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butchlifeguard · 1 year ago

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wait is that what i look like.

#im not looking at myself i saw a video by a Long Hair Youtube Channel #IF I GROW MY HAIR OUT TO MY ASS WILL I ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE A COLONIAL WILLIAMSBURG WMPLOYEE...#WHAT IF I DONT WANT TO ☹️#tomorrow im learning how to do the masc lesbian high bun i cant take it #im gonna be fr my hair got caught on my shirt when i was taking it off and briefly experienced what id look like with shoulder length hair.#OK when they tell me im vice president tomorrow ill start planning locks of love drive for after new years #WONTTT admit that the prez is lowkey gongeous but i remember when she had shorter hair #it was nice #edit i need to say more aren lore sorry guys #when she had shorter hair was when we were both in elementary school student council btw 😭#the cycles and such

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anonymouscheeses · 9 months ago

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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

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neurodivergent-willow · 7 days ago

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Recently i had a situation with the police where they ended up handcuffing and restraining me

And thats really scary to think about, that if i have no adult with me whilst i leave my house situations like that can and will happen because i am low masking nonverbal and prone to meltdowns,

just my normal just my me can end up in being handcuffed and restrained, im not in any crisis or anything, this is who i naturally am and if i have no adult with me im so venerable i can end in being handcuffed?

This makes me so scared

Im a 14 year old girl who had a teddy and they treated me like a criminal, just after they had put on a youtube video for toddlers on.

Am i a criminal or an incompetent teenager with the mind of a toddler or am i mentally ill person? For just existing as a nonverbal higher support needs person

They took me being unable to talk and communicate as me not engaging and resisting support, so scary to happen and so scary to think how easily it can happen again

Such a big realisation moment of what can happen if i have no adult with me outside helping me

#still have bruses from being handcuffed and i dont know how to fully feel about it yet #pretty sure they didnt follow protocol for one part too #just so scary to think about #im not a criminal or mentally ill why do i keep ending up in situations with police☹️#nearly was sectioned and taken to the station or hospital #which is terrifying #so scary to think what could have happened #but my mum came and i went home #so very glad for that #so fuck you btw if you want no training for autism for police #because clearly its not for you and i hate you #tw police #tw swear

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babbimetal · 11 months ago

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MOMOKO SINGING LEAD VOCALS FOR META TARO AT LEGEND MM - NIGHT 21 (DAY 2)🍑

#Y'ALL I FELL ASLEEP AND MISSED NIGHT 21 BOOOOO #MOMOKO SAID IN AN INTERVIEW SHE WANTED TO PERFORM META TARO....AND LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED #HER VOICE☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️💔💔💔#THIS IS CRAAAZY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT MOMO SINGING THE FIRST HALF OF A SONG THAT ISNT RELATED TO HEADBANGER ?????#SHE SANG MOAS LINE AND YUIS OLD LINE WHAT IF I CRIIEED #PS THE SETLIST IN GENERAL IS INSANE WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE GOT ELEVATOR GIRL AND YAVA BACK??? ARKADIA BITCH??#ANND WE GOT BRAND NEW DAY BELIEVING ANDD STARLIGHT?? DONT PISS ME OFFF #LEGEND MM GOING DOWN IN THE HISTORY BOOKS MARK MY WORDS #INSANE 2-NIGHT SETLISTS INSANITY #SIDE NOTE LOOK AT HOW PINK THE CROWD IS SNSD GET UP FROM THE FLOOOR #babymetal #sumetal #moametal #momokometal #momometal #legend mm

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cherrycuttles · 2 months ago

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haii.. thinking ‘bout them again [cute]

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doggolol · 3 months ago

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(tbhk chapter 118/120 spoilers)

OKAY.

OKAYYYYY ???????

THAT’S ENOUGH AIDAIRO 😭😭

#actually losing my mind rn dont talk to me #THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO READING BEFORE GOING TO BED IM ☹️☹️#the way kou fulfilled his promise of dying so he and mitsuba could be together forever and wanting to go so he wouldnt be alone #AND THE WAY THE SOULS WARNING THEM HAD BUBBLES BC THEY WERE SACRIFICED IN THE WELL AND WHAT TERU AND AKANE SAW WAS MOST LIKELY KOU AND #MITSUBA’S BODIES #I’m gonna be sick #so will teru after he has a major crisis over supernaturals and technically exorcising his brother /j /lh #IM SORRY #the mood needs to be lightened today skdkskd #on a semi sidenote aida why did u have to make the most breathtaking panel of the chapter the most heartbreaking one #kou’s expression actually pains me but its so well drawn 😭#btw thanks for making the chapter release art contrasting the tone of the said chapter SKDKSKDKDK #teru minamoto #kou minamoto #sousuke mitsuba #toilet bound hanako kun #tbhk #doggo rambles

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holybagelsstuff · 10 days ago

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Y'all ever hate yourself so much you start inflicting your hate on others (in your head only) and blame them for what is your own problem and imagine them being guilty about disappointing you

#it's not the right thing to do ik #but i guess i cant help being selfish from time to time #selfish and self-insecure #i tell myself that other people dont have to do what i want them to and yet i still ask myself why wont they listen to me #im terrible like that... ☹️#late night thoughts #personal

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javierduffy · 1 month ago

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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….

#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped #ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable #i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will #never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt #which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm #i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas #usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about #javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3 #i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial #response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely #all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re #minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from #the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry #idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters #rdr2 #image #hero's talking to himself again #hero’s kieran #hero’s javier #hero’s javieran #just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag #javieran #as normal though

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laurmaus · 11 months ago

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another one +uncolored ver (can u tell i skipped school today

#i feel like it kind of looks better uncolored idk i think it's the eyes #laurmau #aphmau #mcd #minecraft diaries #i b on that danny gonzalez grind im CONSTANTLY rewatching his stuff im so serioud #i had this phase back in like december january i forgot where i literally binge watched like at least 12 of his vids a day Idk what i was d #ing like girl STUDY FOR YOUR SATS #hashtag Laurmau forever Idgaf (i've been avoiding continuing my mcd rewatchbc the next episode has aaron in the thumbnail(im really scared😭#I WILL FINISH YOU #Garroth soon contrary to popular belief i am a big Garroth fan too hes just kind of been irrelevant in mcd lately like come back......#I LIKE HIM KN THE SIDE STORIES THOUGH idk how i feel about my street but i Just started so we will see #o dont likr what jess is doing to him and laurance why are they crazy creeps☹️my daughters....#ummm what else omg i want to animate the nicole audio video thing that post is SO FUNNY literally live changing imma do that tmrw maybe umm #big emphasis on the Maybe😅😅😅i am a junior in high school #Hopefully ugghhhhh GET ME OUT!!!!#laurance zvahl #aphmau mcd #laurance mcd #awesome #also omg #thank u all for being nice tome on that laurance design it made me so happy like samn people rlly still care abt mcd😭😭(Positive

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kirkwallguy · 5 months ago

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keep telling myself i can't afford to spend £40 on bg3 while unemployed + knowing ill probably buy veilguard next month. but then i see a high quality screenshot of gale and im torn again

#hes so cute ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#tbh maybe i need to re-evaluate because from what ive seen so far im just straight up not going to enjoy veilguard #but from what i managed of bg3 i WAS having fun. i still prefer the original games but ive played them so many times and sometimes #i want a game with stronger social mechanics which the originals dont have 😔 no unmodded gay romance either

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jrueships · 7 months ago

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