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I honestly feel like i should just give up on the semester all together
#i could do the essays during the summer since they dont change#im not sure is its still the aftermath of covid#or just me not being cut out for school anymore#but i feel like i theres a wall between me and doing the essays#essays where never hard for me before#i had days where i sat at my laptop and was unable to write anything at all#and now im just ha ing panic attack after panic attack#to be fair between me getting accepted into the master and me getting into it#a lotta shit happened#mom getting diagnosed with cancer again dad got a stroke my grandma died all in one month#perhapsbi am not as stable mentally as i though i was#but also THE MONEY i already spent???#im just ranting really because im a anxious mess who awaited waaay to long to get shit done#and the class is so small i feel dumb being the only one leaving classes behind#although who the fuck cares#but the professors are close with us because of that#ignoreme.jpg
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ran out of comic ideas so *gestures* take a doodle dump instead
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#oh my god tagging stuff for this au is a nightmare#undertale bluebird#martlet#undertale yellow#martlet undertale yellow#martlet uty#undertale au#frisk dreemurr#toriel dreemurr#chara dreemurr#chara: *points at martlet* excuse me who the fuck is this#i wanna escalate the story a bit further but i feel like the goofy vibes are gonna be ruined for a bit after i finally post that comic :/#so i wanna like throw out a few more goofy ones before shit gets real for a bit#cause like a lotta jokes i wanna pull can only happen AFTER i set the scene#and unfortunately setting the scene requires a bit of seriousness(TM)#anyways im very much a momlet fan but only if shes extremely confused and very much Not Ready to be a mom#like girl is a what 21 year old who wanted to be a guard so she could slack off HER ASS AINT MOM MATERIAL#but like its really fucking funny so she gets to be a mom. for my entertainment#born to be fun older cousin forced to be a mother 😔
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i can't say i really care if someone dislikes a certain character from a game like it doesn't irk me too much bc... they're not real BUT i will say that people who just pay attention to what chloe puts out n not why she does what she does and refuse to try and understand her irk me juuuuuust a tiny bit
#a lotta bit#bc what#like chloe may not be real (so unfortunately 💔) but what she's feeling is#as in like it actually happens#people actually go through her mindset and it's not fun#maybe i'm biased bc i can relate to her and some of her ways of thinking#not the illegal ones but#it's just really fucking annoying to be completely honest#she's not a great person but the LEAST you could do is try and understand her character#bc it's insane to me that people can see what chloe went through and be confused as to why she's not the most sane person ever#like would YOU be ????#i wouldn't#but i mean that's just me#people seem to forget that chloe was literally only 14 when everything went to shit#like that is so young#but no just call her a villain and call it a day#maybe i do care about who people dislike#only if it's chloe though#just kidding#kinda#life is strange#chloe price#lis#life is strange before the storm
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“Follow my teachings as I told thee. Thou wilt abandon flesh and be born again.”
#lobtomy corporation#yesod lobotomy corp#lobcorp#library of ruina#projectmoon#hi yeah i'm kinda back lotta shit happened idk
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yu yu hakonstruct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men.mp4
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#pls excuse the lameass editing </3#ugh this is NOT a conclusive compilation btw#the way kuwa's like oh shit chu's like 5x stronger than rinku we're screwed i don't wanna fight him#and then the knife edge death match happens and he's like oughhhhhhh unga bunga fighting hot#yusuke has a lotta nerve being like damn you're kind of a masochist kuwabara and then turning around and going#(licks lips) ohhh if i fuck this up im dead hahaha#like you can't make this shit up im sorry it's just. THERE.#[clutching at my hair] DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE. I JUST NEED YOU GUYS TO ACKNOWLEDGE THIS BC ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi#kazuma kuwabara#yusuke urameshi#keiko yukimura#yyh chu#so when i put chu as a potential gay awakening point for them this is why i mean look at this#they have to know what theyre doing here right they have to know. head in my hands#nyarla dni#because ive been in kuwa's shoes here so it feels Very clear to me and i can't stop thinking about it. hes me#and it's so weird to know Exactly whats going on with him and yusuke and having it go *almost* completely unacknowledged in the show
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write hawk tuah smut PLEAASE!!! ❤️
okay <3
#diddybok asks#hi everyone btw#lotta stuff has happened in my life which is why i’ve been MIA#and also fuckkkk have i been able to write??#the answer is no<3#butt messing around on a skz groupchat has inspired me to actually finish the shit i owe you lot#aka the big fuckoff smut fic i have yet to finish (i have been steadily getting back into writing that btw)#let’s fucking go!#i do need some support tho i fear chix…like atm i feel my return won’t make anybody move#which is fine but also…not. ykwim?#anyways
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i dont know if i’ve made this clear or not but my mcd rewrite isnt going to be suitable for under 18s.
