#a boy just likes to Fiddle
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Have you ever noticed that Logan talks a lot with his hands and fiddles a lot with them too? I noticed it while rewatching his old prema videos, and now I can't stop seeing in his williams videos and interviews. He's always gesturing as he speaks or if he's holding something he is fiddling with it to the extreme! Idk I feel a bit delulu now lol
YESSSS he is just like me fr. my downfall is talking w my hands. but ya i feel like itās especially visible in the prema show like he is just Fiddling w those papers. then when oscar has his heās at like 50% fiddle status compared to logan. and heās always fucking w his mic ā¦ must keep those hands busy. i respect it. logan is the type of boyfriend to just sit there and play w his partnerās hand at all times. like not even thinking about it just wants something to fuck with. my brain is gonna fall out my ears
i also respect the delulu please continue to send me stupid logan-related asks i loveee him and will talk about him for Ever have i mentioned he is my favorite
#ask#not to loscar on main (this isnāt main) but logan w his phone in one hand and oscarās hand in the other ā¦#just sitting around#playing with oscarās fingers#oscar: unfazed ofc#this is just normal logan behavior#a boy just likes to Fiddle#love him#so much#but you knew that
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big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#YUUJI WILL NOT COOPERATE TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME >:(((#is it the angle ? is it the expression?? the bangs??????? am i just a fraud and a fake yuuji liker i dont know at this point#god#just . just take it i cant fiddle with the proportions any more ill go insane#it was worse when i tried colouring it but im STILL not 100% sold on it no matter what i shift or tilt#megumi my darling boy i love u at least You always have my back :'<#honestly my leading theory is that bc my yuuji design looks objectively More different than his canon design#its more prone 2 looking Wrong in my head#but even so !!! if i *have* my yuuji design down why does it still feel like im fighting fr my gd life when i try 2 draw him#it feels like he is shattering my drawing hand and smiling at me n taunting me w those shiny puppy eyes th entire time#head in hands I Don't Get It#when will i get it#anyway scoreboard yuuji: 623453766235 hina: 0
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Fabian Seacaster, Maximum Legend that you are
#My art#alternate titles include āthe only my-own-his-darling-man-boy in the whole worldā and āsir tap shoes are NOT a practice piece of casual wea#Anyways I love him. Heās so fun to draw actually heās so pretty#I tried to keep him looking a bit like Lou with the nose and mouth but Iāve always pictured him with a much softer face? Than heās usually-#-portrayed? At least in all the official art. Idk I think itās because heās a half-elf but it might just be vibes#also I tried giving him arm and chest hair but it looked wrong. Heād probably wax anyway#anyways this is sorta inspired by the cover art of Leon Bridgesā āGold Diggers Soundā album#Ironically enough I was listening to a Leon Bridges song from a different album the whole time I was drawing it#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#fabian seacaster fanart#fantasy high#fantasy high art#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20 fantasy high#fantasy high fanart#fantasy high junior year#fhjr#d20#d20 fanart#d20 fhjy#d20 art#dimension 20#intrepid heroes#lou wilson#I had SO much fun doing the patterns for this as well!!!#The sheet had one originally too but it looked too busy with the shines as well#But for the shirt I used the radial symmetry tool: I included a sword some waves and a music note if you can find them all!#and for the pants I just fiddled with a squiggly line until it lines up so I could repeat it then I just copied the layer flipped back and-#-forth till I got a whole pattern
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illicit affairs
buddie | E | chapter 1 of 8(ish) | 3k | just a boy helping his boy bestie figure out gay sex, with a side of infidelity This is how it starts: Buck goes on a date with Tommy. How it goes from there, Eddie can't even begin to explain.
Chapter 1: born from just one single glance
Itās in the aftermath, when Bobby and Athena are safe and being checked over and the 118 plus family and friends is piled in the waiting room as usual ā they all have their preferred chairs with how often theyāre here ā that Eddieās unfocused mild interest in this new guy who his friends trust, turns to sharp notice.Ā
Eddie has to step away to call Carla, to let her know they got Athena and Bobby, to assure her that heās fine, Buckās fine, theyāre all fine. And then he spares an extra moment to text Marisol because he knows sheāll see the news soon, if she hasnāt already, and will worry.
