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ISLAND OF THE LOVESICKNESS || ★!
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Romantic!☆
Gender neutral!☆
Starting notes; Little project i wanted to make, since i love total drama and iots! This was inspired by iots but with Yandere ghosts! I will have multiple chapters, everyday one vitcm! I hope you all like it! (IOTS WAS MADE BY @eavee-ry )
TW: BLOOD, VIOLENCE, KILLING, OBSSESIVE BEHAVIOR, YANDERES, POSSESIVE BEHAVIOR, THROW UP, OUT OF CHARACTER, BAD ENGLISH, BAD GRAMMAR AND MADE BY A MINOR!! YOU DON'T NEED TO READ IF YOU DON'T WANT! (Tell me if i missed something)
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They are death
Every single one of them, you know that
You were hired by your own uncle Chris McLean to be a intern at Total Drama, you would be something like a camp counselor! Your job was to check the campists
People said your uncle was a amazing guy, but you knew it was a lie, you never knew anyone more arrogant that him
Well, at least you have something to do at summer! And it would be fun see some drama...
Your job was to be a baby-sitter to resume, you were checking up and taking care of tennagers! People of your age! It was kinda fun but you were so tired of them
The nice thing is that they seemed to like you! Even Heather, but sometimes they were acting toward you(you thought that was weird cause it dind't make so many time you knew them)
It was going to have a challenger! Everyone was there except for Beth, you decided to look for her
In the florest you decided to worry, where is she? You heard a sound in the cave, as the beautiful curious you are, you got in
A bloody axe...
A lost arm...
Her body was bloody
She was dead.
SHE WAS DEAD!?
You wanted to throw up, the smell of blood...
You felt sick
You Chris and the interns, and they discover that a killer is in the island, what should we do!?
Chris had the idea of left the campers here
You tried to convice him other wise, but when you noticed you already in a boat leaving the island, you felt guilty, Chris made you leave them
Chris dind't left you because how would him explain this to your parents? Your Mother would kill him!
And when you came back home, he said to tell that you were in vacation...?
You passed the next months feeling guilty and sick, you wanted to throw up, and sometimes you really did it
You should had stayed, or at least try to convice Chris....
One day, Chris called you to go with him and two new interns to go back to the island and save them
You knew why Chris was doing that
He wanted to be the hero, that's it
But you decided to go, cause now it's time
Time to the truth, and let's be honest
You were afraid of the truth.
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I left the boat, this place looks so weird to be honest, you felt sick again
Something was wrong, you knew that! But now it's time
What happend to them
" I hope they are okay... "
I was afraid, afraid to go anywhere in this island, i dind't wanted to do that, but at same time...
I was scared
I felt something in your shoulder, a hand
" Don't worry Y/n! We going to find them, i hope... "
Sierra was trying to comfort me, but i could look at her eyes and see that she knew the truth
" Amigos! Everything will be alright, but i hope we have everything to survive here, Chris dind't explain so well "
Alejandro was in Sierra's side while looking at the island and looking around, he was right, Chris dind't explained how would you guys find the others, does him even know how to walk around this island?
I don't think so
" Can we stop to talk! Come on you- we have job to do! "
Chris said and started to walk, me, Sierra and Alejandro just followed him
Something is wrong in this place, i feel watched while walking
Oh god.
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Notes:
★ THIS IS SOOOOO BAD HELP WHAT??? i tried ★
★ I hope you all like it! I will try to be more online even thought school is making this nearly impossible ★
★ Idk but Ily you guys <3 ★
#yandere total drama x reader#yandere tdi x reader#yandere tdi#tdi x reader#yandere Iots#yandere iots#island of the slaughtered#yandere total drama#total drama#tdi#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#yandere x darling#yandere x gender neutral reader#yandere headcanons#yandere x reader#yandere project#tw yandere#chris mclean#total drama x reader#y/n x yandere#y/n#your name#yandere blog#yanderes#idk what else to tag#idk tbh#✶⋆.˚ the angel catalogue 👼❔#✶⋆.˚ sky 🪀#✶⋆.˚ island of the lovesickness 💌🩸
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thinking about the two (professional) versions of rent that i watched and how one had Angel stay in her normal attire after her death and how the other put her in a suit.
like?? the symbolism of her being buried in a suit, because of course she would've been the 80s/90s were incredibly homophobic no drag queen being buried near a church would've been allowed to be in drag. or her favorite dress/skirt/outfit. she would've been placed in a suit because she's a man and there would be nothing anyone could do about it without potentially outing themselves and being put in danger (even if they are just an ally).
so, if she's buried in a suit no wonder she would appear in the suit as a ghost/angel/whatever she was haha. those are the clothes she's resting in so those are the ones she appears in forever, even if she doesn't like it. it's a reflection of how uncaring the 80s/90s were to queer people going through the AIDS crisis. nobody cared if they died because they were just those fucking queers
on the opposite side of that, appearing in her normal attire would be closer to how people who loved her remember her. they wouldn't remember angel wearing a suit, because that wasn't her preferred attire. that wasn't who she was and despite the rest of the world hating her for merely existing as herself, the ones who loved her and knew her refused to see her in a light she was forceable put in.
it also goes to show how even if they buried her in a suit, taking away her identity, nobody could really change her. angel was herself through and through regardless of how much the world wanted to change her. she died because of her identity but they still couldn't rip it from her dead hands.
anyways thinking about rent. sorry for the ramble-y post i just cannot stop thinking about it lol
#rent musical#angel dumott schunard#costume design#musical analysis#i CANNOT stop thinking about it#for the record the ashland show i saw had her in a suit#and it was like the first thing i told people#i was like “guys!!! the symbolism of putting her in a suit!!! guys you don't understand!!!”#idk this show is so important to me#i love weird queers#i need to go watch the og broadway run and see what they did#also btw i'm saying that angel is a drag queen in this#and not a trans women which is what i thought when i first watched the musical#i think it's up for interpretation? not totally sure tbh#anyways if anyone wants to hear me rant about rent send me an ask lol#waddleschats#this was supposed to be a tmnt blog LMAO
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The Fallen Angel
Here he is! I usually give a bit more detail into the landscape when I paint the beach, but I made a creative decision to not push it further and leave the area outside the focal point (those eyes, always those eyes) a little messy. I wanted the raw edge to it, the animalistic aggression/hurt seen in the original classic painting.
