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Dude I miss the feeling of being in love. Like no one ever loved me back and I've never been in a relationship, so I can't miss that, and while I'd love to date someone, I just really miss the feeling of having a crush on someone
#ive had only two serious crushes in my life#and while neither of them liked me back. it was still noce#when we were friends#but right now i dont even have that many friends i dont have anyone to have a crush on#like im demi so other than my friends i dont love people like that#and my friend circle has been getting smaller and smaller with years#ive had the closets friendships in high school before i failed a year#they moved on without me and that hurt me but im mostly fine with that now#the new class i had to join. i cant call anyone there a friend#im not talking with a single person from that class#not that i hated them all but i havent been close enough with anyone to call them friends#and now its just. my best friend that i met in my first class in high school#a friend from dorm#and like some family that im close with but yknow. thats not where im gonna look for a date lmao#and like. literally i have two close friends now#and im not interested in any of them#and like its one frustrating thing to not have a partner but a different thing is to not even have anyone that could become my partner#like i have no choices around me#and i just. feel lonely#and you know what i wish someone was interested in me romantically. never happened before.#even if thats not someone I'd like to be with i just. want to know its possible for someone to like me that way#cause like sure the cousin's cute friend is into me in some way but. not romantically#and that is cool as fuck to know i can be desirable but i also want to know if im lovable#does that make sense?#like its great to get that kind of attention but im ace theres nothing id do about that lmao#even if more people would find me hot that doesnt change the fact that no one ever found me. yknow. interesting?#idk im just at that age when most of my peers are either in relationships or were in relationships or at least tried to be#and its a bit frustrating#in my Single and Sad era lmao#bee buzz
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it's always distinguished lesbian momo with disaster gay todoroki. we need to flip the script. disaster lesbian momo with distinguished gay todoroki. tddk are practically living together in shouto's japanese style dorm meanwhile momo flies in every morning, hair a mess, slamming that shoji door open, talkin bout "todoroki-kun! kyouka touched my knee this morning! do you think she likes me????"
#momo 2 seconds later: oh good morning midoriya-san. i hope i didnt disturb your sleep. anyway todoroki-kun pleaaase tell me what to do#i like this idea of prim and proper momo becoming a disaster over her gay little crush on jirou#tddk got their shit together 3 months into being friends. tdrk just confessed in that blunt way of his and now they're practically married#izuku's dorm room is his extra closet space for all might merch#they share a futon ffs#on the other hand momo's internal dialogue is just: hnnnng kyouka prettyyyy kyouka strong kyouka kissable#momo having debriefing sessions with tdrk every morning is so funny to me#izk thinks its ridiculous bc c'mon kyouka's crush on momo is visible from the moon#just tell her you like her yaoyorozu-san!!#yaoyorozu momo#jirou kyouka#todoroki shouto#midoriya izuku#tododeku#momojirou#tddk#bnha
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I want your opinion on something. Do you think it's better to try and the the cards of the character you like or skipping some to brench out? Like, say you're a fan of Leona. Should you try to get all of his bday card and stuff or stick to one and get other characters ssr?
personally, as much as I would like every single card...I gotta ration my keys, so I focus on my favorites!
