#Y'all have no idea how much I freaked out seeing their art!!!

[akela-nakamura]

INVISOBANG is here!! Had such a fantastic time with @half-deadmagicperson and @toadstool32. The art they created was INCREDIBLE. You can find the art on their linked blogs or in links in the notes of the fic.

Another awesome year of Invisobang. Catch y'all next year <3

[erinwantstowrite]

Halloween AU!!!

hey so. i put SOOOOO much effort into this au and for what? at least it ended up looking cool? anyways Halloween is my favorite holiday and i just HAD to make something for them!

i had a LOT of ideas for what everyone would be, but i really wanted to stick to a certain theme cause it's based around Halloween. i knew i had to have a vampire, werewolf, and a witch. cause like... obviously. iconic Halloween stuff!! but i took some liberties with everyone else and i think they turned out pretty cool!!

Jason was originally a fox shifter (which i still love and might draw art for some day) but i went with a bear in the end. is that because i thought about tiny bear cub Jaybin and wanted to cry? yeah. yeah it is. i KNEW Steph was going to be my werewolf though i started doubting myself when i went to draw her. turned out to be my favorite drawing on here which makes sense cause she is my light my love my daughter my will to live and all that jazz

Tim was actually gonna be a harpy but thank god i didn't go for that in the end. Duke was the one that was a bitch and a half trying to figure out BUT!! comments on the post asking what y'all thought led me towards Psychic so THANK YOUUUU everybody that commented!! (specifically those who thought of ghost!! Duke and Tim ended up being a perfect duo in this au)

Babs was pretty easy to figure out what I wanted for her. I read somewhere that they are seen as protectors of forests/ are considered spiritual authority figures and also.... she looks cool as fuck. Did not expect how easy it was to find a ref for a deer in a wheelchair though? I can never find the right hand or face angle reference but that was super easy???

For Bruce there was literally no question he HAD to be human. it's literally so funny that everyone who knows Batman thinks he's a spooky vampire but he's human. his first son, however?????? THAT'S the vampire. I knew Dick had to be a vampire too. A little nod towards that one comic run but in my au nothing bad happens ever 🥰 Damian also being a bat shifter is very on purpose because how funny is it that he's a bat man. Literally not a single person in the League thinks that Bruce is telling the truth about being human. Bruce you are NOT beating the secretly a vampire allegations.

adding in Jay's hilarious joke it's so fucking funny:

Alfred is actually a demon. I CAN NOT remember who made this post so if someone can help me find it, it would be appreciated!! because this was inspired by them!!! but somewhere i saw someone talk about Alfred being a demon that Thomas and Martha made a deal with (i think it was for an au idea?) and I just HAD to put it here. Alfred looks so human and everyone expects it, but he's definitely not. I put the ??? because it's so fucking funny. see if you can spot the 1 hint i put on his drawing that something is amiss!!

Peter is from an alternate dimension still, but it is not a world of creatures like him, it's just the same as LoF canon except Peter grew some extra limbs and eyes. He finds that it's actually pretty easy to fit in with the Waynes. Hard to feel like a freak when a guy can turn into a fucking bear, or your dad is a vampire, and the teenagers in the family are trying to summon ghosts or make potions.

additional doodles for this au:

i am still debating whether i am going to draw something for this au or write a oneshot, but i DO want to do something with these for Halloween

[kairiscorner]

the confounding case of dr. o'hara. — miguel o'hara x gnreader

✧ summary: your first ever real patient out in the field as a criminal psychologist, and it's the recently caught supervillain, dr. miguel o'hara; a disgraced genius geneticist that supposedly went insane after a freak accident that not only worsened his hunger for rapture, but also turned him into a horrifying spider mutant. you had to be wary around him, anything you could tell him could make him try something risky... but what he wants with you now that he's gotten a whiff of you and your scent is something far more than just risky... he wants your life, but not to take it, but rather, for you to willingly submit yourself to him and only him. ✧ pairing: miguel o'hara x criminal psychologist!reader ✧ genre: (honestly idk, it's not fully fluff but not fully angst nor comfort either ... ? tis just a guilty pleasure fic ig !) ✧ author's note: this is inspired by the lovely kimmy's art on twt !! I'M SORRY, IDK MUCH ABOUT THE DETAILS ON DR JEKYLL AND MR HYDE, I DIDN'T WANNA BUTCHER ANYTHING AND I HOPE I DIDN'T !! i mixed some traits between joker, gomez addams, and some elements of the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde ! ... i hope y'all like this :'DDD AND I'M SO SORRY FOR THE SHITTY SPANISH FGIRUFBUIRBIURTB google translate is all i got .......

i. the scent of honey and a vision of an angel.

pages and leaflets of the mountains of cases against this man successfully made you shiver at the sound of his name–you couldn't believe just how little remorse he had for every crime he had ever committed written down in these records, it was like being in the scenes of a true crime documentary; it didn't feel real that you were going to speak to the very man himself and see just why he committed all those crimes... and why he could only smile at the thought of wreaking so much havoc. you took in a deep breath and walked into the hall where his cell was in, taking cautious steps as you heard the leaking of pipes and the dripping of water accumulating into puddles the further down the hall you entered.

you had no idea why, as a rookie, your first patient would have to be a criminal mastermind—but you needed all the experience you could get, not many people in your field at your level of expertise get the chance to talk to high-profile criminals like him; and you were far more professional and knowledgeable at your job compared to your colleagues in the academy; surely this wouldn't be too bad... right? well, the minute you saw the light coming from his cell, you were greeted to the sight of a hunched over man, sitting quietly at the center of the room with his back turned to the glass in front of you. you gently tapped at the glass, but that didn't catch his attention. "i know you can hear me." you spoke as you tried to get him to turn around again, but he still didn't budge. you rolled your eyes and sat down on a chair across from his cell; preparing to ask him questions that he probably won't even answer.

you introduced yourself as a freshly graduated criminal psychologist from nueva york university, you hoped he would cooperate with you and give you reasons as to why he committed his crimes, explaining to him that he could get a much more lenient punishment if he could explain his side of the story as to why such a once well-respected man had spiraled into such a morbid life of crime. you heard a low chuckle rumble from the other side of the glass, and that low rumble became more audible, all the way until he was cackling loudly; the sounds reverberating throughout the rubber-padded white walls and rang throughout the glass. the cackling soon faltered out and ceased, you felt the hairs on your body stand up as you heard every octave of his maniacal laughter–you'd think that years of case studies and witnessing firsthand from your mentors that dealing with people like him wouldn't be too challenging or disturbing, but this experience proved you to be wrong, so terribly wrong.

as the laughter died down, the corner of the man's smile showed from behind his long, shaggy unkempt wispy hair; and when he turned around to face you, you saw that his eyes were a dark shade, they were bloodshot and crimson, they were deathly, and you knew he was far more dangerous than any other criminal could contend with. the man grimaced and slowly creeped his head around over his shoulder to get a good look at you. his body followed suit and gradually turned to face you, the brown restraints on his white, yet stained, straightjacket made him look both pitiful and dangerous all at once. suddenly, the man slowly got up and wobbled over to you–it was as though he had gone days, maybe weeks, without walking; could he have stayed in that position this whole time before you came to see him?

the man's gaze was bearing into your own, his eyes not leaving yours as his grimace widened; the corners of his smile reaching his ears as he chuckled every now and then in a delusional daze. his chin and cheeks were dotted with stubbles and hints of fuzz and a beard–he had gone days without shaving, either, it seemed. he pressed his forehead against the glass and stared down at you, and only then were you able to understand how big he was; about 200 centimeters and counting, and yet, he was able to be restrained... he was frightening, and he knew you thought that of him.

"...miel..." the sound escaped his lips, the first word he spoke in a long while. you looked up at him in fear and gulped, writing down what you heard. "...w-what?" you asked him, hoping he'd repeat the word. the man's grin widened creepily as he slowly opened his mouth to speak again, and a dribble of saliva dripped down his chin as he stared at you, hungrily, like a starved predator cornering its prey. "miel, mi cariño, it's... honey, sweet as... shocking honey, making me hungry..." he murmured out, hid constant breathing fogging up the glass. you moved your chair back a little and cleared your throat, making miguel press his face against the glass even further as you moved away from him. he thumped his forehead against the glass, making you jolt a little and look at him. he stared at you from underneath his eyelashes and smirked widely.

"don't... don't escape me, mi tesoro... c'mon, it's been... too damn long since i've had such a pretty little thing come here and look so shocking ravishing–" he gushed and mumbled as his breath quickened and his smile got even wider, but seeing as how uncomfortable and tense he made you, he, surprisingly, quit that and moved away a little from the glass. he hung his head in what appeared to be frustration, and mumbled in a hused tone, "ah, quiero arrancarte esa blusa... but i can tell..." he whispered as he sat down closely to the glass and leaned his head forward, looking at you with a sly grin. "you don't like men who are that straightforward, do you?" he asked you as he watched every little move and twitch your body made, sinking in all the details about you as he muttered to himself, twitching as well at your little responsive gestures that said more than words ever could help you articulate the feelings he was giving you right then and there.

he chuckled as he watched you restlessly fidget in your seat, darting your gaze away from him as much as you could. "you're so cute, mi amor... keep that up and i might just really break out of here, i finally have a reason to now that your pretty little face showed up." he said, gazing at you all... lovingly as he smiled the more you stuttered out the next thing you wanted to say. "...there is... literally nothing you'll get out of smooth talking me." you said defiantly as miguel chuckled aloud again, rocking himself back and forth in ecstasy. "you're not only cute, smart, and snarky, but a bad liar too... eso me excita, sabes?" he teased you as he stuck his tongue out, a couple of smuggled piercings on the tip of his tongue gleamed as he did so, making you a little more tense as before. he hummed to himself as he looked at you with an even more sultry, desperate look on his angled face. "you're like an angel... you'll be known as mi angel from now on, okay, mi ángel? keep visiting me more often, mi ángel, i need to be reminded miracles can happen... even to scum like me." he whispered as you looked away from him, making him whimper and beg for you to look at him in spanish and english.