#death stranding#higgs monaghan#kojima productions#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#digital artist#artblr#painting#digital painting#Troy baker#The Fallen Angel by Alexandre Cabanel#Cabanel was 24 when he did his and I’m totally on board with simping for satan tbh
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THE CONSTANTINE / MASTERS FAMILY: ( top to bottom )
thomas constantine (father, deceased)
mary anne constantine (mother, deceased)
cheryl masters née constantine (older sister, deceased)
john constantine (alive, for now)
the golden boy (twin, deceased)
gemma masters / constantine (niece, daughter of cheryl, alive)
#scopophobia /#scopophobia tw#putting a live action face to constantine's father gave me hives#charles dance was who i always had in mind for the family man tbh and the family man reminded john of his father so!!#putting a face to his MOTHER made me fucking CRY!!! LOOK AT HER!!!!!! AN ANGEL!!!!!!#i have feelings about the fact that the pics i chose for cheryl & mary anne ended up facing the same way#and the ones of john and gemma aren't looking at the camera. Many Thoughts#also if john's scar + eyes look wonky it is Totally Intentional Haha I Swear. it's the demon blood guys#( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD.#( cheryl. ) WALKED THROUGH HELL JUST TO LOSE HER.#( gemma masters. ) THAT'S MY NIECE YOU PIECE OF SHIT!#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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saving my virginity (my mortality) for all of them (to obliterate my existence)
#va 11 hall a#va11ha11a#vallhalla#me#hornyposting#dorothy haze#alma armas#jill stingray#dana zane#sei asagiri#stella hoshii#not anna she's angel but they could totally vaporize me tbh
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can i just say something about sports reporting? i ned them to stay in their lane. talk to me about tactics and stats for teams and players. ps don't try to contribute to the discourse. i hate the discourse.
#do you know why i like the merc?#it's bc i'm a hater no actually it's bc they have no rookies so they can't have rookie discourse#well actually it's bc of their players#really it's everything except their time zone and coach#i think the real enemy is the schedule and tbh every league has had fucked up schedules#like pwhl 4 games in 8 days is too many any back to back is too many#nwsl 3 games in 9 days? too many#the fever's schedule is ridiculous and it's a shitty thing to do to a franchise that is struggling#but also is super young so you're saying not only are you going to get all the media attention [for sus reasons] but you also have to figur#out how to play in the wnba without a practice with everybody watching you and with a questionable coach?#like angel reese Kamilla cardoso cam brink rickea jackson are all on lower level teams#but they have a system and a decent schedule so they aren't looking at 30 point losses#i can't speak on the mystics but they've played fewer games than the fever have lost [granted mystics have won 0]#and all for the olympics? like just play fewer games or extend the season#on the topic of things that don't make sense: commissioners cup games count towards regular season stats and totals??#let's separate church and state please
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*clenches fist* they will find each other in any universe....
#stupid idiots whom i love#tbh still not pleased with my mans' total design but eh who gives a fuck#not me cuz im posting#my art#oc#original#character#digital#art#dnd#npc#demon#fallen#angel
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POOR LONELY GIRL (ISTL) || ★!
Prologue!
Romantic!
Gender Neutral!
First victim: Beth!
Welcome back to Island of the lovesickness, love.
TW: YANDERE BEHAVIOR, BLOOD, SCARS, GHOSTS, BAD ENGLISH, BAD GRAMMAR AND MADE BY A MINOR! YOU DON'T NEED TO READ! (Tell me if i missed something)
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Poor lonely girl
In a cruel world
Beth was a lonely girl, she dind't had many friends, maybe she dind't had one.
A real friend, a person that she could cry in the shoulder, that would say to her
" Everything will be alright...! "
Maybe because of her looks! Maybe because of her personality? Oh to have anyone by her side!
But, she found you! And to be honest you are the only good thing is this island!
In these few days with you, she felt she could count with you! You always help her and dont't judge her! And better: You didn't think she is annoying!
And when you found her body, you looked like the only one that really cared about her
And you really confroted Chris!
How she knows that? She is always watching.
Most of the time she is in the cave, but she likes to walk at the florest as well, she found her arm, and uses him to make some type of trap to anyone
Any curious that will investigate is unlucky, she won't kill them i think, but a little scare won't hurt!
But when she was walking around the island, like the lonely ghost she is, she found you...
Walking with Chris and other two persons she dind't knew
Happy! She thought she would never find you again! Oh the others have to know that! Oh yes!
She needs to talk with you!
She needs to have you.
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This island is giving me the chills, why we had to come at night!? It would hurt wait for the sun to shine?? I feel like in a horror movie
" Does Chris even know what is he doing!? We are lost? "
Sierra, me and Alejandro walked behind Chris, and no Sierra dear, he doesn't know what that fuck he is doing
" No i think, we are just walking around, i feel like we are walking makes years! "
" We are walking makes just one hour, where Chris is trying to go? "
Alejandro was just confused as me and Sierra, Chris i swear for god if we are lost i am going to kill you....
Wait, i know this path we are going to the cave where...
Chris what is your plan? I started to remember of Beth body, a axe close to her and a missing arm, now i remember of other details like her face was full of scars and her legs were hurt, i really don't want to remember that
Now we are in front of the cave, that's not good
" Okay! We just have to go inside this cave and find....what was her name? "
" Beth! "
" Oh yeah! Beth's body! Let's go! We have job to do! Can't be lazy now uh? "
When you say " We " you meant me, Sierra and Alejandro right? Because you? You would be the first one to run away! You already did this
" Are you really his Counsin? "
Alejandro asked to me, i don't know it's a real question, sarcasm or another thing
" Man, i have my doubts "
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Walking around the cave was something, i was getting nervous with any sound, and Beth's body wasn't there! I don't know what happend to it and i don't really want to know! But at same time i want to know!
