#WHEN WILL WE RESTTT
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every day i wake up like "hey brain, what are we gonna think about today?? something fresh and new, i trust??" and my brain goes ":)" and i go "Something Fresh And New, I Trust??" and my brain goes ":)))" and i sigh and say "luz and hunter??" and my brain says "luz and hunter :)"
#'you won't even have any useful thoughts about them. you'll just rotate them in your mind palace like a rotisserie chicken'#toh#horrible mindscape trauma pals#[throwing sticks at my brain] FIND A NEW ANGLE TO CHEW ON THE BOREDOM IS CRIPPLINGGGGG#WHEN WILL WE RESTTT
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dealing with stress⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🎀📔
in this post i'll be talking about how i deal and manage my stress in ways that work for me, and how i soothe myself…💬🎀
AFFIRM ;
if ur an anxious manifestor, affirming will be ur best friend. affirm what u know to be true until it soothes you. if ur not into the law of assumption then thats fine too, affirming can still help you. affirming to urself that everything is going to be okay really helps.
some things that i like to affirm when im going through a lot of stress are ->
♡ ik that i am in control
♡ everything is going to work out fine
♡ i am at ease because everything is working out for me
♡ everything is coming together so beautifully for me
♡ i am totally in control, this is MY reality
REGULATING NERVOUS SYSTEM ;
so we have this thing in our bodies called the vagus nerve. it regulates ur heart rate, digestion, speaking and stimulating it helps anxiety and stress. to stimulate it you can ->
♡ hum or sing
♡ gargling
the reason behind these two points so far is that because ur using ur vocal chords it stimulates the vagus nerve (see chart above)
♡ exhale for longer than u inhale (DEEP BREATHSS)
TAKE SOME TIME OFF ;
you deserve to take a break from the world sometimes. take a day or two off of school if u can, or take a day or two off of ur work if ur able to and just get it together. do some meditation, take a nice long shower and a soothing nap. some more things to do while taking some time off/time to urself are
♡ meditate
♡ journalling
something that i do when i have a lot of stress is a healing journal "dump page" so i go into my healing journal and dump whatever has been on my mind, like literally everything and just get everything out of my system…💬🎀
♡ take a nice long shower
♡ take a nap
take the shower BEFORE u take the nap. i promise it feels so good to be clean and in fresh clothes and just bury yourself under ur blankets and RESTTT…💬🎀
♡ do some yoga
♡ do some breath control
♡ talk to yourself (it actually rly helps)
RELIEVE ;
relieve the tension and stress that u feel by doing things that are strenuous. like working out or something. just find ways in which to relieve the stress and tension from your days through doing something. that way it can become a habit and it can cue ur body to know when its time to relax.
#honeytonedhottie⭐️#law of assumption#advice#it girl#becoming that girl#self concept#that girl#self care#it girl energy#self love#dream girl tips#dream girl#dream life#affirming#affirm and persist#stress#stress relief#self help#self improvement#breath control#journalling#daily journal#my journal#stress management#hyper femininity#hyper feminine#girly#girl blog#girl blogging#fabulous
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Books about writers and songs about music and movies about directors are always bad. Even when theyre good theyre only like medium good. I know you love your own medium but can we please focus on other subject matter give it a resttt
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dive back in time lyrics from memory here we goo
it didn't take too long to realize
something has changed in the back of my mind
your eyes
there aint nowhere left to hide behind
time no longer flows like it was
when the flash froze everything before
without you
I don't know if I could take this road
chase you to the end of the world
just to say your name once more
if i had only got it right before
Every minute I dial back in time
Every single existence rewinds
something secreative hidden inside your mind
all the heartaches and the smiles never faded
I know you'll be by my side when we make it
come back from the dive
back in time
theeennn I don't remember the resttt
(Because I only listened to the intro part on every ep rewatch tbh 😅)
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#5
:D hell yeah!!
I'm very glad we have developed something for that. Dont worry Hektor we'll keep you safe!
See the full post
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#4
Sherlock is a self sacrificing IDIOT who's going to give me a HEART ATTACK
I love this detective but GODDAMN YOURE TRYING TO KILL ME OVER HERE SIR
SELF SACRIFICING IDIOT NO IM NOT GOING TO RUN YOU ARE COMING WITH
Fucking following along in spirit form because he was worried taking a blow for us that he didn't need to fucking goddamn dumbass idiot trying to get us to run
you are going to kill me holmes you are killing your master I care too much about you for you to be doing this
Fucking first lb2 you almost dying last lb fighting caenis and now this! Ima fuckin lock you in command room i swear!!
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#3
Sherlock is a spider that tried to turn himself into a butterfly and ended up dying strangling on his own self made cocoon because the strings were made of spider silk
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#2
Gods, this event man o(-(
Hektor tries so damn hard for so many things
He just. He cares. About his brother, about Penth, about his master
Even if it leads to rough choices, he does what he feels he has to that's best to help who he cares about
Man tries so damn hard to watch out for and help the people he cares about, even when hed really rather do anything else
Just. Hektor good. He's doing his best
Also him feeling so responsible not only for Penth but for fixing his lil brothers mistake
And the way he talked about giving Achilles shit cause it was better than the alternative of them ending up fighting to the death again
Just. Man. There so much good in here
Also after his fight, his is the only one your servants dont get a cooldown for. He really was serious that his heart wasn't in this, because dammit you're his master and he cares, he knows this is a giant mess and hes gotta play the part but he doesnt want to fight you.
I'm glad the game let you send him to the hot springs ;w; sir you are good and deserves rest. You're not responsible for everyone else, nomatter what that brain of yours says
13 notes - Posted January 19, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Hektor if Achilles of all people is telling you that's bad just HOW hard have you been pushing yourself sir
No dont just brush it offffff Sir you need resttt
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can you please write a long snippet about an assassin(male) who is undercover at the Royal Castle. his mission is to murder the selfish king. but in his stay at the castle he meets the princess who is nothing like every other person in the kimgdom. unlike them, she was a kind selfless soul who is isolated in the walls of the castle. slowly the assassin falls in love with her and you can continue the resttt.
The plan was simple.
Get into the castle. Kill the king.
The first week, the assassin tried to poison him. To find poisonous roots, flowers or mushrooms was no problem in the kingdom, especially not when he had spent the last few weeks of his life studying how to find and use them.
Of course, when he started his work at the castle, he had been searched through carefully. Never ending questions had seemed to bore through him until there were no lies he could tell, no excuses he could find.
But he did. Every godforsaken time.
He got through easily, taking a job as a simple servant.
He didn’t bring the poisons into the castle right away, obviously. He had hidden them nearby, in a forest, in the stables, in the chicken coop - there were many places. The most important thing ways to get access to them.
The first week went by and the assassin poisoned the king four times already. But the old man didn’t die. It was like a curse.
So now, he was sitting at the table in the hidden chambers he had discovered months ago when he had captured the architect’s great-great-great-grandson who was willing to give him the plans of the castle.
“Willing” being a broad term. There was not much freedom when a blade was pressed to one’s skin.
Not even the king knew about the hidden rooms, no one did. Which made it a lot easier for him to contemplate.
The dim candlelight was flickering over the plans he was studying. The second plan came into his mind, the plan he didn’t like but had to carry out if he wanted his mission to succeed. He would have to do the dirty work. He would have to kill the king himself without the help of someone carrying the deathly plate to his seat.