"por favor no me hagas esperar… mírame, mi ángel..." he pleaded with you as he got on his knees and pouted, showing off his lower lip as he gave you such big, sad eyes that tried to convince you to look his way. though he tried to appear less menacing and pathetic, you knew this was just a front of his to get you to do something for him, maybe to get him out? to take his place for him? to... oh, you couldn't even jump to that conclusion, because there's no way that—

"i desperately need you, mi ángel... please, look my way, my little angel... come closer, i need to smell your... your honey-like scent again, it drives me crazy, crazy with love, mi ángel, you can't even imagine..." he begged of you, leaning his forehead against the glass again, sobbing audibly as you sighed. would you look him for a second time? would you kindly let him get a whiff of you again and crave for you? he would never hurt you if you did, of course not; angels aren't meant to be hurt, and you, his darling little angel, would never be hurt around him... he'll do everything to make sure you won't be, and no restraints will ever hold him back from getting his strong, toned arms around your beautiful body, around his little angel, once and for all.

tags !! @miguelswifey04 @hearts4gabri @hisachuu @wreakingmarveloushavok @fictarian @yuridopted0 @simsrandomstuff @luvstarrstruck @popeheywardssecretgf @meeom @arachnoia @melovetitties @fable-library @ophanimgold @smokeywhalee @capnshtfce @oxrchd

[yakuzacanons]

boys and their kinks pls?! 😳👉👈 who's the kinkiest of them all 🥵

Sweating nervously but also hell fuckin yea, major NSFW below the cut so if u ain't 18+ I best not catch you looking down there.

Also, going out of town until next week, I will still be able to post some but it'll be at a much slower rate so thanks for your patience in the meantime! Love y'all and I'll be back in full next week.

Kazuma Kiryu

Loves shower sex. Honestly, any sex involving some form of getting physically wet appeals to him. Bathtubs, hot tubs, sex on the beach, he's down as long as you guys don't get caught, especially by the kids at Morning Glory.

Majima Goro

Lots of people see Majima as the king of kinks but it's just that he's open minded. Actually isn't into knife-play, as he sees it was a weapon for slicing up enemies, not for using on his romantic/sexual partner. Loves to praise you and be praised. Would let you peg him if you asked very nicely. Doesn't mind tying you up but isn't a fan of being tied up himself.

Saejima Taiga

He's got a thing for fucking you against walls while holding you up. It's some kind of showing off of strength thing for him. Into biting you and doesn't mind if you return the favor, although he prefers when you dig your nails into his back or into his arms during sex.

Akiyama Shun

Likes being blindfolded. Secretly into office sex but can't get away with it often enough to really bring it up much. Also would totally lick whipped cream off of you if you let him. A total sucker for any kind of lingerie or hosiery. Wasn't sure about hair pulling at first but the more he tries it, the more he likes it.

Tanimura Masayoshi

He's a little embarrassed at how obvious this is but he's into handcuffs. Prefers to put them on you as he's pretty used to doing that but will allow you to cuff him too. Wants to try out spreader bars at some point in his life. If he's super cooped up at work, he really enjoys phone sex.

Ryuji Goda

Really into edging, both giving and receiving. Has a lot of stamina so he can afford to edge or be edged for a long time as it would take a while for him to be done with sex anyways. Has a few items laying around, like silk blindfolds and leather whips, but has yet to try them out. He thinks the idea is hot though. Loves garter belts especially. Particularly interested in the art of shibari.

Nishikiyama Akira

Has the BIGGEST most giantest praise kink in the whole entire world. Loves kissing with tongue and totally goes nuts if you drool into his mouth. Total freak in the sheets, although he seldom shows this side in public. You can bite him but don't slap him, please. Hair pulling is fine though.

Daigo Dojima

So shy to admit it but he has a pregnancy/breeding kink. Daigo's always kind of knew he'd have a family eventually given how important family has always been to him but he's not ready for one yet, so in the meantime it's a great bedroom fantasy. Also loves car sex, will totally have sex with you in his private car. Very Beyonce's Partition of him.

Mine Yoshitaka

BDSM king, has quite an arsenal of toys and is very well educated on them. Biggest believer of making sure his partner has a good understanding of BDSM before ever trying it on them, as it's only fun for him if it's fun for you too. Loves making you beg. Will give you a pearl necklace if you're okay with it. Wants to try wax play someday.

Tatsuo Shinada

Honestly down with most anything but he does enjoy with spanked. Also has a pretty big praise kink. Desperately wants to try some form of outdoor sex, like on a rooftop. Most likely of all of the boys to take you to a love hotel. He finds the setting to be a turn on in of itself. Loves things like roleplay or costumes.

BONUS ROUND

Nishitani Homare

Actual knife-play kink. Also will choke the hell out of you. Type of guy to put his hand over your mouth to silence you. Wants you to get loud as hell. Overstimulation king. The most likely person to send you nudes, so don't open your phone in public when he texts you.

Tachibana Tetsu

Office sex. Any hour of the day. That's it, that's his favorite thing. Loves to tease you at the office too, probably the best at subtly teasing you in public in general. Into gagging, both giving and receiving. Fond of ball gags in particular.

[artonice]

Am I delulu?

Anyways... seriously y'all. I started publicly sharing B/V stuff in March. I'm just a girly from Boston who is obsessed with ice dance and the athletic, emotional moments it creates. I also enjoy its connection to art. Their 2023 FD reminds me so much of the above painting. I like to post comparisons and Kiki with the girls. Ice dance slays so hard bc I've never seen anything like it before! I really earnestly just enjoy all of the mechanics.

The dedication, the performance. Y'all caught me vicariously living, babes! We all wish we could've been something like a ballerina or an ice skater. Seeing Bella skate, inspires me to do the things that little me dreamed of. Still! Which I enjoy just as equally. Because everyone seems so grumpy all the time and I love having something to cheer for and believe in. I've competed for 2 bike races since following Bella. Because I'm rooting for someone who does cool stuff and think, wait I can do cool stuff too. And the duo for sure inspires me to paint and write and listen to good music and all that other important stuff. Like a good tv show or my favorite book would.

But this is my crutch, y'all. These are very real people. Celebrity and influencer culture makes us depersonalize the figures sharing their lives. I can def see how I get lost in the delulu of their skating story, and Bella's underdog lore (which is mainly why I'm here y'all). I know it's still a risk that skaters can see this post, but I just wanna yap to no one about how weird the modern world is. And I think Tumblr is probably the most private place out of all socials to yap anyways.

So, my point. I feel weird! I feel so weird making edits and talking about how inspired I am by these strangers, especially when the inspiring strangers can see😭. Bella follows my insta account (as well as a bunch of others) bc she's a cool and connective girl broooo like Bella pls don't unfollow girly I'm just saying I don't wanna freak anyone out 😭🫶. Cause I couldn't imagine all these people being so focused on my life and what I do, it might stress me out bad yall.

I know I'm delulu, but more so I'm sensitive. That's why I like this sport. And I like to chit chat!!! Combined with this hyper digital, often fantasy focused world we live in (movies, tv, sports, books) I don't want to be confused with some crazy person who can't decipher boundaries bc I run an active stan account. And no hate to my fellow Stan accounts, this scenario feels unique bc ice skating fan accounts have audiences that often include people in the skater's communities or families, if not the skater themselves. It's not like I'm posting about Taylor Swift who won't see it. Girl, my T-swift is 5'ft tall and can jump 6ft high in the air. Her Eras Tour starts in Lake Placid this July😭. And you bet your ass I need to talk about it!

But I also gotta remind myself that this isn't my favorite TV show but people's real lives. Like fr. Sometimes the competition is so good you'd think it was scripted, y'all. God, like let me keep yapping forever huh?

Anyways, I am so glad I get to connect with my favorite athlete, as I'm sure her other fans appreciate it too. She's honest and open to chat for a reason, it keeps us feeling like we are on the road to the Olympics with her. I'm gunna keep posting cause I love the idea of turning all of booktok on her lore and getting a million people to root for them so I can see them at freaking SKAM 🤨. The conversation between influencer and audience is just hella interesting. And I hope I'm towing the line okay!

[504py]

girl are you alive? 😭 i just wanted to say that i love your art sm especially how you portray ivan fjsjndksndk seriously whenever i see your art of him i blush

YES GIRL IM ALIVE LMFAOO 😭😭😭 i'm so so sorry for being MIA for so long y'all i hit a big slump and wanted some time to focus on some other interests besides hetalia AKDNNXZ 😭😭 i'm SO sorry but i should be back soon to celebrate 1k followers!! i'll get to all my other asks eventually as well i'm SO so sorry again 😭🙏

and thanks so so much anon!!!! 😭🩵 i'm glad y'all love the way i draw that freak so much LOL 🩵🩵🩵

but speaking of that freak can y'all pls help me i wanna draw more of our ivan but have no idea what to draw......... i just got out of art block pls send some ideas 🙏

[laugtherhyena]

So fun fact about me and the another series; I found out about it back in 2018 just one or two weeks before Ch3 came out and spend the next 3 or 4 years being hooked onto the game until the fixation died down and only returned to me around August or September of lasy year.

