#Where I’ve been screaming
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I AM KEEPING TO MY WORD
I have episode two up on my computer RIGHT NOW
lets goooooook
The english, wasn’t expecting it, was confused gor like ten seconds until i realized
Oh, gambling schemes, how interesting
HEY AINT THAT GIRL FAMILIAR
MYSTERY KID
WHATS BRO DOIN
whats his power?
Ultimate wingmanning i guess
his neck tattoo looks cool (is that a tattoo? if its his traumatic backstory im going to look so mean)
Bros smoking a pipe like from the days of old
What secret code do those two have
WAAAIT, he was s1’s blond’s brother? ooouhhhhhh, i have such a bad memory i guess
Seecret tunnel secret tunnel
Oh shit cool table
OH DANG A GUN
FIFTY MIL
AHHHHHH
this is so tense
Bro is NOT scared
he has to chalant like right now, he is TOO CALM for this situation
This old man is gonna die
YEAHHHHH GET HIIIM LIU CIAO GET HIIIIMMMMMM
SO HES GOT SUPER HEARING
or is he just like anime levels of genius and has like trained himself to gear everything
OH SHOOT
HE SAID CHENG
I was kind of so like locked in i forgot he said Cheng
OH MY GOD WE HAVEN’T EVEN GOTTEN TO THE OPENING
this opening hurts but its so good
CAT HAT YEAHHHHHHHH
I actually like NEED Qiao Ling’s outfit
Yeahh, every guys got his secrets
WOULNDT YOU KNOW LU GUANG?? 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨
oh, you know he isn’t hiding anything big maybe definitely totally not the catalyst for this entire season definitely NOT that 
NOOOONOOOOO NOT A FLASHBACK TO A PREVIOUS TIMELINE
AHHHHHHHHH
SOMETHING CHANGED
shit, bros literally the meme
not Lu Guang absolutely ear to ear, smiling at a drumstick 
WHAT IS SHE HIDING
WHAT
Qiao Ling what do you have to hide? 
WHAT IS GOING ON
XIAOSHI PRLEASE LISTEN TO HER
YOU WILL DIE BRO
AND I DONT WANT TO SEE THAT AGAIN
Who?
GIIRL YOUVE BEEN SITTING ON THIS FOR YEARS
Tell Cheng Xiaoshi the truth challenge level: IMPOSSIBLE APPARENTLY
they don’t tell my boy a damn thing 
DAAAAANG YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO LITTLE XIAOSHI LIKE THAT
You don’t even have a dad you could’ve just made one up is LOOOOW
Whys he in the wat- VEIN THE HELL YOU DOIN HERE
This ending song HIITS
shoot post credit scene
VEIIIN LEAVE
OK, so like a fun fact to everybody in the clink universe not everybody has to go to Bridon
and definitely not at the exact same time 
#BRO APPARENTLY LIKE THE UNIVERSE JUST DOES NOT WANT ME TONWATCH THIS DANG SHOW#LIKE I WAS TRYING TO#AND LIKE MY DENTIST AND MY RIDE TO THE DENTIST ARE WRITING ME AND I JUST WANT TO LINK CLICK#I just know my RA has it out for me right now#Cause like it has taken me like two or three hours to watch a 20 minute episode of a TV show#Like the entire time I’ve been quiet up until these last few minutes#Where I’ve been screaming#But like whisper screaming but not screaming as more as just raising my voice at my computer and looking like a lunatic#But she lives right next-door and I know I’m annoying her and I feel bad but these are also#My genuine reactions like a majority of what I type out I said out loud#Cause I do most of this talk to text which is why I have so many typos all the time#so so sorry all right if you ever somehow in some way find my account and know it’s me#I apologize#Also found out I’m virtual again tomorrow so I will be watching more#let’s go#Because it turns out we actually got snow and not just slush#Which is great I love the snow but#I fear for a still life and for color theory I actually have to be in the room#And not on my computer because I can’t focus as it is#This is just a long winded way of me saying I’m watching more tomorrow#Cause I actually have the time now#so Yay I guess#im scared for these next ones#like genuinely#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#qiao ling#link click trio#link click bridon arc#link click
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Good morning 🙏🏼
I want to thank everyone their support with reblogging my stuff over the years and reblogging some of the context of the situation.
Tumblr and Instagram is filled with the most supportive people I’ve ever had the chance of meeting. The last time something like this happened, I didn’t have much support, not even from people I thought were close to me. It took me a year or two to be okay with being perceived again in fandoms. So I’m very grateful for everything.
