#When motivation hits
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Trigger warning for eyestain
Maybe not but will put a warning to be sure—
Featuring @liminal-spaced-out's wonderful and lovebugged Narrator!
I did something similar last year, and wanted to remake it! Actually kinda proud of how it turned out
Without filter^^^
And the one I made last year
#tspud#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#my art#tsp#tsp narrator#tsp fanart#the stanley parable narrator#the stanley parable fanart#tsp lovebug#lovebug#lovebug au#tsp lovebug au#get lovebugged#Yea I had fun and somehow made jt under an hour#When motivation hits#I swear to god I'm gonna make this a tradition to redraw this pic
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More pretty outfits for the pink wall decal and queer bug 💛
Some little detail explanation:
I gave Scrabby an earring sort of thing that resembles his crystal and the ribbons around his arms are supposed to look like wings! Or at least have a wing texture. Also gave him a bug mandible motif on his skirt, corset belt, and necklace!
I didn’t have much to say for Prismos fit but I really like the ribbon I gave him :>
#I was going to take a break but when motivation hits at 2am who am I to stop it…#I just love using this bug as my fashion muse#he just pulls it off so well#art#digital art#fan art#adventure time#fiona and cake#prismo#prismo the wishmaster#prohibitedwish#scarab#scarab the god auditor#scarab adventure time#pwish#prohibited wish fanart#adventure time fanart#fiona and cake fanart
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BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on
#ATHENA WAS LITTERALLY BEGGING FOR BRO TO SHUT UP AND HE WAS JUST LIKE:#“HEY CYCLOPS IM THE REIGNING KING OF ITHACA AND MY NAMES ODYSSEUS BET YOU CANT FIND ME”#my art#epic the musical#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#odysseus epic#athena#athena epic#eurylochus epic#out off topic but people that sent doodle request on ask im not ignoring y'all ok#it's just that my grandpa fell down on the kitchen and hit his head so now ive been a bit busy taking care of him#he's good btw nothing happened to him it was just a cut#but the gdi head always bleeds so much it was so scary#plus i felt another artblock starting so I had to doodle something silly and funny to kinda motivate myself lol#AND PLUS i started trying animating and turns out I KINDA HATE-LOVE IT#it's SO MUCH WORK TAKES SO MUCH TIME IT CAN BE SO BORING AT TIMES#but also once you kinda check how its looking overall it feels so good and fun??#anyways ill probably get to those asks around the weekend when ill have some free time :)
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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i saw this tweet and found it interesting for two reasons. one is that some people base how good cartoon network would be to toh by how it treated su, and despite the fact that su’s treatment by the network was considered poor at the time, now its thought to be exceptionally good in comparison to modern shows.
two is how exactly su got impacted by a limited budget. a common criticism is how characters like connie, peridot, and lapis are left out of missions. but balancing a lot of characters is not only hard but also costly (extra animation, extra voices—it’s been revealed that the show is limited to a set number of characters per episode otherwise they’re over budget). animation mistakes are not uncommon since retakes cost extra. the entire reason the original show got cut short was due to loss of funding!
#i don’t know if pay rates differ per networks#but a.ivi and s.urrashu have said that they needed to work outside of su in order to make sufficient funds#it only makes me wonder what other ways su suffered from a lower budget#that we as the audience never got to see#in the vein of the too-little characters complaint#another part of that is that low-stakes episodes should’ve been abt the main cast instead of the townies#like last one out of beach city and too short to ride vs restaurant wars and kiki’s pizza delivery service#i definitely see that especially since that isn’t budget related#nor would it seem to be network related (even if cn had an ‘episodic episodes’ quota it could still be abt the gems#(another side note: /would/ cn even have a requirement that the show make episodes that can be watched standalone?#this is a question for the people who were around when su was airing#what episodes often got rerun?#was it the townie eps or the lore eps?#for example i heard that su once did a ‘peridot event’ where they just reran peridot episodes#which had eps that skip around in the show#did they even care about airing the story so that it made sense anyways?#id get it if the low stakes townie episodes were the ones getting rerun))#but i have such a boring view on that which is i think it’s simply because the creators like townie eps#like in interviews r.ebecca s.ugar has said she’s the type to be really invested in background characters#answers in interviews have been crafted in ways to hide what’s really going on though tbf#prime example of this is rebecca and ian saying the wedding being interrupted was meant to follow the common trope#when later in the art book they said that it was bc cn rejected the ep bc it ‘wasn’t interesting enough’#both could simultaneously be true! it’s a psychology thing though where people make up nice-sounding explanations behind what they create#in retrospect because they want it to be thought out in such a nice way they believe in it#the bigger problem is that not matter how many episodes there are of them#it can be hard for ppl to be invested in the townies the same way they are invested in the main cast#i’m sure that a million writers have made surefire advice on how to get an audience to care about characters#but off the top of my head i think it’s because 1. most don’t have strong motivations to get truly invested in#(exception is ronaldo but people find him too annoying to care about him)#okay i had more points and explanations but i hit the tag limit and idk if anyone is actually reading this so bye
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i feel like Most dpxdc crossover fics have dp and dc in the same universe which like, is still fun don't get me wrong, but there's so many missed opportunities with them being in fully separate universes!