God, kill me already
I heard something, steps
But not mine, Chris's , Alejandro's or Sierra's steps, no
Something or someone was here
I walked scared, i just want to go home, please get me out of here! I walked and walked and realised
I am alone, where is everyone? I got separated of them and dind't noticed!?
I looked around for them, missing a heart beat, i am alone, i am lost!? Oh no! No! No! No! NO!
" Y/N...? Is that really you? "
A voice, this voice... i know this voice! But...
It's really her?
I look behind me, there she is
Scars on her face and legs, missing glasses, and a lost arm
I wanted to say something, do something, but i was too surprised to do that, scared and maybe confused
" I KNEW IT WAS REALLY YOU! I told them that i saw you! But they dind't belived me! Oh i am so happy to see you! "
Beth said in a happy tone, she was happy to see me? Wow, i am shocked, i still totally quiet, really quiet, i can't say a word
" I was so lonely without you! I don't really interact with the others! I mean i try! But i don't think they are in the mood to talk, but that's doesn't matter! You here "
And she still talked, she was talking, and she was distracted
I don't know what happend but i started to run away, i feel like these stupid horror movies characters, but i was scared to act with calm
" Wait- Y/n? Y/N! WAIT! DON'T LEAVE ME HERE! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE AGAIN! "
I don't know if she started to run too, i refused to look behind, please anyone help me
I started to run and run, i tried to be faster and faster, i was getting tired! Really tired
And then i saw, the exist! Thanks god!
I left the cave and i take a deep breath, i looked behind, yeah, i think she dind't tried to chase me
I think
" WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? "
" We got worried! "
I looked at them, Sierra and Alejandro were relieved and Chris...well i can't tell
Okay, should i tell the truth?
" Y/N! What happend? "
" I will explain later. "
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✦ NOTES
✮ Damn that's bad ✮
✮ Wtf is that? Idk ✮
✮ Idk if i going to continue this, maybe make a remake? ✮
✮ Anyways ily you guys and ty for reading! <33
#hello :3#yandere blog#yanderes#yandere total drama x reader#yandere total drama#yandere tdi x reader#yandere tdi#yandere iots#yandere x reader#yandere one shot#yandere x gender neutral reader#yandere x darling#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#y/n x yandere#yandere fic#yandere writing#yandere community#yandere#tw yandere#yandere headcanons#yandere imagine#yandere imagines#total drama#tdi beth#idk tbh#idk what else to tag#✶⋆.˚ Island of the lovesickness 💌🩸#✶⋆.˚ the angel catalogue 👼❔#✶⋆.˚ sky 🪀
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To be honest, if we ever do get Buffy the Vampire Slayer sequel TV shows (like we were supposed to be getting one, but now it seems to be dead in the water), they should just be the "In Ever Generation" series and then "Fray."
#they're both just so good!#and with fray it's set so far in the future of course (minus the time travel stuff in season twelve that led to a crossover that can easily#just be ignored) that none of the main characters of old are in it. so you don't have to worry about getting the original actors back for i#*it#and with in every generation. for the most part. i think the characters who are majorly in it probably would come back#and. like. james marsters big thing has always been that he would come back/wants to come back if there's ever a sequel. but spike's a#vampire. and he's clearly aged. and spike's not supposed to have. so he feels there either has to be a story reason where spike HAS aged.#or they need really good cgi to make him look like he hasn't#and kendare blake paid attention to those interviews and gave a story reason for spike to look older in her books! so we could totally get#james back for this!#also... i know that these two things are actually in different canons. but shh.#actually. you know what buffy writers? make them in the same canon#we don't really need the s8-s12 comics and angel&faith tbh#just make in every generation. then do fray and say it comes after that#buffy the vampire slayer
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" this isn't that watered down child's power that you simply contract from another. we're pureblood creations of the originals. " ─── @faithled liked for a dialogue starter
#so she does have a form like The Angel ☠️#i'm totally cool w you deciding whether he's talking to that version of her or 'the woman'#this could be really really cool tbh#. . ˚ . ic .#. . ˚ . threads .#. . ˚ . v . modern .#faithled
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cas practising (en/forced) exo-/endo-cannibalism will always be important to me.
#that guy has done it all#however I must say that this show truly thinks everybody's just a vessel and I'm not sure how I feel about that#for instance: Cas without grace is still not human to me. no matter how the show wants to tell me otherwise. I ain't buying that.#he's having human experiences sure. but. like. that's it. and I'm totally fine with that. You go eat burritos darling.#and I like my own take better tbh. 'Cause the show doesn't take a stand to the point that eventually even God is *just* transferable power.#meeeeeeeeh.#And this is the result of the post-kripke-seasons'perversion of the original story about sam and demon blood but it's still NOT the same.#cause angels and demons are not humans. even the idea of injecting human blood to turn a demon.#hypothetically: cool. if you think about it: mmmmh a demon is still an entity possessing somebody.#even if that somebody has been dead for centuries. the demon's been colonizing a corpse. he might experience human stuff again#but the demon is still a demon with a human (resurrected? reincarnated? what happens to the the possesed's soul???) body#(i don't really think that angels and demon can resurrect but they can reincarnate. or not? can they die when they are not in a body?)#so does this mean that being human means having human experiences? eeeeeeeehhhh the show seems to say: bleargh#cause apparently humans too are just vessels for the soul#no soul? not sure you're fully human.cause you can't experience stuff anymore.it's quite complicated as the jack's storyline debacle shows#what i mean is that sometimes I've got the feeling that the show uses its characters like recipes#a little bit of that and you're an angel. a little less of this and you're a monster#it's very quantity-oriented#and i'm like: MEEEEEEEEEEEEEH.#SO ANYWAY#Cas eating a little bit of his siblings to become an angel really seems to boil down to: you are what you eat.#spn s9#castiel#character of all time#supernatural
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Anyone got R@diodust content where Al doesn't end up having sex? Like I finally figured out why the ship bothers me so much and am wondering if it exists or nah.
