#Who's so angry who's so maaaad

[rubberduckyrye]

Can you shut the fuck up about how you hate kokichi haters

LMAO Only when the 90% of Kokichi Haters I'm talking about stop being ableist towards Gonta. :3

As an AuADHD person frustrated and tired of the ableism towards Gonta and the infantizing of him contributing to 90% of Kokichi hate, like. Bro. No????

Like ofc I'm gonna yell and scream about how I hate the ableism 90% of Kokichi Haters have towards Gonta like idk what to tell you this isn't just about me hating Kokichi Haters

In fact if Haters hate Kokichi because he's rude, annoying, or for some other reason, I literally don't give a crap.

So I'm gonna continue being annoying about how the ableism annoys me, mkaaaay~?

[tmntartblock]

TMNT LEOSAGI AU

FIND ME IN THE FUTURE

Chapter 3: The lost child, part 2

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“When I got back home sensei Kuma was furious. They isolated me, interrogated me and didn’t let me eat for a week. Every second I wanted to come back here, to see you and the others again. 

Of course I made a stupid plan to steal a necklace to myself. I knew if I ever got caught having one, I would’ve been executed but I never cared. When I finally got back to you, I was so happy.

“In the middle of the night. You scared the shit out of me.”

“Luckily you didn’t wake up the others with that scream of yours.”

“It wasn’t that loud.”

“I still haven’t recovered.”

“Ah, shut up.”

“We did it for like… five years maybe? ”

“They were maaaad when they finally caught us when we were doing popcorn.”

“Mikey had never looked so insulted in his life when he realized what was going on.”

“I was so sure master Splinter was gonna double-kick me to the atmosphere.”

“He for sure was not happy. I got a really long lecture on trust. But he got around eventually when he realized you made me better.”

Usagi flustered.

“Ah, shut up.”

They sat in the comfort of their silence. Even taking a glimpse of Usagi next to him made his heart flustered. Going down the memory lane had made him think about all those little moments with him and how, eventually, the friendly comfort of Usagi had changed into something else. Something deeper. It had been hard to explain. Hard to grasp what it was. First Leo thought it was just how a best friend was supposed to feel. Like home. Like comfort. 

But friends never made Leo feel so flustered. Stumble so much on his words. Make him stare into other ones eyes and feel like it was never enough. Like no matter how close they got, it was not enough. 

“It was so damn hard to tell you how I felt”, Leo said while the last rays of the sunshine disappeared, leaving the world quiet.

“Tell me about it.”

“Mikey bullied me about it so much. He thought it was hilarious that I didn’t have the guts to tell you.”

“In our defense, we had a lot going on.”

“Yeah, Gen had left and I had to fight Shredder.”

“But in the end it didn't matter. We had each other”, Usagi gave that smirk of his. He was done talking deep. 

“I need to leave in the morning”, Usagi said when they went to sleep after seeing the sunset.

Leo couldn’t help himself but feel disappointed. Usagi had talked like he wouldn’t go back. That he was done.

“I don’t know how long I can be away, Leonardo. They are getting suspicious. I am here for too long. Too… often.”

“You are saying you don’t give a shit about them but at the same time you are worried about them.” Leo still remembered the disappointment filling his chest. 

“Leonardo-chan. You know it’s not simple. If… If I could, I would stay here. With you. You know I would. But like you can’t leave your family, I cannot leave my Realm.”

Leo couldn’t say anything. Could he leave if Usagi asked? If he said that he was going to escape the Realm and wanted him to join, could he leave his family behind?

“If it came to that you had to escape the Realm, I would go with you”, Leo said. 

Usagi sighed.

“Easy for you to say.”

The next morning Leo was still feeling grumpy and he hated it. He didn’t want to ruin their last moments together who knew for how long.

“I’m sorry to leave you like this again.”

“I know”, Leo said, trying to sound cheerful but he knew Usagi read him like an open book.

“Please don’t be angry at me, Leonardo-chan.”

“I am not. I… I’m just angry at this whole situation.”

Usagi reached for his little bag and took a small pouch from there. 

“What is that?”

“I have a little gift for you”, Usagi said and put it on Leo’s hand. Leo opened the pouch and saw four little turquoise crystals.

“These crystals are the main reason we need to protect our realm so others cannot have them to use for evil.”

“Why are you giving them to me? They are dangerous.”

“I… I want to show how much I trust you. And how important you are to me because I think you tend to forget that.”

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[cartoonrival]

kakashi and ummmm spins wheel akane from r1/2

kakashi

i dont really talk about kakashi and theres not really a reason for that beyond i dont super have anything intelligent to say about him but i do really love him ToT i dont think he works BETTER as part of a dynamic bc that implies i dont care for him much on his own but i think his character shines BEST as part of a dynamic... in pt 1 he was one of the characters who most most emphasized how young the team 7 kids were and it makes me SICK it makes me sick seeing how much he loves them, the way he talks to them and about them like theyre really children and he cares about them so much and has loved watching them grow up and helping them train, i looove how the chidori becomes one of sasuke's signatures after kakashi taught it to him and how excited naruto gets about getting to train with kakashi again and how kakashi was disappointed at the start of shippuden that naruto and sakura werent as easily amazed by him anymore and he had them try and steal the bells from him again as a little welcome back exercise .... and when he watched the three of them defeat kaguya together he was thinking how much he loved them .... BWAAAAAAAA

and and. i think his relationship with guy honestly balances his relationship with the kids rly well because we get to see him as a protective figure with them but with guy he's talking to someone whos his age and on his level and who he's known for like 2 decades, obviously not to say he never lets loose or relaxes or is irresponsible with the kids but the way he is with guy and the childish competitiveness of their rivalry (which he acts like he's annoyed by but this is obviously not true) is just idk. i like seeing that other facet of him. i think the race through konoha that ended w guy giving him a bouquet was an anime original scene but idc it was so cute and i think it was lee and neji who said smth about them finally being able to have fun and let off steam or w/e. augh. yeah.

ALSO esp in the anime i love how noticeably his tone of voice shifts when he's talking to someone ranked above him when he's usually so nonchalant and casual its something something about how he used to be part of the black ops. idk idk i rly love him and i love how he has pretty distinct facets of himself that come out depending on who he's interacting with it makes him feel very real. he's laid back but on edge and kind and blunt. ill be honest though i dont care about the stuff w obito and rin im sick of that dead girl and that man whos still obsessed with her!!!! but its ok because i love you kakashi.

akane

SHES EVERYTHING .TO ME. as with all of r/2 i think her struggles with bisexuality (ambiguous) couldve been carried further and her martial arts abilities kind of fell off towards the end which SUCKSSSS AND MAKES ME SO MAAAAD but anyways. she gets a lot of hate for being a jerk BUT LIKE. YEAH? she's scared and angry all the time and doesn't know who she is and is afraid of who she is and everyone's telling her she's living wrong so she's forcing herself into a box where she doesn't fit because she's afraid of nonconformity and she takes that fear out on the person closest to her and the one person who might actually understand what she feels. because it is so scary to admit that you are not what you are supposed to be and intimacy and honesty are so much scarier than bullying someone who'll do it right back. she's been engaged at 16 years old and burdened with the expectation that she'll marry ranma and carry on the legacy of her father's beloved dojo, and now she's been thrown in to this situation where she is forced to confront her wayward sexuality head on and directly in front of her entire family.

