#WHY DOES CRY LOOK LIKE THAT EWW!

[darlin-collins]

I forgot to say this

tw: gore(not sm but just to be sure )

sugar can literally grab their physical heart throw it in a blender turn that shit on and make a heart flavored juice ,and drink it all in one shug,n I think it'll hurt them less then Liza rejecting them every time

they are the literal meaning to "don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry...don't cry .."

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

Charlie: "Vaggie?"

Vaggie: "Yeah, Charlie?"

Charlie: "Holding hands like this is really really nice, as usual, especially after a desperate fight for our lives, so this isn't a complaint or anything-"

Charie: "-but I think your hand... is leaking??"

Vaggie: "That's blood, sweetie."

Niffty: "I like blood!"

Charlie: "That's a LOT of blood?"

Vaggie: "Yeah. It happens when someone impales your hand to the floor with your own spear, and you want the spear back."

Angel Dust: "Only you, Vaggironi."

Charlie: "YOU'RE HOLDING MY HAND WITH THE HAND THAT GOT IMPALED!?"

Vaggie: "It still works. See?"

Charlie: "GaH- don't SQUEEZE IT!!!"

Niffty: (gigling) "Eww~"

Cherri Bomb: "Wow, someone put this girl in a slasher film."

Husk: "Fuck! It fucking squirted all over my fur!"

Angel Dust: "Ooh-"

Husk: "Not one. Shitty. Word."

Charlie: "SHIT!"

Husk: "That one doesn't count."

Charlie: "Fuck, shit- why is it still bleeding? The battle was hours ago! Shouldn't it be closed up by now!?"

Vaggie: "It might not ever, really. Heavenly steel and whatever."

Niffty: (peering through hole in vaggie's hand) "Oooooh~"

Charlie: "But it has to heal! It's- Niffty stop that- it's your HAND!"

Vaggie: "It's still attached so no big deal."

Charlie: "No big- Vaggie, there's a HOLE in you that I could stick my FINGER in!"

Angel Dust: "Just one? Wow, tight fit."

Vaggie: "Could've been worse."

Charlie: "WORSE-!?"

Cherri Bomb: "Angie, if they hear you and you get yourself killed on top of Pentious today, I'm gonna ugly cry and smear my running makeup and snot all over your stupid corpse."

Charlie: "- and you didn't even TELL ME I was putting a death grip on an open wound!"

Angel Dust: "That's so rude."

Vaggie: "The pressure was helping slow the bleeding anyway."

Husk: "Fucks of a feather fuck up together."

Charlie: "BUT IT ALSO HURTS DOSN'T IT?!??"

Angel Dust: "Aww Husky, would ya cry over me too-?"

Vaggie: "It's fine."

Husk: "Fuck you."

Charlie: "This is NOT fine!!"

Vaggie: (smiling at gf) "It doesn't hurt that much, babe, but I can wrap it up if you want."

Charlie: "No, I'll do it."

Charlie: (sighs)

Charlie: "...not like it's the first time I've gotten here too late, and only been able to bandage you up AFTER she's already hurt you..."

Vaggie: "Charlie..."

Charlie: "Nope! No angst right now- bandaging! I'll be gentle, okay?"

Angel Dust: "That's what she s-"

Angel Dust: "-OW CHERRI watch it with the elbows will ya!? That rib's BROKEN!"

Husk: "So's your fucking brain, dumbass."

Cherri Bomb: "He doesn't have one."

Charlie: "Well does anyone have a NON-BLOODSTAINED bit of cloth I can use for-?"

Niffty: (soaked in blood) "No~"

Charlie: "-AGUH NIFFTY! Stop looking through her hole like that!"

Angel Dust: "...."

Cherri Dust: "For the love of yourself, don't."

Angel Dust: "......I've got nothin'."

Husk: "Thank FUCK."

Vaggie: "Hey look, when I flex my hand the stab wound blinks."

Angel Dust: "Wait actually I'm gonna throw up."

Cherri Bomb: "An open bodily hole you DON'T like? Today really is just full of miracles..."

Vaggie: "I can make it talk." (holds up hand to gf) "Hi sweetie."

Charlie: "...."

Vaggie: ".... Sorry. I think I've lost a lot of blood."

Charlie: "Then let me blindfold and or gag your stab wound, before someone faints-"

Angel Dust: (THUD)

Charlie: "-just like that, great."

Cherri Bomb: "HA, oh that's priceless! Another fallen angel!"

Husk: "Why didn't you fucking catch him."

Cherri Bomb: "What am I, his boyfriend? You catch him!"

Husk: "I'm not that loser's boyfriend!"

Charlie: "Yet."

Husk: "THE FUCK YOU SAY??"

Vaggie: "Wait guys, pause the ship war-"

Husk: "FUCK YOU AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S SHITTY SHIPPING!"

Vaggie: "GUYS."

Vaggie: "Where's Niffty?"

Everyone: "........."

Everyone: (looks down at angel dust's unconscious body)

Niffty: (Squished) (one arm sticking out) (thumbs up)

[milaisreading]

5th times the charm?

Pairings: Itoshi Sae x Isagi's sister!Yn

Warnings: Reader uses she/her. Requests are open. This is just a small Valentine's Day idea I had, since the day is approaching us quickly.

⚽️Blue Lock belongs to Muneyuki Kaneshiro and Yusuke Nomura ⚽️

Ever since he could remember, Yoichi thought of of his sister as someone who could be described as a hopeless romantic at heart. And while that was something he really admired in (Y/n), her faith in love and finding the right person, it also worried him. He loved his sister a lot, she was a kind and very caring person, so he always wanted the best for her. He mainly wanted her to have a good partner, since finding one was always one of her goals, but Yoichi noted one thing about her crush and dating history. And that was, (Y/n) always seemed to find assholes as love interests. While he doesn't remember much about (Y/n)'s pre-school and elementary school, he would sometimes hear his mom and her talk about those things in the kitchen, a random memory popping out here and there. Middle school and high school was something he does remember pretty vividly the two times she would come home crying. Sure, back then he didn't know much about these things and would try to cheer (Y/n) up, but now that he is older he is more aware of these things. That's why he took it upon himself to keep his teammates away from (Y/n). They were good football players and friends, don't get Yoichi wrong, but he couldn't imagine them with his sister.

Then, to his horror, when his career took of in Re Al, he was confronted with the harsh truth that Sae Itoshi of all people asked (Y/n) out, to which she ended up agreeing! Yoichi tried to keep his opinion at the time to himself, not wanting to offend Sae. But, once the siblings were left alone, he warned his sister about dating him.

'Don't worry. I am sure this time it will be different.' Yoichi recalled her words, and he just hopes she was right. And if she wasn't, an accidental kick of the ball into Sae's face will help him calm down.

Looking at the digital clock, (Y/n) yawned as she read the time.

"Already 23:30... and I am not even done decorating this. I shouldn't have waited till last minute." She muttered to herself, looking down at the homemade chocolate and at some of the decorative items she bought the day before. It was the night before Valentine's Day and (Y/n) was doing her absolute best for the chocolate to turn out as good as possible. She really wanted to impress Sae with it, but also see his reaction. It's something she would do ever since she was little. Her mom would tell her to always look at how a guy will react to the little gifts, and make her judgement based on that. And well, so far (Y/n) faced disappointment after disappointment.

'Eww. The card looks stupid, and pink isn't even my favorite color! I am a boy, are you stupid?!'

(Y/n) flinched as she remembered one of the first boys she liked rip her Valentine's Day card into two and throw it at her. That was disappointment #1.

'I don't like this chocolate brand. Next time get me something else.' Safe to say she never looked at disappointment #2 again. Why were elementary school boys so into brand named chocolate? (Y/n) hummed as she mixed some blue and green into the white chocolate.

'The chocolate tastes nice, I didn't know you could cook or whatever. But, you aren't my type, thanks for the chocolate, tho.' Disappointment #3 came up in middle school. (Y/n) wasn't sure why she cried that day, possibly because he was the first guy she had a serious crush on? It was a mystery to her.

'I don't like girls like you. You are way too much of a high maintenance. And besides, I found someone else. She looks more like a football players girlfriend.' Disappointment #4 came along in her final year of high school. Oliver was someone she met by chance, he wasn't her classmate or anything. Just a boy she met at a local café she met and secretly dated for a while. (Y/n) knew je was someone who liked women, a lot, but she held out hope that he might change for her. Well, she came to realize that the hope was foolish.

(Y/n) bit back her tears as she put the chocolate into the fridge, her heart pounding in fear.

'Please, please be different.' She thought, praying that the 5th time will do the trick.

Now, Sae wasn't a romantic person and never really saw the appeal in relationships or acting all lovesick for another person. In his mind football and practice were the only things that should occupy him... until he became one of those lovesick individuals. Although he tried to hide it, and failed according to Rin and Yoichi, Sae was completely in love with the older Isagi sibling. Always being more gentle and mindful of his words around (Y/n), and doing his best to show off his skills in front of her when she would watch a Re Al match. So, to nobody's surprise, Sae spent 2 weeks preparing a gift for Valentine's Day for (Y/n), something Rin wouldn't let him live down if he found out.

'Hope she likes this.' Sae thought as he finished wrapping up the plush toy he found. It was a limited edition item he saw (Y/n) eyeing for a while, so he had to be fast and get it before it was sold out.

The next day, the two met up in a nearby park to exchange the gifts and go for a stroll through Madrid later.

"Happy Valentine's Day!" The two said at the same time, presenting their gifts in front of each other.

"Huh? You got me a gift as well?" (Y/n) raised an eyebrow as her heartbeat quickened, earning a nod from Sae.

"Of course."

"But, White day is-"

"I don't care. I will get you a gift for Valentine's Day and White Day." Sae shrugged as (Y/n)'s face turned red.

"You... you shouldn't do that." She argued, but the redhead shook his head to her words.

"No. I want to."

"O-oh..." (Y/n) felt like her heart was about to explode as she handed Sae the chocolate. Neatly wrapped in a pink and white package with a few heart stickers here and there. Sae kept quiet as he inspected the box after handing (Y/n) the gift he got her. The girl felt her heart sink for a moment when he didn't say anything, already fearing the worst.

'The colors are probably wrong-' Her thoughts got interrupted as she saw Sae smile softly and unwrapped the gift.

'He... He doesn't mind the colors?!' She gulped, hugging the gift closer to her form, watching as he took a bite from the chocolate.

"It's not much and not a brand-named item, but I hope you like it." (Y/n) said timidly as Sae raised an eyebrow.

"I don't care. This chocolate is better than any store bought I ever had. Can you make more when you have time?" Sae wondered, eating more as (Y/n) eyes widened in surprise.

"Y-you like it?! You want me to make more?" She asked, face getting redder as her heart was close to burst out of her chest.

"Of course. You made it. Why wouldn't I like it? I love it, actually." Sae smiled at the girl. There was a silence for a moment and (Y/n) felt a few tears escape her eyes, which caused Sae to panic and move closer to see what the issue was.

"Are you alright? I am sorry. Did I say something wrong?-"

"I love you." (Y/n) sobbed out, hugging Sae tightly. The player was taken aback for a moment, but quickly recovered and hugged her back as a small smile was formed on his face.

"Love you, too."

[fetishfairytales2]

Always Here for You (Kylie)

Oh, look at you, trapped in your little sissy cage while your girlfriend is having the time of her life. Can you hear her moaning? Of course you can sissy! She sounds like a porn star! This has got to be the first time you’ve heard that before. I know she’s never moaned that loud with a loser like you - not even when she was faking it! That's what it sounds like when a real man takes care of a woman. Not like the pathetic whimpers you make when you prematurely ooze your loser goo. 