The assassin was great with the sword or with the dagger, it didn’t matter as long as it was able to break skin.
There was no honour in killing someone, he knew that. That was a problem within itself already, he was killing on a daily basis. It didn’t mean he had to like it. He was simply good at it.
Still, every man he slaughtered was haunting him and he knew what he did wasn’t good. But he also knew this was important. This would save thousands of people.
A noise pulled him out of his thoughts. His body was alarmed instantly, a rush of energy going through him. He stood up, turned around, looking for the source of the disturbance.
Light footsteps echoed from the hall, coming closer. They came to an abrupt stop.
And there she was, right in front of him. The youngest princess of the royal family.
The assassin must’ve gawked.
The princess didn’t say anything, she simply eyed him up and down and he almost had the urge to drop to his knees and swear his loyalty towards her.
He had seen her before, from a distance only, walking through the town, laughing and waving her hand. She had talked with the people, chattered with them as the brightest of smiles went over her face.
She had even helped a baker sell his bread.
“I don’t think we have met,” the princess said eventually, taking a step forward. She wasn’t afraid of the knife in his hand, or if she was, she didn’t show it.
“No, I don’t think so, your highness,” the assassin answered, his heart hammering into his throat. Why was he nervous? He was certainly not nervous when he was about to kill someone.
“Hm. You are clever, I will give you that.” She was certainly talking about the chambers.
“It’s insane how huge this castle is. I found this room when I was on my way-”
“No, I mean the poisons. You have more than one, so either you are really trying to kill my father or you are extremely dumb.”
His heart could as well have dropped out of his chest. She knew. She knew, she knew, she knew.
He forced a smile.
“Are you accusing me of treason, your highness?”
“I am not accusing you of anything.” She let her gaze rest on the maps of the castle. “I am simply making an observation.”
One hand went into her pocket and he almost thought she would take out a weapon herself but instead, she pulled out two apples, tossing one to him. He didn’t even know princesses had pockets in their many layers of skirt.
“So, dear stranger. What is it? Stupidity or hatred? Divine call or personal vendetta?”
The assassin swallowed. He would never, under any circumstances talk about his own motivations. But he was already doomed. The princess could have him beheaded right away. And he couldn’t kill her. She wasn’t his mission and…he didn’t want her dead.
The only chance at survival was explaining himself and trying to bring her on his own side.
“How about undeniably imperative justice in the face of a cruel and manipulative leader?” She bit into the apple, a small smile gracing her face.
“Like I said, clever. When you’re born in the fire, you think the whole world has to be like that. And you think it is right. But not you, do you?” The apple in his hand seemed heavier. She was…agreeing?
She apparently saw his confusion.
“You are right, of course. My father is cruel and he is a disease for innovation and faith in our country.” She was agreeing. “How did you find these chambers?”
“I could ask you the same thing, princess. They have been sealed for centuries.”
“Not when you are the youngest child of the king and queen. I suppose they didn’t care enough to have someone look after me. A blessing in disguise, maybe? I had the chance to play hide and seek with the children of the servants. And a curious mind led to a treasure to be discovered.”
The assassin was impressed. He had studied the maps for hours to find any indication of hidden places all around the castle. The princess however had simply played in the halls of the castle, tripped over a loose stone in the ground or pushed the right one into the wall.
He stared at the apple. The princess wasn’t exactly what he had expected.
“I assume you will call the guards,” he guessed. He didn’t think she would do it, though.
“You are smarter than that,” she answered, sitting down on one of the chairs. “I will ask you how I can help you. It is time for the people to have a ruler who is interested in them and their lives.”
“So, you won’t stop me? You want me to kill the king? Your father?” His voice was feeling weak. The princess was smart. But she was also ambitious.
“Don’t consider me a monster. Family is family. And I will mourn. To lose someone is a tragedy. But what will follow if he continues to live is more tragic. My father is in good health for his age and he will reign until he dies. The longer the reign, the bigger the number of people who will have to suffer.”
She was staring at the maps again and he sensed some deep sadness in her.
“There is no way I am going to sit on the throne at the end, I am the youngest daughter. But maybe, my brothers will solve the injustice. And if that’s the only thing I can do for my country, then I am more than ready to comply.”
She stood up and circled the table until she stood right in front of him. He didn’t quite know where he was supposed to look at. It felt inappropriate, unworthy to pin his gaze on her but eventually, his eyes settled on hers.
“Princess, I don’t-”
“My father has brought war upon my country. He took the food of my people and let them choke on the things he spit back out. I thought you were here to solve this problem.” She leaned against the table, looking up and him.
“I was - I am. But you are willing to sacrifice your own father for people you don’t even know? I’ve been to war and I’ve seen my friends die but you…you were safe all those years in a castle full of gold. Why would you care?”
“I suppose, when you’ve been imprisoned for your whole life, then you don’t want to take a step outside and find a land of ashes. I will never be queen. But this is still my country. Those are still my people.”
I could make you queen, he thought. She seemed frozen for a while until her head tilted up.
“Tell me if there’s anything I can help you with.”
With that, she pushed herself away from the table and was already headed for the hall. He still felt the beating of his heart and one last question laying on his tongue.
“How did you know I was not servant?”
when she turned around, she smiled and it was the sweetest thing in the world.
“Your shoes look too good to be those of a servant.”
#I liked writing this one because I got to write ass numerous times#writing snippet#princess x assassin#princessxassassin#princess#assassin#kingdoms and royalty#request#an answer for an ask
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OH MY GOODNESS WHEN I WAS TELLING MY FRIEND ABOUT THIS THE OTHER DAY I LITERALLY SAID THAT I BET JK IS ACTUALLY A DOCTOR SNSKSKS WHILE SHE GUESSED HE WAS AN UNDERGROUND FIGHTER OR SMN bc
That was such a delicious plot twist and 😳😳😳 he’s so naughty she’s so naughty it’s so delicious sksks sorry I’m on a high these chapters were so good wow just wow
And I hope he dad gets well soon 🥺🥺he’s so sweet and the interactions between and gosh the way he loves yn😭😭🥺 glad that jk was there and I love the development between them and GAAAAAAAHHHH IM SOOOO EXCITED FOR THE RESTTT
also taehyung 🥺🥺 and fuck haru I actually need to punch him I think the gall he has
I hope you have a nice day I gotta get back to work 😭😭😭
Hello, friend!! First of all--stop right there--you talk about this fic with other people 🥺🥺🥺 please hold while I bask in this feeling!
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Okay 😮💨 😄 So...the 'job reveal' was pretty hilariously conceptualized. It happened completely by accident and my sister (who is my partner-in-crime) and I laughed about it for a good 5mins at how it was such a crazy concept until we were like--oh shit...so we're really going to do this 😂 Please do NOT ever apologize for being hyped up because it gets ME hyped up to write the next few chapters! Actual, detailed reactions help me steer this ship!
Dad will be on the mend--a tiny spoiler 😬 I'm afraid to dive in more deeply into research as I did that with my other fic and it's great but time-consuming. I tend to get stuck in rabbit holes...next think I know, I live there 😂
Tae...🥺🥺 was honestly talking out of my ass when I was drafting that part...and then somehow it made sense in the end?? One of my fave monologues that I've ever written. 💕
Haru...he will get his in this fic...that's all I'll say!
Have a great day as well, love! I'm trying to enjoy my day off before I go back to work and being an adult ugghhh.
