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Touching.
#sp creek#craig x tweek#tweek tweak#craig tucker#They're always touching one another when they talk or walk together#Very physically affectionate and honestly pretty good at communicating#They remain a constant in each other's lives. It's comforting.
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Them With A Black Cat S/o
Ot7 x Reader
Summary: How the members would react to having a black cat crush or S/o.
Warnings: none
A/N: Thanks to the lovely anon who requested this! I hope you like it!
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Jin: Honestly, I could see this kind of personality being a pretty good match for him! He has his quieter and introverted sides, so he’d understand your need/preference towards quiet or alone time, and I think he’d have a lot of fun trying to crack your cool outer appearance with his goofy humor.
Yoongi: He’s a bit of a black cat personality himself, so I think you’d be able to understand each other really well! You could both be your most snarky and sarcastic versions of yourselves, without fear of the other person misunderstanding you, and knowing how to find your secret soft sides.
Hobi: The golden retriever boyfriend that every black cat needs, lol! Like he’s besties with Yoongi, so you know he’s well suited with this sort of personality. I feel like y’all would have full conversations through eyes squints/rolls/etc, lol.
Namjoon: I think he’d get along really well with a black cat personality(imo, he gives goofy tabby vibes, so I think you’d be more alike than he’d realize at first, lol) He’d respect your need for your own space and independence, but he’s also ready to be there whenever you need more attention and support.
Jimin: I think you two would bicker a lot, but it’s almost like a love language for y’all, lol! His naturally sassy attitude would match with your sarcastic humor really well, and although he’s quite affectionate, he would understand your need for having space and time to yourself, making the times when you’re more open and vulnerable with him all the more special.
Taehyung: Tae I think would struggle the most initially with understanding your needs, as he’s a very physically affectionate person. Once y’all find that balance tho, you would work really well together. Similar to how Hobi brings out the brighter side of Yoongi’s personality, Tae would bring out yours, finding ways to draw you into his silliness sometimes and make you laugh.
Jungkook: I think he would get along quite well with this personality type. He definitely understands the need for having alone time and personal space, though he might struggle a bit in finding the right ways to communicate his own needs to you without feeling clingy. Once you find that balance tho, it’s a match made in heaven.
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can u do aaravos x reader hcs of them when they get into a fight and then make up afterwards
like ofc aaravos gets really scary when he's angry but i feel like he'd be the one to immediately apologize if he goes too far
and if he gets really pouty then reader does cute and silly things to cheer him up
eeee i got this req last night and i was so excited to write it!!!! i love my star boy ♥️
🥀Cw: some angst (with comfort), aaravos is Bad At Feelings™️, arguing, aaravos sucks at communicating somtimes smh, he also has attatchment issues
fights with aaravos dont happen often, but when they do they can get nasty
he can get petty sometimes, and is also very stubborn. it can be hard to change his mind, and he can sometimes get offended, thinking that u dont trust him or that u think hes incapable
it will usually start off as something small, like for example ur worried ab him overworking himself
aaravos will jump to conclusions and blow it out of proportion, he'll think that ur losing faith in him and that ur going to leave him
tbh hes his own worst enemy cuz his fear of losing u just makes him act nasty and cruel during fights which only pushes u away
during the heat of the moment, aaravos might say some things he doesnt mean
he can be pretty scary when angry, hes like a cornered animal and gets defensive over anything
afterwards, he will feel esp bad
if he made u cry, the guilt will be eating at him for hours
aaravos will sit silently beside u and be going over what to say, but when he opens his mouth he just gets really anxious. after fights and when ur really upset with him are one of the only times u will ever see him unsure, normally hes always so calculating and put together but he is not good at apologizing
he will try his hardest to apologize tho
hes a firm believer of the "dont go to sleep angry" rule and will talk to u as soon as hes calm
once aaravos isnt angry, hes pretty levelheaded and mature when communicating ab an argument u two had
but only if he was in the wrong
if U were wrong, he will pout and be bratty ab it
hes too clingy to ignore u, but will literally be hugging u cuz hes scared u'll leave while pouting and side eying u while saying hes angry (he isnt, hes just a little bitch)
if he was wrong, he'll dote on u and be very sweet and gentle for the next few days
the worst thing u can do is ignore him, aaravos loves attention, ESPECIALLY ur attention and u ignoring him lets him know that he fucked up bad
if u were wrong, he will want to be pampered and will wait for u to apologize on ur own time
depending on whether or not ur a hot-headed person, arguments can last for as short as a few minutes to lasting a few days of the both of u being petty
after any argument, no matter how small or who was right or wrong, aaravos always ends up being clingy and needy
hes afraid u'll leave, he doesnt want to be alone again and doesnt want to lose u
however he will poke fun at u cuz hes just like that ����
"aww, is my little star upset? ur so cute when u pout my dear, how could i not tease u?"
aaravos could never get physical in fights, he sees that as a huge red flag
if u flinch in an argument, he immediately stops, there is nothing more important to him than making sure ur safe and that will break through any level of anger that he has
the idea of u being scared of him makes aaravos scared cuz, as previously stated, he is SO FUCKING AFRIAD OF LOSING U😭
if hes being a pouty little bitch after an argument, it's honestly so easy to cheer him up
how to cheer up a pouting aaravos:
1. cuddles 2. food 3. talking it out 4. playing with his hair 5. REASSURING HIM U ARENT LEAVING HIM
overall, aaravos overthinks things, and that leads to most of ur arguments but he will recognize when hes wrong and take responsibility. he can be difficult and downright irritating at times, but he tries his best to be a good person (elf???) for u and loves u unconditionally
the little bitch (affectionate) is constantly afraid that u'll leave him
PLSSS I LOVE HIM SM 😭 hes both very mature and immature and its so funny
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꣑୧ ⋅ ⋅ ⋅ ── MATCHUP EVENT: Date #1
♡ cupid's victim number one !! ♡ (psst, wanna take part? click here!)
thank you soooo much for taking part in the event my love! i super appreciate all of the information you sent my way, as it made matching you that much easier! i think i have a good idea of who might be most suited for you... i hope you agree ♡ !! or at the very least, that you enjoy my reasonings hehe...!
─ you have one new message from...
Sebastian . . .
y'know, i really enjoyed our date last night... keep thinking back to how pretty you looked from my angle. hope thats not weird to say lol... anyway, how about the same come friday? promise to make you feel even better x
Why? the fact that you both have similar personalities types was the first thing i noticed! in that you both appear to favour being alone and more introverted than others, and that you both offer straight forward, honest discussion. i think you and sebastian would get along great in a platonic sense, but especially romantically, able to understand each other almost instantly because you share a similar personality! and it only gets more in tune the longer you spend time together! the fact that you both have a rather direct way of communicating is only a bonus, i think... leaving no room for error or miscommunication, easing both of your anxieties. i can imagine you both having the kind of discussions with each other that you might struggle to have with anyone else, simply because he's the only one who gets it, y'know? also, i think you two would do so well at bringing out what the other feels like they're lacking, if that makes sense? seeing the best in each other, offering support and helping each other become the best versions of yourselves! where he might struggle to initially accept physical affection, you'd help him grow more accustomed to it in time <3 and where you might struggle with low self esteem, sebastian would do his best to openly and honestly build you back up! you can rest assured that he'd never lie to you. oh!! i almost forgot, the fact that you're also big big NERDS (affectionate) together means that you'll never run out of things to say to each other/do together, because he'd love to indulge you every chance he gets! also hello?? matching gamer skins in game B-)...
i can imagine you both getting all snuggly during the colder months together, given that you both enjoy autumn/winter months! spending late nights just existing together, enjoying the peace and quiet that comes from each others company. you are his safe space, just as much as he is yours. introvert x introvert, he appreciates just how easily you'd understand him, and how he needn't have to put on a faux show for you ever! content enough in each others company, i feel like your whimsical nature would bounce so well off his more logical outlook on life.
though i do believe that you two are more similar than different, opposites do attract! and i think where your differences lie together only help strengthen the bond!
Night (A)f(t)er the museum. . .
in truth, it's a miracle that he's been able to last as long as he has with you today. seething the second you started rattling off facts, one after the other in rapid succession, that pretty twinkle in your eye when passing by the larger than life exhibits at the museum catching his attention far more often than he cares to admit. and your voice, all rushed and excited, tripping over itself just like your feet did when you tugged on him to hurry up, we're gonna miss the special showing! that he didn't even know existed; but that he quickly learned he, too, was excited for. especially if it meant getting to stare at you instead, nursing a half chub the entirety of the day thanks to your incessant babbling, god. you've got no idea just how hot you look when indulging, how painful it's been for him not to jump you the moment he was left alone with you in grand halls and hidden corners of the museum.
"c'mon—" he finally heaves against you, cheeks squished against your soft, sticky thighs, only taking a brief break to goad you, because he's got far more important things to focus on at the moment. "tell me again," another pause soon cut short, tongue flat against your sopping slit to suckle on some more of that sweet taste, a heady groan escaping him as he takes a brief huff of your scent, fuck— he can't stand it, how all it takes for him to get going is to simply listen to you talk. and it'd be wholly pathetic if he didn't feel the way your hole twitches around his tongue every time he slips it inside of you, you know how down bad he is, and you like it, don't you?
"Tell me what your favourite thing at the museum was today, again, please." he manages to rasp out, begrudgingly so. he doesn't wanna stop.
but honestly, he's not even fully listening to your reply. catching mumbles of dinosaurs and something about guessing which was which; he's already heard it in depth before. on the ride to the museum, at the museum, on the way home, at home— he could probably recite exactly what you're saying, and what you've been saying, back to you word for word by now. but fuck if his cock isn't rock hard just from hearing you talk about what you love, bobbing between his legs as his nails dig into your thighs, pulling them apart, spreading you wide open for his tongue to lap and suck at your puffy little clit as you at least try to answer his mundane question properly, but he makes it difficult for you.
the relatively boring and routine conversation has his tummy filling up with butterflies, flipping at the way you so desperately try and try and try to keep up with him, but your voice ends up all pitchy and crackled with choked out moans, and he honestly feels a little dizzy with just how much blood rushes to his cock to leaving his tip a drooling, throbbing mess for you. you could say anything at this point and he's sure that just from the way his cock jerks and twitches from between his legs every time he swallows another gulp around your clit, fucks his tongue deep into your cunt, that he'd cum on the spot.
it only makes matters worse for him that you're talking about something you love, because there's something so incredibly attractive to hear you struggle with his flicks, making out with your cunt with sloppy sucks and messy kisses; he's sure that his chin is stained all tacky with your slick by now, and yet he doesn't stop. because you're still talking, and he's so fucking thankful that you picked todays date spot.
if only because he gets to make you feel good while you talk about what makes you happy, making sure to thumb at your clit with imprecise circles as he tongues the slick from your hole directly, moaning openly at the taste and sending vibrations up your pretty little pussy with furrowed brows. your voice is but mere background noise at this point, and yet he still loves it. can still feel the way his cock pulses with need, humming out mumbled words of praise and affection and fuck he's so close— and you haven't even touched him yet! in fact, all he's really done is eat you out a little, hitting that sweet spot rhythm he knows you enjoy with wet kisses against your hole and it's no surprise that he's cumming with you, still focusing mostly on helping you ride out your orgasm as opposed to milking his untouched cock.
but what can he say.
he just loves seeing you happy and confident, loves to hear you be so self indulgent, without worry or fear over being weird or annoying. he loves it, and every part of you too.