After, when he returns to the waiting room, Tommyās in his seat. Eddie doesnāt really have a specific one he favors so much as he always takes one next to Buck. So, it follows that, Tommy is now sitting beside Buck.Ā
When Eddie left, Buckād been pale-faced, and shaky in a way he wasnāt when Bobby was missing and he had a goal to focus on. Eddie hadnāt wanted to leave him, but it was Buck whoād said didnāt he need to call Carla? Let Chris know theyāre okay?
Eddie pauses across the room and regards the scene before him. Tommy is leaned in, chatting to Buck, making wide, expressive gestures with his hands as he does. Buckās still more grey than pink in the cheeks and one hand is clutching the arm of his chair, but heās stopped picking at the patch of peeling paint heās about tripled in size over their past handful of waiting room residences and thereās a hint of a smile curling the side of his mouth, which had been a grim line before, waiting for the doctor to report back on Bobby and Athena, waiting to be allowed to see them.Ā
āHeās in good hands.ā
Eddie starts at Henās words. She appears from behind him carrying two paper cups of what Eddie understands from experience is the worst coffee known to man. He used to force it down because caffeine is caffeine, but he canāt anymore. It reminds him too much of the three minutes and seventeen seconds that were some of the worst of his life.
read on ao3
#what is this?#me posting a wip???#buddie#911#911 abc#buddie fic#911 fic#myfic#infidelity fic#this is not a buck/tommy fic#i'm very sorry if that's what you're looking for but he's only in this for like 5 seconds#i just needed him to kick things off#eddie is with marisol though#hence the *infidelity*#you have been warned#helping your boy bestie figure out gay sex? a totally normal thing to do. especially when you've had none yourself and are in a relationshi#why are you like this eddie???#i swear this is a smut fic chapter 1 just had an identity crisis#full disclosure that this is the extent of what i have written of this so far#but i wanted to get this part out before 7x03 so i was committed to the canon divergence that will be the case as soon as it airs#and didn't keep trying to fiddle with this to keep it consistent
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omg reverse riko au is making me feel so ill..... please let us know if you have any more thoughts abt riko kayleigh and kevin legend.....
I DO my idea is that its around the same age kevin and riko met in canon so tetsuji kicks the bucket when riko is 7/8 and riko is (very forcibly) removed from the nest and sidelined to kayleigh as a new moriyama asset from the main branch takes over the nest. riko struggles a lot with the change because he is very young and very scared and heās used to horrible things at tetsujiās hand, which means that he doesnāt trust kayleigh and finds kevin entirely too weird. itās honestly really cute because i think at this point obviously 7 year old kevin wants to befriend him but riko is such an anxious ball of anger that most of their interactions are like
baby riko: what do you WANT from me. go AWAY!!!! NOW
baby kevin: (heavy irish accent) nothing i think. do you want a bite of my sandwich?
anyway i think riko and kayleigh do get along but he never really considers her his mother or even godmother, for a long time he thinks of her as his Benefactor until the child therapy starts hitting and she becomes Aunt Kayleigh and then after a few more years he can be loosely convinced to refer to her as auntie once or twice a year. his second son syndrome never really leaves him; in the upcoming years riko struggles with the idea that heās anything But an add-on to the days and still overworks himself to death trying to be acknowledged by kengo, but itās leaps better just from being outside the nest and having people to look out for him
riko and kevin have some rough patches, especially during rikoās first years with the days. because kevin is an easy target and riko is afraid of kayleigh he ends up letting a lot of that anger out on kevin, though obviously at this point they are children and rikoās anger manifests in some mild bullying and name calling. i think kevin doesnāt even understand it most of the time š riko has been around grown ups his entire life so his adult level insults make no sense to kevinās seven year old mind. nevertheless after kayleigh tells him to stop picking on kevin riko does respect it (first out of fear, then later because they actually get along) and they go on to become brothers with only a slight tendency towards antagonism. rikoās jealousy of kevin is still a big part of their relationship and i think even more so when college applications roll around, and heās even more worried when wymack comes into the picture, but it never culminates into anything as horrible as hand breaking because riko has an actual outlet and a support system :) itās mostly a yelling match that eventually turns to getting scolded by kayleigh for acting like barbarians
#i know kayleighs sermons go hard kevin and riko are sitting there head bowed like yes maamā¦..#i havent yet decided where they both go to college in this au#but i think for one that the nest still exists and jean still gets sold to the moriyamas but itās the main branch now#however without riko there jeanās experience in the nest is. Hard but not brutal#anyway i think riko would apply to edgar allen but he would be rejected on the account of being second branch raised by foreigners#but how horrifying to think about jean in the nest bossing riko around right. kind of a slay though#i think kevin goes to palmetto still Because he wants to reconnect with wymack and riko is very divided but ultimately chooses usc#because theyāre the best and he doesnāt want to play second fiddle to kevin and his father#also i imagine his time in usc sucks a lot for the first months because itās so different LOL#and heās never been alone before like this with kayleigh and kevin so far out of reach#but :) hed make friends. maybe evenā¦ captain jeremy knoxā¦.. whos to say?#!#meanwhile kevin (a normal boy at this point) has to deal with the foxes being a trainwreck and the new serial killer dad recruit#heās got a lot on his hands#ANYWAY this is entirely unrelated and indulgent but i want this kevjean to meet so bad#riko on the phone: we played against the ravens that jean moreau is a scoundrel and a monster and he almost broke my arm kevin: woaw#heās gonna be so pissed off three years down the line when jean moreau shows up at christmas dinner with the days#you think theres any worse dynamic for jean and riko than master and slave? of course. Brothers in law#wouldnt you just kill to be a little fly buzzing around that christmas supper#asks#riko#kevin&riko
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Pollution Powers AU Fiddleford manifests his power while he's out working in the fields on the farm. He walks into the house and is immediately told to go shower, because he reeks and is filthy. Which is expected after working the fields.