Take care and thank you for reading, as always 🥰
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Higher Maintenance | jjk
Maintenance Spin-off
Hybrid reader x Jungkook
➻ smut, degradation , slight hybrid hate, equality issues discussed, jealousy, angst, sex, praise,
➻ Rating; M
➻ Words; 6015
II. The snake,bunny & man
Your heart sank. You felt like you had no right to stand on the ground in front of her. "I-I'm Jungkook's hybrid..."
She narrowed her eyes and raised her brows. Jungkook was completely gone in her arms. His consciousness drowned in alcohol. "Jungkook doesn't own a hybrid, you're an intruder."
"I-Intruder?? H-He just got me today?"
She scoffed. "We will have to ask him when he wakes up." She lays him down on the couch. "Just to make sure you aren't an intruder..." She scans the room suspiciously as if you were going to rob Jungkook. "You should wait outside until he wakes." She gives a cheeky ill-willed smile.
"Outside?! But it's the middle of the night!"
"Exactly the perfect time for some strange hybrid to rob Jungkook. Out." She growls
You looked down at your skirt and tank, quickly grabbing your blanket from the hybrid center and your flats you walked out the door. Not knowing where to go or what to do with yourself at this time of night you walked to the front of Jungkook's property. Turning your head back to see Evelyn staring deadpan at you. The ears atop your head flattened. Anger filling your being as you found a spot on the curb of Jungkook's driveway to sit.
You didn't know how long you had to sit there. If you'd be able to sleep. If something were going to happen to you. Your heart and mind were racing. A pair of footsteps approach you, your heart drops. Goosebumps dotting your skin. A hooded figure approaching you. A shaky breath escaping you. "Y/n?"
A familiar voice gracing your ears. Eyes squinting to get a look at the face under the hood.
"Y-Yoongi?"
"What are you doing out here at this time of night?! And in that?! Do you know what could happen to you!?" He growls as he views how you are dressed. You were too overwhelmed. Tears trailing down your face. Too many questions needed to be asked. So many emotions and anxiety ran through your body you couldn't help but reach toward the leg of Yoongi's sweatpants. "T-Take me to your h-home...please." You croaked.
Yoongi's reptilian eyes slits and he held his breath. Anger running through his being as he looked at the address of Jungkook's condo. Mentally imprinting it in his brain. Yoongi's cool arms picking you up from your thighs. Your arms wrapping around his neck. Your face in the crook of his neck as your tears warmed his skin. No one dares to hurt his bunny. No one.
Yoongi gritted his teeth as he gently carried you a few doors to the condo of his new owner. Entering he set you down on the sofa, his new owner asleep. He hopes Taehyung wouldn't mind. "Do you want to stay on the sofa or with me y/n?" He gently whispered. His lips grazing your cheek as you continued to softly cry.
"Don't leave me!" You wailed. Your hands clutching his sweater with a death grip. "I wouldn't dare..." He hums as he lifts you carrying you to his room. An excitement brewing in his stomach when he realized you lived just down the block. He would get to see you... he felt so much relief. Settings your shaky form on his bed, he thumbed your cheek. "What happened back there? Where is your owner? Did he kick you out?"
"N-No he's lovely... it's just he went out with a friend apparently he got drunk silly and when they returned home Jungkook must've not told her about me because she treated me like an intruder and kicked me out til he wakes up..." You wailed, more tears escaping your doe eyes.
Yoongi let out a hiss. "Spend the night here and I will take you back over their tomorrow morning. You need to resttt." His reptilian hiss making itself hang in the air with his lingering sentence. You gave a nod. Missing his company.
"You got adopted?"
"Yes, by a man named Taehyung. He's a super nice man ... I was surprised he wanted a hybrid like me."
"Anyone would want a hybrid like you though." You commented as you cuddled into Yoongi. A small flush dusted his cheeks. "Oh hush." He hums as he pulls you under his chin. His bun. Lord knows how many times he wished you were a snake like him. I-If only... he closed his eyes. Both of your chests slowing as sleep overcame the two of you.
Hours into the night Yoongi gave a short hiss as he felt the curve of your ass against him. Your soft snores were precious. Too precious for him to disturb them with the two hungry members he hid in his sweatpants. Trying his hardest to sleep away without your keen ears detecting him he crept to the nearest bathroom. His knuckles white as he turns the knob to the sink on. Water running as he sheds his sweatpants. Fangs protruding from his lips as he bites down on his tongue.
The metallic taste in his mouth the least of his worries as both his hands are occupied with his two angry cocks. Two angry mushroom tips leaking glossy precum. Veins running along each shaft as he fucks into his hand. He wished he could have you. So badly. His lust for you was something taboo, something he shouldn't pursue. The way he imagined stuffing his two cocks into your tight pussy. The way wishes he could have one cock suffocate in your breasts while the other travels down your throat. How he wished he could fill you up with his eggs so they could incubate in your womb.
He threw his head back as he fucked his hands harder. His eyes slits. The patches of scales on his skin glowing in the bright bathroom light. He shakes slightly as both cocks spit out heavy pearlescent ropes. His chest heaves. "F-Fuck I wish." He hisses as he sinks his head into his knees. Both his cocks creeping back into his sweatpants. His self-control and guilt plaguing him. You needed emotional support right now. He hated how at a time like this his cocks got the better of him.
Soaking a washcloth in soapy water he cleaned up his mess. Tossing the washcloth in the laundry he crawled back to your side. His neck tucking itself on your shoulder. Your gentle snores lulling him to sleep.
As the sun peaks in the sky so does its rays through the curtains. The warmest of which rest on your face. The warmth burning through your eyelids and waking you from your slumber. Your body partially warmed by its rays while the other half f your body is cooled by the reptilian male at your side. HIs scent thoroughly making you reek of him. His snores quiet as they downed themselves in the pillows.
You gave his nose a light flick. "Yoongi wake up." You hummed. Eyes itchy from last nights tears. "You have to take me home."
Yoongi let out a small groan as he nodded his head. "Let me wash my face real quick."
"Alright." You gave a nod. Gathering your blankets and shoes. Your stomach felt like it had glass in it as you felt sick. You couldn't tell if it was from hunger or anxiety. You forced yourself to believe it was from hunger. Yoongi exited from the restroom as he slipped on his slides.
"Do you think whatshisface cared you were gone all night?" He snarkily asked.
You ignored the question, your hands tugging on Yoongi's sweater sleeve as the two of you walked down the street together. There was Jungkook in his driveway, his face worried and hsi eyes livid as he shouted at Evelyn.
"What the hell?! Where did you send her?!!" He growled as he glared daggers across the driveway to Evelyn.
"I told her to wait on the porch! Who knows where she went!" She sheepishly replied. Her excuses bullshit to his ears.
"Who gave you the right to do that?!" He hissed before noticing you standing in his driveway. He quickly abandoned the argument, his hands cupping your cheek. "Where did you go? Are you okay?" His eyes filled with worry. She let out a hiss as she got in her ride and drove off.
"I-I was with Yoongi!" You cried. Your face nuzzling into his warm hands. You knew he wasn't at fault, he got wasted but he didn't put you out.
"Yoongi?" He hummed. Looking at the black-haired snake man.
"That's me." He growled. "Thank whatever god is in the sky that I was there. If I wasn't she'd be ..." He bit his lip. "Why the hell are you so irresponsible? Do you know what she means to m-... Do you know what happens to bunnies like her on the streets?!"
