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cao-tick · 2 days ago
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Said softly is the tone of the voice, a soft tone usually goes with the hand of a lower volum than the previous voice but not always (this is because high voices are more scary than low voices)
Whispering is just lowering the volum so I can tell you my worst crimes and no-one will believe you because they couldn't hear me.
I know adverbs are controversial, but "said softly" means something different than "whispered" and this is the hill I will die on.
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random-remzy · 2 days ago
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"how do you write detailed angst-"
I simulate their pain. OK?!
I lean my head against the wall, and pretend like i've just lost my adoptive daughter to a nightmarish transdimentional space-time pocket. I make myself cry and pretend my partner is next to me, holding me, comforting me. as i choke out broken sobs and guilt-ridden apologies.
is this mentally unstable behaviour?
yes.
Do i care?
no. I'm coping.
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thatsbelievable · 21 hours ago
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ladythornofrivia · 2 days ago
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Mr. Targaryen Will See You Now || (PT. 2)
Modern!Aemond x Reader (four parts)
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warnings: (for the future chapters): sex, oral sex, loss of virginity, squirting, stalking, obsession, manipulation, reader being clueless, but not totally innocent, blackmail, p in v sex, blood kink, knife kink, gun kink, handcuff kink, bdsm, masturbation, fingering, cum play, tease, mommy issues.
a/n: now you’ve all been waiting for! Part 2! this time, the reader will be as his soon-to-be secretary. i went to the studio for a photoshoot. i won’t say why, but i’ll be announcing it around next year. stay tune for part 3.
You were thinking about him.
His offer.
It was the night where the decision made you toss and turn into your bed. A one chance in a lifetime, something that will change your life and status for good. Getting a steady job meant a steady source of income and societal actions in the higher system that Aemond Targaryen is in. Meaning challengers. Rules and expectations are higher, something that you’re not easy to strive to change pace or comfort zone. It wasn’t your ideal.
The source of all things common and strivers, you weren’t exactly the type to flip the switch on exact moment. A steady job in a steady life is enough. But what Aemond’s offered you says it all.
Risky.
Practical.
Stability.
Peace for bank account.
A high life devoid of privacy and self-recollection. A highly paced environment will not stop their time for you. You’re a slow turtle.
Your friend teased about how Aemond went stuck in your head. It wasn’t fair, at all. It wasn’t like Aemond ambushed you to say yes, but told you to contemplate of his proposal. How his gleaming violet hues pierced into your soul, begging and demanding all at once. The duality was simple enough for you to understand what kind of man he is.
A perfectionist.
Fumbling your mechanical pencil over and over as you studied the notes on your papers, stack after stack, followed by several energy drinks and stained coffee cups all over a once tidy desk. Horrifying as it sounds, you wished for a proper solution for a distraction to settle down permanently. Your friend hasn’t teased you for days, thank god for that, but you needed a second opinion.
But you didn’t want to call your parents because you chose to sever ties with them, not that anyone needs to know the detail, so you tried improvising a solution other than your friend or anyone else you know. You searched on Google, typing:
“How to make a right decision when some hot guy offered you a high-salary job?”, “How to relax after getting offered a job by a hot CEO?” “How to relax and forget for today after days of thinking about the CEO’s offer?”, “How to sleep properly after trying to distract yourself for days after the amount of torturous hours of endless teasing from a friend and a flashback?”
So far no answer came, just the ones where people often complain on the blog on how bosses are viciously toxic, others posted recordings of the bosses that eventually got fired, both boss and ex-worker. Some co-workers fucked the CEO all the way to the top, and others disposed others by any means necessary in a way of safety net.
Your head was reeling with ache and burn, as if someone crushed your skull and penetrated to a point where the pulse tightened, ready to implode. Spine landed back of your office chair, your head thrown back, mouth parted open and tired eyes closed, needing cold air. The break you took was finding your usual posture slouching and limping, as if you were floating in water. Your arms and back were shivering, and it felt good.
You hated wearing a damn big sweater. You thrashed, screamed for a short second, arms stretched and flung, hair tossed and turned, scrunchie loosened up. Then you were still, back to a limp form on a chair, not sitting like a proper lady with legs spread.
