#a LOT of princezam

[eternalera]

RAHHHHHH *launches this at your wind at mach 10*

[poorlydrawnmcyt]

Devotionsduo (mapicc and zam) for life steal requests?

my favorite freaks on the war crimes smp

[codes-and-stuffs]

getting back into lifesteal and this came to me in a dream..

[hdusa]

ok fine I’ll be supportive we can win the poll he’s just my hero and means everything to me like I dream of being just like him every single day but like it’s fine we can win that’s cool with me

[aipurjopa]

ALL OF THEM (that I’ve drawn so far) *insert me crying*

Some design stuff relies on my own theories… mainly Squiddo and Ash being teamed alongside Mapicc being forced to join the invis mafia

[mellohiizz]

dropping some vsz sketches i did before moving<3

[clingyduofan]

pretty guy

closeups under the cut

[ssseriema]

it's a graceless dance of epithets

[crowskullls]

So glad nothing bad has happened to them ever! Yay!!

[conarcoin]

[abyss1o1]

I get where ls!Kaboodle is coming from, but it’s also like…you are expecting a LOT from ls!Zam. Which I also get, because it feels like an in-the-moment kind of feeling that she yearns for someone like Clown again. But you can’t just say that you aren’t expecting much from him and then the next words that leave your mouth is something that is expecting too much from him. She probably doesn’t get it in the moment because she did just lose someone she valued heavily, but I hope she does see it soon. I think it would’ve been best to leave sooner, but they definitely shouldn’t have stayed for any longer than when Zam did leave.

[23z567]

[uzukali]

my first attempt at zams skin! (before I knew it was based on the joker, lol!)

[djevelbl]

I think this is my favorite little thing I've written for this project btw

[hdusa]

my video is actually done now btw before it was done in the “yeah everything’s finished I’m just missing 3 voicelines” kinda way

i spent the last 2 days adjusting literally everything about the video and only just now at 6 in the morning did I do those final voicelines.

[irrealisms]

i lied lol im also dropping some s4 thoughts. i've been doing some thinking about s4 vitalasy & zam recently (when am i ever not thinking about s4 vitalasy & zam) and fairy tales . from vitalasy's perspective they're in the crane wife story, or a similar story. from zam's perspective they're in bluebeard. in both cases you've got one partner keeping a secret in a secret room, and as soon as it's discovered everything collapses and they can't truly stay together anymore. but in the crane wife the secret is self-sacrifice and in bluebeard the secret is hurting others. (notably these are also both gendered--the self-sacrificial victim is the wife, the murderer is the husband. and in lifesteal they're obviously both men and are not playing out traditional fairy tale gendered dynamics lol. this is part of why there isn't a clearcut answer to which of them is right about which story they're in.) either way there is a question hiding in the margins: if the secret is never revealed, will the wife die or will they stay together happily? we don't know. they don't either. they have to open the door. this is how the story goes. there is no version of the story where they don't open the door. the important thing is that the one you love has a room they are hiding from you, with a secret that they know will tear the two of you apart, and you enter it anyway, and things are never the same.