#WHY AM I CRYIN

[pixlokita]

You know what's sad? Never Gonna Give You Up didn't release until 1987, so Evan never got to hear it before the Bite. :( But Jeremy probably did! :D

Anon how dare you 😭 that’s so sad?? Imagine never having been rickrolled even once ?? Nah dude ( ཀ͝ ∧ ཀ͝ ) this has to be the most depressing thing I’ve read today

[ghostgirlgeist]

when the other finally spoke, phyllis couldn't help the relieved laugh — cry ?? — that sounded from her strained throat in response, hearing it out loud making her feel seen for the first time in who knows how long. too. TOO, as in... as well. also. the blonde's lower lip trembled, despite the strain her wide smile was putting on it, her face flush and her mile running so fast she could hardly keep up. ❛ yeah... i am. ❜ phyllis whispered, the world seemed to have come to a stop, even though evermore felt like it was still and always changing simultaneously. all this time, all these years, phyllis had felt so isolated. more so than usual. she had her ghouls, but it was sometimes hard to convey to them what she was going through— they couldn't identify with some of the niche consequences that came with being a phantom. no real thing tethering you to the world you lived in besides your will to be there.

lately, phyllis had been shutting out the life she had yet to adapt to, finding that even after five years, being different didn't sting any less. not just being different, but being DISTANT. it was no wonder the ghoul had found comfort in isolation, despite how deeply it saddened her to push everyone away, but when it was exhausting enough to keep yourself going, finding spare energy to make yourself VISIBLE was a challenging feat. being seen by casper took no energy at all— no thought. phyllis didn't have to will herself to be visible, she simply WAS. phyllis had known them all but twenty minutes and the entire trajectory of her life had changed — the course she had mindlessly been following doing a full 180, casting her in a direction she gave up trying to turn ages ago.

phyllis felt their fingers moving, eyes watching as their free hand found her hair, misty eyes turning glacial as a tear rolled down her cheek. ❛ i thought i was the only one, too...❜ phyllis breathed, relief filling metaphorical lungs, laughter bubbling from her as she tried to process the onslaught of emotions she was experiencing. ❛ i've been here for five years and... i gave up looking for others like ME a long time ago... ❜ phyllis used their free hand to wrap around the other's wrist, wanting to feel them beneath her touch, another tear escaping her fluttering eyes as phyllis was unable to stop smiling. stop crying. stop laughing. feeling everything and anything all at once, squeezing casper so tightly as if they'd vanish right in front of them. ❛ yet... here you are. i just... i can't believe it, ❜ phyllis whispered, cobalts glistening as they looked at the other as if they were the answer she had been looking for. the SOLUTION to the loneliness and isolation. casper was everything all at once. ❛ i'm sorry i�� i don't know what to do with myself. ❜ sucking in a breath, phyllis tried to get a grip but, there was no way that was possible. ❛ i'm just so happy right now. ❜

Casper answered with a shake of their head; they knew well enough to not judge a book by its cover. People could easily look at them and get spooked, and they did, but Casper wouldn't hurt a fly. Even if they met someone they didn't know anything about or understand, their first reaction wouldn't be fear. It would be... excitement! There was so much to discover, why wouldn't you want to know it all? They would be honored to know anything at all. She could tell them right here and now that she was some sort of banshee and they'd just clasp their hands together in amazement. It wasn't like anyone could hurt them, anyway. Time seemed to stop, Phyllis moving in slow motion as she got closer to them. Their breath hitched, so nervous they could almost swear they felt a heart beating in their chest, a sensation they had never gotten the chance to experience. Casper's first instinct was to jump back when they saw her reaching out. If she touched them, if her hand went right through their body, how could they explain that? But they were frozen in place, eyes trained on her face, not even sure what to think when the touch didn't go unnoticed. They felt it. They felt her hand against theirs, grip tightening when she confirmed that it was possible, that they could feel her cool, soft palm. They hadn't had any sort of physical touch since leaving home. They weren't touched often, their family not the most affectionate, so the feeling of someone grabbing their hand was so unfamiliar they couldn't even bring themself to blink, eyes falling slowly from her smile to the fingers knitted in-between their own. You're like me. The words were enough to stop the phantom heartbeat in their chest. They had never met another ghost outside of the manor, another ghost that didn't seem to have only one goal — to haunt and frighten everyone they could. She didn't seem haunting or frightening. She seemed... well, human. Maybe Casper hadn't been paying enough attention, too caught up in her beauty to notice the phantom aura surrounding her. Either way, they only realized then that there was a smile plastered on their face, sure their cheeks were going to pop from the pressure. At a complete loss for words as they tried to process this information, flustered by the fact that she was like them, and she was holding their hand. "You're a ghost too," they stated, not looking for confirmation now, but speaking it as if that made it more real. For the first time since coming to Evermore, perhaps their entire life, Casper didn't feel excruciatingly alone. "You're a ghost too," they said again, this time with their whole chest, disbelief melting into an excitement strong enough it could choke them. Wiggling their fingers between hers, their eyes darted to her face again, laughter sputtering out. Their free hand lifted, capturing a lock of her hair between their thumb and forefinger, they could feel it. "I can't believe it! I thought I was the only one here! But you're a ghost!"

