#but this was my last safe place on the internet 🥲 and i feel so bad and guilty

[pears-trinkets]

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[daisynik7]

WIFEY! i woke up rolling off my bed and landed on a back scratcher that was on my floor and now there’s a dent in my knee LMAO. your wife is not only a sleepy, silly girlie, she’s also a clumsy girlie. i’ve also been incessantly crying over your messages it’s fine 🥲

but i’m sorry to hear about that, i’m glad to hear it was almost and not did get into a car accident, even then i don’t know if you suffered from whiplash or anything but as long as you're safe and unharmed, i’m happy. i do feel bad for the person who randomly broke down, especially on the freeway, hope they’re ok too :( 

i have family that lived in the midwest and can attest to how brutal the cold and snow is, and yes driving must’ve been an absolute nightmare! another reminder to my snookums to stay warm on all fronts bundled up, and eat warm foods (soup!!!!!!) 🥰

AND THANK YOU for hosting the swap and for your recs! given your impeccable tastes i know i will enjoy them thoroughly, and i can’t get over how well-detailed your descriptions of each and why you love them, i’m excited to read them! 

i have to say one thing i’ve always loved about your fic reblogs is your in-depth analysis i.e. the screenshots and highlights of particular excerpts that stood out to you and loved, there’s truly no one like you 🥹 and for you to that to something i wrote??? I’M HONOURED, AND I’M SOFT NOBODY TOUCH ME I’M A SOBBING MESS wait no please hug me 😭 i am absolutely in love with your love and care for others, and that has shown in your feedback to others and your check-ins, thank you for your sweet words and support <3

as i’m typing this i just got your message, (don’t feel pressured to respond to this!) do as you please, i’m honoured, thank you for the follow!!! <3 and once again thank you for your sweet words on How It’ll Be, i’m shrieking!

 i hope the rest of your week is productive and your weekend is well spent and restful! i’m so proud of you!!!! in the meantime, i’m sending you all my love, all my kisses, all my hugs, and cuddles 🤍🤍🤍

also, my internet is being a little silly billy so i don't know if this message was sent the first time, i'm hoping not 🫠

lastly, i’d like to inform you that you have permanent residence in a very special place in my heart where I have you safely tucked in and you are not allowed to leave (there are snacks, i promise) 🫢 in all seriousness, hope you’ve had a wonderful day and night and i love you endlessly my darling wife, treat yourself kindly, always! 🥰

my sleepy, silly, clumsy, beautiful wifey! I'm sorry your rolled off your bed, but I'm assuming it's because you had such a pleasant dream, so I hope it was at least worth it. and if not, I'm kissing the little dent on your knee to heal it if it isn't fully healed already!

I'm totally safe from the near accident, it sounds more dramatic than I'm making it sound and the person who stopped seemed to be fine physically. hoping they were able to move to safer location and get their car fixed because it didn't seem like anything was wrong (which is good).

thank you for participating in the fic swap! I still have yet to read the rest of the fics you recommended, been a busy and distracted girl this week, but they are still on my radar and I'm very excited!

I try to leave more in-depth comments whenever I can just because I feel like I can better express myself doing that instead of spamming the tags LOL. I got inspired by another mutual I have on here who does it often, so I can't take credit for it! I just want to show how much I appreciate the writers on here because I feel like we (as a Tumblr community) don't do that enough!

I never want to leave this safe space I have in your heart! 🥹 I am the most cozy and comfortable there and I'm not leaving for anything (so you better get used to me lol). I love you so so dearly my snookums, always thinking of you even when I'm away! I hope you had a relaxing and/or productive weekend and that these last few weeks of 2023 go by smoothly. love you so much thea ♥️

[megumixtsumiki]

Finally I found your account dedicated tu Megumi and Tsumiki and....I've read so many of your posts and you're totally right. Fandom nowadays is..idk how to call it..way too obsessed with male×male shipping ignoring way too obvious hints Gege is shoving to readers mouth. I mean these last chapters of Megumi being solebroken pointed by Sukuna and it's because of Tsumiki despite the whole backstory and motivation, his type it's all about Tsumiki...and fandom is still refusing and ignoring and also bullying if you have this kind of opinion..sigh. It's not only they pissed about megumiki possibility but also about yutamaki and itakugi (who also had tons of hints). This really is sad thing that audience is too dumb and can't read properly

Hey hey!!!

Ah my poor abandoned megumiki blog 🥲. Thanks for stopping by and glad you found this little corner of the internet! I considered deleting the blog but someone told me that it's a place for megumiki fans to come and realize that it's safe to love this underrated ship despite what the hive mind might say.

To your point about fandom, at the exception of one instance which I instigated, I've had a couple of trolls stop by and try to harass/bully me over this account and unfortunately for them not only do I love feeding trolls, they're also just not very smart? Like at all?

One of the trolls was adamant about Megumi and Tsumiki being blood related and like... SIGH... if this is the non-existent level of reading comprehension we are dealing with I just don't want to deal with people like that. The fact that they are step siblings is not even subtext ffs.

