too shall pass." Alright, writer of Malevolent!!! I'm going to need you to hand me a few hundred bucks to pay for my therapy bills!!!😊😊😊😆
#malevolent spoilers#malevolent podcast#episode 21#arthur lester#yellow malevolent#I'M LITERALLY ABOUT TO END IT ALL#I HEARD THAT LINE AND STARTED ACTUALLY SOBBING#tbh i've been on the brink of crying since episode 20#Coda broke me#and then episode 21 broke me even further#Edit: Okay gang I am so sorry and I'd like to inform all of you that I JUST joined the fandom#and also this podcast is really good and I find it absolutely amazing how this is only written by one guy#Edit no. 2: I changed 'writers' to 'writer' :sob emoji:
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#my Florida shirt just got taken down from Etsy for no fucking reason#Taylor's team just CHUCKED the book at me and fucking LIED in their report to Etsy about it#said I infringed on their trademarks for Lover 1989 and Reputation in their report#and I used.... NONE OF THOSE THINGS. NOT ONE.#that shirt has (obviously) nothing to do with any of those albums even#not in the metadata not in the tags not in the SEO nothing#and since it had no tags of those things it didn't pop up in a sweep and get auto-taken down. it was targeted by them & they manually did i#that design is SO by the book legally and bc of how successful it is I've worked VERY hard to make it that way. even in the SEO#and I mean everything in my shop I go out of my way to make legal but#like that is probably the most actually black and white legal piece of fan merch I've ever seen in my fucking life#but I can't fight back because if I fight back.. if they want it down the next option is prove to Etsy that they're SUING ME#so like. yeah not trying to fuck around and find out there#and that is awful for multiple reasons.#1. I have lost like 90% of my income for the rest of the year. I've grown to rely on income from that shirt as I should bc IT'S FINE#2. it's about to be the holidays. this makes 1 worse and also - people will be searching for this shirt bc it's on ppls holiday wishlists#they now won't be able to find mine#and will therefore google it and buy one of the MILLION FUCKING STOLEN VERSIONS WHICH ARE STILL UP BY THE WAY#and 3. I can't even have these stolen versions taken down anymore because I don't have a leg to stand on since the real thing now doesn't-#exist to prove it's mine#I want to fucking throw up like idk how to do anything other than be sobbing in a fucking ball on the floor#like this is probably the 2nd worst thing that has happened to me in my life lmao#like this shirt was single-handedly paying my rent every month and I had other income but. that shirt was my cushioning#my whole Etsy shop is FUCKED without it like absolutely fucked it was carrying the whole entire thing#I'm scared to upload or DO anything else w my Etsy even because if they just made up lies to get that shirt down#then I am SURE they've got something against me or my shop#and like fucking WHY I work so hard to make everything FAIR AND RIGHT#I worked so fucking hard on that shirt that thing was like my child like my actual full pride and joy#I want to scream I don't even know what to do with myself#it feels like someone just shoved me into a room shut the lights off locked the door and threw away the key#that shirt has been like probably the proudest achievement of my life like no joke and everything I've put into it & my Etsy just got kille
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2009 Malaysian Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Nick Heidfeld & Timo Glock)
#gifing jenson podiums is just me frantically saying to myself over and over:#'WHY IS HE SO PRETTYYYYYYY'#his wet messed up hair in all of these....i am unwell...#i have a love hate relationship with wet races#i like them as a race bcs they add an extra element of unpredicatableness#BUT THEY MAKE THE LIGHTING OF THE PODIUMS ABSOLUTE SHIT(at least in this era)#this and the next race(china 2009) are plagued with the worst lighting known to man#and it pains me so much cause theyre both great podiums but the lighting makes everyone look so bad LMAO#like yes ty for letting me see my drivers sopping wet but my god why do you make them look like smeagol(sry thats so out of pocket)#but its impossible to completely ruin jenson's handsomeness so no worries#there were so many cute shots of him peeking out of the car I LOVE HIMMMMM SOB SOB#i really gotta stop making gifsets right before i need to sleep it makes me keep pushing my sleepy time later#hahaha me quickly posting these mere hours before the first event of miami#PLS! ITS NOT THE RACE WKND JUST YET I SWEAR I SWEAR#jenson button#jb22#timo glock#nick heidfeld#brawn#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2009 malaysian grand prix#2009 malaysian gp#(2009: 2/17 races watched)#season: 2009
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out here pondering the thoughts and thinking YET. AGAIN. about the impact of judy’s upbringing. and her childhood. and just everything that encompassed her youth. and how when Rosie’s Riveters goes down and suddenly she’s separated from the crew and from rosie in the middle of germany — she’s in her first situation of, i have to do this myself. i’ve never been here before. and i’m scared. making her reunion with rosie even more !!!!!!!!!!