Aww, are you a sad sissy? Why baby girl? You know you would never be able to satisfy her like he can. You're just a little sissy cuck, meant to be locked away and forgotten while she enjoys a real dick. Don't worry though you sweet little Pampered Princess! Your Mommy might have left you behind but Cuckysitter Kylie will always be here for you! I'll make sure to tease you, and spank you, and to remind you of how much of a worthless sissy you are every chance I get! Then I’ll put you down in your cage and turn up your baby monitor so you can fall asleep to the sound of your Mommy being ravished by your new Daddy! Aren’t I thoughtful?

Eww Brandi, is that your diaper I smell? Ugh, you’re so gross! You always cry ‘No! No! I’m a man, not a little girl!” But, here you are, wearing a dirty diaper like a little baby. And you know what's even more humiliating? That you’re going to be sitting in it for quite a while! That’s right sissy! I won't change it until Mommy and Daddy are done. I think it’s only fair. You used to make her suffer through your pathetic attempts at being a real man, now you should suffer through her getting the sex she deserves! 

Uh-oh sissy! Did you hear what Mommy just said? She asked Daddy to save all the used condoms. What do you think she’s going to do with those, Brandi? And what does she mean “I think next time Sissy should get it from the source?” I bet that’s not good Brandi…for you at least!

[lovelykil]

─Headcanons─

kyle x reader older ver.

hc; reader who cries during sex

cw; slight? nsfw

note; (based off the request) okay doing kyle bc he's my bby girl ⤵

bro is so WORRIED and panicking

his immediate reaction is to stop and check on you to see of you're okay

"Y/n are you okay?? Does it hurt that bad? I mean we can just stop of you're uncomfortable, I-"

"no no I'm okay-! I'm just nervous.. We're literally about to do it and I'm crying on the spot oh my god this is embarrassing." 🤕

He thinks he's HURT you or something but it's just your nerves acting up

Like this one time

You actually suggested wanting to 'make love' the fancy way he likes you to put it instead of sex, cause it just sounds vulgar and eww

anyway he was on the couch on his phone, parents weren't home and you were hungry for him

not literally

but dick

you get?

you understand what

yeah, okay moving on

You crawled over to him on the couch and nudged his arm, getting his attention.

"hm?"

"hey."

"hi."

"you look like you need your dick sucked rn"

"🧍"

2 minutes later after convincing the ginger and teasing he finally gave in with a flush.

"here on the couch?"

"shi, I didn't know you was a freak like that."

"NO IM ASKING"

"ohh sure" 💁🏾‍♀️

He's sitting on the couch with his hands pinned to the sides of him, hesitantly watching you carefully pull the strings to his sweats. On your knees upon him, though you would stop mid-way as the tie just started to get loose.

Breaking into a cold sweat and swallowing hard.

Kyle looked at you confused and worried something might've been wrong.

"Y/n are you okay?" He asked.

You stared down at the tie starting to attempt to untie it again but very much struggling to do so as you sniffled to yourself.

Why the fuck was this tie so hard to UNTIE all of a sudden your fingers couldn't just do the simple task of untying something 💔💔

Tears swelled your eyes, your cheeks burning up overall body temp burning up. You felt like you were gonna lose it

BECAUSE OF A TIE??

well no

not really

you're soo nervous..

😭😭

why be confident then all of a sudden turn into a big pussy 😒

I'm jk but fr

Kyle kept staring trying to come up with something to say but you looked up at him slowly, a tear rolling down your cheek.

"Holy shit Y/n, baby are you oka-"

"I wanted to suck your dick but I'm too nervous now.." 😕☹️

Kyle blinks, he's obviously so confused but can't help but giggle at your mood switch. He brings his hand to his mouth to cover up the little laugh.

"awe y/n- you don't have to do it if you don't wanna.. come here baby.." He reassured in a caring tone, grabbing your hand.

He brings you onto the couch with him to hug as you weeped

You held onto him as he cuddled you, rubbing your back to soothe you but still you could just tell he was holding back from laughing further.

"I know you're laughing.."

"what? no!"

it's silent for a second before he snickers. You groan leaning off of him.

"Okay okay! I'm sorry its JUST THAT-"

"omg you're an ass.." you sniffled, wiping away tears from your embarrassed face.

He brings you back toward him to hug you tight, trying to show you he cares.

not like he just laughed in your face

noo

I'm jk he would never (maybe) okay it depends but

He lays a kiss on your head, wiping away the final tears off your face.

"It's okay to be nervous I get it."

"Yeah I know."

"..what's that supposed to mean"

"mm.. nothing anyway.."

Kyle's also nervous asf when it's comes to

SEX

I mean

"making love" 🤓☝🏾

yall fr best match

but he doesn't cry during it 😭 unless you're giving him like heavenly top

Then okay I guess he'd have some tears in his eyes

I'm going off topic UHHH 🤳🏽

there was another time where yall was just fooling around you know 😚💁🏾‍♀️

then things lead to another and WOAH he's rubbing his member against your lips (other one )

You start to feel that sinking feeling in your stomach almost like you were going to throw up, I mean you were totally ready for him to ruin your insides omfg nothing more you wanted right now but

OH WOW

your nerves.

just as when he was about to put it in he saw a tear roll down your face, avoiding his contact.

He quickly felt so disgusted with himself, was he hurting you? What if you didn't want this? Maybe he took it the wrong way.

he's so careful and cautious yet so frantic as he asks what's wrong while his hands go to cuff your face softly.

"Yes what? No I'm okay I'm just like anxious.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to stress you out."

poor baby thinks he's making you uncomfortable

[devildomwriter]

How They React to You Watching Pimple-Popping Videos

Lucifer

• He stands there with a very confused look—scrunched brow and all—as he tries to figure out what is happening

• He sees you appear very happy with what you’re watching and assumes it’s either a challenge or aesthetics deal, but doesn’t really get it

• If you ask him to watch with you he will politely decline and become even more confused

Mammon

• “Eww what the—“

• Nearly vomits, he had no idea why you wanted to show him a video but he trusted you and now regrets it

• “Turn it off, what’s wrong with ya!?”

• Mammon has unlocked a new fear

Leviathan

• Thought you’d be watching something anime or really cute. Nearly vomits instead

• “You actually like this!?”

• He doesn’t get the appeal and avoids the topic at all costs but if he starts getting video recommendations related to pimple popping then he’s not letting you on his computer again

Satan

• Had never seen it before and watched with you curiously

• Found it oddly satisfying and ended up watching more

• He now wants to curse “someone” with pimples and secretly film them popping

• You try to warn him but it doesn’t get through to him. There’s now a pimple popping ban in the house

Asmodeus

• He thinks his pimples are gross enough, he nearly fainted seeing one burst open on your screen

• Dry heaving and trying to collect himself

• “W-What!?”

• “Hey, next time you get a pimple—“ “Absolutely not!”

Beelzebub

• Thought it was a good video but is still confused about what he just watched

• Doesn’t really care about the puss and blood and will watch with you again

• If the doctor compares the drainage or puss to foods it makes him a little uneasy eating those foods after—he definitely won’t look at them the same way

• If his brother finds him eyeing the icing weirdly and asks about it he’ll say it looks like puss and they’ll be very concerned and disgusted

Belphegor

• Gazes at the phone in confusion in a sleepy stupor as usual

• Thinks it’s neat and it doesn’t really bother him

• He now watches them with you and thinks it’s funny when there’s a lot of blood

Solomon

• “Oh! Hahaha you like these videos too?”

• Solomon loves this sort of thing as long as it’s real

• Will sit down and watch Dr Pimple Popper with you among other shows

• “If you want I could conjure one on Asmo; he’ll come crying to us and then we could pop it.”

Simeon

• Temporarily frozen in shock, just stands there trying to form words

• “W-well, it’s good to know you can find joy in even the grossest things my father created…”

• Gets nauseous easily and asks you warn him next time

Luke

• “Ah!”

• Immediately freaks out and starts gagging

• “What is that!? What are you doing!?”

• “Lools kind of like frosting right?�� “NOOO!”

• He’s mildly traumatized and gives you a weird look whenever he sees you open up YouTube

Raphael

• Doesn’t say anything because he has no idea how to respond to this new insight on you

• He just watches the video from behind you with a confused look and walks away

• He never asks you about it but he does ask Michael and Michael is just as confused

Thirteen

• She thinks it’s hilarious

• “Nice that was a big one!”

• She thinks it’s gross but she finds it weirdly satisfying so now you get videos from her every once in a while of new ones she’s found

Mephistopheles

• Got curious about what you were watching and doesn’t know how to feel about the results

• “Okay then…”

• He knew humans were weird to begin with but now he has even more to figure out

• “Wanna wat—“ “NO.”

Barbatos

• “Oh my…that’s rather….”

• He doesn’t know how to react to this. No amount of blood bothers him, puss and uncleanliness however….

• He turns his head away and walks off, pretending he has something he needs to do

• He’s trying to find a way this could be useful but hasn’t come up with anything yet

Diavolo

• At first he’s really weirded out but just laughs as usual

• But then he looks into it and now he’s hooked

• He’s also concerned he’ll develop a cyst himself and has Barbatos take preventive measures

• Asks you for similar recommendations

[romanreignsistheonlydaddy]

Go the distance

Roman reigns x y/n

Warnings: comfort fic, bullying, possibly a part 2🤷 . Errors I may have missed

Tag list: @reignsangel444 @acknowledge-reigns @mindfulofmani @niknakbucks92 @pittieprincess22 @windhamsrotunda @wrestlezaynia @lonewolfy45 @shadyprincesslife @salirophiliac

_______

They always made fun of me in the locker room. No matter how hard I tried to show them I belonged here they always found ways to show me i never fit in. It didn't matter if I was myself or if I went along with what they wanted me to be. I gave up. I gave up hope thinking they were ever going to accept me for me.

A song most people would take for granted had helped me through so much self hatred. It meant the world to me. Sometimes when I was super upset and on the verge of tears I'd sing it to myself. "I have often dreamed of a far off place where a heroes welcome would be waiting for me! Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face and voice keeps saying..."

I hadn't noticed him standing behind me while I was singing and his deep voice joined in my singing "this is where you're meant to be!" I turned around and something told me to keep singing "i will find my way! I can go the distance! I'll be there someday! If i can be strong! I know every mile will be worth my while!" I stopped and looked at him, tears on the verge in falling "I would go most anywhere to feel like I ... Belong"

He grabbed me in a hug, his strong Arms protecting me from the world around me. In that moment no one and nothing else existed except me and him. "Baby girl, dont let them get to you!" He whispered. I don't know why but hearing him say those words let the flood gates open and the pain i felt came pouring out of my eyes. "Shhh its ok. Let it out. Im not going anywhere!" He cooed.

As if fate has seen fit, one of the female superstars who had bullied me came around the corner and started in her usual bullshit "eww! Roman why are you holding her?!" She said laughing.

He pulled away just enough to whisper in my ear "I'll handle this" before turning around And looking at her "nattie! Haven't you had enough plastic surgery for all of Hollywood?" He smirked "how dare you!" She yelled and went to slap him but I step in and grabbed her arm "doesn't feel so nice when someone does it to you now does it? How's that taste of your own medicine feel bitch?!" I said before pushing her to the ground. "Who the fuck do you think you are?" She yelled.

"I'm the woman you bullied long enough and I'm tired of crying because your plastic ass doesn't have the confidence to be real and not a fucking Barbie! Get fucked nattie!" I said.

She stood up and turned on her heels "that was amazing!" Roman smiled at me "I knew you could do it!"

"it's thanks to you!" I leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek but The last moment he moves his head and our lips met. I blushed and he smiled "let's go to dinner tomorrow?" He asked.

"I'd like that!" I smiled "do you want me number?"