which isn't to say that I only pull for certain characters no matter what! more that I take a good long look at every card that comes out and go "do I really want this one? like...really really want it?" (the answer is usually yes, but -- look, the art in this game is very pretty, okay)
honestly, from a gameplay standpoint, I think it doesn't matter too much whether you focus on pulling for specific characters or not. there are very, very few points where actually having a good mix of characters is important (Those Two Stages in episode 6, where I think you can use retry tickets for the easy mode? and also guest room battles if you care about those) and you'll probably end up with at least one halfway decent card per character just from doing 10-pulls and events. so even if you're only pulling for Leona cards, you'll still end up getting a bajillion other characters as well. follow your heart! chase that grumpy lion bliss! ✨🦁✨
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#tamashina mina#lost in the book with stitch#i. THINK that's everything that's not out in eng yet?#i am proud of my sons. my beautiful grampa sons.#you do also sometimes get random ssrs even without pickup odds! most of my ssrs are from trying to pull for other characters and failing :'#i've also gotten dorm trey like four or five times and. look. trey i like you and i appreciate the limit breaks.#but you keep showing up when i'm trying to get other boys and we need to talk about this#trey: hi! i heard you were in the market for a friend! :)#me: (desperately peering over his shoulder to where dorm lilia is slowly floating away) uh-huh. yep. sure. great.#dangit trey
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"The strongest stars have hearts of kyber"
#star wars#luke skywalker#return of the jedi#sw rotj#star wars rotj#technically vent art!#seasonal depression is hitting me very hard this year#and the world is quite sucky right now#I'll be stuck in my dorm for the holidays away from all my friends and family#and it's times like these that I come back to this film#and remember emphasizing with just how lonely Luke would've felt being utterly isolated from his Jedi heritage#diaspora Sol needed that as a kid#and even now as an adult#*projects my angst onto Luke Guyswalker*#sol draws the space gays
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my aus have aus, it's like a big tree and all the little branches are the slightly different situations I've put my favourite little guys in
#fusion au exes au edating exes au fusion au pt 2 and pt 3 and pt 4 ghost au a second ghost au the aoyama zone a different taz au#yet again another taz au magnus archives au tennis au scammers to lovers au cecaelia au dog au x2 camp counselor au bird au wing au#madoka magica au competitive dance au bakuballet au art school au coorperate employees au shrek forever after au rival bus driver au myth a#dog in the dorms au (different from the dog aus) meet the robinsons au battle of the blades au monsters university au cowboy au pokemon au#quirkless non ua student deku au villain deku au cause I gotta have that au where they stayed friends with the other kids they hung out wit#kung fu panda au time travel au nightmare time loop au polyfam au tenko get adopted by inko au spiderman au x2 bald au? does that count lol#clown au witches au fem fantasy au avatar au steins gate au erased au soul eater au stark trek (wrath of khan) au drag queen au jeopardy au#devil wears prada au IT crowd bkdk au (different from scammers to lovers) gay praying mantis au matrix au cars au hades au cervitaur au#I could go on
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Answer My Call Chapter 3 part 1
Happy WIP Wednesday! Answer My Call won by all one one vote last week. I was a bit nervous since I'm starting a new POV and I wasn't sure if I wanted to write from Tucker's POV or Tim's, but I settled on Tucker because it would let me dive into the action a bit sooner.
Story Summary: Danny's missing. The GIW have taken over Amity. Jazz, Tucker, and Sam are under constant surveillance and have been scattered across the country.
When Jazz's messages to Danny go to the wrong number, Red Hood decides to step in.
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Tucker was alone in his dorm room working on homework. His desk was in the corner in a way that meant his computer screen faced the wall. It meant he had barely three feet of space to sit in, but after everything that had happened, he couldn’t let anyone sneak up behind him to spy on his work.
His roommate hated him for it because it took up so much extra space in their small room, but he was never around anyway, so Tucker didn’t really care what he thought.
He jumped when a loud knocking sounded on his door.
“Coming!” he called out as he took the time to save everything he had open and close all programs. He slammed it shut and squeezed out of his chair, half running to the door. “Sorry ‘bout the wait. Tyler isn’t here right now, I think he said something about spending time with Liz?”
Then he actually looked at the people at his door. The one was a broad boy wearing a spiked leather jacket over jeans. The other had a bulky sweatshirt on and a baseball cap. His face was shadowed as he was looking down at a tablet, typing away.
The bigger one was grinning at him. “You’re Tucker, right? We’re here to see you, not Tyler.”
Tucker blinked at them. “Why?” he asked, confused. People had given up on being friendly with him weeks ago.
