#Watch me change it again tmr..

[icecreamcake0]

JUST CHANGED MY PFP

(THE OLD ONE)

NEW ONE 🤯

i wanted more simplistic andddddddd i love april

[itzpookiepooh]

ahh I love ur work!! ❤️was wondering if you could do a fic of the lads guys accidentally making mc cry (she hypersensitive) keep up the good work! ❤️❤️❤️

Cry If You Need To

“If you don’t hurry up I’ll go without you.” Xavier teases as he puts his jacket on and grabs the door handle. You rush out with a pout on your face.

“You’d leave without me?” Your waterline filling up. Xavier’s smile drops as he matches your pout.

“I was just joking I’d never leave without you.” He spoke softly wiping at your eyes. He felt bad now, he didn’t mean to make you cry.

He hugged you, rubbing your back gently. After he helped you fix yourself up so you guys could leave. He stood there waiting until you were ready to go. He apologized countless times for making you cry and you forgave every single one.

Caleb was cleaning out the fridge when he came across a plastic bag with your food in it. Did he know it was your food? No. Everything from this week simply slipped his mind. So he threw it away and didn’t think about again until you came home scavenging for it.

“Where’s my food?” You asked him as he sat on the recliner reading a book. He looks up and smiles seeing you appear.

“Food?” He asks genuinely confused. He didn’t remember throwing out food.

“It was in a white bag.” You clarify further. He went pale, he threw it out. You knew immediately as you could feel tears burning your eyes.

“I’m sorry pips.” He quickly spat out before rushing over to hug you. You sobbed in his arms before he agreed to go out and get you whatever you wanted even if it was to replace your original meal.

You were trying to ask Sylus a simple question. Sylus who was in businessman mode. His tone firm and eyes calculating so when you were trying to speak his tone hadn’t changed. He wasn’t annoyed with you or anything, he just didn’t snap out of it. Your eyes watered as his soften. He realized what he had done.

“I’m sorry, kitten. I didn’t realize.” He coos holding you close to him.

“That was so mean.” You whimper into his chest. He pouts a little but you couldn’t see him.

“I know I’m so sorry,” He holds you tightly to reassure you he was here and he meant what he said. If anyone else saw or heard this it was be a massacre. Those sly twins however, got Mephisto to record it and send it to them.

You had been trying to get Zayne’s attention in the best way you could. He was working overtime countlessly. Honestly you were so subtle that he didn’t catch it at all. If he was on the phone and asked you to wait and got sidetracked you wouldn’t bring it up again. All of it caught up to you so you cried.

“What’s wrong my love?” He asks his hand on the small of your back. You sniffled, facing him.

“I want to spend time with you but you’re so busy. It feels like we’re drifting apart.” You whimpered as he consoles you. He felt bad, he hadn’t noticed that you felt this way.

“My apologies. I had no idea, I was so caught up in work I didn’t notice.” He sighs holding you close.

He took off for the weekend so you guys could do anything you wanted. Most of it was enjoying city festivities (eating sweets) but Zayne wasn’t complaining.

Rafayel had a big event to go to and you were his plus one. So upon your request he had to chime into the outfits you tried on. He didn’t like most of them which put you down. You assumed they were all ugly which brought tears to your eyes.

“Why are you crying?” He panics rushing over to you. You dab under your waterline before speaking, “You hate all my outfits.” Your voice cracks.

“I don’t hate them! They don’t go with the event we’re going to. I just want you to be on theme.” He comforts you making eye contact. He wipes your tears away with the pad of his thumbs.

“Really?” You ask as he nods. “Yes really!” He says sincerely as you both hug it out. He made note to watch his criticism carefully.

Short I know but my sister graduates tmr so I’m a liiiiiittle behind

[euphoriesx]

pls bring me back from the dead oh god (inspired by a random tt i found whilst doomscrolling even tho i hv an exam tmr...)

itoshi sae considers his biggest weakness to be that he doesn't know anything else besides soccer.

it used to be worth it. kicking the ball around would light up a fire in his heart, every goal scored nothing short of extraordinary. soccer was magic, and he was the wizard with the wand in his hand.

'sae! come here!' the video, taken on a digital camera, plays. he feels like he's in a cinema and the end credits are rolling.

'mama.' a baby sae, in a romper the same shade as his eyes, waddles towards her. there's a soccer ball near him, and he hugs it with all his might.

'i don't know why your dad got you that ball,' she murmurs. 'but you seem to like it very much. who knows? maybe you're a soccer player.'

sometimes he remembers having a dream. oh, to be the best forward in the world alongside his brother. that tiny dream was all he clasped in his hand as he wheeled off his suitcase past the airport gates, all that brought him to life as he left home.

other times he wished he never had a dream at all. maybe now he'd still be in school, figuring out chem projects and essays. maybe he'd be looking at a future where he worked a simple office job from 9 to 5, coming back home to a nice dinner, and resting. friday nights would be a blessing every week, and maybe a wife and kids.

he doesn't want to tell anyone what happened to him in spain. on his soul, he knew he'd changed - he just didn't know how to become who he was before. that was the worst part of it. he mourned the loss of his old self, when soccer was a hobby - most nights in his house in madrid were spent reviewing game footage until his eyes couldn't open anymore and he cried himself to sleep.

despite all the fame, he couldn't sound anything more than monotone in every interview. despite every game won, he had to stand by and watch his teammates cheer loudly and jump all over each other.

is a prodigy a prodigy when they don't enjoy what they do?

besides soccer, itoshi sae doesn't know anything. he can hardly fry an egg without burning the kitchen down, and driving is a hassle. he wants his mom back to do it all for him but he has to swallow that sorrow and hope he's making her proud.

he thought he'd never know how to love, either.

that is, until he met you.

you were a journalist, another one of those people who interviewed players for a job. he hated the way they were so insensitive to how he felt, but you ... when you tried to interview him, he clammed up. not in his usual icy way because he knew interviews were a bother, but because he was shocked to see something else in you.

the same compassion for your job that he had once had for soccer.

the interview was never broadcasted. you'd pulled some strings, knowing he wasn't comfortable.

almost a year later and now, you're in his kitchen, in his house in madrid, humming to yourself as you clasp a cup of coffee in your hand and watch a replay of a barca match, of all things. he doesn't mind. he can't mind with you.

he probably won't ever get that original spark back for soccer again, but god, he had to love life when you were around. snaking hands around your waist and planting them on the cold kitchen counter, he watched the replay with his cheek against yours, head on your shoulder and pinkish hair meshing against yours.

'we beat their asses,' he laughs.

'i know. i'm devastated.' he can't help but give you a peck on the cheek for that one.

'will you burn your iglesias jersey then?' he despised bunny iglesias, almost as much as he despised french fries.

you pause. it's nice that you give him silence. sae likes silence, in a way that that pink bug freak can't give him.

'sadly, no,' you murmur.

'are you saying he's your favorite?'

'no. you know who my favorite is.'

'who?' he quirks an eyebrow, a hand coming to his hip in a pose he knows he does way too much for his own good. he already knows what your answer is gonna be.

'only the best footballer in the world. sae itoshi.'

so sae only knows two things in life. soccer and how to love you.

it's no longer a weakness, though.

[mrsimpurity]

pairing: fem!reader x satoru gojo

cw: angst (with comfort? kinda?), gojo is a sucker for reader tbh

it was like clockwork. your gentle, albeit drunk, raps against the door. the porch’s dim light illuminates your face - your cheeks are flushed, stained with those pitiful mascara stains you so often wear with something akin to pride. 

he knows he shouldn’t answer but all the tiny, desperate shadow at his front door wants is to come in. and he can’t deny you, not when you pretty much jump in his arms, stumbling along the way as you hold onto his forearms for support. your words are almost always incoherent, slurred, and tonight is no different. 

“y-you know i still love you, right? what i did was so fucking stupid. i regret it s��much, toru. so much.” your speech never changes. it’s something along those lines each night. yet satoru feels like he can’t get enough. like maybe one night (each day he prays it’ll be tonight) you won’t be drunk. you’ll say something different and you won’t come begging him for sex.

it’s always like clockwork. he leads you to the couch with gentle guidance, makes sure to look you in the eyes while you speak so you don’t get mad. you’re feisty tonight, he can sense it, but you still comply - you sit in his lap and let him stroke your hair, kiss the top of your head and rub soothing circles on your back as you stray further and further away from sobriety.

