Was it casual when you risked your life to save mine
i got to my last point of power
and you, knowing it will affect you
for everyone to found out you are a kaiju
but did not cared
jumped in anyway
So they captured you and considered you just a kaiju, but i never ever thought a second that
Yes i love lovers risking their life to eachother tell me this is not love
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was it casual when we became homosexual surrogate parents together?
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Was it casual.
Was it casual when you held me for literal hours as I sobbed.
Was it casual when I had a psychotic episode and you offered for me to bite or hit you, or take it out on you.
Was it casual when you helped me escape my parents for hours, because you knew that I hated it.
Was it casual when we shared hand rolled ciggarettes and talked and cuddled for hours.
Was it casual when I had my head in your lap as you did my makeup.
Was it casual when you offered to pay for a binder and keep it at your house, so my parents wouldn't find out.
Was it casual when you would tell me EVERYTHING.
Was it casual whenever we got dressed together at your house, the only place I could express myself, and would go out together.
Was it casual when you took me to 'your' spot, and I am the only person you ever took there.
Was it casual when you gathered and smashed wine bottles with me for hours, as a therapy.
Was it casual when you came to my house after I tried to OD and run away, and sobbed and waited for hours, until I came back.
Was it casual when you told me I was the only reason you lived through last year.
Was it casual when you spent hours with me bleaching our hoodies to match.
Was it casual when I was the first person you called when you relapsed, and you let me bandage you up.
Was it casual when I let you cry for hours about a girl on my shoulder.
Was it casual that the girl was my ex, and bsf.
Was it casual that you guys would make out.
Was it casual that you two got in a relationship, while you knew I was in love with you.
Was it casual that you two would argue and hurt eachother constantly, and I would be the one to have to talk to you both.
Was it casual that you completely dissmissed my feelings and ignored them, only ever talking about how you loved her so much, and that no one would ever love you. When the two of us were RIGHT THERE, giving you our everythings, trying to help you get better.
Yes.
Yes it was casual.
Once again, I am an idiot.
An idiot in love.
Who kept letting himself get hurt, over and ovver.
Fuck.
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not to sound like a boomer, but I need some people to learn how to write emails in a semi-professional (at the very least) format so you're not cold emailing a business/potential employer/any other stranger about formal matters in the exact same way you'd DM a close friend on instagram
the formality/language can loosen up in the email chain once you've established a rapport and you match the other person if they're being less formal, but please don't have the very first email you send a stranger be written in all lowercase ultra-casual sms slang with no greeting or signature and a billion emojis
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I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight
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