#a little personal heh

[sneakyswag]

2, 16, and 20 for the writer's ask game?

2. Is there a least favorite character or title you dislike writing for?

Hm. Pretty hard to say. All the stuff I write about is important to me in a way. I’d say Twisted Desire, which is a fic based off of [this post] I’m STILL writing the prologue for. I want it to be absolutely beautiful and as presentable as possible. I know writing isn’t meant to be easy, but I want to tone it up a notch by using techniques and ideas I’ve never used before. Executing all of that is exhausting, yes, and I’m only half way through planning the entire story. (It will perhaps contain 20-30 chapters, depending on how much I decide to write). Characters though? Probably just a side character I need to write two lines for but since it’s only two lines it has to be perfect like sorry I don’t make the rules. (I’m being held at gunpoint by myself).

16. Any ideas you wanted to write about, but never did?

Yeesh, lots! A lot of them are shower thoughts if I’m being completely honest. I had an idea years ago about Bass (Forte) and Dark Pit kind of being best friends or roommates due to their similar personalities, but now that I think of it, they’d probably loathe each other. Also had an idea of Bass owning a bike shop or a mechanics shop and working there. I might write it in the future. It was supposed to be a BassRoll fic because man I love that ship it’s hilarious. Also had a lot of Axl, X and Zero angst but man ask my mutuals, I’m always talking about angst, hah! Also some fluffy ones here and there, but you know, just couldn’t get around it. If I haven’t written it, it’s because I haven’t written it down on the nearest piece of paper or notes app and forgot. So yeah :D

20. What’s one thing you want your readers to know about you?

This might get just a tiny bit personal but it’s fine but just in case yk.

Anything that I write, whether it be angst, fluff, adventure, etc, is based off of a real experience in a way. People tell me that my angst hits them hard or is so devastating, or that my fluff is so adorable it makes them melt. Truth is, stuff I write, is still I can’t feel anymore. I write about anger at times, I don’t get angry a lot. I write about sadness a lot, I can’t remember the last time I cried. Here’s something I tell myself a lot: I draw and write stuff to make characters feel things that I can’t feel. Don’t get me wrong, I do feel sad, I do feel angry, I just don’t express it. Also on a lighter note, I love reblogs, likes, comments, random questions, participating in little games with my mutuals. It’s all so fun! So yeah, you can ask me anything. I love messing around on here!

[2aceofspades]

Afterparty

~Lil extra bonus comic doodle thing~

(:

I hope you don't mind that I borrowed your boys @/kathaynesart and @/cupcakeslushie and redrew ✨this moment✨ gah I was excited and inspired

[simcardiac-arrested]

never volunteer for anything university related man. also go listen to this

[bfdifan26]

something something two hating maths & one being the number that is usually the easiest to work with and will make its role in the problem simpler

[hacked-by-jake]

Might regret - might delete but I felt good wearing this so I'm going to show it.

According to the motto: Fuck it :)

But psst, don’t tell anyone

OK byeeee 🫣

[positivewlwvibes]

straight people will ask "omg how did you know that you were gay???" expecting something like, "omg britney spears was so hot in the toxic music video" or "oh, i got ahold of my parent's hbo account and boobs"

when really the answer is usually something really gay like gold diggers: the secret of bear mountain (1995) or like... gillian anderson in the x files

[dormiloncito]

some people here (not you my beautiful esteemed mutuals) live in some sort of alternate reality. or perhaps you don't live at all bc what is this 😭😭😭

[siryyeet]

I love the direction minecraft is taking currently tbh. I love the ore texture update, I love the wheat texture update, I love the caves and mountains, I love how lively minecraft feels nowadays, I love the new music, I love the ore distribution, I love the bundle

[eiswolfzero]

Her kick will put you into the hospital

[hacked-by-jake]

I wasn't happy with my current medication, it didn't work the way it should have, or could have. For 3 or 4 weeks I have been down to a lower dose so I can slowly get off of it until I can change the medication. And it's no fun. :')

[freebooter4ever]

What do you miss most about Pittsburgh?

Oh gosh, that's a question! I mean aside from the obvious answer of my old dance buddy lettia or naeem.

I miss pittsburgh's community, specifically the very music and art oriented one i was in. There's community here in LA but its all about fame, and money, and celebrity, and how you can use other people to get ahead. Just the other day i saw an influencer i actually kinda admired brag about meeting someone who out of respect for them + their privacy i have never never mentioned because i met them as a friend first. And it felt so weird seeing this person i know be used as click bait for the influencer's hits/likes/subscriptions. It kind of jolted some reality into me about how this city operates even in the smaller circles i run in. Its like the vibes in LA are all about 'being someone' and self importance. If someone is only going to respect me for my money (or disrespect me for my lack of money), or who i know, or credits to my name, i dont think i want their respect anyway.

