#WISHED BOTH SURVIVED
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y’all can say anything about luka but can’t fucking deny THAT HE WAS FUCKING MAJESTIC IN ROUND 7
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May I humbly suggest pregnant Shoko carrying Gojo’s baby 🙏 😆
I never drew a pregnant person before :OO This was fun!
#headcanon that yuji calls himself the babies godfather#but its actually megumi#and nobara and yuji both dont understand why such a booring dork could be choosen as the godfather#but it was satorus wish#may or may not be placed in a scenario where only satoru dies and all the kids survive#dont cry im sorry idk why i put suffering into the world#but yeah they boinked before the fight and since there must always be a six eyes in the world..... (idk if thats accurate it is in my head)#anyway#shenanigans with the first years#this one is from tiressian: Nobara “stop rubbing your face on it your stupids gonna rub off on the baby”#shoko ieiri#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuji#megumi fushigoro#jjk#fanart#IPMSSA_FoundFamily!Fanart#IPMSSA_SatoSho!Fanart#IPMSSA_Shoko!Fanart
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Thinking about the soos currently.
Thinking about how seemingly selfish it was of lsh and cjs to leave krs alone; how selfish it was of cjs when he said that he wanted krs to live; and yet, that was the best they could do for him–to protect him and let him live the life they wouldn't be able to.
Thinking about how, even in the face of a destroyed world, they believed that surviving, living was the best, and how all of them wished for the other to live.
Thinking about how utterly betrayed Krs must have felt, not by his hyungs, but by his own inability to do anything, and to just stare at the lifeless corpses of lsh and cjs.
Thinking about how it must have been for krs—the betrayal of his own abilities, and the burden of the new life he never asked for.
Thinking about how krs knew he would've done the same, if he were in their position, and how that was the fact that hurt the most. That their selfishness, that their betrayal was only wanting Cale to live, and the fact that their selfishness was nothing but their love for him.
#krs knows he would've done the same but knowing is easier than accepting#it was cruel and also the best they could have done and that just makes me cry#and the fact that both lsh and cjs didn't even think for a moment and just. sacrificed their life. for cale.#love is a form of selfishness in itself and i cannot explain how#because from Cale's perspective i cannot imagine it as anything else than selfishness#he did not wish to somehow survive. he only wished to live peacefully with lsh and cjs.#and i know it's the chois and Cale's bday but I've decided to be sad#trash of the count's family#lout of the count’s family#tcf#lcf#cale henituse#tcf novel#kim rok soo#choi jung soo#lee soo hyuk
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good ending! gay love pierces through the veil of death yet again✌🏼
something something man is god to a dog ft. kuwameshi
I'm Your Man, Mitski
#kuwameshi#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwabara kazuma#urameshi yusuke#i'm your man#lyric edit#me when yusuke is a dog but kuwabara is his dog in that yusuke's his man and kuwa looks to him with adoration and trust#even if he dies giving him that trust it doesn't falter. crazy#yusuke is sorry just so sorry to be on the receiving end of that because what happens when he ultimately fails?#he wishes kuwa would've picked someone else. someone better. bc even if he wins it's a loss. bc kuwabara is gone.#but ending on angst when kuwa isnt even dead sucks so happy ending!!#''i deserve it. don't i?'' it's still a question at the end. leaving kuwa to decide. because yusuke trusts him too.#trusts his judgement of yusuke. and of course he'd be pardoned#kuwa's very survival is his pardon. the question is answered. they both live. they love.#there's tons i could say on the thought process that went into each cap but yknow. yapping lmao#sorry if this is lame or wtv i just couldn't stop thinking about it#i got all the screencaps from the source! i was about to painstakingly take screenshots but they already exist yay!!#qeued post
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i have grown kinda tired of all the studio ghibli and totk comparisons bc i love most of miyazakis movies and its so annoyingly obvious that if totk actually took inspiration from them its all just the surface level aesthetic and none of the good story telling
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#like yeah i see how ashitakas arm and how he got it hurt looks similar to how link “”“”“loses”“”“” his arm in totk#but ashitakas wound is a curse of hatred from a deity that protected their forest from humans destroying it to get to the iron in the earth#and the deity - whos a BOAR- got wounded so badly the pain and fear of death turned him into a demon of hatred#while the poeple wanting the iron are also just doing it for their own survival#like man i fukcing WISH totk had any of the storytelling that princess mononoke had#them seemingly jsut taking the aesthetic from it but none of the story is even more infuriating to me tbh#princess mononoke is one of my all time favorite movies#maybe thats another reason why im so disgruntled about totk#bc it reminds me of things i love -zelda and mononoke- and turning it both bad#before the game was out the comparisons from link to ashitaka was pretty much in every second theory video#abd even then i was skeptical bc i doubted they could make in any way a story as good as that#welp :))))#anyway#old man yells at cloud lol#(this is not directed at anyone directly btw- i just keep running into even now and been feeling this way for a long time- )
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I was thinking about it today and there is enough similarity between The King and Siffrin for something. I don't know what but there is something.