“baby, you know i can’t do it. can’t do this shit to you. you’re drunk.” he replies, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. he does it so slowly, like he’s savouring the feeling of your precious locks in his hand, basking in your warmth and the smell of your vodka-drunk breath.

“you don’t fucking get it! nobody fucks me like you do. please. p-please, toru. ‘m begging you.” you’re alternating between moans, anguished sobs and frustrated screams. it’s hard for your hazy mind to decide whether to lash out at him, jump his bones or cry your heart out.

and all satoru does is take it. he watches you go through all possible stages of grief and all he can do is hold you tightly, restraining you so you don’t hurt yourself.

“just tonight. just this one night. and you’ll never see me again. please, satoru, please.” the words you speak inflict actual pain on him. is that what you truly think he wants? for you to disappear? 

he feels his heart sink at your assumption.

you’re a nuisance, you’re a cheater, you’re a liar. there’s no denying you broke his heart into a million pieces, wrung him dry and physically destroyed him (god forbid you find out he hasn’t even tried to get it up for anyone else).

what can satoru possibly do when your shaky body is slouched against him and your tears are staining the collar of his shirt? 

he’s a good man. he’ll never fuck you like this. not when you’re in this state. it’s the one thing he’s certain of.

but he’ll never tell you this. not when he knows you’ll keep coming back, crying at his porch and begging for comfort. not when that’s his only chance to have you in his arms, to press gentle kisses on your cheeks and lull you to sleep as your pathetic sobs die down.

you’ll leave in the morning, long before he’s awake. but it’s okay. satoru knows you’ll be back tonight. you do it like clockwork, don’t you?

a/n: this is different from what i usually write omg i genuinely pulled this out of my ASS... but i'm tired of writing for innocent goody two shoes reader (jk i'll be back tmr)

[futac00chi3]

THE LAST OF US X THE MAZE RUNNER THOUGHTS

content : TLOU x TMR thoughts, because I have so many ideas and can only write one LOL, so here are my other ideas. some knowledge of The Maze Runner needed? but you can go in blind tbf although mind the spoilers (for the movies, I don’t remember much from the books).

featuring : ellie, dina, abby, jesse & more ! x reader under the cut.

⋆.˚ Jorge!Joel and Brenda!Ellie, except Ellie is an old WCKD test subject. She (somehow) escaped before being put in the Maze, maybe with some help from the Right Arm, and ended up in the Scorch with Riley, her best friend at the time. They travelled aimlessly for a few days before both got bit by a Crank, but Riley is the only one who turned, leaving Ellie alone. She ends up meeting Joel, ex-Right Arm member, currently in cahoots with a guy who brings Immunes back to WCKD, he’s set on bringing her back there and get her out of his hands. Except, he starts to tolerate her the more they look for this guy, Joel can’t help but see Sarah, his daughter who also got taken by WCKD, in Ellie. Joel end up stopping at a city with Ellie and never leaving, instead trying to look for the Right Arm. (maybe the Right Arm is run by Tommy and Maria …)

⋆.˚ Gally!Abby because hear me out! First of all, her being a builder makes the most sense to me, she’s buff and has probably been here for a long time, she probably ran the Maze in the early days and now focuses on building stuff. But also Thomas!Ellie, Abby hating Ellie because she comes and wants to change everything, wants to take the lead and disobey every rule that has ever been made. I also think that her being part of Lawrence’s crew makes sense, like, it’s just RIGHT, her meeting Owen and everyone at that moment.

⋆.˚ To go back to Thomas!Ellie, I think she fits Thomas a lot, I do think that she would want to matter, to make things change even if it’s only been a few days since her arrival, the Maze would a 100% intrigue her. Although I don’t really know who would fit Theresa LOL, I don’t think Jesse fits her at all, or any of the characters we know for that matter. But then consider Newt!Dina…. the angst potential, Dina turning into a Crank minutes before Ellie learns she could have saved her all along, Minho!Jesse watching is ex-lover and best friend dying when he finally saw her again, unable to do anything, oh I’m unwell.

⋆.˚ The only thing I don’t like about Thomas!Ellie is that you can’t really fit Riley into the narrative, and she’s a very important part of Ellie’s character, Ellie would never regain her past memories and making her a part of the Glade would be pointless because Ellie would have never been close to her. Which is why I bring to you Minho!Ellie and Nick!Riley (the First in command before Alby), although I’d imagine Riley to be more of a character that ‘haunts the narrative’, maybe she got stung by a Griever while on a run with Ellie, she saw things and flashbacks that nobody believed and died with people thinking she’s crazy. Except everything she said while delirious ends up true, and you see it more and more as the story progresses. Or maybe she would be like George equivalent, first in the Glade, dies brutally and unexpectedly, marking everyone for life.

⋆.˚ Before going into x reader territory, here’s some of my headcannons for every TLOU character that I can think of : in the Glade : Dina, Jesse and Ellie would all be runners, with Dina sometimes helping with the animals, but their primary job would be running. As for the WLF Abby would be a builder, Mel a medjack, Nora too, Owen could also be a builder ? But runner would fit too. Manny reminds me of Frypan, he has the same humor in dark times vibes you know, although I don’t think Frypan would spit on his enemies, he’s too kind for that. Jordan looks like someone who would have stayed behind with Gally and dies that way. Marlene would be an ex-WCKD member who founded the Right Arm, the Fireflies equivalent I’d imagine. Joel would be Jorge equivalent no doubt, Tommy and Maria could be Right Arm members. I think Tess would be a smuggler at first like Joel, and then tried to help some Immunes taken by WCKD escape and died that way. More random but I think the Glade Ellie and everyone is in would be different that the one in the movie, in the game, there's a lot of buildings and I always get lost finding the way, a Maze that reflects that would be interesting : tall rundown buildings with levels that changes everyday.

⋆.˚ Alright x reader time ! I have too much ideas lol. Thomas!Ellie and Teresa!Reader doesn’t really work unless we forgo the whole only girls in the Maze with one last boy thing. But if we do : Reader showing up in the Box shouting Ellie’s name before passing out, people getting suspicious, especially Abby who wants to exile Ellie before it’s too late. (Reader climbing up the watchtower and decking Abby and Jesse with rocks and stick.) The angst potential is through the roof, Reader remembering things from the beginning of the Flare and betraying everyone, calling WCKD on them because she can’t live with the knowledge that she could still do something to help the infected. The betrayal on Ellie’s face when she realizes that Reader is the one who ratted them out, who got Jesse captured and tortured in WCKD headquarters. Reader dying saving Ellie, as a way to atone for all the wrong she did.

⋆.˚ So I already mentioned Brenda!Ellie so let me expand on it a bit. I think Ellie would still be Immune, like Thomas level of Immune so she couldn’t be the one to get bitten like in the movie. But then consider : Reader who got bit. They meet like in the movie, Reader comes from a Maze, got out and ended up at the WCKD facility, thought they were safe (they weren’t) and escaped to the Scorch with some other Gladers. They spot a settlement on the third day, the people seems welcoming enough, until they realize that Reader & co are WCKD property and they could get a good sum if they bring them back. And that’s how they end up tied upside down over a giant hole, waiting for WCKD to rip them again. Cue Joel and Ellie helping them (I imagine Joel telling Ellie to hide the fact she’s Immune), Joel sees it as the best way to finally search for the Right Arm again. Long story short WCKD arrives (again) and attacks everyone, they get separated during their escape and Ellie and Reader end up stranded, left alone to find the others, Ellie leads them through the buildings, and Reader gets bit, making Ellie promise not to tell anyone. When they do arrive at the Right Arm and Reader collapses from the infection, Ellie would a 100% reveal she’s Immune so the medic can do the antidote from her ! blood.

⋆.˚ I have so much thoughts on Brenda!Ellie ARGHHH. Skipping a few chapters but both ending up at the Safe Haven, they both lost a lot, both striken with grief and not knowing what to do with themselves after everything. So they bond over it, there’s no threat anymore, but survival instinct dies hard, and it’s easier to cope when there's two of you. (Maybe a kiss or three behind the new medical hut, stolen fruits as date gifts, maybe they find a guitar and Ellie teaches Reader just like Joel did, oh I'm sick.)

