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Ao3 has always had a very "cold" culture, even back in the days of the supposed "good" Ao3.
Part of it is because it has no real tools for community building and collaboration. You can post fics. People can comment on them. And... that's it. You can start a "collection" but not a real community and the collections feature is frankly bunk. You can't make blog posts, there's no options for that. There's no forums, nothing like that. Even FFnet had forums. There is only the fic, and the comment thread.
We all like the slick minimalist design of Ao3 but that comes at a price.
But it's even more than that. As an Internet Old who has been writing and editing fanfiction since last century, there's been a massive change in commenting culture over the last decade that can be roughly broken down into two viewpoints:
The first is that it is grotesquely rude, downright uncivilized, to offer any sort of criticism on a fanfiction, much less do it in the comment threads of the fanfic itself.
The second is that merely interacting with the fanfic itself, somewhere the writer is guaranteed to see it, is found to be sort of rude and weird. Why would you say these things to their face, even if it is all positive? That's weird. Almost parasocial.
Essentially they're the polar opposite of youtube comments.
I have noticed this tendency has proliferated to an extent on this hellsite itself. When I first joined Tumblr the culture here was very rough-and-tumble (hah) with enormous numbers of not just reblogs, but reblogs with additions. Not "hiding an essays worth of commentary in the tags" additions, but honest to god "I will reblog and keep the conversation going" additions.
That's dropped way, way, way the fuck off. People block at the drop of a hat if you reblog with any sort of criticism, and I have had people message me and saying "reblogging that and adding 'She's right and she should say it' was rude, be funny on your own post, not on mine."
I got my start in fanfiction on mailing lists and newsgroups in the 1990s. Those things only existed based on peoples willingness to have long, freewheeling discussions with each other. Hell, there used to be a whole genre there of MST3King fanfiction, where you'd take the whole thing and have a fictional cast "watch" or "read" it and make funny/insightful commentary.
Can you imagine trying to do such a thing now? You'd have people trying to get you banned from Ao3 on the grounds of harassment and/or plagiarism.
I'm not sure how to solve this ongoing problem. It feels weird to me to say "people should get more aggressive and care less about a potential hostile response" because this is the internet and its loaded with undirected hostility and mountains of harassment already, but maybe in this sense it is justified? all I know is that people often make transformative works for engagement, and if they drops off there will be less. I guess in the specific context of Ao3 people should start labelling their fics very, very explicitly that they want comments and criticism, any kind, any how?
A writer friend told me something that broke my heart a little bit today; they're going to quit publishing their fanfic.
My instant thought was that they had been trolled or attacked or that something terrible had happened in their life because this person is so passionate about their writing. It wasn't any of that. Engagement with their works has been going down, as it has for many of us. Comments are like gold dust a lot of the time, and just looking through the historical comment counts on old fics on ao3 demonstrates this trend very clearly. It was not simply the comments dropping off which caused them to decide to stop posting, however.
My friend came across a discord server for their fandom (I should point out here that their fandom interest and mine diverged a couple of years ago, we stay in touch but don't currently read each other's posts because I'm not into their fandom and they would rather gouge their eyes out with a wooden spoon than read anything Star Wars) and specifically to share fic in that fandom. They joined, because we all love a good fic rec, only to discover that their latest multichapter fic, which has almost no comments and very few kudos, is being hotly discussed in this server as one of the best stories ever. Not one of these people has bothered to say this to them on the fic. When they asked, none of participants could see the point in telling the author of the fic they apparently loved so much that they love it.
This discovery has absolutely destroyed my friend's love of sharing fic. They share because they love seeing other people's enjoyment, and fic writers do that through comments and kudos/reblogs/likes because we don't get paid. There is no literary critic writing a blog post/article about how amazing the story is for us to copy and keep/frame. There is no money from royalties. All we have are the words of the people reading our works.
