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some things to note for ash's modern verse:
his dad is alive and is one of the biggest multi-billionaires in the world ( think microsoft/ amazon ). he's still a very powerful daiyokai and is currently separated from his first wife.
his mom is dead and was completely human.
ash was born out of wedlock and out of an affair between his mom and dad - the two of them were v in love but couldn't be together for obvious reasons. ash was then hidden from public eye and he grew up with only his mom as they barely made ends meet.
ash only reconnected with his father after his mom died. they have a very strained relationship.
sesshomaru and ash have a civil relationship built over years of trial and error.
ash is a mechanic and owns his own shop that he built from the ground up with his mother's inheritance.
he's a metalhead. are we surprised? no.
since ash is half-dog demon/ hanyou, he has the following traits: super sensitive hearing and sense of smell, healing takes far less time, super speed and strength, claws, fangs.
his eyes are a golden colour.
voice claim is still richard ian cox bc i can't hear inu any other way.
if you want to see his pintrest board, you can view it here.
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WAIT WAIT WAIT CHERIK MPREG IS CANON
i cannot stress enough how canon cherik mpreg is, yes my friend
#snap chats#i could elaborate in the main body but i cant distract from the epic statement 'cherik mpreg is canon'#ill elaborate down here tho LOL. not extensively Just Enough to provide context#anyways 90's run where erik's on his bullshit as per usual and at some point rips the adamantium out of logan's body#which causes charles to . how do you even describe what happens Like He Invades Erik's Mind To Get Him To Cut That Shit#cause this was just The Final Straw at that point#but the problem is while charles is in erik's mind. And I Quote. Paraphrase Whatever Its Been A Minute#'something implants itself within charles' and onslaught just kinda festers in the back of charles' mind for a while#and onslaught is basically just. every evil/dark/wrong thought charles has ever had + erik's rage and 'lust for power'#my exact memory of events gets hazy here but im p sure charles abandons his body for a bit which enables onslaught to take over#aaaand yeah we have that thing running around now. kinda. we made a pocket dimension to escape it.#onslaught returns in krakoa after being implanted in a mutant named lost#and onslaught would feed off the lost time in-between resurrections#like say you die monday and get brought back wednesday- all of tuesday goes to feeding onslaught#he doesnt actually Show Up show up for most of it hes more of a looming presence which i fw#and then he tries to get everyone to kill each other at the gala while making charles delete back-up data#onslaught does physically appear by the end of onslaught revelation once charles snaps out of the mind control at the gala#and erik's checking on him and Im Pretty Sure just by virtue of them being next to eachother onslaught manifests#cute shit really !!!!! but yeah thats a very VERY quick (and prob a lil wrong) rundown of onslaught's premise
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I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling
#I'm sorry to say that despite what I expected I think the dread wolf might be going down violently on my first run???#not because *I* love solas any less but because of who rye is and some of the twists I know happen down the line#which does make for a neat thing b/c I meant to play the crow I'm going with second as initially incredibly hostile#and then growing to feel for him and redeeming him at the end.#so if rye starts out very reasonable and sympathetic and then is brought to 'haha. no. fuck you forever for that in particular' at the end#...a pleasing cosmic symmetry in it I must admit. perfect and also makes me feel a bit sick#I'll try to put together something coherent eventually but for now#it's sort of a 'my name is ellaryen ingellvar you killed the guy#that my brain went 'close enough welcome back beloved and much missed deceased father figure' over. prepare to despair and die'#I think just the killing part might not have done it but everything that comes after? rye is a chill guy until he finally decides#that enough is fucking *enough*. and that was the most enough of all time for them#it also explains rye's accent (one of his primary caregivers growing up was a dwarf)! so many birds with one stone here#also I am so fucking sad now and I did it entirely to myself. I love fiction I love games (embarassingly genuine)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#thank god that the romanced solas playthrough is the second one tho that does make things less dire haha#adaar would have given it the good old college try to get