⋆.˚ I’m going to stop here because I have a runner!Ellie x builder!Reader oneshot brewing. Would love to hear your guys’ thoughts tho.

first time posting on tumblr, kinda nervous. likes, comments and reblogs are always appreciated ! [:

[bengals-barnesbabe]

Open Practice

Pairing: CJ Stroud X Black!FemReader

Description: Football players, in your experience, are either childish, toxic or horrible communicators; your ex just so happened to be all of the above. But it’s been a few years and people can change. Or will a certain qb decide to pick up the pieces your ex left behind?

Warnings: Toxic Ex!Brevin Jordan

Word Count: 800+

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Walking into NRG Park felt odd. You’ve been to a football stadium before but not before noon or because your ex-boyfriend invited you to his open practice. Your relationship was like open practice actually, you practiced being the best girlfriend and he liked being open, for everyone.

Texas was huge, they were right when they said everything’s bigger in Texas. Including egos, you realized when you received a text from Brevin minutes after tagging Houston in your story.

From: No Air Jordan 🏈

Hey baby, heard you were in my city😁 Swing by tmr’s practice and watch me cook then I’ll show ya around 😉

You honestly thought he must’ve taken too many shots to the head, your breakup consisted of a few long texts and pure ignorance so you assumed he got the idea. Yet here you are sitting in the bleachers of the Houston stadium. You wandered around for a total of 15 minutes searching for somewhere to sit. Brevin only sent the one text so you had no idea where to go or where he even was. You almost left and forgot about him but a player in a #7 jersey stopped you.

“Excuse me, are you okay?” Damn dreads, pretty eyes and perfect ass lips.

“Oh yeah, I’m fine. I was invited by someone on the team, but he’s not replying to me. So I was just gonna go.” You replied sheepishly.

“That’s cool, but if you want you could come over to my section. We’ll be done in about an hour and the view’s better over here.” He smiled.

He was cute, smooth and nothing like B, exactly your type. “Yea, I think I’d like that..”

“Oh sorry, I’m CJ. Quarterback.” Team leader = good communication. Noted.

“Y/n.” A whistle went off and grabbed CJ’s attention. “I guess that means ‘back to work.”

“Yea, we’ll talk after practice.” He flashed his award-winning smile once more then jogged back to center field. I’m definitely staying.

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Watching CJ- the Texans practice was actually pretty fun, you never could pay attention during their real games because of the boisterous crowd, but here on the secluded practice field you could actually focus on the players and didn’t have large men yelling in your ears.

Truth be told CJ looked electric out there. Everything he did lit up the light crowd, which makes sense with all his clean complete passes. His offense was ten times better than their defense, which sucks when it comes to game time, but what can you do?

Every once in a while he’d look back at our section and smile, just for a moment you let yourself believe it’s you he’s looking at.

Unbeknownst to you and Stroud, Brevin also noticed how he was looking in your direction. His face would tense up and for each play he’d ignore all instructions and go after the quarterback. Since he was on defense it wasn’t that long of a stretch between his duties and his actions, but he got pancaked after every attempt.

By the time practice was over, your ex was even more angered than before thanks to the amount of bruises he accumulated over the last two hours. Then he saw you and CJ talking, suddenly all his anger was justified.

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“I really enjoy talking to you Y/n. Is there any way I can persuade you into joining me in getting a bite to eat?” You lightly bit your bottom lip, the corners curling upwards at his question.

“I would love that-

“I hope you know she hates barbecue, and she don’t do relationships especially with athletes.” The voice of your emotionally incompetent egomaniac ex boyfriend interrupts you from afar.

Rolling your eyes you decide to pay him no mind and just turn back to the nice guy in front of you. “As I was saying, lunch sounds great.”

Then Brevin inserts himself again, now only the field barricade separates you. “You should know who you’re getting involved with CJ, they call her Jennifer because she’s a maneater.” He wears a mischievous grin and defensive stance.

You scoff, “a maneater who’s only here because my loser ex boyfriend slid in my DMs the second I got to Texas. A maneater that was thinking about maybe hearing you out after our relationship went wrong. Even better, a maneater that was nothing but faithful to your misogynistic womanizer ass.”

“If I’m such a misogynistic womanizer why did you come?” He smirks thinking he finally got one over you.

“I heard your quarterback was way bigger than you, so I had to come check that out.” He flared his nostrils, and stormed off the field, but not before spiking his helmet.

“Jordan you’re getting fined for that!”

CJ chuckles to himself, impressed at the way you handled him. “Did you mean it?” He smirked.

You lean over the barricade and breathily whisper in his ear. “Every word.”

Then pull back to watch his face as he sucks his plump bottom lip into his mouth.

“Let’s get outta here.”

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Walking out of NRG Park felt odd. Not because of unsatisfying BJ, but because it was the first time you’ve walked out of a football stadium and enjoyed the outcome of events.

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A/N: this sat in my drafts for too long, but I’m overcoming my posting anxiety and letting it see the light. Also I hit 100 followers🤭 tysm babes.

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[fawnsprings]

hii, how are you?? i've got a req for you to write! (the explanation is a little long please bare with me) anyways to sum it up, its kinda based of the song casual by doja cat. if you dont really the idea i think you'll kinda get it once you listen to the song, (and im not really good at writing) but to sum it up, reader and chris have got a situationship, or like their just casually hooking up w/ eachother (i dont know what the label is 😭😭) but they act like lovebirds tg, like im talking cuddling when their watching a movie w the boys, getting eachother gifts, ALL that mushy cute shit.. chris realizes that he's inlove w/ reader, and y'know how hes like afraid of commitment and proper relationships? so instead of telling her that he is, he avoids her for like 2 days,and tries to fuck with someone else to forget about her for a bit. when she comes into the house to hangout with nick, she hears him fucking another chick, and she gets JEALOUSS let me tell you. she pulls that poor girl out of the room, telling her to get dressed and when the girl leaves she starts going off at chris (gettin a lil angsty). but like the whole point of me wanting it to be based off the song was kind of so that you could realize it was based off the song, so maybe u can add lyrics! (idk, just a thought) "if you is a player, i dont think ima play with ya" , "if you wanna lay with her, why don't you just stay with her?". he tries to deflect, and i guess reader kind of confronts him about how she thinks he wants more then hooking up and he denies it, but she knows hes lyin. "you say you don't want a girlfriend but when we are in person, you always act so different, you make it all seem perfect", "you hold me when we wake up, say you like me with no makeup", "is it casual, or are you tryna spend your life with me?". anyways in my lovely optimistic mind, reader tells him its ok because shes inlove w him too, and he finally doesn't deny it. she tells him shes scared too, but they'll go through it together cuz their in luvv 😛 anyways lets just say the night ends with some slow soft sex between reader and chris. "take it off, follow me out, let me in don't shut me out" i understand if you can't do this req, but i saw your post saying you needed reqs to write on a trip tmr, and i thought of this on the spot so sorry if its really shit 😭

ꨄ ⌒ ⋆｡ ˚ CASUAL

│⊹ warnings ⋆ ;; angst if u squint, y/n is used like twice sorryyy, p in v, pet names (baby nd mama), unprotected sex, lowercase intentional, and word count is 2.2k

│⊹ pairing ⋆ ;; chris sturniolo x fem!reader

│⊹ haven’s notes ⋆ ;; hey.. how y’all doin 😙.. sorry for being gone AGAIN i keep having writers block but i wrote smth for my script so i got motivation to write again 🤌

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you have been waiting impatiently at the triplets front door for about five minutes now. finally, chris opened it for you. “took you long enough.” you scoff with a smile as you walk in. “sorry, matt almost started a fire.” the brunette boy replied, scratching his chin when closing the door.

“what?” you laugh while kicking off your shoes and leaving them on the shoe rack. "oh by the way, i got the shirt you were planning to buy." you giggle softly, handing him a bag. "oh shit! thank you!" he says excitedly as he pulls you in for a warm hug. "of course, c." you give him a toothy smile. you notice how his facial expression changes a little bit once you smiled but you brushed it off. the two you walk up the stairs into the living room and kitchen. you saw both matt and nick try to cook dinner or something. “matt! your gonna burn it’!” nick exclaimed before turning to see you.