#the toucan squawks#isat#in stars and time#They're both from The Country of course#But also they both have rather similar reasons between their use of Time Craft#The King was afraid of losing the place and people he loved so dearly again and so he wanted to freeze it all so I couldn't happen again.#And Siffrin was afraid of loosing their family and so made a wish that he wouldn't have to face the loss of the people close to him again#There is something here#Like I think that Siffrin and The King could have switched places very easily#And also the fact that Siffrin only survived because they have people who love him#I feel like TheKing might have been a very lonely person before his antics/post Countryn't considering the lack of mention of anything/one#Near him or anyone he loved. I think he was too scared of the loss that comes with love and closeness and chose isolation which lead to the#Events of the game#I think that if The King had friends and people close to him then things would have worked very differently#In fact I think if he did have that then maybe Siffrin would have done something drastic instead#It's just Argh y'know#STARS it's such a good game
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... Will you guys please let me talk about hgduo/gossipduo/mockingjays/ whatever they are called a little more pleaseeeeeeeeee, they make me unwell and I want to get my thoughts about them out of my head- or more specifically about them from Bad's point of view!
There's a familial air to it, but it's just not true to define it like that- and that doesn't make what they DO have any less powerful or significant- They have a unique bond and that continues to be true, even during painful times like this.
Cellbit WAS Bad's responsibility at one point, and that time came and went- he got him through the war and into adulthood ( aka 18 years old or close to it.) They meet again as old friends and generally respect each other as such... but even so Bad can't deny he still feels some duty to watch over the man once he starts crumbling- much like how Cellbit as well can't help but reach out to Bad during this time.
but there's limits.
like- Bad for years had and still wants to protect Cellbit, he's had an influence on him, he taught him how to survive, he himself acknowledges he has some responsibility over Cellbit, looking at Cellbit right now feels like looking in a mirror, he doesn't like having to give up on him, but if it's between him and the kids he's choosing the kids every time... and he knows there is no simple way to save someone who refuses to let themself be saved.
And it hurts! It hurts seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to let him burn! It hurts watching someone he cares for falling down the same path he is! It hurts knowing he's hurting others the way it did for him seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to choose his kids over his protege/ student/ former responsibility/ the kid he watched over years ago/ old friend/ his 'something'!
Like, cc!Bad brought up this internal mental tier list that q!Bad has- I still deeply believe that q!Cellbit is quite high up there even if he'll never be at the level his kids are at- like he loves Cellbit enough that he ACTUALLY CONSIDERED putting parts of his months long plan at risk to save him- even if it was just during the stress of that moment that still means a LOT from Bad- but he was always going to choose his kids in the end!