will say though possibly unpopular opinion. i dont like transmasc akane reads .. i think shes cis. she has a tomboy thing going on (meaning characters (mostly ranma) make fun of her for being boyish and violent and she has an arc about cutting her hair and no longer growing it out as assurance of her own femininity even though she really prefers it short) but i dont think taking "this female character has some issues with not being seen as feminine enough because of her behavior/struggles with not tying her worth to how feminine she is" should be immediately taken as "this character is not a girl" because i think the potential for her gender nonconformity (esp in relation to her bisexuality) is just as valuable a theme, especially considering r/2 already has very potent transfem (ranma) and transmasc (ukyo) stories. idk "this character has some not traditionally feminine tendencies -> cannot be a girl" doesnt sit right with me. in any series other than r/2 it wouldn't bother me because people can take little tidbits of possible transgenderism as they'd like, but since the trans themes are already so potent in r/2 i tend to lean towards more realistic interpretations of the characters and i dont feel like "akane doesnt fit into traditional femininity and is therefore not [fully] a girl" is reaaally a win. expectations and gender roles are a huge theme in r/2 and i think its valuable seeing how they impact a cis girl as it is how they impact trans people in terms of determining what even MAKES someone a girl or a boy. is it what you wear? what you do? how you talk? these are genuine questions that r/2 asks and i feeeeel that transmasc reads of akane kind of respond to these questions in a really surface level way. this is the reason for the slash over the everyone else is wrong box. because not everybody thinks this and i know some reliable akaneheads (hi jordan)

[calciferstims]

izzy hands anon here. so i was gonna reply to you the day after you had replied to what it is because it was getting late and i needed to rehearse some words but then...i got maaaad sick, like i rarely get sick. it was strange bc i had felt weird since thursday and then i got fever and felt like a punched rice bag the entire day 😶. still had fever today but i feel a tad bit better now so ima take the opportunity in replying to it now!

huehue when i read this "you do NOT have to read all of this oh god please don’t force yourself to read it. I’m serious." i was thinking "hahaha you bet i am gonna do it anyways!!"

ngl i wasnt thinking he was from a show, much less from this one lmfao i thought he was some...idek, random dude or sommet baha.

wait what "one time he moaned ‘daddy’ on screen because he was???? trying to make fun of someone I guess??? but it traumatized many people." LMFAOO??? he moaned daddy and it traumatised a lot of people lmfaoooooo I CANT. THATS HILARIOUS WHAT EVEN?? 😂

"he has like, these insanity-inducing micro expressions going on in the background at all times." AHAHAHA WHATTT 😂

"you can just feel him VIBRATING with repressed gay thoughts" okay by now i gotta say, the way you explain things is fucking hilarious lmaoo. i was gonna say he doesnt look too angry, but then i thought if this gif was shown with no context then yea, i think he does look angry lol, or more like frustrated.

okay i read it all and i gotta say, this is definitely not what i had thought was gonna be said. idk what i thought but...this wasnt it lmfao. his names soooo fucking random. who tf names a character IZZY hands. and now all i see is that dino rb'ing the flaming izzy hands hahah

Ohhh nooo I hope you feel better soon!!! 🥺 that sucks, def get some rest and relax!

And yeah, he’s from the beloved gay pirate show that consumed tumblr 😂 I simply watched a show with the the most groundbreaking queer rep I’ve ever seen, the sweetest most tender gay pirate couple as the main center, only to shove aside everyone else and point at the worst guy ever and go ‘that one. that repressed homophobic bitch in the corner that one’s mine’.

DHSGH THE DADDY SCENE IS So Much™️ ITS SO BAD LMAO. Pretty sure he’s like. Trying to do this weird homophobic impression of stereotypical gay people but he just gets WAY too into it and completely exposes his whore gay ass SGHSGHSHS. Also fun fact apparently it was supposed to be even longer but they cut it for time…. The fucking mad lad just kept going… absolutely desperate to see that tbh. Give us the extended daddy cut NOW.

I would share a gif of the daddy scene but honestly I am not brave enough for that

God Con O’Neill and his expressions are SOO good… tbh I’m also probably just biased and overanalyzing a lot of shit!!! But he’s rlly rlly good and I have seen the creators of the show and his fellow actors praise him a lot for his work as Izzy lmao so I’m probably not just going insane. He rlly put everything into every second of his screentime and I thank him for it 🙏

Why thank you I try to be comedic 😌😌

His name IS weird lmao 😂 mf literally named Hands… people call him Mr. Hands with a straight face… to be fair it’s not like they made it up for the show like Israel Hands was a legit dude! He even appears in other pirate media! But apparently for ofmd they were like no…. His name isn’t stupid enough….. we must nickname him Izzy too… that old man looks like an Izzy…….

also I FOUND MORE DUMB IZZY PICS I COULDN’T FIND LAST TIME YAY

ty for indulging me anon lmao <33

[writinandcrying]

What would the boys reaction be to finding out their s/o has a weakness for head pets? Maybe s/o is worked up and then suddenly they get head pat and it’s an off switch for them, and then when head pats are stopped they’re like “why’d you stop?” And forgot what the issue was?

Oh my god I only saw this now??? I’m sorry I took this long, also This is so cute (in my first language that’s called “cafuné” - The act of tenderly running your fingers through someone's hair.)

TMNT TURTLES X READER - head pats / cafuné - gender neutral

Leo

🎏He loves how you trust him enough to tell everything that bothers you, loves to listen and gives his input about what you should do

🎏This time he was a bit upset on how worked up you were on your problems, sometimes your hands would shake, your eyes glasses up, he wondered if you could sense how stressed you really were and how your body was reacting to it

🎏Honestly he likes to respect your space, but seeing you like that broke his heart a little bit, he scooped closer, tracing little patterns on your head while as you ran along with your thoughts

🎏He didn’t apply too much pressure on it but he definitely wanted you to relax, when you saw your hands moving less, your eyes closing longer and you being more relaxed by each minute, he knew he was doing something right

🎏When you both sat in silence, he figured you already were at peace, so he stopped just to admire his work, how peaceful your features were, busting up a little bit of his inner ego, oh he is bf material alright

🎏“Why would you stop” you met him with a smile, chuckling, he lifted you up and placed you on his lap, while getting back on the head pats, he also gave long and menaful kisses along your neck and jawline, nuzzling your scent, something he loves and never gets tired of it

🎏and your know what, Leonardo is 300% soft + sensual bf material no one can tell me otherwise

Raph

💢Ok, it’s probably a bit mean but raph loves when you get worked up

💢Like he hates and loves at the same time

💢He hates who ever treated you wrong, but he loves seeing a tiny human ( it doesn’t matter if you are tall, to him you are a tiny baby babey, get along with it ) pacing around getting all maaaad and complainggggg and blushiiiing with their puffy kissable cheeks, going back and forth his room with your little feet and your tiny hands moving around, for him it’s so cute and funny

💢( obviously wouldn’t bring that up if you were REALLY upset, like in this case ) you ploped down on his bed after ranting your guts out, with a sigh you cover your face with your hands, defeated

💢Ok now that part he hates, seeing you sad and not really knowing what to do ( what if he says something dumb and makes it all worse?)

💢He hugs you close, guiding you to lean on his broad muscular hot ass chest and arms ( losing track I know I’m sorry )

💢He tenderly caresses your scalp, his hand is so big and warm, his touch is precise and draws you in every second of it, it’s so comforting

💢He doesn’t say a word, he doesn’t even have to, his motions are filled with understanding, sorrow and love

💢It almost makes you cry right there, raph might not be great with words but his actions shows it all

💢When he stops you rapidly hold his hand and places back on your head, playfully looking angry at him

💢Cute and angry?? Reminding him of the “don’t talk to me I’m angy” meme

💢Y/n right there

💢He loses it. He laughing and kissing you all over, it should be illegal to be this cute, and you are going to jail ( jail time is cuddle time in his arm, that’s your solitary for the night, trail Shall be held in the morning )

Donnie

🧬I see a lot of scenarios and Headcanons that Donnie doesn’t really pay attention to his s/o, and honestly.... I know he gets very into his zone when he’s concentrated but out of the boys, ( very close with mikey) he is one of the most perceptives when it comes about his partner,

🧬Out of the 4, he is the first one to notice that something is wrong with his s/o, by the way they walked into the lair, or how they are dealing with others and their soroundings, you can’t hide much from him, he knows you too much, too well too

🧬Won’t pressure you to talk if you don’t want to, but he will ask if you are ok, and with gentle touches and pleading eyes ( donnies eyes = his secret weapon!!! It doesn’t come as strong as mikey’s puppy eyes but still, very hard to resist, too big and beautiful to resist ) And if you agree to open up, he drops will drop everything and listen closely to you

🧬Right before you start he’s ready tendely caressing your face, started from neck, then cheeks, and last but not least your head

🧬He treats you so delicately, he loves your skin so much, it’s so soft compared to his and he doesn’t get tired of feeling it, very scar or bump, every warm pink cheek, he thinks your hair is so silky, so shiny and beautiful ( he loves to look up online about hairstyles with Mikey because they are the most curious about human hair, can you do a braid with short hair? What kind of hairstyle would s/o like for me to make it? Is it weird I want to sniff sniff my s/o hair all the time? )

🧬After you finish, he doesn’t stop playing slowly with your hair while he gives out his opinion about what you should do with your problem, it was hard to listen to him when you were almost falling asleep in his arms, since he was being this gentle with you

🧬After he finished, ( and kindddda like, probably only listened to 40%/70% of what he said because of your sleepyness) you asked if he could continue with the head pats, you wanted to leave it be for now, why stress if you have a cute bf being the most softie boy with you?

