#WE COULD HAVE KISSED HER AHHH AHHHHHHHH

[belasfavkitten]

HELP WHAT IM CRYING WHAT THE FUCK THE WAY HER FACE CHANGES-😭 MY POOR DONNA FUCK YOU MC WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE BE SUCH A CHICKEN SCAREDY CAT FUCK YOU

[rainbow-string-tied-me-to-you]

Lyrics from 1989TV Vault that made me feel insane

Aquamarine, moonlit swimming pool/What if all I need is you? (The "Need" usage in 1989tv is gonna kill me, I swear)

Love thorns all over this rose/I’ll pay the price, you won't (DOUBLE STANDARDS AHHHHHHHHHHH)

And if they call me a slut/You know it might be worth it for once (STOP! STOP RIGHT NOW, TAYLOR MOTHER FREAKING SWIFT)

Everyone wants him, that was my crime (GOLD RUSH AHHHHH)

In a world of boys, he's a gentleman (YEAH, HE IS. THAT'S MY BOY. Also, Taylor can never drag Harry without saying something nice first lmao)

I've known it from the very start/We’re a shot in the darkest dark (HELLO, GETAWAY CAR???)

I’m standin' on a tightrope alone/I hold my breath a little bit longer (Not the mirrorball reference)

'Cause you kiss mе and it stops time/And I'm yours, but you're not mine (KILLED ME, I'M DEAD ON THE FLOOR)

I'm tryna see the cards that you won't show/I'm about to fold unless you (FINE LINE REFERENCE AHHH)

I said, "I love you" (I said, "I love you")/You say nothing back (HARRY FREAKING STYLES, YOU MASSIVE DONUT)

You went to a party/I heard from everybody/You part the crowd like the Red Sea (She said "Moses")

Remind myself the morе I gave, you'd want me less (STOP, I'M ALREADY DEAD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

I cannot bе your friend, so I pay the price of what I lost/And what it cost, now that we don't talk (To be so lonely parallelssjnckjsdbnjsd)

What do you tell your friends we/Shared dinners, long weekends with? (REMINDED ME OF CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS' "How evergreen our group of friends/Don't think we'll ever say that word again")

I don't have to pretend I like acid rock/Or that I'd like to be on a mega yacht/With important men who think important thoughts (YACHT GATE)

You had people who called you on unmarked numbers/In my peripheral vision/I let it slide like a hose on a slippery plastic summer (HARRY YOU SON OF A BTCH!!! Also, reminded me of that scene from blank space mv)

You were so magnetic it was almost obnoxious (GORGEOUS AND GOLD RUSH PARALLELS)

When you hold me, it holds me together/And you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever (Wtf Taylor?? 😭😭😭)

I had the fantasy that maybe our mismatched star signs/Would surprise the whole school/When I ended up back at our class reunion/Walkin' in with you (AhHhHhHhHhHhHh there's still time please 😭😭😭 Also, someday parallels with the lyrics "Someday maybe when we're old and gray/We could be in love once more/'Til then I won't give my love away/Darling, I'm forever only yours) I broke my own heart 'cause you were too polite to do it (I'm gonna off myself)

I dash to the door/You don't knock anymore and my whole life's ruined (hits different parallels "I heard your key turn in the door down the hallway/Is that your key in the door?/Is it okay? Is it you?/Or have they come to take me away?/To take me away" I see your profile and your smile on unsuspecting waiters (the 1 parallels)

You dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor/You search in every model's bed for somethin' greater, baby (JDK VKJD KS KJNSVDKKJDBVKJSFN HE'S DEAD AGAIN)

Whеn you lost control (Uh-huh)/Red blood, white snow (Uh-huh)/Blue dress on a boat (Uh-huh)/Your new girl is my clone (HARRY STYLES SHOT DEAD AGAIN)

Oh, Lord, I think about jumpin'/Off of very tall somethings/Just to see you come running/And say the one thing I've been wanting, but no (Oh my god she said suicide just to spite you)

If she's got blue eyes, I will surmise that you'll probably date her (Oh no) (THE FACTS AHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHHA)

[randomsevans]

CHEATS TO LIFE LONG LIES

Chapter one

Chris Evan's x reader

A/N this story will have a mixture of 3rd person and 1st person (form all point of view ) . My gonna try my best but my English isn't the best

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3rd person

You know when you have that feeling . The feeling of suffocation. The feeling of you at a stand still as the future you had planned and wanted is suddenly ripped away from you and your left with a shattered heart and minds along with no Hope's. Nothing .

That's what y/n felt . Still feels . See it never goes away. It just dulls down

You see when you go about your life form one stage of the next you never know what's gonna happen . What you gonna do . Who you are to meet . How that person will effect your life .

You never know the most important parts of your life as there happing . Only after .

It's the down side of being human we never understand the importance of somthing until it's too late

Theres a quote that also stickes out to me . A very important one at that. by a person or should I say character .

" life is a pile of good things and bad . The good doesnt always soften the bad vise versa . The bad things dont nessracily spoil the good things and make them unimportant "

If you know you . And we can be friends....

If not ...

I'm gonna tell you anyway....

The 11th doctor .

You know it's silly how much a show you watch as a child and still do today can bring you some much comfort . Not only to you but your children to come . See people undermine tv shows . But there are important to many people . There hold so much meaning and love . People use tv as an escape . Or brings back memories. See doctor who holds a very important factor in my life just for a tv show but we ain't here to talk about that just now . But bare that in mind it is very important .

(Quick side note 12 the best. Fight me !)

Anyways .....

Back to the story ...

Wait where was I..

Oh yes the quote .

This quote ..

This quote ..

No sorry its gonna your gonna have to give me a minute.

Fuck it . I'll just let her explain .

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"AHHHHHHHH ! "

"Come on you can do it " Scott tried to sooth but that ain't FUCKIN WORKING

"I CANT ! SCOTT " I screamed. Squeaking his hand tight .

"Come on you have to . Let me meet my niece "

"ILL LET YOU MEET MY FIST IN A MINUTE... AHHHH FUCK "

the feeling. The pain was overwhelming. The screaming wasnt helping at all I feel sick and.... no I can describe it . How the fuck do you describe child labour .

"Miss y/l/n " the midwife inbetween my legs began "she coming. Miss one more push I promise that's it "

I quickly snapped to look up at scott with his annoying ass smile nodding his head .

One more push.

One more push until my life start a new

I nodded and turned my head back to the nurse as tears stung my eyes

One more push and I'll meet my daughter.

One more push until my life starts .

I cant help but smile as tears roll down my cheeks

Here I was in a hospital in London back home after 3 years of living in boston with my ex good for nothing fiance.

At 2 in morning holding his brother hand bring our - NO MY - daughter into the world .

See that man , that cheating man , the man I love more then anything still -WHY ILL NEVER KNOW -

See no matter how much bad hes put me though how he ruined our future together for his pregnant assistant. How he ...

"Ahhh..." I began to push

He will never spoil this for me . He will neve take this future from me . Not if I. Or his brother . Or his mother have anything to do with it

"Ahhhhhhgggg."

Ha that reminds me of do....

3rd person

See told ya it would come in handy .

Y/n pushed long and hard until the pain rippled through her . Making Scott hiss in pain swearing as he felt as if his finger had snapped of .

Y/n cries of pain echoes through out the room until she was beatin by a strong pair of new lung .

Y/n fell back on her pillow with a wide smile as her baby was wrapped up and cleaned . She glanced at scott who was now crying god know if from the pain in his hand or just witnessing the strongest women he knew apart from his mother bring his niece into the world .

"Ummm miss "

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1st person

I quickly turned my head to the nurse who looked down to her arms with a pool of blanket that had

"My baby ...." I whispered

The nurse only nodded and extended her armes to me

I quickly stay up and put my armes in the way I was told and held my dolls as a little girl . I could feel everyone eyes on me in room but I didnt care as the blanket came near to my arms my eyes fell upon a red faced button nosed tiny ... tiny thing .

As she was placed in my armes . I cant stop the tears nor the smile . A loud sob escaped my lips as I was stunned .

Here she was .

In my arms

My baby

My sweet baby girl

"Hello there " I giggled softly causing Scott to giggle as he bent down to .

"Hi little one " he spoke all above a whisper

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath

"Scott ?"