Pittsburgh though - nobody was anybody in pittsburgh so we didnt fucking care, lol. It was a lot easier to go to things, to feel connected. There was an emphasis on diy, where it didnt matter who you were or who you knew if you had a good idea there was a chance it could happen. There were things like Art All Night and the various music festivals in the different neighborhoods. I was most connected to the music scene so i miss the casual afternoon concerts in someone's tiny apartment with everyone crowded around the band. The basement parties, the dancing. Ted's rowhouse was on fisk street so when i lived there with friends i really enjoyed how much of a community space it was - people were always coming and going off of butler street, movie nights, human chess parties. It definitely could feel too small sometimes - literally everybody knew everyone and everybody dated everyone. The year i left two of my ex boyfriends were living in the same house and i cant tell you the number of 'male harem' jokes i got about that one. Or the number of times a dude wanted to date me and when i said 'no' i immediately got excluded from an entire friend group. But no matter how frustrating the smallness got, i still was also aware of how special it was. Its also mostly over - a lot of my friends from that time have since dispersed to other cities. I think moments like that are fleeting, but thats what makes them unique.

But even with all that said, you know what my favorite thing to do in pittsburgh was?

Driving

and ok ok that probably sounds stupid. And it probably does not help that im in LA where driving is now the second level of hell. But even compared to seattle or nyc or other places i lived, driving in pittsburgh was just so much fun and you cant recreate that anywhere else. I once saw a data visualization of the main cities of the US and places like LA and even NYC were nicely laid out squares but pittsburgh was just this insane clusterfuck pencil scribble, and thats truly it. Cause not only do you have over 100 bridges and lots of one way roads that will funnel you onto a bridge you absolutely dont want to go over but whoops guess you're going anyway, but this city was also built on a cluster of hills. Thats what makes up the various neighborhoods - and the roads that connect these hills through hollows and over forests - are the most confusing rat maze you can imagine. For every one way to go there's also probably a dozen other options and mentally calculating which route will be fastest taking into account traffic and distance and 'speed limit' is a skill only acquired after years of living in the city. And if you have a tiny car and nasc*ar level driving skills thanks to the multiple generations of engineers in your family....driving up and down those hills is just a joy. It also, uh, helped that I made my own hours so worked from 11am - 3am most days and avoided all traffic. And in the city proper the pigs arent allowed to r*adar so as long as you knew where the speed traps were you could...uhhh... Be lenient. I only ever got pulled over once and that was because one time in the spring of 2016 i went home from work early one night and these asshole hockey fans were taking up the entire street around the rink that would get me onto bigelow and connect me to lawrenceville. And since i couldnt go down that one street, becaues its pittsburgh, i had to go in the complete opposite direction to find another route home which took like an extra fifteen minutes. And yeah i got pulled over, started crying and explaining i was just trying to get home from work, and they let me go. But damn those hockey fans. :P (but also had i realized you could go hangout outside and watch the hockey game on giant screens with a huge crowd of fellow broke but dedicated weirdos, i totally would have loved that. Thats what pittsburgh is all about lmao)

Anyway one of my old friends moved from pitt to LA, and then he moved from LA to shanghai. And i once asked him would he move back to LA and his response was that he couldn't imagine living in LA again after living in a Proper City like shanghai. And he made it clear that he saw being able to 'make it' in larger and larger cities as like...a mark of his personal progress. But me? Im a small town girl unfortunately. I still dream about the day i can fuck off to live in a cabin in the woods somewhere.

[loppiopio]

the chances of the people seeing this aren't super likely so this is highly inefficient but i'm too afraid to approach people personally…. yet i've been burning with the need to express my gratitude for the tags i've received individually somehow and figured, i could do it the way i do best. in the tags 😅

(sorted by most recent) (i capped the limit hard here) (some ✂️✂️ had to be done 😔) (i still like this format a lot though) (might do this again in the future idk would people like that??) (i hope it's not mortifying for anyone……..)

it's sorta the way i like it, indirect and unimposing, even if it's kinda. wieldy. but it's just on my blog so anything goes right? although in saying that, i am open to being imposed on. like if someone wants to talk about aci or something, like other fic?? i'm a big fic fiend. or anything else lol not sure what else you'd wanna chat about since so much of the stuff i've put out is just. about fic. but hey, if you're a person i don't mind being approached :>

(lol the way i've made this like a *throws out a bunch of paper slips* find your's 🎉) (might be obnoxious hm) (sorry...) (find your's if you want though 🫡)

[hymnoire]

𝐆𝐀𝐘𝐀'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋 // 🚫

1. getting ready for the monthly kang's family dinner. / 2. arrival at the Shangri La hotel. / 3. iced coffee to start the day + the am planner. / 4. lucky charm dior suit for court. / 5. last piece bought for her personal collection. / 6. restaurant in Paris with evan.

[nomaishuttle]

our beautiful leader vs their wicked despot

[aurorasgate]

i finally got my garden planted ft. duke💕

[svnd14ll1ng]

three times in the past 24 hours i have been told i have a natural ear for music and its getting to my ego