Staring at the white ceiling, you grumbled, “I can’t take this anymore.”
Maybe I should relax for now…too much caffeinated drinks doesn’t serve me enough purpose to stay focus on my final exams. Maybe a hottest shower would do the trick and forget my exams for now. And for tomorrow. Get a massage, and be naked for the night.
Thus, you stood up and left.
The phone rang.
Inwardly groaning, you read the number on your screen.
Unknown.
Eh, I’ll call in for the night.
Clicked your phone to silence, and hopped in naked into the shower. Or a bath that will make you fall asleep naked until the morning.
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The phone rang three days later.
You fell asleep, not being as productive, laziness can be good once in a while.
But who the hell would try to call you first thing in the morning without a fresh cup of matcha latte as a today’s starter?
Yawning and stretching your limbs, cracking your spine, you did the best of your ability to be awake in the system. Relaxing and—
Shit.
I have 30 missed calls!!!!!
Who the hell keeps calling me?
It freaked you out, so you blocked the unknown caller.
A small sense of relief escaped from your parched lips. Drank a bottle of cold water to unwind the coils on your belly and went for a warm shower.
Days after break, you returned to your studies—after a long process of washing and scrubbing the mugs, thrown trashes of empty cans by the kitchen, and wiped surfaces on your desk. As a slow perfectionist, like art, it takes perfection. Not a crease or stain to see in plain sight. For the whole morning, with amount of lavender spray in the bedroom and replacement of new bedsheets from your sweat stain, and carpet vacuumed, everything must feel light and right. According to the website, changing bedsheets for every week. Not two weeks or three. Bacteria infested god knows what, you hated the idea of being sick. Even when sick, you still clean, but your friend insisted she’ll do the chores done in an instant, but you knew that your friend is efficient in her job, but she’s no expert with chores.
Lavender scent carried off on a cold air, you slumped back on the desk, starting over with a writing assignment from one class, chugging on a matcha latte, your phone vibrated.
An unknown number.
Again.
This time, you answered.
What could possibly go wrong?
Miss (Y/N).
“Hello,” you said, pausing. “Who’s this?”
“Have you thought about my offer?”
“I’m sorry, I don’t understand—you must have the wrong number.”
“You are wasting the benefit of my time and success, Miss (Y/N).”
Your spit choked back. “Sir—Mr. Targaryen. Yes, hello! How may I assist you?”
“Have you come to an important decision?”
“I’m sorry, sir. I’m still studying for my exams. I haven’t been able to sleep properly for days. I…” you paused again, treading the words wisely. “This is something I can’t miss. I have to graduate.”
You heard him sigh.
“There are no excuses, Miss (Y/N). It’s now or never.”
This time, you sighed, foot tapping in an uneven beat, boisterous and clumsy.
“I’ll give you another day to reconsider. But if you don’t answer my call, I’ll pass this offer to someone who will be more sufficient and quick in my service than you’ll ever be. I don’t think you’ll have what it takes to be in my company.”
Your heart leapt.
You bent forward, suspense caving in. “Ah, no, that’s not what I meant, sir—”
“I don’t think so. Not with your late response. I like my staff members to be as punctual, strictly on time. I could only excuse this once to those who are abnormally late. Anyone who shows up with punctuality meant they’ve got what it takes to be more potential regarding to future promotions.”
“I—First of all, how did you get this number?”
“We’ll meet again tonight around 9. Don’t silence your phone.”
And hang up without a second thought.
“What a fucking jackass,” you stated, and with anger rising, you took out on the scrubbing and dusting off furniture.
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Hours later, you anticipated for the phone call, since you’ve done all the studying and cleaning without a hassle on being cranky—not a person disrupted you since your friend went out the whole day to god knows what she’s doing. Results concluded that a proper, lazy rest for three days has been helpful to late cranky hours.
Plopping on a couch with blank television staring back at your tired posture, you weren’t in the mood to watch romance or comedy, especially those characters who are acting like jerks at the first part. Maybe as a kid, you hated bad boys, when as a teen, you loved—you’re a die hard fan of bad boys, thanks to young adult romance novels. But as a grown woman, you’re unsure, but it’s clear-cut that you hated men who carried themselves in their attitude like a dumb child that’s required to be babied.