Those people on that server could have taken five minutes of the time they spent gushing about how amazing my friend's story was to other people and used it to tell the one person guaranteed to want to hear that praise how much they loved it. They could have taken a moment to express their opinion to the person who spent hours upon hours plotting, writing, editing, and posting those chapters. Instead, they deprived my friend of thing that keeps them sharing their writing, and in the process have killed their love of it. My friend now feels used and unmotivated.
I won't be sharing a link to their fic, they said I could share their experience but not their identity. I know they plan to post one final chapter. I know they intend to express their hurt at being excluded from the praise for the thing they created, and I know they intend to announce that as a consequence they will not be posting for a long while, if at all.
So please, I beg you, don't hide your love of a story from the writer. It's just about the only thing we have.
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Do yiu have any tips on like how to attract more attention 😭 it's been a good while and it's a huge struggle of keeping motivation and not so amazing art so it's hard to sure my characters and their stories bc one thing a can say in confidence is I am a good writer I'd like to think, people tell me I have and oddly good but cryptic way of writing that keeps people enthralled, but my biggest struggle is getting them interested in the first place 😭
hi there!! i admittedly dont really know much about the world of writing and how to gain more attention there, but i can try to give tips and see what applies & sticks!
start off short & simple and build it up over time
if you start off with something big and complicated there will be more pressure to keep things big and complicated. theres nothing wrong with short and simple and mixing it up here & there (ie with art: if you only post full pieces with extravagant rendering people will keep expecting it. mix it up a bit. i try posting a variety of sketches and doodles and more detailed things— sometimes some things do better than others and thats ok!
it is 100% okay to repost/reblog your own work
if you ever see me spamming my blog with the same posts, its so i have it back on peoples feeds and on my main profile and its easier for people to find. its also likely that some ppl missed the post, and reblogging/reposting gives them the opportunity to see it!!
something something “its cringe and egotistical” WRONG!!!!!!!!!! its completely normal for creators to repost their content and it may help a lot!!
short & sweet descriptons
when you post, avoid giant paragraphs of text, especially if you’re including art in the post. people will be distracted and will see a giant post and just scroll past it
speaking of descriptions, try using trendy words and notable names
its kinda like hashtagging. if you look at my posts you’ll typically see how i will drop people’s full names + include the word “art” or “doodle” … this is because it will more likely show up on someones feed if said person looks up the same words.
ie: googling “muichiro tokito art” -> insert my post popping up because it has “muichiro tokito art” written out in the description
i admittedly have trouble providing tips as someone who doesnt rlly understand how i got noticed to begin with haha. something something imposter syndrome or whatever they call it these days… so im not really sure if anything above helps, but this is stuff i typically try to keep in mind when i post with the intent of trying to get people to see it
more importantly—
i know this is cheesy and this is easier said than done (i have this habit too a lot of the time) but numbers does not equal ur worth or talent. i know it isnt motivating and it can be so heartbreaking): but even if ur stuff doesnt get a lot of notoriety please know it doesnt define your value . this may sound like gibberish as it is 5 am as im posting this but truly… never give up on ur work!!! i promise u someone out there loves it
im more well known for my deaging & fluff content and to this day im rlly shocked it blew up the way it did. i really made it for myself. i came up with a whole alias and didnt plan on posting it anywhere bc i was so scared ppl would hate it and harass me or nobody would gaf. but eventually i was just like Man. if this thing helps me then maybe it can help someone out there too. and it helped provide ppl some joy & wonder and whimsy & made them feel seen and truly thats all i could ever want…
its difficult and its hard but i promise u… be patient and kind to yourself. it can definitely be hard sharing things around and getting that exposure you need but there are ways for sure. some journeys are faster than others and thats ok!
again sorry if this is all gibberish its super late ): but i hope this could help in some way shape or form
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Hiromu Arakawa, Fullmetal Alchemist, Chapter 23 (2003) // Kate Bush, "Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)" (1985) // The Legend of Vox Machina, Season 2 Episode 4 (2022) // Critical Role Campaign 1, Episode 44 (2016) // The Hunger Games, dir. Gary Ross (2012) // Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (2008) // Ryoko Kui, Dungeon Meshi, Chapter 37 (2018).