He grabbed his phone out of his pocket and handed it to me and I put it in before handing it back to him "here I'll give you mine to" he said and i gave him my phone.

He handed me my phone back "I'll pick you up at 6!"

"I can't wait!"

[quitealotofsodapop]

[causes the spiders to silently agree to send one of their own (Spindrax)]

Ooh! Spindrax! Is she gonna survive what LBD does to the Spiders? New daughter?

referencing: Bai He is not having fun

Spindrax the Biker Spider:

Spindrax is a biker much like in her original concept and a racing rival to Mei. She's also the youngest of the clan, meaning that the Spider Gang knew that if something happened to any of them, she could make it far away & fast enough to be spared.

She considers the Spider Gang her family (is likely even adopted by them), and saw her new mission to track the Monkie Gang as a great chance to show off her strength/worth to them. Not realizing that part of the reason she was sent ahead and out of the lair was to make sure LBD and the Mayor couldn't get their hands on her...

In this alternate version of "72 Transformations" MK turned himself tiny in order to try find & extract Bai He from the sewers (honestly not knowing if it would bring LBD with him, he just wanted his baby sister back). Him and the Spider Gang immediately agree that LBD is bad news, and MK leaves them with the mech if they agree to protect his little sister even if something happens to them. Before MK leaves, each spider wraps a length of their silk as a... "safety precaution" around his wrist- a secretive Spider Demon ritual they reluctantly entrust him with.

Spider Queen: "You don't expect me to give my One Strand to a common monkey thief do you!?" Huntsman: "What other choice do we have? Whether or not you trust the boy, him and his friends are the only ones who can perform the ritual in our absence." Goliath: "And you dont want Spindrax to be left alone, do you?" Spider Queen: "Of course not! But I wouldn't let my little princess go anywhere near-!" Huntsman: "Then trust the boy. He's strong enough for it. And not him, then his allies." Spider Queen: *grumbles and gives MK a strangely strong but thin strand of silk formed from her own magic* "Don't make me regret this, boy... But give these to Spindrax the second you cross paths again!" MK, very confused and grossed out: "Umm... ok, ew eww! Why are you all giving me your butt-rope?" Syntax (not a born spider demon): "I haven't a clue, but have mine too I guess?" Huntsman: "You'll learn of their purpose once you enter Diyu." MK & Syntax, unsure who Huntsman's responding to: "M'kay..."

Later as Spindrax is silently tracking the gang as theyre training in the desert outisde Megapolis; she feels a Spidey Sense of grief go down her spine. She isn't sure why.

Until the Bone Mech appears...

She quickly does a GTA-style motorcycle speedrun onto the ship to join the Monkie Gang. To the joy of Mei (cus her "#Biker Bestie!" is here) and to the distrust of the rest of the gang. Save for MK who already knew that the Spider Gang were afraid of LBD. Spindrax is immediately taken under Sandy's wing for her mechanical prowess,

Spindrax also has her vunerable moments with the gang...

Spindrax, leaning against the ship's engine, looking very glum: "Hey, tuk-tuk boy. What was the last thing they said to you? Spider Queen and all of them, I mean. Did any of them... mention me?" MK: "Huh? Oh yeah! They told me to give you their butt rope." *hands her the lengths of silk* Spindrax, trying to hide her watery eyes as she accepts it: "Then they knew... they knew she was gonna..." *breaks down crying* MK, in immediate big-brother mode: "Hey hey... it's ok... What do you mean they knew?" Spindrax: "According to spider demon lore, a single strand of silk can be used by their clan mates to find them in Diyu once they've passed on. It's tradition to give your One Strand to your surviving clan mates if you know that your death is approaching." MK: "Oh..." Spindrax: "Yeah." *sad laugh* "I guess Lady Bone Demon has taken from both of our families then..." MK: "...and like us, you'll get yours back. I promise." Spindrax, still sad but much brighter: "...you're corny as hell, dude."

The lore of the spider silk comes from a certain Buddist fairytale. It comes very much in handy later on when the gang find themselves somewhere... infernal.

[thereader-radhika]

1- The Exile

And after he had walked a long way through the dark green forest, Thirumalai saw the little derelict hut standing near the guava trees. Though he couldn't see anyone in the vicinity, the two still-dripping, wet sarees spread over the clothesline gave him much-needed consolation. He slowly opened the door, which was only bolted from outside, and helped himself to some water from the earthen pot. He took the package of kozhukkattai from his bag and started to munch on it.

"Has pillaiyar started feasting on his modakam?"

He nearly dropped the kozhukkattai. Why does she have to sneak on him like this? Memories of happy old times made him feel even sadder. The woman standing before him looks quite different from the sister he brought up. In fact, she looks older and more deranged than the mute queen who used to wander in Lanka. Nandini placed a basket with tubers in one corner of the hut. She took one kozhukkattai from the banana leaf package and wrinkled her face as she took a bite.

"Eww, it tastes too sweet".

"That's because you don't eat any sweet food anymore."

"Hmmm . . . When will Arulmozhi be back?'

Thirumalai felt anger and curiosity simultaneously. Every time he walks all the way here, she has only this one thing to inquire about.

"Nandini, do you have any concern about this poor annan? Do you know that I turned 50 in the last Aippasi? Come with me. We can go to Haridwar and Mathura".

"Didn't you just visit Dwaraka with gurunathan? Take some rest, anna. As you said, you are getting old".

Thirumalai hesitated to say anything more. It was with great difficulty that he convinced her to settle down here. There are some small villages and even a Tirumal kovil in this area. He had tasked a woman with buying groceries for her, and she carried out the task happily for a few gold coins. He feared that she would run away if he offended her, and he wouldn't see her again.

"Will Arulmozhi visit Chola desam before the margazhi thiruvizha?"

Thirumalai sighed. He debated whether he should relay the happy or sad news to her. The trouble was that he didn't know what would be happy news for Nandini and what wouldn't be.

Chinna Pazhuvettaraiyar and Nandini weren't on good terms, but she has always respected him, perhaps grudgingly. Should she be informed that he has attained the lotus feet of his Parameswaran? Let her remain blissful in her ignorance. The other news was even more confusing. Ilaya Pirattiyar is adamant that Nandini always loved her husband and would have snatched him away if she had the opportunity. Maybe this will give her some happiness.

"My dear, something interesting is going to happen soon."

"Is Arulmozhi coming back for this?"

"Oh, not that. Do you think there aren't other people in Chola Desam? Arulmozhi, Arulmozhi, Arulmozhi... Listen to this. This is about Vanthiyar".

"Who?"

"Our friend Vallavarayan Vanthiyathevar, the Vanarkula-veeran".

Nandini gazed into the darkness absent mindedly and hummed. Thirumalai recognised her absent-mindedness and disinterest. She always did that when he spoke about things she wasn't interested in but didn't bother enough to stop him.

"He is getting married again. Perumal hasn't blessed them with a child yet. How long will he wait? Isn't he the last of his line?"

Nandini's face lit up, which confused Thirumalai even more. The last time she fell in love with a man, she dragged him from temple to temple, crying and singing pasurams. She has never asked him anything about Vallavarayan since he was exonerated of all charges. Is this the maturity that comes with age or is it because it is the misfortune of her sworn enemy, Ilaya Piratti?

"Ponniyin Selvar won't miss the wedding of his brother-in-law, will he?"

This girl! 

"You know what? I concede defeat, and no, I don't think he will attend the wedding."

Thirumalai washed his hands and told Nandini that he was feeling tired and sleepy. Ponniyin Selvan rarely spent any time in the Chola country after the death of his parents. The people seemed to have calmed down after they realised that their favourite wouldn't get to rule anytime soon. Even his sister ilayapiratti has shifted her affections to her nephew. It looks like this obsession is the only inheritance Nandini received from her unfortunate mother. 

Part 2 , 3 , 4

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[agerasiaa]

Hey! I just reread Glass Love Eclipse for the hundreth time and i have two questions that have been nagging at me for forever.

1. In the end scene, where Drew finds his star in Jake’s jacket, Jake claims he just found them in the halls and thought of them as pretty. Is he telling the truth or did he figure out it’s Drew’s and kept it as some sort of lucky charm or something?

2. Does Drew ever tell his friends he suffered from star tear disease? Or when they inevitably find out he turned colorblind he just makes up some excuse? And how do they react?

Sorry if im bothering you with this, i know it should be mostly to the readers interpretation, but i would really like to know the idk “canon” from the author. You dont have to answer if you dont want to! <3

Hi there! Don't worry, this didn't bother me at all - on the contrary, I'm very happy to see someone take an interest in my fanfiction!!

1. I did indeed leave it vague on purpose because in the case that I decided to never make a sequel to Glass Love Eclipse, I wanted the reader to be able to have the freedom to imagine their own preferred ending. But since you are asking directly - let me explain what's up with the stars from Jake's perspective (canonically).

The most important hint I left was that the color of the star in Jake's pocket is yellow. Yellow stars were the first stars that Drew spread around the school. And Jake happened to be the first person who noticed them: in that scene where Drew turns and rushes away to the bathroom when he sees Jake and Hailey - Jake noticed him walking away and automatically left to follow him. Then he thought better of himself and stopped. Before returning to Hailey, he noticed the yellow stars in the hallway. He did kind of associate the stars with Drew only because "it looked like they were left there on his wake" and they looked pretty so he decided to collect them. (Jake has since taken other colors too and he doesn't quite know why he is drawn to them.). But no, he has no idea what star tear disease is.

2. Drew wouldn't ever willingly tell anyone about the star tear disease. It's partly self-prevention - he thinks his feelings would be rejected which could cause him to go blind, and he is trying his best to avoid that. It's also because "eww, my embarrassing feelings would be exposed if I told anyone"

However, his condition is hard to hide and at some point eventually, someone would notice it. Drew would try his best to make excuses or just plainly be mean toward anyone who tried to make sure he was okay. Star tear disease is not hard to find if you know what to Google, and if someone saw Drew crying out the stars, he would be pretty much exposed. If someone took only a note of Drew's colorblindness, he could tell pretty convincing lies about it.

"How would they react" is a hard question to answer since it depends so much on who is the one reacting. Every character would have a different reaction. But I can say for sure that Jake would take it the hardest. He would be torn up about it, "Drew is colorblind and losing his vision because of me!!??" (And even if he didn’t know it was bc of him, he would be still the most worried one.)

Thank you for the question! The answer got a bit long haha since I really liked answering it :)

[cakeofthepan]

So, that episode huh? Have a compilation of the 7 times Scary was joking about murder and the one time she was not. I did also cry while transcribing this, these poor teens are dealing with so much right now, someone give them a hug and some therapy please.

[Audio Transcript:

[Theme from  Agatha Christie’s Marple plays]

Anthony: So when we last left you, you had just learned that the first anchor that you needed to find was the anchor of loneliness and it had taken the form of Tony Pepperoni the principal of teen high

Will: [Gasps]

Matt: I feel like our instinct is not to just murder it’s uh, it’s to be 4 therapy teens and solve this

Normal: Something in my heart tells me that the anchor is in Tony Pepperoni

Taylor: So do we kill him?

Scary: I’m down with killing him

Normal: I don’t wanna kill- I mean he’s my arch enemy, I kinda hate his guts but like-

Taylor: So you wanna kill him?

Scary: Yeah

Normal: I don’t- no. The whole point is to not kill people

Normal: Team huddle, everyone just- give us one second Mr-

Tony: I just want someone to fix me or kill me

[laughter]

Scary: You heard him he wants to be killed

Link: No no!

Normal: No no! Dah! Guys, we really bit off a lot here, this is a little out of my depth

Scary: Guys I know what we have to do

Normal: What we- what do we have to do? As I’m pretty sure we just torqued this guys marriage?