"Hmmm" his eyes were to forced on the little one in my arms

"Is this real ? " I asked slowly

There was a pause. My heart began to race thinking it's all a dream

"Y/n ! "

Oh no it's a dream my baby isn't here yet is she ?

I snapped my eyes open to see Scott eye level with me .

"Of course it " he said softly.

More tears . More tears . God all I've done for 9months is cry .

But for onces in a long . Long. Long time these were happy

I noded my head with blurry eyes as I looked down in my arms

"Its real " I final say

"So .." said scott

"So ... " then me

I placed a kiss gently on the forehead of the baby in my arms . Lifting her up slowly while bending my neck

"Welcome to the real world .... "I began whisper as a secret only to be shared with her once and never again

"Welcome to the world Clara Evans"

[desidarling123]

I took bullet notes like a maniac while watching Pride and Prejudice (2005) for the first time last night, so pls enjoy

Spoilers below the cuts, obvs:

Keira Knightley is so pretty dang

A BALLLL ✨💕 I wanna go to a ball

Lizzie making fun of men is ME

The MEN are HERE

Mr. Bingley is kind of adorable

Mr. Darcy —> makes 10K a year but looks sad, fucking relatable

Boy is in LOVE ALREADY ODIWQJOIQW I CAN JUST TELL

Mr. Darcy looks so dead inside

His RBF is mine lol

Mr. Darcyyyyy

Officers!!! More men!!! 🤭

Jane x Mr. Bingley. I think this is Cute

Mr. Darcy doesn’t wanna dance so whatevs

I KNOW he regretting that now

Mr. Darcy says Lizzie isn’t handsome enough for him, WOT

Yeah no Mr. Darcy is in love, he just won’t admit it

‘DANCing’

LMAOOOO

Lizzie go get him

Also how is she described as plain is everyone here blind

As if Keira Knightley is not one of the most gorgeous women walking planet earth

The sisters are so cute bye

Im glad we all have the same pressure to get married djsjjcd

HORSEBACK???

LMAOOOO 

She has to stay overnight, smart.

Who’s this girl with Mr. Darcy? His sister??

Mr. Darcy u awkward bean

Sis (?) doesn’t like her

The girls do be scheming lol

What is ‘accomplished’

CALL HIM OUT LIZZIE

The sis is about to smack her down isn’t she

The sis is kind of a bitch

Love lizzie tho

ALL THE BENNETS

A ball it is

THE HAND THING!!!! AHHHHHHHH

A cousin they don’t like

Mr. Collins

Lieutenant Wickham is cute

Ohhh Mr. Wickham and Darcy have beefffffff

Why???

Ooh Lizzy and Wickham were flirting and then Darcy is not happy

Darcy wronged Wickham… supposedly

Jane — there must be a misunderstanding 

Wickham >> Darcy for now… don’t @ me

Is Collins also after Lizzie?? I forget

For a ‘plain’ girl she’s doing well

God I wish we could have balls

Mr. Darcy CREEPING IN DA BACK

Lizzie trying not to crack up is a fucking mOOD

He is so short lol

Did I just agree to dance w him?? I did

Lol @ Lizzie 

The tension here is OFF THE CHARTS

She hates him bc he hates Wickham and she doesn’t know why

Hdwdhuwjxqkchksuh Mr. Darcy!!

Caroline’s shade sdhswh bye

A piglet lol

Is Mr. Collins already in love w Lizzie lol

Lizzie so pretty!!!

ARRANGED MARRIAGE TIME

Lizzie is me receiving affection lmao

Lizzie: NO

LOL that went terribly

Ooh maybe the youngest will like him???

Lizzie running off is a MOOD

I love the dad

YAY DAD

Lol the mom is so annoying

27 is old lol

Charlotte 

Now it’s raining cool

Mr. Darcy?!?!?!

Lol

WHY IS HE SO AWKWARD

THE TENSION IS UNREAL

DID THEY ALMOST KISS WHAT WAS THAT

Ok im in love w Mr. Darcy 

Oh she’s in LOVE love

Aww Mr. Darcy and his sis

Ok running — same

The PAIN IN HIS EYES I CANNOT

Him and the sister ahhhh!

Lydia ran off with Wickham

The boys prepping I cannot

The tension between lizzy and darcy I can’t

Mr bingley Is a himbo

He just called himself an ass ahh

Everyone listening is a mood

Aww and Lizzy is sad now…

Mr. Darcy go see her you fool!

Lady Catherine??? Why

Mr.darcy’s engaged to someone else!!!

Lizzy being #relatable

Poor girl she must be wrecked

AHHH ITS HIM IN THE FIELD

IM CRYING

Wow the music choice crying

I wanna be in love too :(

I couldn’t 

It was all for you :((((

One word from you will silence me forever

I love… I love… I love you

Her kissing his hand bye

How sofftttttt

Her dad jsdihkuhcksh

He’s the MVP

Mr darcy and the chickens has me like dhuwjsdhcksd

‘Mrs. Darcy’ my HEART

Aww their relationship is so <333

[qyu-inactive]

MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ABOUT OUTTAKES 16-18.5 BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY

We have been blessed with 3.5 glorious new parts to the wonderful Losty Aone/ Mountain Man Series by the wonderful, amazing, awe-inspiring @shhhlikeme and i am emotional and have many many feelings about it all.

Outtake 16 

I love that we got to see this from the reeader’s point of view, it was nice to see our losty y/n and see how their feeling. It was a nice break from feeling sad about Aone’s broken heart.

This part made me laugh ahaha

After dating and breaking up with him, Aone had females constantly approaching him. A/N: Not constantly but it felt that way for you ofc lol

the jealously😂, the Author’s note too like “it wasnt like that at all” 😂 this emotional person (y/n) is just  blowing up the situation. 

and then this:

In other words: They want what you had. 

i mean of course they would, Aone is the sweetest boy but only to someone he loves. Aone’s heart is too strong to let waver to someone knew so quick

This whole outtake all i could think about was that Y/n really needs to get back with her mountain man, first they want to break up so Aone finds someone new but then doesnt want him to find someone new. Like cleary y/n is not being honest with herself or Aone. 

When they went to the library, ahhh y/n really just imagining the worst scnenarios in their head😂

“Oh,” your stomach flipped. “He looks so cute.” You put on a 🥺 face when you noticed how utterly adorable a standing Takanobu looked

🥺🥺🥺 Aone is always such a cutie, and y/n really broke this man’s heart😭 I know it was insecurites but still. These two are so in love but just wont get back together. 

The outfit y/n is wearing😍 you always pick these really cute and sexy outfits and I appreciate y/ns confidence and style but it is not me 😂😂 but Aone thirsting over his girl tho, i would dress up like that if it meant getting looked by Aone like that 😂

I love Aone’s plan, like he is such a sweetheart and he’s making me all soft at all his effort to win his girl back🥺🥺

This outtake really gave up all the feels y/n is feeling with breaking up with Aone and I am enjoing it 😂. At the same time though I just want these to love birds to get back together ahhhhh. 

One of the things I really love about this story is how strong the friendship is and how we see the outside characters really show how much they care. A lot of stories (like shojou, oh man you dont know how much shoujo manga ive read haha) just sideline their friends after the start talking to their love interest or they dont even have friends at all in the whole story. I really enjoyed seeing Katana be a voice of reason in our losty’s life. And of course the K_nji’s being our boy Aone’s best friends. 

Outtake 17

okay we starting with the real friends the K_nji’s warning our boy Aone about the situation. I love them and how much they care 😂. They can be dumbasses but still, I appreciate their effort. 

The University—our University— sent her a uniform that’s a size or two too small.

Does this mean they’re going to the same university? or am I reading too much into it? It might have been mentioned before but I cant remember off the top of my head. Also Aone really living his best life and his worst life rn 😂😂  like he gets to see his girl in a super tight cheer leading uniform and spend one on one time with her but he cant do anything about his desires. His confidence tho haha  “I’ve seen Y/N in a cheerleading uniform before” not like this you havent😏 

Aone Takanobu can truly say—if he could speak—that he will never even question Futakuchi again.

Again I just really love their friendship, parts like this really get me 😂😂😂

When y/n took out Aone’s jacket automatically🥺🥺 my hearttttt, and how long Aone’s jacket is on them🥺🥺 this whole part made me so softtt. Like imagine wearing his jacket🥺🥺 it would be so comfy and warm. 