#fullmetal alchemist#edward elric#legend of vox machina#critical role#vax'ildan#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#dungeon meshi#laios touden#siblings siblings siblings siblings#a post and not just a reblog? on my blog? its more likely than you think
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WARNING OP LOVES COCK THIS POST IS ABOUT COCK. ITS SO GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL ❤️ GOOD MORNING TO PENISES EVERYWHERE
I spun more of what's on the distaff--im starting to get a feel for how to draft from this. Decided to pull of a sample to see how it turned out--its quite worsted ! I dunno why but I was completely expecting a woolen yarn from this. Makes sense though, the fibers are pretty aligned the whole time.
Still a problem with tons of lumps and bumps though. The prep is the issue--I willowed it first and it wouldn't draft for shit, so I layered it onto a blending board after that and now it's much better, but still very inconsistent. Next I'll try processing on hand cards first. I wonder how wool is supposed to be processed for a distaff--surely not how I'm doing it ?
#considering prefacing my posts this way now what do you guys think#might need some adjustment#i prefer avoiding the. oh ill just click on this complimentary tag on my post to see more fiber posts theyve reblogged :) and then its just#transphobia.#right so i like to avoid that as much as possible. already happens more than enough. will they stop maybe if i do this ?#this blog is for me more than anyone else so if it comes to actual dick pics at the top im fine with that#distaff#spinning#handspun yarn#supported spindle
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Hey admin, sorry for the delayed response. I took some time to mull over what you said and also read through what others have commented.
I think in and of itself this issue in total is just a snake that bites its own tail. The fandom loses steam, exo is perceived as inacitve itself due to lack of talk in the fandom, new people won't join or old members leave, the fandom loses steam. You're absolutely right: if we won't change anything about this, the fandom won't hold itself afloat mch longer.
I've looked more inside myself and asked myself "what would I, personally need to become more active again?". And honestly, I think it's something other people on here have mentioned in this thread. No one wants to be the first person being vulnerable and put themselves out infront of the fandom ("I don't follow people first", also people seeing but not interacting with (this) post(s) besides liking it/them). But in my personal experience, getting really attached to a fandom usually involves finding someone with a dedicated blog and looking through their stuff and finding cool people from there. Even if I get single digit notes, seeing mutuals express they like what you did is rewarding.
I'm just really stuck as to the how to get there. After all, you can't really "force" people to reach out, that never worked before. But without people wanting to switch from their "passive consumption" to a more interactive experience, I'm afraid it'll be a long and difficult journey. Hmh.
Besides that: I didn't mean to present networks as the be-all, end-all. I'm more than a little peeved myself at how some networks limit down who and what will be put on their blogs. But I truly think a dedicated blog - or, as others have pointed out, a community - could be a good starting point. Without any "apply here and reblog that" requirements to join in. Just something that helps people to see and be seen rather than being drowned out by bots and people who tag wrongfully to simply get more notes in. Like a little conversation starter blog, I guess?
I'm also aware that single member networks won't exactly help us unite this fandom that is already spread far and wide. And yes, the examples of the two stray kids creators I've mentioned are just good tumblr etiquette. Nevertheless, I think there is a real practical appeal of simply having an exo-l tag that creators (especially new and older, returning ones) can use to kind of get eyes on them. Whether that is a tag specifically tied to a single blog or a new general fandom tag (that hopefully isn't flooded with inapropriate entries) being secondary. Then again, that would kind of fall flat if the community feature ends up being implemented. No need for filtering the already existing tags then.