Scary: Yeah, we gotta kill Ralph

Link: Yeah but like, we just ripped the bandaid off

Normal: Gotta kill Ralph??

Scary: Yeah

Link: Well, wait what’s that gonna do Scary?

Scary: I don’t know. I just know it’s the right thing to do

Link: Oh, well

Normal: Well let’s table that for now

Matt: As I’m walking-

Link: Hey Normal, do you think that maybe his wife’s also the problem? Do you think this is-

[laughter]

Scary: We gotta kill his wife

Scary: Maybe you’re the problem

Taylor: Woah, woah Scary

Anthony: Roll persuasion… or intimidation.

Beth: I got a 7

Anthony: Alright, she goes

Margarita: No, I’m not the problem maybe you’re the problem

[various gasps]

Margarita: Maybe they saw you and they thought eww, if a girl that ugly can exist than I don’t wanna be alive anymore

Scary: Guys, guys we need to kill Margarita

[laughter]

Scary: If you guys are still down with killing her I am

Link: Yeah maybe, I’m so bad at this guys

Link: Look, you either gotta stop being lonely or we’re gonna have to kill you, that’s the situation

Scary: Yeah

Anthony: Roll intimidation

Matt: That’s a 12

Anthony: A 12

Tony: I mean, that’s a little strong, you’re coming on a little strong for that. I already feel like I’m dying inside anyway so what’s the point?

Tony: I just wish someone would kill me.

[laughter]

Scary: I’m saying guys, it would be so easy

Tony: Would it help if I told you that I’m racist?

[laughter]

[music fades out]

Willy: Scary-

Anthony: And he like, looks at you and he follows Scary’s gaze to Tony Pepperoni and he looks back at Scary and he goes

Willy: Just say the word

Scary: Go ahead

Willy: Okay!

Anthony: And he pulls a knife out of one of the knife holders and just stabs Tony Pepperoni in the throat with it

Link: Mr. Pep- Normal: I-

Link: You’re not-

Matt: I hold his hands- does he die?

Will: I rush up, I cast cure wounds on him

Scary: Wait, stop

Normal [yelling]: What do you mean fuck you Scary are you fucking kidding me right now?

Taylor [yelling]: Why are you telling him to stop? What the fuck?

Will: And I cast cure wounds

Willy: It’s over. It’s already happened. It’s done

Normal [yelling]: NO!

Willy: It’s done. It’s okay

Normal [yelling]: What?? No?

Willy: It’s fine. It’s fine!

Normal [yelling]: Call an ambulance

Anthony: And Link is there holding Tony Pepperoni and Tony’s like

Tony: [trying to speak but can’t]

Link: Hey man, I’m here you’re- you’re not alone man. I’m- I’m here with you.

End Transcript]

[santinos-grenade-launcher]

This still haunts me even when it's been hours...

My silly ass woke up at 8 am and I went on tiktok and first thing I saw was those fucking ugly disgusting monsters from this new movie Arcadian

(Yapping)

And my soul left my body bc they do those freaky movements that just... EGHH make me get chicken skin. And I should've stayed curious, right? ...nah I went to check out those scenes...

Why the fuck... did it SPLIT OPEN ITS STOMACH LIKE THAT I WANTED TO CRY IT WAS DISGUSTING... and why does it look like that?? WHY WAS GOOFY FROM DISNEY INSPIRATION FOR THOSE MONSTERS??

I am not that squeamish, I'm not a fan of horror movies... but that was so EWW 😭 it wasn't even that bad, I just... the way it moved and the sounds triggered my flight or fight response...

So yeah I traumatized myself a little 💀

[warmaidensrevenge]

Always seen you.

Pairings: Eddie x Insecure! Plus size reader x friend!Elio x friend!Billy

If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE

A/N: Ok y'all. Be prepared. Because I cried writing this. If you don't want to be sad tonight, I suggest you wait to read this. Because hunnies it's going to hurt. I was inspired by the song Changes by xxxtentacion. It has very little repetitive lyrics. But man does it make me cry. Special thanks goes out to @salenorona23 for her help in this part. I hope it came out good. Anyways, thanks for reading. As always feedback is greatly appreciated and asks and comments are always welcomed. Kay love you byeeee.

Warnings: 18+ language, angst, hurt, hurt, and more hurt, mentions of eating disorder, smut, heartache, slow burn. Not proof read and no word count.

Summary: You finally got your guy. But something always gets in the way. Does true love conquer all?

Part 19

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Thanksgiving came and you finally got to go home for a week. When you got off the plane you heard your name being called. You scanned the sea of people and locked eyes with Matthew. You pushed through the crowd and ran into his arms.

He embraced you tightly and lifted you up. Spinning you around.

" Damn good to see ya kiddo."

You started to tear up. " I missed you so much."

He put you down and held you at arms length.

" You look good. Are you losing weight?"

You laughed. " I don't think so."

" Hmmm well you looked good. "

" So do you." You gave him another big hug. " Where's Beth?"

" She's at home making dinner. She said she wanted to have it ready when you came."

" That's sweet."

" That's my girl. She's as sweet as sugar."

You laughed. " Common, I want to go home."

Matthew grabbed your luggage and led you to the car.

When you guys pulled up to the trailer. Everything looked the same. Like time froze.

" Christmas lights already?" You asked.

" Uhh yeah. You know Beth loves decorating early."

" Dude if there's a Christmas tree up already. I'm staying at the Munson's."

Matthew chuckled. " No tree yet. But probably after Thanksgiving. We can decorate it together."

You smiled. " Yeah. I'll allow it. Just can't forget about Thanksgiving."

" What?! Never! It's my favorite holiday."

" Mine too."

" Mmm. All the food. Sweet potatos with the little marshmallows, the stuffing and ham. Awww man and that strawberry rhubarb pie."

" Eww. Okay you had me until the pie."

Matthew laughed again. " That's why I love it. No one but me likes it so I don't have to share."

A little laugh left you. " Common. I want to see Beth."

He nodded.

When you walked in the yummy smell filled your nostrils. The warm air hugged you.

Your eyes found Bethany's.

" Sweetie!"

You grinned. " Beth!"

You dropped your stuff and went to her. Giving her a big hug.

" Look at you! You look so good."

You pulled away and looked her up and down. " So do you!"

" Are you losing weight?"

" Hey, I said the same thing." Matthew said bring in your stuff.

" No you guys just haven't seen me in a while."

" No. You definitely did."

You shook your head and hugged her again. This time when you pulled away you saw an engagement ring on her manicured finger.

" Oh my God! Is that what I think it is?"

Bethany smiled. " Yes. Matthew finally asked me."

You looked at your brother. " Finally!"

You gave her another hug. " Congratulations!"

" Thank you."

You let her go and gave Matthew a hug too. " It's about time you made an honest woman out of her."

Matthew chuckled. " It was always the plan, kiddo. Just waiting for the time."

" Why don't you get washed up and we'll tell you how he proposed." Bethany said.

You nodded and grabbed your bags. When you walked away Matthew held Bethany.

" She's home."

" Yeah she is Mattie."

After an amazing meal you were so happy. You took out the trash and looked over to the Munson's trailer. Wayne was home. You went back inside and started making him a plate.

" I'm gonna head over to the Munson's. I'll be back."

Bethany and Matthew nodded.

"Oh if he asked what he should bring for Thanksgiving. Tell him we got it covered." Bethany said.

" Okay."

When you knocked on the door you could hear the TV going. When the door opened you were hit with the smell of cigarettes.

" Darlin'?"

" Hello Mr. Munson. I brought you dinner."

He opened the screen door with a huge smile on his face.

" C'mon in. It's too cold for you to be out here."

You nodded and went in. Everything was just like you remember. With a few more mugs on the wall. You and Eddie sent him a few since you two have been gone.

You put the plate down and gave him a long hug.

" Darlin' I've missed you."

" I missed you too Mr Munson."

" C'mon tell me about school." He said gesturing towards the couch.

You guys talked for hours. You learned that he started seeing someone and he got a promotion at work. He seemed to being doing really good.

" Have you talked to my nephew?"

" Not today. He's on the road."

" Well when you do, tell him to give his old man a call."

" I will."

You looked towards Eddie's room.

Wayne looked at you and noticed you looked thinner. Was it happening again? Were you not eating like before?

" You can stay the night if you want."

You hung your head. " Thank you. But I think I should go home."

You stood up and went for the door.

" Are you okay darlin'?"

You wanted to say no. You wanted to tell him that you wished Eddie was here too. That it hurt you too much to think about him missing another holiday with you. But you didn't. You just smiled.

" Yes. I'm fine. Happy to be home."

Wayne caught that sadness in your eyes. He got up and went to hug you.

" If you need to talk. I'm always here."

" Thank you Mr Munson."

" Anytime."

…

Eddie could hear laughing coming from your trailer. It had just started to snow when the cab pulled up to the trailer park. He was carrying his duffle bag and a bouquet of flowers. By some miracle they had a show cancellation due to weather in Minnesota. So he decided to come home for the holiday.

It was just about dinner time when he came. He knew everyone would be at your place and he was happy to hear you guys laughing and chatting away.

" I'm home." He said to himself

He made his way up the steps and knocked. When the door opened he was met with a very surprised Matthew.

" Hey! Shit. I didn't know you were coming."

Eddie smiled as Matthew grabbed his arm and dragged him inside.

Everyone looked at him. While he said his hellos, he looked for you but you weren't there.

" Good to see you son. Can't pick up a phone and call me?" Wayne said, giving him a hug.

" I'm sorry. I'll get better at that."

Eddie looked to your brother. " Where's my girl?"

" She's in her room. Tell her dinners ready."

Eddie nodded and walked down the hall. Your door was cracked open a little and he saw you sitting at your small desk drawing.

He heard you sniffle looking out the window to his trailer and say something.

" Happy Thanksgiving Eds."

His heart hurt hearing that. He slowly opened the door and moved silently into the room. He quietly put down his bag.

" Hey Angel."

You gasped and turned around.

" Eds?"

" Hi baby."

You wiped your tears and got up. Throwing yourself into his arms. You buried your face in his chest and cried.

" How?"

" The universe was looking out for us. Saying we needed to be together tonight."

You pulled away and wiped your face. " I…I…I can't believe you're here. I was just wishing for you."

Eddie looked you over. You looked different than he remembered. Your face was different. Your eyes were different.

" Well your wish came true. I'm here."

A small smile found your lips. " Umm I-"

Matthew came." Guys. Food done."

You nodded looking at him. And Eddie watched you wiped your mascara that stained your cheeks away.

" Baby? Are-are you okay?"

You went to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. " Much better now. You came home."

Your smile was genuine. But, that pain you were gonna feel when he left again was creeping around the corner.

He held out the flowers." These are for you."

You smelled them and hummed.

" Thank you Eds. I love them."

"Let's go Angel. I want to hear all about the award."

You grabbed his hand and he led you to the living room. Eddie took off his coat and watched you put the flowers in a vase. Something was wrong. He knew it. He just didn't know what.

Everyone was asking him questions throughout dinner. He didn't even get a chance to talk about your award. But you didn't seem to mind. You just sat there smiling and laughing with the others. Eddie held your hand the entire time. Bringing it to his lips every now and again.

There was a moment when you got up to use the restroom when he noticed you barely touched your food. He eyed the bathroom worried that you were getting sick or something.

" So how long are you staying?" Wayne asked, pounding a beer.

" A few days."

" Good." Wayne leaned in so that he could whisper to Eddie. " She needs you. I think she might be getting bad again."

Now Eddie was definitely worried. The last time he wasn't here to see how you were. But you told him about your depression. Was it coming back? Why? Did he do something to bring that on?