I just wanted to post that I appreciate all of the asks and I’ve been reading all of them. I actually get anxious I’m spamming everyone too much so I probably won’t reply to everything. Please don’t feel pressured to support me financially, there’s is a free option on patreon to follow. I’ll post future project plans and occasional updates because I still love comics and I still love DC/Marvel. I do enjoy having people following along for my art/reading journey so I would always be okay with people just following for free. My brain is telling me this post is too long now so I will go 🙏🏼😭
#my brain to me: what in the retired YouTuber ass type post.. (screams) ok#I just received a lot of anons about the situation and I wanted to clarify it’s okay!!#I know the usd conversion rate is crazy… so I’ll try to wrangle my head to post some stuff publicly. I had a friend who supported me from#brazil.. I was like what! ily but if it’s breaking bank please don’t do it!!!#I also didn’t want people sending me asks thinking I didn’t read it.. listen I’ve been a fandom lurker for a while. yes I do get sad when#people don’t reply to my asks… because I’m like I want to know your answer so bad#sorry I’m not doing a very good job replying 😔 I’ve actually never had a fandom blog of this level#I’ve never gotten more than 5 asks over the 3+ years of tumblr usage..#I’m also an ultra perfectionist where I’ll reread what I wrote 2–5 times before posting. yeah it’s a bit crazy! if you send me a list of#recommended comics before I will probably read every single one and then reply 7+ months later…#😭😭😭#let me not ramble more 👍🏼#going to go get breakfast
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hi he said this in june 2023 rolling stone interview podcast:
"In the lockdown I wrote about the best part of 40 songs," he told Rolling Stone. "So this album was a cross-section of all the different styles that I'd done to that point, which is what I liked about the album. Pretty Boy was a bit like the electronic thing and then there was the Ballad thing and then there was the '60s thing and hen there was like a bit of a jazz thing with Council Skies. So I pick the best things that brought me to this place so far. But there is an acoustic album, as well, which is very stripped back – which I started recording actually recently before I came away [for his current US tour with the High Flying Birds]. And then those years are very heavily guitar bass stadium rock album.
“There is an acoustic album as well, which is very, very stripped back, and which I started recording recently,” he revealed to Rolling Stone: “And then there’s, a very heavily guitar-based, stadium-rock album.”
Rolling Stone then asked the obvious question – why didn't he release that one first?
"I don't know," replied Noel in a rare public display of uncertainty. "I've been proved right anyway in this decision because the album's [Council Skies] been received amazingly well. And better than any album I've ever had so far, so I've been proved right in that respect. But why didn't I go with that? I don't know. I guess because I didn't really know if stadium rock was going to be allowed anymore because of COVID and all that. I didn't know if there was going to be a tour or any of that s*** – things have changed drastically.
"But the guitar album, I'm looking forward to recording," Noel added. "But it's time I did an acoustic album, because I've got a lot of songs that are quite harrowing – they've obviously written in the time of the breakup [Noel is going through a divorce from his wife Sarah MacDonald after 22 years together]. So I want to get that out and then do a euphoric guitar record."
#this is the first noel gallagher interview i listened to after hearing council skies#everything else twisted me up but it was all right here at the beginning#im screaming#i’ve been looking for this quote forever and totally forgot it was this early#and this is where he says the breakup songs are on the acoustic album#god lockdown had he writing three albums worth of songs like fuckin 92/93/94#2023#council skies#ng interviews#eighth album speculation#this is where i got that council skies was not his breakup album#good grief that’s been driving me batty i thought i’d made it up#euphoric rock hacienda nostalgia beegees i’m connecting the dots
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the way sylus and LaDs is single-handedly getting me back into writing fic is craaaazy
me, clawing my way out of the fanfic hole after diving headfirst back in 2009: i can finally leave 😭🙏
me, immediately after seeing sylus: i’m back in the fucking building 💥👊
anyway if you like fake dating, secret missions, only one bed, masquerade ball, and/or mutual pining, you’ll hopefully like what i’ve got cooking 👀
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lads#lads sylus#yall I’ve been writing fic so long i remember actively using the citrus scale#if anyone is excited about this idea feel free to scream at me in the comments#if not you best believe it’ll still be on ao3 just as soon as i get to a point where it’s mostly finished#fanfic#fanfiction#fic writing
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#THEM *SCREAMS*#/pos#they melt my brain in the best way#I’ve been very bored lately lol#tv girl mention‼️‼️‼️#you know where to find me#and i know where to look#literally them#ttte humanized#ttte gijinka#ttte#ttte thomas#ttte rosie
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This afternoon was so rough that I forgot to post about this morning! The church I’ve been attending had a decorating party to celebrate the approach of Advent… and, well, to get more hands to make the work load easier. And holy crap, I’m so glad I went.