solas to change his mind right to the end I think#but even his capable hands and politician's mind could not hold back the sheer beware the fury of a patient man storm#that is about to hit solas for the shit he just pulled. I think rye and solas are -- as it turns out -- TOO alike in many ways#...solas buddy I'm so sorry I'll come back for you on the second playthrough and make it right I swear fhsak#it's just that a second dead dwarf dad has joined the chat to haunt the narrative (and this time it's fucking personal frfr)#it's almost scary how quick I've gotten attached to my rook tho. I've waited A DECADE to save this bald elf man from himself#and then rye shows up with steel in his normally kind eyes going 'no. I want that fucker *dead*'. and I just go anything for you babyboy#I'll see what we can do. unspeakable stuff
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saving u all from the asshole fuckboy aventurine agenda half of this fandom is so hellbent on portraying
#i think he’s very Tongues & Teeth by the crane wives but. contrary to popular belief. i don’t think he’d be the one singing#yeah he’s not stupid but i could see him being so in love……#if someone managed to bring his guard down and was with him for years#not sure if he could bring himself to leave once the kisses started cutting his lips and the touches started bruising#maybe i’m ‼️ wrong but idk this man screams fucked up attachment 2 me#he’s used to pain.. i think he’d put up with it#at first he’d flee. if it was anywhere near the start of the relationship? yeah he wouldn’t stay if he felt he was on “the losing end of#the bet”#but i also personally believe it would take a lot to be romantically involved with him at all#like i think it would have to be a friends first thing. slowburn in fanfic terms.#idk i’m just nottt getting the one night stand vibe from him.#so like i said if someone was with him for a longgg time… and truly tore his walls down.. i doubt he’d be so quick to run#i think he keeps himself closed off. but when he does love he loves wholly and fully to the point of it hurting.#not out of malice but out of sheer intensity..#yeahhhh tongues & teeth…..#love is love but instead of in the gay way it’s “sure it hurts every time it happens but at least i feel something”#probably the gay way too though
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all traditional folk songs and hymns performed by the Reverend Kristin Hayter, from the start of the Lingua Ignota project to her inaugural tent revival service at Perpetual Flame Ministries, Volume 1
#spotify#playlist#music#lingua ignota#back on my bs with my lil playlists again sorry.#i took some liberties with some of these; some of them are the versions she directly cites#and others more match the vibe of her performance#e.g. her performance of god's gonna cut you down was *very* johnny cash#and the nothing but the blood of jesus rendition i picked it painfully earnest BUT#did match the stomp-clap singalong vibes at the tent revival#(everything from ain't no grave thru i'm running for my life was performed at the tent revival)#(so hopefully this captures some of it for ppl who weren't able to go)#Anyway i would say i like traditional folk songs a normal amount#Hey quick question is lead poisoning contagious
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the sexual tension between your dnd character and your narrative foil who youre trying to romance 🥰
#my art#dnd oc#dnd#dnd character#i did this like....really super quick just cause it was in my head and i couldnt stop thinking about their parallels#corrigan the half fae elf associated with life and jules the necromancer associated with death...#but both are horrible at emotions and run away from their feelings and are manipulators and liars hhhhhhhh im unwell about them#also theyre both very sexy wizards what could be better then that#i hope angie knows how down bad i am for her characters but especially jules thats my pathetic meow meow fr#i think ive already said that corri is one of my fav characters to play to so like 🥰
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Kinda wish a lot of my friends would stop demonising NPD?? Like they're always like "I'm cool with personality disorders, people with them aren't to blame for having them" or have a PD themselves, and then they turn around and go "Ugh I'm done with pwNPD, they're all awful."
The kicker is that this is ALWAYS preceded by me saying that I have a LOT of NPD traits and would meet the diagnostic criteria some days of the week (much the same way my friend has NPD but would meet the criteria for BPD some days). Like...ok... I literally just told you that I have a lot in common with people with NPD...you KNOW our mutual friend with NPD. You KNOW that he has NPD. And you look me in the eyes and tell me that you think that we're both awful????? Hello??? Fuck you???