When you came back you gave him a kiss on the cheek and took your plate away. Putting foil on it and placing it in the fridge.

You poured yourself some water and stood in the kitchen watching your family. Your eyes met Eddie's and you felt better. Holidays were always rough on you. Even more so knowing that you would have to leave your family in a few days.

Lately your depression was kicking your ass. Though you were happy to be home and even happier now that Eddie was there. It just was a little too much too fast.

The last couple of months were a blur. School and work was all you really did. Sure you hung out with Billy and Elio. But you never felt whole. You missed your family, you missed Wayne, and you really missed Eddie. You felt like a zombie. Just roaming the days, waiting for the day you saw everyone to feel alive again.

School was good and all the extra curricular activities were time wasters. Which kept you occupied. But like always there was something missing.

That something was staring you right in the eyes.

Bethany came over and hugged you.

" I'm so happy you're home. I've been dying to hear about everything."

You hugged her back. Not knowing how much you needed a hug from her right now.

Tears fell down your face as you let her go.

" Don't cry sweetie."

" I'm s-sorry… I just missed this. I missed you…all of you."

She hugged you again. Much tighter this time.

" We missed you too sweetie. I can't wait for tomorrow."

You pulled away again. " What's tomorrow?"

" You and I are having a girl's day."

You smiled and nodded. " I would like that."

" Good. Because we're gonna get our hair done. And our nails. Then we're gonna get lunch at Benny's. Then go shopping."

You laughed. " Okay. Sounds like a plan."

Eddie watched that interaction and felt a little better. You started looking like you again. Then you came back to sit with him and snuggled up against him. He put his arm around your waist and pulled you closer kissiyyour forehead.

After a little bit Matthew and Wayne went to watch the game as you and Bethany started putting the food away.

Eddie was making calls.

When it was time for pie you and Bethany started to serve everyone.

" So I did something."

You looked at Eddie and he was grinning.

" After you guys have your girls day. Do you want to go to the school and play D&D with the kids?"

Your eyes lit up. " Yes! That would be so fun."

Eddie chuckled. " Perfect. It's all set up."

" Are you gonna be dungeon master?"

" Unfortunately no. Dustin is writing a campaign as we speak."

" Oh. This should be interesting."

Eddie got up and went around the counter to hold you.

" There you are baby. Had me worried there for a second."

Later that night you and Eddie got ready for bed.

" Angel?"

" Hmmm?"

Are you sure you're okay?"

You climbed into bed. " Yeah. I'm okay."

Your words didn't convince him. He got into bed too and pulled you into his arms.

" You would tell me if anything's wrong right?"

You nodded.

" Baby, something's going on. I can tell."

You sighed. You never could hide things from him.

" I…I've been…out of it lately."

" Have you stopped taking care of yourself?"

" What do you mean? Like showering?"

" Baby you know what I'm talking about."

You sighed again. You did know what he was talking about.

" I…I just lose my appetite sometimes."

" I can see that. Everyone can."

" I'm sorry."

Eddie made you look at him. " How long?"

You didn't want to answer that. You didn't want to worry him. But you needed to be honest.

" Since…since you left."

Eddie shook his head and held you tighter.

" You can't do that. You can't keep doing that everytime I leave."

" I know."

" Baby, I need you to be healthy. Most of all I need you to be happy. "

" Eds it's hard. I know I shouldn't have you be my only source of happiness. But, your absence is the only reason why I'm unhappy."

Eddie hung his head. " What do you want me to do? What should I do? Do you need me to stop coming? Do you want me to leave you alone? Or do you want me to stay? I will stay if that's what you want. Because I need you to be okay. I need you to know that I would do anything for you. I would do absolutely anything to make sure you are happy."

" Eddie, I never needed anyone. But I need you. I don't want you to go. But you can't stay."

" Then move in with me."

" What?"

" Move to California. Move in with us. And then you know no matter what. I will always come home to you."

" I-I. School?"

" Transfer. They're not MIT but you could go to Stanford or Berkeley."

" Eds MIT is my dream school."

" I know that. But baby please. You need to be with me. I need you to be with me."

You shook your head. " I can't afford to go to them."

" I'll pay for it."

" No." You shook your head again and moved from his arms. "I can't."

" Don't you want to be with me?"

" Yes, Eds. I do."

" Then we can do this." He moved to sit on his knees between your legs. " Come home with me."

You looked at him with tears in your eyes. Because you knew that no matter what excuse you could come up with. You would choose him. Even if that meant sacrificing your future.

" Don't….don't ask me this."

He cupped your face." Why not?"

You were shaking and it was getting hard to breathe.

" Because you know me…you know I would give up everything for you."

" I know." He kissed you. " I know you would." He kissed you again. " That's why I'm asking. Because I want you to be with me…I-I can't do these visits anymore."

He kissed both of your cheeks. Then his lips moved to your chin down to your neck. One of his hands went to the small of your back pulling you closer.

" I want you to be with me. To be in my bed when I come home. I want to hold you every night. I want to wake up with you."

He kissed across your collarbone and stopped at your clavicle. Resting his forehead there.

" Let's be together. Please…Please."

You lifted his face and kissed him deeply. His hands went for your shirt. Revealing your bare chest. You took off his and laid down.

He pulled off your bottoms and pulled down his. He continued kissing all over your chest as he aligned himself to your aching core.

" Say it…please say yes." He begged.

Your hands mapped his back up to his hair.

" Please baby. Please. I need you to say it."

" Eds."

" Baby?"

" Yes. I will-"

You gasped as Eddie thrusted into you. Your whole body tingled. With shaky breath you said it again.

" Yes….yes."

Eddie's lips found yours.

" Thank you…Mmm thank you." He whimpered.

You covered your mouth to silence your moans. And Eddie buried his face in your neck. The sound of his hips snapping against yours filled the room.

You felt that familiar knot in your stomach before you came.

Eddie groaned as he felt your slick surrounding him. He came long and hard. And as he started to slow you begged him not to.

" Please. Don't stop."

And he didn't. He whined at the sensitivity. And it hurt. It hurt so good.

You came again with him doing it for the second time.

He never did that before. He didn't think he could. But with you. He could do anything.

Once you guys came down from the incredible high he kissed you with so much love that he had you seeing stars.

He looked deep into your eyes after and stroked you hair.

" I know you said it. But I need to know you meant it…move in with me."

You moved his bangs so you could see that beautiful face.

"Yes, Eds. I'll move in with you."

…

The next day felt weird. Last night you made a decision that you couldn't back out of. Not that you wanted to. If Eddie asked you that in any lifetime. You would always say yes. But, you needed to figure out how to do it.

You need to figure out how to tell Matthew. You knew he would be against it. He would tell you it was stupid to throw away your free education like that. And though he would be right. It didn't matter to you. All that mattered was Eddie.

Sure you knew that you were now dependent on him. And it wasn't a good way to be. But at the same time. It was Eddie Munson. The only person you ever loved. The only being who knew you like the back of his hand. The only person in the world you wanted to be with.

When you went to the salon with Bethany you thought maybe she could help.

" I…sweetie I don't know what to say."

You sighed. " I know it's a rash decision. But I want to be with him."

" I know honey. But he's asking for too much."

" It's not a lot when we love each other."

She sighed. " That's true. But you guys are still so young. And you have a whole life ahead of you. There's no reason to rush this."

" We've always rushed things. And I know that it's not ideal. But I'm nothing if I'm not with him. You know what it's like to be utterly and completely in love with someone. You've been seeing Matthew since highschool. And you guys went through a hard time. But in the end. You guys are still growing strong. Why can't Eddie and I be like that."

Bethany was quiet for a moment. " Sweetie, I'm not saying not to do it. What I'm saying is. Are you doing it because it's best for you? Or are you doing it because it's hard to be apart for so long? I know when the relationship started it was you two all the time. And you got used to the idea of him always being around. Now that he's gone. It's like you're not you anymore. You barely call us. And when you do you're always crying. I get that you miss him. But what I don't like about this. Is that you're losing yourself to this. You have changed so much that I don't even recognize you anymore. You were once this person who looked forward to what the day was going to bring. You had this light in you that shined so bright. Now I can barely see it. And I know that it's not Eddie doing that to you. Because when I see you with him. You are at your brightest. But you need to be able to do that again. Without him. You need to be your own person. Learn to be happy on your own. And the same goes for Eddie. He's lost himself too. He used to be confident and so chatty. But he's not like that anymore. It's like he only lives for you. And please. Please don't get me wrong. That's a beautiful thing. To find someone who would burn this whole world down just to see you happy. But both of you need to find what makes you happy and content. Without the other being the others. So that you can come together and share that with one another."

You stood quiet. All this conversation was doing was making you doubt your feelings for Eddie.

" Okay. Answer me this. If you could change one thing about your relationship, what would that be?"

You answered immediately. " The distance."

" Why?"

"I- because it's breaking me. It's breaking my spirit. Everything I do. All the things I experience are pointless if I can't share it with him."

Bethany grabbed your hand after you wiped away your tears.

" Well then. You have to do what you have to do. If Eddie is worth it. If the love is worth holding onto. Then go…go be with him. I'll support you no matter what you choose to do. And if the day comes where you feel like you made a mistake. God forbid, you will always have a home with us…just please find that girl again. I miss her. "

You wiped your face again. " Thank you."

The sadness of that conversation stayed with you most of the day. You felt your heart breaking. You knew that being young had issues of its own. Everything felt like life or death. But you knew deep down that you might be making a mistake. It didn't matter though. If you fell. You knew Eddie would always be there to catch you.

…

Eddie was waiting for you to come home. He was really excited about you saying you would move with him. But a small part of him still worried about you. He didn't like the idea he had that having you move in would cure your depression. It wasn't an exact cure. But it was something that should be talked about and have time to go over. And last night he really didn't give you much of a choice. Yes it was what he'd been wanting since you visited him. But the thought of giving up your education had him in doubt. He never wanted to ask you to do that. He never wanted to get in the way of your future. All he wanted was to be a part of it.

Still, he needed this as much as you did.

He was better with you. He was himself again. He had his passion for things back. He had his reason for being. His inspiration.

Eddie had a hard time when he left after your anniversary. Again, he found himself in an uphill battle with his anxiety and depression.

He really wanted to drink his feelings away. But he knew that you would be disappointed in him if he did. So he threw himself into work. But something was off. He tried writing new songs. But all he ever came up with was heartbreaking ones. Then he got to talk to you or see you. And the words started to flow.

Even now. Seeing you getting out of the car, looking like a rose blooming when you saw him.

The instant you locked eyes with Eddie all your worries went away. You lit up like a Christmas tree. Eddie jogged to the car and opened the door for you.

" M'lady" he said, holding out his hand.

You giggled while taking it.

Bethany watched you guys hug each other and just knew. You have found your person. Your other half. And though she had her doubts. Eddie was the one for you. Now all she had to do was help convince Matthew that what you needed was to be with him.

Later that night you found yourself in quite the predicament.

You sat there looking over your character sheet with Eddie whispering in your ear.

" Go for it."

" I don't think I can roll enough for a kill shot."

" Well there's no shame in running."

You looked at your very handsome boyfriend. " I have a plan."

Eddie gave you his perfect smirk.

" Dustin. I would like to use my speed to touch my party."

Dustin narrowed his eyes over his copy of Advanced Dungeons & Dragons screen.

" Roll for initiative."

You did and got a nat 20.

Eddie sighed. " That would have been enough."

" It was a gamble. But trust me."

" Always."

You bit your lip and let out a little laugh.

" What's your next move?"

" As I touch each and everyone of my fellow companions I say use a resurrection spell."

Eddie's mouth dropped.

Dustin nodded. " Roll for success or failure."

" Common baby. Roll more than a 7."

You picked up the dice again. " Blow on this yeah?"

