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butchlifeguard · 1 year ago

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wait is that what i look like.

#im not looking at myself i saw a video by a Long Hair Youtube Channel #IF I GROW MY HAIR OUT TO MY ASS WILL I ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE A COLONIAL WILLIAMSBURG WMPLOYEE...#WHAT IF I DONT WANT TO ☹️#tomorrow im learning how to do the masc lesbian high bun i cant take it #im gonna be fr my hair got caught on my shirt when i was taking it off and briefly experienced what id look like with shoulder length hair.#OK when they tell me im vice president tomorrow ill start planning locks of love drive for after new years #WONTTT admit that the prez is lowkey gongeous but i remember when she had shorter hair #it was nice #edit i need to say more aren lore sorry guys #when she had shorter hair was when we were both in elementary school student council btw 😭#the cycles and such

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anonymouscheeses · 7 months ago

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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

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babbimetal · 9 months ago

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MOMOKO SINGING LEAD VOCALS FOR META TARO AT LEGEND MM - NIGHT 21 (DAY 2)🍑

#Y'ALL I FELL ASLEEP AND MISSED NIGHT 21 BOOOOO #MOMOKO SAID IN AN INTERVIEW SHE WANTED TO PERFORM META TARO....AND LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED #HER VOICE☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️💔💔💔#THIS IS CRAAAZY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT MOMO SINGING THE FIRST HALF OF A SONG THAT ISNT RELATED TO HEADBANGER ?????#SHE SANG MOAS LINE AND YUIS OLD LINE WHAT IF I CRIIEED #PS THE SETLIST IN GENERAL IS INSANE WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE GOT ELEVATOR GIRL AND YAVA BACK??? ARKADIA BITCH??#ANND WE GOT BRAND NEW DAY BELIEVING ANDD STARLIGHT?? DONT PISS ME OFFF #LEGEND MM GOING DOWN IN THE HISTORY BOOKS MARK MY WORDS #INSANE 2-NIGHT SETLISTS INSANITY #SIDE NOTE LOOK AT HOW PINK THE CROWD IS SNSD GET UP FROM THE FLOOOR #babymetal #sumetal #moametal #momokometal #momometal #legend mm

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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i cant fully control my emotions during a breakdown and then i come out of it and im like oh fuck........ ._.

#bpd #like i dont mean to hurt anyone else with having my breakdown on my vent blog on tumblr...#like the stuff i say isnt aimed at anyone in particular #and it's abt MY feelings which are so confusing i get a headache #my thoughts is my enemy and im such a broken and confused little girl inside fr T-T #but like yeah im sorry for upsetting ppl???#but really i feel so suffocated bc im constantly terrified of saying smth that will upset this or that person #or reblogging the wrong thing and making someone im attached to hate me #like idk.... genuinely my blog is supposed to be a vessel? a tool? smth for me to be able to put my emotions and thoughts down #and try to make sense of them. even when i cant. it really only concerns me. i dont mean to attack or hurt anyone else :/#but i mean i really shouldnt and i shouldve learned this lesson so long ago....#being confused and broken and mentally ill and not knowing or understanding things and being messy and #saying the wrong things or phrasing it incorrectly or anything like that #or like sometimes i have one thought tied to a certain emotion but it's only there in that moment #like when i feel so lonely i could die.. yes i do have kidnapping fantasies. bc i dont.: whatever i dont owe anyone a psychoanalys of mysel #but that doesnt mean i want want to be kidnapped by a stranger who doesnt care abt me... i know that would be awful and traumatizing and no #what i *want*. bc what i desire is love #but like i feel so much pain and just venting abt it or reblogging a post helps me solidify my overwhelming emotions #idk what to say like..... ☹️☹️☹️☹️#i cant even fucking blog or do tumblr right im worthless. and yeah i know i have a victim complex.. sorry 🥲#hmmm. yeah idk what to say like when i have breakdowns i have to get myself thru them without any support #and i dont mean that to attack anyone else.: we're all alone i know.#but idk how to deal w it so i just type it out. its not to attack anyone else its to try to make sense of my emptions i dont understand ☹️#anyway.. maybe i should just accept that im too fucked up and too contradictory for anyone to actually like me #there will always be smth that will make everyone not like me anymore. thats that.#thank u for the time u do give me tho i always appreciate thay #and im sorry i really truly dont want to hurt anyone else #i just dont have .. idk it doesnt matter im sorry for what its worth and if anyone even reads this #i hope not bc i dont want anyone to perceive me and stuff like i dont wanna exist to anyone #and im not on tumblr or post stuff for attention. im just in pain and have nowehrre to put it. im sorry if im lashinf out and hurting other

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laurmaus · 8 months ago

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another one +uncolored ver (can u tell i skipped school today

#i feel like it kind of looks better uncolored idk i think it's the eyes #laurmau #aphmau #mcd #minecraft diaries #i b on that danny gonzalez grind im CONSTANTLY rewatching his stuff im so serioud #i had this phase back in like december january i forgot where i literally binge watched like at least 12 of his vids a day Idk what i was d #ing like girl STUDY FOR YOUR SATS #hashtag Laurmau forever Idgaf (i've been avoiding continuing my mcd rewatchbc the next episode has aaron in the thumbnail(im really scared😭#I WILL FINISH YOU #Garroth soon contrary to popular belief i am a big Garroth fan too hes just kind of been irrelevant in mcd lately like come back......#I LIKE HIM KN THE SIDE STORIES THOUGH idk how i feel about my street but i Just started so we will see #o dont likr what jess is doing to him and laurance why are they crazy creeps☹️my daughters....#ummm what else omg i want to animate the nicole audio video thing that post is SO FUNNY literally live changing imma do that tmrw maybe umm #big emphasis on the Maybe😅😅😅i am a junior in high school #Hopefully ugghhhhh GET ME OUT!!!!#laurance zvahl #aphmau mcd #laurance mcd #awesome #also omg #thank u all for being nice tome on that laurance design it made me so happy like samn people rlly still care abt mcd😭😭(Positive

