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i fucking love lmk!sun wukong . he was really just like "watch me be the worlds first transmasc monkey absent father" and then he WAS
#and hes like .#a complex character or smth idk#with growth and flaws#maybe#not sure tho /s#anyways been rotating sun wukong in my head recently#new blorbo unlocked !!#lego monkie kid#monkey king#lmk#lmk sun wukong#lego monkie kid sun wukong#cipher go to sleep
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Thinking about botl and the suffering Annabeth must’ve felt for obvious reasons makes me want to cry
Then I think about the hate she gets from this fandom bc she wasn’t sunshine and rainbows to Percy when she was literally fucking going through so much makes me actually rage
#why is it that she’s the one that’s expected to be the best to him#they were both hurting each other#but she’s the only one that gets hate for it#idk if it’s main character privilege or smth else…#botl is my opp#people when complex characters act complex😡😡😡#annabeth chase#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#battle of the labyrinth#pjo botl#percabeth#percabeth angst#annabeth chase angst#leave my girl alone#heroes of olympus#sorry she#anti annabeth antis#hoo#leah sava jeffries
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YRTS: Sara I
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Is Sara "ungrateful," or is she tired of being treated like a child by both her mother and her little brother when she's trying to move on from the way she was bullied?
I see why they might've been more protective of her while she was at Marieberg, but she's clearly growing up and trying to move on and gain autonomy/independence, and they won't stop treating her like she can't take care of herself. That wasn't necessarily the issue she was having, though; the problem was that people didn't like her as a person and bullied her because of how they perceived her, not that she was actually incompetent in any way. Now that she doesn't have to deal with bullying, she's doing much better, and it might feel like her family is holding her back in the Marieberg times with their helicoptering.
#shimmer's thoughts#young royals#sara eriksson#linda eriksson#simon eriksson#yrts#this is mostly focused on s1 btw. i stopped paying attention to the fandom in s1 mostly#ppl are still calling her ungrateful but i don't think that's true. i think she's an adult. and her family treats her#1) badly in general and 2) like she's still 10 or smth. so it's pretty reasonable that she doesn't like that imo#does she go about dealing with that in the wrong way? idk. maybe. but that's not what i'm talking about here#for the record i am also autistic. which isn't to say 'maybe i'm just autistic and don't get this'#what i'm saying is bc i'm autistic in a similar way to her i think i understand her pretty well. better than most people#for the bits i've watched while paying enough attention to her arc at least#also i think i could have more complex thoughts on this esp after a rewatch but this is one of my theories for now#i have many theories. sara is a really fun character#but these are some preliminary thoughts. and i don't really think i'll strongly disagree with this after i rewatch
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i don’t like keefe in kotlc canon bc he’s manipulative often and everyone acts like it’s fine and nobody really calls him out on it and yes i am aware he’s a product of his environment and he doesn’t know he’s doing it however if i were to raise my hand and accidentally hit someone behind me or smth i still hurt them and that would still require an apology, just bc you didn’t intentionally do something doesn’t mean people weren’t harmed by it
#i don’t like the takes that him & alden are free of blame or not doing what they’re doing#bc yeah they don’t know any better but#their actions still end up hurting people#but i don’t like the takes that they’re evil or smth#bc keefe is a kid and also they’re complex!!#you can hold a character accountable for their harmful behaviors without calling them a villain#you can acknowledge a character’s motivations without excusing their actions#i don’t like how canon handles the vacker parents and family dynamic (by handles i mean never calls out fully or addresses)#i don’t like how it doesn’t truly acknowledge keefes behaviors#just because someone came from a toxic environment doesn’t mean they’re allowed to act toxically themself#yes they’re capable of change yes most people are but they need to be aware of their unhealthy habits before they do so#kotlc discourse#i think too many people look at this series through a good vs evil lens when every character besides like vespera and gisela are messier#but yeah explanation ≠ excuse#this post probably doesn’t make sense idk where it was going
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for ppl that know my tf fan lore you would think I'd be ryu/kita pilled since I was blur/bee CEO but actually I was driven by my shock/bee instincts to be drawn to ake/kita instead <- none of these words are in the bible