I like your idea of putting up a directory of sort as well - maybe even linked with short individual introduction posts? But at the same time, I'm a little worried about the maintenance cost of it. After all, someone would need to update said directory at a regular interval. If the directory was held on a shared / side-blog, multiple people could be assigned this "chore", so at least it wouldn't fall on one person alone. But as said, I think this would actually really help? I think I very distantly remember that this has been done once before but I neither can remember who posted this nor find the post itself.
Regarding the prompts / events: yes, I think longer intervals between the start and end of an event would absolutely be beneficial. Monthly, or even seasonally oriented, events sound really good. But I also think this is just something that maybe should be decided by a larger group / the target audience. So maybe a poll could help determine how often people would actually manage to partake?
Also: something I just remembered was the exo song tournament blog from ealier this year @/exosongtournament. That final post has 120 reblogs - most of them with commentary. I don't even remember the last time I've seen something like this on fan works. But it also means that there are still people on this platform who still "care enough" about exo themselves, no? Maybe they just also had most of the creators they followed silently leave Tumblr and they would enjoy exo more again if they somehow got onto their dashboards?
Maybe the prompts / the topics of the events could be decided by polls, that way it's easier to kind of create "low effort, low intensity" entry interaction? Even if people won't create somthing themselves, they get to put their vote in and will see something that is according to their interests? (Should their concept win, that is.) Or at least their interest will get piqued?
I'm just rambling again at this point, sorry!
(And also, totally besides point, but huge kudos to you for shouldering this event while working 45+ hours a week. All the love to you!)
Another quick side note: I never knew Junmyeon mentioned he's aware of the tumblr community? In truth, I hadn't even considered that Tumblr might factor into any companies statistics...
Okay, after hastily checking my notes, i think this is everything. As mentioned before I'm willing to help set up any projects. You're not alone in this.
Have a good one!
So I can't be the only one who's noticed the decline in fanmade exo content here on Tumblr. We've gone from a fandom who's new posts could be measured in hours to a fandom who's posts have days....to weeks....to months....to even years for some specific tags.
We have had 6 solo album comebacks this year, 3 fancon tours, 2 solo concert tours, a myriad of festival concert appearances, youtube videos, magazine shoots, instalives, etc. Yet if you go to the exo tag it's mainly populated by archive blogs. And the nude bots, which....that's a whole other problem on its own. I digress. My point being, the tags, at least from what I've seen (I admit I haven't looked into the shipping tags) are being filled by the same handful of blogs yet given the high amount of source material, no one seems to be doing anything with it beyond archiving it.
Again this could just be because I didn't delve too deep or too far back, but it does have me wondering if part of the reason participation this year was down was simply because there's hardly anyone left.
There's been instances in the past where others have attempted to inject new life into the fandom so to speak, with....varying...level of success. The exo revival project being the first and most successful that comes to mind. I'm wondering what everyone else's thoughts are on the matter and if holding new fandom events might be a way to involve more people year round because I really do want to continue holding this event next year but if things keep going the way they have been there won't be anyone signing up.
Let me know what you think, ideas you might have, reblog this and tag your mutuals to get them involved in the discussion. I have a few ideas that I've pilfered from other fandoms, watch alongs. Fic bingo. Theres valentines exchanges. Fandom sleepovers. Heck I'd set up a Tumblr based scavenger hunt if I thought people would play. Like....we dont have to be monoliths in a placid sea of we don't want to. Fandom can be fun. It should be fun.
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I miss my son.