There are so many golden lines I loved from this part, but Aone’s spank bank is just a phrase I wasnt expectng to read but it is gold. Im sure his bank is full and loaded😂

Then some random gross guy comes up to y/n, like the audacity of this guy.

He had such a disgusting grin on his face

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 this guy can back offfff. 

I really love when Aone comes in to protect the reader🥺🥺 he’s not the iron wall for nothing too. 

Your knight has arrived. Your ex-knight. ☹️

and then you go and hurt me again😭😭

I really wanted Aone to just kick a dude in the chest, like step the fuck off 😂😂. 

“Take one more step toward her.” Aone growled in the smoothest voice.

“I dare you.” Aone added, for good measure.

Im absolutely swooning, Aoneeeeee🥺🥺🥺. And the fact that he wanted the reader to come with him so she wouldnt get anyone bothering her😭😭 he’s such a gentlemen. No one bothers Aone’s girl whose not his girl at the moment, especially guys who arent wanted

now onto the fun part of this outtake😏 I wasn’t expecting to see texts but it was definitely a nice addtion!! Our poor Aone soo horny and sweet, I dont know if the dead squirrels worked hahaha. 

but he couldn’t help but wonder how he was going to edit all of this together in the time frame he promised he would with only one hand.

this went over my head when i read it the first time omg😂😂😂 Im sure Aone can do it, he’s a very capable man. This whole section had me laughing but also feeling slightly bad for Aone, again his poor horny heart right now is conflicted but very much fed. Im glad he was able to get a break, I dont think his length could wait (im not used to using subtle language hahaha) anyway this whole part was fun to read. 

Aone bit his juicy bottom lip,

I legit bit my lip just before reading this part😂

Outtake 18 & 18.5

Now we’re hitting the climax!! (after Aone just hit his climax and is about to hit again😗)

—who imo really should return to their own homes now but would rather not—

I mean do these two even have their own homes anymore😂, theyre basically apart of the Aone family now. Family who also understand when to leave their horny pal alone for time being. 

OKAY ONTO THE IMPORTANT PART!!! AHHHHHHHH. 

“Aone-senpai, do you even have snapchat?!”

“Obviously not.” Kenji answered for his friend, being snappy.

“WELL HE SHOULD GET IT BECAUSE I SAW—“

Did Kanji see Y/N and Takeru?????? I also cant believe I learnt Takeru was a third year from this series, I always thought he was a second year for some reason. I think cos he was ennoshita’s rival. not important rn lmao

“—because Aone-senpai is jacking off again. It makes you feel lighter, and happier—so that’s why,”

this boy, there are some things you just shouldnt say out loud. Some things can be left unsaid (not like im blunt with my friends sometimes haha but still) 

When Kenji had found out about why y/n dumped Aone😭😭😭😭 I’m glad he found out earlier then Aone, I wouldnt have wanted him to yell at the reader again.

Anyone that can do that, be so selfless—is good enough for his best friend.

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

“I can tell its her because that’s your sweater she’s wearing. Right? It says Takanobu on the back, and I remember seeing Y/N steal it out of your bag after practice once.”

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺these parts really just made me soft. like the fact that y/n still had the jacket and wanted to wear it out. and the absolute coincedence that they were in the same cinema as Aone. 

“Y/N.—Sh-She-She is wearing my attire. What does that mean?”

Yeah, big guy.

Yeah, you have a chance.

Y/N still has a little….tiny bit of feelings for you

YES YES YES FINALLY , I wanted to cry here😭😭 AND THEN KENJI CONFIRMED IT ALL AND AONE THE MAN WENT AND TRIED TO GET HIS GIRL. THIS REALLY IS THE DRAMATIC PART IN THE MOVIE. AND THEN THIS [redacted] TAKERU CAME AND AHHHHH 

(Aone would know that face, he only saw it everyday he’s looked in the mirror for the past 3 years)

Absolutely dead. All hope—gone.

You make me happy and then just rip out my heart like 2 minutes later. I was going from crying happy tears to sad tears in like a heartbeat. 

ALSO YOU DONT KNOW HOW UPSET I WAS WHEN I GOT TO THE END OF PART 18 I DIDNT REALISE THERE WAS 18.5 AND WAS AFRAID THAT THIS WAS IT AHHHHHH. I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS THEN JUST LEAVE. 

“I’m worried about you.” She finished, looking more serious than you’ve ever seen her.

y/n really has some good friends with her🥺

uhhh then Takeru comes in, I dont really hate him but no one stands in between our losties love, they deserve each other and no one can stand between them. 

“But, tonight, if you need a shoulder to cry on, I’m just one theatre over… Okay? I have a pretty comfortable shoulder, so just text me.”

Okay this was pretty nice of Takeru, like cheesy but at least he cares and isnt staring at y/n like a peace of meat he wants to devour...

You sent it. Received a response within seconds saying he was on his way.

This boy, hes got a good heart but this isn’t your story bud, im sorry.

There! Kenji-san and Koganagewa-san, two males who were looking at you and Takeru as if you two were the villains in the movie that just popped out of the screen.

if this doesnt go well these two seem like they’re going to fight y/n outside the cinema😭😂 I couldnt imagine getting death stares from the K_njis especially after hurting Aone basically twice now.

Finding HIM was all that mattered.

OKAY THIS WHOLE PART, LIKE YES GO GET YOUR MAN PLEASE. LIKE Y/N CANT JUST LEAVE THIS RIGHT HERE LIKE THIS. 

white hair visible only because his head was down, forehead kissing the steering wheel, his shoulders vibrating slightly because he is crying. It’s him.

I cant take anymore sad Aone😭😭 He needs the biggest hug and his girl to be his girl again. He has gone through so much.

“Kenji-san, please leave me—““Not Justin Bieber look-alike!”

I cant with the Justin Bieber look-alike. 😂😂

Im just going to talk about my feelings for this part, but the whole confesson. I felt like crying, i feel like crying now reading it😭 it was just so beautiful. Like y/n explaing everything and saying Aone is the only man she’ll ever love. Throughout the series we really go to understand Aone’s feelings so deeply and how passionate he is but we didnt really get to see how y/n felt as much so reading this made me happy for Aone for the fact that his girl loves him as much as he loves her. They really were lost for each other, lost with out each other, but together they were 

Found.

okay maybe im tearing up now😭😭

One more marathon to go and our happy couple can live happily. The fact that this story is nearly over is a little sad but I’m happy our losties found each other. Im thinking since the next parts will be the last I’ll talk about overall themes I liked and my favourite moments as well. 

[franeridart]

Hey, Fran! Have u ever consider headcanon abt Baku and Kiri met before they entered Yuuei? I mean, just think about it: Baku is a huge bully while Kiri stand up for them who get bullied. Like?? What if they got into fight?? How would they react when they meet again in Yuuei?? WHAT IF KIRI HATED HIM BEFORE

Aw anon, I’m so not gonna give you the answer you hoped you’d get to this haha I’ve talked briefly about something on these lines on my main blog not too long ago, but in general the way I feel about this is, there’s no way Kirishima could ever hate Bakugou. I’m positive their relationship would have been a friendship whatever moment in time they were to meet, tbh!

And this is in part about how Kirishima just doesn’t seem to know how to hate, like, anything so why would he hate Bakugou of all people, but it’s also about how I don’t feel like Bakugou changed all that much between middle school and the first day of high school? Kirishima didn’t meet a perfect version of Bakugou, he met a Bakugou that lauched himself at Deku and had to be restrained by Aizawa, a Bakugou that blew up half a building to beat Deku, a Bakugou that was more yelling and explosions than anything else - and Kirishima looked at him and saw him anyway, you know? He looked at Bakugou fighting against Deku and thought “he looks desperate”. He looked at Bakugou and didn’t stop at his yelling and violence, not even in the very beginning. This would have happened before their UA days too, in my opinion - Kirishima and Bakugou, they have personalities made to fit together. You don’t need to chip anything away for them to like each other, they see worth in each other, they understand each other. When they first became friends Bakugou wasn’t any less shouty and angry and Kirishima wasn’t any less righteous and earnest than how they were back in middle school, all in all!