Meaning that through 2/3s of Sdra2 i was able to see the chapters as they were coming out and that's honestly something i wish more people in the current fandom could have experienced because it was so fun seeing the hype around a chapter that's soon to come out spike up with all kinds of theories, predictions and people hoping their favorites won't die (i remember i even had a dream once where chapter 5 released and Teruya murdered Iroha by tying her into a train track and waiting for it to run over her after she came to him and told him about being a void and he was like, trying to get rid of all remaining void by killing Iroha himself and wining the class trial, which would in kill Mikado too. Wild shit, but it's a dream you know?). And of course, whenever a new chapter did release the entire fandom would collectively freak out for the entire day as random instagram accs posted Cgs and bits of roughly translated information through the day alongside the deaths and executions and this hype around the newest chapter would sprout all kinds of art, edits and more theories for the following month or two.

All around awesome experience? Not exactly. Because this also means i got to see Linuj's crazy plot twist as they were being revealed and here's where we get to the actual subject of this long ramble/rant; Kokoro Mitsume and how i really wish i could have spoiled myself of what happens in Ch0 because that would have spared me of so much pain.

And let me tell you, when i say pain, i am by no means exaggerating. You people have no idea how much i cried when Ch0 came out. My little 15 year old head was going through the 5 stages of grief over that plot twist, that shit didn't even feel real to me until one or two days after its release.

One thing you gotta know about me is that before i became the Ayame person™ Kokoro was my absolute favorite character of the another series, and if you know me for even just a little while then you know how insanely attached i am to her despite being a minor character who dies 1/3 of the way through the game.

Like, y'all don't understand, i was so happy when i saw that one Cg of her and Mikado in my timeline, so genuinely ecstatic to see more of her after i thought her character done with since the events of Ch2. Can you magine how i felt after watching the character i adored so so much turn out to be a vile human being? I was genuinely so distraught man, i spent a good while being one of those people that ignored everything about the characters irl selves because that twist hurt me so damn much, but even then i was never able to look at that character the same way again, even now she just makes me feel bad.

And it's s not that i think Kokoro is the worst person to have ever existed, i like antagonist/villain characters who've done much worse than her, hell, I don't even think her character was absolutely ruined or anything. When i think about Mitsume nowadays i genuinely find her an interesting case of a good person with big plans who lacked a proper support system or even friends which led her down a path where she became cold and cruel without a semblance of care for her own family so long as she could work on her project, and seeing the difference between the Kokoro we see as a teen and her adult self just makes all of this even more heartbreaking. I still like her, is just that having my perception of this character be completely shattered when Ch0 came out permanently affected how i view her and as much as i still enjoy her character even now I can't help but simultaneously hate her for how she made me feel ❤️

[shivayagojo]

never invite julius to a field trip | the human art of film social media au

a social media of my ocs from my novel : the human art of film make sure to get your copy of the novel on amazon

helenamonte13

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helenamonte13: CODE RED!! CODE RED!! I finally convinced Andrea to direct one of my films. The secret: a lot of ice tea.

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user1: THE RUMORS WERE TRUE!!

user2: bestie i luv you, but why on earth are you writing with a typewriter in this century

helenamonte13: julius broke my computer 😤😤

user3: julius is there??!!

andrea_marie: it did not take a lot of convincing. she's just being overdramatic

helenamonte13: that's because i know your secret 😏

andrea_marie: 🙄

helenamonte13: luv ya bestie😘

user4: sorry new here. who's andrea in the pics?

helenamonte13: the shriveled director in pic 2

andrea_marie: my hair is fine!!!

user5: welcome to the club

user6: she's also in the last pic with helena

elise3violet: why no pics of me?

user7: oh my god! elise is there!

helenamonte13: don't worry darling. i got u in the next one.

juliusclaymore

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juliusclaymore: no idea where andrea made me fly to but i kinda dig the aesthetic. oh. i also brought homer with me.

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user8: homer got that dawg in him! literally

user9: probably got more brain cells than julius does 🤣

andrea_marie: you just landed and the first place you head to is IKEA?!!

juliusclaymore: you didn't give me any more instructions than "just get here." how was i supposed to know?

juliusclaymore: besides, look at that shark

andrea_marie: ... i'll let it slide

carlos.diez: bro how come you got there earlier? our planes boarded at the same time.

user10: im freaking out!! carlos is in the project he has to be!

user11: at this point it's confirmed. he never comments unless he's involved

user12: are we just gonna ignore the fact that ANDREA CALLED FOR JULIUS! meaning JULIUS IS WORKING ON THE FILM??!!

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nico_silvus: I've arrived!! Had to take a quick stop at the NY airport - still crazy to see my face on those billboards. Oh also, picnic pics.

P.S: Julius tripped on the grass.

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andrea_marie: missed you so much 💞

nico_silvus: missed you too (dad also said hi)

user14: there are three things guaranteed in life: death, taxes, and andrea marie liking nico's post in 53 seconds.

user15: Mother has arrived

user16: Oscar incoming 💪💪

juliusclaymore: that grass was slippery alright

nico_silvus: the last time it rained was like 3 weeks ago. u legit just tripped on grass.

helenamonte13: at least u can said u've touched grass (unlike evan)

evanbenson: why am i catching strays?

user17: man, why does everyone got something against julius

user18: it's a julius thing

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helenamonte13: photodump of my baby bc y'all think i forgot about her. luv ya elise for making me look good in all my photos.

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user19: when the photographer is the photo 🔥

elis3violet: let me know when you finally move out of LA. you can live in my neighborhood.

user20: girl good luck getting her out of there

helenamonte13: you can take me out of LA, but you can never take the LA out of me.

nico_silvus: RIP Julius

juliusclaymore: i'm not even in these pics. why am i being targeted??

helenamonte13: cause we had to take that third pick like 20 times cause you kept stealing the food!!

juliusclaymore: but it was a good egg sandwich. you should've tried it.

nico_silvus: wait @elise3violet you gave him the sandwich???

elise3violet: ... yeah.

helenamonte13: baby you said I could have it.

carlos.diez: wait you guys are getting food?

user21: sometimes i think these guys forgot dms are a thing

user22: no don't tell them. i need their juicy lore.

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carlos.diez: i got stuck on picture duty so here it is I guess. the food is pretty good, but I also got stuck paying for it, so bleh. but thank you andrea for inviting us out. (pro tip: never invite julius to a field trip).

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user23: poor Carlos. he had to pay AND take pictures.

juliusclaymore: appreciate the pics carlos. that one of me is going in the history books

andrea_marie: who gave you that little scooter in the first place?

helenamonte13: he def stole it from a kid

juliusclaymore: FALSE ACUSSATIONS!

andrea_marie: you're welcome carlos. good to catch up with my old class before we start filming.

ginadawn: my flight gets delayed once and you have all the fun without me 🥲

andrea_marie: dw gina. when u and matthew arrive we're gonna throw another party.

helenamonte13: i know damn well you didn't read a single word of that fat ass book.

carlos.diez: anything for the gram.

user24: lmao not carlos outing himself

nico_silvus: ❤️❤️

carlos.diez: 🫶(pls tell ur new, better dad im sorry for getting a noise complain on your bday party)

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andrea_marie: thank you for all the memories (past and present) and im ready to make a film with all of you once again. even though we kind of ruined the air bnb, won't forget this night.

P.S: Gina and Matthew also arrived - love you guys.

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user25: based on vibes alone this film is gonna win the oscars

user26: incoming andrea marie masterpiece

carlos.diez: i'm so glad i didn't get a noise complaint this thime.

andrea_marie: i would've kicked you of the film if you did.

nico_silvus: i think we learned a lot from this... mostly don't give julius any form of sugar

juliusclaymore: guys i though we moved on from this

helenamonte13: you moved on, we didn't.

elis3violet: my car smells like bleach water, but in a good way.

evanbenson: sorry for the car, but appreciate the ride.

helenamonte13: let's go cook up a masterpiece now.

note: these are characters from my story The Human Art of Film. you are free to use them in a noncommercial way (fanfiction, shitpost, memes, etc). also check out the novel on amazon under the name Shivaya Gojo. hope you enjoyed.

[floofanflurr]

Hi, have y'all seen the master list of Heart on the Table fanart recently?? We just got some new additions!!!

The absolutely wonderful and amazing @sunsestart made art for Heart on the Table (chapters 8 and 19) and it has DESTROYED ME. Here's a link to the master post. And here's the art for Chapter 8 (tw blood/injury) and Chapter 19.

These link to the image address as they aren't posted online. I am sharing them here with Sun's full permission!

Ramble about their amazing art under the cut:

OKAY SO. Chapter 8 art to start.

This is just GORGEOUS. And heartbreaking. So, so heartbreaking. You got all of the emotions that I wanted to convey in the scene, and I am OBSESSED with how you draw expressions. GOSH the tears in Papyrus's sockets and the way his brow bones and teeth are positioned are just. PAIN. He's so hurt and in shock. Like, I can FEEL his panic and shock and hurt from this.

And the COLORS!??!?! DAMN. Just the spots of red for Frisk's SOUL and the blue for Undyne's spears just really makes it pop and just... ties it together so well. It's so VISCERAL.

AND THE POSING. GOSH Papyrus's right (his right, our left??) hand DESTROYS ME. I cannot look away. Just... how did you convey in just one little hand how terrified he is to touch them? Because holy heck he just screams "I don't know where to touch or what to do without breaking them more."

And Frisk's expression. They're so HURT and gosh just. The shading over their eyes and their injuries... just. YOU GOT THE SPEAR THAT SKIMMED THEIR CHEEK!?!??! THIS IS PAIN. /pos I'M STILL FREAKING OUT OVER THIS.

ALSO THE INJURIES ON THEIR SIDE! IT'S ALSO THE Same one I gave them in story!!! This is brilliant, you are brilliant. Stars, I'm never going to emotionally recover from this. ALSO ALSO I adore the way you weight the lines. And the BLOOD. There's not a lot but it's so well done.

Gosh, I'm going to cry seeing Frisk's little hand in Papyrus's.

