#absence of fear
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Muscles and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
°•☆•°♡°•☆•°
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in
#love notes#jewel#absence of fear#my heart is full#since you moved in#these barren walls#colored anew#i felt like a leaf#gone with the wind#but now I'm safe in my heart#ever since you moved in
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I feel like Hiccup would try to pet a bear. His thought process is “Well I trained a night fury, I can become friends with a bear!” Meanwhile Astrid is yelling at him not to go near the bear.
If not friend why friend shaped
#this is the oldest ask in my inbox#sorry anon😭🙏#httyd#how to train your dragon#hiccup#hiccup haddock#art#httyd hiccup#digital art#my art#my artwork#hiccup httyd#artist#original art#artwork#artists on tumblr#shitpost#shit post#how to train your dragon hiccup#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup Rtte#Rtte hiccup#Rtte#race to the edge httyd#race to the edge#httyd race to the edge#hiccup and his atrocious lack of self preservation skills#dumb ways to die#but it’s just hiccup being himself#hiccup haddock and the absence of a reasonable fear of wild animals
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New god - Cahara 🌟
#fear and hunger#my art#cahara#f&h#funger#cahara fear and hunger#cahara of the south#funger fanart#sorry for the long absence!#I'll try to be more active
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Can not stop thinking about this.
Style thinks there is a 50/50 chance Fadel will kill him. That means two things:
1) Snark and confidence are Style's sword and shield
2) Style is willing to die for a chance at forgiveness
Style knows he messed up. He knows he hurt Fadel. He knows Fadel is capable of killing him and has reason to. Still, he doesn't resist and goes willingly, even if he's scared, because he loves Fadel and he wants a chance to fix this. So he literally gives Fadel his life and hopes it is enough.
Even when Style is being confident and cocky to Fadel's face, deep down he fears love might not be enough. Even if he believes Fadel loves him, he knows love is not a guarantee that he will be forgiven. And in moments when he is sincere, and tired, and still, and has nothing to distract from the weight of his situation, his brave mask slips, and we can see the doubt and sadness Style works hard to ignore. Style doesn't want to die, but he will if that's where their love story ends because he refuses not to try.
Still, Style is going to Style. He's going to be over confident, flirty and snarky as hell because that's who he is. And if he's annoyed, you're going to know it. Style has already made the decision to see this through and he told Fadel he wont run. Style doesn't need a gun in his face to understand the situation he is in and he's probably pissed to be reminded.
Personally, we think Fadel wanted to believe he was 50/50 as well, but he was just lying to himself. In the end, Style got what he wanted and Fadel got what he needed. And now they get to love each other completely open and honest.
We got confirmation of this Unpopular Opinion in Styles own words!
Special thanks @tortibomb and @aprilblossomgirl for the perfect GIFS!
#help#my brain won't move on#we are not normal about this#bravery doesn't mean the absence of fear#bravery is action in spite of fear#Style will risk it all for Fadel#he is giving him his life#😍 gifs#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#the heart killers series#the heart killers ep 9#the heart killers style#thk style#fadelstyle#fadel x style#thai bl#gmd post#gmd rambling
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Sorry 'bout that. My frankness can get me into a bit of trouble. No, I like it. I like to know where I am with people. ↳ Carla Connor & Lisa Swain + "You did not mean to be cruel. That does not mean you were kind." (x)
#the love is there!! THE LOVE IS THERE AND THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!!!!#“they have such a healthy relationship! <3” and it's just. one of them bending over backwards to appease the other and not Be Left again#and one of them projecting her fears on the other via accusations and cruelty and absence. with one foot out the door at All Times.#AND YET!!! and yet the love is there but god at what cost....#swarla#carla connor#lisa swain#mygifs#*
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enough!
🫷😵💫🫸
i want to talk more about buck carrying eddie's child to term.