Well, what you were talking about was a one-time meeting anyway, right? Considering Bakugou’s always been cocky and shouty but has never engaged in uncalled-for fights, and how all his bully-like behaviours have always been restricted only to interacting with Deku, I doubt he would have actually fought Kirishima. At best he could have told him to mind his own business before angrily stomping away, tbh. A meeting like that would have hardly left an impression on either of them, let’s be real haha

Anon said:i love ur art SO. MUCH. every time ur on my dash its a blessing ty for what u do

GOSH thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *O*

Anon said:Came here to compliment you ab your art but I'm just speechless..? Y'know that one scene in HQ!! Where Kiyoko is like "good luck" and the third years + Tanaka and Noya just start crying? That's me with ur art Fran.

Oh my god hahaha thank you???????? this is actually so sweet I’m smiling a lot aaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Hi! I like your work, I'm just confused why you left out noses in some of your drawings :0 not meaning to offend, I just was wondering why

Maybe I’m just a huge fan of Krillin, what do you know :O lmao nah, you might say it’s a laziness-driven stylistic choice to make my drawings faster to finish - there’s no deeper meaning behind it aside from “eehhhhh I can’t find a way to draw noses I like and find comfortable so I guess I’m just gonna stop drawing them when I can avoid it” haha

Anon said:have u read the kiribaku fic on ao3 called 'stamina' by razorwings? its pretty new so maybe not. its really good if u want 2 read it!!!

Ahhh boy, I’m.... so not good with first person fics........... orz

Anon said:I love when you draw them smiling in the kisses. It's so happy. Really the best.

OH BOY I’m sure happy you enjoy that cause honestly that’s my fav way of drawing kisses anyway!!! So it makes both of us happy, which is the best outcome a drawing can have, for me!!!!

Anon said:Evey time you post I get really happy and excited!!💓💓

;O; I’m so happy to hear that!!!! thank you!!!!

Anon said:I too have not been to tge beach

#sob we can be sad about our missed beach times together anon ;~;

Anon said:hey i wanted to say i convinced my friend to read bnha by showing her the drawing u did of tamaki smushing his face, she loves ur art and so do i

THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH!!!!!! And I’m super happy she decided to give the manga a go!!! I’m also even happier her reason was Tamaki to be honest, the awkward son deserves as many fans as he can get!!!

Anon said:If you could have a character from dgm and a character from bnha meet, which ones would you pick, why, and what would they talk about, do you think? Or, at least, what would you want them to talk about?

ALMA AND KIRISHIMA!!!!!! I don’t even really care about what they’d talk about, I’m just thinking about them being pure and bright and soft hearted little shits together and it’s making me so happy it’d be like staring at two suns I can’t believe how good of a visual that is I’m crying

Incredibly interesting would be Kanda and Bakugou too, they would fight a lot and it would be amazingly entertaining - Lavi would get on Bakugou’s nerves SO MUCH too oh boy but maybe Sero would be the one I’d want Lavi to interact with the most?? Either him or Denki, they’re similar enough as far as whining and being pessimistic and wanting to sleep and being huge assholes in disguise go haha interestingly enough I feel like Allen might be the one out of the main group Bakugou would end up having a good relationship with, he’s strongwilled and powerful and a hero in all the right ways, after all - they might bicker cause who doesn’t Allen even bicker with, but after all they’re get along ... Bakugou would probably hate Neah with a passion, tho

Link and Iida would be amusing and entertaining too, wouldn’t they? lmao and I wouldn’t pass up an opportunity to see Dabi and Tyki interact either, what a good - ahhhhhhhh but yeah after all if I gotta pick one it’s Alma and Kirishima. Possibly bringing Alma in the bnha universe. Let my son live, please ;-;

Anon said:Thank you for blessing us with smiling Bakugo.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for liking him!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:I'll be honest I'm not a fan of kiribaku. BUT whenever you draw kiribaku, I always get so giddy and happy and can't stop smiling. So please keep drawing for a long time, it really and truly makes my day whenever I see you posted new art

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t get why you wouldn’t like the good ship, but I’m glad you enjoy my stuff either way!! Thank you!!!!!

Anon said:Hello! I hope it's alright to ask you this: I opened a Redbubble account like 2 days ago, and on my page, under my bio, I can only see thumbnails of my designs... how can I get it to show products and prices instead, just like on your page? Thanks in advance!!

You might not be in your actual shop page! See under your bio if there’s a “Shop” button and click on it, it should being you to the part of the shop your costumers are actually gonna see :D

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(  ROMANTIC  )  SHIPPING INFO answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST; don’t reblog!!

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?            canon??? if so, definitely fred and daphne. i love them in every reincarnation, in every universe, in every world they’re just... ahhhhhhhh so perfect for each other i die. but it’s safe to say i’ve acquired a nice number of multiverse otps and the concept of even trying to list them gives me the most terrible of headaches! i could no sooner pick a favorite star in the sky 

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?         legit everything! i want the ups and the downs, the slow ( or fast ! ) start, and the rise ( or crash to the floor ! ); i want the midnight texts and the introduction to the parents, or best friends, or both; i want prom in a shitty highschool parking lot, and panic-fuelled kisses in the midst of danger; and pregnancy scares and just... everything! 

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?         four years? five? i don’t have a limit so long as the mental and legal age are good to go?? it depends on the ship and the plot. 

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?            not particularly... it depends on if i have good chemistry with the mun ooc. there have been a few times where that just hasn’t been the case but 7 times out of 10 it’s been fantastically easy to ship. 

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW?         umm.... i’d say a little past heavy petting. 

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?        ahhhhhh velma and daphne are a close next-to fred and daphne? also daph and other crime solvers ahhh, i love seeing her with nancy drew or one of the hardy boys, or possibly kim possible? or ahh cheryl blossom and daphne is a fav of mine bc redheads uniting #yes –– but honestly i could ship her with a lamp post if i tried 

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?         SORT OF?? ODDS ARE IF U SHIP IT, I DO TOO  

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?          i mean, listen, i love ships, but they don’t have to be a thing in every plot. sometimes it just happens and that can’t be helped, but i wouldn’t be mad if it didn’t either. in fact, sometimes its almost better, because that’s the whole point behind my characterization of daphne ; so often she’s dating someone, but one of her biggest obstacles to overcome is proving to herself that she can do just swell on her own 

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?          heck 2 the YES 

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?       im not even gonna front: im 100% ship-obsessed 

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?         STOP TRYING 2 TRICK ME. I love fraphne and velphne and that is that !!! 

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?          just send me an IM screaming “GURL WE SHOULD PLOT SOMETHING OUT’ and ill be 10000% down 

TAGGED  BY : my HOMIE @spellmanx TAGGING : @wiccanblood @crimsonbeam @citrained @magnusofbane @machiiavelliian

[imjaebeomtrash]

Turbulence in LA Hi-Touch

Here it is!! Finally had time to sit down and write about this. I was supposed to post this like two days ago but I got sick and I’m preparing for my snowboarding trip!! Hope you enjoy reading about my experience~

For those interested in Part 1, you can read it here!

@honestlygot7makemewannadie @defsouljaebum @whaaaalep @defjaesbum @marksonmandu @husbandsjjp lol I finally wrote about the hi-touch LOL

 ♥ Okay so the concert ends and we were chillin in our seats and Danny tells people with P1 to get in line and P2 people to fill up the seats in the front. While we were sitting, Elliot Yamin and Sanjoy come out from behind the stage and my friend and I were the only ones that knew them so we said hi to them! They finished setting up for photo-op and the boys come back out. My friend and I move even closer and we sit front and center because the seats were empty!

♥ Jaebum was being a little dork while he was taking pictures so I obviously crack up and I guess I was laughing really loudly because he looked at me and that was basically our first time meeting eyes and I was like “fuck he’s looking at me” and he just smirks, sticks his toungue out, and looks away and I’m like EXCUSE ME YOU RUDE ASS HOE!! Literally I died and went to heaven like my bias did that to me!!