The boy with the tablet huffed. “We’re here to invite you to our club.”
Tucker looked between them in confusion. “What?”
Tablet guy still didn’t look up. “We heard you like ghosts. We’re the officers of the student horror club and wanted to offer you a spot. Mind letting us in so we can tell you about it?”
Tucker rolled his eyes. “Look, I’m not interested in joining any clubs right now. Thanks, but no thanks.” He went to shut the door, but leather jacket stuck out his foot, keeping it from shutting.
“Just hear us out. We think you’d be perfect for it as an expert on ghosts.”
Tucker clenched his fists to hide their shaking. What did they know? Who sent them? He glared. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Tablet boy raised his head slightly, revealing a domino mask covering his eyes. He grinned, more a baring of teeth than anything. In a tone just loud enough to be heard, he said, “One of my associates is currently in Boston. I decided to come here instead.” In a normal ton he added, “Let me tell you about the horror club.”
Tucker’s mouth fell open. How? Boston? What had Jazz done? His eyes flitted down the hallway. But they were blocking his path and he wouldn’t be able to get past them. Dumbly, he stepped back, opening the door further.
Leather jacket grinned at him. “Thanks, dude,” he said.
Behind them, Tucker shut the door. His hand fell to his pocket where a lipstick laser was hidden.
Tablet boy was already pulling the blinds down over the window. When done, he handed his tablet to Tucker. It was open to a message that said: “We’re on your side. Turn off your devices. I’m going to set off a EMP and signal jammer.”
Tucker nodded and handed the tablet back.
Leather Jacket cleared his throat. “So, with the horror club, we meet once a week…”
Tucker only half-listened to his spiel. He used his phone to send a coded warning to Dani before turning it off. Then he went through his belongings and did the same to every laptop, PDA, tablet, and gaming system. If he turned on a ghostly recording device hidden inside an action figure, however, no one would know.
As soon as he was done, he nodded to Tablet Guy who pulled out a black cube from his backpack and pressed a button. The he pulled out another device and turned that on as well.
“That’s enough, Kon,” he said, pulling off his cap.
Leather Jacket—Kon?—grinned. “What, you don’t want to hear about my favorite horror movie, Rob?”
“I introduced you to your favorite horror movie. I know it as well as you do.”
Kon just laughed. Then he unzipped his jacket, revealing a blue outfit with Superman’s “S” on it.
“Holy shit,” breathed Tucker. What had Jazz done?
Tablet guy followed, pulling off his cap and removing his hoodie, revealing a red costume with a gold bird medallion in the center of his chest. “Nice to meet you, Tucker. I’m Red Robin, and this is Superboy. I’ve got some questions for you.”
Tucker’s eyes jumped between the two. “Holy shit,” he repeated.
Superboy laughed. “Didn’t expect to see us?”
Tucker could only shake his head. “You said Boston?” he asked.
“Red Hood is with Jazz as we speak. She asked for our help in rescuing Danny. We agreed.”
Tucker tensed. He was lying. They’d talked about reaching out to the Justice League dozens of times, but had decided they couldn’t be trusted. Jazz wouldn’t have gone to them. He reached into his pocked and pulled out the lipstick.
Both heroes tensed, though their wariness turned to confusion when they saw he only had a small lipstick tube.
Good, let them underestimate him. “Jazz wouldn’t go to the Justice League. We agreed it wasn’t safe. Why are you really here?”
Red Robin grinned at him and held up his hands. “All right, you’re right. I simplified for time’s sake. Jazz has been sending messages to a phone number she thought belonged to her brother Danny. But really, they were going to Red Hood. He’d been getting them for ages now, but was…out of town. As soon as he got back, he began looking into Amity and the GIW. When he couldn’t find anything, he brought me in on the case. When that still didn’t work, we called Jazz back. She decided to take a chance on us since Red Hood doesn’t work with the government. And, honestly, I’ve done quite a bit outside the law, too, even if I’m not as public about it.”