#i fear we have already grown listless and bored in thomas’s absence and have resorted to rehashing old and tired discourse 😔#911#bpreg
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early aaron and andrew dynamic is giving eurydice and orpheus in the sense that andrew would turn around (of course he would, that is his brother, that is his blood, he has to know aaron is safe) and aaron would spend eternity blaming him for dangling false hope before his eyes only to take it away at the end of the journey (andrew would blame himself too)
#but how is aaron supposed to recognise love when he never knew it before?#how is he supposed to even begin to understand the feeling that urges a man into the underworld to bargain with death itself?#how is he supposed to fathom the fear that his absence could cause?#sorry I’m rambling#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#twinyards#kiwiaok
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Mahmoud Darwish, In the Presence of Absence (tr. Sinan Antoon)
#on longing#on love#literature#lit#poetry#fragment#fragments#quote#quotes#typography#typo#mahmoud darwish#in the presence of absence#.ttf#im literally shaking and crying#the two sentences after this are no better#'she does not love the past and wants to forget the war that has ended.#he fears tomorrow because the war has not ended and he does not want to grow older.'#OAAUGHHHH IM ON MY KNEES
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The teaching moment with Mandy is primarily about euphemisms and human expressions, and that's what they've been looking for as The Teaching Moment, even more than the hookup potential.
FURTHER: In the later seasons, we see quite a few examples where Dean and Cas are bantering about metaphors and expressions, and it's because they've been practicing that.
SEE: "I don't think that's the expression." & And "I know what the expression is." Etc etc.
This also an aspect of the diner scene with Jack in Ouroboros, where, as a family, they're engaging in vocabulary banter re: the meaning of the religious term, "lithurgical."
The lost in translation of it all is so, so cute.
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ANYWAY.
Dean has a vested interest in Cas learning "human flirting," because Dean I-talk-in-code Winchester is trying so hard to send messages, and he wants Cas so badly to pick up what he's putting down.
Mandy is a walking embodiment of Dean's "coded" porn on the show, and is thus a stand-in for Dean's desire. Dean, who smells like food. Dean, who is paralleled to the working waitress with the double-heart pin in The Great Escapist.
Dean is literally "stuck in the middle" of Mandy and Cas here.
He starts role-playing to create a space that feels safer/more comfortable for flirting, without acknowledging the unspoken tension between them. Mostly, the teaching moment is about pushing Cas to look harder at sexual cues.
Dean first starts to triangulate with the "carbs" line, but Dean isn’t just guiding the conversation—he’s actively inhabiting the flirtation, inserting himself into the interaction. He interjects as an overinvolved third party, and even echoes Mandy’s “handsome” line, reinforcing that he’s playing both sides of the exchange.
It’s a brilliant use of misdirection and metaphor, reflecting the core tension in their relationship—Dean wants Cas, but he feels the need to cloak it in layers of humor, flirtation, and indirectness to avoid exposing himself emotionally.
In "showing Cas how it's done," Dean is using the responses as a way to coax Cas into responding the way Dean desires. The "when do you get off" question is not only a classic way of signaling romantic interest, but it's Dean going: "This is what I want you to ask me, Cas. I want you to ask me, when I get off so we can spend time together outside of work."
Cas has been off searching relentlessly, first for Lucifer, and then for Kelly Kline. Dean has felt that absence in ways he won't say out loud.
"She's into you," Dean says, thrilled at the opportunity to play. He's the one who overly gamifies the interaction—“Score. Double score.” He says "score" whenever Amanda signals interest: "I get off whenever I can." And finally, in the script, there's plated waffle that slams down for Cas's order, the Sunrise Special... and Mandy has made sure to slather it with extra whipped cream. "Double score," Dean says.
LOOK AT ALL THESE SIGNALS OF INTEREST YOU GOT HERE, CAS!
The waffles and the breakfast motifs remain symbolic, tying it to the "waffle poetica" we saw from Dean in the beginning of Regarding Dean.
Dean doesn't just want a hookup from Cas. He wants the morning afterglow with him—the breakfast.
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Two seconds later, probably, Dean is giving Cas a mixtape.
Cas. Cas, baby. He is into you.