Everything about this. I adore. SO much. It's just got pain and tension and heartbreak and disbelief and desperation in every line. HHHHHHHHHH.

AND THE CHAPTER 19 ART!!! GOSH. MY HEART.

(I keep wanting to call it chapter 20 and I have no idea why.)

HHHGH. This whole thing. Just. This small strip of comic has the most palpable tension I've ever seen in a comic. The use of the exclamation marks and ellipses just really really really shows first the shock and then the pause before it all goes to hell.

And DAMN I love the angles and the poses so much. AND THE EXPRESSIONS. Holy heck I love the way you do expressions. Frisk's little smile and wave contrasting with Papyrus's slightly open mouth and brow bone quirked just so to show his shock/worry/distress right before it all hits him.

And then the close up panels on Papyrus and Undyne's faces- just-

HHHHH. The shadows across their eyes and the drops of sweat just. It makes it so that I'm really just. Feeling just as much tension as they probably are. Undyne clearly knows she's in a bit of deep shit, and Papyrus is just... processing. (and is not having a fun time while he takes in the sight in front of him.)

Also just. I love the way you do Undyne's fins. And Frisk's hair. And Undyne and Frisk in general. Also Papyrus's scarf and face and-

Okay I just love how you draw these characters so much. I wish to consume your art. GOSH I love your style.

And I also love how you have Papyrus's hand on the door and his pose. It really helps build the scene and to see that he had JUST opened the door.

Also I love the slight angle on the close up of Undyne since it's so dynamic. This whole thing is incredibly dynamic. It's a series of three still frames, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels almost like a scene from a video. They just flow into each other so well. You are just. So skilled at what you do.

And the line weights and the shadings and just- I will consume. I wish to consume. Entirely.

Thank you so so so much for making these wonderful pieces and allowing me to share them. I will never emotionally recover. The death sounds I made when I first saw them.... (You missed the worst of them when I saw the second one.)

It took me like a solid - 6 minutes(?) after I saw the first piece to stop vibrating and spinning and wheezing enough to type a response.

Also, cuz I saw someone ask this once and now I'm always curious- what was your favorite things about each of these that you made? Like what you did with the pieces. (Only if you want to answer of course!)

Just. Thank you so much. I'm gonna go stare at these some more now, thank you.

[coffeeandbatboys]

Heya. Dont mean to be a bother, to my understanding you lost steam on writing out the last of the requests for the 400 followers celebration. Life happens, totally understandable. Just wanted to see if there's any update people missed on the status of them? since the last update is from Sept 16th. which again, totally chill if not. just curious is all!

Hey, thanks for reaching out! And ofc you're not a bother.

I really really wanted to be able to write those matchmakers and headcanons. And I am so, so sorry. Unfortunately, life had other plans (please forgive me for not updating on the fact that I am now on an extended-partially-indefinite hiatus)

An incident happened irl. I'm okay. My friends are okay. But it freaked the hell out of me. And I don't want to dwell on it.

It also started eating me up just how much time a day I was spending online (I wanna say between Tumblr and other platforms it was a solid 8-10 hours a day). Which would be fine I guess if I was retired or not working at least. But. I had a wakeup call in the middle of the night a few weeks ago that I have been spending so much time in the online world that I really need to just cut myself off from those platforms and get back into real life. I cannot believe how distant I had let so many of my close relationships get over the summer.

And you'll never guess what happened next. I fell in love (my semi-leaving was 100% only my decision, so that I could better focus on the relationship among other things). I also pretty much inadvertently ignored my best friend for half the year so...I dont wanna let that happen again.

So, TL;DR, Coffee got a vibe check. Coffee found a real man to cuddle with. Coffee is now trying to be a responsible and prioritized adult. I honestly have no idea if I'll be back full time or not. I'm popping in every so often to check on things (or like the new piece posted on my art blog yesterday). I love y'all, but for now I'm gonna be sticking close to home

Again I want to apologize to those who didn't receive the answers to their matchmakers. Hopefully some day I'll get them written and thrown up here. Maybe when things are a little less crazy <3

See y'all later, with love

Coffee

[astralights24]

!! SPOILERS FOR WEDNESDAY !!

OKAY GUYS WE'RE BACK WITH ANOTHER LYRIC ANALYSIS

So, I was listening to the song 'I See You' by Phoebe Bridgers (another Phoebe song, I know) and I've been reading every Laurel | Marilyn/Larissa fanfic I can get my hands on and I was listening to this song and freaking tf out over how much it describes Laurel aswell as her and Larissa's relationship and holy fuck guys, there's a lot. (Some of these lyrics are a bit of a stretch but you get the idea.)

*AHEMMM*

"Laying on the lawn, I'm tired of trying to get in the house."

Laurel moving back to Jericho as Marilyn, trying to get back into her family home after it's been abandoned(? Like I said, some are a stretch but just fun details here.)

"I've been playing dead my whole life."

OKAY THIS LINE HAD ME SCREAMING!!!!?? The theory that Laurel probably had to attend her own funeral as somebody else actually make me sob??? AND ALSO HAVING TO HEAR A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HER AND KEEP HER COOL???????

"And I get this feeling whenever I feel good, it will be the last time."

OKAY SO MANY SITUATIONS COULD GO FOR THIS LINE!! Number one being Laurel being around Larissa, despising her with every core of her being because she's an outcast, eventually starting to have feelings for her and hating herself even more for having them. Number two, at the Raven dance, Laurel saying 'It's a night for them to remember' or something like that BECAUSE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE LAST RAVEN DANCE!!!

"But I feel something when I see you now"

LAUREL NOT UNDERSTANDING THE CONCEPT OF LOVE AND GETTING CONFUSED ABOUT HER FEELINGS FOR LARISSA BECAUSE SHE GREW UP IN A CULT AND PROBABLY DIDN'T GET LOVE AS A CHILD BECAUSE HER FAMILY WAS TOO BUSY TRYING TO BANISH OUTCASTS, HOLY FUCK (not to mention here that when we get that flashback of Garrett in the car with his father, the father says 'If you're still my son,' which HELLOOOO??? SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP)

"If you're a work of art, I'm standing too close, I can see the brush strokes."

Laurel feeling guilty for loving an outcast and trying to push herself away, but physically can't. She's standing too close to the edge by loving an OUTCAST, the very thing her family has sworn to destroy! And also, Laurel realizing that outcasts can have hearts? and aren't actually everything her family said they were?????? (that fact scares Laurel to death)

"Cause I don't know what I want until I fuck it up."

OKAY OKAY OKAY SKIPPING A FEW LINES HERE, BUT OH MY GOD, THE EXISTENTIAL CRISIS THAT LAUREL HAS OVER KILLING (even though i don't believe Larissa is dead) LARISSA!!! SHE DIDN'T REALIZE THAT SHE CARED SO MUCH ABOUT HER UNTIL SHE WAS GONE!!!!!!

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AND WE'RE DONE BUT HOLY FUCK GUYS I WAS YELLING WHEN I WAS LISTENING TO THIS SONG!! I love them and their little complicated relationships.

ALSO HAVE Y'ALL HEARD MELANIE MARTINEZ IS COMING BACK IM SO EXCITED!!

[mikibwrites]

Fic Rec Friday!

Hi everyone! As I'm going through and trying to build this new blog in the fandom, I figured I'd take part in something I was kind of too shy to do before. So here are some of my ultimate fic recs for Tarlos!

Fics I've Read More Than Twice:

one of these days by charliesarrows (<-for the life of me I can't find their tumblr if someone knows pls link me so I can follow!)

This fic. This fic y'all. I have read this fic at least 20 times that is not in any way an exaggeration. It's my own personal master class on how to write uphill battles with sweet relief at the top. A look at what happens after Push, with every bit of possible nuance thrown in to great effect. I have a favorite line from this fic that has just stayed with me for inexplicable reasons:

"TK's list of damnable offenses is longer than his arm, but at the top of that list has to be how fucking pretty he looks when he cries." Me too, Carlos. Me too.

Through The Looking Glass (series) by @liminalmemories21

*alleged* art thief TK is probably my favorite TK. The way you've written him in this series just so... correct? I can't even think of a better word. It fits for the AU, but it also makes total sense for the TK we already know and love. Don't know how else to describe it. Hijinks and silliness and seriousness all rolled into one! Love love love!

Life, believe, is not a dream, so dark as sages say by @beautifulhigh

THE fic. Bank heist gone wrong, Tarlos both being absolutely badass by using their unspoken communication to get through the situation, GRACE/CARLOS TEAMUP! Everything about this fic is absolutely amazing.

Fics I Needed 6-10 Business Days to Recover From:

It came without ribbons! It came without tags! It came without packages, boxes, or bags! by @liminalmemories21

One of my absolute all time favorites. A blending of families and cultures as Carlos and TK begin to really intertwine their lives. Andrea is savage in the BEST way, and Tarlos are just so freaking Sweet with each other. I had cavities for days after I read this.

pink rover, pink rover by @mooshkat

A little bit of TK in a skirt. A little bit of degradation laced with love. What's not to scream about? This fic is hotter than hot.

Fics I Read With The Intention of Learning How To Write From Them:

So Many Somethings by @iboatedhere

You've Got Mail AU that absolutely took me out at the knees. I reread this so many times for ideas on how to work with pacing and conflict/resolution. There is realism but also a narrative whimsy that really makes it read like a true romcom. This fic is a work of high literature.

Missing Moments (series) by @paperstorm

Listen. I could have put anything Andie's written on this list. But this series is an homage to character writing like I've never seen. I do tend to be a character reader, in that I will read a fic even if I don't enjoy the plot/premise all that much IF the characters are written well. These fics have a very healthy dosage of both wonderful character study and beautiful narrative. These are basically considered canon to me, all the scenes we didn't get to see. The writing is beautiful and nuanced and captivating, and I find myself going back to them to see how you captured certain emotions, (mostly the way you do it without dialogue!) and how to incorporate your techniques into my own writing.