#yeah thinking longer and hard about this and just#losing my mind at the possibilites bc WOWWEEEEEEE#there’s just 🤌🤌🤌🤌 there’s so much about all of this#it’s just. insane. absolutely insane.#VERY EXCITED TO WRITE THIS#may be a 2 or 3 parter tbh#to get the whole vibe#but yeah this is *in development at the moment*#judy by girl i am HUGGING YOU!#emphasis on the ‘too young for the war’ vibes yeah we get a whole lot of that 😭#masters of the air fic#judy rybinski#rosie rosenthal#judy x rosie#silver bullets#mota writings#WILL BE WRITING AND SOBBING
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#psyching myself up to try and watch the new series of heartstopper#I don't make a lot of personal posts these days and it feels easier to talk about this in the tags for some reason now - like I'm whisperin#but series 2 absolutely wrecked me in a way that is not entirely healthy#isaac's storyline is just a bit too close to home for me and I became a bawling mess every single time he was on screen#and not in a cathartic way. in a like I am dredging up the trauma of growing up aroace without having fully come to terms with it yet way.#I've come such a long way with slowly starting to feel pride in being aroace even in just the last few months#that I wondered if I'd actually be fine with it this time. I even considered rewatching s2 in preparation. turns out I'm not fine.#I watched a recap of s2 to try and remember what happened and uhhhh that clip of isaac rejecting that love interest in the bookshop#(with the novel loveless blurry in the background) has already brought up emotions.#then I thought I'd scroll some spoilers in his character tag just to prepare myself for what would happen with him this season#and just reading posts (mild spoilers here) about him being proudly aroace have sent me into paroxysms of sobbing yet again so....#I've honestly come such a long way in the last few years and the last few months. I'm even talking about it on tumblr now.#but I guess most of my work on that front has been accepting the present and the future of not having or wanting a partner.#whereas there's still a lifetime of trauma from the way it made me feel in the past#both growing up feeling alienated and having no idea what was different about me and the extent to which I tried to make it not be true#for years after first having an inkling of it being a possibility. I would have done anything to make myself alloromantic.#(the realisation of asexuality came later and was more of a 'huh I guess that makes sense' thing lol)#and even though I no longer want to change this fact about who I am#I guess I'm more traumatised by it all than I consciously realised. genuinely thought I'd be fine at this point.#anyway ramble over. I'm actually not sure if I should watch the new season or not. will it be helpful to work through the emotions?#or just re-traumatise me? felt more like the latter last time so hmmm.#guess I'm going to have to think about it.#it feels ridiculous that such a fluffy show - in which the character in question is pretty minor - should provoke such a reaction#but there you go#mine#tag chat#personal
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Majken patches up his boyfriend’s wounds after vivisecting him <2
@figuwhump
#whump#whump art#figuwhump#vivisection#vampire whump#carewhumper#or well the aftermath#does this need a gore warning?#there is vivisection scars#Xinqin can be so sad :D#also he absolutely does not think Majken is his boyfriend. throughly in ex territory now#the relationship ended the moment he woke up on the vivisection table but Majken doesn’t get it#‘I’m sorry about the torture but can we still be boyfriends 🥺’#my art#my ocs <2#oc majken#oc xinqin#hehehehehehehehehehehe#sobbing it’s 12 am I need to sleep
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yeah, so i just finished cataclysm
#spoilers in tags#do not read unless you've already gone thru phase 2#the high republic liveblogging#the high republic spoilers#cataclysm#i am....... in agony#i spent pretty much the entire last 20 pages crying#I THOUGHT I WAS HEARTBROKEN WHEN AIDA ACTUALLY DIED. SO IMAGINE MY PAIN WHEN THE LAST LINE TO REFERENCE HER SAYS#''[ENYA ZIRI AND PHAN-TU'S LAUGHTER] ECHOED THROUGH THE TEMPLE HALLS AND MADE THE OTHER JEDI SMILE BECAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE AIDA'S LAUGHTER'#SHUT THE FUCK UP#SHUT UP#WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME#THE FIRST THING CREIGHTON DID WHEN HE WOKE UP WAS TRY TO FIND HER#I'M DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK#WHAT THE FUCK#CREIGHTON TAKES ON ENYA???? THEY'RE GONNA HELP EACH OTHER THRU THEIR GRIEF??? HE BEFRIENDED THE MED DROID?????????#the entire funeral for the 3 fallen jedi had me fucking sobbing btw i was a mess#also. wasn't expecting this but axel's redemption did end up winning me over. i was so sure i would continue to hate him#he's very much in love w/ gella and that means i love him very much as well#cataclysm also keeps up a 2/2 record that it shares w/ convergence by way of:#gella nattai says a deeply profound and spiritually moving/comforting line in each book and it hits me right in my religious trauma#the whole 2nd half of the book was incredible. i quite literally spent about 7 hours reading it as fast as i possibly could#i'm not the biggest fan of certain parts of kang's writing but her strength ABSOLUTELY lies in describing battle scenes#those were the easiest to read battle sequences i've ever read in my life and that's out of the entire phase 2 + other prequel books#i think the only other book whose combat didn't confuse me was the 1st republic commando but it's been long enough that i'm not sure#chancellor greylark is so interesting i'm obsessed and also the end scenes w/ her and axel had me weeping like a babe#anyways. that's all for now#my posts
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I find it really interesting how Crowley's the one who keeps changing his outfits through the ages, always driving fast, with Aziraphale, who has pretty much dressed the same since forever, saying "You go too fast for me, Crowley". But in Season 2's last episode, it's Aziraphale who says "Nothing lasts forever".