I've since untagged anything that includes the names Megumi or Tsumiki and only tag megumiki or megutsumi to preserve my peace of mind. Unfortunately this makes it hard to find this blog.

More word vomit under the cut...

Anyways...

You know what's funny? another moot and I kind of predicted that we would get an ambiguous moment between megumiki and that the fandom would cancel that moment and just say "oh its because she's his sister" and like... is this fandom predictable or what?

Because totally. Megumi's soul broke because of Tsumiki and all fandom can see is the itafushi and satosugu parallels.

And like... don't get me wrong, I actually LOVE itafushi and think it makes A LOT of sense--I just don't necessarily ship itafushi and that's perfectly ok.

So I have to admit it does irk me that megumiki gets cancelled by the antis and that reading the panel of Megumi declaring Tsumiki as his type is seen as a poor interpretation. LE SIGH.

Like there's this big account here on Tumblr who gets offended whenever the question comes up about Megumi's type and publicly declares that its canon that Megumi is SOLELY talking about Yuji here.

Me: ok yes. I get it. The kanji is hiding a secret message. But you're going to tell me that you think of your sibling when someone asks you who your type is? Because I sure don't. Not even to represent the idea of who I like. In fact, the idea of thinking of my brother feels repulsive to me. Ew. Gross. No!

It's like people can't handle the idea that Megumi can see both Tsumiki and Yuji as his type. Why is that such a crime? Like come on people, he's suuuuuuper weird about her and I love him all the more for it.

Oh wait... that's right. Gross, they're blood related! 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️.

The state of the fandom really is sad from that perspective. But I have to say that the fetishization of "gayness" is another huge problem--especially when people get called homophobic for not shipping the gay ships in JJK.

Like... my brother in christ, my two favorite ships are gay af and I am very VERY bisexual and pansexual. Please. Talk about poor interpretations ffs.

That's not to say everyone does it, but the vast majority does... unfortunately, a few rotten apples can ruin a fandom experience.

As you say, on top of fetishizing "gay", fandom is also misogynistic in this really weird way. God forbid you ship a hetero ship in JJK.

Like the reaction from itafushi fans when Hana had her wings torn by Sukuna actually broke my heart! People were legit rejoicing at the fact that Megumi stepped up to defend Yuji as though he wouldn't have done it for Hana if he could have.

So it's ok for Yuji and Megumi to loooooooove each other deeply (which they totally do), but God forbid Hana has a crush on him.

There's this REALLY good post that I reblogged to my main blog (but that I can't find for the life of me rn) that goes into the heterophobia that is rampant in fandoms nowadays. If I run into it again I'll make sure to reblog it here too.

Because that's exactly what it is: heterophobia and biphobia.

I get it that straight people and the dominant culture oppressed LGBT people for too long, and that's no reason for the pendulum to swing in the complete opposite direction and to hate on heteroships and the people who love them.

Honestly, I feel like at this point, the inclusive thing to do is to ship hetero ships. I know I ship a bunch of different dynamics, whether gay, lesbian, bi or straight. And I don't ship them because of their sexual orientation but because of the dynamic.

And that is not to say that people shouldn't ship characters based on their sexual orientation either.

Basically, ship and let ship.

Anyways, this is why I don't tweet very much at all lol 🤣. I word vomit too much for twitter.

Thanks for stopping by!!!

[jzmnkg]

Part 3!!

this is the last part omg, it’s been a long time but i’m having fun with this !!!

21- i don’t have a single little friend 🥲 I had a caregiver once who also regressed, but he never ever regressed with me. I’ve never even met another little in my life !!!

22- I don’t have a little bag, I have a little BOX !! it’s under my bed and is full of colouring, pencils, pacis, fidget toys, sylvanian families, play dough, all sorts of small things^^ if i’m going to my boyfriends house i put a few emergencies in a bag like a paci and a few pencils and some paper, but that’s about it~ i’ve never regressed in front of him before so i’ve not used that yet^^

23- I don’t keep a journal or anything! I’m terrible at keeping journals and i never EVER follow through with them, but i’m also very private. I live with my mum and she is very judgemental and doesn’t understand a lot, if she ever found a diary full of little me writing things down, it would cause a whole sit-down family intervention. I don’t want the chance of that happening so i just keep all my small things in my head, on my phone and in my box~

24- COLOUR !!! I work in a school and i’m asked by children to draw things for them a lot, so drawing makes me feel big. Colouring makes me feel little! so I like to colour way more !!!