Sorry this got so long but I wanted to give my thoughts on each one! I'd love for everyone to check out these fics, if they sound like something you'd enjoy. They've all brought me such such joy and satisfaction from reading :)

[juniperdugong]

Couple Costumes 97s ver.

What you guys would wear as a couple on Halloween and how they react!! || 95s || 96s || 97s || Maknae line || A/N: I tried to make these examples as inclusive as possible, if you don't like that THEN GET OUT! Also, the characters or costumes I mention DO NOT correlate to the boys' personalities and this is all just for some silly Halloween fun! I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE ART, all credit goes to their respective artists!

Mingyu The Frankensteins/The Munsters

Does he want to dress up? No, not necessarily. Will he for you? Oh yeah absolutely! Takes little to no convincing on his end but he might sulk a little because he's slightly embarrassed. But past that initial embarrassment boy howdy does he have suggestions!

No questions asked. He is getting you guys some well-made costumes and sparing no expense and works very hard to impress you tbh. Lowkey I think he's the type to want to do more casual costumes that allude to what the original idea was while still being very stylish and modern. I definitely don't see him pulling out the stops to be especially accurate with the costume choices.

I would die to see you and him in a Frankenstein & Frankenstein's bride costume or Dr. Frankenstein & the Monster. Not only do I think it gives both of you the ability to kind've mix and match what you can be but it is also very recognizable even when done casually because it's so classic. That or go for Lily and Herman from the Munsters, which is essentially the same but y'know slightly different origins.

DK Alice in Wonderland/Sanrio

He's into it if you're into it. Doesn't mind dressing up, giving out candy, or going trick or treating, none of it fazes him and he's just so happy to be doing seasonal things with you. Even just the planning part of the costumes is done with the biggest smile on both of you're faces and it would 100% veer off into many different side conversations because you two are having way too much fun.

If you decide to go for more traditional Halloween costumes then I think any combo of Alice in Wonderland duos would work soooo well. Whether it's Mad Hatter & Alice, Cheshire Cat & White Rabbit, Queen of Hearts & the White Queen, of course, gender-bending where y'all see fit. Any of it would be so cute. Alternatively, I think he would be so down - maybe even being the one to convince you to do a Sanrio duo costume... Him as My Melody & you as Kuromi... Need tbh.

The8 Ghibli Films/The little prince & the rose/Jack & Sally

Listen... The8 and costumes. They are made for each other and I honestly don't think anything would look bad on him, he can pull off anything he wants. That being said I HAVE CONCEPTS!! And I need you to ride this one out with me...

Ghibli films. The one everyone goes to is obvi Sophie and Howl and don't get me wrong you and Hao would kill in that but I'm more thinking Ponyo's parents (Fujimoto & Granmamare), Sheeta & Pazu, Haru & The Prince, or maybe even Kiki & Tombo. Overall, I think Hao would kill in any Ghibli duo, romantic or not.

Jack & Sally/Just bring back Skellington Hao. Listen... I don't care if you dress up as the freaking mayor or Oogie goddamn Boogie, I desperately need to see Hao back in his Jack costume. Truly one of the best SVT costumes to have been worn. Period.

And then there's probably the cutest couple costume that I have been able to think of. Hao as the little prince and you as the rose. First off, this can be done no matter the gender and second, it's just so beautiful. If you've read The Little Prince then you'll get it but regardless if anyone knows what you two are dressed up as this would make for the ultimate couple costume IMO. And on top of that, this is the one that I think Hao would be into the most.

Hao would love to dress up if you suggest it. Doesn't mind either way but just likes spending some time with you and doing stuff that you love. It's a unanimous decision; As you speak it, so it shall be. Honestly, he's one of the most romantic and sentimental members IMO and I don't see a world where Hao doesn't make an event out of Halloween if you celebrate it.

A/N: I hope this delivered ;-; I usually do Minghao in the eighth spot but his was just getting too long to justify putting it first, so I went with the typical birth order.

Please Reblog and Comment if you enjoyed ! (They act as power-ups for me)

Taglist (OPEN): @bemybabiibish @bath1lda @porridgesblog

[ask-obt]

// wow, that was surprisingly easy!

// well not actually lol

so it turns out my 3DS had some bad luck and decided it didn't want to be modded directly- instead I would either have to reformat it (not happening, I have a lot of downloaded titles I don't want to lose saves for), or backup my saves on a flashcart and then reformat it. so I bought a flashcart with ok reviews on amazon, waited patiently for it to arrive, and it worked...! kind of. well, it was already pre-loaded with modding software that I don't think was what I was looking for- but I also wasn't sure whether or not to try getting it a new SD card for it or if that may potentially brick the dang thing (I have bad luck with bricking things lol). in the end I just decided to use the flashcart as-is and just play it directly on my DSi and just give up on the 3DS modding for now. yeehaw!

I fiddled around in sky temple for a little bit (read: 8 hours) to add little tweaks to the game. mostly adding fairy-type in (using one of the premade ASM patches, I tried learning the coding language for 3 seconds and wanted to explode), and then adding fairy moves and learnsets in by hand using the stats from the mod Explorers of Skies- which seems like a super fun hack! I'd just boot that on the flashcart directly, but I wanted to keep mods for OBT minimal... with one other change, to make milotic's body size 1. because I want eilwyn to hang out with more pokemon pre-postgame than just rune and [partner] :(

working on this though did make me want to attempt one of my own hacks someday! i'd love to implement stuff like: - nuzlocke setting (not sure if there could be a recruitment limit of 1 per dungeon, but I could possibly see there being a way to delete a recruit automatically when they faint) - option to switch hero/partner out mid-playthrough - early unlocked luminous spring (maybe post-future arc?) ... but I also don't know a lot about coding! I'd have to be pretty far ahead in OBT's buffer to fixate on a big learning project like that, hehe. wishful thinking in the meantime! there was also a mighty temptation to change the sprites here into custom OBT sprites, but that would've made this into a MUCH bigger project, and I really should focus on drawing pages since I don't have a buffer atm u,w,u (also also I'm a lil freak that wouldn't want to mix the art style of the game with the art style of my art, so it'd take even longer on account of me trying to emulate the canon style, rip)

this does mean I couldn't really find a way to port the game files for OBT's data directly though, so for now I am settling on starting a new file and playing it to the point current OBT is at, of course keeping recruits and items the same- it'll be a big project, but I'm warming up to the idea of streaming a casual run where y'all can watch me collect a million gummis to give shiny new alolan rune stair sensor. being able to play on-the-go with the hardware is already pretty helpful, since I hate playing games at my laptop haha.

finally, here's a clean screenshot! I also gave her the shiny model, which... is hard to tell because that's just how shiny alolan vulpix is

is rune an alolan culprit ingame?

// she is! or at least, my best approximation of one. see OBT is played on a physical cartridge, with modifications made using ye olde action replay (which boy oh boy I sure hope that never explodes, they're hard to come by nowadays). I use a combination of cheats that can change rune's type, moves, and even abilities to get my closest approximation to alolan vulpix based on a combination of what was available at the time and what would be closest to kantonian vulpix in build (since a lot of pokemon get better movepools in later gens). she very very briefly had snow warning (but no snow veil since it isn't in the game's data), but I quickly found it made the game borderline unplayable since every 3 turns or so, EVERY pokemon currently in the dungeon had to take damage. which takes forever. so she instead has no ability at all. however, the game does have flags to reset pokemon types and abilities, so I always need to reactivate the codes every time I enter a new dungeon... it's a lot of work haha

of course I set all this up before the super cool Sky Temple ROM editor was released! the very talented community has options to include alolan vulpix and fairy-typing in the game, along with many other fun mods. I have considered porting OBT's data from the physical copy into a modded ROM, but I haven't gotten very far haha. the other option is to start with a new file on a ROM and play up to where OBT's gameplay is with items, recruits, levels, etc... which is probably way more work, hehe. though typing this all out, maybe a casual "mimic" playthrough would be good streaming material? that said if you're in the modding scene and would like to baby someone through save porting and/or editing, feel free to hit up my DMs!

[cooltoneturtlesimp]

Heyya, how u doin'? I hope you're doin' good~

I hope you don't mind if I request a headcanon for the 2012 turtles with a rather shy and reserved reader as their love interest (crush)? I'd prefer the reader to be gender neutral if you don't mind^^

I'm back y'all, sorry this took so long! It's been a long few months lmao but I hope that it's worth the wait!

Word Count: 1034

AllTurtles2012 x GN!reader

Leo

Leo’s crush starts with a simple cup of tea that you made for him. And then promptly spilled.

His appreciation is immeasurable, as the leader he doesn’t get much thanks and this small gesture really means a lot to him.

“Don’t worry! You didn’t get burned at all, did you? Let’s get some cool water going just to make sure.”

While he helps you treat the small burn on your arm, both of you silently blush at the physical and occasional eye contact

After that, he always is the first to offer first aid to you. He and Donnie usually work together or take turns with that kind of chore, but Leo always has something else for Don to do if you’re injured so he can be the one to take care of you.

After some time, he makes an attempt to flirt with you. Emphasis on “attempt.”

You being you, you get very panicky as soon as you realize what he’s doing. He immediately gets just as embarrassed as you, and it’s almost as if you’re having a competition to see who’s face can get redder.

Spoiler alert: it’s you. He’s green.

This is the quickest pairing to actually get together, mostly because Raph noticed Leo’s weird behavior around you and approved for once. He sees it coming before Leo’s ready to admit it, and encourages him to make a move.