#literally so fucked up#some people who say it and have BPD like me immediately turn around and accuse me of not having BPD because i have like 7 out of 9 of the#criteria and i happen not to have the most stereotypical ones#like I don't do impulsive behaviour in 2 potentially self damaging areas unless you count having a restrictive eating disorder#and i don't do inappropriate anger. i did when i was younger but it kinda calmed down when i moved out#and i don't really have a lot of emotional highs so people get kinda put off by the fact that I'm very introverted#like a lot of pwBPD i know are very expressive and loud. but while my emotions are intense and quick to change#i mostly experience negative ones. like I don't get much happiness. the rollercoaster looks more like anger - sadness - anger - disgust -#guilt - shame - amusement#and also...i have a lot of double bookkeeping going on? so people tend to think that I don't split?#but that isn't true; i just don't express it? like...no i do currently think that X has no good traits at all and that i hate her#i just don't say 'wow X is such a bitch and i don't like her' because logically despite feeling it and despite believing it i know that it#isn't true. yes I believe it. i also know it's untrue. so I do my best not to act on it. i used to punish myself for it as well#because i feel really guilty about it. and i try to do the same with idealisation but I'll be real I'm not very good at that one#because i feel like that is a process that is actually beneficial even though it isn't. so i tend to let it run wild.#I'm like 'Oh yeah who cares that I'm deifying X over here that's completely fine. at least I'll be less selfish.' and then i blink#and everything is fucked#anyway i got a little sidetracked
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hiii bracken beloved by toni morrison + white is for witching by helen oyeyemi!!! also do u have a storygraph? love u kiss kiss
haven't read either of those but beloved has been on my list for a LONG time. just have never gotten around to it i guess... went to the library website just now and put a hold on that one and the bluest eye. most reliable way to get me to read something. haven't heard of white is for witching before but i just put a hold on that one too! sounds super interesting and i don't read enough horror tbh...
do not have a storygraph nd do not really know what that is. but if you want me to do little book socmed with you i will make an account haha <3
#i have my notes app running tally of the books i've read this year and that's it. up to 18 now though for the year! very exciting!#sat down and read a novella in one sitting tonight. like we were talking about... so gratifying...#very silly novella about the queen of england learning to like reading. but had me thinking nonetheless#and was a tight 120 pages. lovely for a quick jaunt into book land.#speaking of novellas god i should read the wolf among the wild hunt again... thinking about her...#ask#ask game
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fuck, I hate telehealth, but ya know, I think I’d actually like it if it was in minecraft instead of a video call. Let’s do therapy in roblox or something.
#having a relationship with your therapist is unethical… but what about running a dungeon together in world of warcraft??#today we’re going to talk about my abandonment issues while we build a mountain base in minecraft together#shit… I was just joking but this is actually sounding kinda rad#but wowwee do I hate telehealth#I hate professional video calls#I always feel like I’m saying the wrong things or I’m not talking enough#my last psych appointment was telehealth and it suuuuuuucked#oh man I don’t even know if I ever posted about this#it just felt so awkward and I was always worried someone could hear me on the call through the apartment walls#and he was like basically ‘just try to think positive’#fuck you fuck you fuck you and also think about my butthole and fuck you#thanks for the meds but never say that shit to me again#like… my therapist is a cool guy. I ‘love him. or as much as you can love your doctor in a distant platonic way#he’s always so cool about ‘yeah your chemicals are all messed up’ and he’s doesn’t shut me down at least not without actually understanding#but my psych who works in the same office does telehealth and seems very distant and not great at talking about deeper issues#which is fine. really. I just needed a doc who’d give me a fair shake and help me with the medication side#but I have to do telehealth for him and it feels so awkward and shallow#can’t we just do a 5 minute phone call? ‘hello. can we up the dose of my meds? yes? okay thank you.’#I see you typing on your computer a lot. I’m not saying anything interesting. if you’re on neopets just say so#anyway I only thought about this bc I guess I COULD do telehealth therapy today or something#but like I said. telehealth feels awkward and I wouldn’t be able to open up over it#it’s cool tho for like… I dunno. people who can’t go in person or need quick visits or whatever#I’m not saying it’s not useful or a viable option. I personally just hate phone calls and video calls.#and I love video games bro 😎#and I love you#goodbye forever#text
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christ alive this can't be it dog
#(knocking on my brain) hey bud. hey bud. what's with all this#idk what happened to make my state so fragile but it's absolutely nuts how quick things can turn o#around on me#i was locked in misery for days and then on wednesday i was suddenly feeling like everything was great#and i could turn everything around. and then on thursday i was like: ah well maybe not but i can still- maybe i can still-#anyway i'm back in the misery. shortest swing of my life i hated that can i get out of here for real now#see it's so bizarre because it's like i have a crafted layer of things i enjoy plastered over a well of swirling dark water#and i'll like hear a sound or have a thought and then i have to frantically run around trying to shore up my defenses#cause a hurricane of bad feelings starts whipping at me#it's so nuts how end of the world this feels when i know it's not a big deal. seriously calm down#i'm still doing all my regular shit i'm just finding it a little difficult to create. and my desire for physical feeling is very strong#but lord above i gotta get my shit together in here it's not habitable
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i still know the way to our secret house. The path i made and then hid so no one could follow, i still remember it. The house is gone and the world it was a part of is gone. You're gone too. But i still remember how to follow that secret path home.