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#Jouta#I'm talking about Jouta#I miss him so much#I recently got back into an old fandom I used to be in#so its been taking up my brain and art rather than my jojo stuff#so thats why I haven't been active here any more#But I miss my son so much. I might do a few little doodles of him when I got other art out the way#I would like to make more content of Jouta. But given how my brain doesn't want to draw anything that isn't the other fandom#its gonna be hard to draw more stuff of Jouta or any of my jojo ocs#if you just like my art you can check out my main blog. I post there sometimes lol and I reblog any artwork from other blogs I have#BUT I will warn you the fandom I got back into is undertale aus. So if thats not your thing then I suggest just sticking to this blog lmao
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”STOP it doesnt matter if this doesn’t fit your theme REBLOG blah blah”
yea well actually
I REALLY DO NOT CARE PLEASE STOP GUILT TRIPPING ME I AM OVERLY EMOTIONAL ITS ANNOYING AND UPSETTING
#Like yeah i WAS going to reblog it and now you’ve gone ahead and upset me because now i feel obligated to reblog it so i DONT want to do it#This is me talking into the void bee tee double you#I am SICK of these posts btw i do not give a fuck it could be the most life saving thing ever and one simple “please reblog” is okay#But when its more than that it’s just PLEASE stop dont say im a bad person or that it doesn’t matter if it doesnt fit my blog its MY blog#I will reblog what i want why are you judging me#maybe im overreacting#But ive seen like 6 different ones over the past week i do not like it
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can you guys please think for a second about if you should reblog something.
#so many very clearly personal posts that dont make any sense if theyre taken outside of my blog being reblogged by people#like yeah i get there's the option to turn rbs off#but i just. Dont have that on my app version of tumblr so i cant do that#like.#idk. guys can you please think for more than two seconds. im begging. its a bit weird.
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cant sleep gonna say my thoughts.
I think what a lot of people miss about tumblr (and especially unfocused blogs that, say, aren't fandom oriented) is that it's essentially an open journal. it's a microblogging website, and all blogging micro or macro is fundamentally a web log (where the term comes from!). if it seems like I'm not talking ab something enough, it's not because I don't care at all.
It's because first and foremost, this blog is a piece of my soul that I am choosing to share. I'm not trying to be an activist on the internet, I'm not trying to sway anyone to my opinions. I'm saying the things I think and feel. If I talk ab american politics too much, that's because im american. if I'm writing frustrated posts about performative internet activism, that's because it feels exhausting to be out there doing the work (because that's what it is. Its work. Its boring and taxing and it feels like youre getting nowhere. Until you see how far youve come) and having to come to tumblr and seeing people say I didn't talk about [disaster 30000 of the past ten years] enough.
if I seem angry and upset and scared and irrational, its because i am those things. you have to understand. in spite of my rather large follower number, this blog is, first and foremost, for me. I am writing things down and allowing strangers and friends and wanderers to read it. I won't call it a privilege that can be taken away, bc its not like some of my thoughts are exactly a treat, but it is something to keep in mind.
if you ask me why I'm talking about the supreme courts recent decisions but not similar decisions in other countries, the answer comes down to "one of those directly affects me, and therefore i can fight back."
but I shouldn't have to announce where and how I'm fighting back. if for no other reason, my own fucking safety. but also bc this blog isn't any sort of guide to activism, it's not any type instruction. it is, at best, my diary that I published.
and that isn't a bad thing!! and it shouldn't be!!! that's why I harped so hard on the carrd post. that's why I'm vaguely annoyed with my reddit posts. that's why I shared my marital status and sexuality for a long time. that's why i have a rwby icon. that's why my blog title which hasn't changed since 2018 is what it is.
I understand that sometimes I have opinions people don't like. oceangate in particular has proven to be a fantastic example of that. But i am, at the most basic terminology, venting my thoughts and feelings.
that's why I'm talking ab the supreme court and their awful decisions. why I may not be talking about issues that don't directly affect me, but might affect some of you. it's not because i don't care. It's never because I don't care.
It's because my target audience is a mirror.
#you need to understand.#im well aware of my bad reputation for not reblogging dono posts and for defending teenagers into dsmp#(not even dsmp itself! just the people who like it.)#i am MORE than aware of the evils on my carrd post im the one who has to see it.#but ultimately i stand by the things i say unless i change my mind.#if i change my mind its because i have more information than i did before#(ie. again. oceangate. i went back and forth as info came out. because i wanted to have an *informed* opinion)#but if i believe in what i said. if i hold to the principle i am espousing#its hard for me to apologize for anything more than i might have worded it weird#but at the end of the day#of the month#the year#life.#this blog. MY blog. is a record of alex storm-of-feathers#if someday a historian figures out our internet and how to access it#i want them to know#i want YOU to know#my name is alex#this is my journal#this is not any type of record on historical events#this is not me trying to organize activism#this is simply me.#my name is alex.#please remember that.#please remember me.