Eddie grinned and blew on the dice.

As you threw it you watched and prayed. Your eyes widened and Eddie got up and shouted.

" YES! THERE IT IS! That's 11 Henderson.

He grabbed your face and planted a big smooch on your lips.

Dustin sat back and shook his head. " Alright, the party is at full power. Eddie, it's your go."

He sat back down and gave Dustin a shit eating grin. " I want to attack."

…

The campaign ended with a victory. You sat there watching your friends laughing and clapping.

Just like old times.

You felt like your old self again. And Eddie looked like his. He was still that big nerd under that rock star persona he had on.

While you helped clean up you saw Eddie wrestling with Dustin.

" It's good to see you guys." Mike said, picking up the dice and putting them in a little velvet bag.

" Yeah. It was a well needed visit. You guys are growing up so fast. I'm so happy to see you guys still do this."

Mike smiled. " Oh we're nerds for life."

You laughed. " Glad to hear it."

" Anytime you guys come back. There will always be a seat for you and Eddie."

You looked over to Eddie. He looked like he was on cloud nine.

" Thanks bud. I'll have to tell Eddie he should host a game or two when he gets back to LA."

" He's not doing that already?"

You looked back to Mike. " He's busy. Always working."

Mike furrowed his brow. " That sucks. He loves D&D. "

" Yeah he does."

" Well, maybe when he has time again. All of you can get together and work something out."

You smiled. " Yeah definitely."

When everything was cleaned up and chairs put away, you sat down in Eddie's old throne. Well now it was Dustin's. You closed your eyes and grinned to yourself. This was all you wanted. To feel normal again. To get back to the you who had hobbies. The you that enjoyed the little things.

" Hey Angel."

You opened your eyes and were met with Eddie's big beautiful brown eyes.

" Not tired already?"

You shook your head. " No. Just enjoying this. It feels good to be back here."

Eddie squatted in front of you, putting his hands on your knees. " It really does. Almost feels like we never left."

" I think a part of us never did. Our younger selves are still here. Still roaming these halls."

" And we now get to remember what it's like to have nothing to worry about. No job to go to. No care in the world."

" Being adult sucks."

Eddie chuckled. " That it does…but you know what adults can do when the kids are gone?"

Eddie's hands ran up and down your thighs.

You leaned forward and stopped only inches away from his face.

" Are you saying we get to play a game of our own?"

" Mrs Munson." Eddie raised a brow. " Is my Angel thinking what I'm thinking?"

You bit your lip. " Where do you want me Eds? Here on the throne. Or on the table."

Eddie's voice went deep and it was filled with lust. " I want you on both."

You leaned back into the throne. " Hmmm. I always picture you taking me in here."

" You have?"

You nodded.

Eddie got up and started taking off his clothes. Once he was down to his red plaid boxers he went for your bottoms.

When they were off he got to his knees and pulled at your hips. He grabbed one leg and draped it over his shoulder. While you hooked the other on the arm of the chair.

" Oh look at my girl." He took a big whiff and groaned.

He started to lap through your folds. Tasting your sweetness. Your fingers wrapped in his curls while your head fell back.

" Such a good fucking pussy. So wet and perfect."

You sighed at his words and moaned at the feeling of him flicking his tongue against your hardened nub.

" So good. Mmm you taste so damn good."

You felt his finger slide into you throbbing hole. Mewling in the process.

You felt your release coming. And your legs quivered as you gave in.

Eddie moved away and pulled you to your feet. Kissing you in the heat of passion. Making you taste yourself.

You whimpered against his lips as he moved you to the table.

Once your bottom hit the edge you broke the kiss by turning around.

Eddie pressed his hardened length against your ass while his hands went under your shirt. You lifted your arms as he slid it off.

You put your hands flat on the table.

Eddie kissed your shoulder, unlatching your bra.

You let the straps fall down. Pushing the garment to the side.

" You want it? You want this cock?"

" Y-yes pl-please."

" Fuck. That's my girl…such a good fucking girl."

Eddie pushed himself into your sopping cunt.

" Yes. Yes. Jesus H...Yes."

His grip on your hips grew firmer as he fucked up into you.

You dropped down to your elbows and threw your head back.

Eddie gave you ass a hard smack. Making you moan so loud that it echoed through the room.

" Like that? You like that baby?"

" Fu-fuck. Yes-yes."

He smacked you on the other cheek.

" God Eddie!"

" Ugh. Shit. You…fuck…this pussy"

Eddie could complete a thought let alone a sentence. His large callused hand slid down your back and he slumped over you His long digits curled around your throat. Tugging you up so that your back was flushed with his chest.

" Good girl. You're doing so fucking good....Taking my cock so damn well."

" E-Eddieee." You whined.

" Shit. You gonna cum?"

" Close…so close."

" Not yet, baby. Not yet."

Eddie let you rest back down on the table. This time he held your head down. You screwed your eyes closed trying hard not to come. But Eddie was going so hard and so deep that he had your eyes rolled back.

" Yes. Fuck! This is mine. This perfect little pussy is mine. "

His hand moved back to your hips and he pulled at them while he rammed into you. Going even deeper. His tip smashed your sweet spot like a button on an arcade game.

Your hands gripped the edges of the table.

" Eddie please….god please let me cum."

Eddie smacked your ass again. This time, it was harder than the ones before it.

" Cum baby. Fucking cum for me."

With that said you let go.

" Ooohhhh fuuuck. That's it. That's it. That's my girl. Fuckin' soak my cock."

Your core shook uncontrollably. Your legs felt like jelly.

And as you finished Eddie pulled out and came on your bottom. Shooting thick white ribbons coated your back. The heat from it made you quiver.

Eddie was breathless " Oh. Mmmm. Yeah. "

He bent over and kissed your bottom where he hit. Soothing the pain he knew he caused.

" Stay right there. I'm gonna get something to clean you up."

" Oh-okay." You sighed.

Not like you were gonna move anytime soon.

Eddie came back quick and started wiping off his cum. He helped you up after and pulled you towards the throne to sit on his lap.

While resting your head on the slope of his neck he stroked your back.

" Are you okay? Did I get too rough?"

" N-no." You swallowed. " That was so good. You've been holding out on me."

Eddie chuckled and kissed your forehead.

" I didn't know I could get that way with you."

" I'm not made of glass. I can take a pounding."

Eddie let his head fall back and let out a throaty laugh.

" Good to know."

You stayed like that for a while until you yawned.

" Common Angel. Let's go home.

The rest of the time was spent with family and friends. You started finding yourself again. But as soon as it started you had to leave. And so did Eddie. You both sat in the airport hanging onto each other.

" So tell me the plan again."

You kissed his cheek. " Okay. So I'm gonna finish the year. Then I'm gonna transfer to Berkeley in the fall. That gives us the summer to do whatever you want."

" And are you sure this is what you want?"

" I want you. And you're there. So I'm coming. But…you have to talk to Jeff and Gareth first."

" Already did. They said they can't wait."

You giggled and kissed his cheek again. " Well then it's settled. I'm moving to California."

Eddie smiled that big beautiful smile that showed all his laugh lines.

" Finally!"

…

You had a seriously long day. You were burnt out from all the midterms. Christmas was just around the corner and you really needed some family time. But what you were really in need of was Eddie. You were supposed to meet him tomorrow and finally get to see them perform.

A few weeks after you came back things were hectic. Elio and Billy weren't too happy with your plans to leave. But eventually they got used to the idea of you moving. So instead of dwelling on it. They spent all their free time with you. Secretly planning to get you to not leave.

It was Friday afternoon and you had planned on staying in and packing. But Elio and Billy wanted to go to the movies and catch Three Amigos. So you got ready and waited outside for your friends.

You heard a familiar screeching from around the corner.

Billy was blasting Van Halen when he pulled up. He turned down the music and jumped out. You watched as he ran to the passenger door and opened it for you. Giving you a big smile while holding out a flower for you.

" Hey there sweets. It looks like it's just me and you."

You scoffed. " E ditched us again?"

" Yup. But you always have a good time with me right?" He smirked.

You rolled your eyes and went to him. Before you got in his car you took the flower and grinned.

" Yes William. I have a great time with you."

" Hey! Only my grandmother calls me William."

You laughed and looked up at him. " Now I do too, William."

Billy licked his lips and chuckled while closing the door.

When you guys got to the theater you went up to the ticket booth to pay. But Billy gently tugged you back.

" Two for Little Shop of Horrors." He said to the attendant.

" Wait what?"

Billy smiled at you. " You wanted to see that one right?"

" I did. But we don't-"

" We're gonna watch that one sweets."

You grinned, shaking your head.

When you guys went inside you went to the snack bar.

" Umm want to share popcorn William?"

He pulled you back again.

" Hey?!"

" I got this sweets."

" You paid for the movie. Let me pay for the snacks."

He didn't look at you. " Don't worry. I said I got it."

You sighed.

Billy chuckled. " Uhh can we get a large popcorn and two cokes?"

You were about to tell him that you wanted a cherry coke but he held up his finger.

" Sorry. Make that one regular and one cherry."

You laughed a little looking down.

How did he know that?

Once you guys got your order you went to the theater.

" So excited for tomorrow?"

" Yes! I can't wait for you guys to meet Eds."

" Me too. I looked for some of their stuff but it's hard to find them."

" Actually. I made a tape. I can't believe I haven't shown you yet. Dude, you're gonna love them."

You both smiled at each. You were extremely happy. Your new friends could meet your old friends. And you could be in Eddie's arms again.

It hurt when the tour was extended for another month. Eddie had planned on staying in town until they needed him for whatever. But as usual plans changed. But you figured since you've waited three long months and been hurt a few times during. That all of it was going to be worth it. You would be able to see Eddie soon. And eventually move in together. You guys were gonna spend Christmas with your family and on New Year's he was gonna fly you out to LA.

While you watched the opening credits you bobbed your head to the song making Billy chuckled.

You looked over to him and gave him that beautiful smile. He really wanted to pull you closer and kiss you. But he made a promise to himself that he wouldn't try anything out of respect for Eddie. You were gonna leave in a few short months so he wanted as much time with you as he could.

So he sat there watching you more than the movie.

About half way through. You leaned over and thanked him for picking the movie. When you sat back out of instinct, Billy put his arm behind you on the head rest.

When you saw that you sat up straight.

" Umm I'll be right back." You whispered and left.

Billy watched you rush away and palmed his forehead.

" Shit man! Now you scared her away." He told himself.

You went straight to the bathroom.

What the hell was that?

You looked at yourself in the mirror and shook your head.

Why would he do that? He knows I'm with Eddie.

" Is this a date?" You said out loud.

No. We're friends.

You tried to get your thoughts together. Every time Elio flaked on you guys. Billy always paid for everything. Even though you tried to fight him on it. He never said anything to make you think that he liked liked you. But you would catch him looking at you sometimes.

There were so many unanswered questions running through your head. But you were quickly distracted when a few girls came in. You turned on the faucet and started washing your hands.

Had you been that oblivious again? Were you doing stuff that gave him the wrong idea?

Shit! What is Eddie gonna say?

" Oh my God! I'm so excited to see them tomorrow." One said

" I know right! I hope that I can get the drummer's number." Another said.

You grabbed paper towels and dried your hands as the girls fixed their makeup.

" Did you see that article about Eddie and Ava?" One said, popping her lips to spread the lipstick.

You froze when you heard that.

" No. What did it say?"

" Oh that they're a hot new couple."

UHHH WHAT?!

" NO WAY! I thought maybe I had a chance."

" Right! There's even a picture of them kissing."

Your heart fell.

No. That can't be true.

One of them gasped. " Don't say that."

" No really. Here, look."