🧬That lead you both to an unplanned cuddle section, you got your beloved head pats, Donnie got a break from working at the lab and sleep a little, both got to hug eachother and enjoy your and his soft embrace, so cute uwu I love

Mikey

🍕Like mentioned, Mikey is very in tune with his and your emotions, he can also sense almost right away when something is wrong, but the difference between him and Donnie, is that he thinks he’s the one who messed up somehow and now you are upset because of him

🍕Explodes with questions about why you are sad, also with apologies, ( his brothers makes him think he messes up so much ( which sometimes he does but we all know the boys give him a hard time about it ) and he is terrified you will get fed up with him and leave one day ) he hates to see you sad and it’s braking his heart to even think that maybe this was his fault

🍕After assuring him he didn’t do no such thing, he would listen to you, every curse word you said he would back you up, either with a “yeah!!!” Or “that’s so messed up!”, “ you tell them babe!!!”

🍕100/10 supportive of you 1000/10 cute bf right there

🍕But if he notices that his supportive remarks aren’t making you giggle even a bit ( his priority at All Times ) and you are actually very upset, would def hold his arms open to you, “alright, come here” inviting you for a hug or cuddles in his bed

🍕It’s time for kiss your forehead one thousand times and caresses the back of your head, actually it’s a mix between raph movements and donnies, it’s playful and calming at the same time, he’s so good at it you fall asleep really fast

🍕Loves watching you sleep on top of him, he loves checking every detail of your face, your serene sleeping state also brings peace to his mind, he falls asleep right after you

🍕Master splinter sometimes goes to check on you two, wondering why the light was still on around 1 am, if Michelangelo wasn’t playing video games... he certainly was at his room, right?

🍕After politely knocking on the door, he peeps in when he hears soft snores, smiles seeing his youngest son holding his s/o like a little teddy bear, he tucks both of you in, a warm feeling slowly flows in heart, Master splinter’s glad his sons have the opportunity to find something so precious and meaningful, after being so wrongly mistreated by humans almost all their life’s

🍕He’s so, so glad they have found love

Soooooo, my first TMNT Headcanon! I’d love to hear from you guys, ( if you liked it, if you want it shorter, less detailed ) anyways, I hope I’ve met your expectations! I’m sorry if there is any typos or if it’s confusing, English is not my first language and I have dyslexia

Eitherway, thanks for the request! Hope you liked it!

[ordanbates]

hi everyone my page is going to be like a blog Page basically like a diary sort of situation sometimes I blog about my experiences what I'am feeling or give advice or tech about LGBT stuff today's going to be a diary day .

hay everyone you may not no me but I'm a shy person and also a very easily angerd person but not just anything can get to me but a couple months ago made me 💢maaaad 💢 and the one thing you should know about me is that i am a trans guy and nothing tiks me off more than being Deadnamed and misgenderd ... i was at school and everyone kept on dead naming me and misgendering me i falt so angry and so sad it's like my insides were berning and i wanted to cry at the same time 😔 it's like they didn't even care if they hert my feelings i keep on thinking why me why do i have to go through this i didn't ask to be in this horrible world that we live in and before you start saying there's a lot of people who have more bad lives then i do i know that and call me selfish but i am talking about my life right now and to me haveing to go through all this it's like a curse that i have to deal with everyday and i am trying to hold myself together but it's really hard and that's why i am here in the first place and hopefully i can find people that feels the same way yours truly jordan bates .

[greatell]

Ok but why is Willow still wearing that god awful ring?!?! The papers have been signed, everyone in the Hamilton/Chase family are ready to welcome her, am I really supposed to believe she is doubting her choice to get back with Chase over BASIC VANILLA BORING ASS MICHAEL?!?!

Carly is an idiot she could’ve easily said Avery found the necklace at the cabin with Ava. I don’t think someone would quickly connect that Nelle was there before Ava & Avery.....like this while storyline is stupid.

I’m digging Jason & Britt, the relief when she saw him. He has visited her more than his kids & baby mamas so just let it happen.

LMAO at Alexis & Sam scold Alexis however I’m glad Alexis stabbed Dante cause that’s more reason for Sam & Dante to get close. Speaking of Dante & Olivia are going thru it, they should just live together & keep to themselves.

I don’t understand why Franco is so nonchalant about all of this, like your medical records just been exposed, you having seizures & being attacked & he’s like

Apparently 😂. But the choice seems crystal clear to everyone but the show. They keep trying to show she has real feelings for Michael but I just can’t see it. Mostly because we all know, and they themselves said, they wouldn’t be together if not for Wiley. And it seems like everything about them, even their feelings for one another, is about Wiley. If Willow chooses Michael because she loves him, I can accept it. Hate them as a couple but accept she’s with the man she loves.

I think it would’ve still been tied back to Nelle eventually given that’s the last place she was seen. And it’s not like it was some random cabin, I think Sonny owns it. Nina would’ve done some digging to find out who was there before Ava and Avery. But Carly’s an idiot for hiding the necklace anyway. Like why? Not like her DNA was on it or it was the one piece of evidence that could undermine her entire story of that night. She’s doing the most just so Nina doesn’t side with Nelle?

I’m not😶. I’ve accepted JaSam is dead and buried. And really Sam deserves way better. I’m also hoping Sam and Dante hookup soon. Team Sante. But Jason and Britt? I still don’t see it between those two. And my one worry is that Britt’s just gonna join the long list of Jason’s ex’s that come second to Carly. Britt deserves better than that too. He should just stay single. If they do go with them, I just hope he doesn’t get her pregnant. He’s got 2 kids he already ignores. He doesn’t need a third.

I enjoyed them too. I hope this is the end of drunk Alexis. She was fun but now it’s gotten a bit old. Plus what’s the long term plan? And yes, anything that leads to Sam around Dante I’m here for. And they really do 😂. I want the Bensonhurst in Olivia to come out on Alexis. Sleeping with her husband and stabbed her son? Olivia is gonna be maaaad

Franco was pretty pissed yesterday when he assaulted Peter. But I think that was more about Peter’s quip about his family. He should be angry. And with Elizabeth and him always having money issues, suing the pants off Peter and his paper would give him and Elizabeth some extra 0’s in their account.

[transformerfuckerrights-blog]

Yooo I'm super psyched to see you join this lovely nonsense! Could I please request Starscream, Knockout, and Ratchet with a human s/o that has cybertronian arms due to shockwaves experiments, and cybernetic eyes due to MECH? Thank you so much!

OP you’re amazing. 

Scream: 

Flips his fucking shit when he finds out. How DARE they touch his human, he’ll kill them! He flies into a rage for a spell but, with enough talking from you he’ll drop it (maybe). 

Despite how angry he is, he’s not upset at you or at all really related to your cybernetic parts. He thinks they’re cool, and, if you’re okay with it, would tease you about being “closer to me than ever” due your altered parts. 