— you like to... listen to music when alone! here is a personalised playlist that i think fits your matchup! ♫ Fitz And The Tantrums - Out Of My League ♫ Stephen Sanchez - Until I Found You ♫ Matt Maltese - As the World Caves In
Alex . . .
ya better get your ass back to the farm soon as, babe. especially after your display last night, fuck meee... hurry on home, will ya? xxx
Why? because alex is just so so sweet, isn't he? big, strong, and reliable Alex who owns plenty of farmland for you to spend your days on... what's not to love? honestly, i think alex would be really good for you mostly because he's so opposite of how you are, but above all else, he's kind, yknow? so the differences don't seem so huge when you think about it, because it's second nature for him to soften the blow and to coddle you when he sees fit, versus pushing you. though he does push you when he needs to which is key! he's not afraid to give you that little extra boost when you need it, even if you find it difficult to swallow in the moment. he also matches your high energy bursts very well i think! he'd be so silly and goofy with you without even questioning it, able to make a fool of himself to maybe compensate for your down periods. he's also a big yapper which i think would compliment your more introverted personality well! doesn't matter if you're more naturally quieter than him, he'd babble on an on about anything and everything, but especially about just how much he loves you, how you're worth more than you think, how he loves you more than anything in the whole wide world, all in an attempt to help build up your self confidence and esteem as much as possible </3 he'd do so literally any chance he gets! not only through his silly words, but especially through his touch! big bear hugs, lots of fluttering nose kisses, grabbing you with such ease in his big strong arms to spin you around just because. in turn, i think you would help ground alex a lot. be that grip on reality he so sorely lacks sometimes; because while i understand that he might grasp the gravity of his situation on the surface, i believe he prefers to avoid his problems first and foremost. you'd do so well at helping him grown and learn how to deal with things without it becoming too overwhelming with how honest and direct your communication style is! i just think he'd find it so easy to adapt to whatever you need, y'know?
i'd imagine living on a farm, far away from society and its judgements, would be a blessing to you, right? better yet with your wonderful amazing himbo husband right by your side <3 you'd benefit from living off the land so much i think, and with alex's consistent help, you'd blossom. he'd be so proud of you, and remind you of that fact every day to try and encourage you some more <3! and he would appreciate your ability to help him calm down, relax him, and give him that stern talking to he so often needs!
plus, imagine all of the yummy treats you could bake during autumn together given his farm land! he'd plant you whatever you wanted, so long as it made you happy!
Work of art. . .
despite how much work and effort he puts into maintaining his trained muscles, exercising his strong physique whether he wants to or not thanks to his line of work, his legs still ache to stay open for you. not because it's too much effort for him, but rather, because you're too cute, and he has to fight with himself not to ruin the moment. that, and he likes to pride himself on being a strong man, especially for you... and yet, he feels weak in the knees upon the sight that greets him when his fluttering lashes finally open, a sheepish smirk making its way to his lips at the way your cheeks appear to be so full.
A soft, barely audible pretty slips past his tongue, drawled out with a moan when you swallow around his tip that's pressed right against the back of your throat— oh, but it's so true. you look so pretty like this, the idle late afternoon sun dancing across your cheeks so lazily, lulling him into a sense of comfort that only you could provide him on his little break from work.
well, he had only intended for this to be a short break anyway. a quick little hang out, teasing you with tight hugs and brisk ass pinches; nothing too risqué, but enough to have you swatting his hand away with a giggle. there it is, that pretty smile he oh so adores! and he was content with this. spending time with you is precious, and he never excepts anything from you.
but alas, when you pout up at him for a little more attention, reminding him that you aren't able to stay at the farm tonight and that soon you'll have to head home, well... he can't quite decline you, can he? not when your idea of ending the perfectly tranquil at home date includes having his legs spread for you to drool at, a light thud ringing in his ears as the old wooden floorboards from under you soak up your dripping saliva.
"slut," he sneers down at you, tone light-hearted at best, but he doesn't miss the way your eyes roll back just a little at the demeaning name. "strugglin'?" he's quick to follow up, but it's obviously not a question, not when you sputter and choke on the end of his cock when he lifts his hips up the smallest amount, inadvertently shoving his cock further down your stuffed full throat as a knowing hum rumbles in his chest. "y'like that anyway, dont'cha? c'mon, y'can take it— y'wanted this, right?"
still, his expression is one of adoration, in spite of his otherwise harsh words. a hidden reprimand behind the easy smile he wears, doting down at you from above with hearts in his eyes when you tentatively start to bob up and down— slowly, that's it, fuuuuck.
no matter what he ends up doing with you on date night, he always has the time of his life. buuuut, he can't deny that getting to degrade you from his holier than thou position on his favourite armchair as you slobber all over his fat cock is perhaps, no, is his favourite way to end things. made all the better because of how much he loves you, how he wants for nothing more than to make you feel loved; and yet here you are getting off to his tutting tone and forceful juts of his hips. pretty princess likes it when big strong men are mean to her? baby, he thinks you're too cute for your own good!
which is to say that he understands it now. might not have in the beginning, fearful of hurting you— physically and emotionally, but he finally gets it. mimicking your pretty pout back at you only to bark down laughter at the way you try to cough around his size, the feeling of your tongue squirming around his cock as if trying to find space as opposed to sucking him off sends a shiver down his spine, only causing his hips to stutter a little more for you. like you meant for that to happen, right baby?
"Good girl—" He moans for you, all breathy and exhausted from the hard days work so far, his tired muscles melting into your sucks and licks so nicely, he can't help but to grasp at the back of your head in return. fuckin' slut probably enjoys it anyway, right? you like it when he's a little rough with you, giving in to his more primal instincts as he holds your head in one place for a second or two.
he, too, pauses for a moment. admiring the way your eyes widen at his touch, how your body trembles with anticipation. fuck yeah, this is by far his favourite date yet. and he can't stop a genuine compliment from spilling out at the realisation.
"prettiest picture ever, like a work of art..."
and he means it, even as he starts face fucking you without warning and your vision gets all glassy and drool foams at the corners of your mouth for him to fish hook at, turning you into a genuine fuck toy from how unfairly he treats you; just like what you've asked of him. and he'd do anything to make you feel good about yourself, even if that's something like this. because he can see the way you squirm with pleasure and he can hear the way you gag on sobs, tugging desperately at your hair to help get you off faster— cause he's close. you and that fucking tongue, god, he'd kill for you, y'know?
it's only a couple seconds after catching you fingering yourself—because he doesn't have the mind to tend to you himself right now, jaw slack with whines and muscles taut with broken restraint—that he can feel your body seize up. taking advantage of the opportunity you so kindly offer him to hunch over you now, cock right down your throat for him to pump against once, twice... he's never actually made it to three strokes with you.
"drink up," he sighs as he shoots ropes down your tight throat, deep and heavy gulps of air as he attempts to catch his breath for you. "it's what pretty sluts get for being so good."
— you like to... listen to music when alone! here is a personalised playlist that i think fits your matchup! ♫ Arctic Monkeys - I Wanna Be Yours ♫ Paramore - Still Into You ♫ WILLOW - Wait A Minute!
#thankyouevent#you can't convince me that they wouldn't send kisses ok x#really hope i haven't missed out anything or forgotten anything...!
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cod characters alphabet: comfort
Characters: Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John Price, Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra, Valeria Garza
Warnings: none
Prompt: Comfort - How would do they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack?