Based on what I know of q!Bad (which is admitably not a lot lol) there is next to nothing that'd convince him to give up on his kids- with Cellbit he's able to see that he can't help him because Cellbit sadly does not want to be saved- and for Bad that means he simply has to accept it even if he really doesn't like it- the emotions from that night have processed and he's looking at the situation from a more logical and resolute perspective. If it means him and Cellbit may one day clash, then with a heavy sigh so be it....
but if it was Dapper or Pomme... I just don't feel certain in saying he'd be able to come to that conclusion, especially not after one night. Even if it would be the 'smart' thing to do. It's one of the key differences between the dynamic he has with them vs Cellbit...
But, in a perfect situation, he would've done everything to save them both.
Anyway thanks for reading, posting this at hell hours so my beloved mutuals won't see my hgduo ramblings but tagging this anyway for other people to see LMAO-
#mockingjays#hgduo#gossipduo#qsmp#badboyhalo#cellbit#God it's honestly a major problem how in love with this dynamic I am because I rly don't feel like I know shit about Bad or Cellbit LOL#like I enjoy both of their characters a lot but I feel so uncertain about actually ever talking about them- I enjoy them a LOT#but I don't think I have the best grasp on them as characters compared to others- wish I did though!#esp. Cellbit despite having been in love with his character since he joined- hence why I talk more about Bad's point of view LOL#wish I knew more Portuguese so I could 'get' q!Cellbit more I love him </3#I always feel scared talking about them because their other fans just get them way better then I do- I'm just hyperfixing over one aspect!#one last comment I do generally feel like they have a similar view of one another of like-but recently I feel like Cellbit wants to view Ba#as something closer to a parental figure- consciously or not- but he still doesn't see him as family- at least not in his past#They were two dudes doing whatever it took to survive- but still he was a child and Bad was the adult he looked up to!#longpost
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You know what I always wanted? An episode where Kagome actually manages to give in to the Darkness in her heart and it would be up to Inuyasha this time to snap her out of it and bring her back to her senses (paralleling how she always manages to bring him back whenever he goes into full demon mode), kinda like the 1st movie or the Tsubaki arc but like better because this time it wouldn’t just be Kagome’s body under the control of another but her mind as well due to giving into all her insecurities regarding Kikyo.
Honestly? This is such a good concept that it deserved to be its own freaking arc. The potential for angst and character development is insane. The parallels with Inuyasha, the parallels with Kikyo.
"You really are my reincarnation, walking the same path I did" except Kagome is walking her own path, based on her own decisions, because of her own feelings and then dealing with the aftermatch of her own actions after Inuyasha manages to bring her back.
I think it's brilliant because Inuyasha was always so terrified of Kagome dying on him that he doesn't really worry about all the other ways he can lose her. Or rather, he does, but it's never really explored in a serious or satisfying manner.
And the irony of it all? Like, Kagome being the one constantly afraid Inuyasha would forget about her if he goes full demon, only for her to turn the tables? Cinema.
#I was always of the opinion that she deserved to go a little apeshit at some point#I thought the Infant arc would be it but Takahashi didn't deliver and the whole thing was just kind of forgotten#Coincidentally I've been thinking a lot about that concept lately#Kind of like when Elena from TVD turned off her emotions?#The more I think about it the more I love it#I've been playing a lot in my head with two scenarios#In the first one K!kyo survives and after everything is said and done Kagome decides to go back to modern era#In the second one she magically wishes her feelings for Inuyasha away#None of them are Dark! Kagome per se#But it's still very satisfying to me especially because I imagine a happy ending for them both#Anyway#Inuyasha#Kagome#Kagome Higurashi#Inukag#Sidmailing
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It’s heartbreaking as a disabled artist to be reliant on always needing to make work and always needing to sell it. Always needing to sell everything you make to get by because there’s not other options for you. Not being able to plan bigger projects, not being able to hold onto anything. Not being able to take the time to work on things without feeling the timer ticking down because you need to finish something new to sell, so you don’t get the sleep you need.. And then when you do invest in future things you think are cool.. You will never be able to keep them. You can’t afford your own work, and owning art’s not a necessity and everyone around you is struggling, understandably.. most of them can’t either
#negative#one of those nights i legit just. think about giving up and going back on disability#its so hard. because both disability and continuing to try have steep negatives.#i just dont know how im supposed to ever survive when i get a bit older#def going to be one of those days i have a headache all day after i wake up#i deeply apologize for being negative.. i know there's other people in my shoes who have all the same feelings#and some dont have the option of disability assistance#it just feels so hopeless and idk how anyone does it#disability#i dont like talking abt being disabled nowadays. but sometimes the specific trapped feelings are overwhelming#anyway thank you to everyone who supports my work how they can#im still very lucky#i just wish it wasnt always a struggle. for everyone else too
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The album Phantoms by Marianas Trench is so bkdk coded!!!!!