Probably asked a lot of questions the SECOND you got back to make sure you were okay and made sure you weren’t disturbed. Someone needs you? No, they can fuck off right over there. No, further than that. 

Knockout: 

similar to scream, he was maaaad when he found out what happened. Unlike scream though, he found who did it to you, including the MECH agent who altered you, and let you watch him dissect them piece by piece. If you’re disturbed by gore, he just let’s you know they’ve been “dealt with”. 

He inspected the arms and your eyes to make sure that they worked properly and weren’t bugged or tracked in some way, before just giving them back quietly. He didn’t think this could happen and he’s, for once, a little disturbed. 

Definitely comforted you about them if you were upset. Sad that you lost your original parts? He’ll go on for lengths about how beautiful it looks and how well you pull off alien limb, and how it doesn’t even look robotic. If you actually like it more than your old limbs? He compliments you on how good you look with them. 

Ratchet:

The second you were back in his sight, he puts you down for inspection. He had never hoped to see something like this on a human, let alone HIS human, so it’s a little shocking. You will probably find him later, slaving over human anatomy in an attempt to replace the arms and eyes. 

Once he realized that arms and eyes, specifically human ones, are nigh impossible to make, he stops trying and instead, just watched your movements, how robotic yet fluid they are, just like his and the other autobots. he could almost mistake you for a native cybertronian, were it not for your fleshy exterior. 

If anyone asks or demands answers about the limbs and upsets you, he shoots them a glare that could kill even Unicorn himself, but otherwise he doesn’t even mention the arms and frankly beautiful eyes, in an attempt to make things seem more normal than they are. 

Hope I made them to your standards, haven’t written headcanons in a while so it’ll take me a bit to get into the swing of things but yeah! Enjoy!

[facelessdreamer]

Fuck

I hate my mum so fucking much. I shouldn't but I feel it. I’m just so fucking mad because she’s she. I fucking fuck o my god I just arghhhhhgggggfhshgskwwj fucking ARGHHGGGGGGGGHHHHHH the fuck she make me do things? Why the fuck does whatever she say to me piss me off this much. I don’t give a shit about her words and constant nonsense about the same shit okay! And why the fuck does she drag something on for so long?! You can always always always fucking see I’m in the middle of some shit. Whether it’s tv or fucking all set to leave the house. Yet you’ll fucking talk and keep me from it. And I always try so fucking hard to just stand or sit there and hear your fucking shit I don't wanna hear. I don’t listen. I just hear bc that’s all I can naturally do. Seriously the shit she talks about with me doesn’t ever interest me and Ive no energy or will for it. I just wanna go on about my life and never be stopped for a minute. I have my own wars beefing me in here already. I barely fucking watch tv either. Today’s my day off in like absolute fucking ages. I hadn’t spent a day at home for weeks and she's out here talking on the phone needing the tv volume low and being her usual loud on the phone and I can’t hear shit on the tv? but when she watches tv were not allowed to make a fucking sound? only double standards from this woman aggravate me on a level as high as this. Later she even hoovers in the same room for 15 fucking minutes, are you dumb? It’s not a fucking mile long mate why take that long I'm building all this shit load of adrenaline and already fuming after 5 minutes of her presence with this clutter. I watched her the whole time instead bc she was blocking the fucking tv and sound with the bloody Hoover noise so I was forced to see all this instead. All I wanted was to watch this single programme man. that's all. it may not matter in 2 days or 5 years but I wanted this, for now, for the moment I desired this. So tell my why tf does it take that long to Hoover this small space in our living room? I swear the longer she took outside of 5 minutes pissed me the fucck offf and I was just there sitting, building samosas and fuming. I really couldn't help it. this part of my life everything made my blood boil. my mother was sitting at top throne of that fucking trigger mate. Fucking hell the way I always hold shit in with her just takes me soo mad I can’t even explain. All my nerves will explode and I could die. 

My fucking 7 year old shit of a little cunt sister pissed me off as well too. Several times today. I was watching tv during the time my mum made me come down and make somosas while she was also talking on the phone like I said. I wanted her to just leave bc I couldn’t hear the tv and she also made us minimise the volume. The fucking nerve. Anyway I make her leave when there’s not much left to do with the somosas now. I switch to the plus one channel bc I wanna watch the whole royal programme again hearing every word of it and I can get what I wanted out of today finally. But noooooo now this little cunt who refused to leave the room now too kept making a million loud and unnecessary fucking noises and I was just so astonished at how she was so capable at making so many annoying sounds with her presence. How can she make that much noise in front of my eyes and why were they so heightened. They were bangs and shuffles and paper crunch and jar closing noises. Like I told her several times nicely to stop! I can’t hear the tv. And already bc I have to speak out to her underdeveloped brain I was again missing the programme. 

Mums in my room now calmly, like usual utters make sure you put it blah blah so they don’t end up somehow back in the dirty laundry and omdssss it was like bitch why the fuck are you even talking since you came up. I’m mad rn and you’re bursting my fucking bubble again. I was hanging on by a fucking thread and could have gone to bed mad with all that shit I was feeling about her but noooo she came up talking in such a calm manner while I'm so mad and dying the fuck inside. And calm talk when I’m fucking mad coming from the person I’m mad at and especially from my mother again pisses me of like a knife to the gut. My anger and level of resentment it ain’t normal so don’t tp me over the fucking edge but ya did didn't ya! these days breathing even pisses me off so imagine my mother fs. Anyways she now says to me in a subtle manner don’t be angry and just like that, I’ve lost it. I just said something automatically back. I said WHY YOU ALWAYS IN MY STUFF she goes.. who? I say YOUUUU, DONT EVER TOUCH MY SHIT AND STAY OUT IF IT WHY YOU ALWAYS TOUCHING IT AND DONT EVER TOUCH WHATVER IS MINE IN MY ROOM AGAIN Like I’m so mad man bc wtf when I entered my room beforehand I knew instantly shit was touched. My resentment mingled with emotions of anger is mega mega heavy when my shits touched by anyone. Especially this little shit and my mum bc that’s when shit goes missing, things are mistaken for rubbish and then things are misplaced. I don’t like that shit. I don’t. I don’t like it. It pisses me off in a different way. Do not touch my shit. Like noooo I don’t carrrreeee, if you think it’s rubbish I don’t caaaree leavveeeeee it motherfuckering alooooneeee. I don’t care if there’s a dead rat laying in the centre of my room. Do. not. fucking. move. it. My mum yeah comes in and does what she likes. I noticed some things that were different from last I saw it and something that didn’t mean much that I kept she threw away the other day and I picked it up again bc I could have added it to a rubbish collection of mine and today it’s gone again. Are you dumbbbbbb when I noticed that amongst a couple other things like earlier she had my sibling bring down a handful of my Nike socks to put in the wash FUCK SAKE what? Fuckk off now, no! Do nooot dooo that! OMDS fs I was so mad and agitated I don’t like it man like I don’t I could cry. I can’t tell you why it deeply bothers me but it does so please do not touch my shit fucking hell! I don’t care if it’s dirty. I’ll handle it bc I literally decide when to take it down for a wash and until I make that decision and you done it for me? no that's not okay. idk why I get this deep angered feeling man but just fuck off. Then a mention from her the other day saying why do I keep my room so junked with condiments shoved with shit inside, like keep less. And that came about in my head during all this madness so that added to today’s events and why in a burst of anger I said why do you touch my stuff etcetera. She never said nothing and just went down because she knew I was mad now. To her over nothing but to me over fucking everything. It’s a whole days worth of built up anger man and I don’t have the will to go on telling you everything on why I’m mad toward you bc I’ll breakdown form it all and I really don’t want to bc you happen to be my fucking mother and I don’t like later regretting the very true shit I’d say in this state. But it kills not to as I  bottle it up and feel the pain of these unsaid things. better me than you though. 