#original post#Like angel feeling conflicted by al not wanting to have sex#Angel struggling to define himself without sex#But then realizes it's super liberating not having to be sexy for someone that he doesn't have to perform#Angel walks up in pig footie pj's and pokes Al's ears and that's all it has to be#Then they get ready to kill some people together 🥰 cute date ideas amirite#If angel wants to have sex it's totally fine with al if he finds partners bc at the end of the day angels coming back home to him#Actually tbh you could even have a mutual theme of learning to finally stop performing#Al's got 40 layers of stage persona going on#Pick up a shovel Angel you gonna have to dig in
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When you lost interest in Helluva Boss forever ago but the Cherubs + Verosika are finally returning
#Not in the same ep but hers is after the cherubs I think#Idk why but I got attached to the cherubs#they had potential and the fight in ep 4 was kinda cool#I don’t really even love ep4 or anything#but it was funny seeing these angels fight with vugler jackass imps who don’t care#do I even want to check out the new ep#they 100% probably made Cletus + Kerrie horrible a-holes who abuse innocent Collin#tho tbh I totally support them knocking IMP down a peg go get their asses lmao
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Dossier Cheat Sheet
LEGAL NAME : Kriemhild von Draupnir
NICKNAME[S] : Kriem (by her sister & Dorothea), Wicked Lady, Hellfire Witch
DATE OF BIRTH : 22nd of Horsebow Moon (September 22nd)
GENDER : Female
PLACE OF BIRTH : Fort Merceus
CURRENTLY LIVING : Garreg Mach Monastery
SPOKEN LANGUAGES : Common
EDUCATION : Governesses, few months at Firdihad School of Sorcery, private teachers for reason magic
HAIR COLOR : Ebony
EYE COLOR : Violet
HEIGHT : 169cm / 5ft 6in
WEIGHT : 124 lbs
FAMILY INFORMATION
SIBLING[S] : Avila von Draupnir (older sister)
PARENT[S] : Count Dankrad von Draupnir (father), Countess Ute von Draupnir (mother)
RELATIVE[S] : unnamed brother-in-law, unnamed grandmother (mother’s side)
CHILDREN : fankids for ships: Solveig von Vestra (with Hubert), Liana Valeria Gloucester (with Lorenz), Svanhild and Sarus von Aegir (twins with Ferdinand)
PET[S] : /.
RELATIONSHIP INFORMATION
SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Bisexual
RELATIONSHIP STATUS : single in any verse because writing ships hard
SINCE WHEN : it is her fate to remain alone, she is an independent woman with commitment and separation issues.
tagged by : @guksugeulsi
tagging : ramy literally is the only person I know, wdym “tagging”
#hellfire witch | headcanons#kriemhild headcanons#I have so much to say about her family tbh#I love Dankrad and Ute they are a power couple#also Avila is an angel thank u I am totally not making her an NPC appearing in Kriem’s paralogue just to design her#Kriem’s unpaired ending is her becoming a rich grumpy magic lady that is a desired teacher but throws things at students if they are stupid#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fe3h oc#fire emblem three houses oc
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❥ OHMAMI | hajime iwaizumi
warnings: timeskip! iwaizumi, fem! reader, car sex, semi-public sex, unprotected sex, hickeys, degradation, manhandling, slight fingering, finger-sucking, riding, oikawa is mentioned a lot tbh, protective and possessive iwa
MDNI | 18+ content
word count -> 4.9k
a/n: okay i started this in early june and now im finishing it so im sorry if it doesnt make sense aaaa
❥ song: OHMAMI - chase atlantic
Iwaizumi was never the one people thought of when asked who their favorite member of the Aoba Johsai team was. He grew to accept it over time, albeit with spite and anger. Everyone was always wrapped up in what Oikawa was doing, wondering who would be his next girlfriend of the week. It was gross how Oikawa hogged all the girls; how could he be so selfish? Fucking jackass.
Naturally, it was a relief when he graduated. Sure, Aoba Johsai never went to nationals (and yes, it very much stung), but the memories were important, right? Hitting perfect spike after spike, smacking Oikawa around, hearing that glorious school cheer, Iwaizumi had to admit he would miss it. Not the part where Oikawa kept all the girls to himself.
Graduation came and went, and so did university. It was a breeze. Sports medicine was not a challenging major; he was just really good at the subject. Another graduation came, and Iwaizumi could only think about you and that pretty, perfect face. You were his closest friend in high school, and sadly, you drifted apart during university. You were studying Japanese literature or something, he didn’t remember. It’s not his fault; he was just too busy getting girls for the first time in a while. Totally not his fault…right?
Iwaizumi wasn’t doing himself any fucking favors, he thought about you too much for his own good. Whether Aoba Johsai lost or how insufferable Oikawa was, you were always there for him. You let him lean against your shoulder and complain about his day, his disheveled and messy uniform giving him an even more thuggish appearance. The way your soft, almost angelic hands massaged his scalp, assuring him that he would be okay. Oh, how he longed for your fingers in his spiky hair again. He had forgotten your scent, your sweet floral scent. Was it roses or lavender? Maybe lilac? Although all the girls in high school wore the same body sprays, yours was different. Was it because you were never scared of him to begin with? Fuck, he missed you.
He sat on the bench in the empty locker room of the gym he worked at, a hot towel draped around broad shoulders as he began to lose himself in his fond high school memories. Images danced around in his mind of your sweet face smiling at him for the first time, the words “Don’t worry, I’ll help you study for the English test!” leaving your soft lips. At least, Iwaizumi thought they were soft. No, he knew they were soft. God, you were so kind to him. You even ignored Oikawa’s advances towards you, which made him blush and gain so much respect for you in an instant. “Man, I’d really like to punch that guy in his dumb face.” you snickered, covering your bright smile. Iwaizumi swore he could marry you right then and there.