Only the Lonely Survive, Don’t Miss Me, Glimmer, I Knew You When, Death of Me, UGH THEY’RE ALL SO GOOD
He’ll never scar you like I do, but he’ll never know you, not the way that I know you
Can we forgive and forget, can we lay to rest, can we catch a breath
Never more to leave here, you should never be here, I know my love can be the killing kind
!!!!!
#bkdk#bakudeku#this is seriously in my top five favorite albums#idk if there’s another like it even#I mostly associate phantoms with Lockwood and co#and Anthony Lockwood specifically#but I pulled it out again today and got slapped in the face with bkdk#only the lonely survive???#about doomed love or love that hurts but you don’t care#plus it’s a bop hands down#‘I tell myself that I could do with the space between me to you#and I’m just a drink away from honesty so who knows what’s true but I’m wondering if maybe you don’t miss me too’#STOP#UGH I LOVE IT SO MUCH#glimmer is like dvk2 and immediately after#or death of me or I wish you were here#both easily kacchan dying#listen do yourself a favor and listen to phantoms#it’s an experience#and if you wanna talk about the way it starts from a place of sadness and loss and misunderstanding#then devolves more and more into madness until at the very end the only thing they can do is beg their loved one to stay#I am your gal#STAY#idc what anyone says#that’s all Kacchan and Izuku want from each other at this point anyway#just stay#stay here#stay with me#for the rest of our lives#I love it
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GONNA WATCH ROUND 7 GUYS, WISH ME LUCK 🤞
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I'm reading a book that is arguing that there is a rivalry between Hard Times and North and South (in a sense I agree), but the whole tone of the thing is like "sharp and clever Mr. Dickens was writing an amazing novel of denunciation, and evil capitalist Mrs Gaskell was trying to undercut him, making masters look not that bad, trying to make it look like Manchester wasn't a shithole"
And I ask, author.... have you read Hard Times?
"Mrs. Gaskell's masterwork, due largely to the stimulus Dickens provided, is by turns a thesis novel"
Have you actually read Hard Times?
Author calls N&S a "parody" of Hard Times
Have you really read Hard Times?