I balled my eyes out just before writing all this bc I was angry I could not. Got that fucking pain in my neck from holding back the cry. Like reading through it sounds like why did I get so mad and cry about it all. But it was a whole days worth of built up anger and other little things through out so I stood there then in my room for a moment then with all the anger and mean words inside me that I wanted to say out loud that I couldn’t therefore didn’t. I was just feeling it all. Then my dad came up saying whats up, am I mad and stuff like tell me. I kept saying nothing and that each time he said something to me. Bc obviously he heard my tantrum thrown at my mum. Heck the whole house heard. I didn’t scream or yell thaaat loud but it was me in the house who was being angry and throwing a fit today. So yeah after dad left my room door almost closed I sat and I cried silently. I just hate so many things about my mum man. I don’t even think hate is the right word. I just don't wanna be her anything. She is what makes me tick most. The things she says to me about all things and even about me. Like I don’t care. I don’t want to hear it. If I hear it I just get mad I don’t get hurt. or maybe I do get hurt and subliminal ignore the hurt and instantaneously replace it with emotion of severe anger with a lot of resentment. Like it just bothers me I can’t be myself bc she’ll throw the biggest fit and occasionally cry bc you’ll feel so shameful of your daughter being anyway that you don’t want or approve of. Like that’s why i hide so much of me already and have to leave the house before she catches a glimpse of me and come home making sure the same thing. I tread carefully around my mum bc she will throw the ugliest and meanest fits that I cannot allow her to feel or cause vibes in the house bc of. Like it’s too much. So if there’s anything I can do to help that than I will hide and be who I am. It’s all so complicated man. last thing I did was get up before getting in bed and slam my door shut so she can hear know I'm maaaad. it felt good. Hope it have her a shock. 

Like idek why I run to my blog. I just had to let it all out somewhere and I hadn’t cried in forever so that was something.

I’m fucking hungry too. I barely ever eat and there’s nothing to eat. Nothing appetises me at all

Fuck I still feel shit

[cloudbattrolls]

Bienvenue, Moins Adoré

Maidel Juzuxt || Present Day

“Is this all really yours?” 

Your freckled fingers fiddle with each other and you know you look so silly, fretting in front of them like this. The elevator glides up the tens of floors through the skyscraper as the two of you stand there, the pastel violet lights playing over the pair of you.

“No, I share it with someone.” They answer easily, apparently unbothered by your gesture as they smooth a dreadlock out of their face. “He’s very accommodating, particularly for a seadweller. We keep to ourselves, though. Separate fields.”

You don’t expect much consideration from highbloods, but why doesn’t Cherie? Surely as a cobalt they’re treated with more respect. You’re afraid to ask, though.

The lift stops and with a gentle ding, the doors open. You blink in the brighter lights, going forward a few steps, disoriented and even more so when a shrill gasp of delight sounds and you find yourself face to face with Naeyrn.

Your limbs stop responding and you shake uncontrollably as this grinning apparition boops your nose and laughs before retreating with a twirl of her olive skirt.

“Che-riiiiiiiie!” She trills loudly, her hands now both pointed at them accusingly. “You didn’t warn us you were coming! Rude. Eri’s gonna be maaaad at yooooou.”

She swaps one of her pointing fingers to your direction.

“He’s afraid of me! Didn’t you explain? My gosh. You’re sooooo not polite tonight!”

Your mind is static, but Cherie’s smile doesn’t waver, though it does become apologetic. 

“I’m sorry, Maidel, I should have warned you about Priori.”

“She tried to kill us!” You croak. Everything twists yet falls into place at the same time; this is the other person in Naeyrn, the reason she locked you up, the one who betrayed you at the reset. Why is she with Cherie?

Why is she acting like you’re her friend?

Why are you so angry?

“I’m not Naeyrn!” She sings. “I might look like her, but I’m cuter, and I don’t have a nasty dragon soul bit inside me making me feed on energy to stay immortal. I’m not going to hurt you. Alsoooo, that one who tried to kill you all wasn’t me. I’m from a TOTALLY different timeline. Your one’s totally gone.”

Nothing she says makes sense. She’s here and she’s going to hurt you. You reach for your psi to planeswalk, sparking lime -

“I really wouldn’t, if I were you.”

The quiet voice carries a deep undercurrent of malice. It’s coming from somewhere above your head.

You slowly look up and scream as you see a giant, white-haired purpleblood looming over you.

Then your fear just...goes.

Everything goes.

“Tabula, it’s not right to do that without permission.” 

Cherie’s pleasantness has acquired an edge. Mechanically, your eyes flick and you see a maroon. Stubs for horns, gray eyes, and simple wear. She’d be entirely unremarkable if it weren’t for the white psi glowing softly around her eyes.

It reminds you painfully of Pheres, but for some reason, the memories of him are hollow of feeling. You would be panicking if you could panic. You can’t do anything.

Then it lifts.

Cherie sighs, then smiles again.

“I’m very sorry, Maidel. Let me show you your block.”

You follow them, feeling three pairs of gazes crawling on your skin.

[severalbakuras]

time

to

finish

s3

im not prepared

(apologies to mobile users for the long post)

episode 5:

intro is a pink screen. it’s established pink is a mourning colour. hrmmm.

oh its an eyeball SHIRO

that’s not a good looking room to be in

that HAIR

hallucinating already, this is Not Good.

so he’s like totally alone in that room that is just bad practice right there. supervisor’s gonna get fucked if they get caught.

and. another shiro. one who’s kept clean-shaven. oh ok i know where this is going i think.

operation kuron is so unsubtle that i think we’re in for several layers of bait-n-switch until it turns out shiro never actually existed. schrodinger’s Shiro. shirodinger. 

he escaped waaaaaay too easily - yeah. called it.

‘stage 3′ so stage one is ??? and stage two is this guy.

ok so shiro obvs remembers some things but i find it interesting that we’ve had no internal thoughts beyond memories of the tube/surgery. like he’s not thought about voltron or the paladins or allura and coran like he has no idea if they survived or not. nothing at all by the five minute mark.

HAGGAR FINALLY I’VE MISSED YOU SO

yeah you keep an eye on that boy. im sure absolutely nothing will happen to this guy.

self-cauterization holy shit.

“what killed you?” is the first spoken line of dialogue from shiro i think. everything else is just vague confusion noises and/or battle grunts iirc. we haven’t even had an internal line of thought yet (which i know don’t rly happen in this series like everyone tends to speak aloud but still he’s ALL alone). i think that’s significant, somehow.

how the fuck has he not frozen to death in that skinny suit.

SHIRO NO THAT COULD BE AN ACID LAKE

“subject Y0XT39″ i will eat a raw garlic clove if this turns out to be the real shiro.

wow that’s rly bad for blood circulation like way to make him lose his hands jackasses.

so these two are space cannibals. neat.

if you’re trying to convince people of who you are why would you just say your first name? he WANTS these guys to know who he is, there’s no point being cagey. say your surname shiro go ahead.

knowledge of who the paladins are rly is being kept tight under wraps. so long as nobody ever thinks to check out any planet where galra were known to have integrated into local alien communities to the point of children.

i :) wonder :) who :) might :) do :) that :)

(i wonder how earth’s doing. everyone has family down there who misses them (besides keith since he’s living in a shack in the desert and nobody from the MILITARY-ish training academy told his dad to come pick him up apparently))

lotor i swear to fuck don’t you dare pull a dreamworks smirk DONT DO YOU DARE

so galra channels are hackable

that big guy’s totally having a SUPPRESSING FIIIIIRE moment

i rly like this winter backdrop i love being able to see the brushstrokes on the snow (like digital ones but they count).

he’s starving but he doesn’t take a single bite of the food onscreen can’t tell if suspicious or #mood bc i don’t like people watching me eat either lol

so operation kuron isn’t something widely known then or Hold up those robo-soldiers have no reaction whatsoever to a unit falling down until the hangar doors close.

ok those two guys in the cave HAVE to be in on it or shiro would’ve died on that planet. why keep the ship above a Death Planet for him to be permitted to escape to unless they had someone down on the Death Planet who could send him back to the right ship to deliver to voltron without him knowing he was being played?

like this is ALL phase 3.