A/N: literally devastated that i have to go back to school tmmrw
simon “ghost” riley:
okay so the thing about ghost is that he absolutely sucks at dealing with panic attacks
doesn’t matter if their his or yours, he is about as helpful as a wheelbarrow without wheels
he never really learned how to get over them besides just waiting them out which he knows isn’t the most helpful advice to give someone
also he’s not really used to or comfortably with huge displays of emotion like panic attacks and so he definitely gets pretty awkward around you when you’re distressed
he’ll probably try to pat your back or give you a hug to make you feel better but again it’s definitely very awkward
he’s sort of a pragmatist and so his first instinct will be to try and fix the problem, but since he doesn’t exactly know how to do that he’ll often do things outside of your panic attack
by that i mean he’ll start tidying your room or doing some of your chores that way you don’t have stuff to worry about when you’re done crying
if you’re worried about something specific he’ll also try and get that dealt with pretty quickly as well
that being said if you’re just kinda sad for whatever reason he’s a little better in that department
he likes to make you something to eat and then turn on one of your favorite shows/movies while you cuddle on the couch
he probably won’t try to talk to you about it unless you bring it up first but he’s definitely gonna up the affection so that you know you’re loved
john “soap” mactavish:
okay if i’ve said it once i’ve said it a million times
but soap solves problems through humor and jokes
honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if it stems from him being sort of uncomfortable around extreme displays of vulnerability or emotion like ghost
but instead of distancing himself, soap tries to stay by your side when you’re going through it
i mentioned this in a previous headcanon, but soap will definitely keep telling you jokes until you’re able to at least smile or give him a light laugh
he’s definitely a firm believer that laughter is the best medicine, and so he’ll do anything to try and distract you from your problems with a good (or bad) joke that makes you laugh
i think he also gets more physically affectionate when he can tell you’re having a tough time because he feels like it’s an easier way for him to show you how much he loves you
but he’ll also compliment you and verbally remind you of his love for you too
when you’re having a bad day, soap will probably try to take your mind off of it with a fun time out
he’ll spend the entire date cracking jokes and trying to get you to double over with laughter
that being said, if you’re not feeling like going out he’s more than capable of making sure you have a great time staying in
kyle “gaz” garrick:
hm so believe it or not i think gaz is actually pretty good at comforting you when you have a panic attack
he’ll definitely be there by your side, rubbing your back, and helping you breathe through it
he’ll probably ask you to count or do something repetitive with him to get your mind off of your troubles
he knows all the right things to say to make you feel better and will definitely talk you through it to make it pass by quicker
he’ll also get you some water if you need it or get you to a chair/private place
when you’re ready, he’ll ask you to explain what’s stressing you out, and when you’re all sorted he’ll go and try to deal with your problem
gaz is also good when you’re just generally feeling sad
communication is important to him and so he’ll encourage you to talk to him and tell him what’s wrong
and once he knows what’s wrong he’ll help you work through it the best you can so that you feel better
he’ll also run you a bath or shower and try to pamper you so that you feel better
when you’re feeling sad, he really just takes more care of you so that you know you’re loved
john price:
okay so i feel like just based on his age, price probably wouldn’t be the best around emotions, but given the fact that he’s a captain in the military i think it cancels out
i mean, that being said, most times people in the military aren’t exactly having panic attacks very frequently but he still knows what to do in case you do have one
like gaz he’s very methodical and will essentially go through like the cleveland clinic guide to helping panic attacks step by step
(also that could be a big fat lie idk if cleveland clinic has a guide to helping panic attacks)
first thing he does is make sure you’re actually having a panic attack and not something more severe like a heart attack or something
next thing he does (especially if this is the first time you’re having a panic attack around him) is try and gather some information
is this your first time ever having a panic attack? if not, then what do you do to help it usually? what can he do to help you? you get the gist
he’ll reassure/comfort you verbally and try and gently coax you through it
he’ll also help you to ground yourself/get you a water or medication or anything you might need
when you’re just feeling down though, price finds that the best way to help is by giving you cuddles
he’ll pull you into bed or onto the couch and just hold you tight against him
if you wanna talk he’ll listen, but if not than he’ll fill the silence with stuff about his day or his life
alejandro vargas:
hmm so alejandro may not follow the textbook word for word when it comes to helping you with panic attacks but he does a pretty good job on his own
his first instinct is usually to wrap his arms around you and hug you
he feels like it just helps ground you, plus it lets you know that he’s there for you, plus you usually respond well to it so he doesn’t see a problem with it
he’ll whisper quietly into your hair and rub circles onto your back to try and get you to relax
usually he’s just praising you or saying sweet nothings to help you feel better
“i’m right here, don’t worry mi vida” or “you can get through this, i’m so proud of you corazon”
he’ll ask you what you need and depending on what you say he’ll go and get that/do that for you
once it’s all over he’ll draw you a warm bath and really give you a nice little spa day to help you unwind
he also does this whenever you’re just feeling bad or down in general
although he does go above and beyond if it’s a particularly bad day to make you feel extra loved
get ready though because he literally will not let you do anything yourself for that day/week
he’s also by your side to make sure you have everything you could ever need or want
rodolfo “rudy” parra:
oh god bless rudy’s poor little soul if he ever comes across you having a panic attack
i feel like he’s definitely very empathetic and so seeing you distressed makes him distressed and really just hurts his heart
that being said, be glad he has his military training because if not he’d probably be crying by your side too
thankfully, he knows how to be calm in emergencies like this so after he gives himself a few seconds to panic and then gather his thoughts, he’s rushing to your side to be of aid
like alejandro, his kneejerk reaction is to give you a big ole hug but he’s worried that that might be too overwhelming so he starts off by rubbing your back/holding your hands
that being said if you tell him that you want a hug get ready to be squeezed like never before because once he has a hold on you he’s not letting you go until he knows you’re happy
i’ll be honest a lot of words are going to be coming out of his mouth
they all have the same general message of “i love you so much. it’s gonna be okay. we’ll get through this together.” but the coherency of his words is debatable
he’ll be absolutely beside himself trying to do whatever it take to make you feel better
honestly it’s the same rodeo when you’re feeling sad, just this time rudy is a little less panicked since it’s not the worst it can get
he’ll still shower you in kisses and hold you as tight as he can though to make you feel better
valeria garza:
alright so valeria may normally be all harsh edges and tough when it comes to her day job, but if it’s you and your distressed valeria’s a completely different person
she definitely becomes more nurturing and softer so she can comfort you better
she’ll hold you in her arms and help you relax if you’re going through something bad like a panic attack
she’s very good at grounding you, whether that be through helping you breathe, or doing the 5-4-3-2-1 method or something else along those lines
she’ll whisper lots of affirmations to you, telling how proud she is of you, telling you how amazing you are, etc.
when you’re ready, she’ll ask you about the cause and if there’s anything she can do to help
and if there’s even like the faintest hint of something she could maybe do, then trust that she is doing it
because let’s be real, you mean the world to her and she would do anything to make you feel better
when you’re sad, she always gets you takeout from your favorite restaurant and eats it with you while you guys cuddle and watch a movie or tv show
afterwards, she’ll take you out shopping or buy you a nice gift to make you feel better
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hey! Could you write something about Zakk dating an autistic girl? I'm an autistic person and I have a huge crush on Zakk and I love your writing so could you do some headcanons about it? I would really be very happy!! (sorry if something is written wrong, I don't speak English and I'm using Google translate 😫)
hiii! okay so i’m not autistic and i wanted to get like.. what it’s like to be autistic so i asked my friend (who’s autistic) about it and they told me about autism so i hope this is accurate to your experience with autism!!
I think that Zakk would honestly not give a shit if someone is autistic and not care for them if they didn’t mean much to them but considering you in this scenario are his lover i think that he would really try!!
also i might’ve written Zakk a little softer because i don’t think anyone is really sure of how he would act in a romantic relationship tbh but even if he isn’t nicer/softer/whatever to people with autism and other things like that i wanted to make him like a little out of character safe space to ppl with neurodivergent disorders for u if that’s what ur looking for cause tbh if he isn’t nicer then what would i write about?? him being normal?? that’s not nice LOL
also if you need me to focus on your experience then please don’t be afraid to tell me what your symptoms and experience is like and what your reactions are so i can write a more personalized version<3
⛧ overstimulation
• harmful stimming
I think if you gave Zakk some direction, he would be a little caught off guard at first but he would get the hang of it. he would try his hardest to distract you, like taking you somewhere else or doing whatever helps you calm down.
• running away
well according to my friend, he says RUN! RUN FOR YOU! because ppl r usually like “u have to be nice to people with autism” but he also says sometimes you need to be a little assertive in like situations like this so i think that Zakk would absolutely chase after your ass lol
• crying, screaming, etc
i think that Zakk would kind of catch onto this quicker than he would with others but if you need distance, he will do it. if you need affection, he will do it. if you need to be somewhere else, he will take you somewhere else.
• distress noises
he would probably understand if the sounds you make sound i guess distressed enough? if they didn’t he would be confused but with some communication he would get it and help u out <33
⛧ communication
• signs and symbols
Zakk would prolly pick up on things like communication cards, hand signs, etc pretty fast!!
• distance/affection
Zakk is totally fine with distance honestly!! i think he would be perfectly cool with affection as well!!! i believe that Zakk would leave you alone physically unless you asked him to be there with you!!
shut downs/melt downs (yes i’m aware they are not the same i’m just bunching them together lol)
• nonverbal
Zakk would be confused but if you can communicate with cards or symbols then he would get it pretty quickly. i think that if you didn’t communicate at all he would probably just leave you alone but keep an eye on you.
• needing rest/space
as i said, Zakk is cool with distance!
• needing touch
if you touched Zakk in a more affectionate way (like a hug, etc) he would understand but not touch you like full on (not sexually i just mean on full cuddles) unless you gave him a signal that that’s what you want. if you asked him, he would still understand and tend to your needs in both scenarios <3
⛧ general autism stuff
• social battery
i think that Zakk would have a pretty good experience with things similar to a social battery so he would pick up the signs and leave you be!!
• fidgets
Zakk would get it. i just feel like he would. I think that Zakk would prolly fidget with things himself but i mean more like his jewelry, hair, skin, etc (no i’m definitely not projecting!!/sarc) i think that if you really asked him to he would go out and get u some LOL
• special interests
I think he would be confused on why you’re so fixated on something but over time with being educated how autism works then that confusion level would go down.
• happy stims/just stims in general
Zakk would be confused!! i stim myself (i’m neurodivergent but i’m not autistic) and i think that Zakk would never really understand it lol but he wouldn’t judge u bc he loves u
• headphones/something noise cancelling
if it really helped you and you couldn’t get it on your own, Zakk would get some for you tbh!!
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5, 6, 18, 24, 27, 32 for Eris and Rick?
Thank you so much!! These two have such an interesting dynamic, I swear...
Ship Ask Game - The Basics
5. Do they argue often? If so, what do they argue about?
Literally all the time - it's just an occupational hazard from spending any amount of time around Eris. Most of the time, it's teeny-tiny arguments that don't have any bearing on anything, more like teasing than anything else, and those are just brushed aside. Sometimes there's a big one, like the one we see in Dead of Night, but those are honestly pretty rare - those little arguments might look contrarian or even outright hostile to an outside observer, but they actually serve as a good method of communication for the two of them, and stopping the little annoyances before they grow into genuine fights.
6. How do they make up/apologize after an argument?
Like I said before, the little ones just kind of vanish without needing to be dwelt on. For the bigger arguments, the ones that really mean something, Rick is always the one to try and patch things. Eris is more the type to just let things go after a while - they argue, she learns to distance herself before it grows somewhere irreparable, and then she just comes back having let it go entirely.
After a while he learns that Rick was brought up on actual, verbal apologies and such, and they do their best with that for his sake, but it still doesn't usually happen. Eris' apologies are mainly just their loyalty to him (knowing they can fight and Rick wouldn't be hurt despite their violent nature, and knowing she'll come back eventually instead of just moving on), and Rick understands that, and that's good enough.
18. How do they care for each other when one of them is wounded/sick?
Rick tended to overreact in the early days, before he really learned just how strong Eris' healing factor is, but eventually learned to back off a bit (they heal, and he could see that the attention was starting to annoy them). When something's really bad and they need more time to recover, he's a very attentive partner. Most of the physical wounds heal up quickly, and it just becomes the matter of energy recovery, so he mainly helps out by cooking for them and encouraging them to sleep (like we see in Broken Pieces)
When Rick gets hurt, genuinely hurt... well, that's one of the few times we see Eris' softer side. In the moment, they are far from soft - they will do anything to keep him alive, and their desperation is far from a soft thing. But in the aftermath, once he's stable, she's much more openly affectionate. The injuries are a reminder that Rick isn't immortal, and the time he has with him is valuable.
24. How do their personalities affect their relationship? Do their characteristics compliment each other, or clash often?
Bit of both. Their personalities compliment each other in that they're both similar people at the core of it, and they have an understanding of each other that really drives their relationship through any rough times they have. They're far from a picturesque romantic couple, but they're intensely loyal to each other, and there are a lot of things that really don't need to be said in their relationship.
Personality-wise, they're definitely different people - Eris is contrarian and Rick is affectionate, Eris has very few morals and Rick has very strong morals, and their views on romance are very different - but that core understanding of one another is really what keeps their relationship strong at the end of the day.
27. How do they say “I love you” non-verbally?
Rick is obviously the more openly-affectionate one, and he's definitely the type to sneak quick kisses or little affectionate touches to show that he loves them. He also shows his love through food, cooking meals for Eris when they're injured or even just having breakfast ready for them when they wake up. There are a lot of ways Rick says "I love you" - it used to be an incentive for Eris to see this as their home, to prove that they could be comfortable here and stick around, but now it's just that he enjoys taking care of them.