“what are you guys even making?” you snicker as you walked up to nick to give him a small hug. “burgers but matt almost started a fire trying to grill the meat.” he rolled his eyes in annoyance. “let me help” you say, walking to the stove and shooing matt away. “but at least i didn’t, i wont do it again!” he stated while crossing his arms. “matt relax, i got this” you say while flipping the patty. the boys talk for a while and from time to time offer to help but your stubbornness always said no.

chris left an argument that he was talking about with his brothers and waddled over to you and placed his hands on your shoulders. “you sure you don’t need any help?” he asked which you reply with a nod. once you finally finished making the food, you plated them nicely on the table. “bon appetite!” you laugh while sitting down next to chris.

the four of you eat while talking about a random topic or plans of what to do for the following week. “do you guys wanna watch something?” matt offered when he finished eating. “im down” you reply and the two others agree as well.

now, nick is currently putting the dishes in the sink as you, matt, and chris are all sitting down on the couch to debate what to watch. “nah i don’t wanna watch a horror movie.” chris whined when you suggested for them to see one. “ugh fine, maybe batman again?” matt quickly agrees, of course.

chris had been laying down on your chest for about an hour or so into the movie. your hands rested on the back of his head, your fingers scratching his scalp gently from time to time and he let out small hums whenever you did. after a few minutes you desperately needed to go use the bathroom. "chris" you whisper, loud enough for only him to hear. "hm?" he hummed while looking up at you. "gotta piss, get up" you state as he slowly got up from your chest.

after you did your necessities, you walked back to the living room and sat down next to chris. only this time he patted his chest, signaling you to lay down on it. of course, you don't mind since you and chris were always so touchy so you did. while watching the last 30 minutes or so of the movie, you heard his heartbeat start pounding against his chest rapidly. mentally, you started to count each one. and you did this till the movie ended.

"thanks for coming over!" nick said to you as the triplets started to walk you downstairs. "of course! i love hanging out with you guys." you reply, looking at each of the small smiles on their faces but except for chris. he looked rather stressed and confused. instead of saying anything about it, you simply just brushed it off. you said goodbye to the three boys then left.

it had been two days since you heard anything from chris. you asked nick and matt about him and they both said that he was okay and didn't know what was wrong with him. you began to get worried, scared if it was something you did or said. so, to clear your head you decided to invite nick to the mall since it was somewhere you guys both enjoyed going together. you got to the familiar entrance of the sturniolo home, quickly seeing an excited smile from nick as soon as you knocked on the door. "hey! you ready?" you ask while pulling him into a small hug.

"yeah! let me just go grab my things real quick." the brunette boy said as he let you inside. you didn't bother taking off your shoes since you two were about to leave. upon walking up the stairs you saw matt's face that was mixed with discomfort and trying not to laugh. "what?" you and nick ask him. "whatever you do, don't go downstairs." he mumbled while grabbing something from the fridge then walking back to his room. you give nick a look, he gives you one back that obviously meant to go see what matt was talking about.

hesitantly, you leave your bag on the couch and then walk downstairs to chris' room while nick grabs his things. upon being about three steps down, your ears immediately fill up with moans. both chris', and someone else's. another girl. your cheeks get red as your feet think before your mind and now you're in front of his door. with no hesitation, you grab the knob and swing open the door. as soon as you did so, chris looked back quickly. your eyes observed what was going on. you saw the mystery girl completely blissed out with her face dug inside a pillow and completely naked. you saw chris' hands wrapped around her hips firmly and how his front pieces of hair stuck to his sweaty forehead. "what the fuck chris?"

you feel your cheeks burning up in frustration as you watch chris struggle to put his pants back on. "dude! get out!" he said while the blonde girl turned around and saw you at the doorway, quickly blushing out of embarrassment. "no, you get out!" you tell the girl in his bed loudly, her getting up as soon as you said anything towards her. you and chris make heavy eye contact as she got changed and got her things.

she closed the door upon leaving and you immediately start bashing chris. "chris what the fuck is wrong with you? you ignore me for two days and I find you fucking another chick?" you argue as he quickly tries to find something to say. "you can't just hook up with me casually then ignore me then hook up with someone else." your sigh is shakey, trying not to start crying in front of him. "I feel bad for her even because you're probably just gonna ignore her and then hook up with some-" you were finally cut off by chris.

"why are you arguing about this like we are more than friends y/n?" he argues back, taking a breath to continue. "you're saying this shit like we are together, we aren't anything but friends." the brunette boy said while crossing his arms. "friends that hook up almost every week?" you laugh sarcastically, you process what he said for another few seconds. "don't act like I don't know about how your heart was racing when i was layin' down on your chest the last time i came over." you note. "is we hooking up something casual for you or are you looking to spend your life with me?" your voice is unstable and shakey, biting back the tears coming up on your waterline.

"fine, i'll admit, y/n." he finally said, his voice evenly shakey as yours. "I realized that i'm in love with you that night. you know im scared of commitment. i ignored you 'nd hooked up with another girl to try to get over you." chris sighed and his eyes softening. "im scared of being in a relationship, you have seen what my fans say even if im standing next to a girl—" you cut him off by walking towards him and shutting him up with a soft kiss. you can tell he is surprised when he hesitated to place his hands on you. “im in love with you too chris, and i am scared too.” you say softly as you tuck a strand of hair behind his ear.

“but you know we can work it out together.” you sigh while your eyes look up into his. chris’ hands planted on your waist, rubbing small circles on them. “you think so?” he whispered. you nod in reply, pulling him into another kiss. “‘m sorry.” he whispered again, desperately kissing you like his life depended on it. you start to tug on the hem of his black tank top and backed up a little bit so he could notice that your trying to take it off. he pulled it over his head himself and quickly went back for a kiss. he turns you so your back is facing the bed and he guided you to it. you lay back on his bed and he quickly reaches to the waist band of your shorts. “can i take these off?” he asked with his tone laced with need. you nod eagerly, him taking not another second to pull them down. he then went to your shoes, untying both laces and placing them on the floor.

you watched in awe as he touched your body so gently. he cupped your cheek and kissed you softly, his tongue grazing against yours lightly. he backed up with a smile, and looked into your eyes for a few seconds. with one hand, he went down in between your thighs and hooked his fingers on your panties and pushed them to the side, with the other hand pulling down his shorts.

he held onto your hip while he slowly slid himself inside of you, both of you letting a little hiss. his thrusts are slow but firm and his grip on your hip was light. you whimpering softly and let your body relax as his hips moved in and out of you. chris grabbed your leg and hooked it around his torso, being able to plunge deeper inside of you. “fuck, such a good girl f’me.” he panted with a little smile on his face. you whine back in reply, completely blissed in ecstasy and pleasure. his hips rutted a bit faster inside your puffy cunt as it suctioned his cock. “fuck, feels so good.” you sigh while leaning your head back into the pillow. “yeah? m’cock feels good mama?” he groaned quietly, you nod weakly.

you let out a small moan when his tip grazed that sticky patch inside of you. you arch your back off the bed as the knot in your stomach began to tighten. “‘m so close-“ you gasp gently while the brunette boy started to drill deeper inside of you. “mhm, gonna cum for me baby?” he whispered gently as his thumb went down and rubbed your sensitive bundle of nerves, this just sending you over the edge. “fuck! do-dont stop please please” you whine as your mouth fell agape. the knot in your stomach slowly started coming undone from his thrusts. “‘m cumming!” a small squeak left your lips. “shit, im right behind ya’” he whimpered as his hips remained the same pace. your stomach muscles clenched together as you came on his cock, then you felt him fill you up with his lukewarm cum. he fucked both of you through each other’s high before he stopped.

“you okay?” chris hummed while tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. you nod shyly while attempting to sit up. “i should go then, nick is probably waiting for me.” you chuckle a bit, whining quietly as chris pulled out of your pussy. “alright, i’ll still see you today then?” he asked as he helped you clean up and change. you hum in reply, standing up and wobbling a little bit. he put his boxers and shorts back on before turning back to you. “drive safe.” he smiled, pulling you in for a little kiss. “i know, see you later chris.” you smile back. you left his room with him behind you, your shoes in his hands.

upon going up the stairs you saw nick with his headphones on, thankfully. “ready to go?” he asked, his tone annoyed since you took so long. you nod with a laugh as you grab your bag and shoes from chris. “i’ll put them on in the car.” you say while you both start walking downstairs.