‘stop spying on me’

‘do your fucking job’

HA. IDEAS. IN ZARKON’S HEAD. AHHAHAA

i think this is the first time i’ve seen lotor angry like haggar gets under his skin so easily i hope they talk again soon. ‘I AM THE LEADER’ his VOICE damn.

ok so like i already know lotor is half-galran and he’s probably half-altean too like in the original series with the hair and all. but i don’t think haggar is his mother even though she’s also altean. he’s hyper-focused on not being like his father in that scene but he also seems the type that he’d leave a snarky comment about his mother too if she were. and she doesn’t ever refer to him as her son, only zarkon’s. she’d surely say ‘our’ son, unless she officially disowned him as part of his banishment and hates his guts but then surely he’d have at least SOME reaction to seeing her unless he was, like, literally banished at birth and doesn’t know who she is and that he’s half-altean. bc if he knew he was he’d connect the dots between ‘only altean on the ship’ and his dad v quickly.

like i do know the story behind exactly how original lotor (aka sincline) is half altean and it’s Unpleasant and makes zarkon a fucking monster and i doubt this series would even imply that that was the case here but if it did and our lotor knew this was the truth behind his parentage that could explain his lack of reaction to haggar AND his deeply intrinsic rejection of his father.

oh come ON the ship is stocked with oxygen!!!!!! why would a ship that’s intended for a robot pilot need oxygen!!!!!!!!

seven days, when he’s already in a bad way re blood loss/injury (like a healing serious wound burns calories and fluid by the truckload) and didn’t have much water to go on beforehand. if i didn’t think something was up before man.

finally, almost 20 minutes in, we finally see him think of his teammates. took long enough.

black lion notices. hrm.

episode six:

nice shooting lancFCUKING KILL THEM ALLURA

SAME LANCE

HUG YOUR SON SHIRO actually no you’re not shiro stay the fuck away from him

‘weird headache’ since this isn’t a dramatic romance show, he’s not got Invisible Anime Disease #5 so there’s absolutely a tracker in his brain.

A HUNK MOMENT THAT ISN’T ABOUT FOOD I’M CRY (like it intersects with pidge but i don’t mind it’s nice that he gets to show his own brains in what feels like forever)

shiro automatically stepping back in ‘this is what we do mode’ is SHRHCHCH. NO. even if he WASN’T a clone he’s still recovering and is missing out on potentially months of their relationships changing and being redefined. he can’t just step back in like that.

ok so like???? if there’d been more scenes like this early on??? i’d probably be totally into klance?? like keith doesn’t really grasp the depths of the issue with lance judging by how the shot holds on lance leaving and his facial expressions and all but keith tries and lance tries and there’s no cheap joke thrown in there’s no rejecting that there was any emotional connection. it’s not solved the problem lance has by any means but it’s lance opening up to keith about his vulnerabilities and worries and it’s keith doing his best to help him both as a leader and a friend and the narrative doesn’t turn either of them into a joke for it. THAT IS MY SHIT RIGHT THERE.

like i’m obvs lowkey into enemies-friends-lovers (bc otherwise i wouldn’t consider keitor or any of my other ships which i won’t name bc i’ve made it this far without comparing anything to warcraft so i won’t start now) but i guess i much prefer the friends-lovers stage. (especially when only one half of the pair considers the other as ‘enemy’ in the first place).

‘just whack it’ is a universal law that will last forever

SHIRO ARE YOU IN THE LEADER CHAIR. NO? SHUT UP.

fucking fake ass shiro he doesn’t even acknowledge keith stepping up to make a plan as leader like he always fucking wanted him to do he just sails on into his own plan without so much as a ‘sorry’. fuck you fake shiro. firo.

and keith just stands there like a lemon like this is ok ahrhfhg. firo i swear to god if you drag keith back down into the place he was on the gas planet before lance intervened i’m gonna be so mad.

interesting that we don’t get a reaction shot of lance when keith offers to stay behind instead of taking back red. considering how that was literally what the last scene between him and keith was about is all.

so clones are genetically identical so the black lion picking up on firo’s ~spark of life~ fading or whatever to rescue him isn’t odd. but the black lion knows your soul and it’s not happy.

(could be an issue when the real shiro returns tho but eh that’s a problem for futuretron)

I LOVE THIS LOYAL PETTY BASTARD

“Victory or death!” OH COME ON YOU’RE MAKING THE WARCRAFT REFERENCES FOR ME. LOKTAR OGAR

so perhaps lotor squad isn’t in on operation kuron?

i wonder what’s being whispered during the mind control scenes.

that ship looks like a space fox... or maybe a star fox.

in two minds about this part like right now firo IS right but they DO need to actually try and confront lotor at some point. it’s ALWAYS going to be a bad time bc lotor has figured out how to use plot armor to protect himself so sometimes you just need to attack that face down trap card and face the consequences or you’ll be stuck forever yknow?

OH IT’S HER. FROM THE SHIP. COOL i was wondering if that’d come up again.

oops he’s ambidextrous.

also i think ezor might be a little crueler than she lets on, she’s got some v. vicious expressions going on in this grapple.

ZETHRID THINKS ALLURA’S A WORTHY OPPONENT ZELLURA YOU ARE CLEARED FOR LAUNCH (in other news i am a terrible person)

honestly those are both equally high priority targets, either one WILL fuck things up in the future no matter if they follow firo or keith.

now lotor how do you know they were about to attack, unless you perhaps had a direct link into the lions communication lines, which have been kinda previously established as being impossible to hack?

(so that’s one point in them also knowing about project kuron)

YES KEITH THIS IS WHAT YOU DO BEST ON THE FLY INSTINCTIVE GOOD MOVE

hooooly shit lotor’s maaaad

get your hand off him firo.

“i’m sorry i had to step in back there” step in. STEP IN. LIKE YOU WEREN’T IN CONTROL OF THE ENTIRE MISSION START TO FINISH. he sets up ‘you were the leader and you weren’t good enough’ almost on purpose..

the former isn’t true because keith still stepped down and firo commanded all their movements from the ship and the latter isn’t true because no plan survives contact with the enemy keith basically had it as under control as shiro always did. considering the circumstances he did damn well AND he scored a ‘fuck you’ point against lotor by using lotor’s own new ship to wreck the teledove.

“i thought i had it under control” ;A;

HE’S BEEN THERE SINCE THEY ALL FORMED VOLTRON YOU FUCK. HE WAS GOOD AT THIS UNTIL YOU GOT HERE.

FUCK YOU FIRO.

damn that’s cold haggar.

episode seven:

i’m. um. huh. those certainly were memories i’ll need to pause on later.

this dramatic scene is being ruined by all the cute little triforces floating around.

my civil war theory is officially dead now i guess. goodbye, civil war theory. it was nice to have you as a handy aversion of the whole ‘X race is like this while Y race is like this’ trope that always shows up in sci fi and fantasy and sci-fantasy~

this music is giving me jack sparrow IN SPACE vibes.

oooh the dust particle effect in the light shafts in the air is pretty and a good attention to detail.

now see like why wasn’t his spirit projection thing back in season 1 more like this??? he has a character he’s got personality he’s just like his daughter i’d actually MISS this guy if that spirit projection thing had been like his true self and not a bland whatever he was he’s so forgettable i can’t even remember what he was like.

ZARKON WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED. YOUR VOICE. YOUR EYES.

so like galra culture has a class/caste system and is kinda militaristic. explains a lot in the future i guess.

“WHAT IS THAT” is that the same cat narti has? and oh god no he’s a dork.

OH NO HE’S A REALLY BIG DORK AAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAA BABY ALLURA. SHE’S SO CUTE.

oh so he married honerva? oh no. OH NO SHE BETTER NOT BE HAGGAR. DON’T DO THIS.

“it was a customary gesture” tf is that all about.

“by willow!” is that the first canon mention of a deity? cool.

so the red paladin was technically the first paladin.

this thing is eldritch as fuck.