#spn stuck in the middle with you#spn 12x12#dean has feelings and THAT'S what makes this mode of flirting a great go-to#it's safer in the context of REAL feelings#even though Dean is speaking for Cas#the way he mirrors Mandy’s behavior and words#the scene suggests that he is the true stand-in for Mandy. Mandy is outwardly expressing attraction for Cas#but Dean—who can’t bring himself to say it directly—is using her as a proxy#every line he feeds to Cas is something he wants reflected back at him#making Mandy a vessel for his own repressed feelings#we know in hindsight that this is the ERA for dean ramping up the movie education with cas too#and the mixtapes grows out of all of this#in the looming shadow of the fear of cosmic consequences no less#while Cas has been off searching relentlessly for Lucifer and Kelly Kline#Dean has felt the absence in ways he won’t say out loud
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So the students of Amity Park have noticed that when Danny Fenton runs to the bathroom a ghost almost always appears right after, right? Right. And eventually it becomes commonplace for them to mentally prepare themselves and to pack up their stuff when Fenton rushes out the classroom.
BUT
What about the few times where nothing happens? Cause now you've got this classroom full of kids who just automatically shove their papers into their backpacks and just...wait. They sit there, maybe making jokes about who's going to show up and at first it's all easy going but then. Then the anticipation starts to get to them. It's that nerve-wracking feeling of Knowing something should be happening But It's Not.
There's a slight buzz of nervous energy by the 5 minute mark where nothing has happened yet. It sets them on edge. Everyone is silent, shifting their gazes from the windows, the clock, the door, trying to spot anything of the usual. There's absolutely nothing.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#amity parkers#danny's ghost-sensing bladder#the special fear that comes from an absence of routine#idk it just sounds neat#and is a really cool thing to imagine#cause it's a side of unsettling fear that isn't used often in media#but amity parkers would definitely be affected by#because they are SO USED to everything that goes on around them#so to suddenly have something NOT happen where it almost ALWAYS did#would at the very least catch their attention
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I say this in the best way, but your characters feel like they're from an obscure but really good piece of media, and you feel like the artist who always draws the two main characters as ghay lovers
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#that's actually a really flattering thing to hear!#and I get what you mean#every now and then someone mistakes my art as fanart of some piece of media#that they don't recognize but like the art anyway#I wish I had the product to give to you#a graphic novel or a webtoon or a written narrative#I fear there's a hole the shape of the main story in my work#and even though I allude to it and talk about it in the safety of the tags#it's kind of frustrating that you have to piece it together from the scattered bits of lore#instead of reading ~the thing~ digesting it and knowing you have consumed the story in it's intended form#this got a little off track#I think it's so motivating and rewarding that you're interested in my characters to begin with#even in the absence of a proper finalized work of fiction that ties all the art together#answered#anonymous#imagine a reality where they aren't lovers in the canon work but I just ship them really hard#even better if they aren't even the protagonists but some inconsequential side characters#that get two minutes of screen time every other episode and barely ever in the same scene
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vagueposting subtweeting whatever. none of you freaks understand Ian rider like i do
#obviously untrue. there are some cool interesting takes on him out here but PLEASE i am BEGGING#understand alex is an unreliable narrator understand the most obvious thing is not true#ESPECIALLY in a book abt lying and spies where that option was suggested by the manipulators#UNRELIABLE NARRATING MAKES THIS WHOLE FREAKING SERIES#blah blah blah everyone can have their own interpretations etc no hate <3#i just love ian rider i fear. pleaseee let me talk about him i have written so many words about him#please his whole thing is his absence his whole thing is that we will never know for sure bc he is dead#ian rider#rambling as i do#alex rider
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New au just dropped 😈🙏
#Sorry for the absence yall I’m back in school with 6 classes#Drew this last night while watching saw 5 TRUST I shall continue my fear and hunger ideas#Been rewatching Dr.Stone again and realized how easily it could be adapted into a dunmesh au#Also the whole Desire thing I thought was funny#Feel free to drop ideas!#The lack of modern technology makes it perfect hehe#Winged lion#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dr. stone#nanami ryusui#Francois#If there’s one thing about me it’s that I’m never not gonna make niche aus
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The way people view Bing-mei as a villain for having an appropriate (and I’d argue it’s actually pretty damn tame) reaction to being an abuse victim needs to be studied as a critique of how society very easily turns against victims who do not appropriately perform victimhood. In the story, the cultivation world outside of Cang Qiong Mountain are in the dark about how Luo Binghe was treated pre-Abyss, but we the audience know! We know he was abused horrifically for his first 14 years of life, 4 of those years under his shizun. Three years of kindness before being kicked into hell is not going to erase the scars left by that abuse. And just because we the audience also know that Shen Yuan’s Shen Qingqiu was not responsible for those first 4 years of Luo Binghe’s life as a disciple, that does not mean that he is let off the hook for them as the person assuming Shen Qingqiu’s identity, let alone the fact that he is the one who still forces Luo Binghe into the abyss, not Shen Jiu.