From that moment on, he was your closest friend. You went to all his practices and games, cheering for him when no one else would. “Nice kill, Iwa!” you would shout from the bleachers, proudly wearing a spare version of his jersey. His jersey. If Iwaizumi had no supporters, you were dead. The two of you were inseparable until university rolled around, and Iwaziumi became stupidly popular with the ladies. And sure, college girls were pretty and incredibly loose, but they weren’t you. No one was you, and he missed you every day.
Iwaizumi grunted as he stood up, tossing the towel into a basket. He stepped out of the locker room with his hands in his pockets, whistling a song from his cardio playlist. It was around ten at night, and his gym was one of the few open so late, so there wasn’t anyone there except the front receptionist girl who flirted with every guy who walked in. Truly, he couldn’t ask for better entertainment.
“Yo,” Iwaizumi leaned across the desk, stealing an electrolyte drink from the employee minifridge. There’s no one here; you should just go home. It’s getting late.” The cool drink touched his lips, the cherry flavoring subtle. “If the boss gives you any crap, you can blame me. I don’t mind.”
The receptionist eagerly stood up and practically ran out the door, throwing her time card at him. “Clock me out!” she shouted halfway out the automatic door. Iwaizumi sighed and shoved the time card in his sweats. She really was a ditz, but at least she got people to sign up for VIP memberships.
He clocked her out and went to his favorite spot in the gym where he usually deadlifts. Unfortunately, there was no one to spot him. Iwaizumi was a jock, but he certainly wasn’t dumb. There was no way he was dying because he got crushed by a fucking barbell. There is no chance in hell.
His rough and calloused hands decided just to lift weights instead. That was simpler, more safe. He flipped on his headphones and selected a tune from his more…sensual playlist. It's a sensual indie R&B song that could make anyone feel like a sex god. Why was that song on his playlist? He couldn’t tell you. Once again, Iwaizumi became lost in his thoughts as he lifted the weights up and down with such ease. He worked out for health benefits, but just something about staring at his physique in the mirror made it all worth it. Damn, did he look fine as hell. He was ashamed of how long it took him to realize that he was stupidly attractive, and it took a lot of skill not to develop a massive ego around his looks.
The automatic doors slid open, the dinging sound drowned out by his noise-canceling headphones. His green eyes locked on the floor mat below him, concentrating on passing the time by any means necessary. He paused briefly when he saw two tiny white sneakers enter his field of vision, standing considerably close to his muscular form. “Sorry about that,” he mumbled, placing the weights on the ground. “Music’s loud, y’know?” His eyes trailed upwards until they finally met your gaze, his pupils shrinking in shock. His hands gripped his headphones, softly filling the room with sensual music. “Holy shit.” Iwaizumi’s mouth was agape. He looked like a fool. “Uh, hi.”
“Hi, Iwa.” you smiled brightly, taking his headphones from his rough hands and placing them around his thick neck. “It’s been a while, hasn’t it? Three years, I think.” Fuck, he forgot how much smaller your hands were to his own. It’s so cute.
“Three years since university, yeah,” Iwaizumi mumbled, wiping the glistening sweat away from his forehead. “I can’t believe it’s been that long. You don’t look any different. Not that it’s a bad thing!” he stumbled on his words, silently cringing at his immature actions. He never got this flustered. He hasn’t been in a while. Less than a minute talking to you, and he was a stammering mess. This wasn’t like him at all. His tough persona might as well be tossed out the window.
You offered him another sweet smile and rubbed his shoulder, the sweat not bothering you in the slightest. “Change is a good thing, y’know,” your words were gentle and comforting, oozing with wisdom beyond your years. Another thing Iwaizumi thought was perfect about you was that you always knew the right thing to say. “You’ve changed too. You’re way more buff than the last time we saw each other!”
“Damn right,” he smirked, subtly flexing his biceps. Were you looking? He hoped so. “I’m a personal trainer, so I gotta stay in shape. Plus, I train Oikawa, so whenever I’m pissed off, I just do a couple sets.”
“You still hang out with Oikawa? I thought you hated him.” you raised an eyebrow, placing a hand on your hips quizically.
“I’m getting paid to tell him what workouts he should do. Can’t complain about that money,” Iwaizumi rubbed the back of his head, fluffing out his spiky hair. “Besides, I’m allowed to kick his ass whenever I want. That asshole deserves it. He somehow got even more cocky after he got back from Argentina.”
You rolled your eyes and found a nearby workout bench, crossing your legs over each other. “I didn’t think Loserkawa could become even more full of himself. You’d think being in a foreign country would humble him slightly.”
“Right?” a deep chuckle escaped his chapped lips as Iwaizumi sat beside you, minding the distance. He bit down on his lower lip slightly, just for a moment. Would you mind if he sat closer to you, like in high school? “He even started speaking Spanish, but he’s not allowed to do that around me.”
“Because you’ll throw a dumbbell at him?”
“Because I’ll throw a dumbbell at him.”
You giggled and scooted closer to Iwaizumi, the scent of sweat mixed with his cologne filling your nostrils. He smelled more mature than in high school, but that’s a given. “I see you’re still the same ol’ spikey-haired guy.” you ruffled his hair, knowing that you were the only one who could do that without getting a beatdown.
Iwaizumi blushed, averting his eyes from your gaze. Fuck, he really missed your touch. “So, uh, what brings you to the gym? Were you looking for a membership or something?”
You shook your head, casually wrapping your arm around his shoulder. Were you trying to kill him? “Nah. If I’m being honest, I saw you in one of the windows while I was out for an evening walk. It’s been a while, so I wanted to say hi.” You momentarily looked down at your shoes, a faint blush gracing your cheeks. “Besides, I missed you.”