Tucker’s grip on the lipstick tightened and he stuck his nail under the cap, ready to flick it off at a moment’s notice. “Prove it.”
Red Robin pulled up his tablet again and tapped a few places. An audio recording started to play.
Tucker stopped breathing when he recognized Jazz’s voice. He closed his eyes and just listened. When he heard her demand a picture and the pose she asked for, he huffed out a laugh.
The recording ended and he slid the lipstick back into his pocket and wiped at his eyes.
“Okay, I believe you. What’s the plan?”
“Right now we want to make sure you, Jazz, and Sam are safe and find out as much information as we can.”
Tucker nodded. “I’m not as closely watched as Jazz. The school keeps close track of us students and the Guys in White rely on their records. Though they do have an agent stationed in admin who checks up on me at least once a week. I don’t keep my most sensitive belongings in this dorm as it’s searched every other week.”
Red Robin grinned at him. It sent shivers down Tucker’s back. “Does that mean your real stuff is kept somewhere else?”
Tucker smirked. “Of course. Cover yourselves back up; we need to go.”
Red Robin did something with his jammer and EMP and then began talking excitedly about the horror club again. “So glad you’ve agreed to come to our next meeting, Tucker! We’ve been trying to build the club.”
Superboy winked at him. “What do you say we get to know each other a bit before then? Want to come play video games with us?”
Tucker bit his lip and looked towards his desk and laptop as if he were undecided. “I should get back to my homework…”
“Oh, come on, it’ll still be there tomorrow,” said Red Robin. “Let’s go.” He looked back down at his tablet and headed towards the door, grabbing Tucker’s hand as he did.
Tucker looked over his shoulder one last time, but let himself be pulled along. They kept conversation light as they exited the building. Red Robin was an expert at angling his baseball cap to hide his masked face from every camera they passed.
Would he be willing to teach Tucker how to do that?
Once outside, Tucker took the lead. One of the first things he’d done after he’d been enrolled was memorize blueprints for every building on campus. On top of that, he’d made himself a good dozen different IDs. Three of those were copies of other students’. Those students he kept close track of to make sure their records didn’t show them in two places at once. Other ones belonged to various faculty and staff members. But his pride and joy was the one that belonged to Gabriel Carter. Gabriel was a janitor at the Academy and so could access any building. Gabriel also didn’t exist.
It was Gabriel’s ID that got them access to the basement level of one of the buildings. Hidden deep in the building was a set of rooms currently not in use. And in one of those rooms was a closet.
Tucker had built the locks on the door himself and, even having all the keys and codes, it took five minutes to get in.
He smirked when Red Robin himself let out a gasp of surprise at his set up.
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Hope you enjoyed!
Now, how did Kon get involved? Easy. Tim used the zeta tube from the cave to Titans Tower. Kon happened to be there. When Tim said he was working a case with Red Hood, the guy who tried to kill him once, Kon insisted on coming along. I debated having other members of the Young Justice, but I'm actually trying to keep character counts down for this one, so...
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#dpxdc#answer my call#wolf writes#tucker has learned a healthy dose of paranoia#his roommate tyler hates him#spends most of his time outside the dorm because of it#tucker enjoys basically having a single#he isn't able to relate to regular teens anymore#too used to fighting supernatural beings#and being persecuted by the government#and he doesnt want to be here#so he doesnt try to make friends#and discourages anyone from getting close to him
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reposting twitter stuff i forgot about.bgalateaposting and a storch sol
#like sol shes also not from signalis i just love throwing her around#sleeping in the eule dorm would fix it i think#youll know abt her soon i hoep !!#galatea#centipede exhibition#<- cuz she has friends but i wont make tags for them#my art#my ocs
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the marauders as conversations i’ve had with my friends pt5
james: pads?
sirius: yeah?
james: why is your entire wardrobe on the floor?
sirius, on the verge of crying: i couldn’t find anything to wear
remus, pointing at the clothes: why can’t you wear any of that?
sirius: because none of it fits me rIGHT!
remus: this is the third time this week, sirius!