The head pastor shows up with the worship leader as me and two other dudes are carrying boxes of decorations down from the balcony storage rooms, and she formally introduced me to everyone — “This is Darby. You’ve probably seen him around, he’s been coming for a couple months!” A fucking pastor gendered me correctly (keep in mind she’s aware I’m trans), and if anyone questioned my identity, they didn’t do so to my face; I was “man” and “bro” and “sir” and “he/him/his” the whole morning long.
I helped assemble the tree because I was the only one willing to climb up the ladder with the top pieces, and I accidentally ended up leading the tree decorating as well. I meant to just put a few ornaments here and there until someone with more creative vision took over, but then people started grabbing stuff and asking me where to hang or stuff or drape or place it, so I just kinda. Went with it.
The pastor taught me about some Methodist Advent/Christmas traditions along the way, I met a lot of new people, and it was just overall a really really good morning. This afternoon was rough, but I had a terrific morning and a fun movie night with my girlfriend, so I’m calling today a success.
#GOD I’m so happy I can be back in church#I’m so happy I found a church where I’m accepted and welcomed as I am#the pastor pointed out that I’ve been showing up at every opportunity and I apologized for my frequent intrusions#she and the worship leader assured me they’re glad to have me#I’m just. really happy#peaches screams into the void
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can someone hold my fucking hand please i am so STRESSED oh my god why would they do this to me on a random monday GOD
#i’ve never been to a kpop concert before. never had to fight for my life for a kpop ticket before#can’t believe my first hunger games would be for skz. zero practice. i’m gonna hit the ground running FUCK#i shouldn’t have to shake like a chihuahua in the middle of the office like this. i should be home where i can scream in peace#uhm.#okay fine at least they’re going in the summer which means i can still go to new york in may#i was hella stressed about that thinking nyc and skz would overlap#jen rambles
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putting the nasty in dynasty 🙄
#my art#project E#kh oc#charis oc#hello it is pride month and I have double the amount of blorbo brainrot ☺️#anyway. EPHEMERIS! [blows up]#I can’t with these two. I can’t. I’ve been writing them for like a week straight and it’s SO hard bc I’m just here screaming into my hands#you know that scene in beauty and the beast where beast runs his fingers through belle’s hair?#peak romance. changed my lil kiddo brain’s chemistry#they both have long hair. you /know/ they’re playing with each other’s and styling it etc etc etc#this art doesn’t even have anything to do with the fic technically; I’m just insane#does any part of what I just said make sense? I hope so#it’s been a long day and my brain is buzzing#themst…the goobers…..#seeker and finder#my posts#timeless child#overmorrow tfs
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i think about this sometimes but I post content of mes that are different from the canon. I draw specific things with me. sometimes if i’m proud, i share it with a wider audience. i think it should be a “who cares” because it’s ME, but I worry about how people will interpret my infodump or my art.
i have always been a big, big advocate for media literacy and looking into characterization deeper and understanding a character from another perspective. i think people dumbing down a character to, “awhh wehh my sweetie he’s nice deep down he’s just mean on the outside” especially when it’s a villian makes me rip my hair out.
But it’s different when it’s kin stuff. Maybe the person portraying themselves like that is because they DID feel that way.
But I can’t draw something or infodump about my life and state, “by the way this is me and how i acted i’m not just disregarding the canon character i promise” every time because outside of kin spaces people don’t take kindly to fictionkin
because i acknowledge the canon character. whether or not i go “well that’s wrong and actually they [i] wouldn’t do that” it’s still somehow weaved into the canon character’s behavior because i still do my best to understand it
and the other issue is like, the whole “just make an oc at that point.” But i’m NOT an oc. I am the guy, even if i remember being vastly different. there’s not a point in drawing kin art if im not drawing ME, is there?
i just wish to not come across as someone who ignores the canon and thinks they know better about the media when they just really do not put the care to learn jack shit about the media they’re consuming
#txt post#rambling#fictionkin#otherkin#alterhuman#therian#like. this post is about subspace because how i remember myself BOTH TIMES BTW is like the opposite of canon#canon listens to the screams of his victims. i listen to chappel roan-adjacent pop#we are not the same#it’s worse when i can’t argue down a point where i can convince someone that how i remember myself is better than canon because#for the most part i’ve just been me but if i had a tinge more spunk than canon#but with subspace i can’t argue that#because my character in the canon isn’t badly written#he is a terrible demon who is straight up a monster and deserves every speck of horrible shit#so for me to argue “actually he is nice and silly and he and medkit were friends and—“#it just genuinely completely goes against everything and destroys the very basis of his characterization#it sucks maaajor balls bro it’s so unfortunate for me#long post#<i forgot to add.