“You walked here by yourself? At night? Are you crazy?” Iwaizumi shouted, grasping your shirt to pull you closer. “It’s not safe at night. You didn’t have anyone to protect you! Do you know how stupid that sounds?” his nostrils flared, a mixture of anxiety and rage overcoming him. “What if something happened?”
You gasped, your brow furrowing. “Well, excuse me! I didn’t know I needed permission from someone I haven’t spoken to in three years to take a fucking walk!” you ripped his hand away from your shirt.
Iwaizumi groaned, hanging his head. “You’re right, I’m sorry. It’s just…” he took a deep breath. “It’s not safe for someone like you at night, and I’d never be able to forgive myself if something happened to you because you wanted to see me.”
You rolled your eyes and pulled his chin up, staring into his oceans of green. “Just because you’re worried about someone doesn’t give you an excuse to be an asshole about it,” you smiled in assurance. “Next time, I’ll bring something to defend myself. Okay?”
Iwaizumi smirked. “You’re the only person allowed to call me an asshole, y’know that? If you were anybody else, I’d beat your skull in.
“Then I’m lucky that I happen to still be Hajime Iwaizumi’s favorite person after all these years,” you bit down on your lower lip. “Unless…you have a girlfriend. Then she’s probably your favorite person.”
“No girlfriend, I don’t have the time,” he shook his head, moving himself closer. “I had a girlfriend before, but then-”
“Oikawa took her from you?” you cut him off.
“Fucking Oikawa took her from me. He dated her for two weeks, then dumped her for someone he met at a bar. Can you believe that?” he clenched his fist.
“Unfortunately, I can,” you gave an exasperated sigh. “I guess Oikawa will always be Oikawa.”
“God help us,” Iwaizumi chuckled. “Hey, I gotta lock up the gym. Can you wait outside, and then I can drive you home?”
You raised an eyebrow. “Are you sure? I don’t wanna be a bother.”
“Why would you be a bother? I’m just keepin' you safe, dummy.” Iwaizumi assured you, getting up and brushing off his pants. “Wait here. I’ll come to get you. I don’t want you standing outside. There’s a lot creeps around here who want nothing more than to get close to a pretty girl like you.” he turned around, not realizing that he had just complimented you. You were left with a brighter blush on your face, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. Did Iwaizumi think you were pretty after all this time?
Eventually, he finished what he needed to do to close up the gym: he wiped down all the machines and ensured everything was organized for the morning shift. He grabbed you by the wrist and practically dragged you out of the gym, having an unusually tight grip.
“Dude, what are you doing? I know how to walk,” you tugged your wrist away from his hand, rubbing it. “You’re acting weird. Did something happen when you were cleaning up? “I just don’t want you to stray too far, that’s all. Keep close to me, or else I might end up killing somebody.” he shoved his hands in the pockets of his sweats, making his way to the car. He was weirdly protective over you, but it only bothered you slightly.
Having your big, strong best friend wanting nothing more than to keep you safe in a parking lot was…well, it was sexy. Iwaizumi was sexy, and he knew it. You wondered if he knew that you thought so, too. How, when you were in high school, you would daydream about him pinning you against the wall and kissing you until you couldn’t breathe. How your mind would wander in college, staring at him from across the dining hall, watching as he unconsciously flexed his biceps in such a way that made you swoon every single time.
With his hand wrapped protectively over your shoulder, he clicked the keyfob and unlocked his car. It was a larger vehicle, boasting proud rims on the tires. “You can get in the passenger seat. I have snacks in the glove compartment if you’re hungry.”
“Since when do you have snacks in the car?” you sat in the passenger seat, buckling up. “That doesn’t seem very healthy, Mr. Personal Trainer.” you giggled, making air quotes.
He playfully rolled his eyes, getting into the driver's seat. “I have to drive long distances for work sometimes. So, to keep me sane, I keep little snacks in my glove compartment. Granola and crap like that. Protein bars.”
“Oh, so snacks that aren’t actually snacks?” you winked.
“Shut up,” he clicked his seatbelt in, revving the car. “Do you wanna choose what we listen to or not? Also, type your address into the GPS while at it.”
“Or I could look through your messages.”
Iwaizumi shot you a glare. “Don’t even joke about that.”
You giggled, typed in your address, and then opened Spotify. “You have a lot of playlists. Why?”
He shrugged his shoulders, flexing the muscles. Fuck, he was so fucking sexy. “I dunno, I guess I just have one for every occasion. When you’re working with Oikawa, music typically helps,” he smirked, raising an eyebrow. “You can pick from any song on any playlist.”
“Then I choose this one,” you selected OHMAMI, handing him back his phone. “It’s from your playlist that has a heart emoji as the title. What’s that for?”
Iwaizumi felt his face become overrun with a blazing blush. His hands gripped the steering wheel as he pulled out of his parking spot, turning the car towards the exit. “Oh, uh, it’s nothing. Don’t worry about it.”
“But I wanna know!” you whined, crossing your arms over your chest. “C’mon, we just caught up a second ago, but you never kept any secrets from me.”
He sighed and bit down on his bottom lip. “Fuck, okay. Fine,” he took a deep breath. “It’s…this song is from my sex playlist. Specifically from college.”
Your pupils blew up, your hand immediately flying to your mouth to stifle a chuckle. “You have a sex playlist? And this is a song on it?”
“That’s what I just fucking said, didn’t I?” his face was red and anger and embarrassment. “See, this is why I didn’t want to tell you!”
“Iwa,” you tapped his thigh. “Sorry for laughing. It’s just that sex playlists are usually romantic and, no offense, but you never seemed like a romantic kind of guy.”
He furrowed his brow. “I can be romantic, “ he made a sharp left turn. “I just haven’t had a reason to in a while, that’s all.”
“Aw, I’m sorry, man,” you pouted. “I’m sure someone will come along that can make you want to use this playlist again.” you smiled at him, flashing your teeth.