♥ The photo-op goes on and Jaebum and Jackson were talking and we decided to just fuck it and call out the boys’ names. We shouted, “Jackson!” and he like perked up his head and looked around to see who called him. JB pointed at us and Jackson looked and we threw finger hearts at him and he literally raises his arms and makes the biggest heart over his head and we died LOL JB and him started laughing and I wanted to cry because I was like “wow jackson i love you”

♥ We called out Mark’s name next and he was already looking at us and we also threw finger hearts at him. He gave us the cutest smile and gave us a little shrug and gave us finger hearts too <3333 A girl came up with a wedding veil and she sat in front of Yugyeom and he was so fucking confused he looked around and we made eye contact and we both shrugged our shoulders at the same time and I was gonna tell my friend that Yugyeom was looking at me but she was having a stare down with Jinyoung LOOOL basically the boys kept looking at us because we kept messing with them lol

♥ We finally get in line for hi-touch and we were stuck in the same spot in for a good five minutes probably and I didn’t realize that Mark’s family was sitting literally right where we were standing lol Papa Tuan was really nice and said hi to us and he asked us if we had a good time and he was just the sweetest!! Kylie and Leila were running around and bumped into us and I was like AHHH BABIES Tammy and Joey apologized and I was like no, I’m sorry for being in their way T_T 

♥ The line finally moves and we were getting near the stage and my friend starts freaking out and runs behind me and tells me to go first. I literally didn’t know what to say and I didn’t want to be basic but I couldn’t process anything!! Kevin was there again and he was like “have fun up there, ladies ;)” and we were like “thanks!!!” I was gonna tell the girls in front of me to take it slow so we can have more time but THEY FUCKIN RAN ACROSS THE STAGE AND JUST GOT HI FIVES I was like SHIT NOW WHAT

♥ The girls basically finished when I was still walking up the stage so the boys were all waiting for me and I didn’t realize until now but they were probably all staring at me while I was talking to each member FUCK MY LIFE

♥ JACKSON: The first person was Jackson and when he saw me he gave me the biggest smile ever cause he recognized us from when we were sitting in the front and he was like “Ahhh!” and obviously I was like “Ahhh!!!!” LOOOL I tried to stay calm but inside I was like holy fuck. I was just going to hi-five him but he grabbed my hand with both of his hands and he said “Hey! Happy New Year!” and I wasn’t expecting that so I literally said “Aww, you’re so sweet, Jackson! Happy new year to you too!” and his voice was soooo deep like is this what angels sound like?? My friend was taking her sweet ass time walking up the stage I didn’t see her until after the hi-touch was over HAHA

♥ JAEBUM: I was gonna say something else to Jackson but then Jaebum literally reaches over, moves Jackson’s hand and grabs my hand and I was SHOOK I was like excuse me I’m trying to talk to Jackson but at the same time you’re my bias so!! When I saw him up close I literally felt like it was just me and him there like y’all he is so so handsome it’s unbelievable. While I was talking to him, Jackson was still looking at me because my friend wasn’t there yet and I was so nervous! I spoke to him in Korean and I said “Oppa, you’re really handsome~” cause we all know he likes compliments and he does the eye smile thing and puts his head down and looks up again and says “No~ but thank you so much and I hope you had a good time” and he gives me the biggest smile and I was like AHHHHHHHH I LOVE YOU MY SHY BABY BOY I was literally holding on to his hand for dear life but I knew I had to keep moving :(

♥ YOUNGJAE: Next was Youngjae and honestly I didn’t really talk to him cause I still in shock about JB but Youngjae is so handsome. Like I finally saw him and was like damn you’re a cutie!! Literally felt like the sun was in the room HE WAS GLOWING. I said “Good job tonight, Youngjae, you killed it!” and he was like “Yeah, man~” and I could have cried right there and then like Youngjae speaking English is my weakness LOL

♥ YUGYEOM: This boy is tall af!! I remember I had to look up at him and y’all I didn’t realize how cute he actually is. He grabbed my hand and looked at me and I was so busy comparing our height difference I forgot to say something LOL So he was just grabbing my hand and I was like shit girl you gotta talk haha I talked to him in Korean as well and told him he was an amazing dancer and singer and that my friend behind me was in love with him lool but he literally was just staring at me and I just looked at him like “you good, son?” He was literally staring into my eyes and was like lost or something then I guess he collected his thoughts cause he was like “oh! thank you~” and did like a little bow and like was shaking my hand kind of

♥ MARK: Now I know why people say Mark is handsome!! Literally I was blown away by him. I stood in front of him and THIS FOOL LOOKS AT ME UP AND DOWN AND I WAS FUCKIN TRIGGERED I literally froze in place and I probably looked stupid af cause I didn’t know what to do!! I collected my thoughts and said “Hey, Mark~ I’m so glad you’re back in LA with your fam, I hope you had a good time here!” and he did his little lip bit thing he always does and he was like “yeah I love being home! I hope you and your friend had a good time at the fanmeeting” and I totally forgot about my friend and I was like wait how did he know I came with my friend and then I remembered how we gave him finger hearts and I was in shock again and all I could do was nod and was like “uh huh :)” 

♥ BAMBAM: While I was talking to Mark, I can hear Bam laughing and I looked over and I saw that him and Jinyoung were looking over at me and Jinyoung had his arm around Bam and it was so cute!!!! I said bye to Mark and scooted over to Bam and he held my hand and I stood there and was amazed again. I always said that Bam always had this like royalty feeling around him and I literally felt that when I stood in front of him. He started laughing again cause I was just standing there and my brain didn’t match what my mouth was saying cause I literally go “Bam..” and he raised and eyebrow and leaned closer and was like “hm?” AND I LITERALLY SAY “you are so. freakin. cute.” and Jinyoung and him crack up and then i was like DID YOU JUST FUCKING SAY THAT YOU DUMBASS and in my head I kept yelling at myself but he nods and smiles at me and says “thanks, cutie ;)” and i was like okaaay i see you :)

♥ JINYOUNG: finally it got to Jinyoung and I was like shit it’s over and my mind was just like ehhhh so I literally squealed “Wangjanim!!!” and he does that laugh where he’s like trying to hold it in and his little eye wrinkles showed and it gave me life!! Bambam literally mimics me and puts his hands up and was like “ahhh wangjanim!~ oh my god!!” and I laugh cause I wasn’t expecting that and Jinyoung laughed and slapped Bam on the shoulder. I said “wooow Bam” and he gave me a finger gun and winked and everyday I’m like Bam is trying to swerve and take JB’s spot T_T Jinyoung thanks me and tells me to be careful walking down the stage and I was walking away from the table but he holds onto my hand and literally doesn’t let go until his arm couldn’t go any farther and i crey 

♥ I stopped at the edge of the stage to wait for my friend and she was still taking her sweet time with Yugyeom HAHA She was holding on to his hand like her life depended on it SHOUT OUT TO THE STAFF FOR NOT RUSHING US! literally saved my life

♥ After that we went outside and wanted to see the boys go but there was so many people waiting near the van so we stood at this one area where no one was but we were able to still see the van. I didn’t realize until later but Mia- @soft-jaebum and Mina- @poeticyoungjae were literally right next to me LOL we will meet next time!!  Also said that I couldn’t meet Shannon- @whaaaalep :(((( for sure next time!

♥ The boys get into the van and Mark came to our side because he had to get to his car and I said bye to him again since he was literally right in front of me and he smiled and said bye in the softest voice everrrrrr 

♥ Mark left and then my friend and I were finding an uber and didn’t realize that the boys’ van was coming so we almost got ran over LOOOL I was like SHIT and just stopped at the side of the van and Jackson was looking at us from inside and he waved bye to us and we blew him a kiss and they left </3

And there is my experience at my first fanmeeting!! It was literally amazing and I can’t wait for them to come again! For those who actually read this I love you lol Sorry it’s so long~

[undertalesacrifices]

Sacrifices: One

    Darkness was all around me. It was familiar, but not comforting in the slightest. Foot steps to my left startled me. I jerked my head in that direction.    Darkness was all around me. It was familiar, but not comforting in the slightest. Footsteps to my left startled me. I jerked my head in that direction. It was... Me. A younger version of myself. They weren't facing me though. They were turned to someone else. I could see a knife in their hand.

     "HUMAN," A certain skeleton's voice called out to younger me. Papyrus.

     Before he could say another word, little me lunged at him.

     "No!" I cried out. "Not again!"

     Younger me mercilessly slashed into Papyrus as tears streamed down my cheeks. I sank to my knees as I heard Papyrus's last words once more.

     "I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU, HUMAN. IF YOU JUST TRIED A LITTLE..."

     His words died away as his body turned to dust.

     Why?! I thought angrily. Why put me through this again? I know what I did was wrong. I was only curious, and desperate to save Chara. I wanted to stop after a little while. But then I couldn't. Something, or someone, rather, wouldn't let me. Guilt weighed heavily on my chest.