You saw one take out a magazine from her purse and flipped it open. Showing the other what she's talking about.

" Damnit! Awww they look so cute together."

You cleared your throat and took a step towards them.

" Umm are you guys talking about Eddie from Corroded Coffin?"

They looked at you and smiled.

"Yeah. Are you a fan?" One said.

" Ummm. Yeah. I umm went to school with them."

" Oh My God No Way!" The other practically yelled. " Are they sweet? I just know they are. We're going to their concert tomorrow. Are you going too? They're going to be so good. We've seen them four times already. That cover of "Separate Ways" is so good."

The girl kept going on and on. That you barely got a word in.

" Can I see that?" You asked, pointing at the magazine.

The one holding it handed it to you while they kept talking to each other.

You took it and sure enough there was a picture of Eddie and Ava sharing a kiss. You looked at the day it was taken. It was taken last week.

The feeling in your heart was unbearable. You handed the magazine back and ran out.

You felt like you couldn't breathe. So you went outside. You walked a few feet away when you grabbed your chest and sobbed. After a minute you went to the convenience store across the street and bought the same magazine. You found your way to the curb and sat down after.

You opened to the picture again.

Why Eddie? You promised.

You closed the magazine not wanting to see it any more and sat there with your face in your hands. What were you supposed to do? That happened last week and Eddie didn't even mention it. How were you going to face him tomorrow? What would he say? Would he keep lying to you? How could he do this after you agreed to move in? There was no way in hell all your questions were gonna wait.

…

Billy started to worry about you when you didn't come back. After about 10 minutes he got up to look for you. He walked around and went to the ladies room and called out to you from the door. But you didn't answer.

Shit! He thought.

Did he make you run away when he did that?

He kept looking for you. Finally going outside he saw you sitting on the curb with your head in your arms, leaning on your knees.

He jogged to you and kneeled in front of you.

" Sweets. I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"

You looked up at him. When he saw your eyes all puffy with a waterfall of tears coming down. He knew you weren't upset about that. The only person he saw you cry for was that guy of yours.

" What happened?"

You shook your head looking away. " Can you take me home please?"

Billy's heart broke for you. And all he wanted to do was hold you until you felt better. But he didn't. Instead he held out his hand and helped you up.

When he pulled up to your building, he was going to get off and open your door. But you were out of his car before he could get his seatbelt off.

He heard you say thank you before closing the door and took off.

Billy knew something awful happened. But he just didn't know what. Until he saw you left the magazine on the seat.

He picked it up and flipped through the pages until he saw tear stains on one. When he saw it, he looked at the building's door. He could beat the shit out of Eddie right now. And a part of him wanted to drive to New York right now and confront him about it. But he couldn't leave you.

So he parked the car and waited until he saw Elio come home.

Billy jumped out and ran to him.

" E."

Elio turned around. " Hey the movie's over already?"

" No man. Something happened."

Billy handed the magazine to him and Elio gasped.

" Where is she?!"

" She's upstairs."

Elio took off with Billy on his tail.

When Elio opened the door he saw you sitting on the edge of the bed with a picture in your hand. You weren't looking at it. Instead you were looking out the window.

" Hun?"

Elio got closer while Billy closed the door behind him.

When Elio saw the picture, his heart broke for you. It was your funny prom picture. He sat down next to you and waited.

"I…I have to go to New York…today." You said just above a whisper. Still not looking at them.

Elio and Billy exchanged looks.

" I'll drive." Billy said.

"Let's go now. We can make it just after they get there." Elio suggested.

You looked at the picture and ran your fingers over Eddie's face.

You sniffled and stood up. Putting the picture back where it was.

" Okay. Let's go." You said as you went to the door.

…

During the 3 and a half hour drive, Billy kept looking in the rearview to check if you were okay. But you didn't even look like you anymore. You looked like you were gonna be sick.

Elio tried to hold your hand but you just kept your eyes fixed out the window. Sometimes letting tears fall.

Billy turned on the radio thinking it would help you feel better.

A few songs later the disk jockey started talking.

" This is Scary Terry at WJRR 101.1. Where we play rock and roll 25 hours a day, 8 days a week. I'm coming at you low lives with a…Get this… A cover! These two bands worked their magic and created something special. Their songs are quickly climbing the charts. And I am happy to announce both bands will be performing tomorrow night to a sold out arena. So here they are for the first time on the sound waves. Corroded Coffin and Bad Decisions singing Separate Ways."

You looked at the radio when the intro played. Elio was going to turn it off but you stopped him.

" NO! This…this is the first time they're on the radio."

Elio gave you a look but you shook your head and said it was okay.

Your gaze went down to your lap. You smiled to yourself hearing Eddie's voice.

You made it Eds…I knew you could do it.

…

When you guys got there you saw the tour bus right away. Billy parked the car and turned around.

" Sweets. Are you sure you want to do this?"

" Yeah. I think you need more time to think Hun."

You looked at your friends and nodded.

" I need to do this…I need to know why."

You got out of the car with the guys following. You went to Eddie's room and knocked. Your hands were shaking and your heart just kept falling. You knocked again and he didn't answer.

When no one came to the door you went to Gareth's and Jeff room.

" Hey! Oh my God!" Jeff said when he opened the door.

He pulled you into a hug.

" Hey"

Jeff let you go. " I thought you weren't coming until tomorrow?"

" Y-yeah. Came early….where's Eddie?"

" Oh umm he and Gareth went to find a meeting. They should be back soon."

You looked at Elio and he frowned.

Jeff knew something was wrong.

" Hey. What's up?"

" Can…can we come in."

" Yeah-yeah."

You explained everything. And Jeff had no clue what you were talking about. Elio showed him the picture and Jeff left for a minute. When he came back Jan was with him.

" Y/n?"

" Hi Jan." You went and gave her a hug. " Do you know about this?"

She took the magazine and sighed.

She went on to explain that after a show everyone went out for a celebratory drink. Eddie just had one until a few fans started giving him shots. He first said no thank you. But then they begged. A few shots later and he was hammered.

Ava took advantage of the situation. When Jan went to the bathroom she saw Ava leading Eddie out the back entrance. She followed them and saw Ava kiss him. Even though he was out of it he still pushed her away.

Jan intervened and took Eddie back to the tour bus. She had no idea someone took a picture or that it ended up in a tabloid.

The next morning Eddie didn't remember a thing. All he knew was that he needed to find an AA meeting. And since then wherever they were he would find one.

" So you didn't tell him what happened?" You asked.

Jan shook her head. " I'm really sorry."

You wanted to be mad at her. But you were so overwhelmed with heartache that you couldn't.

All of a sudden Ava came into the room.

" Hey are you guys ready for-"

When she saw you she froze.

You were so fast that no one could stop you while you tackled her to the ground.

Jan stopped Jeff from pulling you off of her.

" No. She deserves it. Let y/n get a few licks."

The next thing you knew Billy was pulling you off of her. Ava was screaming her head off as she crawled backwards.

Out of breath you shouted.

" I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU WE WERE GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM IF YOU TRIED ANYTHING."

" YOU KNOCKED OUT MY TOOTH YOU BITCH!" Ava shouted back, getting to her feet.

You tried to pull out of Billy's arms.

" YOU'RE LUCKY THAT'S ALL I DID YOU FUCKING CUNT!"

Ava took a step back and spit up blood. " You two deserve each other!"

Jan went to Ava. " Let's go. You've done enough."

She pulled her arm and left.

Elio came to you and cupped your face.

" Hun calm down. I need you to calm down."

Your eyes went back and forth between his. Billy felt you finally relax a little and his hold on you loosened.

Elio let you go and Billy turned you around to look at your hands

Billy looked at Jeff. " Hey man. Do you have any ice?"

Jeff nodded and went to get some.

Billy led you to the couch and started cleaning up your hand.

" Damn sweets. You really did some damage."

When you didn't say anything he looked at you and you had this distant look in your eyes.

When Jeff came back Elio took the ice and wrapped it in a towel. Bringing it to you after.

No one said anything for a while. The guys didn't know what to say or do. But suddenly they heard banging and shouting.

" YOU FUCKING BITCH! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!"

Eddie's voice brought you back. You looked at the door and waited for him.

…

Eddie's day started off so good. He was happy about playing a sold out show. But what had him in a world of joy was that you were coming to see him. Sure it was only for the night. But he was ecstatic anyway. It's been too long since you guys were together. Since Thanksgiving he had been missing everything. His uncle, his trailer, his girl.

After that day in the airport he found a jewelry store and bought you an engagement ring. It wasn't anything huge or glamorous. But the simple white gold band with a .50 carat diamond was screaming your name.

The plan was on Christmas Eve to ask Matthew for your hand. Then on Christmas day, he was going to tell you that he didn't want to spend another Christmas without you either. He was going to explain that even though you guys still had a long way to go. That you guys could wait until you graduate to do it.

He was going to get down on one knee in front of all your shared loved ones and ask you to spend the rest of this life with him. And if God would let him into heaven. He was going to be with you there too.

However, his whole world was going to come crashing down.

When he and Gareth got out of the meeting they were waiting for a cab, when some fans saw them and asked them for autographs. And of course they obliged. But there was one fan who asked him to sign a magazine that shocked Eddie.

When he looked at the picture he had no fucking idea when that happened. Then it dawned on him and he was livid.

He apologized to the fans and grabbed Gareth. Pulling him towards a taxi.

When they got to the hotel Eddie b lined it to Ava's room. He pounded and pounded on the door. Cursing and yelling. Then when she didn't come to the door, Eddie started to punch it.

" Munson!"

Eddie turned and saw Jeff heading towards him.

Eddie ignored him and started yelling again. This time Jeff and Gareth pulled him away so that he wouldn't break the door down.

" Stop it! She's not here. Jan took her to the dentist."

"Let me go! What dentist!?"

" Eddie listen to me…y/ns here…and she's upset."

Eddie stopped fighting him and calmed down.

The guys let him go and stepped back.

" She-she's here? Where?"

Jeff nudged his head towards his room.

Eddie sighed and went to you. He didn't know when you saw it. But he knew that you saw the picture too.

When Eddie walked in you were on the couch with Elio and Billy. The moment your eyes met his he knew you were gone.

" I…can we have a minute?" He asked.

Elio and Billy nodded.

You looked away from Eddie trying to stop the tears from coming.

" If you need me. I'll be right outside." Billy whispered.

You gave him a barely noticeable nod.

Everyone went outside leaving you to Eddie.

Eddie stood just a few feet away from you having no clue what to say other than he was sorry. But he remembered what you said about that word. That he said it too much.

" I umm I heard you on the radio on the way here." You said still looking at the ground.

Eddie wanted to smile. He wanted to go to you and hug you. And be happy like he was this morning. But he knew you were hurt and you were trying to cover it.

Eddie stepped closer to you. " Angel i-"

You held up your hand.

"I guess you know why I'm here early."

He got closer " Baby I don't remember-"

" I know…and I understand. It was her."

Eddie finally got close enough that he could sit next to you.

" Baby please look at me."

When you didn't he grabbed your hand.

" Y/n?"

You sighed. "Eddie… I don't want this anymore."

" W-what?"

" I don't want to be in this relationship anymore."

" N-no. Y-you can't."

You finally met his eyes.

"Eddie, I just can't do this. It hurts too much….I can't do the distance anymore. I can't handle you being around her."

" N-no. You're moving in. And-and I'm done. Done with her. Done with this damn life."

You cupped his cheek. " No. Your dream is finally coming true."

" Well I don't want it without you so no. You're not doing this."

" Please Eddie, just listen to me."

You moved your hand away and looked down at his hands. They were getting bruised like yours were.

" Ever since we started talking it's been tough. And we got through it together. But now when things get hard, I find myself waiting for the next time something bad happens. Because when we're apart. Bad things keep happening. Or there's always something or someone getting in the way."