But when he's done showering, Ma McGucket scolds him for not washing properly. He still smells and has dirt on him! Fiddleford is confused, given he scrubbed like usual. But he goes to shower again.
When he emerges, his skin is rubbed raw from how hard he was scrubbing, but he still smells, and as Ma McGucket watches, patches of dirt form on his freshly washed face.
And she realizes that something strange and possibly serious is going on.
#Fidds' odor isn't dismissed as just ''teen boy in puberty'' bc it is a v different smell from that#no he smells like shit. like literal shit.#sometimes he smells a bit different#like ammonia or hydrogen sulfide#but mostly he smells like animal poop#eventually he's able to tone down the odor as I've said before#but when his power first shows up it is VERY overwhelming#Pollution Powers AU#speecher speaks#(I just realized I posted a Fiddle centric post on Fiddleford Friday#I did it! I participated!)#Fiddleford McGucket
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no one will ever be more iconic than goku like y'all wouldn't even know what anime is if it weren't for goku
#not peach#i'm like convinced that w/o dragon ball anime never would've proliferated outside of japan#sure naruto and luffy and MAYBE gon or yusuke are pretty iconic. but like.#idt any of their mangaka would be mad to play second fiddle to fucking akira toriyama's golden boy#especially w/ how much dragon ball influenced battle shounen as a whole. like.#there literally wouldn't be a gojo w/o goku full stop#the only char i can think of that's from another anime that is on a similarly iconic is astroboy & sailor moon#which like. tezuka is literally called 'japanese walt disney' in the west so. duh#BSSM isn't even a similar genre tho so no one is out here claiming their blorbo is the next sailor moon#even if she is also a massive factor in anime's international success & appeal#& again just bc she's on the same level as goku to me doesn't mean she surpasses him. i think he's still king & that's fine
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every time i open jorge lorenzoās instagram there is some new batshit crazy stuff he posted, itās a joy every time, the man is a motogp legend, and he decided it wasnāt enough, he needed to defeat every other corny millennial man alive by exclusively following women and posting dude bro advice
this is so funny to me because honestly I have no clue what he posts on instagram beyond what gets reported on motogp news sites or (more commonly) what crosses the pond to reddit, but can't say I'm surprised... I don't use instagram myself so I have no clue what these men actually do on there lol. these days I am getting further updates on their activities via tumblr! quite glad not to be directly experiencing a lot of it!