25- I don’t have a caregiver, so I have no strict rules! I have rules for myself, i have to go to the toilet before I’m little and i have to stay in my room. I can ONLY message my boyfriend because he’s the only one that knows about my regression and I never play online games while small, because people can be mean and I don’t want nasty people on the internet to upset me^^

26 - I have a drinks bottle that works like a sippy cup, so I use that!! I want to get a proper sippy cup one day, I just haven’t got round to it yet

27- I think I regress voluntarily, but I involuntarily feel small a lot. I work with lots of very young children, ages 4 to 5, and they like me to play with them or colour with them, and i can accidentally start feeling small. I need to safeguard them and keep them safe, so i lock my small feelings away until i’m home and then I can let it all out voluntarily!!! it’s a nice way to relax after work~

28- I’m absolutely a toddler~ I get very sleepy and quiet, i think I regress to mutism because i’ve never spoken to someone while small. it would feel weird to do it all of a sudden now. I’m normally between the ages of 2-5.

29- my aesthetics are all over the place !! But i think pink, purple and white makes me feel SUPER small and fluffy and cute~ I like soft and fuzzy things, crinkly things and squishy things!

30- I think my favourite little thing is a big Hello Kitty build a bear i have !! My friend didn’t want it and I fell in love with her, so she gave her to me^^ I call her Kitty and she is the perfect size for cuddling and playing and dancing~ she’s my bestest friend ever and I love her!

That was the last question!! that was so fun, i wanna do more of these !!

I know this says 30 days of littlespace but i’m impatient and want to do it all now!!

1: I have lots of stuffies, but i have to talk about just three. One is a sort of medium sized brown bulldog called Toffee. My Nanny gave him to me when I was 7 and i’ve looked after him ever since !! He is very special to me and is so soft. He’s like an old man and is always very sensible and get tired very quickly. So I make sure to play with him gently. Normally I take naps with him since that’s his favourite thing to do! My next stuffie is a super soft Shiba Inu called Sangsu!! I went on holiday to Seoul with a close friend and we stayed in the Sangsu prefecture, I worked really hard to win him from an arcade machine and I named him after the place I got him!! He is SO soft and squishy, and his eyes are super wide open so we play lots of games together. He also makes a very good emergency pillow~ My last stuffie is a MASSIVE light blue worm on a string!! His name is is Boy and my boyfriend and I made him together! We bought the fabric and stuffing and sewed him by hand with needles and gave him little eyes. We worked so hard and Boy is beautiful~ He is really silly and is very soft, but is also delicate. So I am very careful with him. He lies across my bed since he is so long, just like a real life worm!!!

2- My favourite toy is 100% Kinetic sand!! Anything I can feel, mould and squish is so fun and feels amazing on my hands,, it feels grainy and is tingly and I like to make a big ball and then squash it down with my hand because it goes from being a super solid ball to really soft and silky sand!

3- I think either colouring, or fiddling. I love colouring and it helps me to slip even smaller because I can change how i hold my pencil to make me feel smaller, but sometimes it makes my arm ache because it’s a lot of colouring. I also like to just hold things and feel them, soft carpets and blankets, squishies, stuffies, absolutely anything I can get my hands on i’ll just enjoy fiddling around with it!

4- I LOVE BATHS !!! I’ve never had a bath with a cg before, but i love bath bombs and lying in the warm water and letting my arms and legs float, I especially love bubble baths and making hats out of the bubbles on my head~ My absolute favourite thing is to put my head in the water and swish my hair around. It makes me feel like a mermaid!

5- Not really, I have to put everything down before midnight if I’m at work the next day, but night time is my time to be little, so I like to have it last as long as possible. I also suffer from depression and mild insomnia, so sometimes sleep just doesn’t happen and I like to fill that time doing small things to relax me instead.

6- I’m a super independent little. I’ve never had a proper cg and while I tried it a few times, I couldn’t slip properly because I was so nervous around them. I’m so used to being small alone that it’s hard to open up and be so vulnerable and trusting with another person in the room. I’m also a very quiet little and am usually completely mute since I’ve grown up being little in a shared house with family, so i imagine a cg might find it hard to bond with me while little since I don’t talk at all. At the most I like to make little noises~

7- SNACKS !!! I love especially skittles without the “shell” and simple sandwiches with white bread. I grew up with ham sandwiches, jam sandwiches and cheese sandwiches, so any simple flavour cut into triangles or little soldiers (thin, rectangle shapes) will have me little in no time.

8- BLUEY!!! I work in a first school, and through that school i’ve learned about the show Bluey! I didn’t have it when I was little but it’s so similar to the things I used to watch, it makes me feel so happy and it’s REALLY funny!! It’s about an Australian family of dogs and their lives as a family, games they play, lessons they learn and funny things they do!

9- Honestly reading about littles puts me into littlespace really quickly. Especially related to content creators I love since I already take comfort in them. It helps me relax and see them as a ((fictionally)) comforting cg to look towards. It’s like playing pretend, and once i’m in littlespace I can stay there as long as I want and do whatever I want to!

10- I drink a lot of water because I have a water bottle that works like a sippy cup, but if I put any juice or anything in it, it could get ruined. My mum has the same one and juice stained the inside of it and made it go a funny colour. and I love my bottle!!! So I want to look after it~ Plus water is super healthy and I like to drink it!!

I think i’ll answer the rest of these another day, maybe ten at a time!