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piss on titans
#parcaeive#ninjago#:3#lloyd garmadon#ninjago kai#nya ninjago#ninjago sora#ninjago arin#ninjago wyldfyre#i was playing that one roblox aot game and thought of this . So#that roblox aot game been in my life more than anything bruh#love that game...that time me and some dude became eren and armin...#random roblox player.... i love you.... we will meet again...#tw blood#<- cause for some resaon i just had to#i have a vague idea of how exactly the characters die#also i know this looks like everyones dying BUT I SWEAR NOT#lloyd squad majority survives . 5 members die but the remaining do Not#i say this as if im making a fully fledged out au . im not .#black haired sora is so scary but like no way is there gonna be a pink haired mf in the aot world bruh#me when im supposed to be studying and resting for my midterm tmr but the brainrot is hitting me too hard#ok ok night night
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i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc
#oc text#obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous#even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim#not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like#even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly#and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath#AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this?#he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly#bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!!#while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety !#so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes...#we're also weird eating buddies <3#and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time#severe death phobia buddies...#i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it#as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this#form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim#though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything#he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though)#but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon.#my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them.#he's growing with me.#oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors#ok goodnite
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Well.
#(I'm back)#It was. Uhm. A chapter#First of all: I'm ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL to the person who sent me the translation basically as soon as the chapter came out.#I even did like 90% of typesetting but didn't finish it because I had to go out#(aka with my friends were literally knocking out at my room and I couldn't make it any more late lol)#Mixed feelings about it? Mostly because there's so much exposition... I'll need to reread it another three times before it sinks in#The color page is AMAZING 10000000000000/10 I love my sskks so much they're so cute I love them so much they're so cute.#Easily the best part of the chapter.#The color page was? Very very pretty too? Like a lot more than usual if you ask me! I can't wait for the volume cover 🥺🥺#It should come out soon shouldn't it? Usually color spreads / pages open the volume...#Akutagawa fake dying again is funny. Like it isssss but also. Idk it's a little lame how we're changing the pov from ss/kk again :/#I can't even tell if I'm being biased or if it's an actual storytelling critique. I don't care right now I just want to see Akutagawa–#being cool rather than. You know. Dead on the ground.#That said! It's also very funny and touches my sense of humor precisely.#Like yeah Akutagawa being like the second strongest pm member and overall one of the most powerful ability user in the world–#that everyone fears (and I know he is! He is indeed for real!)#And yet he always ends up face to the ground 😂😂😂 Like if we don't count the ss/kk fights he literally only ever won against Hawthorne.#And even then he failed to kill him and Mitchell. It's so funny to me. I love him. He's so pathetic#“Wow! Akutagawa is so cool and invincible now!” *ends up biting the dust not even two chapters later*#It's okay because I love him. He's very very powerful and he's also very very pathetic I love that for him#That said :/ I don't really care about Fukuzawa :/ Idk :/ Like :/#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Fukuzawa (I don't. I'm mostly neutral towards him) but this is the ss/kk moment man :/ Whatchu doin#That's about it. Let's see what the next chapter brings!#Everything accounted for I'm glad there wasn't like. A ss/kk kiss or any other big big ss/kk moment#(although Atsushi admiring Akutagawa and thinking about his eyes has its fair share of neatness to it!!)#Because with everything going on this evening I really would have been let down to miss it#But I keep hope for the next chapters!! Please...#random rambles#Had tons of fun typesetting! Even though I don't think there's a point in posting it now. But would love to do it again in the future!#bsd spoilers
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organizing cyrus hale’s downfall party tickets are free since nobody reads freaking spy school
#by bye cyrus#he’s a freaking toad#i don’t know what was happening in ssgn and spy camp#but something was there#he needs help#books#spy school#spy books#stuart gibbs#spy school by Stuart Gibbs#guys I’m begging you#go read the book#we need more tumblr fandom members#the only ao3 spy schoo writer is like zan23#ZAN IS ALSO SUPPORTING THE CITY SPIES FANDOM#GIVE THIS PERSON AN AWARD#COME HELP US#we’re dying#thanks for listening to my plea for help 😘
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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now
#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today#and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself#and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one#but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues#and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out#and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so#like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them#I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did#they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer#like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality#if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself#and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I#hate the rest of my family#but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time#and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine#but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS#and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this#he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping#and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up#kaz rambles
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Myriad Celestia Trailer — "Kyoden: A Cleave Across the Transient World"
THERE'S SO MANY HI3 REFERENCE HERE to the point that video alone could make a big money for standlone game !