#THERES A METHOD TO MY MADNESS#ok ok ok. ryu/kita. its the spunky bro electric yellow guy and the autistic weird blue guy. thats straight up blur/bee and i admit it#THE BLUE GUY IS EVEN TALLER THAN THE YELLOW GUY. ITS SO BLURBEE#but like for me. i def enjoy ryu/kita a lot but it doesnt make me crazy like blurbee does. nor ake/kita#BUT LIKE OK. THIS IS WHERE ME SAYING AKE/KITA IS LIKE SHOCK/BEE GETS INTO INSANE PPL TERRITORY#ok . for one. ermmmmmmm. shockwave .... was my first goro.#bc he has the whole. false identity meant to decive vs true identity as a villain thing. like gorby#and also i admit. i do have my v specific fan interpretation of him that makes him more sympathetic BUT ALSO THATS LIKE JUST ME.#ITS NOT IN CANON. IM AWARE OF MY DELUSION. i have fun though its ok. i separate fan interpretation from canon text. i have media literacy#the real insane part though is trying to explain why yusuke takes on a bee role.#to preface its not matching in personality. at all. they are nothing alike#its not the personality thats key here. its the role and dynamic he specifically has with shockwave#in which hes kinda a more lighter character that often gets religated as comic relief in the source material#but does have a genuine depth to him that could be taken more seriously but that usually gets ignored#and paired up with the antagonist guy with conflicting identity he pulls out a better side from them#and also they have the capacity to be sooo crazy dramas and toxic yaois and redemption like. whatever.#IM INSANE. IM INSANE IM INSANE. GOD .#i . i . i . im.... idk man i love dynamics#shock/bee still isnt like my top tf:a rarepair. but also ryu/kita isnt my top personba 5 pair . for some inexplicable reason#when i rlly enjoy both these kinds of dynamics but then sometimes it clicks with me more with certain character and a lil less with others#im a complex inexplicable enigma. but also maybe some characters just make it work better for me#i think largely overall though#im drawn to dynamics that have a hint of smth in the source and are expanded upon more in transformative material#anyway blah blah blah all that though#the real consistency is i keep having the same favorite character in stuff and its the blue autistic guy#rando thoughtz
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thinking about my oc Bytte. and. her gender is Aro. her Aromanticism is inextricable from her gender experience.
#toy txt post#i love to make an alloaro oc whos a woman navigating a usually masculine role in society far before we ever coined aromanticism#whos Aromanticism informs so much about her but with no language to adequately describe it she doesnt really know how#and so she does kinda blow up her relationships by accident bc she does Want human connection#and what she Wants is to fuck someone whos friends with her and chill about it who will just be fucking Normal about it#and Not Make It A Big Thing and also for other people to not make it a big thing and they can hang out and be friends#but never fucking domesticize her. and its in part a rejection of the misogynistic role of Wife in historic (and even modern) society of#course but its also a rejection of the relationship hierarchy of Wife. of the romanticization. bc of her circumstances the only role on#offer of course has been Wife. but in the hypothetical situation where she was offered the role of Husband? she would at first probably#accept that. in theory. it sounds fine. sure. but if she tried to LIVE like that. to Live even as a Husband. it would Also be Wrong. to put#any of her relationships into that framework is to fundamentally ruin them forever. and she is living in a society that wants that to be#the only framework. anyway its crazy how ive made a character like that exactly Twice at least#(Bytte and Lucille. Bytte is a bit more genderfucky than Lucille. Lucilles gender is also ugly violent scary woman. for reasons)#both of these characters rn are cis. well. not /cis/ cis but theyre afab and women bc i want to explore that but i am thinking lately about#a transfem take. to explore. ive considered it and i dont think i want that for Bytte? all that means is watch out for future ocs#i could do a character very similar to Bytte as transfem and it would be really good but theres something about#and honestly it would probably make more SENSE for Bytte? due to gender roles in like ancient sparta or whatever?