#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards#sirius black#sirius orion black#marauders drabble#remus lupin#wolfstar#the marauders#james fleamont potter#james potter#dead gay wizards from the 70s#marauders as things my friends have said#marauders incorrect quotes#marauders dorm
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I've been thinking about where everybody sleeps in the German wing. We know Kurona, Isagi, Hiori and Yukimiya share a dorm room.
This seems harmonious. With the exception of Yukimiya and Isagi's tiff between the Barcha and Manshine matches, this group of four get on quite well. They're all well-mannered and respectful individuals (off the pitch). Perhaps they all agreed to bunk together.
If four to a room is standard, my headcanon is that the next room is occupied by these guys:
Raichi, Igaguri and Gagamaru are a package deal at this point. They're used to each other's quirks. Neru's cheerful enough to fit in with their clique. I can see him agreeing to room with the other three.
It seems likely that the German players may sleep separately to the Blue Lock players. While there's no evidence for this, we also don't see co-mingling between the two cohorts outside of matches, besides Kaiser barging into the locker-room or using communal areas like the training/AV rooms. Dorming separately also gives everyone a chance to take out the translators during rest periods.
If the German dorms are separate from the Blue Lock ones, then that leaves these two:
Bringing us to the point of this post.
An elaborate ploy to make you imagine these two as the world's most anti-social roommates.
#apologies if you were expecting a serious conclusion#but do you see the vision#emo!gami and kiyora the goth kid: a match made in heaven /s#kiyora doesn't ask questions and kunigami spends every waking minute training#so kiyora gets introvert time in their dorm alone. they can shelter there from the other nerds. both are satisfied with the arrangement#low key rooting for them to be unlikely friends now#less delulu possibility: there's a five bed dorm (given other stratums have nine bllk players)#so kiyora could be bunking with raichi & co while Kunigami gets his own bedroom to brood in or is lumped in with the Germans#but let me imagine these two being the least communicative roommates of all time I'm having fun#blue lock#blue lock manga#bastard munchen#shitpost#boinin talks bllk#kunigami rensuke#kiyora jin
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i'm a sucker for memory loss fics which, in fact, does tie into my messy ass memory and also how i have suffered from bouts of memory loss (that lasted for only 5-15 seconds but they were impactful)
now, let's wonder about my inclination for mpreg-
#it's interesting how the brain fills in and tries to process the situation. 'i'm laying on my back on something bed-like? I'm#probably in my bedroom. now why are there three people staring at me in my bedroom (this scared me. they were red cross people#checking in on me because i passed out after they finished taking my blood)'#the other time was me on the floor of my dorm and my roommate was there. i was trying to process the situation so i was like 'okay i'm#on the floor and i feel safe. it's probably my house (nevermind how my house doesn't have hardwood flooring). why is my roommate here#though (at least i recognized her...????)'#in the first situation i think my sight came back first and then my hearing. in the second i was able to hear so that's how i recognized#my friends helping me up. anyway i want to incorporate this into a fic somehow.... the blissful rest for a second or two.#when you don't realize anything out of the normal happened. it's just you waking from a nap. and then it hits you. something's a bit odd.#it's like. ough.#wait am i romanticizing the times i fainted lmaoooooo
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do not talk to me or my slightly smaller clone ever Again.