anyway yeah that does all sound very... him. kinda reminds me of that 2013 controversy where monster energy did this thing where they made a video of him showing off his mansion filled with bikini-clad models. the video ended up being taken down, it was seen as tasteless both given spain's economic situation and... y'know, the gender of it all. and jorge does have an... interesting approach to social media in general. also definitely the most opinionated of the retired aliens these days! casey probably comes in second and he does have a lot of thoughts about many things, but generally speaking it's not QUITE as relentless as it is with jorge. he's really missing a bit of a filter lol, there's an entire career arc here where when he was younger he was all about finding himself and establishing a character and explaining to the world who he really was, before getting burned by the world and being way more closed off for quite a few years, before retiring and relaxing a bit and sharing everything that comes to his head. for better or for worse. he may be cringe but at least he's free
#one thing i do really admire about the spanish/italians is how they do at least TRY to bully their rich athletes#like the marc crying over evading taxes thing?? damn they need to start doing this shit to all our celebrities#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#alien tag#the shades of misogyny are one thing but it's all so TACKY. extremely poorly socialised child prodigy athlete and boy does it show#like god that man really needed to be at the club. absolutely critical levels of should have been at the club#completely skipped the stage of his development where he just learns to relate to other human beings. any other human being#I do agree the cringe social media persona IS an important part of the puzzle like... the way he just keeps going#jorge is SO concerned with his own image but then you give him this tool of expression he can't ever stop fiddling with...#real lack of restraint. does yield quite a few gems#valentino is NOT reposting stories about motegi 2010 and reminiscing about the good old days. just wouldn't do that would he#he saves all his good ranting for podcasts#mind u I swear not a year passes in which casey isn't relitigating jerez 2011#like my man I love you but was it really THAT serious. are we sure
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i donāt normally like sharing builds because judgement Scares Meā¢ļø but iāve been fiddling since getting his weapon and now iām a little overconfident and proud of him and want to share so everyone please look at my boy goš¤
#baby boy baby#i give him all of my attentionš¤#his new build is BEGGING me to get an alternative full EM set for nahida#i NEED to see how much sheāll boost him#i use her with a hybrid build usually because her damage is just soā ššš#but i feel like heād go SO crazy if i get her up to that 800-1000 EM range#and maybe if i switch up kuki a bit for damage instead of just healingš¤#iām allergic to killing kukiās healing though so probably notš¤#full bonus she heals like ~5500 per tick and im obsessed with it sorry#just TRY to die with my kuki around i literally will not let youš¤š¤#anyway that is Him for now#im still doing a little bit of fiddling since i donāt love his attack and crit rate rn#but i might stick with this one for a bit#while i work on wandererš¤
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Another rotttmnt scene redraw and the last of drawings I did this weekend! I'm really proud of this one, I think it might be the nicest digital piece I've done- maybe the nicest thing I've ever done!
Original screencap below
#treedledraws#tmnt#tmnt donnie#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#save rottmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2018#tmnt 2018 donnie#scene redraw#pretty sure this one is also from#air turtles#listen#i just really like these boys wearing jackets okay??#thsy look comfy and adorable#i spent a lot of time on this making it look exactly how i wanted and i fiddled a lot with lighting#which isnt something i usually pay too much attention to but it just felt right#i even did somw rim lighting from his cellphone!!!!#im really proud of that bit ive never done rim lighting before but i think it really did something for the piece#ive been watching a lot of drawfee and theyve been giving Art Ideas okay?#plus i LOVE the way clip studio paint is layed out#i can find all the tools pretty easy and theres an auto shapes tool which is SO nive for background and is exactly like og paint#which is what i used growing up before i learned about all these fancy art programs so it feels really nice to use#and the effects!!!! ive never had effects brushes before theyre fucking fantastic i love it#listen this program's tools and brushes are organized so nice it scratches my brain and i hardly have to search to find what i want#ita so intuitive for me#im having fun. probably gonna spend all weekend doodling again i love this one so fucking yall#let's get digital
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never in my life did i think i need to makeout with a piece of software so badly but here we are i guess
#lizzy speaks#OK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC AND I WOULD ELABORATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BUT#DO YOU EVER JUST#FUCK !!!!!!#IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO COME ACROSS A PIEC EOF SOFTWARE#i need to fiddle around with it some more but everything ive seen about it is MIND BLOWING to me#ive been waiting my entire life for this moment i think#i feel like it's funnier if i don't say what the software is. i wanna be mysterious so bad but i cannot shut the fuck up#literally been suffering through notetaking and organization softwares and im like ohh i think i finally found the one#this is the minecraft of sex i think its like wowza i can finally do all those writing projects i want to do#boys (me) don't want girls they want an organized database of notes that they can easily reference at anytime#sorry for being unhinged but like its like past midnight lol im sure i'll wake up in the morning and be like 'what the FUCK were you doing'#BUT!!! i think ill come back to this post to reblog it with like actual shit about the software when i figure out how i want to use it#i think everyone should experience joys in life. and sometimes that joy is having organized notes#bonus points if anyone can figure out what im talking about just from the tags alone i think this software will change my life#it has fucking tag functionality i literally love tags#sorry about the vocabulary but this rivals like. my love of spreadsheets. which are like. a wonderful thing i think but ANYWAY IM RAMBLING#anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7#if you have a software that you really like thats changed you feel free to tell me in the tags or something :) i like learning new things
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the actual point of this game is to take 8 billion screenshots of your character right
#look at him look at hiiiiim#oh i'm so glad the game started working again and all my mods work#i was so sad yesterday when nothing i tried fixed it and then it just stopped opening at all#i thought i'd never see my perfect son again#but more fiddling today and he's back#and better than ever bc i've seen the other side which is to say the unmodded cc and it's terrible#bioware better learn how to make hair that doesn't look like dogshit for the next game#and eyebrows like what in the goddamn is wrong with the eyebrows in the base cc#fel's da:i#oc: ellassan lavellan#that third screenshot looks so funny to me#'hang on gays let me handle this'#cassandra IS in my party but she's not in that shot for some reason#so it looks like ella just rolled up with The Boys
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amelie: iām just like you! intergenerational trauma yay! iām a daughter!!!! youāre a son!!!! look at us!!!! fuck the president ! ! ! ! ! !