     Then younger me turned my way.

     "You're next."

     I stopped. That voice... It wasn't mine. My eyes widened. Little me's form flickered. With each step they took, they stabilized. Soon, I was looking at a girl with a green and yellow striped sweater. Short, light brown hair framed her face, red eyes alight.

     "Chara," My breath caught.

     "It's been awhile, partner."

     Chara broke into a run, knife poised over her head.

     "AHHH-"

     "AHHHHHHHH!" I woke up in a cold sweat. My breathing was erratic. I clutched the sheets for stability.

     What just happened?

     In the next few moments, I could hear pounding at my door.

     "Frisk? Frisk, are you okay?" Toriel's frantic voice came through from the other side. "I'm coming in!" The door opened, and my gaze landed on her figure. Worry spiked in her eyes as she took in my disheveled form. "My child, what happened?"

     Her voice soothed me. I slowed my breathing.

     "N-Nothing," I signed, hands shaking. "Just a bad dream."

         Toriel gave me a knowing look before sitting on my bed, pulling me into her warm embrace. I buried my face into her shoulder. I leaned out of her hug and gave Toriel a small smile.

     "It's childish, huh. What's a seventeen-year-old getting nightmares for?" Tears pricked the corners of my eyes.

     Toriel looked at me kindly.

     "It's not childish. Everyone gets a bad dream every now and then."

     If only she knew. These dreams had been plaguing ever since we all left the Underground. And Sans wasn't helping any.

     "Would you like to tell me what it was about?"

     I looked into her eyes. So soft and caring. But I couldn't tell her. She doesn't need to worry about me anymore than she already does. I shook my head. I could see a spark of sadness, but only for an instant.

     "I see. I will respect your privacy, my child. Remember, you can trust me. Tell me when you're ready." Toriel smiled warmly at me before kissing the top of my head. "Goodnight, little one. Stay DETERMINED. Sweet dreams." And with that, she left.

     I flopped back down onto the bed, staring at the ceiling. Going back to sleep wasn't really an option. Not unless I wanted to end up back there. Back to him. One of the two people I couldn't save, no matter how hard I tried.

     I'd been through several resets trying to find a way that would allow Chara and Asriel to come back to the surface. I had eventually given up.

     I remember when I had once again reached the end. My hand hovered over then RESET button. Both Asriel and Chara came to me. I was so surprised. They convinced me to do a genocide run. That it was the only way that they could have their happy ending. All the others had had theirs already, so why not?

     But before I was even halfway into the genocide run, I wanted to stop. Only to find that I couldn't. Chara had taken over my body. We killed all of them. Every single last monster. This run was so short. It didn't take long to reach the judgment hall. The look of betrayal on Sans' face is forever etched into my mind. I had killed his brother. And everyone else that he cared about.

     I didn't want to fight anymore. I didn't want to kill. We kept dying over and over as we fought Sans. Until I couldn't take it. I wouldn't let this happen anymore. Chara was strong, but with my DETERMINATION, I regained control of my body and spared Sans. I could see the relief in his eyes when he saw me give up. Then he killed me. I hit the RESET button for the last time as his final words rang in my ears.

     "get dunked oooooooon!"

     I stared into the darkness for what seemed like hours. Eventually light began to filter in my bedroom.

     Another day begins.

[marvelsstyles]

My thoughts on Infinity War (spoilers)

Okay I've literally just gotten tumblr because i need to fangirl and no one i actually know will understand the hype i had (and continue to have even though i have seen it) for this movie. 

I’ve been looking forward to Infinity War ever since phase 3 was announced and i thought the day where i actually got to see it would never come. I have a crazy investment to these characters and to see them all together was truly phenomenal! Ten years of Marvel built to this movie and you could feel that when watching it. 

For me, Infinity War was everything I wanted and more. I went into it with hardly any expectations but a lot of speculations. What actually happened had me shook to the core. I sobbed so much to the point where after the movie my friends took the piss out of me for crying so much. It made me laugh very loudly. I was shaking and shivering the whole movie with anticipation and anxiety for what would happen next because at times i seriously didn't know. 

I saw Infinity War at 10am on April the 25th and then for a second time again at 10:15pm later that night and i still can't fully process it but here are my thoughts, feelings and opinions on INFINITY WAR: 

......

I don't think I'm going to be able to watch Thor Ragnarok the same ever again. Like this movie legit picks up straight after the wonderful happiness that is Thor 3 and just shits on that warm, light feeling you get in your chest when watching it

I didn't know Heimdall was in the movie so when i first him for a split second i was very excited and happy but then i realised he was going to die and began to get very emotional

Ebony Maw is reallyyyyy creepy

“We have a hulk” had me hollering!!!!!! This is a great call back to the first avengers but also an incredible moment for Loki’s character and development! Going from having that phrase being used by Tony as a threat towards him to Loki having full confidence Hulk has his back! god i love(d) a redeemed king

Thanos going full WWE on hulk oof

Thor and Loki’s relationship is beautifully tragic

Loki calling himself prince of Asgard and Odinson AHHHHHHHHHH :’(

“You will never be a god”

Thor crawling over to Loki’s dead body as this ship breaks apart broke me 

Thor deserves the world 

Bruce saying Thanos is coming sent shivers down my spine

Tony is so cute talking about having a baby stop

Tony literally carries the flip phone with steve’s number in it around!!!!!!!!!!

Even though Ned was on screen for two seconds he so precious! he better not have died 

Bruce not being able to turn into the hulk was great and tony telling wong to look after him

Tony was so fucking sassy omg and Strange was not having it

“Squidward” BITCH I CHOCKED AAHFUDFHAIWOEF

Tony and Peter fighting Cull Obsidian cracking jokes, having a lil convo like it was just another day, another problem 

Peter is so pure every time i saw him the second time i watched my stomach dropped 

Wong owning Cull Obsidian and transporting him!!

“Wong you’re invited to my wedding”

When peter pulled off his mask going up into space oof my boy looked so good in this movie

The iron spider suit is sooooooooooo cool holy shit

AND Stark’s nano iron man suit is wicked

So much happens in this movie i forget when what happens but lets talk about Wanda and Vision yo they're actually so frickin cute!!

Vision getting all nervous and stumbling over his words

“I feel you” :’(

I jumped when Vision was stabbed

Wanda is so powerful

WHEN STEVE CAME OUT OF THE SHADOWS OOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE ONE (1) MAN!!!!!! THE WHOLE CINEMA GOT SO HYPED WHEN HE CAME

Nat is wonderful, the loml, she looks like a whole snacc

So happy to see Falcon back 

Love seeing the CA:WS trio back again they work so well together!

When i heard music playing i got so happy!! i knew the guardians were coming 

Gamora grooving and singing along god we didn't deserve her but she deserved better

Starmora was beautiful in this movie but once again totally fucking tragic 

Quill getting jealous over Thor

‘Rabbit” !!!!!!!!!!!

The Thor and Gamora moment was so pure god we really don't deserve them two

Every interaction between Thor and Peter Quill was hilarious 

Thor, Groot and Rocket: a trio I never knew i wanted

Again I have lost where we are but lets talk about Tony and Spidey god i love their relationship 

“Have you seen this really old movie Alien”

Again Ebony Maw is actually real scary (and very preachy) but lol when he died 

Strange saying he’ll sacrifice Tony and Peter to save the stone but later giving up the stone for tony 

Also quickly while Im on that if people are confused as to why he just gave up the stone this is my theory or what i took away from it so basically when Strange went forward in time and saw they could only win one way and then they fail, the next best scenario is not letting Tony or Nebula die because they're deaths would be useless. Thanos was always going to get all the stones and do the snap, killing half the universe but tony wasn't one of them so it would have been a useless death having tony die protecting the stone hence why Strange gave it up (sorry if this doesn't make sense, it does in my head aha)

Peter again just being pure and so happy when he finally becomes an avenger (which only lasts a day...)