Eris' affection is a lot more subtle, but it's definitely there when you know to look. There's a lot of this in Whatever Keeps You Around, and the other softer scenes we get with them. Most of it is in proving how much they really know Rick - always remembering his favorite brand of cookies, his preferred scent of deodorant, how he takes his coffee - and just implementing these into their life without being asked to. Or, like we see in Whatever Keeps You Around, the way she'll tease and bicker about something (like making butter just to try it), but will play along at the end of the day. And at the end of the day or after a tough mission, when the two of them are finally alone, he'll cuddle up real close...
32. Do either of them drink? If so, who’s the lightweight, and how does their partner care for them?
Eris does drink, but it doesn't do much - even in a lull, their healing factor will burn off the alcohol before they get so much as a buzz, and bars are usually so chaotic that the ambient conflict in the room makes their healing factor even stronger. He honestly gets more of a buzz standing next to a bar brawl than any alcohol he could consume.
Rick also drinks, and generally knows his limits. He's no lightweight, either, so it's very rare that Eris has ever seen him genuinely drunk (especially to the point that he'd need help taking care of himself). If he does get there, though, Eris will help him without complaint. It's all fairly... procedural, I guess? I mean, they'll get him home, help him change, get him to drink some water, the usual stuff, she knows what to do. And it's definitely accompanied by a lot of teasing, both during and after the whole ordeal, but the fact is that he wouldn't hesitate to take care of him, and wouldn't let Rick act a fool of himself.
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[ matchmaking... ]
@stars-tonight : [ match report ready ]
your match is…
✦ Akaashi Keiji
-> [ Definitely a slow-burn type of relationship at first. ] You’re both quite introverted and distant, perfectly content with your own company. A long time goes by before you two even start to talk to each other despite passing each other often in the halls or even sharing classes together, and then it takes a bit for you two to warm up enough to actually have substantial conversations. Your friendliness during one-on-one interactions definitely helps, though. Once you two start to open up to each other, it’s like a switch was flipped - and suddenly, it doesn’t feel exhausting socializing with each other, and you’re often finding time to meet up to spend time together.
-> [ Overthinkers! ] There are pros and cons when it comes to both of you having this tendency. On the one hand, you both heavily relate to each other on this. The sort of paralysis that comes with one’s mind running a mile a minute, often in circles, is not a pleasant experience; it’s comforting, in a way, to know that you share this struggle with your partner. On the other hand… overthinking can all too easily lead to miscommunications. Even when each of you are aware the other tends to overthink, it still can hinder communication, especially given the fact that you tend to be conflict-averse. Thankfully, Akaashi is mature enough to gently but insistently approach topics that need to be discussed without making you want to escape.
-> [ Unamused when you start to deflect too much when it comes to your personal problems, trying to joke around and procrastinate. ] You’re here trying to laugh things off and Akaashi is standing there, arms crossed, eyebrow quirked as he listens to your excuses. He’s sympathetic to an extent and logically understands that this is how you cope, but he is very much the type to sit you down and be like “seriously, you need to deal with this.” Tough love, perhaps, but he really does try to be gentle with it. You know it’s proof that he cares, but you still get a bit pouty when he insists you quit pushing off necessary tasks.
-> [ Akaashi would absolutely be down for chill dates. ] Coffee and bookstore dates are one of his favorites! The occasional adventurous, busy date is fine with him, too, but he’d much rather have relaxing, lowkey dates. That way, he can focus on you and your conversations, enjoying your presence in a calm setting. He’d be intrigued about doing escape rooms, probably never having done one before you bring it up. Those are definitely fun, a way for him to really use his brain - and he’s pretty good at them! But don’t worry, he’s not the type to totally take over the room and do everything himself; he relies on your careful consideration to analyze the room for things he may have missed.
-> [ He’d be happy to play volleyball with you casually. ] He does think it’s a shame that your injuries prevent you from playing as much as you had in the past, but if you ever want to hit the ball back and forth he’d love to indulge you. It’s nice, honestly - he takes being on the Fukurodani volleyball team seriously, but he still likes more casual practice and playing. Chances are, Bokuto would eventually learn of your (volleyball dates–) fun little sessions and decide to invite himself (and perhaps others in the team) so you guys have a fuller team to play with. Akaashi will sometimes have to scold them and make sure they don’t get too rough and rowdy, though, depending on how you’re feeling that day.
-> [ Not the most verbally affectionate… Definitely an “actions speaks louder than words” type of guy. ] Akaashi is just a tad shy with physical touch at first, becoming flustered the first few times you grab him into a tight hug or insist on cuddling. He does warm up to it after some time, though, and he actually really likes linking pinkies with you or holding your hand while you’re out together. He does appreciate that you’re so willing to dedicate time to spend with him, and makes sure that he always makes it worth your while. His words of affirmation are soft, subtle, but still present nonetheless - many times, this will come in the form of texts he sends in the early hours of the morning when he first wakes up, or notes that he leaves in your bag for you to inevitably find during class when pulling out your books.
-> [ Akaashi would baby your cats. ] You tease him for spoiling them, and he insists that he isn’t - but he totally is. If you ever need a cat sitter for whatever reason, just let him know! He’s very responsible and you’d likely have no issues trusting him to take care of them. In a similar vein, he’d really like going to cat cafés with you (so long as they aren’t too busy, at least; he wants the attention from the furry little friends). He knows that you struggle going out and doing things unless others are with you, but he’s researched new locations and is ready to head out whenever you feel like it.
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yandere alphabet- yves falor
Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?
yves' major love languages are quality time and words of affirmation, so that's how he prefers to show love, however, he is always willing to do things for you, which also means he enjoys acts of service. yves may also give you gifts and show you physical affection if that is your preferred love language. he's here to please you darling
Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
yves prefers to keep things fairly clean when it comes to committing murder; but he doesn't mind being messy, especially if he has a message to pass to other love rivals (i.e. you're HIS.)
Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?
yves isn't the type to kidnap, and there's a high probability that you will go with him willingly, because its very likely that you'll fall for him. regardless, yves would never mock or harm his darling. he honestly just wants to take care of you. and he will for as long as you let him.
Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
nope. yves is very very pro-consent. unless its a situation where you're in immediate danger, he'll avoid doing anything against your will (unless you're into things like that)
Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
yves is extremely guarded at first, as he's not the type to lay all his cards on the table, but as time progresses and he sees you truly love him for him, amd not cause he's a good therapist/listener, he'll most def be more open.
Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?
he wouldn't be too bothered tbh. he's very open minded and understanding (he's a therapist duh?) and he understands that being yandere isn't normal, and he completely understands if you have a negative reaction to his yandere tendencies.
Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
it is most def not a game to him. he just wants to love you.
Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
the worst thing yves could probably do is isolate you from your loved ones by telling them that you are mentally incapable of taking care of yourself.
or by convincing them that you guys are secretly in love and that you're in denial ab it. and yves is very convincing, so most people will believe him.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
yves honestly just wants a simple life with you. going to work, coming home to you and the kids. he doesn't mind you working as well, he's pretty open-minded so anything you'd prefer is something he's willing to take into consideration.
Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
he most definitely gets jealous, but he's not super volatile about it (towards you ofc). he's the type that's suspicious of anyone; be it male, female or enby. he knows you're attractive and special and that other people can see that; so he's always observant to make sure you dont get taken away. however, if he feels like you were encouraging/permitting someone to flirt with you, he'll get a bit upset and will have a long convo with you to sort things out.
Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?
he's very affectionate and lovey dovey. he loves to spend time with you and you could say he's the clingy type, but not too much. he loves to kiss and make out. he's willing to have sex, if that's something you want to. like i said earlier, he's very big on consent, so if you're not in the mood to be touched or interacted with, he'll give you your space and interact with you indirectly or from a distance. he's also particularly observant if his darling is neurodivergent, because they may not be necessarily able to communicate exactly what they need all the time.
Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
yves lovessssss writing love letters!! and he will continue to do so, even if you guys get married. he's a very sweet and caring yandere, so that really shines through during the courting period. he doesn't really have the tendency to kidnap or abduct his darling; because it's more likely for them to want to go with him. he's the type of guy that your friends tell you to give a chance because 'he's a good man with a good job' when you tell them ab your doubts.
note: yves would do anything to make you fall in love with him, even if it means changing part of his personality to what you prefer. he's not willing to alter much of his looks tho.
Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
yes and no.
its not necessarily like yves is hiding his true colours. he's just the type that doesn't like to reveal much about himself. he's naturally secretive and only says what he needs to. he's just a bit different with his darling because he loves you and sees you as a safe space. plus he's kind of secretive with you as well. this will significantly decrease as your relationship matures tho.
Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
mostly isolation tbh. he does have a bit of dad energy so he may scold you. regardless, this rarely happens because he's pretty understanding towards you and your behaviours. and you rarely act up anyways so its all good.
<basically there's very little you could do that yves would consider as 'acting up' or 'misbehaving'>
Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?
not much. its just that almost everything you do will be supervised. that's pretty much it.
Patience: How patient are they with their darling?
extremely patient. yves is probably the most patient yandere oc i have rn; which is saying a lot because they're all patient af.
Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
yves would probably never move on. before you there was none, and after you, there will be none.
i see yves as a one darling yandere, that would prefer to stay alone and like adopt a kid or something, rather than have another darling.
he'd never be able to recover from the anguish of a lost darling.
that's why he'll never let it happen.
Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?
no and no. ♡
yves believes what he's doing is for the greater good, and for your complete happiness. this world doesn't understand you, but he does. that's why you should be with just him. he's a safe space for you. no one else would ever get you the way he does. plus its not like you're restricted to just a room or just a house. you're allowed to go out and stuff, you're just supervised 99% of the time.
so please stay darling.
Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
its a matter of nature vs nurture. everyone in the falor family is indeed yandere; so is it a genetic thing? or is it because of how he was raised? nobody really knows tbh.
Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
in the honeylikesyanderes universe, darlings dont really act like this.
and in yves case, even if they do, he's manipulative enough to get them to stop. plus he's a therapist. your therapist. so he's going to reassure you, and validate your feelings, and let you know he understands. but its manipulation to get you to calm down and warm up to him even more.
Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
yves is nonviolent towards his darling and would never intentionally hurt them. he's soft and sweet but he also has an unpredictable side with gives him a bit of edge. i think compared to most typical yanderes, he's very soft, and he adores his partner very much, rather than just seeing them as property.
Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
none. you cant manipulate a master manipulator. you cant really predict his next move. and his has a back up plan for almost everything.
just be a sweet thing and let him love you mkay?
Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?
physical pain? no
a tiny bit of mental anguish when you're acting up once in a while? maybe
yves will avoid it as much as possible, but if he absolutely needs to, he will.
Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?
yves respects his darling as a person, and tries his best to make that evident. yves would most definitely go the extra mile to win his darling over and to please you. he knows he's not perfect; but he can be perfect for you. he wants you to like him. he needs you to love him.
yves loves his darling and holds them in high regard, but he doesn't absolutely worship them the way his brother does.
Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
it depends tbh.
yves does not mind playing the long game, and he might end up waiting for years before making his move.
he just needs enough time for him to form a solid plan. yves most probably wont swoop in and start publicly pining after his darling until he has a fool-proof plan; which can take days, months or years, depending on the complexity of the situation.
Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?
i dont think so.
yves' darling wouldn't necessarily break, because there's nothing to break there. they gradually just learn to fall in line. i think at most, if they really dislike yves, they'll eventually succumb to stockholm syndrome.
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Are Chaewon and Rika like an established couple? Sorry if that's a weird question, haha (⌒_⌒;)
Not a weird question at all!! Any and all questions about my OC's are more than welcome, I'll happily ramble about anything.
And the short answer is: no.
The longer answer is: it's complicated. Do they ever get together as a fully established couple in my canon? No, they do not. Maybe years down the line after Mint Eye is destroyed and they both find peace within themselves and atone for their crimes... But it's highly unlikely, honestly. Their ending is not a happy one.
Chaewon has been infatuated with Rika since their first meeting, that infatuation gradually blossoming into genuine love and appreciation for her as a person once they become friends. Chaewon loves her romantically, but she also loves her as a dear friend. She never really tries shooting her shot. For all she knows, Rika is perfectly happy with Jihyun, and she is no competition to him when it comes to Rika's heart. She's not as generous on words, nor is she all that smart to keep up with all the philosophical talk they do. So, she stays pining. Is that healthy? No. But Chaewon, at the time of meeting Rika, is a pretty isolated individual. In a way, she feels like Rika is one of the only good things left in her life.
That is to say... the seeds for turning her love into something more twisted and unhealthy were always there. But that doesn't mean they wouldn't work out if things were different.
Is that love mutual from Rika's side? In truth, yes. But she never gets to process that or admit that to herself. Not fully, anyway. She only fully comes to terms with her love for Chaewon as a fully romantic one when the Mint Eye is destroyed and she sees Chaewon be put at risk for her sake. Before it all went wrong, she genuinely viewed Chaewon as a good friend. In time, she even became her closest friend, after Jihyun and Mika, of course. She still kept a noticeable distance between them. Too terrified to show her 'real self' to anyone but V.
In a way, they both viewed each other as better than the other. And that kept them from ever actually opening up to each other fully. Rika thought of Chaewon as a strong-willed, determined woman that she couldn't help but admire. She wished she could be strong like her, without being cruel.
Once Chaewon follows Rika and becomes a part of Mint Eye and her personal bodyguard? Things get even more complicated. They never put a label on what they have. Never refer to each other as lovers, or partners. Everyone in Magenta knows that Chaewon has a special connection to their Savior, as she trusts her with her safety wholeheartedly and always listens to her input. But that's very much it. They are not affectionate in front of other believers. Not physically nor emotionally. Chaewon shows her devotion through direct actions, and Rika does so by letting Chaewon make her own choices freely. It's subtle. The only one who ever notices it is Ray and Saeran.
In Mint Eye, Chaewon becomes Rika's rock that she relies on. And Rika becomes Chaewon justification for everything she does. While before they were two people with mutual attraction that wasn't acted upon due to poor communication, now they become two codependent people using each other to feel better about themselves. Now it's definitely unhealthy.
Not that either of them cares.
Behind closed doors, they are affectionate. They hold hands, caress one another, they even get intimate with one another on more than one occasion. With Chaewon, Rika gets the feeling of control and adoration she craves. While Chaewon gets to indulge in fantasies she never got to have before that.
But she's still not V. And Rika's obsession with V never actually goes away or takes second place.
And Chaewon doesn't challenge her on that either, for fear of losing her affection. That's why she grows to resent V as much as she does. While before she used to bitterly accept the fact that Jihyun was simply better than her, not it feels like he is actively taking Rika away from her. Her hatred of V is a reflection of her own insecurities about not being good enough.
Their relationship is ALSO the reason Rika grows to resent Natasha in turn. She sees herself in Natasha. An alternative 'what if', if only she wasn't too scared of being open and vulnerable with another person.
While Rika's and Chaewon's relationship is a gradual change from a relatively healthy beginning into an unhealthy and codependent one, Natasha's and Ray's/Saeran's relationship is a change from an unhealthy situation into a genuine connection built on mutual trust and understanding. They are parallel to each other.
Do they ever get to the 'I love you' stage? Chaewon whispers those words to Rika many times, often while they are laying in bed together and, for a moment, it feels like it's only the two of them in the entire world. But Rika only manages to say it back when she begs Chaewon to escape right before Magenta (and Mint Eye as a whole) gets dismantled. In a way, in the end, Rika chooses to be selfless out of her love for Chaewon. Asking her to escape and leave her, because she wants her to have a better life. And Chaewon chooses to be selfish and stay by Rika's side through it all. Something she seemingly has always done, but never fully let herself admit fully.
They do get to express their true feelings to each other in the end, in a way.
They get separate after that, and they each have a journey of attunement and self-discovery ahead of them. Will they ever cross paths again and start anew? I genuinely don't know. It's left to interpretation, depending on the universe I'm working with :)
#mia talks#oc chaewon lee#chaewon x rika#i will probably edit this a bit tomorrow!#but yeah these two are a mess#also i am a fellow closeted lesbian rika truther so that's also a major reason why she never got to fully process her feelings#before it all went to shit#like the attraction between them WAS mutual#but human feelings are notoriously complicated#and they are both pretty bad at communicating
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rating tf2 ships instead of doing English because writers block part 1: SCOUT!!
1. Scout/Pyro (Flashfire) - 10/10
honestly? love this ship. mwah mwah. I think these two would have a unique build up to a relationship. Scout being intimidated at first by Pyro (then realizing Pyro is actually pretty chill), and Pyro genuinely wanting to befriend Scout because he’s funny and pretty.
I see Pyro as being able to keep up with Scout’s hyperactive nature, but also being able to coax out a calmer side. Scout has trouble understanding his own emotions and expressing them (being very emotional and fearful of what others may think of him for that) and pyro is very patient and loving. They’re both chaotic, loving, expressive, and have a need to be understood and not disregarded by assumptions.
I see pyro as being very open to physical touch, but won’t actively initiate it. I think pyro would prefer quality time and acts of service. their main love language being gift giving and quality time. scout on the other hand I could see preferring quality time and physical touch (but having to be the one to initiate it), but would outwardly express words of affirmation and gifts.
Whenever I think of these two I think of their relationship being very soft. Yeah they’re chaotic and dangerous, but I can see them being very soft with one another. Scout talks a lot and Pyro listens. Pyro talks a lot and Scout listens. I think their relationship wouldn’t be established for a good while, until Scout one day just asks if they’re dating or not while they’re cuddling and watching some action movie.
I think they’d have stupid nicknames. Well on scout’s part, I don’t think pyro would make nicknames. Scout would still call them mumbles, chucklehead, and other stupid stuff, but he’d say it in a very affectionate way.
Pyro would definitely without thinking link their pinkies together when they’re near one another. It flusters Scout every single time, without fail. Scout uses flirts and pick up lines and Pyro is unaffected by them(though finds it hilarious when Scout trips over his words). If anything, they find scout’s attempts funny but prefer when he’s just being real and down to earth, rather than trying to “puff” himself up, and when he seeks out Pyro for comfort and touch. Whether it just be to hold hands or lean on.
2. Scout/Soldier (All American Offense/Batting Helmet) - 7/10
I’m kinda unsure how I feel about this ship!! I give it a high rating because i think it could be unique and these two would definitely be fun together. I’m not sure if I could ever see them being in an established romantic relationship, but I could see them being in a close relationship which isn’t exactly anything labeled.
Unlike flashfire I can see their relationship being very hyper rather than soft. They’re both reckless and loud which definitely leads to both of them making bad decisions which Spy or Demo have to get them out of. They’d definitely bond and strength their relationship over their love of adrenaline. Both, Soldier and Scout are so SO loving, and I definitely think they’d put their all into a relationship and both constantly try to impress the other. Especially on the battlefield, I can see them yelling for the other and going ‘did you see that?!’ Or ‘that was for you!!’ kinda thing. You kill one of them? Within seconds you’re killed by the other.
I do think their relationship would be a bit rocky at times due to miscommunication on both sides. Soldier and Scout tend to run into things without thinking, making plans on the go, and misinterpreting things. If they were to establish any sort of partnership they’d have to work on communicating. Both of them would have to work on not only their communication skills but also their emotional responses to things. Both of them are very prone to emotional outbursts/irritation which they’d have to work on.
However! It’s evident both mercs are so loving and aware of others emotions. I think in a relationship, Scout would stop making joking insults which Solly wouldn’t understand, and would ask Solly more questions about himself rather than his stories. Of course!! Scout and Soldier would 100% bond over stories of crushing people’s skulls, and be so hyped to hear about the other’s experiences. However the curiosity towards him as a person and his interests other than war I think would startle and slightly scare Soldier at first honestly.
Overall I think they’re relationship would be very fluid and interesting to work with. They’re love language would be far from conventional: wrestling/physical fighting(not out of anger), and not outwardly ‘romantic’ tendencies. I don’t think they’d be the type to be touchy or have flowery words. On their own I think both of them could be physical and loud with their affection but together I think it would be more of a casual thing. Maybe an affectionate pet name thrown in an offhand sentence or remark, or a gentle guidance towards a different decision. I can’t see them full on cuddling, but rather being near one another and leaning on the other. At most maybe Scout putting his head in Solly’s lap or running his hand through Solly’s buzz cut.
I do think that as hyper as they’d be, they would have very sweet moments on ceasefire days. Whether it be resting/sleeping in, cooking, or just talking and playing cards. I think with simple daily activities the more soft “intimate” side would be drawn forward. I don’t think they’d ever refer to their relationship as romantic, but I don’t think they’d stop someone from assuming they’re dating, y’know?
3. Scout/Demoman (Hop Scotch) - 10/10
Similar to All American Offense, I don’t think these two would put a label on their relationship. I think it would more be like they’re aware of how loving the other is and how strong their bond is as a friendship, and just acknowledge they love each other; whether it be fully platonic or not.
Demo with his desire for touch and Scout with flippant touch adversity and desire, I think they would definitely be one of the more sweeter duo and outwardly affectionate. They’d be more willing to show physical affection in front of others, like hugging, kissing, cuddling, those kinda things.
Scout would be so excited to learn about Demo’s culture and it would be oh so sweet. Demo is patient and more than happy to share his Scottish culture with any s/o he has. He shares cultural dishes while Scout shares dishes his ma used to make. For both Scout and Demo family means a lot, which is something I think would definitely strengthen their bond, along with both of them being openly emotional and willing to share their issues with one another (of course that would take time).