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#forgive my lil breakdown but one of the big blogs in our fandom reblogged one of my posts and i'm having a lil moment about it#like im just here doing my thing. and so many of the blogs ive looked up to for YEARS actually follow me now? it doesn't feel real#i love yall sm. im so fond of this community & im so grateful any of you like hearing what i have to say bc its just fun to talk about it!!#ive said this before but my silly little posts my silly little tags my emotional breakdowns--its all *for* me. purely selfish content really#but the fact it hits a nerve for a lot of you means more than i can ever describe. bc writing like this brings me joy.#and the fact my joy makes you feel things? indescribable. yall really know the way to a girls heart (its through the prev tags)#love uuuu#c.text
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#i am only typing this because im tired and feeling more loosey goosey than i usually would i guess#but ive just been debating something for a while now#so basically i used to just openly talk about like. everything on this blog but then due to a multitude of reasons#i stopped posting about certain things 1. because irl people found my blog and probably still could if they Really tried#2. because i didnt want to post about certain things and have absolutely anyone know shit about me#like as much as it can feel like a cosy wee community. just me and my mutuals <3 etc. its like. actually the fucking internet djdbdjdhdhjdh#anyways whats prompting me to type all this is that i used to post kinda negative stuff on here i guess you could say. like just my feelings#and shit. but i stopped because i want this to be a positive blog and i do feel like you can manifest shit you know? if i constantly reblog#posts where im like “i feel worthless and i am a piece of shit” that isnt helping anything you know? i think what really hammered it home#for me is when i saw a mutual rb something from me like that and it made me so sad tbh. because like. no youre not. youre amazing and ily#you know? anyways. overall i think it has been a decision for the best and i enjoy that my blog has become a more positive space. but i#do sometimes just feel like im kind of going the opposite direction where i act a certain way when im really just. feeling crap.#like all the time. idk maybe tumblr isnt the place for it but it used to be my outlet you know? and i have other things like my diary and#art and even a sideblog lmao. but i guess i do just mourn my whole self not being on this blog. idk what im trying to say by all this#is it this deep? am i thinking about this way too much lmao. idk. idk.#le text post
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despite being pretty snippy with people who brought it up today, i am so glad i have spent so much time drawing and improving my art skills. Not only has it given me a financial lifeline right now, but without drawing im not sure how i would have gotten through these past few years- Not to mention, the communities ive had the joy of joining and being part of, and the people ive gotten to know who have poured love on my creations and supported me through this all.