Meanwhile, Shen Qingqiu, himself, knows that he wronged Luo Binghe and spends the rest of the novel attempting to make up for it. After all, the abyss, itself, and that final act of betrayal are a point of trauma on their own level above those previous years of mistreatment combined. Shen Qingqiu never absolves himself of his actions the way fandom does for him, but the fact that he feared Luo Binghe’s retribution is somehow enough to flip who the victim is and who the abuser is in too many people’s minds. Even Bing-ge and Shen Jiu get this treatment: people act like because Bing-ge allowed his resentment to consume him in his thirst for vengeance that this not only absolves Shen Jiu of the grotesque abuse he subjected a 10-year-old to for 7 years in an attempt to kill him but that it also makes Shen Jiu the “ultimate victim” of the relationship rather than the reaper of the seeds of abuse he sowed. Cause as we all know, vengeance makes a villain, but somehow baseless abuse does not (🙄).
People take fear (or claims of it) as the sign of “true victimhood” while anger is assigned as an “abuser emotion,” especially in cases of abuse where the abuser is well-liked, and I see this sort of idea in the stated reasoning behind 95% of the Luo Binghe hate.
#svsss#which is funny because in the other mxtx novels#i see people argue that the *absence* of anger or hate from an abuse victim#means the abuse just never occurred#so this truly only depends on whether the abuser is well-liked or not#also sqq fears lbh’s anger and rejection#way more than he fears pain or death#he is just not honest about this until the end#he doesn’t want to directly face post-abyss lbh#because he does not want to see him upset
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thinking about what apollo and nahyuta's relationship would be like immediately post-aa6 is funny because yes they haven't seen each other in over a decade and when they did finally meet again nahyuta was acting like a total dick but. while i think things would be awkward (sometimes extremely so) at first, i don't think there would be any, like, coldness to the distance between them. maybe there would've been if they didn't find out dhurke was dead together and then also got held at gunpoint (during which apollo kept trying to run his mouth until nahyuta in particular begged him to stop) but considering All Of That Happened.....i think there would be a sort of frankness between them. like yeah they still have to tackle the whole "apart for over a decade" thing but unsurprisingly it's a lot easier to do so when the absolute terror of potentially losing each other, so soon after dhurke's death, is recent enough to still be breathing down their necks
#i've been looking around and looking at people's different interpretations of how it would go#and i've seen both ends of the spectrum i.e. 'they act like they never left each other immediately' vs.#'they are constantly at each other's throats' and i don't think either of those are really....right. at least in my opinion.#i think Everything That Happened would inspire a sort of frankness between them that isn't really shared by anyone else. which makes sense#given that despite so many years apart they were still raised together from the time they were babies. apollo was a year old or less#when dhurke pulled him from the fire and nahyuta is older than him by a year or slightly less. even when they were apart there was never#a time where they weren't aware of the other's existence because absence is a reminder in and of itself#so. frankness. and a combination of starting anew and picking up where they left off during their first separation in their own way#they are not the same kids that they were then and that's obvious to everyone and ESPECIALLY them. But.#fear is a powerful motivator. and that same fear that turned apollo into a stuttering mess when ga'ran threatened nahyuta and#led nahyuta to literally beg apollo to shut the fuck up lest he be shot in front of him is‚ i think‚ what would enable them to push through#all that initial awkwardness. aa has never been about perfect family relationships but it HAS always been about love. and the love is there#as little as i think of the writing in the game...the love was definitely there. it persists so they persist. so it goes
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Battle in ink
||Tw: Calypso||
"I wander in search of a light upon your desperate face!”. Lascivious nymph of chalky fingers, elusive as an eel, murky and cold, let her burning fingers glide across the face, damp and cold, of the castaway.