Demo willingly hearing out Scout without making him feel stupid and Scout listening to Demo’s turmoil and validating his feelings. I definitely think their relationship would work since I imagine Demo actively reminding Scout that he sees him as an equal and doesn’t look down on him at all. Which helps since Scout is very self conscious. In return, Demo is equally self conscious and struggles with self image, which Scout counteracts by constant verbal affection and being able to talk Demo through it. I think they’re relationship would lean very heavily into verbal and physical affection. Demo finds it funny whenever Scout hypes him up. Scout in term gets really embarrassed when Demo says anything sweet to him, but also determined to show off.
I see Demo as being open to physical contact and craving it, but always makes it obvious and asks if he can touch Scout before doing so, something Scout appreciates immensely. That being said, I do think that with Demo, Scout would be very more physically affectionate compared to some of the other ships. I just see them being a very go with the flow relationship which leaves Scout feeling more than comfortable with touch when it comes to Demo. Anyway they’re really cute and sweet and both deserve love and happiness and I wanna see more of them.
4. Scout/Medic (Blunt Trauma/Quick Fix) - 10/10
Hands down, I adore this duo. They’re absolutely adorable and love mediscout shippers. I went over their duo a little bit in a few posts ago, but I love the idea of both of them being equally fascinated by the other.
Scout always being the first to go see Doc and volunteering for experiments. Medic being enthralled by how healthy Scout is and finding him beautiful, both inside and out. I think this duo has a lot of potential, especially with metaphors and love that goes deeper than what is associated with the term. Their relationship could be very poetic. I do think these two would start off with a very awkward relationship, and this sense of awkwardness never really leaves it which adds to their charm as a duo.
I think it would start with Scout developing a bit of a puppy crush, finding Medic handsome and amazing in terms of skill. Scout being outwardly very awkward and loving (constantly following medic to infodump and talk about anything and everything just to get a convo going) and getting flustered by Medic who could just be standing there. Medic in turn I think would pick up on the little crush scout has and find it endearing but not think much of it. More than willing to talk to Scout about his ideas and thoughts, but never thinking he’d regard Scout in a romantic manner. I don’t think Medic would realize he had feelings for Scout until someone pointed it out. Engie says to him how he gets a fond look in his eyes and his entire demeanor just softens. Which gets Medic thinking and he just goes ‘oh shit’. Once the realization is there, I think Doc would become equally as or even more awkward and nervous than Scout. He’d still ask scout for help with certain things or lion for him to make conversation, but he’d fumble with his words more and be more mindful/careful of how he handles the other in surgery.
Anyway they’d probably establish their relationship through the help of others, which leaves Scout asking bluntly and awkwardly if they could establish something and Medic agreeing. From then on it’d be a bit more smooth sailing. One of the only issues I could see them running into a lot of times could be fear for the other. Medic fearing Scout getting so hurt that even he couldn’t heal him, or Scout somehow hating or failing out of love. Scout on the other hand would fear Medic dying rather than getting hurt and the idea of doc ever finding him annoying rather than endearing.
Both of them having issues with touch, some days loving it and other days hating it, i think physical aspects of a relationship like any sort of touch would be very special and a huge sign of trust. Whether it be Medic studying Scout’s heart or Scout gently rubbing under Medic’s eyes.
They would have cute nicknames for one another and I think their relationship would be very sweet and poetic.
Overall I love their dynamic and want more soft stuff of them. (Plus the idea of the man who outsmarted the devil being with god’s gift is SO hilarious to me.)
5. Scout/Sniper (Speeding Bullet) - 7.5/10
Honestly? I think they’re cute but similar to earlier ships mentioned I don’t think these two would ever put a label on their relationship. It’s not my favorite but I’m not against it, the art of them is adorable.
I’ve mentioned before how I believe their friendship is finding freedom and normalcy in the other which is something that would stay in any relationship they have. I don’t think they’d change anything about the way they interact with one another even if they were officially dating. It would still be very laid back and loose in a way.
I don’t know if they’d do very romantic things, maybe a few chaste kisses and laying on the other as a weighted blanket, but otherwise i can’t see them having a very touchy relationship. I think in terms of romance their bond would be: feeling so much love and fondness for another person and being okay with it and not wanting to change the relationship beyond what it is.
They find freedom in the other and just kinda go with it, y’know? I can see them more being a QPR than a standard romantic relationship.
For the last few:
Scout/Engie and Scout/Heavy
Personally I can’t see either relationship being romantic or anything other than platonic. I think scout sees heavy as an older brother and Heavy views scout as a younger brother, and it being unable to go beyond that.
On the other hand for engie, I just personally can’t see engie with many people. I’ve always regarded engie as aroace, which while he could have a relationship, I can’t see him actively seeking or desiring one. Plus I’ve mentioned before how I think engie and scout would have a rather rocky-unsure relationship which would need heavy communication.
Overall!! Scout is so loving and deserves love!!
I’ll do the next merc later!!!
#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress two#tf2 headcanons#tf2 rambles#tf2 scout#tf2 ships#scout ships#tf2 rant
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(TLKOE) Thrull Headcanons!!!! (when you rizz him up; for my fellow self-shippers)
He's one selfless motherfucker! He'd take a bullet for you twelve-times over; if it meant his beloved could live eternally. He doesn't give a shit about the consequences; if it means anyone he deems worthy is safe. May the gods help us all; if anyone in any dimension tried to harm you.
2. He's a big boy; capable of handling you as if you were a feather, and he knows it!
Thrull stands at a daunting 11.5 feet; in height. Assuming you're within the range of 5'3 - 5'9; he's a little over twice your height. He takes full advantage of this; he often picks you up and puts you over his shoulder, if he's feeling fussy. However; he does know humans are fragile (in comparison to his species), and takes great care not to harm you. If he does; he seeks medical care, and is extremely apologetic.
3. The way his species courts their partners is... gruesome; to say the least.
The process starts out genuinely wholesome! They get to know their potential suitor/suitress, and start some friendly banter! They make suggestive statements in a humorous manner; unless that makes their love-interest uncomfortable. Sexual Intercourse is majorly frowned upon; unless a pair has been together for 5+ Tyrannian years (50+ earth-years), or optimally, married. However; this is where things get bloody. If more than one person is interested in an individual; they usually fight to the death. The winner desecrates the corpse of their foe; until they find a pretty enough piece to bring to their love-interest. They see this as a display of strength and undying love; however, a human who is mentally stable would think they're a fucking maniac.
Thrull would wonder what he did wrong, and after a LONG silence treatment; you would explain that slaughtering someone is NOT the way to your heart.
4. TLKOE: The Monster Dimension (otherwise known as Tyrannus)
He brought you to his homeworld; he knew Earth (or in TLKOE; it's ruins) didn't deserve someone as magnificent as you. After (safely; optimally with your permission) bringing you to Tyrannus; his homeworld, he'd allow you to get used to it for a year. At minimum, as he knows moving dimensions is stressful. He'd assist you in learning magic, and Tyrannian means of combat. I'd imagine they'd communicate in what humans call 'Old Norse'; he'd teach you the language, so you don't need to depend on him as much, as he doesn't want you to feel helpless. He knows you were strong on earth; he wants you to be strong here, as well.
5. At-Home (Family-life Part A)
When he's not out; doing his job (Monster-Hunting), he's honestly the best partner anyone could ask for! When you two are sleeping; he instinctively brings you to his chest, and curls up. Definitely the big spoon. Being the little spoon would be uncomfortable; for the both of you. Due to his extensive knowledge on many languages; he'd likely whisper sweet nothings when you both rest; in your language, and his. Very physically affectionate. It takes longer for heat to get to the skin for his species; due to major veins & stuff being deeper under the skin and muscle. So; he fucking loves a good cuddle session; especially during colder times! Please tell him in advance, when you have to leave the house; because if you don't, he will follow your scent like a fucking animal 🧑🦯
6. Opinion on Children (Family-life Part B)
Whether they're biological, or even adopted, he likes the thought of raising children with you. When he was 28 (in Tyrannian years; 280 Earth-years); he once had a family, and his previous wife + and 4 out of his 5 kids were brutally murdered. His only surviving child is Skaelka (look at their personalities; them fuckers are related somehow). He desperately wants a family again; he fights back tears with all his might, when someone mentions his deceased family. However; you happened to be his dead wife reincarnated.
(if you're able to/want to) When you get knocked up, and he finds out; he's fucking estatic! However; the *ahem* 'genetic material' is potent enough to put twins in there; at least. So, you're in for one hell of a ride!!
#i love them#i'm tweaking bruh#big buff men#tlkoe#the last kids on earth#tw monsterfucking#big tiddy committee#big man#big boy#mm yes#DILFS!!!#\FUCK YEAH!!#weaow
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Tavias and his thoughts on the companions, and other assorted characters. CW for the Dark Urge's whole storyline tbh.
Most Important People
Astarion: Thinking Thoughts About The L Word but neither have actually said it yet. He feels safe and comfortable around him and honestly he's quite happy with the way their relationship is going right now (cuddling and physical closeness and non-sexual intimacy). There's this strong desire to keep him safe, but he also knows Astarion isn't to be coddled, and they're both slowly working out How To People after long periods of time belonging to someone else. He knows they're both going to have to navigate this relationship slowly, carefully, and with a lot of communication to get through their messy pasts and boatloads of trauma, but is absolutely willing to put in the work.
Gale: Gale gets magic in a way none of the others do, so they initially bonded over that (and Tavias teaching Gale his latent sorcerous abilities!), and their morals are fairly similar. He can understand why Gale wants power because goddamn the rush of Knowing Shit is good, feeling safe is good, all that! He understands that! He just… also knows the downsides of it fairly acutely, so he'll be doing all he can to try and convince Gale he's enough as he is without the crown, the same as he's trying to convince himself that he's enough as he is without being Daddy's Little Cult Leader. Genuinely feels bad that he doesn't reciprocate Gale's crush on him, and wouldn't want to offer casual sex because he knows it'd be more meaningful to Gale than it would be to him, but absolutely values him as a close friend.
Jaheira: She's his Mum now. He's reassured in her presence both by the fact that she's promised to stand with him so long as he's fighting the Urge, and the knowledge that she could kill him if it was necessary to protect the others. He also greatly looks up to her knowledge and advice, and secretly loves her snarky side. There's a lot of affectionate teasing there.
Withers: Grandpa :)
No but honestly, after That One Event, he just ends up hero-worshipping the guy - he looks up to Withers even more than he used to look up to Bhaal. Withers is the one who gave him his life back, who gave him freedom. Post-game, when Withers asks him to become his Chosen and work on eradicating the Dead Three and their cults, he agrees immediately, because he trusts him implicitly and wants to work with him. Even before That One Event, he thought Withers was fascinating and wanted to sit and listen to any stories he'd give; post-game, that's his Grandpa / Hero / Deity.