#but if shes transfem in sparta i think there would be subtle nuanced differences in how ppl interact w her that i dont necessarily want for#her? if that makes sense. i know this reasoning sounds weak in a vacuum but i Promise i have way more characters than this and i do want to#explore things differently. i promise there are complex transfem characters in witchverse and also complex characters whos asab im not#decided on yet. there are some im not sure i ever want to be decided on? the downside of being incredibly specific about fictional#characters is that it doesnt leave you all room for headcanons#sorry. good news is you can go make your own ocs about it 👍 idk. much to explore. much to think about#also sometimes a ''''cis'''' character CAN have a fun gender to play with honestly its just that mainstream media Never does#so theres no good way to be like no but listenn i swear its fun#anyway this is all moot cos im not a fucking writer im just making up little guys and doing nothing#also anyway. i think my gender is also aro and a little ace. personally. also before u get mad at me about these 2 ocs being like#probelmatic aro rep or smth: 1) aforementioned its moot anyway im not even a writer 2) these arent the only alloaro ocs i have its just#funny that i made this one twice lmao 3) my brain is huge. my ocs are rad. suck my ass. ♡#if only i Was a writer tho god. thered be sooooo many aro characters fr fr
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something pissed me off today i was on that godforsaken app and someone was discussing how there are complex characters in re and people dont understand them and they used chris, wesker, ada, and luis. they claimed to like chris and wesker (as evidenced by the multiple comments dissecting chris’s ‘character’ in the series. they claimed to not like ada or luis but “understood their characters” yet didnt explain further why they didnt like them.
what gets me is that i see this same thing on tiktok where its basically people hating on ada but disguising it as wanting better writing for her.
like im sorry but re characters are not well written. theyre written by multiple different people throughout multiple different games, movies, and comics, and no one can agree on anything. most of the characters are essentially blank slates with no discernible personality traits. which is why it pisses me off so much.
whenever it comes to ada she doesnt get the same treatment as other (male) characters. i saw one person who disliked ada but they loved chris, wesker, luis, and leon. and liking luis but hating ada is always gonna baffle my mind because theyre so similar to each other. no, ada never gets an explanation as to why shes disliked other than “she needs better writing.” hey guess what. everyone in the series needs better writing.
i have my own 300 paragraph essays about ada because just like the other characters, there is barely anything to her in canon. most of my interpretation of her is literally in my head because capcom gives us jack shit. but her bad writing is used against her for people to dislike her character, but despite being slightly expanded on in re4make and separate ways its still not enough for people to latch onto. people latch onto the damn cameraman from re7 for crying put loud.
and i know this too because theres tons of people who like ada just like me and have the same interpretations, or different ones, but ones that still expand her character. hell, this can apply to any female character too, sheva, claire, ashley, mia, manuela, jill (although she’s not as much of a victim to this as other characters). like sorry but why is “poorly written” only a characteristic i see for the female characters.
idk i just think fine like whoever you want, write your essays, but dont complain about a badly written character when you yourself like a badly written character. we’re all in the same boat here
#resizura rants#messy post im so livid LMAO#idk if this made sense#im not being hypocrytical im just tired of seeing#‘oh i dont like ada shes so boring and not well written’#‘anyways heres a 247274 page essay on why clancy from re7 is the best re character’#ughhhhhhhhhh#and like to not give a reason why they didnt like ada? at least op didnt like luis too#and like what does ‘complex character’ even mean anymore?#because no one in re is complex i will die on this hill#i want the series to have better writing but it doesnt! its okay to recognize that!!#and again ‘poorly written’ is a shit excuse for a series with poorly written characters#im gonna nap or smth idfk
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Been working on it all day but... Finally conquered the scary spreadsheet
#twist rambles#you would not expect the insane complexities from ga/iman comics. which i don't want to read btw but wanted to make a comprehensive sheet of#the horror comics from dc. idk if anyone WOULD be interested in the sheet itself bc idt theres a comprehensive list out there like this? im#sure im missing stuff but. id say i probably grabbed like 98% of it. which is wild. I'll prob post recs as i read :) esp once i hit the morr#more obscure stuff*. like the old stuff is popular for that crowd but some of the 90s stuff ive never heard anyone talk abt lol. not#planning on reviewing every issue publicly but i will post like... rec lists/posts talking abt single runs that i found enjoyable :)#its a lot less hard to read 3 issues than like. 1k for a character imo. but anyways yeah. my god it should not have taken me that long but#im very proud of it. first time ive ever done smth that comprehensive and it was rly fun to gather info :)