“what took you so long by the way?” the brunette boy asked when putting his headphones in his tote bag. “sorry, something happened with chris and i had to help” you lie terribly. nick could tell in your eyes that you were lying. “you fucked him didn’t you?” “nick!”

│⊹ haven's notes part two ⋆ ;; IM FINALLY DONE !!!!1

│⊹ taglist ⋆ ;; @deftonesmatt @mattsluttywaist @luverboychris @sturniol0s @mattscoquette @xoxo4chrisss @sweetstars-posts @bambi-slxt

[heartach3d]

valentines special!

you guys picked the maze runner and I just rewatched the first one so I'm lowkey in my phase again so I'm glad!

newt x reader as an apology for the angst one

665 words (little blurb)

supposed to be taken place while the safe haven and it might be horrible because like IDK what to do holidays specials for tmr since they like in a maze you know ☹️

"goodmorning angel."

I hold back the biggest smile and open one eye to look at him.

"good morning newtie"

"yknow what day it is?" he asked as he got up from the bed.

I watched him for a little just taking in his sight. as he changed you could still see the slight black spots deeper than his skin. his veins were still a little black.

it scared me. it really did, not because I was scared of him I am always just so scared of what could have happened to him.

and in the back of my mind I always saw the moment thomas came and saved him.

"dear? you alright?" I was brought out of my own thoughts when he called for me. dear.

"yes I'm quite alright." I say staring as he slipped a shirt on, finishing changing. "anyway you were saying, the day?" I asked snapping out of it completely and getting up as well.

"oh yes today's valentines day" I hear him say as I go through my dresser. I hear footsteps approaching "happy valentines day."

I look up to see him smiling his face off and mirror it. "happy valentines day to you too" I say giving him a kiss before going back to changing.

"so what dyou wanna do today?" he says as his hands sneak around my waist.

"hm probably just walk along the water. like a chill morning before doing other stuff." I reply grabbing a shirt I wanted and sliding my other one off.

I grab the new one and slide it on as well feeling newts eyes on me the whole time.

"you wanna go now?" he walked towards the door and I nodded walking with him. I always liked walking along the water, even if it reminded me of them.

it always reassured me that they were gone now. wckd is gone and all the people associated with it. sadly teresa with em.

we continued walking in silence. but the good kind of silence that gives you comfort in the company of the other person.

we drifted away from the shore a little and stopped at a little tree. "you have that pocket knife you always carry?" I ask looking up at him.

"yeah why?" he asked but still reached to hand it to me. "lemme use it real quick" I put my hand out for it and he placed it on my palm.

I mumbled a quick thanks before leaning down near the tree. not all the way down to make the mark on the bottom just midway down.

I carved my initials first and then his below it with a heart around it. I dusted the shavings off and smiled as I looked at it.

"hey we have limited supplies to celebrate but this is good enough yeah?" I say looking up at newt from where I am slightly bent down.

as I moved from blocking it with my figure he read it and I saw his smile grow and grow before he practically tackled me with a hug onto the ground.

at first I was startled but I smiled into it and cherished this moment. you'll never know how much you miss this untill you experience it again.

I hear a mumble into my skin 'I love you so much sweetheart' is what I hear him say as I rub his back slightly.

"I love you too newtie." I say as I look up and out at the sky, knowing I'll always cherish the moments like these.

I feel like people think I'm waiting shorter now and that my time is up but idk guys!! and sorry if this was actual asscrack.

[ttigersimpkeito]

between family(keito centric.)

Chapter 2

note:yes this is inspired and taken from @nentenkoneko's "between family" with permission,this is also where i added my two ocs,kei(Keito) and hikari. this is also not original,its like recreated with added ocs i think.

Takeshi “Tiger” Hayakawa (武 “虎” 早川) – Jersey no. 16 – Midfielder, with spiky black-dyed-red hair

Keito Takayama (恵飛 高山) – Jersey no. 30 – midfielder,with semi spiky shoulder length black-dyed white with red highlights hair(status:...injured badly but alive.)

Kylo Moriyama (輝路 森山) – Jersey no. 18 – Striker. Black hair with red-tips(status:?)

Riku Tanabe (田辺 陸) – Jersey no. 24 – Striker. Brown, slightly ginger hair(status:?)

Miko Hayashi (美湖 林) – Jersey no. 09 – Striker. Wolf-cut-like hairstyle with blue highlights. (Captain) (status:?)

Yugiro Takashima (優義郎 高島) – Jersey no. 03 – Midfielder. Bald aside from a ponytail (status:?)

Sakurama Fujisawa (桜間 藤沢) – Jersey no. 12 – Midfielder. Long, middle-back length hair (status:?)

Haruto Nishimura (西村 陽翔) – Jersey no. 15 – Midfielder. Long black hair, kept in a pony-tail (status:?)

Kendo Tsuchiya (剣道 土屋) – Jersey no. 01 – Goalkeeper. Short, sweeping black hair (status:?)

Shinji Arakawa (進士 荒川) – Jersey no. 02 – Defender. Goatee with short spiky black hair (status:?)

Keita Hoshino (慶太 星野) – Jersey no. 36 – Defender. Black hair with purple highlights (status:?)

Renji Sakamoto (連次 蓮司) – Jersey no. 20 – Defender. Short brown-dyed-black hair (status:?)

Hikari Takayama (光 高山) – Jersey no. 04(meaning死(shi) get it?) – Striker. long white hair with dark purple highlights. (status:?)

general TW for violence and blood those stuff.(and no guys,keitos "light" wounds are not light at all in the eyes of normal people.) also oc x canon(keito x twisting tiger) sorry if this is shit,but it is unoriginal...i tried my best. im not a good writer haha...

also:

nii-san=big brother

keito is the Captain in the past with Miko as Vice captain.

(im writing the chapter two tmr bc its 1am rn :,))

chapter 1:

'...alot of them are dead. they're gone.'

Keito sat alone outside of hikari's hospital room,which was beside Miko's room.Keito himself was covered in more bandages than usual,he wasnt as hurt as the rest of the nakama members.

'excuse me...you should get a room yourself... you were hurt bad." a nurse walked up to him. she had said in a worried tone."you were with the victims not long ago right?"

"...yeah. I was with them. but im fine. seriously,no need to set me a room."

keito was silent again as he watched the nurse left. he had many thoughts in his mind. how he was afraid,hikari....his little brother might die...he only waited for tiger to come.

he pulled his phone out of his pocket,that was luckily not broken in the scene. keito only opened the screen and searched for tigers phone number,which was labeled "twisting tiger boo👽",he tapped on it and called.

"... hello,kei?"

"are you alright,tiger?....i...i need you to come to the hospital-"keito shifted nervously on his own seat as he spoke into the phone

"i..i know. im coming over right now. officers came to escort me..."

"oh. they sent officers?... alright then. I'll be waiting..."keito said in surprise, before his expression shifted back to his sad self.

"...yeah."

"take care tiger, I'll be here when you arrive." keito only replied before getting met with a monotone.

"*beeep*...."

keito sighed as he silently looked down,he felt like hes at fault. he sat impatiently while he stared at his own bandages,blood stained on it not long after bandage.

"...i have to change the bandages again soon."he mumbles to himself as he watched the Bandages.

"i hope tiger arrives soon. everything fucking hurts. what the hell did it went wrong?"keito mumbles to himself...

he stared at his own necklace that had the shape of a cross...

"captain."Kendo said as he approached keito, looking down at the black haired teen.

"oh,hey Kendo-niisan!"Keito bowed to him,he had the Captain armband on his left arm as he was in the middle of early training,before he was surprised with a necklace shaped as a cross

"this is for you,i was told you are a Christian...and i wanted to gift you this."Kendo said softly before putting the necklace on keito's neck.

"woah...this cross necklace is so cool, Kendo-niisan!"the teenager said happily"thank you so much!!"

"im glad that you liked it,it was kinda expensive if i remember. but its for you,so its okay."Kendo said as he ruffled the teens hair.