“Yeah, hopefully,” Iwaizumi sighed, stealing a glance at you. You were perfect, absolutely perfect. He was mentally kicking himself for not making a move. But then again, there was a sexy song playing, so the mood was set. Maybe you wouldn’t mind if his hand squeezed your thigh, dancing lower and lower. Maybe you wouldn’t mind at all.
He continued to drive, the music from the stereo being the only thing to prevent the car from being silent. His mind wandered places: obscene, filthy places. He wondered what noises you would make if he ate your pussy out in the passenger seat. Would you taste as sweet as he imagined? Iwaizumi just knew your pussy was tight, how it would flutter around his cock as he bounced you up and down on it in the backseat, your hand flat against the roof of his car with the music blaring. He was so deep in thought that he neglected to realize the tent growing in his sweats. But you noticed.
Your eyes darted back and forth to his hard-on, squeezing your legs together at the sight. You suspected he was hiding a monster down there, and now you were sure of it. Surprisingly, Iwaizumi never got hard around you before today, at least not to your knowledge. It was like it was calling you to, desperate for your hands to slide up and down.
“Uh, Iwa?” you groaned, crossing your legs over each other.
“Hm?” he didn’t take his eyes off the road.
“You have like…a huge boner right now.” you blushed furiously, cringing to yourself. Could you have chosen a more awkward set of words?
Iwaizumi choked on his breath, swerving the car slightly. He glanced down at his sweats, and lo and behold, he was hard. “O-Oh, fuck. Shit, that wasn’t supposed to happen.” he groaned, clenching onto the steering wheel once more.
You squirmed in your seat. “Hey man, don’t worry about it. You can’t control when you get hard, right? S’not a problem.”
He thought for a moment, mumbling under his breath. He canceled the navigation and pulled the car into a parking lot by an abandoned gas station frequented by local teenagers. Luckily, there was no one there right now. “I can’t,” he breathed in, refusing to meet your gaze. “I can’t control it when I’m around you,” he parked the car. “You drive me so fucking crazy.”
You squeezed onto the leather seats, your face still blazing red. “You’re telling me that I made your dick hard?”
“Yeah, that’s what I just fucking said.” he groaned, unclicking his seatbelt. His eyes finally met yours, full of want. “You made me hard, princess.”
Princess. The nickname rang in your ears. Fuck, it was like hot honey rolling off his chapped lips. “Iwa…” you breathed out, gasping as he tugged on the collar of your shirt, pulling you closer to him. The center console was the only thing that separated you two.
“Princess,” he whispered. “I’ve wanted you for so fucking long. Ever since you said, you wanted to punch Shittykawa in the face.”
“Really?”
“Really.” his eyes landed on your lips, beautiful and begging to be kissed. “I’ve wanted you for so fucking long. Please,” his hot breath grazed your cheek. “Please tell me that you want me to. But I’m warning you right now,” he kissed your burning skin. “Once you tell me you do, I won’t hold myself back anymore.”
A sensation began to bubble inside your belly, his words causing your core to throb with want. You parted your lips, wetting them with your tongue. “Iwa,” your voice was barely a whisper. “Please, I want you.”
Iwaizumi let go of your shirt, his eyes flaring with passion and lust. “Get in the backseat, now.” he growled, climbing over the center console. You eagerly followed him, finding a spot on his lap. His hands secured themselves on the fat of your hips, making sure you didn’t go anywhere. It's not like you wanted to, anyway.
“I’ve been waiting for this for so fucking long, princess,” he groaned before slamming his lips against yours in a frenzy. His lips assaulted yours, greedy and shameless. Your mind became TV static, your lips dancing with his as if it was a reflex, as if you had done this a million times before. You moaned into the kiss as he groped you without a care, his hands slipping under the hem of your gym shorts. You gasped as his warm hands wandered, exploring you as if he was attempting to map out your perfect curves.
His hand was scolding hot as it ventured to finger the elastic, ripping the cheap fabric. He swallowed your surprised gasp, smirking into the kiss. “Fuckin’ cheap fabric,” he growled, his hand massaging up and down your panties. “I’ll buy you a new pair, don’t worry, your pretty lil’ head about it.”
Iwaizumi broke the kiss, resting his head in the crook of your neck while his fingers continued their gentle dance across your clothed, dripping cunt. The digits ran up and down the soaked material, causing him to shudder. “Fuck, you’re this wet from just a kiss?” he groaned against your neck, the sharpness of his canines grazing the sensitive skin. He could have sworn he could hear your heartbeat coming from the veins. Your pulse was thundering, it was fucking addictive. His lips ventured up and down your delicate neck, leaving wanting, open-mouthed kisses in the spots that made you squirm so beautifully on your lap. His teeth nibbled down on your sweet spot, causing your hips to buck into his hard-on.
“Needy fucking girl,” his voice rumbled, fingers dipping into your panties to toy with your sobbing slit. You whimpered, resting your forehead onto his own as the calloused pads of his thick fingers teased your clit. “Fuck, you’re soaked. D’ya even need me to finger this pussy, or are you such a fucking slut that you’re this wet all the time?” his hands cracked against your ass. “Hm? Talk to me, princess.”
“Only you!” you yelped. Iwaizumi chuckled darkly, lifting his head from your neck to greet you with a blown-out stare. His eyes told you everything you needed to know; they told you that he wanted to fucking ruin you on his cock like he’s been wanting to all these years.
“That’s what I like to fucking hear,” he slapped your ass again, making you gasp and jolt. His lips quickly met yours once more as his finger bullied its way inside your cunt, curling inside without mercy or forgiveness. “Shit, you’re squeezing around my finger. Do you really need to get fucked that fucking bad, hm? Is my girl a little slut?”
“M’not a slut!” you sobbed, tossing your head back. Your hands gripped his muscular shoulders with white-hot-knuckle strength, making Iwaizumi hiss in pain. Not that he was complaining. He fucking loved it.