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am fine
#fecking no i aint in tags lol#gosh i love my friends but man do i have a inferiority complex- and they dont exactly help with it-#like. today tryed join in with smth with making ocs cause friends already did that#was having a lil bit of fun trying mojo#and then another friend joined in and idk#i dont wanna sound mean but took it?#i was gonna make a charscter or smth planned out with heizou but they sorta took over my channel and made smth with him#which is fine im fine i just gosh#i feel so dumb and bad when others sorta take my spot#all my friends are so so good at character creation and figuring out lore fast and i just#i suck at it. i struggle so hard with writing and trying to get into characters heads#i suck at roleplay and usually go with whats funniest to me#i feel like a joke. they only just moved channels and its been an hour.#i know what i would have made wouldnt be half as good but i wanted to make something#and that got trampled. it really dosent help that i was sorta the art one and then a way better artist joined the server#i just- i know it dosent make sence but with it all i just feel useless? is that ok??#i want to make things and be as good as my friends with it but i alwase feel like im just worse. i wish my head worked right like all of#theirs do. i know i make good ideas and things. but thats after months and months of working out and revising#they make a whole coherant story in an hour. wile multitasking. how am i supposed to keep up with that??#i also just feel pathetic cause they are my only super close friends. one being only irl friend that dosent just feel like my brothers#and even then that friend is moving away soon. damn it i just wish i could be as good as them with something. anything#i dont wanna just be the silly younger sibling friend all the time. i dont wanna help just make jokes. i wanna make cool stuff like them#they all have their stuff so much more together and i just want to be decent compared to then on one thing#i just want one please.
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being the only fan of something is so great because i am the sole ruler of this kingdom. no one is around to tell me my headcanons suck or that all the characters are ooc
however it also sucks because i am the only fan. no one is around to support my headcanons or tell me they love my portrayal of the characters
#in a way i'm really glad there's no celceta fans. i don't think i could take meeting another person who knows the game#building your house out of donuts and all that#same with zestiria i'm very glad there's no one around to tell me how ooc sorey is in my mind palace or any of that#but god it would be nice to have a friend to bounce ideas off of once in a while. get some positive reinforcement in this echo chamber#of mine#altho the thing is i don't really have these kinds of elaborate aus and stories and headcanons for stuff with an actual fandom.#i love psychonauts with all my heart but the simple fact that there are other people who enjoy it just makes me feel shyer or smth#like i know that these people have played the games a million times more than i have and are a million times more obsessed with the charact#characters than i am so why should i bother developing my own headcanons abt these characters when there are people out there who do it muc#much better than i ever could. so why bother at all you know#that's why i tend to be a passive enjoyer of most things i care about on here#i'm not out here giving complex and unique takes on psychonauts or mario plots or characters#i'm just gonna enjoy what's presented to me by people who are cooler than me#and when i do have original thoughts it's only gonna be about stuff nobody else gives a flying fuck about. like tales or ys or tok#which is kind of sad! i'm not gonna lie!#but i guess i do this to myself huh. if i managed to find an ys fan they'd probably scare me out of my own theories#idk man. theres not really a solution is there#wyvern rambles
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i don’t get how people can complain about the writing “doing Martha dirty” when that same writing gives her an ending that addresses her treatement over the course of the season, allows her to finally put her to foot down, to establish her self-worth as an individual and to air out her grievances, and gives her the most respectful and satisfying exit from the TARDIS we’d yet seen in the show . like it’s one thing to dislike the direction the writing team took with her arc and to criticise it (perfectly fine) and another to somehow miss it entirely lmao . the ‘martha feels out of place, second best, and like a rebound’ is an intentional piece of writing that gets resolved by the end of the season . like that wasn’t smth they threw in for shits and giggles, it had in-story repercussions