For many HI3 reference, let those lore master handle the talk (lol). When AcheSwan video release I thought this "Mei" is HoT different AU if her Kiana died, which seems not so far fetched aside she become HoO. It's kinda ironic since HI3 Mei become HoO basically because of power of her love to Kiana and Elysia (let's simplified as that XD)
From pionner relics lore, I guess we can deduce that Acheron's Kiana I mean Frebass timeline is more backward than myriad celestial since it explained Frebass is just a 14 year old nameless girl. If we think they're same age, Acheron nowdays should be 18 or 20 ish.
Now into the interesting part, almost nothing explain about Frebass whereabouts in two Acheron videos ! So what's happened to the nameless girl diving herself into nihility ? One scene from Black Swan memories indicate the very same rooftop HoTMeiKiana scene which isn't a good sign...
And let me added something as that video showing a clear words that HI3 connected to HSR. Kiana is a human made person by Otto, meanwhile HI3 Otto already remove all branch of his existence as price of saving Kallen. Which means Kiana is special entity only at HI3, so there's possibility Frebass isn't Kiana but Durandal (real Kiana) like existence.
Now I watch the video I just feels grateful Otto doing so many things to stop honkai... if not for him, in one possible universe HI3 could become Izumo HSR
I only hope these missing piece will be explain in TB 2.1 !
PS : I guess HSR will cook really hard at 2.1 TB quest, with Acheron lore become like that it's all about how Aventurine past could beat Mei angst max level. So let's prepare lot of tissue and don't read it at public place (lol)
#honkai star rail#honkaimpact3rd#raiden mei#acheron#after saw that video I kinda think maybe Ei is hoyo experiment to create a new MEI but failed#we all know how Ei writen pretty bad#which is maybe the reason Nahida not using Theresa models#but for hsr as honkai children they can export the lore (lol)#it gonna be pleasant suprise to see Welt reaction on her#at the same time this AU telling something hard to shallow#if you try to save one person you must sacrifice the other one#HI3 Kiana still alive after saved by Himeko#but HSR Himeko become astral express member...#which indirectly (maybe) become a cause of frebass dying#put aside Acheron Kiana things#I'm now worried Aventurine lore can't beat her sorrow#eh it's not competition which more sadder I know (lol)#but as hoyo older player I moreless know how scary trio hoyo girls stories could go#this is something scarier than Yoimiya banner always side by side with archons bannef (lol)#Acheron please have mercy on Aventurine !#and you know Acheron and Aventurine had one similarity ? yups it's lone survivor 😭#happy one year anniversary hsr 😭
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#thoughts#personal#one of my family members just died#I feel a lot of complicated emotions about it#we had a complicated relationship#and it's probably going to change many things in and around my life#so#2024 being 2024#it's just A Lot right now#everybody I know are losing their jobs#family are breaking apart#people are dying#recession and political turmoil#extreme international tragedies#the rise of fascism#it's all very tiring#and I'm among the more privileged groups right now#can't imagine what a year it's been for other people#yeah will probably delete later but. yeah.