“Fuck, I can’t take this anymore,” he pulled his finger out of your weeping cunt, licking off your slick. “Ya taste so fucking good, shit,” he groaned, sliding off his sweatpants and boxers so that his cock could spring free. You moaned at the sight, taking in his magnificent length. He was small by no means necessary, boasting a lengthy and girthy cock with an angry red tip that was leaking precum. “Turn around and hover above it.”
You did as he instructed, pushing your ruined panties to the side so your pulsating core was just above his angry cock. His hands snaked around the small of your waist, pulling your flush up against his chest. “You’re gonna be a good fucking slut and let me fuck you on this cock, yeah? If I think you’re being too quiet for even a second,” his voice dropped to a deadly whisper. “I’m gonna fuck you stupid.”
“Iwa,” your words died on your tongue as his fingers were abruptly shoved into your mouth, making you gag.
“Don’t fucking call me Iwa,” he demanded, his cock teasing your entrance. “It’s Hajime now. Don’t be a dumbass and forget it when I’m breaking you on this cock. Am I clear, pretty girl?”
You nodded, tears swelling in your eyes. His fingers slid out of your mouth and back onto your hips, squeezing the fat. “Be a good little slut and take this cock,” he growled, biting down harshly onto your neck before slamming you onto his cock without mercy, refusing to give your tight pussy anytime to adjust.
“Oh god, yes,” Iwaizumi moaned against your neck, bouncing you expertly on his length. His eyes were hooded with lust and desire as he looked over your shoulder. The sight of your pussy swallowing his cock was magnificent. Especially how you struggled to take his length, you poor thing. Maybe he’ll be nicer to you next time. “Do you see yourself, princess? That pretty pussy is swallowing me whole. Good fucking girl.”
You writhed and squirmed on his lap, helpless as Iwaizumi used you like a toy. His hands reached around to pull down your top, exposing your bralette to the hot atmosphere. He pulled your bra down as well, shamelessly pinching and squeezing your pillowy mounds as his cock drove itself inside you with reckless abandon.
“Y’been hiding these perfect tits from me too? Naughty fucking girl,” his hand dropped your breast and smacked your clit, earning a shriek from your bruised lips. “Can’t believe I waited this fucking long to grope these tits, fuck. I wonder what else you’re hiding, hm?” his hips never relented, continuing their rushed and desperate pace in harsh and fast strokes.
“You look like such a slut right now. God, I wish I could see that pretty face,” he purred against the shell of your ear, licking the cartilage. His praise was so fucking addictive, making you shamelessly clench on his cock. “Oh, y’like when I call you pretty? Get fucking used to it.”
“I’m gonna make you ruin yourself on me,” his voice rasped, the tip of his cock twitching inside of you. “You’re gonna cum all over this fucking cock, and then I’ll cum inside, yeah? No one’s ever gonna fuck this pretty cunt again unless I say so. Until your Hajime says so, okay, princess?” he smacked your clit again, gathering your slick on his fingers. “Who’s the only one that can fuck this pretty pussy?”
“You! It’s yours, Hajime!” you sobbed, the rest of your meaningless rambling dying on your lips as he shoved his fingers inside your mouth once more. Your tongue wrapped around the digits, tasting your delicious slick. Your pussy fluttered around his cock, trying to pull him impossibly deeper inside of you. You were so fucking greedy.
Iwaizumi snarled against your neck, fucking you even harder. His hips continued to snap as he drove himself deeper and deeper inside, the sensation of your pussy doing its best to milk him being all that he needed. “You’re gonna fucking cum, yeah? That’s it, princes, make a fucking mess on me. Get your Hajime all sticky with your cum like a good fucking girl.”
With Iwaizumi’s encouragement, you finally let go. You came with a wanton sob, the bubbles in your belly boiling over to send you crashing over the edge and into oblivion. You could have sworn you saw white. Iwaizumi fucked you through it, whispering sweet nothings as your release coated his cock.
“Oh, shit,” he groaned into your neck, biting down once more on the bruised skin as his cock twitched one final time, his release spilling inside to fill your cunt up so nicely. “Good fucking girl, take it all.” his hands fell to his hips, slumping against the leather seat.
“Hajime,” you groaned, reluctantly pulling yourself off his cock. His cum ran down your ruined thighs, mixing with your slick. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for you to do that.” you offered him a weak smile, staring at your ripped and forgotten-about jean shorts. “Dammit, you ripped them! These were my favorite pair. And now I don’t have any pants!” you scolded him, hitting him over the head with the fabric. “We’re in a parking lot, and I have no damn pants!”
“Relax,” he sighed, pulling up his pants and boxers. “Did you forget I was driving you home? Besides,” he pecked your lips. “I’m coming over, and we’re gonna cuddle and shit. Whatever you want.” he blushed, not meeting your gaze. He was still scared of you seeing him blush even after you were so intimate.
“Whatever I want?” you teased. “You’re cute when you get all flustered, Hajime.”
“Shut the fuck up.”
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awake at 4am taking photos of my boyfriend while he sleeps and making a nightcore playlist to show everyone who follows me on spotify just how well im doing mentally
#on the bright side#i opened up to a friend about my assault and she was v lovely and reminded me that not all trauma is processed immediately#i love her so much fr she's such an angel#still dealing with a lot of shit but it's getting easier ig???#hope i never meet that rat bastard ever again i might go feral#kicking and screaming and biting#mixed feelings tbh because on some level i still totally blame myself because i shouldn't have been so silly and get addicted to alcohol!!!#then if i wasnt drunk#he wouldn't have fucked me while i was blackout#and told me to get the morning after pill the next day!!!!#dreadful dreadful times#absolutely rancid fucking vibes tonight lads#cant believe ive sunk so low as to vent in my the tags of a goddamn tumblr post because im too scared to actually let go and rant#because i dont want to accidentally say the freaks name infront of any of my friends who are still pals w him#im totally still blocking it out on some level#because if i refuse to name him it's still abstract and if it's abstract i dont need to face it#and if i dont face it then i stay safe:)#anyway goodnight i guess#found a nightcore version of cancer by mcr that slaps real hard#deranged
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