Eddie got up and moved to kneel in front of you. He grabbed your hands and kissed each one.

" Ava could never get between us. Baby I love you. And I'm going to fight for us. But I need you to not give up. I know this is difficult. And I guarantee that it's not always going to be sunshine and rainbows. But we have a plan. Please don't change your mind on me now."

" I know that. But it's not working for me. I care about you. I do. I just can't do another 6 months like this. Even you have problems with being apart. You started drinking more because of it. And I'm always so depressed when you leave me. Sure when we're with each other it's good. God Eddie it's so good. But then you leave and it hurts so much more. And you know I'm not going to let you quit your career for this relationship. And I…I can't leave MIT."

" I thought it was getting better? I thought you were happy. I thought we were going to do this."

" I was. But I'm not now. And don't get me wrong. I came here for a different reason. But in the end I think it was always going to end this way."

" No! We're supposed to be together. Please. We can figure this out. I'll make you happy again."

" It's not your responsibility to make me happy. It's mine….Eddie I don't even know who I am anymore without you."

" You're my girl. You're y/n. You're my other half."

You shook your head. " I need to be my own person. I need to find myself again. I need to be that girl I was before. Because I don't even recognize myself. I see my reflection in the mirror and I don't know who's looking back."

Eddie sniffled" Then we'll find her...together."

Tears filled your eyes seeing Eddie beg and cry.

" I'm sorry Eddie…I think I should go." You said just above a whisper.

You stood up and started for the door. Eddie got up and pulled you into his arms.

" No. Please. Don't ask me to live without you. I can't imagine my life without you." He cried." I-I-I can't live a life without your smile. Without hearing your laugh."

He kissed your cheek. " I can't imagine not holding you or kissing you."

He gave you a small kiss on the lips.

" Eddie-"

"Please. I can't...I can't-"

Eddie hung his head and held you tighter. " Don't leave me. I-I love you."

With tears streaming down your face you pushed him away.

"I have to go."

" No you don't. Please let me fix this. I can fix this."

Eddie dropped down to his knees and hugged your waist. " I'll fix this."

He let go and started patting his pockets. Your eyes widened and you gasped when he pulled out a little velvet black box.

" Eddie no." You started to walk backwards.

" I'm not going to ask you to marry me like this. But I want you to see that I already have the ring for you. This is our future. Y/n you are my future."

Your heart broke all over again. This was a disaster. You couldn't say you still wanted him. That you guys just needed some time apart. That the picture actually broke you and you needed time to put yourself back together. But instead of doing the smart thing and be honest with Eddie. You lied.

" Eds I…I have feelings for someone else."

You didn't know how. But his eyes got even sadder. He shook his head and put the box back in his pocket.

" You're lying."

" N-no. I-"

" Yes. You're lying. I know you y/n. And I know when you're a telling a lie."

" Eds I'm-i'm not."

He stood up and wiped his nose on the sleeve of his jacket.

" Tell me the truth….just tell me you don't love me anymore. That you fell out of love with me…I can live with that. I can handle that. But don't lie to me. Don't say that I lost you to another guy."

Fresh tears fell from your eyes as you remained quiet.

Eddie bridged the gap between you and him.

" Tell me you don't love me anymore. Tell me that because I missed all the important stuff, you fell out of love with me."

He got so close that his chest was touching yours.

" Tell me…please. And…and I'll let you go."

All you could do was hang your head. Those words were just something you couldn't say. Because it wasn't true. He was the love of your life.

" I'm sorry Eddie. I…I'm so sorry."

You turned around and walked out the door.

Eddie stood there for a second. He tried to find something, anything to get you to stay. But he couldn't find the right words. So he thought he should just show you. To give you a long deep kiss. Hoping beyond hope that it would change your mind. And he could get you to come back and talk this out.

So he ran after you. When he opened the door, Gareth and Jeff tried to grab him but he quickly pulled out of their hands.

" Y/N!" Eddie called out.

He could hear you sobbing and knew the relationship wasn't over.

He called your name again. And when he got to the elevator Elio stopped him before he could get on.

" Stop it Eddie!"

" E, If you don't move, I will move you." Eddie growled.

Elio stepped out of the elevator and Eddie watched the door close. With you in Billy's arms on the other side.

" Eddie. You have to let her go."

Eddie was smashing the down button on the wall to call the elevator back. But when it didn't open up right away, he went for the stairs.

Elio got to the door first.

" ELIO MOVE!"

" NO! I will NOT let her hurt anymore today…just let her go!"

" That is the love of my life down there! And I won't let her go."

Eddie pulled at the door but Elio closed it again.

" I know she is. But she needs time. I have never seen her so broken. And that's because of Ava. So what you need to do is finish this. Get rid of Ava and get your shit together. And give y/n time to heal. She deserves that much….you guys are not ready for this type of relationship….but I know you two love each other. So when you're finally ready for her, she might be ready too. But so help me if you don't let her walk away right now. I will kick the living shit out of you. "

Eddie looked away from him. He wanted to fight and get you back. He would have taken on an army for you. But what Elio said was true. Eddie had never seen you so sad or hurt either. And it was he and his drinking to blame.

His voice broke." But I love her."

Elio's heart broke for Eddie too. But you were his friend first and he had to protect you.

" I'm sorry. It's just better this way."

Eddie sniffled looking at Elio. " Please take care of my girl. I'm gonna get my head on straight and I'm coming back for her."

Elio gave him a hug and went to find you and Billy.

When Billy saw Elio he tossed him the keys.

" You're driving. I'm gonna sit with her."

Elio nodded and got in.

Billy climbed in the back with you, pulling you into his arms while you sobbed in his chest. He rubbed your back and kissed the top of your head.

" It's okay sweets. Let out."

…

@chloe-6123 @irishhappiness @idkidknemore @hiscrimsonangel @hellv1ra @browneyes528 @b-irock @erinsingalong @salenorona23 @eddie-is-a-god @screaming-blue-bagel

[kankuroplease]

is if Gou's parents have another child, Gou likes cute things for me little babies are so cute ✨🤧

Gou wouldn't mind a sibling, actually. She'd just have very different reactions depending on when her parents have it

Little Gou - Gou would cry, because it was ugly. why does it look like a prune (it's a newborn)

Gou in the main timeline: Would help her mom pick out stuff for the baby

Gou in the blank period: "why would you guys start over when dad has a foot in the grave!? EWW!!"

[pebiejeebies]

this is so ridiculous

I’m so ridiculous

I see people with a worse art style that I like MORE THAN MINE.

perfect lines? NOPE I DONT LIKE THEM

Perfect lines from a different artist? WOAAPWJJS SO FUCKING COOL!!!!! WOAHHHH!,,/vpos /srs

messy/shaky/wobbly lines? EWW WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THAT :((

messy/shaky/wobbly lines from a diff artist? WOKNKOSHKJNNK WOAHAHH SO FUCKKUNG TALETED/vpos /srs

is this a me thing?? im like so narcissistic yet so selfless what am I anymore

my thoughts are so uncontrollable and horrible but my actions show the complete opposite

I’m a liar

I lie to everyone’s faces and screens

I lie to people I love and people I care for

let me be a people pleaser, then let’s see what happens when I forget about all of my beloved moots and friends

let me make people need me then when they need me the most I just disappear

the people I hate? Oh my true colors really shine from the start, harsh words and big useless ugly fights start over my weak feelings

I have so much issues

why do I keep venting on here?!

I KNOW WHY, ITS BECAUSE I NEED SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME

tHEN I FEEL GUILTY, BECAUSE I MADE THEM WASTE MY TIME ON SOMEONE WHOSE JUST SEEKING ATTENTION

LLIKE A LITTLE STUPID CRYING TODDLER THAT JUST WANTS TO THROW A FIT FOR NOTHING

maybe I am still a child

(I will forget about this I’ll be fine, no need to worry)

[please-help-this-little-lesbian]

JUDITH NO

Wait what happened to Daryl?

RIP Jules

HOLY FUCK LUKE TOO?

YESS CONNIE SLAY

THE HARMONICA 😭😭

Y’all I’m actually crying right now

Angel is acting her ASS OFF this episode

The Merle mention 👁👄👁

Mercer rn that’s the safest place to be

YESS PRINCESS

No she lost her fucking arm

Eww

OH MY GOD

OH MY FUCKING GOD

ALL THOSE POOR KIDS JESUS

How old is Coco?? Like 1?

Oh thank god she’s alive

O FUCK THIS SOEECH JUDITH YOURE GONNA LIVE DAMMIT

NO SHE PASSED OUT AGAIN

I LOVE WHEN THEY SWEAR

Bro who just died?

Season 1 throwback 🤩

It’s giving Fear season 1 and I love it

NO. NO. NO. No no. No no.

Wait what other random kid does Gabe have???

NO NO NO NO NO NO NONO NO

YESS

THATS MY WIFE EVERYBODY

What y’all gonna do fly in?

PLEASE AARON GIVING HER ADVICE I CANT 😭😭😭

Where is Elijah??🤨

Cassady’s acting rn I—🤌

Maggie asking about Negan?????

“Pop off—“ NO. GOD PLEASE NOT ANOTHER MODERN REFERENCE PLEASE GOD

“I am doing this for you.” I do not like the vibes of this

Yo it’s been a fucking day???

I’m glad Negan’s attoned kind of but it’s giving enemies to lovers

I swear they’re replaying the same clip of Coco

NO

NONONONONOFUCK NO

I FUCKING HATE YOU AMC

*Violently realizes Eugene and I have the same bangs*

Please God Judith. Please give me some good news.

“Big Asskicker” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Yes Mercer stand against Facism

Maggie make the fucking shot

“Arrest them” girl you’ve got bigger problems

Gabe slays as always

Not DARYL being the one to bring in the power of friendship

EVERY SINGLE FBOMB GIVES ME SEROTONIN

“We ain’t the walking dead” AGFSGHDFKCSHHDXJGSHJFFHGDFHN

Just let Maggie shoot her

ELIJAH

JERRY

Pam what are you

Oh it’s Lance

JUDITH??

WHERE THE FUCK DID SHE COME FROM??

They always have the best music

Lydia put everything into that kick

OH MY GOD THIS IS SO COOL

SLAY CAROL

Negan why were you looking at the whisperer mask

Good for her.

Girlie we’ve already said this

But regardless, tell him!!!

They are actually handling this really well!!

This is exactly what Maggie said to Enid in Just Survive

NO THE DINNER SCENE

LIKE IN THE DREAM IN 7x01

FUCK

AND TGEYRE PLAYING LANDSLIDE😭😭😭

Are Yumiko and Magna together again?

DOG

Is Negan finally gonna fucking leave

Well, answered that question

At least Rosita will die peacefully…

Noo I think Jude knows

I’m never gonna forgive AMC for this

THEY HAD A BABY?????

GOVERNOR EZEKIEL 😭😭😭😭

BLACK LEADERSHIP WE LOVE TO SEE IT

JUST KISS ALREADY

Does Lydia have a fake arm or…

AFDDNSFJFDHDFHC THE COMPAS

THE FUCKING COMPAS

HEY REMEMBER WHEN WE ALL SAID THE WRITERS WOULD REMEMBER JUDITH AND NEGANS BOND AT THE LAST MINUTE??? REFUCKINGMEMBER???

AUNT MAGGIE AGDXHFFF

So that’s how she goes off with Negan…

Did Carol cut her hair??

So that’s his goal…

RICK

MICHONNE

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

IM SOBBING

Why is Michonne dressed like she’s still In Wakanda?

Oh so Rick and her ain’t together

Huh????

Okay I’m gonna be fr, I ain’t got no idea what’s going on rn