higgs:Ā
higgs later, on first sam encounter: RIGHT,Ā
#the fact that she baited him with it....ITS TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH#PLAYED LIKE A DAMN FIDDLE....#HE SERIOUSLY BELIEVED IT WITH HIS WHOLE HEART ITS JUST TOO PATHETIC#WHAT A LOST BOY...LOST BOY...
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hello, i just wanna say that i really like you even thou we don't have much the same taste but i think you are a very nice person <3 hope you have a nice day today
omg thank you so much!! you seem very nice too!
AND my tastes tend to shift quite a lot over time and i do like a lot more music than what i post(even if i do get stuck on one specific band/type of music for a long time, i like just about any music at all). i'm also always interested in learning more about the ones that i don't know very well yet, so if you or anyone else ever wants to info/song/video/album dump about favorite bands or things to me, on anon or not, i would love it.
even if there is something that isn't really my thing, i like understanding what other people like about it, which makes me like it a little bit more too, if only for that reason alone.
the entire reason i made my blog in the first place was to learn about bands and to feel less alone while doing that. especially ones that i've always heard of but didn't really KNOW anything about and there are SO MANY out there, i'm just slowly picking some off that particularly stand out to me at the moment one by one. but i still like to learn about any of them, preferably from a person instead of searching. plus there are too many, i couldn't possibly search everything myself.
ANYWAY aaaaaa i hope you have a nice day too!! and week. and month and year and life.
#look my tastes have shifted throughout my life from#various 50's-70's bands to 2000's rock and pop bands to 90's rock bands to disney pop bands#to 70's and 80's prog rock and pop#then 1960's country fiddle music#then back to 70's bands and then 80's metal bands#i think there were some boy bands somewhere in there like westlife#maybe some punk rock bands like mxpx#i know i listened to billy joel and barenaked ladies for a while and i don't know when that was. maybe before the fiddle music#i literally never know what my mind will stick to next#and for what reason#there's probably more things i've been into that i can't remember#i've gone back and forth between some of these#but i always stay with one thing at a time for at least a few months before shifting to something else#(or years now apparently)#70's rock bands just seem to be a thing that i always go back to sooner or later#and i'll always have a soft spot for iron maiden forever#and now i think i'll always have a thing for doo wop even more than i already did#anyway my music taste seems to more or less be just. music.#i love music and bands#I WILL STOP RAMBLING NOW
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hope people who liked my previous manga akira post dont think i see him as a ""himbo"" or something like he's an idiot but he's not stupid. to me. hope that helps
#he's just trying his best and is just a guy most of the time if you ask me#his natural bumbling you get at the beginningg of the game is cute thats all i wanted to highlight like oughh...#thats my loser boy... thank you for the silly boy representation once again joker. we need more of it#anyway no matter how smart or proficient u make him goro plays still plays him like a fiddle anyhow in most their interactions#so it cancels out#...āi didnt fail math but i might as well have btw with how my logic leaps here LOOL#aishi.txt#anyway just needed to clarify cause apparently my enfp ass loves justifying myself ššš
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damn, another dream about meeting WH character in a weird place huh-
it was howdy this time. guess my brain decided that obsessing on one puppet aināt enough /hj
anyways imma copy paste it cuz i donāt really have the energy to wrestle it into a more refined shape asdfghgfd
I woke up standing in a forest, it was ridiculously dark.Ā
Anything beyond my focal point are just pitch black. But that didnāt bother me too much, cuz either my face or my eyes were flashlights. So besides feeling slightly uneased, at least I didnāt have to run into trees every 5 seconds.