i'm specifically thinking of an au where the dcu is fictional in danny's universe like in ours. so instead of him being dropped in a random city, he's fully isekaid into the dcu and has to deal with the implications of that. danny not being a dc fan could def be interesting, but i personally really like the idea of him being a fan! i think he'd be really into characters like martian manhunter or the superfam since they're more directly related to space, but i think he'd have appreciation for the common dpxdc characters like the batfam too.
but anyway i'm just thinking of dc fan danny who somehow gets dropped into the dcu and is immediately clocked as Different and Knowing by literally every hero/vigilante there. damian screams bloody murder at him and danny just gives him this look like "i know what you've been through and you're just a kid so i won't hold it against you even though that was pretty mean" and damian is sooo pissed cause what the fuck does this guy know?? danny looks at jason like he's seeing robin and not red hood,,, he sees batman one day and gives him the most begrudging respectful and also highly judgemental glare. danny seeing clark on the street and immediately noping and turning around like no not dealing with superman today no thanks. danny randomly happens to be walking next to wally and tries to get him into a walking race. danny who keeps looking up at the sky whenever the watchtower is above him.
i just love the idea of danny walking around knowing way too much, not even necessarily being Powerful at this point, he just knows! too! much! and every hero who meets him feels completely exposed like how does this random kid give everyone the heebie jeebies.. what does he know.. how much does he know... why does he know... etcetc.
idk i love casually creepy danny
#he's so funny to me#danny seeing bruce wayne in the grocery store: glares at him like he knows every single secret flaw obsession that bruce has#bruce: 🤨#j'onn tries to read his mind and danny immediately panics and thinks of like fnaf or something#danny: don't think about the teen.titans cartoon do NOT think about the teen.titans cartoon#personally i think this au works best when danny truly has no ulterior motive like he really got hit by a bus or landed there#danny: turns into a complete stick near cass in hopes that she won't figure him out#cass: 🤨#obviously aus like this can also be made way more interesting by having seriously injured danny or ghost king danny#deaged danny or even assassin danny#how did he become an assassin in his normal world you say? don't ask me man im just the messenger#dpxdc#dcxdp#i love silly teenager danny he's so special to me#danny: like yes i should go home but do you think i can bring these limited edition jl figures with me?????
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sneakily posting a spoiler for the next chapter of Sunder in the hopes that I might actually write said chapter
#isat act 6 spoilers#isat sunder fic tag#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat isabeau#on my knees before my brain like pleasepleasplease#why am i hit by lack of motivation just when my favorite parts are coming up#Loop my belooped please come home
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Writing Status:
Fox's Tongue and Kirin's Bone: next chapter FINALLY done and posted to Patreon, that took forever, no help my glasses that turned out to have manufacturing defects no wonder it hurt to look at computer screens so much
Dark Night in Ba Sing Se: writing! started! First chapter is coming along nicely, RIP Zuko, and especially RIP Zuko's guard hat. Going to try and get this one up in the next week or so? The weather is lovely and there is no joy quite like picking strawberries and then bringing them to your children's splash pad for om-nomming with said children while your feet go kicky-kick in cool water, so no promises
#I love when I open a doc and past me left the gift of fully outlined stories#thanks past me#you were a beautiful human being#fox's tongue and kirin's bone#avatar the last airbender#seriously though yay a spring that doesn't immediately hit 90F#also Firstborn is now old enough to pick strawberries#the rule is he can eat whatever he picks#which is a very good motivator for a toddler#can't wait until Secondborn can be sent to the berry mines as well#instead of just trying to grab double baby fistfuls of momma's berries and make jam
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been drawing other characters (paul) a lot recently, so I figured it was about time for a girl jeri doodle
#this is one of the instances in which you should not zoom in on my art because the quality on this is. not good#drew it on my phone's notes app#I didn't have any proper drawing tools at the time (I was in class)#you can never tell when the art motivation is going to hit I suppose#girl jeri my beloved#girl jeri#hatchetfield#my art
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Guhhh
#I’ve definitely broken down crying from not being able to take care of my hair#she dismisses this a lot for herself but like#it is a significant thing#her hair meant a lot to her#and it’s more than just frustrating when you can’t do your own hair properly#I think people underestimate how much it fucking sucks#I’ve never been able to do it myself and it’s like. a hit to your independence and sense of self I guess#as a kid my hair was constantly matted and knotted and it only got solved when I cut it off#like to the point it took hours and hours to detangle#and I’m growing it back out now because I’ve learned the basics of how to care for it but like#having to relearn it? not even having the motivation TO relearn it? That has gotta fuck with Marcille#especially cause it’s not like she doesn’t care at all#her saying ‘not being able to style my hair isn’t a big deal’ in that one panel#but like it IS a big deal. especially to her!!#anyway that was a bit personal oops#kinda been in my feels lol sorry guys#🌼#🎨#Marcille makes me cry my eyes out ngl
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you who I called brother, how could you have come to hate me so?