Burning, sweet and vile bones of the nymph kept slithering, searing. In unnoticed possession, never truly casting spell or charm. "I keep begging Theos, for you to never leave me!.”
Odysseus, still, awaiting turn in this dance: "I am… searching…". Words escaped his lips, from his very depths within, man of thousand paths and missteps, struggling to chart this step.
Laërtes’s sweet words had carried him from Skýros to Ílion, Ténedos to Lēmnos. Voids of air slipping through his mind:
"By walking, one makes path, and upon glancing back…" Back, all his steps yearning to be undone.
"One sees the path that feet had crossed enough." Path by gnarled trees hiding Home. Olives, in which this infernal reef refused to sprout.
"Son, there is no path, but wakes upon the sea." Wakes Foamy paths in which Ithákē was built. United archipelago his domain. A kingdom never seen since his arrival, In barren foam turned his sweetness lost
The Ithacan monarch had never let his father’s wish fall to ill thought, but before the nymph who boiled his lymph and blood, he let those words fade.
Calypso waited, anxious, reluctant. He had been her lover, but what was there to expect from him?
From the weeper on her isle?. From the twat who never follows her in the daylight?. Yet he cried her name in her empty chamber under starlight?.
The eel coiled the wolfish sailor in its embrace while; Odysseus, man of a thousand tricks and wits, shot her a sharp grimace: Belly, chest, and face, At the two first, without joy, only indifference or ire, but in the last?. He gifted a lecherous and cold gaze in equal measure to the one he saw each dawn, in the second rosy fingered dawn by Calypso’s hands.
"Calypso, my queen." Anyone who heard it would have read the lie in his voice, the false melodic inflection, the lack of harmony as a neglected lyre’s threads, as his broken voice upon the cold sand of that bay.
"Forgive my rude behaviour," the honey he tried to wrap in his mouth was as insipid as his regard for his jailer. Learned movements directed at an essence, absence, breathed life into the corpse of 600 lives lost..
"My girl, my queen, the woman who waits for me." Penelope at the tip, a name so perfect and pure, so easy on his lips, cried out forcefully to escape from the voice of this liar.
"If I had…" he hated in his soul, hated, as in his name —the one that is hated—, the universe who cursed him in name and fortune. The Ithacan writhed within while the nymph?. Smiled, naïve.
"Knowing your embrace was so fine," fine as the skin of sharks, who knows how many of his men were devoured by those sea dogs.
Cephalopod and eel in battle, Still, Ink does not kill Will. Thanks so much @simugeuge with this take! Moots: @jarondont, @iroissleepdeprived, @nikoisme, @perroulisses,@poshgirlsstuff, @katerinaaqu @incorrecthomer, @dootznbootz, @nyx-of-darkness-1620, @sunshines-child, @random-krab, @ironspdr6700, @fangirlofallthefanthings, @twomanyfandomshelp, @thehighpaladin, @the-decapoddecapod, @myblacknightworld, @simugeuge, @itszorrito67, @incorrectatlas @tunguszka20
#odysseus#the odyssey#greek mythology#homer#calypso#ogygia#it has been far too long to not post something#this is the translated version#the lyrics in the spanish og are way more identifable#but it is still pop music#chaky instead of white fingered was as chalk is childish in our mind#and also stains#as she does with him marking him as her own for her#as always my take with her is that she is always warm to the touch even if her actions are cold#in this wip i wanted to write her as childish in action#she is expecting naive believing that Odysseus may finally had caved in to her spell and not the same lie she is being fed by him every nig#also the second rosy fingered dawn is sunset so is not the real sunrise another trap for him#and we know who is that absence hehe#the order from belly chest and face is becuase he is always on his knees to her as he fears her and tries to act the closest to what he#would do with another deity submission#also the cephallopod is a pun and his symbol#the octopus simbolizes his wits the ink his defenses and the name sounds close to Kephallenian#as they have the same root “head”#and she is an eel for how she hides#and no matter how much he tries to deflect her advances with his words or tears (the ink) he will never smother her desire (Will)#thanks so much if you have read all this monster of a tag hahaha#moots
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