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you know what i find funny about the wiz/pirate power scaling going on rn . this would probably happen in universe too
#val.txt#wizards in wc who are like we are so much better than pirates#and pirates in skull island being like were so much better than those fancy ass wizards with their magic sticks#meanwhile (young wizard voice) you guys ever think about dying#and (young pirate voice) 8 tickets to barbie please#i dont remember how many official crew members we have. sorry#also can you tell i watched barbie recently#BUT ALSOOOOO i agree with some posts give the pirate more credit 😭😭#wizard101#pirate101
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hmmm. i dont really think the destiel meme should be used for updates on palestine, even if its good news. like idk thats just my personal onion it feels a little trivializing
#like its great that canada passed that vote#even if it says its non-binding so im not sure how enforced it will be.....#but its a step#i just think the destiel meme is used way too much for news that should be treated with more respect and thought#i mean this case isnt so bad like some of the others ive seen#because at least its being used for good news this time#like idk i just think we should keep that meme for like. royal family members dying or trump being arrested or#a wild animal being caught doing smth stupid or fun or harmless.#like. objectively funny shit you know?#.txt#memes
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Life, aiming a loaded crossbow at me: I'm sorry. You were involved in the decisions that led to this, but you can't know whether they're worth it until everything is done. This is the first step. Endure it as best you can.
Me, shot with the crossbow bolt: [looks down and sees a label tied to the bolt that reads "metaphor for stressful situation"] Ow. Thanks for the warning, I guess? At least it's the only thing I'm getting shot with for a good while.
Life, reloading several bolts into the crossbow at once: Have you ever heard of speed shooting?
Me: I want it to be known that I resent this.
Life: Noted. [shoots me multiple times in quick succession]
Me, on the floor and stuck full of crossbow bolts all over my body: Recovering from this is gonna suck.
#sonder speaks#personal post#I'm trying to joke about my stress#but I did in fact get so stressed that it triggered a seizure#and then my immune system was so compromised from the stress and seizure that I'm now sick#and those are just the incidental health side effects of the stress itself#the situations have been numerous and covered a wide range of severity#the first crossbow bolt was my family deciding to move states and realizing the timeline will be very very short#the next was one of my budgies dying#then my dad having a week+ long dramatic panic attack meltdown about the move#he's past the worst of the meltdown itself but the deep deep fear is still an issue and a stressor#then it was my mom and sister panicking over making things work#then it was my seizure and being in the ER right up until it was time to catch a flight#then stress over helping to find the rught house while knowing none of them will satisfy the fear of my dad#but most of them will fit the criteria for which we originally chose to move#and then the dog we inherited from my grandma -- who's never bonded with anyone but me and never that deeply with me#who was in the shelter for a day and then retrieved and who I defended when other family members wanted her returned --#she growled at my 6 month old niece and nobody is bonded enough with her to train her to be gentle with a baby or toddler#she's a risk to my niece so she had to go back to the shelter and I'm a lot sadder and more stressed about it than I expected#I even cried and I don't cry over anything not even the deaths of grandparents or pets#and it's looking like I might have diabetes too but I can't get my labs done to find out for sure until I'm not sick#and the crossbow just keeps being fired at me#I know others are more stresed over more and bigger things#but I am so sick of these crossbow bolts#I want to be done with these#I want my stress levels down
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i lowkey feel like ls would benefit from having a smaller space
like since its a pvp and interaction-focused server with less than 30 members, most of whom struggle to log on, i think itll do them some good to limit the amount of space they can traverse so that the ones who Do get on get to mess around with each other easier
doesnt need to be Super small or anything, just maybe small enough that you can fly around the whole thing in under 7 mins
#mine.txt#idk just watching zams lol we are dying vod and planet has a point#ive actually thought it was weird that the server was so big for a while now since the few pvp servers i know of tend to have limited space#and just kinda assumed that was the default for pvp servers lol#like you cant force ppl to care but you can encourage them#idk the fact that its a friend server turned content server turned some kind of weird mixture between the two doesnt do it any favors#cause on one hand a lot of members only really go there to make vids#but on the other hand they very clearly do wanna hang out with each other more#but its kinda difficult to do considering not only the fact most of them are in school rn#but also a lot of the meta stuff involved like the fact that almost every member makes hyper edited vids which doesnt really have#a good effort-to-output ratio in general but Especially to servers that dont focus on lore and/or some kind of overhaul gimmick#anyways heres my 10000 word essay on why lsers should start using less finnicky editing styles /j
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You know how people say 'write what you know'? Yeah, sometimes writing what you know might seem completely insane and completely implausible.