Together you support each other's “embarrassing” interests and tendencies, and you always take care of each other :)

Raph

I think Raph would find your shyness annoying at first, he’s very into the idea that everyone should be able to fend for themselves.

BUT his crush starts when you trap and move a cockroach from the table after he freaks out about it. Then, you ask him without judgment if he’s alright.

Cue HUGE blush fest. He blushes, you blush, yada yada you get the picture.

That’s when his perspective switches around. Someone who doesn’t judge him for his stupid fear? That’s… exactly what he needs.

It takes him a while to sort out his new feelings, but after a few weeks he offers to help train you, not just in martial arts but also in confidence. He thinks that you are awesome and you deserve to be heard! To burst out of your bubble!

(and it also wouldn’t hurt to spend some extra one-on-one time with you)

((not that he’ll readily admit that motive of course))

Cue a bunch of close touches and small nudges in training that make both of you blush, not that the other notices.

Very much a slow burn, requited love between two idiots but neither of you notice the other’s flustered-ness.

Everyone else in the lair knows LONG before either of you figure it out that the feeling is mutual

Once you do get together, you’re a very no-nonsense couple. You keep PDA to a minimum, but as soon as you’re alone, he’s very affectionate and vulnerable, because he knows you understand.

Donnie

The way to his heart is pretty simple: all you had to do was listen to him talking science. His brothers usually don’t listen with much care for the details, but you asked polite questions

Stutters A LOT when he first starts getting feelings for you, but he manages to find every excuse to hang out with you. It mostly centers around helping with homework, and he loses his mind with every casual glance and accidental touch. It’s obvious to literally everyone, but you’re almost as flustered as him so you don’t even notice.

A few months into his crush, he starts making you gifts. You like animals? He’s made tiny robots of your favorite ones! You’ve shown particular interest in one of his many MANY science rants? Well, today’s your lucky day, he just so happened to have a spare model that displays the subject perfectly! And if you wanna keep it, you can have it! But uh no pressure if you don’t want it, of course, he understands, it’s kind of a weird gift-

You’re both easily flustered, Don’s an over-thinker, and you’re too shy to make a direct first move, so it takes forever for you two to make any progress, but once you do you’ll be the sappiest couple in the sewers :)

Mikey

Openly affectionate from the start. He’s a love at first sight kind of guy!

Flirting, hugs, and any little touch he can get. Finding reasons to fight back to back with you on missions, no shame, this guy!

He pulls you out of your shell a little, but also loves how easy it is to make you blush.

His crush is really solidified when he hears your laugh for the first time. Not the quiet giggle or chuckle he’s used to, but your genuine, unapologetic, snorting, wild “ugly” laugh.

He had never heard a sound more exciting in his life. And he feels starstruck. An audible “wow” escapes him, and you get a tad self conscious.

He immediately shuts that down, saying he thought it was super cute!

After a little bit of back and forth with your embarrassment and his reassuring you that he thinks you’re almost as adorable as ice cream kitty (even though in his mind he thinks you’re actually even cuter, but he won’t say it out loud), there’s a brief moment of eye contact that you both feel lasts forever but also not long enough, you turn away with a quiet “thank you, mikey”

He replays that scene in his head for days, weeks, months, maybe even years. However long it takes for you two to get together (which could be soon, or could be a while. You’re shy and he’s impulsive, hard to predict when he’ll confess!). Sometimes his wild imagination even replaces that last line with an “i love you”

Nothing changes much when you eventually get together, at least from the outside. He’s still just as openly flirty as before, but you feel a special sincerity to his words that you’re not sure was there before. He looks to you after every clever joke he makes in the hopes that he’ll see that sweet smile or maybe hear that adorable laugh again.

[joshkiszkaenthusiast]

he would absolutely do those art canvas things where you put the paint on it and then y’all like fuck on the canvas, for Sammy but you already know that

Real Love

Oh, my sweet SarahAnne. You literally copied and pasted what I posted in the group chat. I mean that's fine I just found it funny. But yes I will do this. And yes I will be doing this for their first time as I talked about in the chat. This is also a plus size reader since I am plus sized. I might be self projecting a little bit in this story so don't come for me. This is like my therapy.

Also, would y'all like for me to start writing in first person still using Y/N, first-person with a character for the girl, or keep writing the way I've been writing?

Warnings: protected sex, it's just intimate sex really, oral and fingering(F receiving), slight cockwarming if you really squint, Mentions of not great exes in the past??? Not detailed but just a little mention that you guys can use your own previous relationships with, Body image issues, stretch marks, 18+ MINORS DNI. There's not really anything that needs to be put as a warning. I'm not doing anything hardcore in this one. Since this will be their first time I guess get ready for that. I'm not used to writing intimacy and making love. I'm a freak...I write horny hardcore stuff. This is gonna be long because he's taking his time on her. Making her feel worth his love and affection

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Hearing the doorbell ring and not expecting anyone to be showing up to the house or any packages that you were aware of; you got up and made your way to the wooden door. Looking out the glass on the door to see a box on the porch.

"Sammy, did you order anything by chance?" Yelling to your boyfriend in the mini-studio that was in the basement.

"I did actually. I got it for us to do. Would you mind bringing it in for me? I'll be up in a moment." Opening the door and picking up the box; you brought it into the kitchen, grabbing your small pocket knife and cutting the tape.

Inside was a box for an intimacy art kit. A chuckle left your chest and you pulled it out of the box, standing it up on the table, and stood next to it. Leaning against the table with your arms and legs crossed.

"Okay, I'm done down there so basically what I-" Once he reached the top of the stairs and was in the doorway to the kitchen he saw that you had already opened it. Standing next to it like a disapproving mother.

"Samuel Francis Kiszka...What on earth is this? An intimacy art kit?" With your tone and his nervous laugh, it was evident that there was some tension in the air. You had only been dating for about two years and the thought of sex hadn't even come up in your mind. You were so set on just thinking about Sam and how happy you were in the relationship that you just never thought to bring up sex.

Sammy knew your dating history and how you were treated by your previous partners. So he knew better than to bring up sex so early in the relationship. However, it was clear to see that he had been thinking about it as of late.

"Well love I was thinking...Since we've been living together, I've wanted to progress where we stood in our relationship. I've been thinking about how we've never had sex and I really want to show you how much I love and cherish your body. So I thought that we could do this for a date night and for your first time with me and me with you. Jake recommended it to me. I was telling him how I didn't know how to approach you with the topic and he told me that he and Jita had a date night and did this. It turned out really cool. They have it hung in the living room like it's an abstract painting." His overwhelming explanation hit you hard. You had no idea that he was so nervous about approaching you about it.

"So what we lay down the canvas, put paint down on it, and then we have sex on the paint-covered canvas? Sounds messy and like we're gonna get paint in a lot of places." You let out a nervous chuckle and picked it up, turned the box in all different directions, reading what all you do with it.

"Yes but it's non-toxic, but I really want to make our first time something to remember and something that you enjoy. I don't want it to be routine or just like every other person that you've been with."

You hit the box lightly against your hand and you sighed, nodding with your eyes closed. Setting the box back down on the table, walking over to the cabinet, and pouring yourself a glass of wine. Sipping on it slowly and then turning around to look at Sam who was shyly looking at you from the doorway.

"Fine, we can do it but with one condition. We're not hanging it up in the living room. It's being hung in the bedroom above the head of the bed." You walked over to him and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. His body easing against you, his hands grabbing at your waist.

Pulling away, you downed the wine in the glass and placed the glass on the counter. Grabbing the box and walking over to Sammy.

"So, where are we gonna do this at. It's gonna get messy." He took the box from you gently and kissed your forehead.

"It comes with plastic to lay down under the canvas. Don't worry mama, everything's gonna be just fine. Just leave it to me." With a smirk on his face and your hand in his, he led you downstairs into the basement. Away from the studio and over to where you and the boys usually had hangouts.

Upon opening the box it was evident that Sam had done some research into this product. Pulling out the plastic first and laying it down on the smooth concrete flooring, next was the cream-colored canvas, the paints that he pulled out were forest green, a warm brown, and burnt sunset orange. The paints that he picked out were colors that pretty much match your home's decor. You sat on the couch against the wall, watching how giddy he was getting over this.

Opening the caps to the paints, he started squirting the paint all over the canvas, making sure that all of the paint would be dispersed evenly. Setting the bottles on the table, he turned back towards you, sitting back down and kissing at your neck. Your hand laid on his leg, soft moans eliciting from your lips with every slight suck Sam gave to the soft and supple skin.

"Sammy...condom." You practically whined, vibrations hit your skin as Sam chuckled, nodding.

"It comes with one mama...but don't worry even if it didn't I would have had one down here." Your eyes went wide as he laid the admission on you like that. He really had been thinking about it a lot...your stomach churned and you pulled away for a moment.

"Hey pretty girl what's wrong? Did I do something wrong? Talk to me." His entire attitude changed to one of worry. His eyes scanning over you, trying to read your body language for any signs of distress.

"It's nothing Sammy...I just." You stopped for a moment and took in a breath. Trying to search for the words in your head before you continued. Your mind racing a million miles a minute. You couldn't understand why your body was reacting the way it did. Was it the fact that so many before were so eager to touch your body or was it the fact that you didn't want to disappoint Sam.

"It's not nothing Y/N. Somethings not right up in that pretty little head of yours. Alarms are going off telling you to be on guard. If you don't want to do this, that's okay. I don't wanna push you to do something that you don't wanna do. I'm not gonna make you have sex with me. If anything, that's the last thing that I want." His hands rubbed your arms, thumbs stroking the skin that was left revealed by your tank top.

A tear trickled down your cheek, your hand quickly coming up to wipe it away before Sam had the chance. Tilting your head back, you sniffled, chuckling.