One man-child after another. It makes you think you wanted a flamethrower to burn, and eating boxes of truffles and a Starbucks drink, watching a whole building collapse to ashes.
The back of your head thumped onto the couch pillows, counting one to ten, more like counting sheep, but you knew it was a bad idea, so you ate heavy chunks of strawberry ice cream on a white ceramic bowl, thinking whether you should do a pros and cons list.
Shit, I made a total embarrassment of myself to a hot young CEO. Even when he did tell me to reconsider his proposal, there’s no way in hell he’ll promote me. Not with the plans I have, not with my delays. He’ll shoved it down on my throat by making me watch another lady settling a high score at the office, and him smirking at my direction. I had a feeling he wants me to be part of his company, it’s weird how he’s the first person—the first CEO—to beg for my existence and be part of a rescue team on his prestigious company. Almost like he’s been ready his whole life. No other CEO would do this; every CEO would think of middle class people as nobodies or a pile of trash. How did he get my number? I wish I know.
Wait, did I just say “hot”?
The phone rang, in a familiar tune.
Nearly tossing the bowl behind you, you settled on the coffee table and picked up the call.
“Miss (Y/N)?”
“Sir.”
“Have you come to make a decision?”
Good money, good pay, and peace for the bank account.
“I have.”
“Well?”
“What time should I be there for work?”
“8 AM. You’ll begin working here around 9.”
“Done.”
“I knew you’ll give in. Eventually.”
“Huh, persistent much?”
“Persistence is a good quality in a man.”
“Right.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow. Have a good night’s rest.”
“Good night.”
You hang up and screamed into the nearest pillow you find.
~~~
Months later….
It’s been forever since you were welcome into the company by the CEO himself. Long story short, you got accepted, without a process of long interview and long wait for phone calls for a confirmation. Easy does it. New office, drinking cups of coffee by the fancy coffee machine and water dispenser and a fridge with ingredients and proper food—not a TV dinner. Most are healthy quality.
But it came with a cost.
You were now under training and supervision of your new boss, who won’t stop staring at you. Clearly he was still fuming of the last interactions he attempted through your phone, labeled as Unknown.
You understood why it was an unknown number. Privacy is a top priority for someone who is known in a local news article online and on social media. Most pictures on social media were focused on the other side of his family, the only time Aemond’s shown in the pictures was blurry.
The usual routine has routine, but one remained the same. You always tied your hair to an updo with a scrunchie.
Stacking and organizing the files and binders by name and number in order, after dusting off of his shelf and toss the useless files on a shredder machine. Whirring on the machine has gotten louder, but didn’t ease your anxiety from his ever watchful eyes. His nose somewhat flaring, and his hands kept opening and closing, attempting to stay tranquil by touching the fabric on his pants, sometimes the items on his large desk.
Aemond kept staring at you for as long as he could and you found yourself at a most vulnerable position. Everything was a mess, but thankfully all of his files are on his computer, including your laptop and Bluetooth headset and ergonomic pens, solely provided by the company, as you play fetch with the CEO, playing his do’s and don’t’s.
Day by day, each time you clocked into work mode, Aemond’s presence drew near. As if he was critiquing you through gaze.
“Why is Aemond staring at you? Have you done something to piss him off?” your co-worker asked.
“I had no clue. Is he always like this?”
“His face usually scowls to everyone, but he’s staring at you without blinking. Kinda freaks me out. Gives me the hibbie-jibbies.”
“Yeah, no shit,” you said in silence, knowing he has sharp ears he might fire you on the spot.
“Like he could hear us.”
“Shh! Would you keep it down!?”
“Anyway, I have to go. Oh, and, Mr. Targaryen wants to see you.”
The thing was, he always wanted to see you.
The past conversation went away as you tried to focus on the present.
Turning back again, and gathered the files Aemond needed for the next appointment. He didn’t need to go at the meeting. If he simply wanted to go, he would, but everything is convenient with advanced technology, online meetings have been a thing for today’s world. If he does want to show up at a mundane event, he would’ve done in a flash, and all eyes would be on him.