#this post is abt minecraft but the experience honestly hits like a poem#we had a house on a multiplayer server together#I have a copy of the world saved from before it was deleted and i no longer have to hide cause the world is completely empty#i could just teleport to the coordinates i wrote down#but it was a nice little ritual. following the highway to the hidden hole on the side. running through tunnels with fake ends and branches#through the fortress and past the portals ppl built there into a little staircase#a very specific path through the crimson biome#a hidden opening in the side of a cliff#another series of tunnels#a portal hidden in a hill#quick flight to the surface and then west
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He is like an angel to me <3
#akira nishikiyama#every time i see a gifset of this scene and it's THIS quick moment JUST before he slicks his hair back THIS to me is his pinnacle of beauty#look at my beautiful bloodstained koi. succumbing to the darkness but honestly he held out longer than i would so we gotta respect that#also Matsushige. my guy. my dude. why did you think talking shit to a guy JUST after his sister died was a good idea. ya shoulda run#but also thank fuck ya didnt cause i fucking hated ya and im glad pretty koi her fucking gutted ya. absolutely eviscerated. like goddamn#this rewired something in my brain lads#cw blood#almost forgot that bit lol. also the other day i posted this pic and caption in a Discord server im in#yknow with the intention of basically swooning over him because yeah im in love with him right. and one person responded to me#and props to her she was reacting like. properly i suppose? like 'oh it's so sad what happened to him#when it all came crashing down </3' but im here like 'yes the scene is VERY tragic and rips my heart out but thats NOT what im doing here#today lmaooo' i am happy to focus on the tragedy of his character and often do#but right NOW i am trying to sexualize a man covered in the blood of his enemy as his psyche shatters so like <3#theres probably nicer pics of this bit but i dont have them on hand. i might start a 'pretty Nishiki pics' folder on my phone too
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#just gonna post some thoughts down here real quick#being trans has felt incredibly scary recently#so like when I go to formal events I dress fem#it’s more fun that way for me#some people are none the wiser#others can clock me#usually it hasn’t made a difference#but the other night I went to an event and went out for drinks with friends after#and I had a great time and felt very glamorous#but then as I was walking back to my car two people started following me and I became very aware of their presence#and in listening to their conversation they started talking about how they should teach me a lesson#I wanted to run but I knew that would aggravate the situation so I called my mom and put my keys inbetween my knuckles#hoping they’re get the message#ultimately I made it back to my car and they kept walking but it was one of the scariest moments I’ve had in a long time#and then last night I went to another gala for my work#and I of course dressed fem again#and this time it was all polite society#but I felt like such an alien#like people watched me as I went into the bathroom#and despite me being in a dress and heels#people would call me sir with a sneer#and it all just feels so scary#like upper society will cast you out and spread rhetoric that make those in vulnerable positions feel like you’re the enemy#and I’m really just considering being more quite about it so that way I stay safe even if it means I’m unhappy#I won’t because then they win#but it’s so tempting
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Character cards for the Act 1 cast of Providence
#weird little guys: now organized by color!#just a quick run down of them and some occasional weird fun facts#also reagan's full face hasnt been shown very well in the comic proper which is something i learned while making this#my blorbo has been neglected and i might overcompensate later. im not sorry.#art#my art#digital art#digital artist#sketch#drawing#photoshop#oc#original comic#original character#ocs#providence#providence comic#deacon#joseph#adrian#alison#harper#reagan
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Bring back movie intermissions!!!
#my little brother could NOT sit still through all of the TMNT movie#or any movie#and the kids behind me didnt start kicking my chair until about halfway#they need to be able to run a quick lap or two before we sit down again#and i need an opportunity to pee!#and maybe get more snacks#anyway the TMNT movie was great very funny
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Rhymezone saves lives by the way if you're ever stuck for rhymes! ~meg
Ooh, thankee! I might have to check that out. :-O
#meg tag#i have this nifty function in my brain which is basically 'QUICK! rattle off every word you can think of that sounds like X'#which is very handy and works 95% of the time#(especially if i run down the alphabet while that function is on)#but this might save me a step or two in the future >8-D
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