"This is so fucking stupid. I'm crying over sex...Sam why on earth did you ever want me? I'm so broken and damaged. Did you think that you could fix me?" The repressed anger that you had been holding in that usually kept you up at night decided to rear its ugly head. Sam being taken aback by your doubts.

"If only you could see yourself the way that I see you mama. If you saw yourself the way that I see you, you would never doubt yourself. You hate your arms, the way they look in certain shirts and dresses; I find them amazing. They give me the warmest hugs on the days that I feel like the whole world is against me. You hate the way that your thighs touch yeah?" He gave you a look, encouraging you to answer. All he could get at that moment was a nod. Not trusting your throat to be able to make any sounds.

"Mama I could lay my head on those thighs for days and never tire of them. I could lay between them until I died and I would be happy. The way you have some chub on you, god mama that is just more for me to squeeze and love on. Every part of yourself that you hate is something that I find absolutely goddess-like. You have to trust me on that. Pretty girl when we first started dating, the guys would have to throw pillows or drumsticks at me just to get me to shut up about how much I'm in love with every part of you. If you give me the chance, and it doesn't have to be tonight if you don't want it to be, I wanna show you how much of a goddess you are to me." If you weren't shell shocked before, you definitely were now.

A dark blush powdered your cheeks, nearly looking like rouge from the 1920's. You gave a weak smile to Sam, catching your bottom lip between your teeth.

"You promise? You really think that? You're not just saying that?" The worry that once clouded your voice, started to disapate. Sam nodding slowly, his cheeks becoming flush, his hand rubbing the back of his neck.

"Sam?"

"Yes pretty girl?"

"Are you gonna show me or no?" His eyes lit up, pupils becoming blown out, nearly making his soft brown eyes look almost black.

Pulling you into his lap, he rubbed your thighs, the rough pads of his fingers rubbing circles. The plush skin indenting with his grip. Pushing the loose-fitting shorts up some as he rubbed your thighs.

"You need to tell me if you wanna stop okay? I'm gonna go at your pace. You don't need to worry about me if you wanna stop. I care about you feeling safe and loved. Your safety is at the top of my list, yeah?" You gave a nod to him, leaning back in trying to catch his lips with yours.

"I'm not gonna do anything till I hear you say it. I want a verbal and enthusiastic yes. I don't-"

"God Sam yes just...Please. 'M wanting you and only you. I wanna know what it feels like to be loved by you." The desperation in your voice was enough to send Sam over the edge in that very moment. A small whine left his lips and his lips crashed into yours.

His hands traveled up your shirt and you could feel the calloused pads of his fingertips marking a path to your back and up to the clips of your bra.

"Is this okay sweet girl? I don't wanna be moving too fast for you." You gave him a nod, a look of disapproval painting his face.

"Yes Sammy, this is okay. I promise that I'm gonna let you know if I'm uncomfortable. Just please you have to believe me. I want to do this with you. I want to feel every part that you have to offer to me. Please you have to believe me when I say that." He let out a sigh and nodded. His last true belief that you were telling the truth was you taking off the shirt, your hands moving his from your back to lay on the curvature of your breasts.

He let out a breath, 'Oh fuck', before he gently pushed you back onto the couch, holding your hips as he returned his lips to yours. Feeling the soft plush lips of your lover traveling to your cheek, then to your jaw, to the special spot behind your ear, down your neck, landing at your collarbones; sucking soft purple hickeys into them.

"You are the most stunning person I have had the absolute pleasure of laying eyes on. I feel like I have been blessed by every godly figure in this universe by being able to look at you let alone have you in my life as my girlfriend. I don't know what god sent you to me or what path I took that made me be able to come home to you every night but I think I need to start thanking him or her." His confession laid against your collarbone felt like a hot branding iron pressing into the soft skin. Marking you with the confession of a lifetime, something that you would think about for years to come with every look at your chest.

You never knew that a person could see someone like this but Sam was proving that to be true. In watching him, you could see him flick his eyes to look up at you. Pushing himself up onto his palms, looking down at you.

"Sam I don't know why or how you're able to see me this way but I think you need to work with Josh more on writing the lyrics for the songs. You have such a way with words that I have never been able to understand. I'm so insecure about myself but yet the way you talk about me is starting to make me think twice." A soft smile grew on his face and he kissed the tip of your nose, brushing some of the hair out of your face.

It was a silent understanding that he understood where you were coming from but was glad that you were finally seeing things from his perspective or at least you were starting to. You watch him sit up and back on his heels, crossing his arms over him and pulling his own shirt up and over his head. That little feeling of insecurity made its way back into your chest as you ran gentle fingertips over the soft skin of his abdomen.

"Mama can I keep going?" Giving him a nod and him, for once, accepting it, dipped his fingers into the waistband of your shorts. Pulling them down slowly, kissing at your plush stomach and thighs. Throwing the shorts to the ever-growing pile that was somewhere off to the side of the room.

"Sam...I don't know. You're just-"

"No you're not gonna compare yourself to me. For one I'm much taller than you. Two, I am so skinny. I'm talking I look like Gumby walking around." A laugh made its way from your chest out of your throat. A smile shining down at you from above.

"I knew that would get a laugh outta you but princess...You are absolutely goddess-like. If you were a Greek statue, you'd be one of the most visited ones in the museum." The pet name and the complement made a rush of warmth rush to the lower half of your body. Feeling your thighs clench together as his hands kneaded your thighs.

"Sam, you said you could die between my thighs right?" He gave a nod, tucking his bottom lip between his teeth.

"Then I'm...god I can't believe I'm saying this right now...I want you to eat me out. Show me how much you love and worship my body" That was all he needed to hear.

Standing up, removing his sweats and boxers, pulling down your panties and taking your bra off. You wrapped your legs around his waist and felt yourself lose contact with the soft couch. Laying you gently onto to canvas, your back tensing up with the contact of the cold paint.

"If you want me to stop, either tap me or verbally tell me to stop. Otherwise, I'm gonna think that you want me to keep going, especially if you wrap these gorgeous thighs around my head and start squeezing me." You took a deep breath in, getting acclimated to the paint underneath you. Feeling how it spread out to the form of your body.

"Do you want to touch me and get a feel for my body before you start Sammy?" You couldn't make eye contact with him, scared that if you did, your voice would catch in your throat and you wouldn't be able to do anything.

"Look at me...Look at me mama" Obeying him, though reluctantly, you could see all the love and devotion in his face.

"I would love nothing more. Do you want me to use some of the paint as well? Let me make a mark on your body?" You could see the look on his face was one of care and he was genuinely asking you if that was something that you wanted him to do. Slowly you nodded, watching him hold up the three tubes in front of your face.

"You can make a mark on my body and I'll make a mark on yours, how about that sweet girl?" A soft smile rose to your face and you grabbed one of the tubes of paint, squirting some into your hand. Laying small handprints onto his chest and back as you pulled him closer.

The both of you took time to cover each other's body with paint, sensual and gentle touches as you pulled him closer to your face. Seeing the paint in his hair from your hand brought a fit of giggles to the surface.

"Okay, Sam you really don't have to do all the theatrics." You let out a sigh, getting more comfortable with the situation at hand. Rubbing the back of his neck, releasing some of the tension that you could feel had arisen from the stress.

"It's not theatrics if I think it's the truth. I will kiss every inch of your skin from the bottom of your feet to the top of your head. I will kiss the very earth that you walk on. I will shower you in love and gifts the way that a goddess should be showered. You are my queen Y/N and I intend on letting you know that until I die and into the afterlife." He had grabbed your face, making you look at him. Making sure that you understood every word that he said. Making sure that you knew that he was telling the truth.

Taking some of the paint that was left on his hand, he wiped it over his lips, going down between your legs, kissing your calves and thighs. Seeing the paint leave lip marks on the skin. Your hands came up to cover your paint-covered breasts, looking up at the ceiling.

You had told Sam that his was your way to prepare for what was going to happen. Letting yourself go into your head and tell your muscles to relax. He simply watched you through his long lashes and laid a kiss just above your clit.

"You doing okay up there princess? You still wanna go through with this?"

"I do Sammy. I really truly do. Please wanna feel you baby." Your hand went to his hair, pushing him down some. Getting the hint, he licked a stripe up your folds, stopping just below your clit. It wasn't that he was teasing you, he just didn't wanna give you too much at once.

"Sammy please...I want it please."

"Be patient princess. I'm getting to it." You could feel his smirk against your thigh, his middle finger sliding down through your folds and rubbing around your entrance. Small whimpers filled the empty space, letting him know that what he was doing felt good to you.

Slowly but surely, Sam slide his middle finger into you, your toes curling as you wanted to just shove his face against you. He added a second finger, attaching his mouth to your clit, slowly and softly sucking and biting. His tongue working wonders at flicking your clit once gently between his teeth. His fingers pumping in and out of you. The tips of his fingers rubbing up against a spot that none of your previous lovers could find, not that you thought that they actually cared enough to try to find.

Eliciting moans from you as if he were eliciting notes and sounds from his bass. He was doing it with ease, your chest rising and falling as he picked up his pace. Gripping his hair into your hand and pulling; your thighs wrapped around his head and squeezing him. All of it just encouraged him more. Fingering and sucking quicker, mindlessly tying the knot in your stomach tighter and tighter, feeling like it was going to snap at any moment.

"Sammy...I- Fuck! I think I'm gonna cum.." Your voice came out more like a whine than you would have liked it too. Laced with desperation and dripping with need, your chest heaving faster just before Sam pulls away completely.

"Sammy why'd ya do that? That felt so good. I wanted to cum." Your eyes closed and you tilted your head back, adjusting to the rapidly falling feeling of your impending orgasm fading away.