And I was tasked with placing / maintaining lights. Had to make sure every corner are bright so no scary creatures will spawn. The air was moist, chilly and smell of earth and dead leaves. I was shivering a little bit from only wearing a T-shirt and pants. But otherwise, not much thoughts were in my head, I just started working right away.
It's like one of those level editor games, just pull up a hover screen and boop one of those 'light' icon, then one would pop into existence, already set up and working. All I had to do was adjust its angle by facing the same way the light shined, touching it with my hand and tilting my head, as the light follows my head as long as my hand is on it, then let go to keep it in place.
About a couple dozen lights later, a new task was assigned when I was squatting on one of them and spacing out: Howdy got drunk from tap water and wandered off. (how tho) And now I need to find him and lead him back to safety.
So I set off, there were lots of speed walking, gets chased by a few smaller 'creatures' a couple of times, but eventually I found our worm man. Stumbling around aimlessly and mumbling nonsense under his breath.
Can't remember if I opened my mouth to talk or not. But i managed to get his attention, while standing a couple meters away. After I made sure his focus is on me, I told him it isn't safe in here, and we need to go. Took him a few moments to process, but eventually he did, as he started to approach me.Ā
Crinkles of dead leaves almost echoed through the darkness with each of his wobbling footsteps, stopping when we're at one step away from each other. He was oddly silent, as he stood there swaying slightly with half lidded eyes, trying to focus on my face.
Then as I reached out to take one of his hands, he did something I never expected: He closed the distance, dropped to his knees, and pulled me against him with his 4 arms. His face smushed against my shoulder as he almost squeezed the life out of me, both of us almost toppled over from him putting half of his weight on that hug. Had to take a step back to prevent that. I still remember hearing & feeling my shoe scraping against the forest floor for saving us both from getting mud on our clothes. He was warm, the embrace instantly chased away the cold. He didn't have a heartbeat, but I heard, and felt him breathe during the entire time I'm trappedĀ against him. He said something after I adjusted my balance, and a few seconds later I responded, while reaching behind his back to pluck off some leaves and twigs that stuck on his apron strap.
At one point I hugged back with my right arm, cuz my left one was squished between us and the position didn't really allow me to break it free. Our convo was fairly short, yet it felt like forever. As we both needed a few moments before coming up with an answer, and me having to keep making sure no creatures were lurking nearby at the same time. He gave another squeeze at some point during the converse, but much weaker this time.
Ā Eventually he calmed down from whatever was going on in his head and let go, albeit rather slowly. Ending our conversation along the way. The feeling of pins and needles exploded in my left arm as he put one of his hands on my shoulder to stand up, then after he's back on his feet, I bent down, and flicked off the leaves and debris on his pants.
After that, I took him by his second left hand, and started leading him out of the forest.
Ā I woke up before I get to see if I ever got him out of there, smh-
#i'm still lowkey going bonkers tbh#just sitting here#rotating all the small details in my head like fiddling with marbles#actually u know what-#U KNOW WHAT??#maybe i'm highkey obsessed after all#got a big o' hug from him#no way i'm gonna be calm from remembering that#i'M GOING CRAZY I'M TELLING YA-#AND IMMA YELL#HIS HAND WAS STUPIDLY LARGE LIKE#IT STRAIGHT UP ENGULFED MINE AND HE WASN'T EVEN AWARE OF THAT#DUDE WAS HALF ASLEEP THE ENTIRE TIME NOT EVEN REALIZING HOW GOD DAMN MUCH COMFORT HE GAVE ME FROM THAT HUG#even though he almost crushed my ribcage at the start but idgaf-#that hug chased away the cold and killed all the static in my head#i just...felt calm. like everything is ok now.#how crazy is that#and allll the other details...oh boi.#didn't feel a heartbeat from being pressed against him but he was breathing#felt it over my shoulder#i felt his antenna flicking via my stray hair#the small noises of his clothes shifting as he adjusted his 2 sets of arms around me#also the texture of his striped shirt and his apron when i reached my hand behind him#how tf can a dream have this much detail is beyond me#they're all very vivid as well#Welcome Home#howdy pillar#welcome home howdy#drowzy's dreams#Rambling in the tags
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