“Am I a leg?!” god i am so sad that you’re going to die horribly i love you.

now it’s REALLY eldritch.

god she really is haggar.

so alteans definitely age then (which proves empress allura was definitely dead a long LONG time before alt-eans went all mind-controlly).

honergar’s giving me major ‘that bloodbender who’s name i’ve forgotten’ vibes.

I KNEW QUINTESSENCE WAS BAD SHIT

he loves her so much im gonna cry.

so the lions cannot pick up on deceit then. they accept the will of their paladin over the safety of voltron as a whole and the other lions. they cast no moral judgement.

so there could easily be an evil voltron somewhere.

ZARKON NO HE’S HOLDING HER HAND ARGH.

so those weird purple cloud creatures from another dimension are puppeteering the corpse of the first black paladin, taking his basic desire for power and extending it into a galaxy spanning genocidal crusade because???

their home dimension must be a fucking hell dimension if things like that are trying to escape.

that guard made it seem like they sorta knew and accepted why their planet was destroyed so i guess zarkon returning from death was such a massive cultural shock that they all fell into line. bc otherwise i find it hard to believe that every single galra would join the battle (like yeah the blades exist but they’re a tiny movement) and not question what the fuck happened to his eyes or voice or how he came back from the fucking dead or why they’re meant to suddenly hate everyone.

ok so why do most of the galra have similar glowing eyes iirc? surely the vast majority should have the normal eyes that old zarkon and lotor have but they don’t. unless like successful generals are permitted to ‘live’ forever by taking the creatures into their bodies but then like they have far too much personality for that. the loktar ogar guy for example. what gives.

that’s kind of a leap at lotor’s motives but an understandable one, they don’t know how much lotor detests being like his father so i doubt he’d do the same damn thing his father was trying to do.

he’s baaaaack and he’s got no new tricks, zombieman zarkon’s still just as thick as the last time~

lotor’s gonna be so mad. and also this doesn’t actually explain why haggar lets zarkon run roughshod all over her much better plans prior to this because she doesn’t remember being his husband until this episode.

and also also imo this means haggar definitely can’t be lotor’s mother bc when we’re seeing things coran can’t possibly know like honerva on her death bed we’re probably seeing haggar’s vision of events and he doesn’t appear to be a factor in either of their lives but she remembers their wedding perfectly.

(unless he’s a zombaby but he can’t be because his eyes don’t glow).

hrm.

season four when.

[skamfairy]

ok i know everyone's mad at noora and yousef and such but have we talked about the fact that noora genuinely didn't know? like i feel like sana is the complete opposite of an open book and understanding others is sanas thing. so noora probably had no idea right? sana never told her or gave her hints to her liking yousef

agreed. You know what I think? we need to John Tucker this shit (omg I should write a john tucker au asdfghjkl) anyway point is

don’t get mad at Noora, get mad at the dude who lead Sana on and then made out with Noora while his friends were out in a violent fight like….

i’m sorry….i’m finding it hard not to judge Yousef at the moment. 

Noora and I are cool tho…kinda mad that she did hurt Sana, but she didn’t intentionally! Just like Sana didn’t intentionally hurt her either. 

my sister tho? oooh she maaaad

she is an angry teenager anyway but damn. 

do you know what she texted me yesterday? 

she was all “i’m watching how I met your mother wanna know something important Mikki?” 

me: um I guess?

angry teenage sister: don’t trust Noora’s they steal your man

me: ????

angry teenage sister: nora in himym stole barney from robin

me: um i don’t think…

angry teenage sister: and Noora stole Sana’s man

me: sigh you can’t steal people

angry teenage sister: interesting that Noora said that huh? 

anyways enjoy that little anecdote on my angry teenage sister. 

[drewxmay]

Contestshipping Masterpost - Part 10 - Deceit and Assist

Deceit and Assist (eh... not as bad as the other episode names)

00:07 I'm okay with Brock flirting, but I don't want the episode starting out with it.

00:13 just LISTEN nd LOOK at Halrey. can you seriereuosly blame me for thinking he is a girl??? I'm willing to beleive that Halrey's voice acter is a girl becuase I can't really imagine a boy having THAT HIGH PICHED of a voice.

00:30 No. He's not mysterios. He is a jerk.

:video spends a full minute of my time with the theme song:

Also what soes Deceit even mean??? :looks up: de·ceit dəˈsēt/ noun noun: deceit; plural noun: deceits

   the action or practice of deceiving someone by concealing or misrepresenting the truth.

So the title is litterally telling us that Harley is lieing?

01:49 BWA HA HA AHA HAHAHAHAHHHA WHY ARE YOU PUTTING THAT IN IT'S FACE U DUMB HA HA HA HA HA HA

01:51 Drew hears one of May's friends talking to sombody about contests and immediatly looks over becuase he assumes that May is there.

02:11 You know what that girl's Espeon is my favorite.

02:26 Snowrunt has a nose? Also what pokemon is giving off that hair. There was a Mankey there but there is now way that the hair only made it to snowrunt, and the wind is going a different direction than where Mankey was so wtf is going on here?

02:33 No.

02:40  No.

02:42 No.

I'm all for fat people but this guy is protraid as stupid and based off of the little we've seen of him I'm not liking him very much...

03:19 I disscused this in the last episode, shouldn't the ribbons also be on the records? then if somthing like that happened it wouldn't matter as much!

03:26 the show teaches us that whenever somebody says "three strange people" or "this group of bad guys" they are talking about Jessie James and Meowth, but I know for a fact that Jessie is the only one who wants to enter the fand festivle but doesn't have all of the ribbons.

03:40 FUCK NO. (no screenshot becuase I hate it Anthony is as far as I am going)

03:56 James that is my face right now. y. I don't even care what he just said is bullcrap. It's not all of the sudden right?

4:26 and James now has a compter out of nowhere even though there was no desk to be seen and he has no bag to carry it in, meaning that he got it from somwhere in this room, but what even is this room and why is that a team rocket computer!

04:48 tell me that Harley is not mistakeable for a girl.

4:58 c'mon we all knew she was going to pick Skitty from the title. What do you think that cumbuskin was going to learn Assist?

05:00 OH WAIT DREW IS THERE HI

05:25 Drew :looks out for May: 05:37 :takes screenshot of Drew looking out for May:

5:39 yes. yes they would Harley.

05:49 nope. Harley if you knew that Drew was watching you. Also imma take a screenshot.

5:58 and then Drew finally says somthing! It made me happy to see him mad at Harley in his own Drew way. Wait you wanna say somthing Bulbapedia?

While May is following Harley's false advice, Drew constantly watches Harley, and catches him talking to himself about teaching May a lesson. Hm. 06:05 do you think I care about this plot? The person is stupid. I get it. Also WHY are they still on the beach? The people who stole it are definatly far away by now, meaning NOT at the beach!

06:10 So if this is serios enough to get the cop then why don't they just scan your ribbon each time you get one???

06:13 Jenny :Tells Anthony that he can compete: Anthony: I can't compete Oh look you still not the ribbons. well Imma skip this.

6:52 You mean the main STORY not the main compatition

7:00 and one of those 64 was the person with an Espeon

7:30 You know... I've never liked Joy being a judge. Doesn't she have to take care of pokemon, or do all of the pokemon wait and die?

8:22 like you care

8:26 For this moment I love you Harley

8:30 YOU WEREN'T THERE DURING ANY OF THAT. YOU SHOULDN'T KNOW ABOUT ANTHONY.

8:34 I've seen that ninetails in the background... so they DO care about the backgroound characters!

9:38 and you sound so happy about it

9:49 This is a doll that is litterally possased by only hatered, and it isn't a dark (evil) type, but a skunk pokemon is.

9:57 and it's not a dark type!

10:27 geez judges! stop changing the score so frigin much!

10:55 well it should be flygon  but it's a dragon type (the only dragon pokemon that isn't in a dragon egg group, instead flygon is in the flying egg group meaning that once Drew get's one it can breed with beautifly) so that means that Tropius who doesn't even seem to have that effective of wings is. you know what cumbusken is flying. and then the Anthony thing continues. LETS GET TO THE ACTUAL PLOT.