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Vengeance Saga just came out and I still haven’t even had time to listen to Wisdom Saga I’m crying
#Thomas rambles#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#epic the vengeance saga#epic odysseus#I wanna listen to all of it all at once#but I haven’t had a 1.5-2 hr car ride where I’ve been awake enough yet…#crying sobbing screaming#it sounds like it’s amazing too….
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i’m sorry but i am so excited about my little green house if i start getting annoying punch me
#i went to dinner with my friend and she knows i’ve been looking for a new place and i picked her up and after she was like this isn’t the#way back where are we going and i said don’t worry about it and then i pulled up to it and just parked the car and pointed to it and said#that’s mine and then she said shut the fuck up and i just nodded and then we screamed :)
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oh my god i’m so irrationally excited to be sleeping comfortably in my own bed tonight
#i’ve been offline for many reasons but a big part is my apt doesn’t have air conditioning and we have projected 105-110 degree highs for the#foreseeable future and the entire back wall of my apt is window that gets intense direct sun every morning#so i’ve been baking in here to the point where i’ve been bumming places to sleep the past few nights at friends houses#which requires SO MUCH socialization and it’s exhausting. i fucking hate being around people#but the nights i’ve had to stick to out and be here have been miserable like#ice shower immediately before bed 3 fans pointing directly at me and still sweating all night#today a local nonprofit helped me get one of those portable a/c units#but i’m still gonna pitch a fit to my leasing office (i screamed at them yesterday LOL) bc now my electric bill is gonna go crazy#anyway! we need affordable housing that is actually inhabitable!!!!
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“There’s a kind of time travel in letters, isn’t there? I imagine you laughing at my small joke; I imagine you groaning; I imagine you throwing my words away. Do I have you still? Do I address empty air and the flies that will eat this carcass? You could leave me for five years, you could return never—and I have to write the rest of this not knowing.”
#yeah I read tihylttw on Tuesday and ever since I’ve been thinking about them#need to do a reread#ONCE IVE READ THE OTHER BOOKS ON MY TBR LIST#(I screamed it to make sure people understand that I Will be reading other books that I’ve promised to read first)#this is how you lose the time war#tihylttw#red and blue#tihylttw red#tihylttw blue#art#doodle#henreyettart#bookart#I’ve seen most people draw blue with long hair but idk I see her having it short#it’s so interesting the thing where they swap bodies and appearances because I imagine them looking different all the time but it’s still#THEM#ya know?
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Old zlibrary links finally stopped working 😔
#Clicked the link I’ve been using forever n it started telling me it was giving me a virus or smthn#idk but it’s not working n idk where to get free books now#screaming
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i’m so tired i feel like no one around me wants to talk about palestine and i’m tired of trying to make people care, i’m a bit tired in general so i think i need a week or so of break
#i’m taking a break from going to protests#it’s physically exhausting#but i’ll get right back into it once i recover#been to too many things in a short timespan#but god it feels like i’m screaming into the void#i’ve stopped sharing things about palestine cuz ik the ppl that don’t care won’t see it#i want to scream at people to care just a little bit#like it makes me sad to look at the literal babies dying but like god we gotta do something like literally anything#and i don’t feel like i can vent except to maybe 2-3 people i know#cuz i’d be seen as bitchy#so i’m putting it out there on tumblr where everyone can see it lmao#my personal diary with countless strangers watching#idk#maybe i just need a break#don’t lose hope about it
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Referring to Louis and Harry as a dagger and rose besides just not making sense (why would they tattoo themselves on themselves? if anything, they would have gotten each other's tattoos) is also just reductionist and insulting to both of them. You view them as one-dimensional characters where Harry is soft & feminine and Louis is harsh & masculine. If you can watch Louis doing the gender reveal and think he was acting like a dagger, you weren't paying attention.
louis was out here looking like THIS last night and you want to talk about fucking emojis??? 🌹🗡️
#where are your priorities 😭😭😭😭#i went to bed early last night and literally just screamed when i saw the pics 💀💀💀💀#i love that you wanna claim that i view them as one dimensional characters#but also in the first sentence of this ask insinuate that louis is the rose and harry’s the dagger#to fit your narrative#so is louis also the anchor? the paplion butterfly? the ship?#anyway i need yall to care like 10% less#both about me and my opinions#and about harry and louis#like i promise yall nothing is that deep#louis is very soft and lovely and kind and i love him for that#and in this instance he was very sweet and excited for this mom AND he was also stomping around on the balloon and cursing like a sailor#it was very louis and i love that 🥰#now please leave me alone to my louis thirsting#i’ve been awake for like 5 minutes
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