Jungkook narrowed his eyes. "Thank you for taking care of her Yoongi but you are not who I need to answer to." He turns his head to you. "Come inside deary. We can talk and fix this."
Yoongi gave a hiss and just wished he could spit his venom at Jungkook. He knew his venom could only kill rats and other small animals but at least he could get people sick and constipated. He really wanted Jungkook to have the worst problems shitting like the shithead he is for letting that happen to you. He reframed though. He knew how much you liked this human. He couldn't see it but you did and that's all that mattered he guessed.
Giving Yoongi a quick hug and peck on the cheek you followed Jungkook into his villa. You could feel the reptilian slits follow your body until you disappeared into the cozy villa Jungkook called home.
"I am so sorry about Evelyn, she is just a friend of mine and I never expected her to act like such a bitch. Maybe it was the alcohol but I am so upset and sorry she did that to you." He kissed your cheek and gently rubbed our ears. His forehead on yours and his eyes bore into you as they showed his earnestness.
"I-It was scary I'll admit. I was scared and I was so glad it was Yoongi the one who found me. I know it's not your fault and all of it is hers." You looked into his eyes. Your cheeks rosy as this was the closest you had ever been to him. "Why did you drink so much?"
He blushes slightly. "I just had a lot on mind. Not the best of my habits. Now that this happened and I have you to care for I need to fix that part of myself."
You nodded feeling so warm in his arms. "What are you going to do about Evelyn?"
He bit his lip. "I'm not sure she's a valuable aspect of our agency. I'd hate to replace her but if she keeps this up I might just have to. I don't know what to do about her replacement though.."
You nodded and nuzzled into him. "Can I visit your agency with you?"
"Would you like to? I'm sure we could stop by today. After we eat something." You gave an eager nod. You shined so brightly one wouldn't think you had been crying last night and this morning.
"Pancakes?" He asked as he pulled a box out of the cupboard.
"Yes please!"
He chuckled and started to make the pancake batter. You sat at the table once again immersing your gaze into his back. His back so muscular it showed even through his loose tees. He hummed a soft tune as the mixed the pancakes. His humming so gentle, the complete opposite of his thoughts. Who was Yoongi to you? What does Yoongi know about you? Why did it bother him so that Yoongi was with you last night? Did you sleep with him? Did he touch you as Hoseok did? Why does the thought make him angry? Is this jealousy? He flipped the pancake. Whatever feeling he didn't like it.
Topping them off with strawberries and whipped cream he sat the plate down before you. "Eat up deary."
You grabbed your fork and dug in. Simply loving the way the pancakes melt in your mouth. Jungkook's cooking was superb one of the many things you loved about him. Finishing the plate he sat in front of you, "I should get dressed huh?"
He chuckled, "Unless you want to go in that skirt and tank top." He eyes the revealing clothes you were in. He hated how Hoseok and Yoongi had both gotten to see that part of you. "I wouldn't want people to see you like that so yes please get changed." He flashed you a tender smile but you felt such a faint demanding presence from it you couldn't help but quiver at his command.
"Y-Yes, sir." You squeaked completely unaware of how lewd you sounded. Your natural instincts to cower clawing at you as you got up from your seat and made your way to your room. Jungkook's eyes widening as you did.
You called him sir. And he liked it. He liked it too much, way too much. His pants feeling a bit tight as he tried to swallow the pill you had just thrown at him. His cheeks flushed and he could feel his inner dom clawing at him.
Your sense of fashion wasn't very honed. Luckily everything Jungkook has purchased for you went well together. Slipping on a beige oversized shirt it fit you much like a dress. With some beige thigh highs and strappy wedges, you brushed your hair put on the liptint the store clerk taught you how to use when Jungkook took you shopping.
Coming out from your room you were met with a suited Jungkook. Well, sort of suited he just had on striped dress pants and a loose button-up. You tried hard not to stare at his exposed sunkissed chest. "You ready to get going Deary?"
"Yes." You hummed.
Jungkook was slightly disappointed when a 'sir' didn't follow your answer. But he couldn't afford to be in domspace at the moment. Not if he wanted to get you to his building without laying any unwanted fingers on you. Grabbing his keys and phone he opened the door for you and then followed in pursuit when you exited. His thumb smashing the unlock button to his car you opened the passenger seat door and sat inside. He took his place in the driver's seat. His foot on the gas he sped off to his building. "You'll meet some of my models, today deary."
"I'm excited. To see what you do and how you work. I'm curious you seem to know more about me than I do you. So I can't wait." You hummed.
Jungkook's cheeks dusted a soft rose as he continued to drive. "I'm so glad to hear that. I hope all of them get along with you. I swear if they have any qualms with you being a hybrid I'll write them up. I won't have any more tolerance than I have with such behavior."
Your hands gripped the strap of the seatbelt that lay across your chest when you heard that. It warmed your heart, it made you feel all sorts of gooey on the inside. However, it also made you worry that Jungkook was going to have bad blood with his workers because of you. The car to a halt and when it did you realized you were outside of a beautifully tall grey sky scrapper.
"We're here Deary."
Your eyes ran up and down the building as you exited. "Woah, all of this is yours?"
'And yours one day." He grinned.
You didn't quite understand what he meant but you followed him regardless as he led you into the exclusive building. Upon entering you were met with the smell of expensive perfumes so much so you had to cover your sensitive nose. Jungkook took notice of this and lent you his black facemask.
"Forgot about the smell in here, I hope it isn't too strong for you to handle."
"It's just fine." You said slightly muffled.
"Mr. Jeon, why are you in here on your day off?" A pretty elegant lady walked up in her peplum shirt and pencil skirt.
'Showing my Dear the place where I work." He smiled. "Deary meet my assistant Hyerin."
"Hello young lady my name is Hyerin and I manage this place on the boss's days off. He never mentioned to me he had a hybrid." She commented pretty loosely.
You never pinned your ears back quicker as once again you were reminded of exactly what you were in their eyes. You knew not every human was as nice as Jungkook was. Hyerin quickly saw your posture and stiffened.
"I-I'm so sorry I didn't mean it like that. I have a hybrid too, a beautiful lovely angelfish hybrid. I just never expected Mr. Jeon to have one. He never talks about such things at work. He always about the business. So sorry didn't mean to offend. " She raised her hands in a defensive manner dropping your clipboard.
You dropped to you knees picking it up for her. "It's alright. An angelfish hybrid? I've never met such a hybrid."
"Would you like to meet him?" Her eyes lit up.
Jungkook's tongue swabbed the inside of his tongue as he heard this exchange. He was honestly quite wary of letting other male hybrids around you know. Of course, he knew Vernon wasn't really a threat he wanted you to himself a bit. He knew it was your choice.
"I would love too."
Jungkook let out a cough. "Let's keep heading to the studios and dressing rooms if you want to meet the models."
You gave a nod as you left the reception floor via elevator. "How many models do you Jungkook?"
"Around 50? It's pretty evenly split about 26 women to 25 men. We aren't that big of an agency but we are so established and exclusive it works for us."
You nodded. As the two of you exited on one of the upper levels. As soon as the elevator doors opened the floor was full of studio lights and staff pushing racks of clothing. The most beautiful of men and women sat in their respective chairs in robes. All of them acknowledging Jungkook's entry into the room. A few of them oogling you. One pair of eyes bore into you particularly heavily. Evelyns.