Take for instance using things that happened in my family. If I were to have a scene where characters got into a feud over one character using another character's enema bag, people might think that would be too out of character for anyone to be that stupid. Such a thing has happened in my family's history. It devastated my late-Great Aunts because you can't get rubber-tipped enema bags anymore, only plastic.
Or if I were to have a character sneak out in the dead of night to save a china cabinet from other characters who wanted it for themselves even though said cabinet was several miles away, it might seem insane. My father drove from Fairfax VA to Buffalo, New York to claim my great-grandmother's china cabinet that my grandmother wanted my mom to have but my great-aunts also wanted it and my grandmother sobbed on the phone to my mother about it.
Or if I were to have a character shout 'dad, dad, mom's gonna show her feet' when her mother is about to show her gnarled, bunion and hammer-toed ridden feet to her daughter's boyfriend who was there for the second time...yeah I don't know how people would react because it seems like something no one would do, doesn't it? Replace 'character' with 'my mother' and you have the story of the second time my dad met my mom's parents.
I have more stories about how out there my extended family is but this post is getting long enough. So if there's a moment in my fics where a scenario seems unlikely to happen to someone in real life...I give you my real life lol :D
#personal musings#sorry mom I'm talking about our family to total strangers again#thankfully unless this post goes viral I doubt she'll see it#as my parents don't get Tumblr and really does anyone really 'get' Tumblr?#but yeah all three example actually happened and more#Including the time my grandmother called a member of her family a See You Next Tuesday Happy Weirdo because of how she regd her emotions#I have no idea if Tumblr will censor things in tags so sound out the sentence to hear the word ;)#there was also the time my great aunt wrote my mom and her brothers out of her will by writing in the will that they were out of the will#the time my grandma told like four month old me 'smile if you love grandma' and I ACTUALLY DID#The time my blind grandmother threatened to kill my cousin's blind boyfriend if he ever hurt her because he swore during Thanksgiving#The time my mom got the call about my grandma dying on my 15th birthday and we were on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial#The time my uncles got into a feud over my grandmother's flat screen TV after her death#And I mean this is just my mom's family#I'm sure my dad's family has moments just as messed up the only difference is they don't talk about them
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i still can't believe that none of the companions had an appropriate reaction to durge being killed by bhaal. no exclamation or even comment about how bhaal literally just killed durge in front of everyone's eyes, or how withers brought them back...... what is even the point *kicks rock*
#cas.bg3#i was sitting there screaming and going WITHERS!!!!!!! and the companions are just. no comment sorry#i'm seething..........give them more emotional reactions to their party member literally dying#in battle we get desperate exclamations like 'not you!' but when they do DIE related to their person personal quest everyone's ok with it?#their reactions are too CALM. they say ONE LINERS.#i cannot get over it actually. larian you owe me compensation actually#durge spoilers#just in case i suppose lmao
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#my son is almost 5 and is at a stage where he asks constant questions#about everything all of the time#and it’s fine I do my best to answer what I can and we look up what I can’t and it’s fine#but he has also been asking a lot about his extended family#people he only sees sometimes as well as people he knows have passed away#right now I’m listening to him quiz his dad on every single family member he has and asking “did they die? are they dead?’’ afterwards#he just heard a name he recognized and said “oh yeah they DIED’’ super loud and confidently#I’m honestly surprised he didn’t follow it up with ‘do you miss her? because she died? how did she die? are you super sad?’#like he does with me every time we have this talk which is every night now#he’ll also ask about things that person liked and what they liked to do and stuff and it’s very sweet#he just also makes me cry a lot#i appreciate him wanting to know more about his family and stuff#it’s just hard sometimes because he will ask a really big question out of the blue and as I’m trying to figure out how to answer#he’ll either move onto a different topic or keep asking the question again and again until you can answer#we talk about dying A LOT#he’s very curious about it#I knew this stage was coming so I’ve done my best to prepare for it but I still feel dumb a lot when I can’t answer things
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even the idea that “we evolved social bonds to benefit ourselves��� is misleading in of itself tbh.