Falcon asking where to go and Cap saying “home” :’)

Cap basically telling Ross to fuck off ooooooof go off 

Nat’s face lighting up when she sees Bruce (i don't ship it, i just love seeing nat happy)

Cap being a concerned smol bean who i love 

T’Challa!!!!!! He didn't have much screen time which is understandable since his movie legit just came out

The White Wolf i love it

Gamora’s flashback was so sad

It killed me when Gamora was asking Quill to kill her if Thanos took her and making him swear on his mother’s life

AND FINALLY THEIR KISS

DRAX THINKING HE’S INVISIBLE

I literally thought Gamora killed him for a second but i knew it was too good to be true

“You should have gone right”

God Chris Pratt’s acting killed me in this! It was phenomenal!!!! I seriously did not expect it from him! The pain he was able to show on his face when he was going to kill Gamora was gut wrenching 

It was great to see the reality stone used like that

THEIR I LOVE YOUS

AND GAMORA’S BREAKDOWN WHEN SHE THOUGHT SHE KILLED THANOS I WAS A MESS

Thor deserves the whole cosmos he has lost so much

Chris Hemsworth’s acting was amazing when he was having that convo with rocket

And seeing rocket act so compassionate and empathetically was wonderful 

TYRION

Gamora telling Thanos how much he made her hate her life AGAIN SHE DESERVED BETTERRRRRRR

NEBULA MY POOR BABY

Nebula and Gamora another beautifully tragic sibling relationship

Loved that the soul stone was somewhere new and not anything like what everyone was speculating 

Red skull i was shook!!! i knew he had been teleported somewhere and not dead!!!!

I SOBBED WHEN GAMORA WAS SACRIFICED SHE DESERVED BETTER 

ZOE IS ALSO AN AMAZING ACTRESS 

THE SCORE IN THE BACKGROUND

THE SCENE WAS TRAGIC AND SO UNSATISFYING GOD SHE DIDNT DESERVE TO DIE LIKE THAT AT THANOS BENEFIT GODDDDDD

“LITTLE ONE” I HATE HIM BUT HONESTLY THIS BROKE ME

The fight between part of the guardians and Tony, Spidey and Strange was AMAZING IT WAS SUPER SHORT BUT MADE SO GIDDY!!!! It reminded me of the airport scene in civil war!!!

“I’ll do YOU one better. Why is Gamora?”

“i can take it” “no he can't” i love drax

The banter was gold 

When Strange said there was one good outcome I flipped 

Cap and T’Challa’s relationship is so pure i love it

Okoye is my love

Rhodes pranking Bruce ahhh i love my pure children

Bucky and Cap!!!!!!

Shuri being the smartest bitch out!!!!!

“Vision get your ass back on that table”

M’Baku calling T’Challa his brother :’)

T’Challa, Cap and Nat pissing off the Black Order issa mood

The Wakanda battle was wicked

Thor swinging Rocket’s ship around and continuing to call him rabbit

Thor literally taking on the force and heat of a star 

Teen groot picking up the scorching hot Stormbreaker axe (lowkey making him worthy) and making Thor a handle and saving his life

When Thor, Rocket and Groot teleported to Earth i literally squealed!!! For me this was one of the best moments of the film!!! And then Thor just started whooping ass!!!! He truly is the strongest avenger, physically and psychologically. 

Thor and Cap’s little moment i love them 

“this is my friend tree” “i am groot” “i am steve rogers”

Wanda coming down and saving the day oooof

OKOYE, NAT AND WANDA THE TRIO I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF

Bruce in the hulk buster suit was amazing and hilarious, okoye’s little side eye of judgement

I was so worried about Shuri when ugly (don't remember his name lol) came for vision

The fight on Titan against Thanos was spectacular and thrilling 

Spidey again so pure and innocent stop pls

My heart was racing, i was on the edge of my seat when they nearly got the gauntlet off his hand

AND THEN WHEN QUILL FOUND OUT ABOUT GAMORAS DEATH AND TONY WAS TRYING TO CALM HIM DOWN I WAS LITERALLY GOING INTO CARDIAC ARREST!!!! PETER’S FACE AHHHHHHHH 

Spidey being pure af and apologising for not remembering everyone’s name i can’t 

When tony was stabbed i thought this was it 

PETER’S FACE WHEN HE ASKED “DID WE JUST LOSE?”

“We are out of time”

Everyone lining up to fight Thanos and just getting defeated so easily

Wanda destroying the mind stone and killing vision had me a complete crying mess

“I feel you” and the “i love you”

CAP HOLDING THANOS OFF THEN GETTING KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT HAD ME SO SCARED FOR MY BOY BUT I KNEW HE DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH SCREEN TIME TO DIE

Wanda destroying the mind stone AND holding back thanks GOD SHE IS POWERFUL!!!!!!

When Thanos walked up to Wanda and started consoling her and calling her his child i thought he was going to take her and she was going to become the villain 

BUT THEN HE TURNED BACK TIME AND GOT THE STONE AND KILLED VISION AGAIN WHICH MEANT WANDA WAS PUT THROUGH ALL THAT PAIN FOR LITERALLY NOTHING AND AGAIN HAD TO SEE HIM DIE

HER “NO” WAS SO CHILLING

THORRRRRR OVERPOWERING THE FUCKING INFINITY GAUNTLET FULL OF ALL SIX INFINITY STONES AND FUCKING LODGING THAT AXE INTO THANOS’ CHEST

“I TOLD YOU I WAS GOING TO KILL YOU” 

WHEN THANOS STARTED SAYING YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR THE HEAD I KNEW I JUST KNEW

SNAP

OOF

EVERYTHING after this moment was so hectic but so so so uncomfortably calm and eerie. No dramatic scores, no crazy reactions, the avengers literally react the same as we do

Baby Gamora :’((((

“What did it cost” “Everything”

“What have you done?”

The gauntlet busted and destroyed just like my mind

Cap being so utterly confused asking Thor where Thanos went pained me 

Bucky’s last words literally being “steve”, reaching out for him, collapsing, disappearing before steve’s eyes. Steve kneeling down placing his hand on where he was (i don't ship them romantically, their friendship is just so incredibly important and it killed me)

T’Challa fucking fading away i was shoooooooook and still crying and Okoye being so confused and concerned

Rocket having to watch his best friend Groot die again

FALCON!!!!!! 

WANDA LOOKED SO RELIEVED TO DIE SHE DESERVED BETTER

NAT RUNNING IN SO CONFUSED CAP SITTING NEXT TO VISIONS DEAD BODY

MANTIS DISAPPEARING AND DRAX DISAPPEARING CALLING OUT TO QUILL 

QUILL 

STRANGE JUST FADING AWAY

NOW THE PART THAT KILLED ME THE PART THAT TOM HOLLAND DESERVES A FUCKING OSCAR FOR THE PART THAT PROVES HE IS THE BEST SPIDERMAN (IMO) “TONY I DONT FEEL SO WELL” COLLAPSES INTO TONY’S ARM SAYING HE DOESNT WANT TO GO AND DOESNT WANT TO DIE TONY NOT BEING ABOUT TO DO ANYTHING TO SAVE THIS POOR KID PETER DYING TELLING TONY HE’S SORRY I CANT I CANT I CANT I WAS CRYING SO MUCH AND SO LOUD I HAD TO COVER MY MOUTH

NEBULA JUST LOOKING DEFEATED AS HELL “HE’S DONE IT”

TONY HOLDING HIMSELF AS HE HAS FACED HIS WORST FEAR EVERYONE DYING BUT HE IS STILL ALIVE AND HE THINKS IT HIS FAULT 

“OH GOD” SAME CAP SAME

THANOS SITTING DOWN WATCHING THE SUN RISE ON A ‘BALANCED’ UNIVERSE 

CUT TO BLACK, ROLL TO THE BLANDEST SADDEST CREDITS EVER WHICH NOW MATCHES MY MOOD (I'm not bagging out the credits i thought it was very effective for the movie)

POST CREDIT SCENE CAPTAIN MARVEL BITCHES HURRY UP BRIE LARSON 

Well that was it. This literally took me like 3+ hours to write and I'm not even finished. Before i go i want to talk about the main character

THANOS

IMO he is the best marvel villain ever. A thoroughly deep and complex character with a fleshed out motive and backstory. I understood him and for a slight millisecond felt a bit of sympathy for him. This was his story. The relationship between him and Gamora is so complex and compelling (and extremely toxic I'm so sad gamora had to be put through that). I understand he may be different from the comics but this version was great. From the very beginning we were shown just how powerful he is. Over this movie i actually believe he had a slight character development. BUT god do i fucking hate him he has killed and hurt all my faves! The purple grape ballsack can choke when hopefully Thor, Nebula and Tony get their revenge with a little help from Captain Marvel and the rest of the avengers. 