#You have heard of the Darwinian takes on Wives and Daughters#get ready for this book calling North and South Darwinian of the survival of the fittest kind#with the same breath it looks down on it for being a reconciliationist fairytale#YOU CANNOT HAVE BOTH#You all will forgive me the posting#I wish I had someone in person with whom to read-snark texts like this Mr Knightley style#alas I don't#This author at least doesn't call Bessy's disease TB#but argues that Gaskell treats her character like a necessary and not particularly sad casualty of progress oiuhgorwhnjeth#honestly though when you read someone misinterpret Gaskell this badly#you are struck again by the subtlety of her characterizations#and the detailed coherence of the novel's world as a thesis
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sometimes i remember the hunger games and how nobody actually paid attention to what was in those books
#americans close your eyes and ears right now#i'm well aware that my political takes are way too spicy for you all#and i really do wish my media diet didn't contain so much us-centric shit#but alas we're all suffering here#and i could say that 'oh actually it does matter who your president is for us in the world'#but it doesn't. it really fucking doesn't. that's kind of the point.#oh i'm sorry my spicy takes are already starting#anyway it is wild that you all can understand katniss assassinating coin at the end of mockingjay#but get super upsetty that chappell roan won't support your favorite presidential candidate with her full chest#like come on none of you actually thought that her using the phrase both sides meant that she was a republican or even a centrist#that's just copium#you all knew exactly what she meant#but i guess encouraging people to think critically and get involved with their local elections and politics as well is... bad now?#also... why do you all care so much about a random pop star's opinion and whether or not she dares to criticize a government#like... she's right but i'm sure 5 years from now if she survives in the limelight her edges will be completely chipped away#by all this insane reaction#and before anyone comes for me... no i'm not saying you shouldn't vote. please fucking do.#neither am i saying you shouldn't vote strategically or encourage other people to do so#but if all your energy is spent policing people who criticize your chosen party because of their own principles#then there's something seriously wrong with your politics#and all you're signalling is that you truly do not fucking care about the issues that they care about#if anything..... you RESENT them#and then the same people bring up the parable of the 'unjust man'#or how it's never the right time to talk about gun violence in your country#harm reduction is all good and based but attacking people who are leveraging their support to push your party left#is not. it's not even fucking helpful#anyway. don't base your lives and politics around pop stars.#even if they are more based than you 🤷#i think i'm done now thank you tumblr for letting me have insane rants in my tags that hopefully no one reads#idk i just find this all depressing. i wish you all cared more about the world outside of your bubble. i wish we all did - myself included.
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really starting to believe that psychic who claimed i’m cursed
#like absolutely NOTHING goes right in my life#i have no friends no social life no partner have never been in a relationship even though i’m almost 30#i still live at home my job has horrible working hours and makes me absolutely miserable#like i can’t name you a single thing that goes right in my life i’m so far behind everyone#i wasted so many years studying and i’ve got nothing to show for it i’m a pathetic excuse of a human#i really wish i could give my life to someone who deserves it way more than me someone who really wants to live#the psychic claimed that my ex best friend’s mother cursed me#and i do find it somewhat silly to blame everything that goes wrong in my life on someone else or outer forces#but our friendship ended VERY poorly and her mother absolutely hated me by the end of it#so it honesty doesn’t seem too far fetched#bc ever since we went our separate ways which i never regretted btw i’ve just been struggling to survive#like if i’m honest i’m intelligent i’m capable i’m pretty i’m kind i’m funny but my whole life is a struggle#i know that my depression anxiety and overall low self esteem closes a lot of doors for me#but it’s just insane how unlucky i am like it can’t be a coincidence anymore#it’s just so heartbreaking when all your efforts are in vain like i try sooooo hard but it’s never enough#the psychic claimed the mother put a curse on me that basically blocks all roads for me#and like i said i haven’t had success or happiness in both my personal and professional life#it feels like every time i take step forward i take 3 back#good things never stay for long and bad things are so excruciatingly bad it’s unbearable#i’m just exhausted with everything… life shouldn’t be so fucking difficult wether it’s a curse or not#i know i also have many things to be thankful for but it seems like all the important milestones are eluding me#☁️
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Not these two wearing the clothes of the dearly departed whom they will eventually surpass.
#something like#yume making a selfless sacrifice to save a child's chance to live and love#and dying in the process (bc she felt that was the only valid meaning her life could have or whatever EVEN WHEN KARASUBA WAS RIGHT THERE)#vs musubi making a selfless sacrifice to save all the Sekirei's chance to live and love#ultimately surviving and returning home back to the arms of her beloved.#AND#a worried takehito dying in suffering - unable to bend the rules or save miya from her fate#unable to protect her dear 107 feathers from suffering in such an awful game#vs the north finding a way to break the “one bird” rule#and minato becoming the winner of the game by treating all his sekirei with love and respect#wishing for all the sekirei to be freed from that cruel game#and ultimately saving both miya AND takehito too#i'm sobbing#sekirei#this manga does things to me - I don't know if they're good - nor do I care
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