She had her robe loose around her form. Her figure clad in expensive linger as she turned her nose at you. "Jungkook you don't work today. "
"I know. I'm showing y/n around. I might bring her to work with me more often. Can't have her in the house all day." He gently patted your head while shooting her a heavy gaze.
She huffed. "Alright." She walked passed you. You wondered what she didn't like about you. You very much thought she was ethereal and wanted nothing more than to befriend you but she seemed very keen on not letting such things happened. You knew she kicked you out the house, you were pissed and you were going to get an apology from her some time but you feel like she also had a motive for her actions and you wanted to know why.
Jungkook let out a sigh. "She's so childish. Always has been and always will be at this rate."
You let his words sink in. There must be a history between them and you made a mental note to ask about it. You followed Jungkook as he introduced a few of the studio areas to you. You watched as models posed and advertised their respective designer brand. One model especially caught your eye.
He had such alluring eyes. His hair a striking blue and his gaze dark. He was on loose pants and an even looser top. Rosy cheeks and lips and hands that were the most beautiful for a male specimen. He finished his shoot and walked up to you. "You are just the sweetest thing."
Your ears pinned themselves back. "T-Thank you."
He hummed as he leaned in close. "I-I'm Taehyung, You can call me Tae if you'd like." He gave you a wink.
Taehyung.. you heard this name somewhere. Was it on some fancy commercial? You gave a nod and tried your hardest to avoid looking down his baggy shirt. What was under there was sure enough to send you into a rut and that was the last thing you needed now.
Jungkook gave another awkward cough as he casually wrapped his arm around Taehyung's shoulder successfully pulling him away from you. "How is your shoot going today Taehyung? The Gucci campaign going well?" His voice so passive-aggressive it even confused you.
Taehyung gave a chuckle seeming to understand Jungkook and his moods better than you did. "Relax Guk, I just think she's so damn pretty." He smirked.
Jungkook gritted his teeth and he tightened his grip. His innocent bunny reminiscent smile was somewhat deadly. "Stop talking Tae." He hummed.
"I just want to paint her. Will you let me?"
You looked up at him. "You paint?"
"Yes, I do you little cutie." He hummed and stole a kiss from your cheek. Jungkook's hand lodged in his hair by this point. You gave a giggle watching their exchange.
"I'd love to see you paint me."
The color left Jungkook's face. "Deary are you sure? You don't know what kind of painting this man does."
"I want to see." You replied.
Taehyung smirked. "I do nude paintings."
The color left your face aswell. You expected oil or watercolor or something. "I-I."
"You already said yes." He hummed. "You don't have to be completely nude. You can have a sheet or robe on if you'd like but I think you'd make such a beautiful painting. You can even have it when it's done if you'd like. Only after I post it and make some cards for it to add to my collections of work."
You looked at him and pondered on the idea. "Alright" You were willing to try something new. Jungkook looked a bit unreadable.
"Only if I can come too."
Taehyung shrugged, "Of course. Are you both free this Saturday?"
You gave a nod, you were always free. Jungkook took a bit longer to respond. "Yeah I can make time, I'll meet you at your place at 11 am if that sound good to you."
"Sounds like a plan." He smiled. "Nice meeting you sweetheart." He stole one more kiss from your cheek which earned him a shin kick from Jungkook.
Jungkook gave a huff, "Where are his manners?" He gave a tsk and showed you the in's and out's of the place he owned. By the end of it, you were beyond exhausted that when he offered to go home your ears shot up before your mind could even register the question.
"Does bunny need a nap?" He hummed, his hands running through your hair. Neither his voice or his hands did any good in keeping you awake. The walk back to his car and the ride home was all a blur as the most you could remember was a handsome face tucking you to sleep.
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The Saturday of the meeting to Taehyung's crept up on you faster than you expected. As it did, so did the insecurities you had about the whole ordeal. Where you good enough to pose semi-nude for a portrait? How does doing this make you seem to others? A slip dress and booties on Jungkook slipped your collar on as the two of you exited his house. As you walked to his car he gave you an odd look.
"Hun, we don't need that. Mere grab my hand." He chuckled as he extended his large limb to you. You were puzzled and nodded.
"Just how close to Taehyung do you live?"
"Closer than I'd like to." He huffed after walking what seemed like two minutes down the street he started to walk up to a nearby villa. The villa was almost as extravagant as the one Jungkook owned. Almost.
"Hey, this is..." You began when the door swung open and Taehyung's chirpy face greeted the two of you.
"Hey right on time. Come in." He smiled stepping off to the side. Behind him stood a very familiar face.
"Y/n?" Yoongi gasped.
"Yoongi!" You smiled more than happy to see him.
"You two know each other?" Taehyung asked.
"Too well," Yoongi smirked.
Jungkook rolled his eyes. "So Taehyung what kind of painting do you have in mind." Jungkook clearly ignoring Yoongi.
Yoongi seemed the slightest bit unbothered as he walked with all of you to the makeshift studio Taehyung had created. A bed with silk drapings from the canopy and sheets from the ceiling. Red satin sheets and a robe sitting on the bed.
"You can keep your collar on I feel like it adds to your look. As for the rest take it off and get on the robe. Keep the robe a little loose it will add to your look even more."
"Undress here?!" you gave a squeak.
Yoongi just about keeled over as he heard what Taehyung had asked of you. As much as he wanted to tear his eyes away he couldn't bring himself to turn away from what he might be about to witness. Jungkook even bit his lip looking at the ground conflicted.
"Think about it deary, it's not sexual it's art and if you become a piece of art you'll be a voice, for hybrids. You'll be someone who can become a bridge between hybrids and humans." His hand gently clasping yours, his eyes wide and genuine. He meant what he said. You have done fairly well trying to ignore the hostilities towards hybrids that hid within society. You knew with what connections you had to these humans something could be done. Maybe it would flop. Maybe it would take off. But it was worth a shot.
Turning your back to the men you carefully shimmied the slip dress over your head. Your breast pert and mostly concealed from their line of view. Your delicate ears could pick up the hitches in the breath that came from Jungkook and Yoongi. With delicate fingers, you pulled down your panties. Face flushed, tail trembling you crawled onto the bed trying your best not expose your pretty parts to the three men standing feet away.
Jungkook's knuckles white as he felt himself slipping into domspace. His eyes dark as he watched you slip on the robe leaving it loose enough to expose your chest but cover your nipples. Your thighs covered as you posed. Taehyung positioning an anklet on your leg and fixing your collar and hair as he began to sketch you out on his canvas.
Yoongi felt his chest heavy. The very woman whom he dreamt up dressed in a way he only dreamed of. His eyes slits as they ran over your chest. His groins starting to harden, his hands quick to pull his sweatshirt over the protruding cocks. He felt his fangs digging into his bottom lip. The metallic taste it left was nothing to him as his starved eyes fed on your image. He would ingrain this imagine in his mind.
Your face slightly flushed as you could feel their gaze gnawing at your skin. You could feel the way Yoongi's pitchforked tongue ran across his bottom lip. The way Jungkook's knuckles tightened, the almost inaudible sound tickled your sensitive ears. Taehyung's scratching pencil against your ears distracting you from the hungry men. His sketching coming to an end as he made his pallet. His pit of brown for eyes wide as he concentrated on his mixing of paints.
You took a breath, Yoongi inching closer to you in your peripheral. "Yoon-" You began as he started to pivot the bed with his weighted hands. Jungkook's eyes harsh arrows as he watched the snake's moves very closely.