#puppytxt#image#irl image#picture#irl picture#went to my friends dorm a while ago and they had a knockoff plush (it was from their parents)
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silver 😑 with his one(1) facial expression + the two most expressive people on this earth that he hangs out with every day
and kalisil :3
#twst#kalim al asim#silver twst#sebek zigvolt#kalisil#twisted wonderland#cereal tries to draw#hehehhehehe#i was writing my fic earlier and then i went to watch silvers dorm vignette for ref#and then i just had son boys on the brain#i love silvers bonds with the other diasomnia characters AND ALSO KALIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!#HIS GOOD BUDDY KALIM WHO IS SO DIFFERENT FROM HIM AND YET. HEART OF GOLD SOLIDARITY#i love them so much. kalim and silver are always so sweet to each other#and sebeks a little freak always i love him every time hes on screen kfdbhkjfdsjfkdlsjf#he was so sweet to silver tho in that story waaaahh WAHHHHH#boys who grow up together and know each other so well ;;;A;;;#also that bottom kalisil fanart is loosely also based on me remembering like. this one pixiv fanart comic from years ago#that i dont fully remember bc i didnt have my phone translator app at the time and i dont speak japanese but#i think it was about kalim losing his phone in the well and trying to get it back bc it had photos of friends on it ?#silver is there and jamil + azul are like. hanging out or something idr theyre there too lol#and theres just a part of it where kalim excitedly jumps on silver i think when he gets his phone back or something#it's just super cute the way he clings onto him and silvers just like yep ok im holding u now. lololol i was always so starved for fanart#pre engtwst so i'd remember older things really well cuz i'd revisit them a lot. i need to go find it again 🚶
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Masters' Academy AU: Student Extra.
Art by @okkennymay
#masters’ academy au#okkennymay#this guy and the redhead are my favorites#not even close#the junior students could get put to use on a few good ways#I'd planned for Dipper to have skipped a grade coming here going straight to the 8th grade#and he's already mr “look how much smarter I am than the other kids” so he doesn't really want to hang out with the juniors#but the juniors are his age and it's their first year at the school too so he's got a lot to relate with there#plus the 8th graders in his class are intimidating (and tall)#course the dorms have kids from different grades anyways so it won't be some huge deal if Dipper has friends in 7th and 8th#really they're all middle schoolers and none of the high school kids give a shit about them XD#course I've waffled A LOT about their exact ages and grade because it's such an important decision#considered more than once cutting the middle school portion of the school and making it a highschool only move the boys to 9th grade#how do we feel about the name “Elijah”?
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i am not immune to launchpad sol and albin thoughts
#ramble tag#its so like. okay.#launchpad was when they 'peaked'. best years of their lives#the . i think what we canonically know happened at launchpad was like.#laquidditch (fun!) christmas special adventures (fun!)#and then . also#getting deeply bullied. sol lightly kidnapped to launchpad. lizer. claudius. 'you made us run until we threw up' 'im pretty sure he got off#on torturing kids'. literally what the fuck was their deal#getting stuck in a spiders web ???? for a semester ?????#......??? getting chased down by a vaccum cleaner ..........#'it got a lot darker near the end' ... fun pretend child endangerment#like . man.#not to sound CRAZY or anything. does anyone get the impression launchpad was like. a bad ? time ? for them ?? like. it just straight up. bad#by god does it rlly sound to me like#the feeling of when high school was so bad it made ur life a living hell to be in. and u were truly just. surviving#but then youd b goofing off w ur friends in a little dorm. and the stress and the exhaustion seems to color everything that isnt that.#in a beautiful hazy rosy golden film#it hurt but the hurt was monotonous and dull. so all u remember were those shining bright in betweens#sol and albie sneaking into the kitchen and enchanting the self moving cookingware and just seeing what happens#and watching mothership approved saturday morning cartoons in bed#and studying together late at night n sol tucks albin in after hes crashed from hiss allnighter#and passing notes in class#and all that free time over crittermas breaks to do stupid dares and long rambling conversations abt nothing#sol knits albie his first sweater#they have their first beer together#they come back after a really bad day for the both of them and lie on the floor and talk abt anything but that#albin practices spells on sol and its not a good or safe idea but its probably fine#albin pettily bitching about his assigned partner for an arcana class project and sol blindly tsking his side always#only wizards can check out library books and albie checks out all sols books for him#...... anyway
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I think the problem. the problem is that I have always been afraid of not being invited into the inner circle. and am always wanting to be part of the inner circle. inner circle being the circle of love and companionship and communion. of course being a TCK and a bit of a sheltered homeschooled oddball child has nudged this further along over the years. but I didn't realise how STRONG that desire still burned. to actually be wanted.