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kirkwallguy · 2 months ago

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keep telling myself i can't afford to spend £40 on bg3 while unemployed + knowing ill probably buy veilguard next month. but then i see a high quality screenshot of gale and im torn again

#hes so cute ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#tbh maybe i need to re-evaluate because from what ive seen so far im just straight up not going to enjoy veilguard #but from what i managed of bg3 i WAS having fun. i still prefer the original games but ive played them so many times and sometimes #i want a game with stronger social mechanics which the originals dont have 😔 no unmodded gay romance either

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jrueships · 4 months ago

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here's what i could find on the situation ..

#the only posts are from this guy #from what i can tell the girls Are in college but their ages are not known. the poster doesnt have a certain number either #but that doesnt clear him of possible gr**ming or still being a potential *#☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#and hes trying to make them go to indiana like why tf would anyone want to go there #if anyone knows more abt this pls tell me yall #i dont follow edey in college or now and i was just planning to since hes on my team #but i always liked hearing his name bcs he would be great asian rep in the league (ik hes biracial but still)#the guy who posted this said he got the qrt from the boyfriend of the girl #and said an age range but not sure #the poster did not like zach b4 this and continues not to like him after #(talking abt his stats but not mentioning anything else abt this)#are there anymore posts im missing???#it's crazy theres just two from the same source and never again but athletes do have a power against ordinary ppl #smthing couldve been signed or smthing #and contained the situation immediately #.. but idk #from what i can tell all girls are in college but the ages are not confirmed #pls if anyone knows anything more abt this let me know...#i just wanted gg to have a friend tbh :( ill just stick with my wemby gg propaganda then

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aropride · 4 months ago

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my chest hurts qnd i have to do this stupid fucking assignment. Pray for me

#text #its like on the left like. heart pain basically but this is so common for me its more annoying than scary #just hurts a lot ☹️#Also idk what to paint for my watercolor class #she says it should be a) mainly watercolor #b) from observation and c) incorporate a landscape or natural objects #but all 3 of those rules are loose #i rly dont know what i should do im so sick of painting landscapes honest to god #but i JUST did another top down perspective found object collection #so. idk #i might paint my docs. ive been meaning to i really love them and i think the highlights would be fun #i also have like glitter acrylic paint i want to use #but i dont have a solid enough dedicated idea #id be able to fo this much easier if i was PN MY FUCKING CONCERTS

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brainrot-stitch · 4 months ago

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Yall jesus camp DOES something 2 a man

#i am so much more confident rn than i have been in the past who knows how many years what the fuck.#ALSO!!!! ALSO also also°!!!!!#good chance im gona b going to the gym......#i originally wanted to go to lose weight but honestly now i just wanna get buff #i NEED to build my upper body strength especially bro i cant be fat AND weak😭😭😭😭 pick a struggle #anyways WOOO i dont hate my body rn!!! i am feeling good!!! ive been wearing short sleeves AND shorts!!!!!!#i still draw the line at sleeveless tho☹️#BUT its improvement!!!

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calbeloved · 1 month ago

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milo :((((( i can't even put it into words he's just :((

#hes arguing with barbara again :(((#“what do you want me to say?!” “I DONT KNOW BARBARA I DONT KNOW!” okay im going to cry how about that #hes so ☹️☹️☹️#calosni

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ladejemonadee · 4 months ago

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i feel so stressed out and guilty and scared at the same time that it’s genuinely making me want to throw up what the fuck

#bro i cant even think straigjt rn im actually shaking #venting on lade because one of my friends isn’t feeling good and i dont want to overwhelm them / make them feel worse #<- a part of me is worried that im the reason they’re upset but idk how to apologize because what if they think im trying to guilt trip #or smth ☹️☹️#jade it was ONE VAGUEPOST relax girl #if this whole week is going to be like this im going to riot

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gorillaxyz · 1 month ago

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☹️ crying on a cat is very soothing especially when it doesnt piss them off and make them leave

#txt #you get a lot of fur in your mouth #my sister thought itd be funny to touch me when i had my headphones in drawing. even though she KNOWS i HATE being touched when i #dont expect it #i tolf her not to do it again but she got pissed off at me #and then i cried on oliver ☹️#i wish she understood it makes me want to rip my skin off and completely ruins my mood no matter what #sigh

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electricpurrs · 1 year ago

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terrible result of me being kinda unhappy with my name and wanting to choose a new name is that now anytime i see a person or a character with a slightly cool name i have to fight the impulse to want to name myself that. what if i named myself juice

#i have absolutely no idea of what im looking for in a new name so im kinda just considering anything #i want something that sounds fun and cool.#but i also want something i can identify with #and i still need to consider the fact that i need to choose an actual normal human name if i want to transition in real life #so as much as i would love to take a silly internet nickname i keep feeling like i should choose a ''real'' name #but i dont really LIKE any real names i can think of #none of them sound very right much less any brazilian names. just dont feel like me #so idk.... ☹️

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bunnihearted · 2 months ago

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