He bit his lip and rested his head on your shoulder in an exhausted manner. His head in the crook of your neck. He seemed drained physically and mentally. "Let me sit here for a bit."
You gave a look to Taehyung. "It's fine, I finished your right shoulder already."
Jungkook growled. "It's not fine."
Your eyes flashing to him. A slight smell of submissiveness seeped from you. Yoongi got the wafting smell hitting him straight in the face. His control starting to slightly lose itself as he licked your shoulder. "Why is not okay with you Jungkook?" He growled as his pitchforked tongue gave a hiss, his tongue lapping over you once more. His menacing aura putting you into submission, your ears back and tail tightening as you whimpered.
Jungkook's tongue swabbed the inside of his gums. "Because I'm not okay with it."
Yoongi gave a hiss as he started to lap at your neck. "Does it look like I care about whether you are okay with it or not?"
Taehyung set down his brush. "Yoongi..?" His eyebrows risen. The first time he as seen his hybrid react this way to anyone.
Jungkook growled. "She's mine."
"And even so you let some prissy bitch kick her to the curb while you were drunk off your ass. If it weren't for me someone would have done the unthinkable." Not only that but she has been mine longer than she has been yours. Yoongi pushed the thoughts from his mind as he gave Jungkook an icy glare. Taehyung tossed his brushes in his bucket and carefully removed the unfinished painting from the room before returning.
"Yoongi don't you think he doesn't already hate himself for letting that happen to her?" Taehyung sighed as he leaned in the doorframe. His eyes watching Jungkooks still dark form. His hair covering his eyes from showing any response to Yoongi's cutting words.
You shrank under the menacing auras from the two powerful males whom stood before you. Yoongi's reptilian side slipping out more than you had ever seen before. "Not as much as I hate him for letting it happen to her." He shot back.
Jungkook gave a growl. "Step away from her she's mine. M.i.n.e." Jungkook's whole aura changing. His eyes deep and dark, his front teeth canines, and his veins protruding from his neck. He was hybrid? You watched. No. He wasn't. But he wasn't entirely human for sure. Just what was he? Yoongi could sense it too as he gave a smirk and decided to test just how animal Jungkook really was and why was his inner animal triggered now out of all times.
Taehyung's eyes widened from the doorway as he watched his dear friend and boss show a side to him that not even he seemed to be very conscious about. Jungkook gave a growl, his eyes slightly crazed as he crawled under the bed. His animal took over, and he was driven by instinct. Yoongi hissed and shot venom Jungkook's way. Taehyung took a breath and closed the door as he left the room. He did not want to be caught between two territorial males and their muse. He would scold Yoongi tomorrow and make Jungkook pay for any repairs for anything they might end up destroying.
"Away from her," Yoongi warned.
"Make me." Jungkook huffed as he stripped down to his dress shirt and boxers. Yoongi having ripped his clothes off down to his briefs.
You whimpered in the presence of the snake and mystery animal which inhabited Jungkook. Your craved doe taking over. Both of your hands found themselves on their shoulders. Jungkook and Yoongi froze and their eyes gave you their undivided. "B-Both of you. Please, I want b-both of you."
Jungkook bit his lip and gave a nod. Yoongi turned his head away but gave a small hiss of approval. If he couldn't have all of you he was willing to take this.
Tearing the robe and panties from you Jungkook started to quickly lap at your core like a rabid dog. Your fingers tangling themselves in his hair. Your soft moans and groans music to Yoongi's ears as he slipped you on top of him. Jungkook's between your legs as your back lay on Yoongi's chest. "So cute." He hissed, his forked tongue kissing your ear lobe. "Too bad snakes like their bunnies immobile." He gave an evil grin before extending his fangs and driving them into your shoulder. You could feel his venom shoot into you, pleasure filling you but soon your body became to tingle like needles as you couldn't move as well. "Shh it won't make you sick, I gave you a controlled dose." He kissed your cheek before nodding off to Jungkook you quickly pulled a giant shaft from his boxers. The tip wet and throbbing. He gave a pout.
You opened your mouth for him which he quickly bucked into. His wide grith stretching your delicate mouth to it's fullest. Yoongi opened your legs, his eyes getting their own show as they concentrated on the way you swallowed more and more of Jungkook's cock. He pulled his cocks from his boxers and smacked the two of them against your oozing core.
Jungkook's remnant saliva serving as a lubricant for his cocks. He didn't dare to stretch you he wanted you to feel the stretch of his cocks. He wanted to rip your cunt and ass to leave you aching for his members. Smirking he rammed his cocks into you. You choked around Jungkook slightly as Yoongi spread your walls. Two cocks entering you left you nothing but a moaning mess. Your inner walls fighting to accompany the invading flesh attached to the reptilian god between your legs. "I want you to incubate my eggs can you do that for me? Be a good mommy to my little snake babies?"
Hearing the words drip from Yoongi's lips left you nothing but whining whore. "Y-Yes!!!"
"I think fucking not if anything she's going to mother my pups." Jungkook growled as he gave Yoongi a warning bite on his shoulder. Yoongi hissed back and ignored the threats given by Jungkook. However, Jungkook was not having such blatant defiance. It became clear to both you and Yoongi just what animal had been bred into Jungkook. The animal hiding between his genes. A wolf.
His inner wold angered Jungkook abanded your sore throat and grasped your leg from Yoongi, fighting his way for space Yoongi's cock still in your cunt you could feel Jungkook push his way into you. Two cocks in your cunt and another in your bum. You gave out a cry, your tiny form trying to accompany such an intrusion created by the two males.
"I'm going to fuck my pups into her so fucking good." He growled.
"Not before I slip my eggs into her." Yoongi growled.
The bed under the three of you creaking wildly as the wolf and snake raced their hips into you. An instinct-driven race for dominance took place as the two used you as their personal fleshlight. Large hands gripped into both your thighs as an abdomen slapped against each.
"Ready for my eggs little bunny?" Yoongi huffed as his hair stuck to his forehead.
"Gonna be a good mommy to my pups?" Jungkook snarled as he gave another warning bite ti Jungkook which was met with a poisonousJu bite from Yoongi. The two males bottomed out in unison as you walls were painted white with their semen.
"F-Fuck!!!" You groaned as you took in the sight of the man you lusted and the friend you held dear hunched over you with lewd euphoric expressions on their faces. Jungkook's inner wold leaving him as his human form reappeared. His hungry eyes leaving him as horrified ones took their place.
"W-What have I done?!" He croaked with slight tears pricking his eyes.
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let me start by saying miss Y/N needs to have a LONG RESTTT. I also love how quick she was to snap into action as soon as she became aware that someone was in need of aid.
"Weeell, good luck in here. I'm going home to my husband!" Well aren't you lucky Jeremy? 🥺���
"Shit. You serious?" "well, we have to treat everyone the same. despite, all that... we made a vow, right?" yes ma'am!!! I'm loving her professionalism and how she's immediately in the zone when things happen 🙌🏽
"Am I making you uncomfortable?" "Good" BAHAHHA I love her, she's got a spark to her and I am 100% her for it 🤣🙌🏽
"Well, my pager has been quiet. I think they're taking it easy on me today since its my fourth shift in a row" MA'AMMMM please you deserve a break!!!