"hehe...-"the memories softly dispersed as a female voiced called him out

"keito?keito... keito!"

The nurse came by and gotten him some snacks and drinks to help with the bodily fluids as she shook him a bit.

which Keito thanked her and accepted the snacks and drinks,only then he stared at the tv hanging on the wall with his right eye patched in bandages. Silently watching the news while snacking, forcing himself to eat.

BREAKING NEWS - NAKAMA FC MASSACRE: MULTIPLE PLAYERS DEAD, COACH ARRESTED,SUPA STRIKAS MEMBER INVOLVED

"...shit...the teams gonna see it."Keito said to himself as he sweats heavily, staring at the words of the news.

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"what?what the fuck?"Shakes looked at the tv in shock. "No way that's real,no way..."

"turn it up!"Bo demanded as he looked to cool joe.

Cool Joe fumbled for the remote before turning up the tv sound.

“-from Tokyo, Japan. A tragedy unfolded here early this morning- sources report that Ura Giri, coach of Japan's Super League team Nakama FC, allegedly attacked several of his own players and even a Supa Strikas player. At least four players are confirmed dead, with that number expected to rise-”

"That can't be real."shakes muttered under his breath before he saw "a Supa Strikas member" involved.

"wait. one of our teammate is involved! Tiger recently got back....so-"

"wait,Shakes man,Keito also recently went back to Japan."Rasta interrupted shakes as he had remembered.

"what if...he was involved?"Big bo said as he is slightly worried.

“Family members and friends have been seen arriving at Jikei University hospital, including well-known ex-Nakama player and current Supa Strikas player Twisting Tiger, who was pictured here by onlookers only moments prior.

And even former Nakama Captain,Keito was rushed to the hospital, seemingly to sustain injuries that could rival the the unconscious Nakama players!"

The screen flashed to a recorded video, the amateur footage blurry and shaky for a brief moment before focusing in on Tiger. He was flanked by two police officers, his head lowered to the floor, following their lead as he was guided inside. He refused to acknowledge any questions thrown his way by the public surrounding him, his face obscured from view by the hoodie he had on, the hood pulled high up and over his head. The tip of his nose and some escaping red hair were the only confirmation that anyone truly needed, however. That was most definitely Tiger.

The screen flashed to the second video,the footage also blurry and shaky,this time unable to focus because of the person running carrying someone thats possibly kendo,the person seem to have white hair with red bits,Which definitely is Keito. Keito seemes to also leave a blood trail behind."

“-sources say that Ura Giri, the alleged suspect of this brutal attack, was apprehended by police when members of the public alerted them to the scene after hearing screaming.yelling and sounds metal clashing together coming from within the building. It’s unknown currently what the reasoning behind the attack was. Ura Giri is being held without bond until further notice as evidence is collected-"

"Tiger…” Joe sounded physically pained, “Shit.”

"What about keito?!he was directly involved!He was attacked as well-"shakes said in panic as he saw the blood trail in the footage.

“Should I- should I call him or them?either of them?” Shakes’ voice wavered, his lip quivering as he reached for his phone. His fingers trembled minutely over the screen. “I should call either of them...right?”

No one answered him at first. Joe had his head buried deep in his hands- Rasta was still staring at the screen, unblinking. The room grew deadly silent, even as the reporter droned on.

Shakes swallowed, hard. “I...uh...guys-?”

"No,” Bo’s voice cut through the silence gently, his tone soft. “I wouldn’t.”

Shakes turned to peer up at the man,"what..what about either of them?like maybe keito? we have to do something about it,we can't just-"

Bo shook his head, “Tiger… He’s just got there, Shakes. He’s got enough to deal with right now.” His voice was steady, even if Bo himself looked ready to break, his jaw clenched tightly, “And Keito was injured,he probably might be in the ER or unconscious in hospital. I know you want to help, but give them a bit time and just… Just wait. Please.”

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[catoslvt]

Gally (TMR) x Reader

you were from Aris' maze, and the people who saved Gally saved you as well.

because Aris is like the male equivalent to Teresa, Gally is the male equivalent to you.

everyone sleeps in the same room in sleeping bags and stuff apart from people who may need checkups during the night (like Gally and you🥰)

Also there's still apples and shit cos idk

he has a nightmare about Chuck cos I'm sad.

I was meant to be sleeping over two hours ago, but I'm restless, my mind going over 100mph, I need to get up and walk about, try to tire myself out and maybe go get a drink.

I slowly stand up from my bed, trying to listen for footsteps, if the people who usually check on me during the night realise I'm wandering out of bed during the middle of the night without letting one of them know i'll probably be in a lot of trouble, but I need a drink so I really don't care.

As I slip out of my room/hospital room, I hear quiet cries coming from the door next to mine, Gallys room.

My heart stops for a split seconds, and I stop in my tracks, peeking my head into Gallys room. I realise he's sleeping, his eyes shut tight, and his face screwed up as though he's about to cry, and without second thought, I creep into his room, trying to keep my footsteps as light as possible.

I watch Gally for a few seconds before he starts mumbling, his voice breaking with every word and his sentences hardly making sense.

'Maze'

'Chuck'

'Stay'

"Gally." I say quietly, moving closer to his bed, but he remains asleep, his face tensing and twisting as the mumbling continues getting louder, I need to wake him up before Donnie or someone else comes to see what's wrong.

"Gally." I say, getting slightly louder, and as I touch his arm, His face stops twisting and making horrible expressions, and he mumbles one last word.

'Chuck'

"Gally." I say, my volume now getting increasingly close to my normal speaking volume, and I give him one last final shake, and his eyes slowly begin to open.

"What the fu -" He goes to say very loudly, and I press my finger to his lips.

"It's only me. Everyone's still asleep. You need to be quiet, I'm sorry for waking you up, but I think you were having a nightmare." I tell him and gally sits up and moves so his back is against the wall, and he pats the spot next to him for me to sit down beside him.

We've both been here for probably close to a year, we've both changed a lot since we first arrived both physically and mentally, adapting to life outside the maze where everything isn't given to us in a box and things aren't in perfect harmony, but we've made it work, we're close, which makes sense because in Gallys maze he was the male equivalent to me, or vice versa, I don't think it really matters though.

"It was just a stupid dream." He states, turning away from me.

"About Chuck?" I ask even though I already know the answer.

"Yeah, It felt so real, like I was back there killing him all over again." He sighs, and I gently grab his arm.

"But it wasn't you. You didn't do it. You had been stung by a griever, and it wasn't even him you were trying to kill." I remind him, trying my best to comfort him.

"Do you get dreams about Rachel?" Gally asks as he turns to look at me, his eyes instantly falling on mine, and I feel myself blushing slightly.

"Yeah, but they're just dreams, I've come to terms with the fact I'm not at fault for her death. WICKD is." I answer and he just nods before shrugging.

"Wanna go a walk? I'm hungry." Gally then asks as he turns to look at me, and I quickly stand up nodding rapidly.

"I'm so thirsty, that's why I got out of bed to get a drink, but then I heard you mumbling, so i came to make sure everything was alright." I tell him, and he lets out a joking 'mhm'

"Are you sure you didn't just want to watch me sleep?" He teases as he stands up and stretches before walking over to the doorway of the room, which hasn't had a door in god knows how long.

"In your dreams." I scoff as I follow him.

"Unfortunately, my dreams aren't that good." He continues as he leads the way to the places makeshift kitchen, my breathing stopping when we walk past one of the enterances to the sleeping room.

Once we reach the kitchen, I instantly find a bottle of water, Ripping the cap off and chugging half of the bottle as Gally finds two apples, keeping one in his hand and stuffing the other in his pocket.

"Can we go to our car?" I ask and Gally smiles widely with a nod.

our car is one one of the old banged up cars our group keeps in one of their garages. It's a good hiding spot because all the windows are blacked out, and somehow, every door is still intact.

"We can't stay for too long. Everyone will be waking up in a few hours, and god knows when someone will wake up to check on us." He says as he grabs my hand and leads the way.

"Do you think the car still works?" I ask as we climb in the back of the car we have claimed as our own private hang out spot.

"I'm not sure, wouldn't be much help to us anyway." Gally answers as he begins eating the first apple, offering me the second but I shake my head no.