I've had a rough day and its gonna be a rough time for me for a while, but i wouldn't be able to face the question of what the future holds without yall and im so fucking glad i made the decisions, some that seemed so tiny and inconsequential at the time, that lead me to where i am today and the people ive had the joy of meeting, because i have no fucking clue what wold have happened if i didnt, but i know the future would be looking so much fucking bleaker
#thebirdspeaks#its been a long day im letting myself be soppy#this is for everyone from the people who keep up with the mess of my ocs to ppl who are always in my art blogs notifs with lovely tags#to people who ive mostly just been silently reblogging from and them back. ppl i barely talk to and ppl who i seem to talk to regularly#anyone whos liked or rebloged my art or even one of my oc posts#ppl who i dont even follow but i always smile when i see in my notifs#thank YOU#for helping create this escape for me<3#it means so much to me- so much more than i can ever articulate#[and ty Dujour for commissioning me- and giving me the faith in my abilities and a future that has meant so much- especially today]
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will i finally have to cave and set my queue to post more than 30 times a day and other pressing questions on this fine tuesday afternoon
#like. my queue tends to be at its limit at all times but now i do have approximately 300 posts in my /drafts/ that are meant for the queue#and it's just. getting worse soo uhm#the math just isn't mathing anymore but posting more than 30 times in those 16 hours i have my queue post is also just? excessive?#pls#also it just. i think the vast majority of this is tolkien at this point and i'm not saying that this is turning into a tolkien blog#but#yk#if the shoe fits#is this a cry for help? maybe so#also. if you see me reblog something you posted a year ago. i'm so sorry#like i do shuffle it semi-regularly but well#also yes i know i know. go outside etc etc#mona rambles#*mine
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I'm only going to be reblogging Scar fanart with him in a wheelchair from now on unless I forgot to take any out of my queue btw
#the reason is ive been thinking about it the past few days and like it would feel odd to draw my family member with a monility aid they#use. it feels like when people draw scar with a mobility aid that he doesnt use its just 'convenient'#wether that be for the artists ability to draw or plot or whatever#and i was admitedly guilty of this too but over the last few years ive realised how thats kind of shitty to do#obviously im not going to police people to draw scar in a chair#he himself doesnt care#and he said hes not a fan of the tubes i think#BUT that doesnt mean i'll interact with posts that do#this is in all my blog and i personally just prefer it when people put effort into making sure that aspect of him. character or otherwise#is represented as what it actually is and not just what is convenient.#dont* i mean mobility aid they dont use*#if you dont draw wheelchairs 'well' then just. do it badly? put time into learning how to#thats like saying 'i cant draw legs therefore i will end all my drawings at the top half'#and never improving.#plus. guess whats harder than drawing a wheelchair?#anyway im rambling here. basically i just enjoy posts with scar in a wheelchair more than ones without therefore thats what i will interact#with.#i still wont like the posts i dont reblog i never do
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i just have to face up to the fact that no one gives a shit about your OCs if you cant draw
#like . im a writer i write but no one wants to invest in long walls of text and a short paragraph about some guy they dont know is Nothing#like. it doesnt matter if i post it here on my main thats followed by a ton of mutuals but very few others or on my fandom blogs w/ 10x as#many followers. even when the oc is related to the blog content.#across the board no one gives a shit#and like. i know my closest friends get excited for a minute when i talk about it over discord and its great thank you i love you#but sometimes i just . want to hang on that idea longer than they reasonably will care about it w no develoment#and i try to bring it here#and without fail it just absolutely flops#im lucky to get more than fuckin. 5 likes. i think i can count on two hands the amount of times someone has reblogged an oc post of mine#(outside of me and aforementioned closest friends trading in jokes about our d&d games we play together) IN THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN ON#TUMBLR#its just. noooooooo one gives a shit if its not a picture they can look for 5 seconds and go#if it requires reading to invest. no one bites#its disheartening. idk what to tell you. why should i keep being creative if no ones going to care#im sick of doing it ''just for me''
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This blog really is old, part of me has been wondering for a while if I should just archive it and make a new one...
Some ranting and thoughts in my tags below...
#i know this seems really random but larely ive been struggling to actually remmeber to post here#and yeah im sure many here have noticed#i dont care about being famous on tumblr anymore like whn i was 16#this is just my little diary after all lol#but its become more cluttered than i would like#and i dunno if i can handle it anymore along with school#i kind of want a fresh start by having a jee account with seperate blogs for art and reblogs/fandom discussions#i dont want this blog to go to waste though so i might just make a post that redirects to the new blogs#i do sincerely appreciate everyone who has stopped by to reblog my art and silly discussions#or even just giving a like#but i feel i have out grown this blog i made when a was a wee little teen#i will keep you guys updated on what i decide to do#blog update#update#luma speaks#important#also uh i would like to use fewer tags on the new blog because god i hate that i made so many tags to use for this blog#why 16 year old me did you do this???? was it the autism?? lmao
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