AND QUICKLY SUMMING UP MY FAVE PARTS

THE SNAP

Thor, Groot and Rocket landing on Earth

Cap coming out of the shadows

Guardians vs Avengers

Starmora kiss

Now to wait a whole god damn year until Avengers 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bookreadalongs]

It Ends with Us

6/15 Sat I’m pissed I accidentally deleted all my thoughts yet again.

I talked about how it would be great around page 85 if the boy was Atlas at the party. I talked about the socioeconomic juxtaposition between the two guys and Lily are foils. I talked about cute thoughtful things.

102. Ellis. This was just the right book for me at the right time. Oh! I also talked about how I thought of course she’d end up with Ryle, and how it reminded me of the ask Reddit thread “Widows, if your spouse came back to life, would you leave your current SO”? Then, how the responses varied, but what I got out of it was that everyone needs a different amount of time to mourn. It’s hard to move forward after such a great love is lost. OH!

I talked about how my greatest epic love story was two people growing up together, changing and evolving next to each other and as they changed and grew, somehow they only become more and more perfect for each other. It’s epic and a dream because that’s just not reality.

If your deceased loved one comes back, who knows how suited for each other you’ll be anymore? At some point, you just have to live with the fact that someone new is your future.

And I talked about how it started with suicide so I was like maybe Atlas commits suicide?

I talked about how I was glad she didn’t have a secret this time and that maybe Ryle had a secret, but Atlas’s was already known. The whole thing about this book is the naked truth. The gimmick of some underlying secret grows old. I love it though.

I walked into horizon books three times today to read this. I ended up having to buy it. Tia asked again why I didn’t just get a kindle…I think there is honestly something subconsciously comforting about holding a book and turning the pages. It goes back to when I was younger and had so much fun reading. It really is just a comfort. I have tried to read before on a kindle and just am less inclined to read. Maybe that’s just times I don’t feel like reading. I’ve read many a book on this phone right here.

I don’t know.

I just love books. I’ll take them digital. I’ll read them too.

on the beach now. Had to say a few things. Like how one 129 I thought Atlas would own the restaurant. And how the minute he was introduced to now he's suddenly felt like the front runner. It's like the notebook. She found the perfect guy. Attentive. In love with her. Loved by the parents. Loaded with a good job...but he built a house for her. Or a restaurant.

148. I knew it. He fricken owns the restaurant and went to her table because he wanted to know if t was her 149. The broken unfinished heart on her shoulder that Ryle kisses is to commemorate Atlas 156: but I thought her dad beat him up and that's how that ended 167: all that time...she knew that rooftop with a house on it. She searched for the nearest rooftop balcony...for him. Then she found Ryle 158; I thought that was going to end with "just keep swimming". CHoover is predictable in a lot of ways, but puts in some weirdly predictable twists that are underwhelmingly perfect...not that I ever see her twists coming -gotta get that last journal 159. A reward. Like a garden 165...fuckin from Ohio. This book just reached for me at the right time I wouldn't have gotten it if any other book interested me whatsoever today 166: and that is the first time I've seen or heard fuckface used outside of talking about what Rex said 168. Now I'm just comparing everything to Atlas. He was her best friend. He should've married her. He created her perfect day nine years ago by being miserable...maybe perfect is an overstatement 184, frick is this the end of his career? 185: holy snap...I kind of thought it would be the army guy...I just...I didn't want it to happen this way...his brother commit suicide, didn't he? This is why Alyssa was concerned that he loved her...the secret unveils. 188, wow. This is good. Really good. Seeing the confusion and hope of such a distorted situation and mind...I like it 192, at least one chance at forgiveness? At least? Very unsettling... 193, a lie. 202, why do you care about what Atlas thinks so much? Please end up with him. This is my downfall. Believing in past positive experiences over present to predict the future. This is another instance where CHoover is impressive in imprinting me wanting something to happen while still kind of in denial that it will 204, she wants Lily out of a relationship with her brother...knowing it'll hurt him and he loves her...why would she want that? 208, she must've told him. They were best friends. That's the sweetest, cutest thing I've ever heard of in a book...they both came from abusivo households...I love it so much...surely as book lovers read this, she must end up with him, right? All of that after he hit her? People can't love Ryle more than Atlas...not by this point 210, she started counting days like she did for Ryle for Atlas. See, if Atlas werent the better one, I'd just sound so stuck in the past Guck she's talking about loving as adults and comparing...shit 213, when the timing is right I'm holding on to that 217, Deb and Flow from finding memo 218, plz tell me part one was Syle...Ryle and part two is atlas 221, crap...we'll..maybe they won't get along? The beginning of the end? 222, ah shoot 223, wait...plans like that for the future in a book are only to be broken 225, aww fuck. No...Atlas hasn't just been here, cruising. Being perfect for nothing 227, husband...something bad will happen soon. Obviously. Things are just too good. Maybe he'll hit her... 230, IRONY THAT HE WILL HURT HER FOR ATLAS TRYING TO PROTECT HER BUT T WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN I love this because it makes me feel like I need to reread this in a new light. Like, were there any signs? Maybe? Maybe this is just developed? Oh gosh...the back saying sometimes the people you love hurt you the most. Shoot I thought that meant they'd definitely be endgame after he pushed her the first time I thought he found the journals 236, she knows. She has to. Also I forgot to write it, but he killed his brother? Maybe? Lead him to suicide? I don't know 244, ...what the hell...crap nuggets...UHGGG -there wouldn't be this much book left without Atlas coming back though 251, he's so much of your life now...if you break up...I guess she has the business. Where the fuck is Atlas? 257. Emerson and Ryle weird fricken name 260, don't let him blame the scotch 261, oh my fucking God. It's done. I knew it! ATLAS PLZ COME LIKE THE SUPERHERO YOU ARE 264, the moment she cried her mom wouldn't walk away was when she saw her dad almost raping her. This is so creepy 266, of course he couldn't have ended up with her. This book is so positively acclaimed...it couldn't have been if she stayed with her abuser 270. His love for her is stronger than the anger 273, he has a garden...for her. He knew it was for her 274, what a change of events. Him giving her a home, maybe some clothes, maybe some food 278, he's still so modest I love him so much 283. This alone...is she suicidal? This is what Atlas hoped she'd never feel. Something something Atlas because finding thing AHHH IS HE A HUFFLEPUFF? 295, I now see how she needed to be the way she is. She's so brace opening that shop, countering expectations and cliches. Yet...she finds herself being a cliche in the end...she just sees the gritty parts of herself. She had to always be this brace, even now. This could spring up on anyone, this book is trying to say. She was smart in the relationship taking it slow and all...yet this still happened. How? Well, we saw first hand. Kind of. Even now, she's brave. Yet, as always, jaded. 301, "I know he has at least three friends" I laughed. I love it 303, the naked truth thing was cute and good and all...but...with someone who you love and supposedly loves you so much, you shouldn't have to ask them to tell the truth. That's what they're getting at here 304, the ghost in her life came back and she still wanted him. 309, that's why he exited the narrative physically for so long...and mentally Soft. Last time...Ryle was just hard 316, fuck. I just had that moment when I was like AH DERR. She thinks she'll get everything dirty because she is a gardener. AH DUH. 323, I like that. I really like that. This book...handsome successful men can do this. It doesn't matter what appearances they give to the outside world, to their inner world either. Yes. Even if he saw her in such a sticky situation, he never should have hurt her...mental and emotional abuse is next, right 326, yeah. Wow. She feels like her dad because...people can hurt people in different ways. It doesn't make things better 336, yo. Atlas made that decision Wow damn I love this book I am so fucking basic but I'm fine with it 360, me and feeing comfortable at work, then feeling very upset when Jim was sarcastic. Emily said a day later never to take anything he says seriously, but it hurt me. Just putting so much hope and comfort into any one thing hurts when it's ripped out from under you...getting too comfortable is dangerous 361. AHHHHHHHH IT ENDS WIH US DOESNT REFER TO HER AND ATLAS OR HER AND RYDER RYLE IT ENDS WITH HER AND EM. 362, BOYLSTON?! Been waiting for a sick Boston drop that I actually knew besides Mass hospital 367, AHHHHHHH 19:25

373. 1931. AWWWWW If an author loves you, you never die