"I know princess but we haven't even started yeah? I don't wanna overwhelm you. The next time that you say it's okay that we have intimacy like this I'll let you cum as many times as you want. Here...I'm gonna slide you over here." He moved to the other side of the canvas, gently grabbing your ankles and pulling you to him so the two of you were in better lighting.

"You are so beautiful, mama...God, how did you ever want to date me? You could have any man that you wanted and yet you settled for me." He looked your body over, your eyes, however, trailing down his body to take him in. LED lights around the ceiling suddenly turned on, backlighting his body as he hovered over you.

Rolling the condom on and positioned himself between your legs, kissing in between the valley of your breasts, up the ridge of your throat, connecting at your lips.

"Are you ready baby? I'm not gonna do it unless you're actually ready." Rubbing your side with one hand and bracing himself with the other. Giving him a nod and a passionate kiss, he grabbed his cock at the base and rubbed the tip through your folds.

Gathering enough, slick he started to push in, groaning at the feeling of you wrapping around him. A gasp escaped your throat without you realizing it. Throwing your head back and grabbing his forearm and slapping your other hand onto his back, scratching at the toned skin.

"Princess, fuck...It's like you were made for me. You feel so fucking good." His eyes shut tight and he caught his bottom lip in between his teeth. His hand tightly grabbing at your thigh. Pushing himself to the hilt and waiting for you to adjust. His lip quivering as he refrained from thrusting into you too soon.

You never knew that someone could fill you up so well. Though stretching you out some, his cock felt like the perfect puzzle piece. Letting out a desperate whimper, your paint-covered leg came up to wrap around his waist. Digging your heel into the bottom of his spine to ensure that he wouldn't pull out of you.

"Sammy, you feel so good. Feel like heaven. I want you, I need you to move. I'm okay yeah?" His hands grabbed your thighs, wrapping your legs around his waist, picking you up, flipping the two of you over. The canvas nearly filled up with the little movement the two of you had accomplished to do.

"Want you to go at whatever speed you want princess. Do whatever you feel is right." His eyes held a sparkle to them while still maintaining the protective nature he always held for you.

Positioning yourself on your knees, you started at a slow pace, getting used to being on top and being given full control. Your hands find their way to Sam's chest, bracing yourself and allowing you to bend over and roll your hips against him. Nervousness took over, little voices in your head barging in on your perfect moment telling you that he's not enjoying it. That he's not liking how you're doing this.

"Sam...I don't really know what I'm doing...I don't wanna do something wrong. Can you just please...please for the love of whatever deity is out there, just fuck me?" Those words were the only thing that he needed to hear to regain control. His hands grabbing at your hips and his own hips finding a pace, careful not to hurt you.

With the thrusts and your own clumsiness, you lunge forward, hands landing in puddles of paint. Eyes squeezing tight and jaw hung open, Sam letting a smirk crawl up against his face.

"Feel good princess? Feel full and warm?" His soft but assertive voice broke the otherwise deafening silence. Your teeth catching your bottom lip, biting down hard enough to taste a slight metallic twinge filling your mouth.

His cock hitting every spot known to man with the combination of you bent forwards was drawing you closer and closer to your orgasm once again. Leaning back, planting your hands next to his legs, letting him watch your breasts bounce in perfect timing with his thrusts was all the encouragement he needed.

"Can feel you getting close baby. Wanna feel you cum round my cock okay? You think you can do that for me? Want you to cum with me, wanna feel how good I make you feel."

His own back arched, whimpering as his cock twitches inside of you. Grabbing his shoulders, pulling him up into a kiss, your chests impossibly close. It was more intimate than anything you had experienced before. And the fact it was with Sam? Made it all the better.

“You’re doing so good pretty girl. Feel so good…Fuck how did I ever end up with a girl like you? I’ll never understand that.” His eyes shut tight, gently biting down on your shoulder. His hands roaming your back as if they were a map he was reading, leading him to some lost treasure.

His hips started to falter, his eyes staring deeply and lovingly into yours. To him, he could look in your eyes for the rest of his life, never once getting sick of them. He could imagine his whole life in those eyes, seeing his entire world and universe colliding into one with just a single glance.

“Fuck I’m gonna cum…Sammy I’m gonna cum! Please don’t stop. Please I’m begging you Sammy.” Your whimpers becoming slurred with the intense pleasure surging through your body as though you because a generator for electricity; breaking Sammy out of his trance from your eyes.

“I am too baby…just let go for me yeah?” Clinging onto his body, you let out a scream, chanting and yelling his name like it was the only thing you knew. Feeling Sam cum into you near the same time, whimpers falling out of his lips like a gentle rain.

HIs head rested on your shoulder, breathing heavy as you felt his lips curl into a smile against your collarbone. Your fingers trailed through his hair, laying a kiss to his forehead. You felt like you could stay in that position for hours, holding each other close, feeling Sam's cock softening inside of you. Feeling whole and full, Sam grabbed your thigh to pull you off of him. Your chest rumbled with a groan, tightening your thighs around him.

"Not yet baby...Just a little longer. Feels good, you inside me." You buried your face into his neck, feeling his throat vibrating with a chuckle. His arms wrapping around your waist, pulling you in closer to him, resting your body against the entirety of his own.

"I didn't think you'd wanna stay on top of me darling. But if you wanna stay on top of me, you just tell me when you're ready." You could hear his voice change, hearing him sadden some.

As soon as you hugged him, staying in that position for what felt like years, you raised your head to look at him. Seeing his cheeks puffy and red.

"What's wrong Sammy? Did I do something wrong?" Hands coming up to move his face, turning him to face you and directly look at you.

"I just...I never thought you'd want me. Everyone always wants my brothers. They're the better looking ones. Josh has that amazing voice and Jake...Jake is just a favorite with all the ladies. Danny...Danny could get any girl he wanted. I mean he had a crush on you for the longest time when we first started seeing each other. I really truly thought you'd leave me for him." That's when the tears started flowing on both of your parts.

You got off of him and kneeled next to him, looking at him with a shattering heart. Never knowing that he felt that way the entirety of y'all's relationship.

"Sam...You know that I would never hurt you like that. I have only ever had eyes for you. Not Josh, not Jake, not Danny, you. You were the one that made my heart stop when I saw you. Not them. Sammy I trusted you enough to give you this version of myself. Why would I want someone else when I would do this for you, though I'm not saying I did do this for you. I did this for us."

For a moment, Sam only focused on, 'I did this for us'. Did you actually think that? His mind flooded with questions, not knowing what to start with first.

"What do you mean? I'm being serious Y/N. You could have someone who could love you so much more than I can and yet here you are, stuck with me and settling for me." His hands flew up and covered his face, covering his face in paint in the shape of his handprints.

"Because I see the twins like older brothers. They've always been there to protect me and make sure that I'm comfortable in a situation, being like big pitbull's for me. Danny is the best friend I've always wanted when I was in school. He's kind and caring and he is a gentle soul. I don't wanna be with them Samuel...I've only wanted you. You need to understand that. You need to understand that you are the only one I have eyes for, you are the only one that I want in my life. Samuel I live with you for fucks sake. I sleep in the same bed as you." You stopped for a moment to breathe, taking his hands off his face and holding them in your own,

"Sam I get excited when you come home. I get giddy when you want to cuddle on the couch and watch a movie with me. I'm so blessed that you were worried about bringing sex up to me because of my past but you need to understand that if I never started dating you, that doesn't mean that I would be with your best friend or your brothers. You all would have been my best friends if we never started dating." Sam only looked at you with wide, tear-filled eyes, trying to comprehend the words leaving your mouth.

He pulls you into a hug and sobs into your neck, your hands going to stroke his hair.

"Sammy I'm not leaving you any time soon. Not even in the future am I leaving you. I wouldn't hurt you like that. I wouldn't break your heart like that. You are something so special to me, you're my everything. If you weren't I wouldn't have moved in with you, I wouldn't have agreed to do this, I wouldn't have agreed to spend my life with you. You have all of me. You have every single ounce and fiber of my being."

"Y/N...thank you...I don't know what I would do without you. I'd be miserable without you." You let out a chuckle and pull him away from you so you can see his face. Kissing away his tears and finally laying a soft kiss to his lips.

"Come on...let's get in the shower. I think this paint is starting to dry on us. I don't wanna be flaking it off later. I think it's in some places I'd like to starting getting it out of as soon as possible." A laugh escaped his throat, nodding in agreement with you.

Standing up and holding a hand out to him, he grabs your hand and pulls himself up. Pulling you to him and planting a kiss to your lips. Grabbing the back of your thighs and picking you up, your legs wrapping around his waist. Looking at the canvas still on the floor.

"Okay...Maybe and just maybe when it's dry, we can hang it in the living room. It does look pretty cool. Would be a cool little piece to have on the wall behind the couch." You smirk at him and kiss the tip of his nose, watching him celebrate with excitement.

Traveling up the stairs into the shared bedroom, sneaking away in the bathroom, your body still clinging to him; Sam turned the shower on, letting it heat up.

"I'm gonna marry you one day Y/N Y/L/N I swear on it. Gonna buy you the most gorgeous diamond ring and we're gonna have the most beautiful and elegant wedding you've ever seen. But one day, you're gonna be Y/N Kiszka and frankly I like the sound of it already."

"Don't get ahead of yourself mister, we still have a lifetime to live together. You're still on tour and actively working and we've only been together for two years and living together for like a year. I don't know if we're exactly in a position to be already thinking about marriage. Yes one day but I know how you are Kiszka" You smirked and shuffled out of his arms, getting into the shower, Sam following closely.

His arms wrapping around you and letting the steam envelop your two bodies as you washed off.

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Okay so that was longer than I really wanted it to be and I kinda got off track there but hey I tend to do that. I hope y'all liked it, this isn't exactly my forte.