im sorry children the block game rewrite is too adult for you
#seriously though#its really not for you#im an adult now i shall write adult things#lotta shit happens and if ur under 18 maybe hold off on knowing this shit til ur grown#truuust meeee here#aphmau#minecraft diaries#mcd#minecraft roleplay#aphmau mcd#aphmau minecraft diaries#aphblr#anyways
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now and again i remember the first time i knowingly met another trans person.. i was a preteen at summer camp, and on the first day we were all sitting around and one of the camp counselors said something about how theres x number of boys and girls, and i was like "no, theres (one more) boys" and pointed out each of the boys. i was then told one of the people id picked out was actually a girl, and i was terribly embarrassed but he just laughed and said it was ok. he was presenting in a very masculine way both in style and behavior and i kept "messing up" and gendering him as a boy and then profusely apologizing, and hed just say "its fine, i actually prefer that". eventually one night he told me and a few other kids that he wanted to be a boy and he was gonna get surgery for it one day. then i just kept on gendering him as a boy. he never used the word transgender or really got into the details of it so it didnt really click to me that this was a thing you could do (that i could do?) and it wouldnt really until i later stumbled onto transgender blogs and articles online, but looking back now its a sweet memory. i hope it made that kid really happy that i couldnt help but gender him properly multiple times before he ever actually clarified his identity lol
#97#considered using they/them bc we were young kids and i dont wanna assume he still goes by he/him#but then i thought that i wouldnt use they/them when talking about a cis kid i used to know#even though any of them may be trans now. so nah#i was Notably Bad at gendering people correctly for an embarrassingly long time#like even as an older teen when i myself ided as trans i would often misgender other trans people accidentally#bc none of us passed and i rly struggled with that#(was not yet at the 'anyone of any gender can look like anything' stage)#(wasnt malicious or on purpose i just. had yet to really internalize a lotta shit about appearance)#and ofc i always felt shitty about it whenever that happened though everyone was very courteous about that issue#anyway this is the one time that that problem actually worked out for everyone lol
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME 🎂🎉🎁✨️
today is the day I climbed outta the slime pit!
#lotta shit happened this year so#crossing fingers for a better 2024???#birthday wish is for a ceasefire and gaza freedom#but in the meantime im gonna spend time taking care of my pets#we're all under the same roof again 💕
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gonna be real man idk if jerking off to a fictional rapist has any impact on the morality of your soul or whatever the fuck but as a victim of rape i think it absolutely makes you a hugely insensitive cunt. Donate to RAINN and post online less.
HUGE YAP INCOMING. i love yapping about this stuff. special interest pretty much sorry. also apologies if my text and talking is all over the place, unorganized, or repeating!! kinda a brain thing but i wanna get this out /gen hi ! as another victim ! if you are not comfortable with that sort of stuff nobody is going to force you to indulge in that ! the internet is yours to curate and nobody is obligated to do that for you . anyways! just because someone is into that stuff (personally, i'm not too into it but i like the assumption LOL) does not mean they automatically sexualize actual victims/rapists and completely erase real cases and victims. in fact, a lot of the people that are into that sort of stuff are victims as well! being into that sort of stuff is pretty common when it comes to that sort of trauma, although not everyone copes or (just straight up ends up that way. It doesn't have to be a coping mechanism, it can still just be an attraction) processes things like that. A lot of people are also completely disgusted and triggered by that kind of stuff (which i'm assuming you are) and that is A-OKAY! it's okay to have boundaries bro!!
it's okay to both be into that stuff (as long as you don't go out hurting real people) (no, triggering someone on accident via a post doesn't count because nobody is responsible for the ways other people react to something. you can't predict that) and it's okay to absolutely hate it!! i think people should just be more understanding because . liking something does not mean you support the actions happening to real people, and it does not mean you don't care about real cases.