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte flying scotsman#ttte gordon#casa tidmouth#senjart#GUESS WHO'S GRESLEYPOSTING!!!!! GRAHHHH!!!!!!#I was thinking of the rws trio. then I thought of the gresley family. damn I just follow wherever gordon goes huh#(insert umpteenth rant about how the great race is such a wasted potential that could've explored the gresley brothers' dynamic more)#WITHOUT FURTHER ADO. CRACKS KNUCKLES#background painting is ''cain smiting abel'' by sebastiano and marco ricci#scott and gordon's poses are taken from ''the reconciliation of esau and jacob'' by paul peter reubens#aaaand the caption is taken from ''the plagues'' from prince of egypt! which is sung by moses and rameses! who are brothers!!!!!#this post is a whole christian imagery. erm. my bad#was thinking of drawing lady and thomas as the pieta statue too..... might draw that out when I get the motivation#also did you know that sodor got hit by christianization in the 5th century and built its first church in the 10th century#really makes me wonder if the history of missionary there is as bleak as the ones in many countries of color or not#I should do more reading! anywayssss enjoy the pic (sniff)
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I know I have plenty of time to grow as a person but i still sometimes want to scream at the top of my lungs over how bad covid fucked me up mentally at a very inopportune time in my life
#i was 18 when it hit and i still feel like im stuck. like i was already going thru it and it took the remaining wind right out of my sails#and ive reached a point where just trying to keep myself alive isnt enough and my mom is mad at me for not being motivated enough#which is partially my fault but. i dunno man#i didnt ask to be alive. its hard#i still feel like i was supposed to have died as a teenager and im just wasting resources by keeping myself alive
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Okay, I've had some time to let my thoughts settle about the River Cartwright/Louisa Guy snippet we saw in the S5 preview and (while I've kind of begrudgingly accepted it) I've come to a conclusion about why I was opposed to it.
For the most part, I've gotten the impression that River is a very very single guy who doesn't really 'go' for women/romantic situations. And to me, this makes sense. I'll elaborate below, if you're curious to see my thought process. If you're one of the ppl who think he really deserves to be with someone, then... idk this is just my own justification. Get ready, I'm going full analytical essay mode here.
Reason 1: He respects boundaries too much. In season 1, when Sid tries telling him the reason she's at Slough House, he tells her that he doesn't want to know since it's likely for personal reasons which is "none of his business". In season 2, when Lamb says that River should 'get' with Kelly if she offers, River is very opposed to this and finds it (rightfully) unethical. In season 3, River tells Louisa that her private life is not Lamb's business and that he shouldn't bring up her "way of processing her trauma". In season 4, he hesitates to share his personal problems with Louisa, emphasizing that he is considerate of "keeping things work related". There are a lot of instances where River shows how he doesn't want to take things beyond what is needed, which to me translates to: friends are all I need.
Reason 2: It's very anti-Bond of him. James Bond is this slick, suave guy who manages to charm every lady he comes across in literally every iteration he's in. One of Bond's most recognizable aspects is how he is always seducing women to get his job done. River is this awkward guy who bumbles most of his social interactions through misunderstandings and sarcasm. Most of River's characterization is on the basis that he thinks he's Bond, but continually proves in many ways how he is the opposite of him. River's relationships with women is another way to telling the audience that he is very far from being the 'perfect' spy that James Bond is.