“Here are the papers that you requested, sir,” you uttered, low lashes fluttered towards him, hoping to release you from his sky-high office.
“This should be easy to handle with the indulgences of the client I’m working with. Awful man needs to be settled immediately.”
He flicked his wrist.
The screen on his computer brightened with an annoying tune. And deep, distorted voice on the other side of the screen.
You could only offer a short nod, not knowing what he meant. So you bowed and exited.
Finally free.
Without the dark hours, you were the only one left, aside from a janitor and couple security guards roaming the building to dismiss anyone who’s still resided at the office. The office hours are usually closed at 7:30 PM. But for this month, the boss’s notified the staff that they’re off around 5 PM. Aemond’s had been testing the work hours, based on New Zealand with a total of 6 hours of work instead of a regular 9-5. But not for the CEO.
There’s no rest for the wicked.
Finally, at the coffee lounge and a cafeteria, the last member of the cooking staff gave you two packs of cherry cheese danish and an empty cup for a caramelized coffee by the coffee machine standing nearby. You haven’t ate since the moment you stepped in at work. You were in the rush. Stomach twisted in pain now loosened from a good chunk of appetite stuffed into the mouth.
Sat by the ceramic bench, you hummed in delight, feeling like a warm hug, with a touch of caramelized coffee with cream powder. You haven’t had a good break since you were stuck in the room with him. A good coffee weighs the heaviness on your shoulders.
Suffocating.
With that, you emptied the food in your stomach and threw the cup and brown packets in the trash bin, and leaving the tray on top, striding forward to head back and grab your belongings and call it for tonight.
With a quiet office, all surrounded by sturdy walls and soundproof glass, you managed to relax, determined to go home.
The door shut in.
You turned and spotted Aemond locking the door.
“Sir,” you uttered, in question.
Without warning, he pinned you down on desk with a knife close to your face, the pointed end nearly touching your eye.
You screamed, but silenced you with a kiss.
Your first kiss.
“Don’t say a word,” he snarled.
And with the knife he held against your face, his hot breath tickled your face.
“You wouldn’t want to say a word to anyone, would you?”
Frightened, you shook your head. Laying still as if you’re trying to please him in a way to leave you alone.
He hadn’t inched away; knife on his hand slithered its tip across your skin, leaving your staggered, breath held captive, watching his blank and unsteady focus drinking it all in. The knife pinched your skin; Aemond slashed the black stockings in one swoop. Then, his knife went his way inside the ripped skirt he torn off, your pink thongs displayed before him.
You wanted to kick him, but he made sure to keep you still.
Rip!
The panties torn apart cleanly, your wet cunt displayed. It was a nightmare. Blush fell onto your cheeks as you watched him knelt down, still pinning you down, he licked your parted folds, lapped his warm tongue in three deep strokes.
By then, your cunt squirted shortly.
And he found it amusing.
“Be a good secretary,” he said, and plunged the hilt of the knife inside you.
Your moans escaped but Aemond kissed your lips, you could taste yourself in his lips, still in shock and denial that your lips could barely move.
Terror flooded within you; his hand bloodied as he inserted the knife’s hilt inside, urging your desperate, clinging cunt, growing warmer, tighter, coiled to a tight flex, oozing and flowing. You never had proper sex.
The knife has taken your virginity.
“Stop~” you uttered breath ragged breaths, nearly bucking your hips, cunt yearning.
Aemond denied, attempted to go faster, and the dark hilt of the knife pinched your walls right. The flush of hot squirt splashed on his uniform, even yours. Humiliating as it was, at least you’re somewhat thankful that it wasn’t his cock.
How long has he wanted this?
“Sir, please stop—”
“I will stop when I wanted to stop, Miss (Y/N). You’re going to love this. Whether you like it or not.” He unzipped his pants with one hand while his other pinned your hands above your head and stroke himself in front of your exhausted state. You couldn’t object anymore. His climax is about to reach, and his hot cum exploded, splashing everywhere on your skin. Even your face. His ragged breath overtook the silence, and left you defenseless. Letting your wrists go.
Everything was hot inside your private office.
“Fuck,” he moaned, eyes closed.
It felt right for him.