(also i've heard rumors about RAINN being queerphobic and sexist so. iffy about that but i do support donating to organizations that help victims so long as they're, you know, actually supportive of people!!! /gen and . will start posting more to spite you /lhj)
but seriously thanks for the infodump invitation . ^_^
#woah! thats a lotta words!#sorry i get very very passionate about this stuff#coming from someone who's both mentally ill + yk. a victim themselves#tl;dr . liking something morally dubious (in fiction especially) shouldn't be considered dubious since.#most people can't control what they like#+ most people who like that stuff are victims themselves#+ indulging in that kind of media =/= ignoring real cases. gooning to them will sound very bad but i promise.#it doesn't mean you support that stuff happening to real people#i like some weird shit (which stems from trauma) and i'd rather jump off a bridge than have it actually happen to people yk?#and that's how most people are. there are some exceptions of course but that should not be a stereotype.#anyways#hope you're doin well anon#rambling woo
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kinda obsessed with the fact that Baz Luhrmann is so obsessed with making everyone see Australia (2008) that he's recut it into a miniseries and is gaslighting people into thinking it's new content, tbh that's kind of a queen move
#and for the record lol.#australia (2008) has a lotta issues#but i also. will watch the fuck outta that shit#ESPECIALLy if i'm w the right crowd#it's insane??? it's problematic??? it's one of the only movies where hugh jackman is legit hot?#(until he shaves. that was upsetting.)#(i have no idea why that happened)#australia (2008) is and i've said this before#perhaps the best representation of a problematic 80s bodice ripper onscreen
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genuinely this is nobody on this site, this is a twitter thing. but some of yall take random users shipping things you dont like waaaaay too seriously
#our t#yes this is about dirkroxy and the ppl who dont like it#which is understandible i mean we dont like the majority of dirkroxy stuff bc of our own reasons of which there are many#but its still a ship we like exploring *because* its fucked up and messy as shit esp in post-canon/hsbc#like holy smokes meat!roxys transition would complicate shit that is already complicated and largely left there untangled#bc 1) dirk just REFUSES to aknowledge that roxy's harassment fucked him up that bad (or at all tbh) and#2) roxy probably thinks theyve 'moved past it' bc he already talked (to jake) abt how guilty they feel abt it and roxy is#just that kinda person. theyre avoidant as shit and dirk is as well#i would NOT be surprised if there were leftover feelings of 'whats wrong w/ me now then' in roxy. he is that kind of guy#and again i COMPLETELY understand why a lotta fans wouldnt want to touch that. but its JUST FICTION. ITS FAN EXPLORATION#BRO ITS JUST ART-AUDIENCE INTERACTION!!! PLEASE CALM DOWN!!!#a dirkroxy shipper isnt attacking the concept of gay men & theyre certainly not harming any. are you okay??? like are u actually okay#step away from fandom for a while maybe holy shit. it is NOT that big a deal#what happened btwn dirk and roxy in hs1 is insanely important to portray but shippers arent erasing anything wtf are you talking about#the source material is still there guys. some of the hsbc team shipping it isnt the big horrible oppressive thing yall think it is#shipping isnt activism. what the actual fuck is going on here#the privilege of being this pressed over what other ppl ship.....