12:55 FINALY.

13:11 and somehow this plan works!

13:36 See even Halrey knows that it should'nt have worked.

14:23 and we all know where skitty learnt that from! Though, seeing that the betals that Roserade makes are heart shaped and Skitty's aren't means (i know that it itsn't true) that Drew is making them hearts on purpose. BECUASE HE LOVES MAY.

14:32 MAX WHY DID YOU HAVE T- T.T I can see why everybody hates you Max.

15:09 May is finally realizing everything that Halrey said is bullcrap

15:14 Harley wtf

15:21 GOD JOB! DREW PROOVES THAT HE WAS LOOKING OUT FOR MY BY SPYING ON HARLEY. ALSO REMEMBER WHAT I SAID EALYER "what if you knew Drew was watching" WELL THERE YA GO. DREW CARES FOR MAY SO MUCH!

15:45 drew must make Harley maaaad

16:07 I THOUGHT THAT WAS 19 FOR A MOMENT THERE

16:14 Don't be sorry

16:27 I love Drew so much

16:27 Harley calling Drew May's boyfriend. not lyin' but he's right! Bulbapedia?

Drew confronts Harley and is obviously extremely angry about his taking advantage of May. He also smiles with satisfaction when May pulls her appeal together despite Harley's deceit. Later on, when May apologizes for not going through with Skitty's Assist the whole way, Drew tells her about Harley's plan. Unbelieving, May goes face to face with a foiled Harley, who remarks, albeit rather angrily, in turn that, "It almost worked too, and you never would have known if your annoying boyfriend over here had kept his trap shut." Neither May nor Drew bothers to correct his statement, although Drew glares at Harley at the words "annoying boyfriend." After Harley leaves the scene wow that was long.

16:39 Todays episode bruaght to you by: Halrey trying to make May cry.

17:16 Drew you're plan to be nice to May while telling her to be nice didn't work. The only way to teach her is the hard way, and if that's what you gotta do then... ya. Bulbapedia anything to say on Drew? Drew yells at May for listening to other people's advice and tells her to trust in her Pokémon instead. May looks hurt and during Drew's second round appeal, May is seen thinking deeply about what Drew had said. I wouldn't call it "yelling" but May was already hurt your entree on this make it feel like you're saying it's Drew's fualt!

17:47 thaaaaat's a target! Imma change Masqurain's pokedex entree to "Masqurain, the taget pokemon".

17:57 Vivian I don't think those are antini

19:16 May's gonna be there. I know it.

19:25 yup.

19:47 that person look's like ashes mom but with orange hair.

also o fuk May vs Halrey. May will win.

20:36 and the rest of the episode. Also is Cacturn and Benett the only pokemon Harley has?

[d035th15mak3m3l00kc00l]

Wardens; Out.

So, I banished the Grey Wardens. And Blackwall. Boy, did I get some mad disapproval from Sera, Iron Bull, Dorian and Blackwall. Maaaad.

I have done a ridiculous amount of playthroughs on Dragon Age Inquisition, as per use’ with all the Dragon Age games (unequivocally my favourite series ever). I started with my usual rogue, then again with rogue Quizzy 2.0,  then Qunari male, then Eleven female just to experience the Solas romance (not that great guys, but that’s another ramble), all rogue. THEN I switched to mage (first time ever in the series, I never understood the mage obsession), elven female but ditched Solas for Cullen (HAHA EGG), then made a mage qunari for the Iron Bull romance which I STILL haven’t worked through yet because I got carried away with a human mage, which brings us to this ramble.(On a side note, is anyone elses favourite part about the Bioware games the character creation? Just to de-stress from study I’ll “start a new game” just to make a face. I think I’ve gotten quite good at it. The trick, in my opinion, is to make the character bald first thing then add the hair last thing. And out of all the bioware games Inquisition has the most capable face builder. And yes, I miss having the Sims on my laptop). 

Anyway, back to the main ramble.

So I’ll admit I’m biased towards the Wardens. Hello? First game YOU ARE ONE. ALISTAIR, LOVE OF MY HEART AND SOUL, is a warden. They’re the under-appreciated muffins of the Dragon Age world. The first couple of my games definitely reflected this. I forgave them, then utilised them, then was HORRIFIED when I killed them off. Next game same, but I protected them from doing ANYTHING in an attempt to keep them safe (still managed to kill them off?! God they’re useless without my Hero of Ferelden). Then I experimented with not forgiving them, but keeping Blackwall, then not forgiving his lying ass. This time around, I wiped my slate clean, literally all of it, and put myself in my noble Quizzy’s boots. 

So my Quizzy, being a mage, thought it was best to use the mages for the Breach but was worried about biased accusations so conscripted the mages. She’s aware of this when she faces the decisions at Adamount. First, she gets Stroud to stay behind in the Fade. The Wardens have already made some fucked decisions, and if she pops out with Kirkwall’s Champion dead when Stroud could pay penance for their stupidity? Nah, not the right thing to do. So they lose a ‘serious mustache’, as Sera puts it, and hopefully portray some imitation that not all the Wardens are dumb as farck. She chooses to yell at the Wardens about that, because she’s terrified and angry from the whole experience, and if they WEREN’T SO DUMB it may never have happened. I mean, they didn’t even consult ANYONE else about this. Not even the King who, hello, IS A GREY FUCKING WARDEN. I haven’t read any of the extra stories or shit that has been released which I think isn’t a bad thing. I don’t have this history and backstory in my head, and I doubt my Quizzy’s would have either. And I’m not letting my bias get involved remember? Completely objective.

So all my Quizzy knows is Corypheus can influence the Wardens, even the warriors who opposed the mages (in the end). She knows a Blight was only 10 years ago, and that it started in Ferelden, not Orlais. In her head, the Blight is not a big problem right now, and having shadow agents (willingly or no) inside her Inquisition is not a good idea. Add to that how furious the land will be when they discover it was the Warden’s who caused the Divine’s death, when she already has the Mage’s who fucked up Redcliffe with her...she can’t risk it on so many levels. So she tells them to leave.

Then Blackwall shows up and asks to stay. She hadn’t thought about him at the time, but now he’s standing before her and she has to assess. The above about corruption still applies. But the other thing she doesn’t like is that Stroud admitted to hearing the call, answered several questions honestly that must have put a lot of trust in the Inquisitor...and Blackwall didn’t. Looking back she sees he never answered a question properly, including regarding the call, and while she doesn’t know the extent of his lying she does know he’s hiding something. It’s enough for her not to trust him and, since at this point she still believes him a Grey Warden, she tells him he should go too. And what seals the deal is that glare he points her way at her words and she thinks she made the right choice.

Back outside my Quizzy’s head I do think the Wardens get some harsh treatment in all the other Dragon Age games. In 2 you see them briefly and they’re no help at all (I get it, they have shit to do, but come on) and yah that whole clusterfuck in Inquisition. I know a lot of people are thinking DA4 will be about Weisshaupt but I’d love a game that’s a PREQUEL to all the others, like from the first Blight. My little Wardens need redeeming and come on, Griffons.

The end.

[todrandfarbeyond]

Live in a Life Full of Poker Face.

Have you experience 'desperately-want-to-mad-but-you-have-to-protect-one's-feeling' feeling? Well, I sometimes feel this kind of feeling. When you're actually angry, but all you have to do is just remain silent & shows your poker face. Actually there's nothing I can do, my conscience says 'I hate it, I'm maaaad at you!!! Why did you cancel it by your own?!' but it turns to be 'Ok no problem, we still have time to do that later' or 'Iya gapapa hehe' shouted from my mouth/the way I replied their chat. The only reason why I keep doing that, is because I really appreciate their presences, their hearts, and their feelings while I try to hide my madness inside me. I don't know whether doing this thing is right or not. Well, well, well... So to anyone who feels like you hurt my feelings and I'm not mad at u at all, you're sooooo lucky because you've got one special position in my life. At least thank u for ur kindness. Kiss! Love, G