The Other Companions
Wyll: Likes and admires his positivity and confidence a lot, and definitely thinks Wyll makes a better leader than he does - he'll often defer to Wyll to make big decisions. Wants to fight Mizora in a pit, really bad. Sometimes feels a bit awkward around him because Wyll is such a Good-aligned person that Tavias feels like he might corrupt him a bit just by his presence, even though he knows cognitively that Wyll's done some pretty dark stuff too.
Karlach: Adores how much life she has, although he has trouble relating to her. Ironically, he'll actually start relating to her more after she breaks down after killing his ex Gortash, because he can't really understand how she's managed to stay optimistic even when so much is against her. He also knows that his past with Gortash makes things… a bit messy, even if he sees himself as a very different person now, so he feels a little awkward around her.
Shadowheart and Lae'zel: He relates to both in the sense that they were all raised in a terrifying cult XD;; So he's quite emotionally invested in all three of them being able to break away and choose their own paths, because fuck Bhaal, fuck Shar, and fuck Vlaakith, they're not pawns any more! As people, he does struggle to relate to them a bit - Shadowheart started off very snarky and closed-off, and she hasn't opened up to him as much as Astarion eventually did, so he still sees a bit of distance between them, and Lae'zel can be Harsh and Kind Of Scary, although he respects her a lot.
Halsin: He's cool. He can't even remotely relate but he likes the dude. Sees him kind of the Team Dad, albeit not as much as Jaheira is his Mum now - just in the sense that Halsin looks after them all, and is the oldest and wisest of the group. Feels a little sheepish about the fact that Halsin is attracted to him but Tavias just... doesn't reciprocate, lowkey considering hooking him up with Gale.
Okay so. That has changed somewhat!!
Minsc: Pending since they haven't met yet and I don't know what their interactions will be like, but I feel he'll like and respect him along the same lines as Jaheira, just not as intensely because Minsc hasn't been there as long and is more…….. Minsc-ish. He may also be somewhat terrified of Boo 8D
(Listen. The hamster knows things.)
Friendly Non-Companions
Scratch and Bite: They're his children now :) He particularly is fond of Bite (the owlbear cub) in the sense that he also thinks people smell tasty but also won't eat them :D
Isobel: Someone who needs to be protected. He knows from the sheer viciousness of his Urge that she's a genuinely good, sweet person, and is legitimately proud that he was able to fight his Urge enough to keep her safe.
Aylin: Absolutely fascinated by her. Like him, she's the child of a deity; unlike him, she's empowered by it and very much her own person instead of being a puppet of Selûne, like he would have ended up a puppet of Bhaal. Thinks she's badass and he loves how confident she is. He wouldn't mind having the ability to fly, either!
Volo: Thinks he's goddamn hilarious. Is also never going to trust him with an ice pick again, although on the other hand, seeing invisibility is pretty cool!
Arabella: So protective of her (both because she's a baby sorcerer, and because keeping her safe was one of the first times he was able to resist the Urge), and kind of wanted to teach her himself, but also knows he wouldn't be the best option. He'd do his best to watch out for her to the best of his ability, and I can see him basically being like, hey, if you ever want to chill for a bit, you can hang out with me. Little sister, basically.
Yenna: A sweet kid. Wouldn't want anything to happen to her, he just doesn't really have any particularly strong feelings about her as a person. She's A Kid To Be Kept Safe, and he's just not as interested in her as a person as he is with Arabella.
Devella: Doesn't know her very well, but he was very touched by her trust and encouragement after he revealed his background, and would happily help her out with a lot.
Negative and Complicated Emotions
The Emperor: Deep distrust. A part of him always suspected that he'd turn on them all if they didn't go along with him, and Tavias greatly resents how much he manipulated not just him, but all of them. Also he suspects the Emperor definitely knew who Tavias was and the fact that he kept that knowledge back frustrates him greatly.
Orpheus: Pretty intimidated by him. There's no actual liking there, and while he's happy to fight alongside him, he just doesn't feel much emotion over his ultimate fate.
Cazador, Mystra, Mizora, Zariel, Viconia, Vlaakith, Shar: It's on sight, bitch.
Ethel: She's hilarious but if she implies Astarion liked being a slave again he's going to turn her into a meat crime.
Ketheric: Never got to fully work it out because Ketheric died before Tavias started remembering stuff, but he Did Not Like him, and always got the impression that Ketheric looked down on him and Gortash. Which. He actually did. So, fair.
Sceleritas: Prior to his lobotomy, Tavias adored Sceleritas, the closest thing he had to an actually-present parent. While Bhaal's presence loomed large over Tavias' first decade in the cult, Sceleritas was actually there, and even after Bhaal returned in full, Sceleritas was still much more actually involved. He was encouraging, supportive, and enjoyed being murdered, what more would a baby Bhaalspawn want?
Post-lobotomy, of course, Sceleritas became a figure of fear. Tavias just wanted answers, and he wasn't getting them, and instead Sceleritas was urging him to do awful things, and it was all quite terrible. (For Sceleritas' part, he actually did recognise that his young master had changed irrevocably and was beginning to get quite sick of the soft boy he had become, and tbh was a little on the relieved side when Bhaal killed him for good!)
Orin: So messy. She hated him, and vice versa. She was his little sister. She was his rival. She was his best friend. She was an enemy. She was his partner in crime. She was an obstacle to be taken out. She was someone to protect. She was someone to kill. She was a more deserved candidate. She was his usurper. She tried to kill him. She saved his life. They had that very peculiar relationship where two young people in deeply fucked-up circumstances develop this permanent bond - they tried to kill each other more times than either could count, but they also would kill anyone who messed with the other. He wasn't at all surprised when Orin came to kill him, and after, he ended up feeling a weird form of gratitude that she had - she had, quite unintentionally, given him a second chance at life and being a normal person. He feels guilty about having to kill her for the rest of his life, and would have given a lot for her to have another chance, too, but also knows she was just... too far gone. Yeah, messy.
Sarevok: Pure. Unadulterated. Loathing. He's never hated anyone so much as he's hated his 'big brother', and honestly, the feeling was pretty mutual. Aside from a massive case of the icks from a) the circumstances of Orin's conception, b) the fact that he pitted Orin, Helena, and Tavias against each other to try to do the same again, and so c) he spent the better part of fifteen years trying to avoid Big Brother's attempts to knock him up, he knows Sarevok has always resented Tavias for being more 'pure' than he was and for his higher position in the cult, and believes that Sarevok is a dusty, washed-up old pervert who should go take a long walk off a short pier. In short, absolutely no love whatsoever between them.
Gortash: The first person he was ever in love with. He saw them as equals, partners in crime, friends. He could see a future with Gortash that didn't involve Bhaal, and that scared the shit out of him. If Gortash had said, hey, look, what if we ditched this whole Absolute plot and our gods and just rule Baldur's Gate and Faerûn in its own right together, he would have seriously considered saying yes.
Obviously, post-lobotomy it's pretty different. He still can't stop the immediate physical response of his body upon seeing him in the Colony of, "That's my lover", but he also knows cognitively that This Is An Enemy, and by the time Gortash reveals their past together, he's already put Gortash in the category of Enemy That Must Be Stopped. So there's a lot of conflicted feelings there. A part of him would love for Gortash to end his plans; he also knows he wouldn't be, well, Gortash if he did. Another part wants to throw away everything and join him, maybe with Astarion as the third holder of the Netherstones, but also refuses to do that because he's no longer that person. Another part is just horrified at the evils Gortash has committed, especially now he's friends with Karlach, while also feeling guilt about the fact that he's done the same, if not worse.
He's still going to kill Gortash, but he's going to hate doing it, even if it won't emotionally destroy him as much as killing Orin will.
And last but definitely not least:
Bhaal: There's more or less three phases of Tavias' feelings about Bhaal. First, from ages 11-21, from killing his foster parents and being taken in by the cult, to Bhaal's return - Bhaal was a distant figure that Tavias was being taught to revere. If Tavias was very good and was a good little murderer and proto-cult leader, his real father would return, and maybe! he'd even love him! A distant and kind of scary figure, but also one to look up to, one to work towards, one to try to make proud.
Bhaal returns when Tavias is 21, and Tavias promptly loses his goddamn mind. Not only do his violent urges become the Urge, as in Bhaal actually speaking in his mind and occasionally taking over, leaving periods of dissociation, but he's named Chosen of a deity who is very much right there, able to enact punishment if he acts out, or to dispense with rewards if he does well. Tavias just wants to be loved! He wants Bhaal to be proud of him! So he absolutely throws himself into being The Best Dang Bhaalspawn in Baldur's Gate, if not all of Toril, in the hope that Bhaal will love and be proud of him. And he does! He shows his approval! He trusts Tavias to lead his cult! He encourages the Absolute plan Tavias came up with! He's winning at Being The Best Bhaalspawn, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve! He's really doing it!! He's giddy and delighted and that's his Dad!!
Aaaand then Orin sticks a knife in his brain and Tavias' memories - and desire to Be The Best Bhaalspawn - go bye-bye. When he wakes up again, he has no idea who Bhaal is; when he starts hearing about this God of Murder, his first reaction is fear, because it's always been underneath it all. Dad's scary! He's redirected his desire to be loved and accepted towards his companions, and what's left for Bhaal is the terror that was always there. When he learns who and what he is, that fear intensifies, because now he can actually put a name to those Urges that killed Alfira and threatened innocents like Isobel and people he loves like Astarion, and also knows that things won't end until he faces Bhaal personally.
Which. Is scary as fuck, because God of Murder and also his Dad.
For the last twenty years, he's lived for Bhaal. Who is he, without him? That's going to be the next big question he'll need to answer - the most important one of all.
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ooo, can I ask!! for a sfw alphabet... for cupid?? is that allowed ┴┬┴|・ω・)
Asks for Cupid are allowed! Same goes for the rest of the side characters ;>
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Fairly affectionate! More affectionate than average I'd say. Mostly because he's generally pretty amicable.
Very causal, hugs as greetings, does little things and gets gifts for people he likes when the occasion strikes. They're not grandiose, but they're genuine.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
A really good friend. He's a joy to be with, and takes good care of the people around him, even if they're strangers. Great at giving advice, and is there if you ever need him, and isn't judgemental at all. Even when he's serious he balances it out with his laid back nature, and is never stern in a scary way.
Honestly you could befriend him in any number of ways, but most likely through having mutual friends, or meeting him at a party.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Will never say no to cuddles, unless they're from total strangers (and it's not easy to be strangers with him). Mostly cuddles by just being molded into a shape by the people cuddling him. Likes being sandwiched between people, or just having his arm around someone's shoulders. If it's a one-on-one cuddle with a s/o, he likes leaning on and wrapping himself around them, feeling their shape and warmth.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Does want to! Honestly, ideally, if not with a partner, he's definitely the type to settle down in a house shared with friends.