#and if u don’t think those repercussions were Enough then that’s totally cool and smth to start a discussion over#but . don’t act as if they didn’t happen lmao??#i just . yells#like i have my own criticisms about the writing (giving the ‘i feel second best to this dude’s past love interest’ to the first POC#companion was . probably not the best of choices let’s be real#though there’s some leeway there as im assuming the character was written before audtions . but still . could have been reconsidered#idk i totally understand why people aren’t fans of the storyline itself (outside of how coherent the writing is) but i think it’s a shame#that many others just kinda seem to miss the point because it’s such a unique and interesting arc to give to a companion#i like fresh ideas!! i like the doctor Actually being portrayed at someone who is clumsy with relationships and emotional intimacy!!#i like it when his trauma spills over in ugly and complex ways like we see in season 3 in regards to his friendship with martha#and i like it even better when his accidentally cruel actions and mistakes get brought up and criticised by the narrative!! like it does in#the end of s3!! it’s so good!!#i enjoy 10 because he’s my favourite wet cat but also because he is allowed to fill up room like a real traumatised individual would#it’s like . okay i enjoy ‘ooo the doctor is the oncoming storm ooo he’s hurt and killed so many people ooo’#but it’s also good to See the actual ramifications of that shit you know . hearing about his legend status is always fun but damn man#is it satisfying from a character analysis POV to see him hurt the people around him . to see him treat his friends poorly on accident#because of his own character flaws . like that’s GOOD#and it just sorta irks me sometimes bc people will have this smug attitude of ‘well MY blorbo isn’t a rude piece of shit and is actually a#paragon of morality’ and like girl i don’t give a shit . that’s fine in small doses but it’s not what’s compelling#people tend to like interacting with ‘angsty traumatised edgy characters’ if their edginess is contained in a nice little box that doesn’t#overspill . fuck no give me the characters that are loud and ugly and unpleasant about their trauma THAT’S THE REAL SHIT#jay rambles#dw.txt#10.txt#marthaj.txt#sometimes u wanna treat the blorbo from your show like a real person sure but sometimes it is better to remember that they are fictional#and there to be considered as part of a bigger story and as an item to analyse . case in poiny#point#maybe i shouldn’t be surprised by this though since people still get hung up over rose quartz
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what if i snapped and made an oc carrd
#i mean.... i could#this isnt the first time ive thought of doing it but i drop ocs so easily its not even funny. so idk if itd be worth it#id consider toyhouse or smth but i dont have money lol. right now everythings on artfight but thats more for drawing purposes#what ocs would i even talk abt... i have some standalones like auggie and ocs i think look cool but dont plan on using#but some others have their own stories.. not like a huge thought out plot but something i pick up and twirl around in my head#like luckys whole deal is being a hiking guide who accidentally gets tied up with some werewolves pretending to be a hiking group to eat pp#and then i have the magician rivals. although i kinda wanna tie theirs with the nightguard and thief story ive been cooking. maybe in the#same universe? it would be pretty funny if they lived in the same apartment complex since a couple stories i have in mind revolve around th#its like some sort of omnibus or anthology to me. kicks my feet#and then fan characters like xin ya and sleight who i want to have their own expanded lore and stuff. i think that would be cool#im making crow a powerpoint of xins updated lore but the assignmence are making it hard. hopefully it turns out good though#i have a hard time writing personality and xins is always the hardest bc theyre probably the least like me. i tend to stick to#characters similar to myself to get in their head. but bc their backstory affects their personality so strongly i have to do some thinking#anyway. hopefully i remember this later#yapping#oc#oc talk#ive also been playing neko atsume recently for nostalgia and why did we as a society ever stop playing it. its so chill#you just take pictures of silly little cats and leave them silly little toys and treats. and the music is cute
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I <3 making up overly complicated fictional games for characters to play so I can use the imagery of said game to symbolize their torment within the story