"Well, we could always just drive away, maybe make our way back to the mazes, see if the grievers are gone, and if they are, then we could just live happily in the maze." I say, being completely sarcastic and Gally just laughs.

"You always have to find the positives in everything, don't you?" He asks with a smile and I shrug.

"I guess that's one of our biggest differences, eh?" He continues with a gentle shove to my side.

"I like that you're almost always negative." I tell him as i turn to face him, and he just smiles.

"and I like that you're almost always positive." He states, and I feel myself turning red as I look away and smile.

"We've known each other for like a year, and im closer to you than I was with any of the girls in my maze, and I was with them for like three years." I tell Gally as I slowly turn to look at him again, and as I'm speaking, I could've sworn I saw his eyes drop to my lips for a few seconds.

"I hated everyone in my Glade, so it's not hard to be closer to you than I was them." He remarks, and I scoff and look away.

"No, I didn't mean it like that -" Gally quickly says, and I try to hide my smile by looking hurt.

"No y/n, I didn't mean it like that." Gally says as he gently grabs my face and makes me look at him, and his eyes fall to my lips again, and before I even had time to register what I was doing, my lips were on his.

"Shit." I gasp as I pull away from Gally, instantly pushing myself against the door on my side, trying to get away from him but also still wanting to be in the same space as him.

"Why did you pull away?" Gally asks, pulling me away from the door and almost pulling me onto his lap as his lips meet mine in a gentle but quick paced kiss.

It seems like we spend hours in the car kissing, but it probably wasn't even half an hour before we're clambering out of the car, trying not to laugh.

"I really hope we haven't had checks." Gally whispers to me as we begin walking back to our rooms.

"I don't even care if we did, I'm too happy to care." I tell him as I stare up at him, now standing at the thin strip of wall between our rooms.

"I'll see you at breakfast?" He asks looking down at me.

"Save me a seat." I say with a smile, and he leans down and kisses me to the lips before pulling away and walking into his room, and I do the same walking into my room with the largest smile on my face.

[dexiiexox]

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Hello !❀˖°

Before I start I would like to apologize for any spelling mistakes or wrong grammar, english is not my native language, thanks !

This is technically my 7th post on Tumblr, but I havent posted in.. a good while. I doubt anyone even remembers, but I posted some imagines and headcanons, that I now have privated.

I privated them all mostly becuase I`m honestly not into writing like that anymore and it also feels pretty wierd to me now(ㅠ﹏ㅠ) NO HATE THOUGH ! I respect fan written stuff so much, and I used to love it so much, but I think i might have just outgrown it? I turned 19 this year and A LOT has changed in my life the last few years.

But more about why I`m making THIS post ! •ᴗ•

For some reason blogging has been so appealing to me lately, and its gonna make me work more on my english again ! I used to love writing and my english was honestly pretty good, but after I stopped writing it went so downhill to be honest ·‿· yay. So I will start blogging ! Wether people tune in or not is honestly not that important to me, Im just doing this for myself, but if you decide to follow along, you`re very welcome ! ♡⸜(ˆᗜˆ˵ )⸝♡

Right now Im realy unsure if Im going to do a sort of introduction right now, or if I`m going to make it a whole seperate post?

I do want to be real and honest here though, but I dont want to share too much about myself, mostly for privacy reasons and becuase the internet is a scary place ˙◠˙ But I`ll still be me ! ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

I think I`ll just have a little introduction right now and if anyone reads this has questions they can ask :> yuuuuuhhhh

First of, I go by dexiiexox, but more simply its just dexie or dex, whatever floats your boatദ്ദി( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I am 19, as I previously stated, turned 19 this year

I am female and go by she/her

I love South Park (I`m obsessed actuallyദ്ദി ≽^⎚˕⎚^≼ .ᐟ)

I enjoy a lot of shows/movies, but some I used to love a lot more a few years ago. Like Wayne, which is actually the reason I joined Tumblr.... ( °ヮ° ) SIDE STORY↴

I somehow found the show WAYNE, dont remember how or when, but after watching it I was looking into headcanons or imagines about it on google and found a post on Tumblr, I had never used or heard of it before, but I made an account and I was mindblown seeing this platform and it became my go to app for so long.

I was SUCH a Potterhead like.. 3 years ago I`d say. Looking back... I hate it, but at the same time I enjoyed it so much back then and I would just dream about it all day long, wishing it was all real. It was really my escape from reality.

I also fell into the TMR fandom (The Maze Runner). It also became a comfort show to me, but that faze didnt last very long. Still love the movies though, same for Harry Potter.

I just really like watching stuff and I honestly need to have something running in the background when doing legit anything(ㅠ﹏ㅠ) Like right now... I have some youtube video about South Park characters in the background while I write...

I really enjoy drawing and thats also something Im working on ! Like writing, I used to draw and paint a lot when I was younger, but I stopped that as well for some reason. So last year I bought a sketchbook to work oon finding my own art style and expressing my feelings through "art" ( ᵔ ᴗ ᵔ ) And Im really enjoying it right now !

I added only 3 photos, but one is a pink jellyfish and the 2 other are drawings of Stan and Kyle from South Park•ᴗ• The Stan and Kyle drawings looked better before I decided to outline them (legit regretting it so much) I found the shittiest pen ever becuase I coulndt find one with a small tip :,) I`m still trying to figure out my art style so please dont hate.. 𓁹‿𓁹 HEH.

I do enjoy fashion, but I wouldnt say my style is that great, especially on the daily. That is mostly becuase I currently work in a kindergarten and I dont want to wear clothes is actually care about at work, so I end up in just sweats and some old sweater (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

I honestly dont really hang out with friends a whole lot anymore, but Im trying to do more with them now that spring is on its way ! Like this weekend, Ive asked some friends to go grilling and I`m really excited !(∩˃o˂∩)♡ YIPPIEEEEE !

All in all this blogg is just gonna be my own little space to let our feelings, work on my english and document things in my life !

I think this is long enough for now ! If you read all of this youre an actuall warriorᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ And thank you soooo much for reading !! hihihiᓚ₍ ^. .^₎

untill next time !

-dexie❀˖°

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Predictions for whatever the hell is going on with Yaz and Sammy in JWCT

Before it airs tmr on GODDAMN ROBLOX. I've never loved and hated that game so much XDDD

So it does seem like something's going on between them whether it's related to Yaz' PTSD, the fact that she's at college, or because Sammy now has integrated dinosaurs into their daily life (Which loops back to Yaz' PTSD) and it seems kinda weird to me that most of the theories that I've heard have been Yaz-centric, or with Yaz as the larger reason their growing apart.

Maybe not weird but definitely interesting.

1. Because honestly, I can see that if they ever were to break up (I swear to god I'm murdering someone if they do tho) it would be Yaz who ends up doing it. I just can't see Sammy willingly ending things.

2. Because that's somewhat of the problem. Like, JWCC gave Sammy the bare minimum of character and plot development, most of it happening in season 1-2 with her whole "I'm a spy" deal. After that, she sort of just...stays the same. She doesn't have the same amount of development as Ben or Yaz or even Kenji. She's the most consistent character in the series and I'm not sure if that was done on purpose - like, the writers saying "ok, we have 5 really good or decent character arcs, let's have this one stay the same so there's diversity in not having change" - or they just didn't have time to really develop her character outside of the "Looks like a cinnimonroll but could actually kill you"

So something I'd like to see is Sammy having a bit more of a voice than she did in JWCC and I think the writers knew that was a problem and seem to have made her part of the main trio (Darius, Ben, and Sammy) for JWCT.

I made a previous post about the *tension* everyone seemed to get in the most recent clip > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HQffL_R1F4

in which Ben and Sammy go to visit Yaz at her university.

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE that they're diving more into Yaz' PTSD that we get a glimpse of in Seasons 4-5 of CC. She seems like she's doing better and actually trying to help out others who struggled with the same things that she did which is cool.

And then we have this scene =>

And it's cute and Sammy and Ben look fine af and there are so many amazing things about this clip but like...

Sammy's not coming to Yaz' defense, like, at all.