"Listen ey, our brother is worried you will pay for something you had nothing to do with. you just got in the middle of a big dog's fight" "he doesn't want you dead, you saved him" I mean that is kinda thoughtful of Tommy...I am minorly shocked to be honest 🥺🤣
oh poor Y/N getting caught up in all this grown men fighting over fuck knows what stuff. I have a feeling now she's encountered the shelbys, she's not going to be able to get away from them easily 🤣 I am going to read the next chapter now but I am super hooked on this. intrigued as to where it will lead.
Best Aid - Part One
Modern Tommy Shelby x Reader - Masterlist
Summary:you are a young doctor in Birmingham. After a crazy incident, Thomas Shelby shows up at your hospital. You don't know much about the man everyone seems to fear, but you definitely will.
Warning: Swearing, surgery, mention of blood, violence
A/N: i don't know if i will continue this... comment and interact, tell me what you think! it means a looot thank you very much
English is my second language so I apologize in advance for the grammar mistakes.
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It was already mid-morning. You looked at your watch for the tenth time in less than a minute. Your shift seemed to last forever. Which was very strange since it was a full moon night, and it was common for doctors and nurses to joke that on a full moon things got so crazy that a werewolf could easily walk through the door.
"coffee?" Jeremy, one of the nurses on duty with you asked.
"Yes, please! Things are so slow," you complained, and he laughed
"You're the only one who complains about that," he said, handing you the horribly strong coffee
"Jesus, are you trying to kill me?" you asked, giving the coffee back to him while making a face "this is poison, not coffee," he laughed
"The stronger, the better," he said, and you shook your head in disapproval.
"He definitely doesn't know how to make coffee. haven't you learned yet, y/n?" Lauren, a nurse for years at this hospital, spoke, leaning on the counter in front of you.
"yeah, lack of sleep makes you forget stuff," you said
"Go rest. we hold the ends here," she suggested, and you smiled considering her proposal.
You were new to the hospital, new to medicine in general. you had just finished your residency program in London and because of your mother's failing health, you decided to return to Birmingham and help your brothers and sisters to take care of her.
It had been less than two months since you had been accepted as an emergency and surgery doctor. being a rookie, all the night shifts on weekends were yours. at the end of that shift, it will be 36 hours since you haven't entered your house and you would still have to do the day shift before you go.
Looking around you saw how empty the emergency room was. two people arrived earlier, a teenager with an alcoholic coma and a child with rotavirus. two classics.
"Well, I think I'll accept this proposal and I'll take a nap. Call me as soon as someone walks through that door" you said getting up.
"Sure thing," they said.
Jeremy propped his feet up on the counter and grabbed his cell phone to watch something and Lauren rolled her eyes sitting next to him and opening her book.
You've decided to get the patient's parameters before going to bed. Make sure they were stable.
both of them seemed fine, while you wrote down the parameters in your tablet's system the doors to the emergency center opened
"I need some bloody fucking help here!" a man with a mustache and a strong accent yelled.
You left your tablet on an empty bed and ran outside. Jeremy ran after you pushing a stretcher.
Outside you came face to face with a black BMW X3 and inside it, in the back seat, a man was unconscious. You got partially into the car trying to have the best access to analyze the man
"What happened?" you asked one of the two men who were with him.
"Just bloody fix him, alright?" the other man spoke nervously
from the quick analysis, you assumed he had taken a beating, but you didn't know the extent of the damage. on the stethoscope, the lung and heart appeared clean and functioning normally. His heart rate was a little faster than normal, perhaps because of the bleeding
"Hey, can you hear me?" you asked the man in an attempt to get attention, trying to gauge where he was on the Glasglow coma scale.
With your flashlight, you quickly assessed his neurological status and noticed that the pupils were not reactive. He was a 3, with no eye response, no motor response, and no verbal response.
"Okay, let's get him inside and straight to CT," you said getting out of the car and hanging your stethoscope around your neck again. Jeremy moved to put him on the stretcher "the pupils are not responsive. lungs clear. heart beating fast, but it could be due to the bleeding" you were talking to Lauren, who had the tablet in her hand filling out his form "what is your name?" you asked the two men.
"Arthur, this is John," the man who came through the door shouting said "that's our brother Tommy" you nodded.
"I need you to pass your social data to her," you said indicating to Lauren, and walked into the hospital, Jeremy already in front of you.
In CT you saw intense bleeding caused by trauma, causing compression of the third cranial nerve and the upper brain stem. hence the pupils and the loss of consciousness. Now you were worried, the bleeding was extensive and looked bad.
"Ok, we need to act fast. Prep an OR. We don't know how long he's been like this" you said leaving the cabin and going to get ready for surgery.
you are not a neurosurgeon, but intracranial pressure reduction is a simple procedure and necessary until a real evaluation by the neurologist.
The surgery went well. the blood inside the skull was drained, relieving the pressure and you directed him to the ICU, for better follow-up.
After him, cases didn't stop coming in and you didn't stop for a minute.
you looked at the clock on your wrist as you bandaged a man who had been stabbed in the arm, you were glad that it was already eight o'clock and the number of staff was returning to normal so you could take thirty minutes just to lie down and put your legs up.
"We survived another apocalypse," Jeremy said stopping beside you and you smiled
"yeah, lucky us," you said tiredly
"Weeell, good luck in here. I'm going home to my husband!" he said
"thank you, I've never been so jealous of you," you said jokingly and he walked away with a huge smile.
The residents arrived and you gave them the night's cases. you encouraged them to think logically and critically. dividing them into groups so that each one stayed with a patient, studying the case and what could have been done differently while new cases did not emerge.
Few residents were interested in trauma, and they gradually dispersed to other areas throughout the day, but when they arrived they always looked for trauma because it was the only busy place in the hospital.
Two residents stuck with you all day, shadowing you. Their names are Davi and Megan. Both are desperate for knowledge.
"I have a special case for you," you said handing the tablet to them "A beaten man arrives without much information about what happened. What do you do?" you asked, as you walked down the hall
"the Glasgow thing," Davi said and you smiled and nodded
"Score 3 on the Glasgow thing," you said imitating him
"Shit... hm" he stopped thoughtfully "how long was he unconscious?"
"Don't know, he arrived unconscious" you replied "his brothers did not give much information"
"CT scan or X-ray" Megan added and he nodded supporting her answer
"Good. You see extensive intracranial bleeding" you said
"Surgery," the two said together and you nodded opening the door in front of you
"Look who's awake," you said smiling.
The blacked out man from the night before was now looking and talking to his brothers who were sitting on the small sofa next to the bed.
"How are you feeling?" You asked, standing at the foot of his bed while Megan and David prowled around him and examined him.
"Well... better than I look" he replied looking strangely at his residents.
"They're just checking your parameters" you explained
"Can I smoke?" he asked
"No you can't. Not here" you replied
"Can he drink?" one of the brothers asked
"John, right?" he nodded "no, he can't" you replied
"You just as good as dead, brother," Arthur said and you frowned.
Megan handed over the tablet to you with all the information. everything was normal.