Good at cooking, gets lazy with daily cleaning unless it's his kitchen. Even if everything's put away and orderly, when he eventually gets to it, he lets dust collect on his shelves and crumbs collect on the ground. It's a good thing he really only stays at home to sleep or study, so his house doesn't get too messy. Is better about cleaning immediately before and after throwing a party at his place.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Has had to break up with past partners, and usually is really nice and polite, well-communicative about it, and usually always wants to still be friends. It's usually mutual, anyways, but if his partner at the time is upset, he takes it seriously and respects that, even if it's unfortunate to him that he may be losing a friend.
If it's someone special... he wouldn't even dream of it!
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Wants to eventually get married, it's a dream for him!
Honestly he feels so rarely strongly enough about anyone, that he'd probably want to get married fairly quickly if someone is the one to him.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Doesn't really treat people as if they're fragile, but that doesn't mean he's insensitive. Can be a bit rougher, physically, when he's hyped up and excited, but generally is pretty languid.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Like hugs! Would give and accept hugs from anyone, even strangers. How they are depends on the person or occasion, but they're brief with a quick squeeze or pat.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Says it pretty casually, and even uses the word "love" as a nickname. Says it slower, with purpose, when he means it though.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Isn't really a jealous person, far too laid-back. If he does... he usually tries to "join in" on whatever time is being spent between his s/o and the person he's jealous of. Stays amicable, of course, but sort of... micromanages.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Really likes to hold his s/o's face when he kisses them, or just hugging or cuddling them, holding their hands, etc. Likes kisses on the mouth the most, they feel very romantic, but likes to be kissed and kiss anywhere and everywhere really. Loves all sort of kisses, loves them all.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Pretty good. Usually gets put on child-caretaking duty during family gatherings, mostly because he actually engages with them. Doesn't like, baby talk kids. Kinda just is vibing with them but pays attention to them.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He's usually out until daybreak, so usually the morning is spent him eating breakfast and getting ready for a nap before class or going out again.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Down for Activities. Want to watch a movie? Sure! Want to go hang out with friends? Let's go! Want to go out n party? Hell yeah! Board game night? The more the merrier. As long as you're spending time with someone he's down for anything.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Doesn't really open up. Moreso because he doesn't really have anything to open up about?
The few things he feels complicated about, he keeps to himself because he can figure it out himself, and also doesn't really believe anyone can understand/empathize with his specific brand of problems.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Very, very patient. Most things don't annoy or anger him! That doesn't mean he doesn't get angry, but rather most of the time he reacts otherwise (incredulous, disappointed, frustrated) than angry. Is good about managing it, but there's only so much someone can take.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Generally remembers most details about people (but gets silly mix ups, or needs to be reminded/double check), but when it comes to his s/o he's especially dedicated to learning as much as he can, and it cements itself into his brain. Even stuff he's surprised he notices.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
Probably some type of exchange of rings, whether they're engagement rings, wedding rings, or promise rings, or just an exchanging of matching accessories that kind of solidify the idea that the relationship is forever, meant to be, he'll be ecstatic, to a point that's kind of unusual to see for such a laid back person.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Again, laid back. Tries to protect others by diffusing tension, or talking it out. He's good at pacifying people, and an even better mediator. Prefers not to get into fights, if at all possible, but can if necessary even if he doesn't like it. Thinks the whole "taking a bullet" thing is romantic.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Puts a ton of effort, kinda can get carried away and makes them grandiose and romantic, straight out of a movie. Tones it down over time but the overly romantic, tender atmosphere is still present. The type to make celebrations for every little thing.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Very much keeps himself busy to distract himself, and very much avoids being alone like that plague. Even if he just has to sit in a public place, he vastly prefers the companionship of strangers over being alone. Also the frequency he goes out drinking... pray for his liver.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
While he's not self-obsessed like Max, he puts a lot of effort into his appearance and aesthetics. While he's the type that looks good even if he looks like a mess, he'll usually go into a bathroom to tidy himself up every so often throughout the day/night. Likes looking hot, and is proud of it.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
While he was content being partner-less for life, if he ever meets his soulmate, he'll never want to let go.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Most of his tattoos and piercings were done by his friends. The only piercing he got done professionally is the one on his right nipple, because it's simply too risky to get that done at a hangout while buzzed.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Uhmmm doesn't work well with people who are very, very inflexible, grouchy and severe. It's mostly just awkward for him, who's default is to joke around and chill. He'll adjust accordingly, but it wouldn't be very fun to be with them.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Takes naps frequently throughout the day. Sometimes falls asleep when he's with his friends and hanging out at one of their houses. Honestly sleeps at his friend's houses more frequently than his own.
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hello! i was wondering if you wouldn't mind giving me an outsiders ship? it's totally okay if not!
name: Astra (meaning Star)
appearance:
i have short black hair and often like to wear my hair in two braids (like wednesday addams). I have dark brown doe eyes. I often like to wear more dark makeup, so basically dark smoky eye. i'm very pale and have a few freckles sporadically placed all over my body but there are only like 10 in total so it's not like an overwhelming amount. I'm about 5'7 and i enjoy wearing dark or what some would consider "emo" clothing (long black skirts, skulls, rough belts, etc) I also am not very confident in my appearance tbh, but i like to express myself through fashion which is definitely an interest of mine. i have a wide smile that people say brighten a room.
personality:
i am extremely empathetic (what my friends would call an empath) and i enjoy helping others more than caring for myself. I don't think about myself often, so I do dumb things sometimes that would involve myself getting injured. I am very optimistic and really enjoy drawing. sometimes when i'm bored and am not doing anything i'll pull out my notebook and just start sketching. I really really love listening to music, it's a 24/7 thing as it brings me comfort. my music taste consists of: cigarettes after sex, foofighters, deftones, nirvana, the smiths, the runaways, tears for fears, and some more old music. I am very stubborn and if i'm being honest, I am a bit dumb. if something really is bothering me i'll either stand down and stay quiet or will snap back, depending on the day honestly and the severity of their words. I am very very loyal to my family and friends. I am very very good at keeping secrets. I am very very affectionate, some might say too affectionate. I also am very funny (according to other people) and I really enjoy laughter. I am honestly very insecure both physically and personality wise, so I often don't like talking about myself.
my type:
I really want someone who I can bond with and is a best friend as well as a partner. I want someone who's sweet and caring, a real gentlemen. someone who's shy and empathetic and won't discard my feelings. i don't really care much for height as some people may. I want someone who is just overall sweet and is willing to listen to me and hear me talk or rant about my problems while also communicating and telling me about theirs.
sexuality and pronouns:
I am bisexual (no gender preference) and my pronouns are She/Her
Star Sign:
I am an Aquarius on the cusp of being a pisces (my bday is february 18th)
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff
Likes: Music, Art, Helping People, Movies and film in general, fashion, dark color's, and nighttime
Dislikes: Selfish people, energy drinks (monster, red bull, etc.), people who are mean to others with a reason or not, people who constantly downplay others whether it's their interests or just them as a person, yelling, fighting (physically and verbally)
Random Facts: I am originally from Australia and I am also part british and part chinese (so yes I have an aussie accent) but I am currently living in America
your perfect matchup is 𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬 💌
𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 <𝟑
𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝟐 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 <𝟑
i definitely feel like you two would meet at school.
i can imagine you in art class just working hard on your painting.
your basically just in your own little world and then you feel a tentative tap.
ponyboy softly whispers to you “you seem like you know what you’re doing can you please explain this to me”
you do but as you’re doing it all ponyboy can think is how pretty you look.
he’s so distracted that he barely takes in anything that you’re trying to teach him.
in the end when you say “do you get it now”
he just nods with a dazed look on his face.
when the lesson ends and he’s still got no work done he decides enough is enough.
he walks up to you and asks you out. his face is bright red as he waits for your answer.
when you say yes a broad smile appears on his face.
he hopes this is the start of something beautiful only he keeps in mind that he clearly can’t study around you!!!
𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 <𝟑
ok so you two are like opposites attract appearance wise but when people actually speak to the pair of you it just makes perfect sense.
like your both complete sweethearts.
ok so i hope your aware your plaits now done by him, like that’s just the way it is.
and because of the way he was raised he’s such a gentleman!!! like he always brings you flowers, holds doors for you and holds your hand,
also the fact that you love films is perfect because ponyboy used to feel that no one got films like him but now you’re here it’s clear someone does.
he loves the way you dress i swear!! he can’t believe how cool you look and in the boring cookie cutter town that he lives in he admires you got bring such an individualist.
also if you’re ponyboy’s gf you’re now also the gangs new bestie. it’s really important to ponyboy what his friends think so the fact that they all like you is a really good sign to him.
he loves dancing to records with you, it makes him so happy omg!!!
he’s so happy that you’re his girl and i’m sure you’re happy that he’s your boy.
𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 <𝟑
sorry that the moodboard isn’t especially emo it was just hard to find ones that fit the period as well :((( either way i hope you like it!!
hugs and kisses, flo <333
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Hello good sir,
Numbers 4,5,6,11, 20 and 21 of the ask/nf
Good bye good sir
what flower would you like to be given? i suppose that? snapdragons might be my sentimental favourite? hmm flowers are hard but i would say! any will work! honestly if you got me a bouquet of dandelions and daisies I would still be thrilled, all flowers are always pretty to me :]
who do you feel most you around? answered this one in a previous ask, but my friends. my friends make me feel at ease and comforted enough to be myself, and discover myself. it's very nice :]
(Adding a readmore cuz the next ones are real long!)
say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical). !! okay !!
- I'm funny! Or at least I try :] I think it works?
- I'm a decent musician! I've been playing for years and I think it shows sometimes! And while I'm often not satisfied with my work, it's okay because that's part of music and it still sounds good!
- I like using words a lot! I can get verbose sometimes but I think that shows how much I like to talk and express and communicate! Also I can spell long and cool words like pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
- I'm an okay dancer! I took a few classes, but mostly I dance like a clown when I'm by myself listening to music. And it's fun :]
- My eyes are a nice colour! They're this deep brown that almost look like black (courtesy of my parents) and when the light shines on them it's harder to see but I look rad
- I have a decently ambiguous voice! Which means to say - I have a decent range for my voice! Often, I usually have a lower voice than most people my age and I think that's cool as hell.
what’s your ideal date? uhh ? gosh i haven't thought about that ever maybe just going to like a roller rink or arcade and having a good time :] I'm not the best skater or the most coordinated gamer but I think that sharing snacks and laughing together with someone is one of the most affectionate things in the world
what do you want most in the world right now? ohh that's a hard one . uh hm. i would like ? dude idk if i can answer this one. this is a weird one I guess it's difficult to compare? my wants and needs i don't even know . but I'd like for the world to be without war and for successful efforts against global warming to double. i would also like to successful transition (socially and possibly physically) and to be able to see my online friends but! i think i can wait a bit longer in favour of the other ones.
if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be? i think I'd probably go up to them and say "hey. we figure it out eventually. we're going to get out of this eventually, and I would know because I'm you." and that would be it i spose
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