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Years go by and i really start to think that being an estranged non-talkative only-doing-art person in the internet is okay. It's not like i'm supposed to be super social to make something i and others like, but even then its a little fucked up to think what am i gonna do when i end up completely alone in my talking circle
#morodertalks#not a vent#so you dont need to cheer me up yeah. merely musing on life#pretty fucked up how i enjoy solitude most of the time but not like total solitude. like i want to know and trust some people#dont wanna be completely alone but theres a lotta shit that happened between me and people i used to trust#lifes hard man
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#rant#honestly it feels so frustrating and disappointing to see this but i knowwwwww theres nothing i could have really done#i talk a lotta shit like fuck this county fuck eveyone but i like america despite it's flaws and i want to see the best in people#but ough they make it so hard#like the majority of the country........#makes me tired#im in ny so whatever but it feels so disgearening and i feel so powerless#I KNOW ITLL BE FINE AND LIFE MOVES ON#but for right now i feel awful#i also feel kinda embarrassed that i was so positive before#but i stand by it bc i have to bc the thought of other option felt unbearable#but its happening now so wtf was the point of all that#at one point it really felt like they were gonna do it and change and win#its so easy to point fingers and blame everything but honestly i feel like its too late for that#bleh#im just a little wary of the presidency bc we were still feeling the repercussions of his last one#ALSO?? HES A FELON????? LIKE LITERALLY CONVICTED??#there was so much wrong with it that im honestly appalled that this was even possible#I'll survive#subway rat post#more like subway rant post LOL
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'm already fkn 5 away from 400 jeezus
#the art requests rly raked in a lot of new followers hhhhhhhh#so many ppl#'m not even rly done with the art recs yet#probably wont open art request back up#but once i open the ask box again i will be doing a tourette's/tic disorder ask event. bc it's tourette's awareness month#will be asking for ppl to ask me or Tic anything about our tourette's. or tourette's/tic disorders in general :>#vry exited hehe#rly wasn't feeling great earlier#bc of som shit that happened#lotta bs lol#but i'm feeling better now#for the most part#<333#didderd talks
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I feel like you were circling it with that post but I haaaate reading/listening to people talk about Jason when they have the view that his character started with winicks red hood. Like something about it just leaks out and I’m like “oh, okay, I don’t have to listen to anything you say because you aren’t even talking about the same guy as me.”
And like yes, exactly like you said, it’s hard to reconcile the two iterations but it’s the result of massive trauma, which I don’t mean to be snobbish about the pop psyche we apply to our blorbos here but trauma does not mean “bad thing” it means “thing is so impactful that it changes your brain” and like as someone who went through a personality shift from being a happy friendly outgoing kid to a teen/young adult with a lot of fear anger and resentment like. It’s just how life is. Part of Jason that we all love to mull over is that you aren’t the same person even after you heal and you’ll never know how it would’ve been if that hadn’t happened but it doesn’t matter because you’re here now and you matter and the way you are isnt wrong. Thats why I think “oops Jason got turned into a kid” fics are so popular, we just all like to roll around in “you’ll never be that kid again” with him.
Anon you are so correct <3 but i'm also reeling over the fact i didn't even realize the shift from 'happy kid' to 'angry, deeply hurt and traumatized teen/young adult' was something i shared in common with Jason. For some reason jason is a character i relate to so so strongly but i suck at identifying which parts
#my dc posting#asks#jason todd#to me its like. trauma isnt what happened its how it affecst u#like yeah there are certain events that are more likely to be traumatizing such as rape or natural disastrers but like#ultimately yeah it isnt 'bad thing happened' its 'something happened u reacted to/percieved negatively that continued to affect you badly'#idk if i conveyed that right but i think its abt right#so its like. if yoi get rejeceted from your dream school one person might go 'aw shucks' and move on#but another might react to it so badly it haunts them for decades and they can never forget they werent good enpigh#smart enough#and such#so like. sorry for the tangent but like#its an important distinction for me cus ive gone thru a lotta traumatic shit that stick w me rly badly#but none of it was THAT 'objectively' bad or horrible. but im still deeply harmed by it#wait sorry now im just venting about myself oops sorry#anyway yeah. the drastic shift in his personality pre&post trauma is so real of him
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