#WHEN WILL IT FUCKING END

[fortunatefires]

After the death of Aaron Bushnell I can't stop thinking about the quote "Revolutionary suicide does not mean that I and my comrades have a death wish; it means just the opposite. we have such a strong desire to live with hope and human dignity that existence without them is impossible."

[cedarspiced]

reading the new lease form and rent has gone up to $1800 and that's not including any utilities at all

[r0ttingmagg0ts]

fucking hell

starting over yet again

i’m 22 now why am i still struggling w/this

what the hell is wrong with me

why do i keep giving in

why does the blood make me feel better

[girlyteengirl16]

i love winter bc it gives me an excuse to cover up my arms

[ravingrackoon]

Hours since last cry: 2 0

[rhineposting]

"WHY HELLO THERE, OLD SPORT! "

Or, in other words, rhineposting is posting anything but rhinedottir once more.

[leighsartworks216]

I wish i was exaggerating at all when i say i have been up 30 minutes and i have just had to block over 200 bots who followed me

[cuddlecave]

*in a sing-song voice, while blocking/reporting yet another bot*

you're not a real person~

you can fuck right off~

[catgirlxox]

me when I read another post repeating the exact same bad takes that they got from another person with the same bad opinions 

[kyonite]

I'm rly worried about Copy, he's not eating as much and he's been pretty lethargic the last few days. I tried to tempt him with wet food and he still won't go for it, and he refuses to bat at his favorite toy,,,,

I managed to make a vet appointment for tomorrow morning but I'm just rly nervous this feels like what happened to Pixel but it cannot possibly be. It cannot. But I'm still worried about it like what if it is.

[yaoitrenchwarfare]

if you’re either a.) the mother fucker that totaled my car and ran away or b.) literally any police officer in my state: go die in a hole. now.

[bridge-angel-bug]

it's 4 in the morning and we have to leave by 10

I've watched you be pulled taut into a string at its breaking point and strummed over and over

its ghastly song will never end

i can't make myself feel sympathy for you even though I see what brought you to this point

because it keeps piercing my eardrums and you're hurting me

you're hurting me and I can't help you

[xoadoratio]

just remembered that school exists

[iceicewifey]

12 bots blocked across 4 blogs this morning i am so tired.

[clownboybebop]

if you’re ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!

1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasn’t any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.

2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what they’re breaking down. It’s just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they don’t know what they’re deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.

3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes

it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didn’t rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.

It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.

so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesn’t seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didn’t rot. so you never know! you never know

[nimthirielrinon]

Fuck. That.

...WUT??