[hotgirlyshit]

[dreamlifebunny]

can i just say how much i love my law of assumption girlies (of all genders) and how tremendously proud of you i am? every day you are dedicated to giving yourself the absolute best that life has to offer. every day you show up for yourself even when it's hard or scary or when you don't know what to do, because you know that better is out there. every day you love yourself enough to abandon what society has conditioned you to believe your entire life and choose a different path of unconditional love and peace. regardless of the trauma you have experienced, the oppression you have faced, and the external voices in your ears constantly telling you that you are not enough, you have taken back your power and are rewriting your story.

YES, there will be days that are hard, YES, this is a complicated journey of learning and unlearning, but every. single. day. you show up and try, and i am so, so proud of you for never giving up on yourself.

the day will come when you will be living the life you have always dreamed of, surrounded by the love you have always deserved, and doing the things you have always wanted to do, and you know what? YOU will have been the one who got you there. i love you so much, and i am so proud of you; never forget how incredibly strong and brave you are for taking this journey.

[dolliesugar]

not my usual post but it's relatable ☺️

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i’m sorry it’s just so hilarious to me how charles goes back to erik one way or another in almost every iteration like … was the d that good…????????????

girl i get it tho ....... if i fumbled erik lehnsherr i'd never forgive myself id draw my skin through hot coals if it meant having a MODICUM of a chance with him

[hideousvampire]

TKK FAIRY CONTENT RETURNS (WILD!!!!)

except its the stuff i wrote down illustrated + those parts in between that i didnt

[noname-404s-blog]

😢

[actuallyirish]

This👏🏻is👏🏻going👏🏻to👏🏻kill👏🏻me!

[possum-quesadilla]

Ngl im not really someone who cries much, like I can't, and there is this one song (the underworld, EPIC: the musical) that always makes me sad but I can't cry and it felt shity and then I explained to someone why it was so sad and saying it outloud made me cry and it felt good to finally be able to cry for that song

Umm

You should listen to epic the musical

It's like

25 songs

15 more are on the way

Most of them don't make me cry

The fact that this is the first piece of media too make me cry should tell you a lot about it's quality.

Oh man. I just gave it a listen and holy moly. You’re right, might have to listen to the whole thing! It HIT right in the gut.

[geek-22]

I want a tattoo so bad.

But my decision making facilities are atrocious. Help.

[youarenot-theexception]

I think i really just feel alone a lot. Not like in a good sense that too, I mean, I have definitely grown to prefer to like my own company a lot more lately, its crazy development for me ik...but idk i just feel like I'm missing out on so much the world has to offer but i don't know what to do about it, because everything seems to come so easily to the people around me but never me. And even when I try so hard it doesn't seem to want me. Don't get me wrong i love seeing my friends in happy fulfilling relationships,they only deserve the best of the best. But i cant help but deny just how hard it hits me if Im doing something wrong you know? like is it me? am i the one doing something wrong? i honestly have no idea, maybe I am. It's usually me who's in the wrong anyways, i should not even be surprised

[sapphic-cajun]

I cry myself to sleep at night over the singular thought: why doesn’t my family love me? Why must unconditional love have conditions? When will this pit of despair vanish? Will I ever be loved?

[the777pirateprincess]

i am a fighter because i'm fighting the urge to stay at home another week

[wihaqwq]

I can't sleep

So I'll just cry and listen to Iris by The goo goo dolls because I'm such a simp and I miss my boyfriend so fucking much I'm going insane c:

AND NOW VIDEOTAPE BY RADIOHEAD CAME ON CSKHSKFSGKCJSJSC

[dolliesugar]

love hate relationship with makeup because of my FINE LINES AKSKSJFBRH