#I am so not okay. These two and this season have absolutely destroyed me#Good Omens#Good Omens Season 2#Aziraphale#Crowley#Good Omens S2#Good Omens Spoilers#Good Omens Season 2 Spoilers#Good Omens S2 Spoilers#My posts#Screaming crying sobbing#I love them your honor. I can't deal with this#Edit over a year later: Am I an idiot??? How did I forget the most important tag??????#Ineffable Husbands
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We're less than a month away from the Doctor Who 60th anniversary specials, and I can't help but think back on Sarah Jane Smith, inarguably the most important Companion in the history of Doctor Who and one of two Companions who was brought back for every single anniversary special until her untimely death. Brigadier Lethbridge-Stewart, the other Companion who was in every special until his death just 2 months prior to Elisabeth Sladen's, has had his legacy brilliantly upheld through his daughter Kate Lethbridge-Stewart. While the Brigadier himself has been absent from the past 2 anniversary specials, his daughter carries on his legacy and has appeared in every one that he missed.
But Sarah Jane, so beloved, so deeply missed, was not so honored in the 50th anniversary special. And that's partly because Lis' death was so sudden and unexpected nobody knew whether Sarah Jane should canonically be gone or not. But now, semi-canonically, the world of Doctor Who has also said farewell to Sarah Jane, and my most desperate hope is that, since she's canonically gone, the 60th anniversary specials will take a moment to recognize her or honor her in some way. We deserve to see the Doctor mourn her, the way we saw him mourn the Brigadier. We, as fans of Sarah Jane, deserve to see her honored in the show proper, and not just in the lockdown short that was made in her honor.
I desperately need Sarah Jane to get just one moment to be honored in the 60th anniversary specials, since she cannot grace them with her presence, whether that be through the appearance of her children, Luke and Sky, or through the appearance of her own companions, Maria, Rani, and Clyde. Because for so many young people, Sarah Jane Smith was their Doctor, even more so than the Doctor himself, and she deserves to be honored and remembered in Doctor Who's specials.
Until the main show actually honors her the way she deserves, I'm glad we got this:
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There is no one single piece of media that makes me cry more than this right here, and I really hope that the 60th anniversary specials can manage to surpass this by honoring her in some way.
We deserved at least another 20 years with her, but at least in the world of Doctor Who we got Sarah Jane for almost ten years longer than we got Elisabeth.
#doctor who#sarah jane smith#i am living in my sarah jane smith feels lately#just rewatched that farewell short and absolutely sobbed through it#also this is me officially demanding that Rani Chandra be brought in as a Companion to the Doctor#she's literally a perfect companion in every way (other than being grounded by the Judoon... but I'm sure the Doctor can just ignore that)#And what a brilliant way to honor Sarah... by having the companion who was most like her continue on to travel with the Doctor#Also for part of her arc to basically be:#'traveling with you is amazing but I'm still mourning Sarah Jane... don't pretend that you can ever be her' & the Doc promising he won't#it would be the perfect way to 1) honor Sarah/Lis 2) bring on an amazing companion who already has a ton of depth and also is amazing rep#Like you have no idea how much I need Rani to travel with the Doctor as an official companion#Please make it happen rtd#my thoughts#Youtube
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Feeling so normal about Miles Edgeworth solving the case that got his father killed.