Like, Yaz' thing isn't working and I feel like CC Sammy would have said something like "That's a really cool view!" or "Coool...?" or even like "That's...awesome Yaz!" in her wtf-is-this-but-ima-be-positive-anyway and maybe it's the writers doing what I mentioned before and giving Sammy a deeper personality and the change in demeanor is small enough that it might just be me overspeculating, but there's tension there.

And pair that with the fact that Ben says "Get in-between two girlfriends?" Like, are they arguing?! Sammy's trying to get him to choose sides? Am I getting that right?

*Cough* I mean, though, Ben would probably choose Yaz ngl, they besties. No hate on Sammy but *Cough*

Sorry, what was I saying 😅

And the line right before that when Sammy says "Ben, help me out here!" Makes me think that Sammy has been trying to get Yaz to stop obsessing over this hologram thing for a while, and maybe the only reason they came to the university was to get her to stop her research and come with them since I'm assuming this is maybe when Darius is picking up the rest of the gang. Again, I could be wrong, but that's personally what I think.

Speaking of the picking up of the campers, I love how most of us collectively agreed that the order was Sammy Kenji Yaz. That was just funny to me :)

Anyway, does that mean Yaz is just living at the University doing her hologram shit and Sammy has been trying to convince her to just come home? Cause that would be so incredibly sweet and terribly sad at the same time, like, c'mon :(((

And now there's dinosaurs chasing them again and everyone thinks Brooklyn is dead and now it's not a matter of "I miss you" but "It's not safe anymore"?

God, this show has so much potential how tf am I so invested in animated characters.

This post ended up being way longer than I anticipated so Ima end it here <333

Toodles!

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post- second watch thoughts

they changed epic iii's lyrics omgomgomg its the same as the west end now

- i know some people dont like this change (from 'what has become the heart of that man' to:

I know how it is because he is like me I know how it is to be left all alone

There’s a hole in his arms where the world used to be

When Persephone’s gone

His work never done, his war never won

Will go on forever, whatever the cost

Cause the thing that he’s building his wall around

Is already lost but like i love this so much. also like. i met noah mullins again (emphasis: he is such a sweetheart) and when i told him i was gonna come see their final show tmr as well he told us chookas??? why??? is there a surprise planned that we'd need a chookas for???? noah mullins you beautiful human why must you confuddle me so

also afua rocked SO hard. final eurydice show for her, blew it out of the park. also such a lovely person too!

[cheeseandbretboy]

the painting i continued (from longer than a year ago) has too bright white highlights so i need to get rid of them AND quite possibly it would be nice to just give up and do whaeter and get on the train just ot look at all the stations i havent seen before nd cvt and listten to whip your kids on repeat again and again and have no money to afford to eat and find someone who is just so ?? and mean but not in that non self absorbed self absorbed way and stupid because everyone has too much to look forward to and too much to complain about and that makes everyone so yucky and hypocritical and ughghurejne me whenni have work tmr ALSO need to print out more movie photos AND anyone i meet gets so human and i get sick of them so easily but not myself so i will always be alone and thats a good thing unless im not listening to music then it is not so good bc i can hear my breathing an feel my skin also what even is life without music its just ------------------ no ty i do not want to be like amber or ritchie but oh i did thrift their shoes and also jasons but hes kind of an L WAIT that makes so much sense anyway that scene where they are walking in the store with the heavy combat boots that have been discontinued (why?) and a shotgun wow! imagine being tricked by a soda can what a loser anyway the sehleves ive built are really nice and after doing that with hands blistered and joints sore i realised i can fit everythign insdie it and oh god im gonna lose absolutely everything! and thn something even WoORSE hit me that none of this even means anytnign, what the flip, imagine this format will stop and we only live in the real world what then maybe just maybe musicals make sense and then i bash my head into my desk HOW COULD U FOR A SECOND THINK MUSICALS ARE OKAY blood is spurting just likein that scene in longlegs dilf, jokes no maybe nicholas cage hes too pasty this has gotten long uve recently discovered this rly underground and unpopular artist michael jackson yea nobodies really heard of him sigh WHY DO I HAVEA FRENCH BOOK OH GOD IM GOING TO HELL people should put everything ive ever ever made into a bible because that is all i am and i am so happy that is true so yea put this in as well and all my assigmnets and paintings and digital art from 2019 and old drawings and scribbles and south park doodles and short stories ad gore and all the deleted notes of measurrements (sigh why phone) and dont forget all the photos and the annotations i rubbed out later cuz they sounded dumb and too personal remember always to make ur writing as obscure as possible because people always look to make everything about them hey emotions are really stupid our brains are amazing at finding information so much of it but our conciousness is preoccupied with other stupid stuff like education and being horny so all we get is emotions that have been processed information so hey our thinking brain really is in the back seat and we cant change it yk im bnad! im bad! u knowit really really bad megamind... evan peters is eyeing me rn.. i did a really good job of diverting my mental problems its actually really good but i am hoping we can get back to them once they get fixed and maybe this dependence wiol go away too right maybe and wait a darn second are you telling me i wont find myself a tim burton anti hero what the flip unbelievable may i get a refund never sell your doc martens just break them in please the blisters and pus and blood will pass and they will be great i swear unless theyre the max platform types then u might have to keep getting pain but thats okay god dont tell me i need to work in the future although when i watched the movie for the 2nd time in cinemas there was 3 seconds where there was a doctor with a mask and wowww maybe i shld become one of those but i dontthink i have the right motivation maybe neurobiology maybe quantum mechanics mabe maybe even both like quantum mind god thats interesting but only after biology i need to get worried abt climate change and then realise OH MY GOD NOTHING MATTERS BUT OUR MINDS and thats

[lazar-codes]

01/02/2024 || Day 11 (dop)

TLDR:

🔸 added last class' ASL words to my program

🔸 worked on toggle for Frontend Mentor project

🔸 started and finished an illustration for fanart

🔸 started and nearly finished editing and rendering my recording of my illustration

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I can't believe I'm sick again. I've gotten sick for 3 out of the past 4 months, and I'm annoyed. Luckily this is the mildest illness compared to the other 2, but it's still not fun. All my symptoms have been spread out, so the past 3 days I've had one runny nostril, yesterday I was completely exhausted, this morning I lost my voice, and now the other nostril's runny.

Work

Frontend Mentor - I've been slowly chipping away at this project but now I gotta get my butt into gear because I wanted to finish this in January, and it's now February and I still have a lot left to do. Today I worked on the implementation of the toggle between the "monthly" and "yearly" plans, and I got it to work by changing the display to either the "monthly" or "yearly" cost to be either "none" or "block". This is basically what the HTML looks like, and below's the functionality for the toggle.

Basically, I get all the elements that have the term "plan_cost" as their class name and for each element, depending on what the toggle is on (i.e. monthly or yearly) I change their display property. I can fix the code to make it not repetitive, but for now it's fine. I've been doing this project using TypeScript and some of my errors are a little confusing, but Google is a good resource.

Anyways, here's what I have so far. It ain't much, but it's honest work;

Art

Ok, I'm gonna do a bit of a ramble here. I've been replaying The Last of Us Part 2 throughout all of January and I finished it last week. It's still an emotionally heavy game, but it did the trick and motivated me to want to draw some fanart. I've been sketching random stuff in my sketchbook almost every day (not lately now that I'm sick but whatever), but there's one idea that I had that I kept on coming back to, and today I had enough energy to sit down, open up Photoshop, and just draw it. And oh man, that felt really good! I haven't drawn in Photoshop in a while because I've been forcing myself to use Procreate, but it's just not the same. I feel like PS allows me to draw with more control of my lines and details and such, and my image just looks sharper than on Procreate. So I actually managed to pump out a piece that looks pretty much how I imagined it would look, and I didn't get frustrated like I would on Procreate. I also recorded my process and was working on making it a speedpaint, but nearly 4 hours of raw footage was rough on my PC and it's already super late at night, so I'll finish up that process tmr. I love making speedpaints and watching them afterwards. At least that'll count for my days of productivity tmr.

[newjenns]

rewatching dune rn ... first time i watched it changed my life so bad i started getting the timothee chalamet hype

SAVE ME TIMOTHEEEEE my dad and i are planning to watch it tmr (i begged him.) i deserpately need to re watch dune and dune 2 over and over again until it is impreinted on my brain