Seeing you all bruised and bloodied up. The hilt of the knife he held on his bloody hand—from the gripping the sharp end—it was a mix of your cum and blood, from tightening its grip.
Then he zipped his pants up, and left you cold on the table, saying, “Make sure no one sees you, Miss (Y/N). And if you mention this to anyone, I’ll kill you.”
His hand yanked the scrunchie out of your hair, some hair stands plucked, leaving your lips a soft yelp.
Then the door slammed shut.
Hollow. And emptiness.
Only your cries filled the stained and wrecked office, wondering how it went wrong, wondering how you can still breathe. The scars on your thigh wasn’t deep, but needs medicine and a clean shower, and a long rest. From there, you contemplate without hesitation. Your heart ached from shock and distress, a feeling where you wanted to throw up all the good food you ate earlier, but it was no use.
Perhaps you made a mistake on taking his offer.
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As for Aemond, it was the first part of his plan. The red bruises on your wrist and absolution on your skin, laced in dark and wet crimson, from a torn underwear and stockings, the rush stirred in his veins and heart. And thus, more games he plans to pursue, seeing if you could withstand and beyond.
Somewhere in his head, the voice came in again. He wanted it to go away. The blood on his hand went cold, stinging from gripping the blade so tightly when he forced the hilt inside her warmth.
In the midst of stopping, he snapped his neck. In anger, he didn’t want to hear that voice again.
It’s about damn time he found a new toy to play with.
With a scrunchie he confiscated from you, yanked it away, as he went to the nearest elevator, reaching to his office, rushing to his chair to undo his pants once more and wrapped your scrunchy in several movements, until he became undone with his pleasure. He didn’t care of his staff coming in. But nobody entered. The staff went home and no one could hear Aemond’s throaty pleasure emanating.
The fainted smell of flowers on the scrunchy and his cum and blood from his injured right hand intertwined, as he sniffed it.
Divine and innocence.
Just the way he liked it.
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elikajinnie · 2 days ago
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English is my fourth language 🕺 Yet I use it more 😵‍💫
“english isn’t my first langua—“ say no more.
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uruncletobi · 2 days ago
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Notes On Grief
“Even in a crowded room, or the comfort of my bedroom, the thickness of my grief wrapped around me like a coat I couldn’t take off. Like fur that grew over night, covering me; these feelings were a part of me now. There was no denying that.
I recall many nights I stood in the open air. Staring at the night sky, praying the moon would reach down and swallow me in her sky, but it never happened. The wind seemed to just move through me and I let it. I screamed and I sobbed, but as the months went by I found myself growing quieter, smaller underneath the winter sky. Until I was right back where I started. Just standing, staring at the nothingness up there with a bottomless pit in my stomach and a never ending list of questions whirling in my skull.
It’s not profound, we all experience these feelings one way or another. And even still, the sounds escape me each time my jaw drops to say his name. I hesitate, and then I smile, but pit in my stomach is gnawing.
I suppose the fur I’ve grown is simply thicker this time of year.”
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drunkwriternim · 2 days ago
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You made me go through the depths of hell I didn't know existed.
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pixiesoul · 2 days ago
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love, s
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rtfics · 2 days ago
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From my defunct writing blog.
How the fuck did this thing get almost 30,000 notes??
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i wrote something dark and brutal into my story and now i feel bad for my main character because I love him so much and I don't want to see him suffer
do I have the power to change the course of the story so that a happier course of events happens? of course!
will I? no!
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akwardsilince · 3 days ago
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Person A: "Why am I not dead?"
Person B: "I was really hoping you'd have the answer to that one."
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psalmieee · 2 days ago
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Writers when it's time to write the story no one forced them to come up with in the first place 🙄
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oldschoolromantic · 12 hours ago
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Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1931-1932
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deadghostgirl12345 · 2 days ago
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Me explaining the traumatic backstory of my main character to my mom:
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versesofourhearts · 3 days ago
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to be seen, to be loved
if i show you my scars, my wounds, the pain, will you think it makes me unique, or leave without a trace? when it's late at night and i can't find the right words to explain, will you know on your own, or think it makes me insane? when i have nowhere to go, will you be my home, my support? when i expose my impurities, my imperfections, will you love me for who i am, or wish for me to be better?
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