So. So normal.
#gyakuten kenji 2#miles edgeworth investigations 2#miles edgeworth#ASSUMING NORMAL IN THIS CASE MEANS ABSOLUTELY SOBBING I AM FEELING SO NORMAL.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IT PARALLELS TURNABOUT GOODBYES SO WELL#I AM NOT OKAY
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i swear i have the body of a 50 yr old. i did something mildly active for less than an hour today and my back Aches. who authorized this
#my back: oughhhh im so weak you need to lay down and be still for ten hours#honey i do not have the patience nor the time for that#i am chugging this soup and then im Really Fuckin Crunching The Packing & Cleaning#my mother gets here at like 2 am and i want to get shit done before she arrives#so that i can be told i did a good job for once in my damn life#sorry that was pathetic!#i actually am just a spiteful creature that wants to prove that Hey. maybe i can be relied upon this one time#bet she expects to get here to see an absolute mess w/ not nearly enough packed#JOKES ON YOU FUCKER IM DOIN IT ALL ON MY OWN#i got shit done Without you. ha!#also i want to go whale watching tomorrow#i need to be on the water... i need it.... big aminal please...#rambles from the bog#i feel so. Independent. and tired#took the cats to the vet all on my own. got them a prescription. rode in two ubers and made casual conversation both times#completely fumbled a brief interaction with a really cute girl who was definitely outta my league#me: wants to talk to cute girl. if she offers to get the door for you say Yes#brain: look at the floor. ignore her. say 'no ive got it' when she offers to get the door for you#sobbing and wailing. totally won otherwise lmao#my cats were so good!!! they were so sweet and they Listened!#they stayed on the weighing plate & let their claws be clipped#they were so friendly and nice and WELL BEHAVED WHAT WAS THAT#when i try to clip their claws i get squirmy mc wormie and little miss war crimes#i walk away with new scars and nothin to show for it#but noooo. vets do it and not a peep. not a single wriggle. no hisses or meows. just hangin out#man. at least my cats are comfy enough with me to be up front w their desires#fuckin fakers... beautiful sweet well behaved fakers....#the vets absolutely loved them btw. all three people that were in the room loved how sweet my little critters were <3#i am Proud tbh
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watch rens finale for him bekng sweet about false
🥺🥺 hi anon thanks for dropping by! i genuinely haven't been watching any hc content post grand prix (for... coping reasons) and especially not ren (bc i don't want to cry) but i'm gonna look... armed with my tissues and my emotional support hcvh unedited run...
#ask box#answered#sorry for being so dramatic about hc9 ending. ive been through this four times this is the first time im actually dramatic about it#also btw i saw this ask and was like ooh gonna answer but then. absolutely unhinged discord call for 2 hours#save me hcvh save me#not to be parasocial but ren has the special ability of making me tear up sometimes#like ill be giggling at his jokes and then sniffling one story later#ok i screamed in my room at 2am#i screamed a little#im#i#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP#AFTER THI#CRYING. VOMITTINg#SOBBING#JESUS CHRISTTTTTT#OH MY GODDDD REN HAVE YOU BEEN ON. TUMBLR#'NATURALLY END UP WORKING TOGETHER'
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#haha now im fucking sobbing im my bathroom bc i was texting one of my only 2 friends (not including my ex) about how nervous i am#then i started in about how i actually dont really want to go out & meet people & go on dates but at the same time#im so extremely tired of being lonely/alone & having absolutely no one to consistently hang out with & im so starved for love & gentleness#and tbqh all i want rn is someone to hold me. i want someone to actively want me/pursue me. i want someone to choose me & care about me#it really fucking hurts & sucks being on everyones backburner. im such a loving person. i have such a big heart & so much love to give#ive always been like that. ive always loved people with my whole being. always been happy & happy to make others happy#ive always prioritized peoples happiness & comfort & well-being FAR above my own#ive always heard the universe gives back what it receives from you......so whens it my turn to be wanted fully & loved in an unwavering way#my love has always been give give give...... i just want to receive the affection. the devotion. the loving tasks. for once. please.....#im not even looking for my forever or for my life partner or w/e. i just want someone who's excited to see me & wants to be in my presence#someone who; even if only for 1 day or 1 week or even 1 month; chooses me. chooses to stay.#i think......im tired. im gonna go play fallout nv until i pass out from exhaustion. im tired#emma vents#vent tag#sad boi hours#sad bitch hours#2023 tag
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