#rat rambles#stars posting#anyways Im fucking around more with 3rd sif stuff#or should I call it 3 hats or smth? idk if this warrants a name since it's mostly just me going what if at comic sif but y'know#but yeah Im imagining them as like a huge board and card game guy who would be confused at the other two using theater metaphors#just them being like omg this is just like endless maze of agony 2 unlimited ultimate edition. god damnit this is gonna suck huh.#and yes I have an image in my head of that specific game along with the travelers edition which sif keeps on hand at all times#in my minds eye theres like 5 other sequals but 2 is considered the best one because it's the most grueling to finish a run of#which most ppl will say is good because it makes it more of a strategic challenge but its mostly just rng hell and long as hell#the travelers edition just comes with a booklet some cards one character sheet and a few dice but the ultimate edition is built like a#crate with how much extra shit has been stuffed into the game over the years#anyways I should probably actually try developing the story or the characters of this thing more.#or just keep thinking abt this stupid card game some more#siffrin and their card game can have a deep and complex character arc together if you think abt it
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another babygirl covered in blood
#idk how i feel abt this episode tbh 🧍its not devoid of value or anything but idk i feel like they couldve done so much and yet they did so#little#most u can get out of it really is just dissecting small parts until u eventually find smth that seems plausible for a meaning#is this reslly supposed to be dennis' big moment akin to mac finds his pride and charlies breakdown cause it is just not 🧍#im sorry but hes the most interesting and complex character in the show this felt so uninspired
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Ok nvm having Mizuki Thoughts
#rat rambles#sekai posting#not complex ones but. thoughts#Im ngl Ive been having a hard time rly like. Getting mizuki#which is intentional ofc but its kinda weird to me since they also feel very familiar ig?#like idk just. I feel rly sad when I read their lil emo moments™ in a very similar way to mafuyu#ig like in a very. wow theyre just like me fr#and usually with characters who face very similar struggles to me I like immediately fully click with them but its just not happening?#well not in the same way anyways. I think it is happening just much slower.#I think mizuki just feels almost like. uncomfortable to me in that regard? not in a bad way just means I have some stuff I need to work#through still which is ok I didnt exactly get a lot of space to process that time of my life#idk its just weird having a character I relate too so much that I feel weird relating to. like it makes sense that I do but still#idk. I guess it just feels uncomfortable trying to analyze them since Im indirectly analyzing myself too#like were in no way a one on one comparison I had too much anxiety to rly go as far as they did in some regards but still#all of 25ji just hit rly close to home in some regard or another I can only imagine how Id react to them when I was younger gndkfbd#although tbf my relation to ena and kanade is from much more recent stuff than the other two#Im doing ok now dont worry last year was just a bit rough fjfbdjdbd#if you followed me during my prime vent era no you didnt <3333#while I think mafuyu's stuff would have been smth Id want younger me to see mizuki's stuff would break 15 yr old me in a bad way lol#anyways I should go to bed before I get anymore personal fmfjdjdh#this isnt like venting btw Im actually feeling pretty ok rn. I think reading more mizuki stuff has been good for me /gen#Ill probably read more tomorrow I rly wanna read as many 25ji events as I can while I still have the motivation to#plus at least I can kinda trust ensekai to not mess them up too bad so I dont have to dig for fan translstions as much#that will Not be the case for l/n wxs and vbs tho. they fucked over kohane and an so bad its not even funny anymore#like me and my sibling joked abt them singing just be friends on en after the confession scene but honestly I wish they had just done that#instead of whatever the fuck that was. at least it would have been funny and explicitely homophobic instead of just borderline#when I say I hate ensekai I am Not joking around <333333#an-hane rly becoming pare-chu pt 2 but without a beautiful birthday to help this time gkfbdjdj#abyways time to sleeo for realsies now. gn gamers :]
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oh no i am well of aware of that jfc like never go on any pinterest/tiktok keeper post its fucking crazy, i just expect ppl on tumblr to be like idk better than that ig
the fucking galls that keefe haters have saying theyre "a small and hidden comunity" when theyre all i see here
#rlly dont love just saying that “these people lack media literacy” cause i feel like it makes me seem like i think im better than other ppl#or smth but theres rlly no other way#the concept that a character might be complex and not all good or bad is so foreign on this fandom i feel like im losing my mind#they would not survive rottmnt leo theyd tear him to shreds idk why hes always the character that comes to mind myabe cause hes rlly simila#to keefe but 😭
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