"Do you have any questions?" you asked your residents
"When can I get out of here?" Thomas asked
"When will he get out?" you asked the two next to you
"Depends on your response to post-surgery," Davi said sounding a little unsure, and you nodded "could be in a day or two, or a week"
"I'll stay a day," he said
"hm, we recomment you follow our order and stay for as long as it’s necessary, but you do have your choices" you exhaled "ok, so... No questions to the patient kids?" they were silent, which you thought was strange, but you continued "did you feel any dizziness, shortness of breath, or sudden tiredness?" he shook his head "nausea?" same response "did you try to stand up?" he denied again "good, don't try yet. pee in the potty" you took the potty and put it on the bed "Need anything you press the button. If you feel anything different, press the button. Okay?" he nodded and you left the room
"Is that really Thomas Shelby?" Davi asked, surprising you
"Who?" you asked confused
"You don't know him?" Megan asked "working-class man, now one of the richest around? been on the media before being suspected of multiple crimes" she said as she was telling you a dirty secret
"Shit. You serious?" you asked and she nodded "well, we have to treat everyone the same. despite, all that... we made a vow, right?" they nodded
"I won't go in there alone," Davi said and you smiled "he scares the shit out of me"
"But he's hot," Megan said and you rolled your eyes
"Why don't you guys go scrub in some surgery, hm? we are done here" you said and they walked away.
Lying on the bed in the staff room, you felt exhausted.
Picking up your cell phone you did what anyone would do, googled Thomas Shelby. being surprised and intrigued by what you saw.
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After sleeping for a few hours, you went on with your rounds. Lunch was being served and as you passed by Shelby's room you noticed the food was still outside.
"Why is this here?" you asked the nurse passing by
"No one wants to get in there. He's rude," she answered honestly and walked away.
You rolled your eyes and took a deep breath. picking up the platter with the food and walking into the room. He was alone now and his eyes opened when you walked in.
"Sorry, didn't mean to wake you," you said
"Wasn't sleeping" he replied
"Good, here is some delicious food for you. Try not to puke" you said putting it in front of him and he smiled
"Looks good," he said "why are you bringing me this? Don't you have nurses for this?"
"We do, but people don't seem to want to get in here. For some reason you scare them" you said, looking at the monitor.
"But not you?" he asked
"Well, I just opened your head. What color was your urine?" you asked and he smiled
"Yellow?" he replied uncomfortably
"Too yellow?" you asked enjoying seeing him cringe
"I guess" he replied
"Was it a lot to urine or a little?"
"Normal...?"
"Poop?"
"No" he replied embarrassed taking the food in front of him
"Am I making you uncomfortable?" you joked and he didn't answer "Good" you smiled "The neurologist was here earlier to test you right?"
"he was" he replied "Am I in trouble?"
"No, all looks good. We acted fast so you won’t have any long lasting symptoms. Maybe you will feel some signs of a light concussion for a few days" you replied "no nausea right?"
"No, I feel good. ready for another one" he said
"Yeah...don't," you said and he smiled
"Hey, can you take me outside for a smoke?" he asked
"You shouldn't smoke, but yes I can. Let me just grab the wheelchair" you said leaving the room.
When you came back he had only eaten the jello and the apple
"Not hungry?" you asked stopping with the chair next to him
"Chicken is disgusting," he said and you smiled
"Okay, let's go?"
He nodded and you helped him up. as he stood up his body softened and he looked like he was going to faint, but he leaned on the bed and with your help he sat down in the chair. You took your flashlight and looked into his eyes, both reacted normally.
"What are you feeling?" you asked crouching in front of him
"The things you’ve been insisting on. Nausea and dizziness" he replied and took a deep breath "fuck" he muttered as he rubbed his face
You got some water and a sickness pill and handed it to him. When he said he was better you pushed him out of the room and into the area outside the hospital.
The hospital had a very pleasant green area for patients and visitors. You sat on a concrete bench in front of him and took a deep breath enjoying the outside air as he lit his cigarette.
"Aren't you supposed to be doing what doctors do?" he asked and you smiled
"Well, my pager has been quiet. I think they're taking it easy on me today since its my fourth shift in a row" you replied "and if you were nicer to the nurses they would have brought you here sooner"
"If I was nicer to people I would be here more often" he replied
"Maybe, maybe not... who knows" you shrugged
"You're new here aren't you?" he asked and you nodded "yeah...last time I was here a hairy man took care of me" you laughed
"Well I don't know any hairy man," you said amused
"yeah... He was fired," he said
"Why?" you asked confused
"He... I don't know" he said as if he had changed his mind mid-sentence.
"You do, you just don't want to tell me," you said and he shook his head "ok..." Your pager beeped and you looked at it "oh no. I have to go" looking around you took the first nurse that passed in front of you "he won't do you any harm, just take him to his room when he's done" you said taking her to him "be nice" you warned him and ran away
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As your final act, you only had to pass the shift to the next doctor, telling him about the new patients and everything that had happened. Once that was done you changed into your normal clothes.
Walking out of the hospital you passed in front of Thomas' room and saw that there was a man inside with him. Looking at your watch, it was almost eight and visiting hours were over.
Opening the door you entered "ey, Visiting hours are over. I'm afraid I'll have to ask you to leave"
"Who the fuck are you?" the man standing asked rudely
"I'm his doctor," you said not liking the man’s tone
"It's ok, y/n. Just go" Thomas said but you frowned
"The hospital have rules. You can come see him in the morning. If you don't leave now I'll call security," you said and the man laughed
"Don't bother" he said and left the room staring at you as he walked through the door
"Shouldn't have done that" Thomas said
"It's my job. You can't have people here after visiting hours for a reason" you said
"He is not my visitor," he said
"What is he then?" you asked and he looked at the window ignoring your question "fine. just don't do it again" you turned to leave
"Does your house have security?" he asked
"what?" you asked confused looking at him
"That man did this" he pointed at himself "Do your house have security?" he asked and you frowned
"I guess" you replied and he smirked
"You guess?" he asked "My brothers are outside. Ask them to drive you to your home and tell them to check it"
"Is it necessary?" you asked nervously
"Look at me and tell me what you think" he said
"But I did nothing!" you spoke
"Maybe...better safe than sorrow right?" he said and you looked confused at him "just do it"
You left the hospital, deciding to ignore the Shelby request. You did nothing wrong. You had no relation with them. There was no reason for you to be afraid.
To your surprise, Arthur was waiting for you by your car. he smiled as you approached.
"Thomas called," he said, "should we go in our car or yours?"
"How do you know that's my car?" You asked
"It's easy to find out anything about people these days," he said "if you want we can meet you at your house?"
"Do you know where I live?" you asked worried and he nodded "I don't like this. How can I be sure that at the moment I get inside my car you won't kill me?" he laughed
"Listen ey, our brother is worried you will pay for something you had nothing to do with. you just got in the middle of a big dog's fight" he said "he doesn't want you dead, you saved him" you continued in silence, thinking "we will just go there and see if there are cameras and things in your apartment. If you say no we will go anyways... we will only have more trouble getting in"
"Ok," you said feeling without much option "I'll go in my car and you will go in yours"
"Sounds good," he said and walked away
In your apartment building, you let him in. he walked around and broke into the security room
"I'll get evicted after this," you said and he laughed
"No you won't" he replied "Cameras are working," he said after being inside for a few minutes "you should be fine"
"Thanks?" you said "can I ask why? What did I do?"
"Well you saved his life and you told the man who tried to take it that you saved his life... Did you also threaten him with security? how cute" He said
"That doesn't soud so bad" you spoke
"Yeah… but like I said you got in the middle of a big dog fight. Things are heated up right now. Anything can become a motive" he said, and said goodbye to you.
He left and you went up to your apartment, feeling very confused. Could it be the lack of sleep making you hallucinate? before you could take a shower you were sleeping.
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