#in other words today has been an oddly sad day! discovering that the friends you've made have their own group chats#that are separate from the general group chat (that no one ever talks on) that you aren't a part of is......... i don't know#i KNOW i'm liked by them and i KNOW they love me but do they WANT me around?#like. i know i'm not UNpleasant to have around. i am a good listener and a good conversationalist.#i work very hard at it because it doesn't come naturally to me.#but clearly that's not enough to be added to exclusive group chats! clearly that's not enough to be part of inner core circles#i don't know this just came out of nowhere and i feel as if i've been slapped in the face#sitting at a table where people are talking about the thing someone sent to the group chat#or the photo or quote or reel someone sent to someone else is....... bizarre.#i am trying not to be so hurt by it! i am trying not to take it so personally#it happens. i know it happens. i know it will keep happening. it is just that i thought this was a place where i wouldn't be lonely#and this is the dorm community i've invested so much of my time and energy and love into since last year.#so i think i'm justified in being a little upset!#i'm not crying about it but that's because i'm not about to cry with other people sitting here in the study lounge!#the math is probably really wrong here but i thought that if i poured love in for the sake of pouring love in#somehow somewhere along the line i would also receive love. that i would actually be a part of this community.#anyway that's not going to change how i live here! i committed myself to doing my best this last year#because i don't want anyone to feel left out or unwanted or lonely. i already made the decision#to do everything i can to love the people here.#i'm not trying to toot my horn this is just what i actually want to and have decided to do!#i have birthday cards planned! i have midterm snacks planned!#i've just worked out how i can print christmas and easter cards and stickers!#i'm GOING to love darn it all i'm GOING to pour love in#i think it hurts especially because there's the boy problem going on too#of not being wanted in an area that i DIDN'T expect to be wanted in#and then learning that there is a collective not being wanted in this whole community#it is a Lot and it is very hard and i don't know what to do with it!#i have had this lie (that i'm inherently unloveable and undesirable) in my head since childhood#and i've worked SO HARD to shut that voice up. and it is so so hard to not believe it right now
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Death Dorm (The Dorm That Dripped Blood, 1982)
"I'm not gonna hurt you! I love you! I'm not gonna hurt you like all the others. The others - the others! Do you wanna see the others, huh?"
#pranks#the dorm that dripped blood#death dorm#1982#video nasty#american cinema#slasher film#jeffrey obrow#stephen carpenter#stacey giachino#laurie lapinsky#stephen sachs#david snow#pamela holland#dennis ely#woody roll#daphne zuniga#jake jones#robert fredrickson#chandre#chris morrill#billy criswell#sources vary on what the 'true' title of this film is: the print i saw carried the Death Dorm title‚ it opened in the UK as Pranks (and#ended up on the DPP nasties list) but seems to be most commonly known by the '...Dripped Blood' title. it's perhaps indicative of what a#messy production this seems to have been; 3 writers‚ 2 directors‚ beginning as a student film and financed mostly by contributions from the#crew's friends and families. i can't help but admire that kind of indie chutzpah‚ even when the end result isn't particularly original#director‚ writer‚ producer Obrow figured that most horror audiences were really in it only for the gore‚ so that became a focus of this#campus slasher‚ leading to some over the top splattery kills which sit a little oddly with the slower‚ quieter vibe that makes up a large#part of the film. hardly essential viewing‚ but a decent enough b list slasher and an impressive bit of DIY filmmaking#and the final half hour perks it all up quite considerably (was not expecting the downbeat ending)
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