It’s easy to fall into the trap of thinking species evolved different mechanisms to better survive by that’s putting the effect before the cause. a trait arose, and if they happened to be beneficial, then those with the trait lived longer and had more babies than those without it.
We didn’t choose to become kind *just* because it helped us survive. Some early humans (honestly it was probably basal primates or possibly even earlier ancestors) started helping each other at some point, maybe even without a purpose beyond the act itself. And guess what? It turned out that being cooperative led to increased survival among those groups, while the more hostile individuals failed to be as successful. And today we’re social animals because we are the descendants of people who valued friendship more than purely self-gain. Love won.
zany to me how these um actually nihilists like to pretend that "um actually love/friendship/cooperation/kindness isn't real bc we evolved that way to benefit ourselves as a species..." um YES? that's also where tool use comes from? that's where cooking comes from? am i supposed to think social bonds & tool use & cooking aren't "real" because they evolved over time instead of appearing fully formed from the ether?
sorry u can't enjoy things. im a superior being twirling a fork in my bowl of delicious noodles whilst staring in adoration at the world
#kin-selection is an overall fascinating process of evolution#altruistic behaviors are beneficial even if the individual ends up dying/not reproducing#because its relatives will survive because of its actions#like meerkats having members on guard duty who alert the group to the presence of predators#even though they’re more vulnerable themselves#or it could be short term sacrifice for a later benefit#like how vampire bats kiss each other to share blood between everyone#yeah you might have to share your meal tonight#but there is a culture of altruism#so one day when you didn’t get enough food#there’s going to be someone who’s got you covered#it’s also possibly why bright warning colors exist in nature which would mean it’s why some insects are so pretty#super cool stuff!#anyways#I’m no expert in human evolution or anthropology though so there could be errors/misconceptions in this post#tread with caution and healthy skepticism#like we do see competitiveness in animals including primates/humans#the “ingroup” and “outgroup” mentality#but I think the whole point is that the view of “oh we’re just animals and society is a sham”#does a disservice to both humanity and the natural world (which we are a part of)#what just because you too are made of mortal flesh somehow means life loses its value?#can’t accept that the very nature of your being makes you just like everything else?#would you honestly feel more comfortable being a solipsist?#pierrot posts
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and so it happens once more
#i love my work. dont get me wrong#but they have the same problem as any other nonprofit ever. and even some for profits actually#they cant turn away ppl that pay them big money to keep running their business#it happened at the last shelter it happens here#board members and big donors are god i get it#but we cant sacrifice what this place means for that <- would be what they say in movies#because you can. you do.#all the time!#you have your morals and mission statements but in the end you cant do any of it without donations#and good public reputation#and when you make an enemy of someone who is a donor or board member or prolific person in the community#you lose everything#you lose your reputation your funding your ability to do what it is youre doing#im just so pissed#i knew it wouldnt be different but i wanted it to be#this time its a board member / donor / landlord for our fucking outreach program#they took in a stray kitten (which is fine-ish not great but its okay since theyre practically an employee)#they scheduled an appt for preventatives and intake which is what we always do to make sure theyre not dying#then they never showed up for it#then they complained about diarrhea but still didnt make any effort to make it here#then the week. the 7 day long period that we are moving. they finally can bring the kitten in#she is in the worst shape ive seen in a while#raw butt from diarrhea. URI and third eyelids swollen. cant hardly walk bc her ass hurts too bad. leaking shit. covered in fleas#she is in more pain than cats we've gotten that were hit by cars#and she was with a FOSTER. a BOARD MEMBER FOSTER.#im so pissed off#all of us are and we dont know what to say#she looks like she was found stuck in a sewer full of her own shit for a week she looks like death#im torn between euth with her because i dont know if the recovery she'll need will be worth the pain#shelter posting
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