Reason 3: He's got too much drama around him that renders romance unnecessary. River is likely one of Slow Horse's most intriguing characters, solely based on his family background. The grandson of a legendary spook, the son of an ex-CIA mercenary, the son of a bitter and neglected daughter, the brother to trained assassins who got in trouble with lots of people... There are so many points of interest around River's family alone that I just don't think a romantic plot would benefit his character. It's nice to have rounded, three-dimensional characters, but if a character has too many conflicts and side plots, it can get difficult to keep up with. If I had to choose between the themes of River coming to terms with his family legacy or allowing him to find romance with someone, I'd pick the first option because it seems far more intriguing and has more setup/depth.
There are more subtle reasons here and there, and I know that the book version of River contradicts some of my points, but these are the major aspects behind my pitch for "River should stay single and not be shipped with anyone." I see why he might be shipped with some ppl, but ultimately that is my stance on River's romantic life. His women friends should just stay friends, and I am glad Spider died because that man was TOXIC and i dont know why ppl ship them.
uhhhhh thanks for reading my essay? Hopefully yall see the way I'm thinking (maybe i convinced you to see my side of things too???). Crazy how i did all this based on 0.5 seconds of footage that is likely (in true River fashion) a misunderstanding. Yay for overthinking!
Let me know if my essay was good (was it engaging? was my writing good? did i bring up some dogwater points?), i spent more time on this than I expected but it feels good to air my thoughts out.
TL;DR I am ✨ delusional ✨
#slow horses#slow horses spoilers#slow horses season 5#river cartwright#louisa guy#sid baker#jackson lamb#delulu#delusional#rambles#personal essay#hyperfixated ramblings hit different when ur passionate#funny how i was all like:#in this essay i will#...and then i actually wrote one#hahaaaa if only i could apply this level of writing motivation to my schoolwork
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#i dontknow what to caption this yayy#just a doodle. been super artblocked lately#i want to draw so bad and i have ideas but also i have Nothing and zero motivation to do anything at all ever#its awesome#🙃#klonoa#scribbles#klonoa fanart#did not plan or sketch this out at all so its kinda jank but its okay#i got something done thats enough i think#theres other art ive done over the past. idk how long when was the last time i posted#who knows uh i have more stuff but idk if i wanna postttttttttt#ill stop rambling now sorry Okay Hitting Post Now
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redux i and ii are such tough watches because you're witnessing a man try to walk the razor thin line between his fervent hope for a solution, however miraculous, and the increasingly sinking realization that his best friend is going to die. and he's realizing all the things he hasn't said to her, about her integrity and her strength, and all the conversations they've never had about the regular, the mundane, the everyday. the terrible fact that there is not enough time, there will never be enough time. they're losing time again. that in his hubris he led her here, though she would never agree with that. the driving force of his life since his sister's abduction is revealed to be an elaborate conspiracy of men, and the first and only person to give him any measure of purpose since is lying on her deathbed.
and as she's lying there she's still trying to save him. offering herself up, a martyr to the cause that is literally killing her. his work is his life, he told her. nothing else matters, he told her. but it's not true anymore, and when asked what he wants most desperately of all he doesn't hesitate for a second - for her to live.
she's lying there and she's dying and they're running out of time, and there are so many things they'll never talk about and so many things he'll never tell her. and she's trying to destroy herself for him, to give it all some meaning, but it already means so much. it means something because she was his friend. because she cared about him. she protected him. she loved him. that's more than enough. he doesn't need anything else. it's all he needs now. just the two of them and the little time they have left. "hey, scully, how about those yankees?"
#i have been having. SUCH a hard time articulating my thoughts in writing#inspiration and motivation hit me at the most inopportune times and then when i finally have free time it abandons me#anyway the 'what you want most desperately of all' 'the cure for scully's cancer' exchange is everything to me#the x files is a show about a man who is slowly learning that something else does matter#the x files
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emily carroll has once again permanently changed my brain chemistry
#i got my hands on her newest book recently and god. GOD#i finished that book and just lay down on the floor for an hour because i had to just absorb it all#it felt like coming out of the theater after watching ATSV for the first time#i was so full of adrenaline and the sheer impact of everything i read was hitting all at once#so perfectly paced so intuitively panelled#it feels so reductive to call myself a comic artist when emily caroll does too#shes so. she's just in an entirely different league#it feels like there should be a different word for her#im so far away from creating anything half as lifechanging as that book was#its so motivating and inspiring but its also like#fuck#FUCK#my work feels so damn juvenile in comparison#emily carroll i owe you my life#i need to rip this book apart (not literally)#i have so much to learn about writing and art#everyone read “a guest in the house” by emily carroll#i hope she gets all the accolades she could ever want or need#god#i need a tattoo of this book#expeditiously
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